#no amout of hiking and mindfulness will save me from this unholy muse

[mapsthewanderer]

This thought loop has no end. I live here now.

The literal cosmic aura radiating off him like he was born in a supernova and built in a lab for maximum emotional destruction??

AND THEN—he bites into the kiss. Not leans, not brushes, not teases—bites. Like kissing is a contact sport and he came to win.

Externally: composed. Internally: rewriting my will to include him and Googling “can thirst cause permanent brain damage”