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Getting a full-time job really makes you realize how much those 40-hour weeks eat into your reading time. 😂
Anyway, I’m starting Paladin’s Grace—my first T. Kingfisher book! I heard it’s funny, and after eight hours in an office, I need funny. I’ll check back in a few days to let you all know if it delivers.
T.Kingfisher... Do not fail me!

#life is a series of tasks preventing you from reading a book#reading#books#booklr#t kingfisher#paladin's grace#office worker#i like my job#i just like reading more#hobbies vs work#i need the money to buy books but then i don't have time to read them...#like i used to think i had no free time in university#i was young#now i am old...ish
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spent the last couple nights watching the handplates (<- @zarla-s if you’ve never read it) comic dub with a friend of mine :-]
gaster ^
#EDIT: I JUST REALIZED I FUCKED UP WHICH EYE . IN THE THIRD PICTURE I AM FUCKING SO STUPID AUGHHH#that specific picture is an au where his left eye was fucked up instead ok? no one point out my mistake#i am clearly struggling enough here as-is#or we can say they accidentally triggered that fucked-up magic loop like as babies somehow before they were really aware of it.#and gaster somehow let this happen. i don't KNOW i'm embarrassed. i drew these at 5 am so everyone gotta be nice to me#undertale#sans#papyrus#gaster#handplates au#sketches#it is CRAAZYYY to me that the comic is like officially over. last time i watched Handplates Comic Dub was like.... 2018#and the comic officially ended in 2023 right? and it's now 2024 going on 2025#that is INSAAANNNEEE#every time gaster opened his damn mouth me and my friend were both like IS HE STUPID? for like. the entire duration of the dub#objectively untrue but also like. i mean. a little#i couldn’t really do the I AM 13 YEARS OLD comic because… he is like. two-ish maybe. and also an adult kind of#so i did what i could. LMAO
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Some Halman design ideas/doodles I did today in my spare sketchbook! :DD they are so dear to me :]
+ some extra doodles under the cut!



#i love them so much its unreal#playing with their design is some kind of gender euphoria to me idk why#i tried to give Hal a humanoid-ish form.... giving him hair was a mistake#i need to flesh out that design more.. i love drawing starchild dave but hal deserves some more respect 🙏🙏#i alos tried makin hal's face kinda look like the old macintosh logo...... hes so silly :3#i jsut love them.in general. theyre everything 2 me#drawing them gives me so much joy :)))#have a great timezone to whoever actually. read all these tags. yeahfg ima go sleep now... its.like 12 am already#raiyns sketches#my art#halman#2001 a space odyssey#hal 9000#2001 aso#david bowman#dave bowman#2001: a space odyssey#2001 space odyssey#starchild dave#art#2001: a space odyssey fanart
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Most normal energy drink consumer







#new tags time yippee#cj updates#so there's some old-ish tags here lol#i had this saved for a while actually. just didnt know if i wanted to post goofs yet#old tags:#i will say i personally cannot make fun of him for that#as i was [still am even] overly invested in drinking mnt dew#they used to sell a full liter mnt dew bottle for like a dollar at the stores near me & id take one to school a lot an drink the whole thin#[Sometimes id be able to get a whole 2 liter. Tho I couldn't drink the whole thing during the day [mainly just to save it for later rlly]]#which i would then have after the can id get every morning.....#im better now i swear#tho it was always very funny when i had a class with a friend where id slowly pull the very long bottle out from my bag#the face they would make is always so funny to me still#so i have a feeling i know *exactly* what face his teacher made#either like a mix of astonishment & confusion or its just disappointment#a “why are you like this” typea look#its great#however his story is still horrifying#i drink monster a bit & like one can is enough for me for a day [if i can finish it even]#maybe if i clutched onto that instead of mnt dew during school years id be just like him then#im in the good timeline thank god#rant over lol my bad
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It's 10pm, I've been dealing with sucky depression junk all day, and I STILL can't get my head on straight long enough to do that ask game or art stuff for my Agent (chrysali i know i call you a feral cat gremlin but can you stop acting like one for a bit and and TALK TO ME AGAIN PLEASE), but the doodlin'/thinkin' 'bout my Consular is bringing a smidge of needed seratonin so yay! Rough draft stuff from her design sheet (a.k.a. me being bored and playing the artist's version of paper dolls, which is what ocs are for right?)


Left is Knight, the preview-annoyingly-cropped-by-Tumblr one on the right is Master/Council member (specifically the oufit she wears while stationed at the Temple, I haven't designed Master-era field gear for her yet) Please ignore the belt on her Knight outfit I tweaked the design and then forgot to go back and change it, it should look more like the one on the Master one
#K8's Art#K8 Rambles about SWTOR#SWTOR OC: Ataraxia Kestis#could i go back and color in the datapad and noetikons? probably. am i going to? not right now#i like sneaking jedi temple guard/high republic era aesthetic stuff into her outfits. feels fitting for a consular#if ataraxia looks a lot like my smuggler that is On Purpose they are actually twin sisters and *mostly* get along. ish 🤣#she also bamboozles me because i have such a strong idea of her character/personality and yet i go to write her and she's... elusive kinda?#she's like the opposite of writing reilly. ry wants to be all mysterious loner smuggler but everyone figures her out almost immediately#(which probably means i'm doing smth right with rax cuz that's what i was aiming for but c'mon i'm the writer i gotta know a lil bit! 😭)#whoops word vomited again sorry#star wars#the old republic#star wars the old republic#swtor#swtor jedi consular#swtor oc#jedi oc#fan art
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Chucks my ride kamens ocs at you
My agent oc and dad oc (names tba). Agent was close with dad and was heartbroken when he passed, when she found out his efforts to support the riders she swears to continue it. She wears a chaos stone in one ear and a regular gemstone in the other. She inherited the mask from dad 😺 dad wears the suit for official ceo things and takes off the jacket in the cafe.
Amd some Episode zero sketches


What's wrong, papa? :c
And this one's a joke lol

Erudite man: ‘When will the time come for a world where people will no longer have to put on masks to live, and instead follow the whimsy of their instincts?’ 😂😂😂
#probably none of my tunglr followers knows about this game but idc#i love them#ride kamens#ride kamens oc#i still need to name them bdbd#also yea dad was a catboy loll#im so invested in dad and agent gosh.#gets into a joseimuke game just to make an old man oc and obsess over him why am i like this#my design philosophy was they have cool red-purple ish colours to complement the mask (desaturated to make the mask pop out more)#agent wears a lot of accessories bc she's a rich girl#their hair is the same but dads more greyish#chips's work#chips's oc#he has a name now!#yusuke
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Ya know, a ways back someone had asked me if I had any takes on Yoruichi's tattoo --I forget in which ask, but there was a bigger question that I wound up answering and I sort of forgot about the tattoo part entirely. But at the time, I really didn't have anything to say about it anyhow, but I don't think Kubo had released that art of the original Gotei at the time. So as it happens there are some odd little adjacencies now, although not especially strong ones... but I figure I can squeeze a post out of it.
So originally Kubo did a little color spread of all the Bleach girls in swimwear at the beach, and that in turn got adapted into a dumb little filler thing in the anime based off some other omake. It's also shows up in Bleach Brave Souls.
(weirdly a different swimsuit specialadds a different, unrealted, tattoo on her right thigh??)
But in the body of the manga itself, she's never actually shown with it. In most cases we don't get a 100% irrefutably clear view, but there are plenty of moments where her left upper thigh is definitely visible enough that if the tattoo was canon it should have been visible. The most obvious contradiction being her first appearance in her human form on account of, you know... her being entirely naked for that...
Now, one of the most immediate evocations of the sun tattoo would seem to be Ichigo's "Black Sun" motif --although it seems like a "tribal" style tattoo, which would be solid black anyway, making it hard to really assume it's a deliberately associated color-- which is itself actually kind of weird because it started entirely meta textually as part of the pair of databooks, SOULs and VIBEs: the former being the manga databook, and the latter being the accompanying anime databook, together featuring the phrase
"the rain drags black sun down, but the rain dried by white moon".
But this actually conflicts with the manga's use of a black moon motif for Ichigo, and doesn't really appear in the text at all. In fact the only real association Ichigo has with the black sun in the story proper might be the tangential association with Yhwach calling him, "my son born in the dark" when Yhwach himself is associated with the sun and light, and his own mirroring of the black flame(?) motif.
Otherwise the only loose link between Ichigo and the phrase "black sun" is that zangetsu's crossguard in bankai is a manji/swastika --a symbol used in Japanese Buddhism, via Chinese Buddhism, via Indian Buddhism, but originally taken from Indian hinduism where it was itself a sign of the sun god Surya-- and the SchwarzeSonne:"Black Sun" rune was a part of Himmler's stupid esoteric LARPing horseshit he did in the N*zi party, where he just mashed up the swastika, Nordic runes(𐌔), the alchemical sol niger:"black sun", and the Arthurian round table concepts so he could have that dumb mosaic built into the floor of the Wewelsburg castle he had requisitioned.
Sorry i got off topic... point being: the BlackSun was kind of like a leveled up swastika as far as n*zi symbols go, so it kind of follows that Ichigo's devloping powers imply a black sun as the next step past swastika.
But like I said, that's a super loose correlation within the text itself. Rather, the black sun in Bleach actually seems to be a weird recycling of something Kubo did in Zombie Powder: The black getsuga tenshou's black flame motif being a kind of throwback to the black flames of Akutabi Gamma's Karinzanjutsu, and the Ka-rin[火輪]: "Fire Ring/Wheel" having a symbol representing the sun, thus the sword style's black flames making its symbol a black sun.
So what's the point in bringing all this back up if what we're asking about is Yoruichi? Well, Yoruichi may not have had any sort of identifiable sun motif herself, but her ancestor, Chika, does. His name can read as "1000 Sun", although in the context of Yoruichi and Yuushirou's names both having words for "night" in them, it makes sense that Chika's name should actually be read, "1,000 Days", or very possibly "1000th Day" since Yoruichi's name is clearly meant to be read as "1st Night" considering her birthday is January 1st.*
*Her overall gimmick is a reference to hatsuyume[初夢], a tradition/idea that your first dream of the newyear --taking into accounts that you stay up until midnight on new years, your first dream is on Jan 1-- is supposed to have some prophetic qualities. (Incidentally, Urahara's birthday is December 31st, and given his partnership with Yoruichi could imply he's meant to be associated with the Omisoka holiday? but I'm not getting into that here.)
Anyway... all that just to say that her sun tattoo isn't really canon but if it were, it might have something to do with her ancestor, Chika. Although given that their family crest features a moon and they have a night theme to naming, I'd assume Chika's name is meant to be kind of an outlier rather than directly reflective of any family themes.
I dunno, I guess that's not really much of anything actually, since the whole black sun tangent doesn't even link back around... I guess the only thematic link is that in rather literal terms a "black sun" might be most readily envisioned as an eclipse, which in both the Shihouin and Ichigo's cases would be a way of aligning the moon and sun motifs.
(Technically I guess Isshin's relationship with Masaki is a kind of eclipse, as its the overlap of her sun/center of the universe iconography with Isshin's own moon motif via engetsu, but honestly Isshin was never actually moon themed and his shikai just felt like a lazy tack on detail that Kubo gave no real thought or consideration to beyond it being a derivative of what Ichigo already had going on.)
edit: oh you know something i didnt think to mention in the first draft of this.... For a brief window where the soul king had been shown with all his limbs and then none and then we learned about the hand creatures and the heart, some people had the idea in their heads that Yoruichi was somehow or for some reason the left leg of the soul king?? I have no opinions on this as a theory other than it being silly
#bleach#bleach meta#shihouin yoruichi#yoruichi shihouin#i should probably link some of my old related posts#a lot of whats here is jsut repeating old rants in a new-ish context#but i am too lazy right now
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not in love with the sight of a bobcat standing behind the lamb shed just outside my office window :)
#of all the predators to have their eyes on my lambs#that four foot fence is not stopping a cat#so now i'm gonna be paranoid it's gonna come back tonight#i saw a bunch of day-ish old tracks in the snow around my shop and the red barn today that didn't look canid#and they definitely weren't hoxton's tracks#so i think it's been lurking around for a few days :/#and before anyone suggests i pelt it i am allowed to shoot it in defense of my livestock but i can't keep the body#i know...saddens me too#ag talk
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3:23AM, time to post Hatamori fankid and retreat back into my hiding hole
#this is what i was referring to in my last post#sometimes ideas will just pop into my head and i will be unable to resist the urge#i missed sprite editing. it had been a while since i last made a person's sprite#anyways her name is Akira and I haven't decided if it's Akira Tomori or Akira Hatano yet#i like both of their surnames a bunch#thinking of her from a scenario where Ayame and Kizuna survive the kg and get together a while afterwards#Akira is adopted. obviously. Her biological parents died in the tragedy she was adopted at around 4-6 years old#doesn't remember how her bio parents where because she was like? 1-2 years old when they died?#being with them in whatever happened that led to their deaths she may have some form of memory problem from the accident(?)#Akira is pretty forgetful and slow on the uptakes. but it's nothing too worrisome#she doesn't actually care that she can't remember her bio parents because the family she has now is much more important to her#she takes more after Kizuna especially in tems of personality (tho definitely not as bad as she used to be in Dra if you know what i mean)#put them in a room together and they will gossip and talk about random shit for hours#she loves Ayame too! they just don't talk a much? Akira used to follow her everywhere when she was a kid but now that she grew up#Ayame being the awkward-ish person she is struggles a bit on how to talk/interact with her#they work out together sometimes and Ayame will always volunteer to listen to Akira play some new song she's writing#and give her opinions on it#as you can see she is a musician. aspiring rockstar specifically#this came to her as a way to vent about the tragedy and all that mess sorta#may ramble more some other time i am getting sleepy#dra#danganronpa another#fankid#hatamori#sprite edit#edit#hyena scribbles#Akira Tomori Hatano
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Boo, fursona jumpscare
Full body markings under cut
#my art#digital art#my sona#fursona tag#hatch#decided to make myself a solid fursona because.. like.. ok I love nox right#but he.. has become more of an oc to me tbh#and I wanted a little guy who was similar-ish/represented how my super old ones used to be#My old sonas were so simple though its actually insane#anyways!!! this took too long </3#there's a few little things I should fix but.. man I am.. tired#TUMBLR JUST POSTED THIS ON ME??? OK I GUESS??#I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO POST RIGHT NOW BUT! OK!!!!!!??!?#ref sheet#sona ref
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Thissss is an old drawing by me !!!! Where I am introducing Birthday to Dale :-) this is what I think the sun is for . That and photosynthesis .
#I am kinda of sad … kinda sad Song..#moving is scary ish !!!#lots is changing and it’s kind of scary#I have birthday here with me and I love her and I tell her I love her so much#but I’m scared things might be wrong ?#I duno#birthday doesn’t mind the house that much . he is worried I’ll forget him downstairs one night though#because we have two stories now and I sleep upstairs !#the house is way more than the old place which you know was just two rooms and a bathroom#but it feels smaller somehow#I do not understand! maybe somebody else will#birthday understands#ours
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there are a couple changes i would make to the keyboard if i could:
wiggly exclamation mark
bleeding heart emoji
varying snake emojis (more poses would be fun)
question mark with a little heart for the dot bc, well,
more explosions
and that is all thank you
#just me hi#i need these a lot#wiggly bc it makes a lot of sense#i am saying something but with a sort of ~~~~~~ to it!!#/bleeding heart because the other night (it musta been about 3 a.m.) i was looking for an emoji to really get my point across and i sadly#realized that i had imagined the existence of it. the disappointment was immense <//3 hfhs#/SNAKES. need i say more? :>#do i know a lot about them? not yet. am i scared of them? yes. but i love them a lot thanky#/i am asking a question but it's with love#<3#/explosion emoji my beloved#we NEED to diversify hfhsvb#a mushroom cloud would be cool :3 or one that clearly has shrapnel in it#or one with a little heart that's like the exploding head emoji. because it's like that#i'm mentioning hearts a lot bc the heart is willing but the brain is. trying#//anyway in the other newsings i'm remaking those pi.e refs again lmao 👍#ik they're only so many months old but man i changed some of the designs a bit during those months hfhs#funny how i made refs because i thought 'oh i haven't changed their designs in forever - it's not like it'll happen anytime soon yea?'#and then..........#oath's design has changed the most minimally during these - how many ? two‚ three-ish years - so i thought Ahh nothin'll happen#but Then--#aura has morphed So many times - she was at least 3 different people before i actually Got her so hfvhs <3#kinda knew that would happen. but she's actually changed the least so Lollll#hid's usual look has not changed at All - only his actual form‚ which i tweak every second day or something#and i've neglected kira so badly fvfsh - so now i've added and removed and swapped things for her in worldrecord time ! i think i've got he#in a way i like though so :D#but bc of all these changes now i gotta make new refs bc they are Inaccurate#not a big deal. but oh it IS#wonder how long it'll take me this time lol :) only one way to know ehegh#//anywho ciao ! i've got the things and stuffs to be doing.. ooo toodles :33
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well mark that down as situation 2938489 that I don't know how to handle
#i would love advice on this if y'all have any thoughts to share because i know what my parents think and im having trouble sorting it out#i love these three friends of mine but it is really draining to be around them now because all they will talk about is church drama#(re: our old church) and rehashing it all and being Outraged about the horrors etc etc#either that or being downright condescending about protestants/non denominations and acting like it's funny to talk like that all the time#i end up being more angry or resentful or exasperated at the end of our conversations than glad and at peace like i did before#(before all THIS ish happened and the three of them were like okay this is all we're going to talk about now)#i've tried to say in gentle ways (i am simply not capable of this kind of blunt confrontation) that maybe we should not be talking#so uncharitably towards other people especially behind their backs. like. yes bad things happened. we have to acknowledge that.#but continually making jokes and jibes at a priest's expense really rubs me the wrong way especially since i KNOW that he loves us#and in many ways was trying his best in the circumstances. and are we not supposed to be loving our neighbour#and is this not downright slander to keep going on this way esp since it goes on for HOURS at a time#anyway i don't know what to DO because if i keep chatting with them/meeting up with them conversation will be 90% this thing and i Hate It#but on the other hand i feel responsibility towards them because my godson's one of them and another is a friend who is a fairly recent#convert and if i leave them to stew in their own echo chamber i doubt it'll do them good#am i supposed to keep some distance? am i supposed to keep arguing whenever one of them says something unkind or inflammatory?#am i supposed to keep speaking up so that they hear a different perspective? am i supposed to run in the other direction for my own peace o#mind? anyway i am still thinking this over and it stresses me OUT#it used to be fun and life giving to be around these people and now it is so exhausting and seriously alarming in many ways
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Thank you @tiredassmage for the literal swift kick in the pants and behold the inaugural K8's SWTOR OC Bio extravaganza (maybe?!?! I don't know what I'm doing and I'm still not happy with this but anyways 🥴). Starting with:

Aja Verdona: The Commander
Homeworld: Naboo (birth world; Odessen (adopted)
Born: 3664BBY/21 ATC (age 21 at start; frozen in carbonite for 5 years, currently 34)
Species: Human
Occupation: Commander of the Eternal Alliance
Affiliations: Jedi Order, Eternal Alliance
Romances: Rass Ordo
Masters: Several, most prominently Connelly Draay (OC) and Orgus Din
Apprentices: Vega Kodral (OC)
Hero of Tython, Throne-breaker, Outlander, Commander—Aja Verdona has borne many titles throughout her life, but none have ever been able to outweigh her dedication and drive to protecting the galaxy. Arriving on Tython a hotheaded and arrogant young woman who was letting her 'grand destiny', her abandonment issues and her fear of failure push her to the edge, Aja found herself taken under the wing of Orgus Din. What followed was a whirlwind three years that saw her pushed to the edge of her sanity and beyond, the murder of the first Master to stick by her side despite all of her flaws and intensity, an eight-month stint as the mind-controlled pet attack dog of the Sith Emperor, and an unexpected quest to slay Vitiate once and for all. When that was undone by the actions of the Revanites several years later, Aja resumed her quest, determined to do what the Force had chosen her to do long before she was even born, leading her to mature and grow in the nearly two decades since her journey began, conquering her past anger, and defeated Tenebrae time and time again. But now that Tenebrae is gone, and new, different threats and challenges threaten to overwhelm her—the warmongering of Heta Kol, machinations of Darth Malgus, training a stubborn and determined young Padawan, and Aja's sudden, unexpected feelings for a Mandalorian warrior. Now, Aja is faced with a new question: what is she without the threat of Tenebrae constantly hanging over her head, especially now that a new prophecy threatens all she holds dear? And what will she choose to become?








#aaaaAAAAAAAAHHHHHH I DISLIKE WRITING SUMMARIES THERE'S SO MUCH STUFF IN MY BRAIN I CAN'T SUMMARIZE WITHOUT IT SOUNDING PRETENTIOUS#BUT I DID IT. AJA BIO. KINDA. ISH#using my art instead of ingame because i can#(also because i don't have any of my ziost/kotxx screenshots they're all still on kronk the potato laptop [may he rest in peace] 😭)#K8's Writing#i want to add some of my “aja and vega's misadventures in jedi training” doodles in there#but i'm on mobile because a) where my art is and b) laptop is ticking me off at the moment because swtor crashing so 10 image limit#also because a lot of them need some work because even by my messy standards i'm not “ok to share” happy with them#but anyways personality-wise aja is what happens when you put an anakin skywalker whose full vader turn was stopped by intervention/therapy#avatar korra (full spectrum korra not just the wiser s4 one)#and carol danvers (comics specifically but there's some mcu carol in there too)#into a blender and yell DOWNSHIFT#i love writing her but writing about her always feels weird#i feel like my writing style is too intense and pretentious sometimes#now to panic because OH JEEZ I POSTED WRITING TO GO WITH THE ART#...what the heck do i tag this?#K8 Rambles about SWTOR#swtor#star wars the old republic#star wars#the old republic#swtor jedi knight#swtor oc#jedi oc#star wars oc#swtor oc: aja verdona#WHY DO MY TAGS ALWAYS END UP SO LONG I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SHUT UP#OKAY I'M HITTING POST NOW MY WRITING IS GOING ON THE INTERNET AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH#quick edit i hyperlinked to vega's tag on my blog because hey i actually am smart sometimes!
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!!!!!!
#so what the fuck#its so funny because i drove to my sister today#because she is having surgery so i am assisting for a couple days#last time i took archie in the car#he LOST ITM#there and back#an hour and a half ish#non stop#over 3 hours in total#today coming to my sisters#a 5-6 hour drive#he a perfect angel#he slept the ENTIRE TIME#Totally knocked out#nothing woke him#therre were so many bumps in the road#he was such a good boy i can#he woke up when we pulled up#now he stole the warm blanket#(because my sister turns the heat off at night also and its currently 47 degrees#i am so cold#im using old t shirts as blankets#i also have 2 sweaters on and thick sweat pants and a normal t#girl likes it COLD.#i also dont know how or if i should tell her whats going on with me#health wise such#she has so much going on#my stuff feels obsolete. unnecessary for her to have to deal with#id feel so bad if she had the information to#and i want to be here to take care of her and her not question that
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doctober day 29: 2023
remembered this exchange from ahsoka show and uh yeah QwQ

#back to the future#bttf#doctober 2023#doctober#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#michael j fox#christopher lloyd#my arts#my sketchy wip arts#me when my friend who DEFINITELY has passed away by now irl visits me looking exactly the same as he did when i was a kid ;__;#but hey thats time travel babeyyy#((partially inspired by @doctorbrown post for day 20 ;w; its lived in my head rent free for the past 10 days))#was very torn on doing smth cute vs smth stupid vs smth sad for SO LONG so yeah this is late >:/ sorry#and i also lowkey am not very happy with it but GRGRHRHGH IT IS WHAT IT IS !!!!!!!! (((:#IM FINE IM FINE IM FINE (<- not fine but will survive) ((((((((:#anyway. 55yo marty be upon ye#and the absolute whiplash of me drawing bby marty yesterday vs old(ish) marty today ;__;#edit: i lied lol the longer i look at this the uglier it is to me GRRRRR IM SO MAD >>>:( WHY DOES IT LOOK GROSSSSSSS
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