#on a good note.... guess who's kinda.. seeing... someone 🙈

[planete777]

in my humblest defence, uni threw me in jail, sentenced to weeks without tumblr 😞

[seralu]

Hi! I honestly am so entertained by your Nickposting. Keep up the good work :) it’s not my thing but it’s certainly sent me down an interesting rabbit hole. How did you find yourself becoming so interested in him? Honestly it’s pretty cool that you can look past his political views. Oh, and Nick is 100 percent a fed. Imo anyway.

heyyy anon, thank you so much! that’s very kind of you to say 🙈 i feel like it’s hard not to go down a rabbit hole with nick, even if it’s not your thing, bc his lore is so interesting and kinda weird 😭

also, great question! the answer will be different for everyone on here, so hopefully theyll reblog with their answer as well (guys please i’m actually also really interested). personally, i found myself interested in him after the your body my choice fiasco, i knew of his existence before that but i’d never watched his show or many clips of him. but from when i saw the ybmc clip, i was immediately hooked, drawn in by the absurdity of what he was saying and his charisma. like “this is morally repugnant, but why is it so entertaining?”. i didn’t start out obsessed, i started microdosing his content by watching his dean debate, stream with destiny, some america first. the more i found out about his politics, the more i hated him and subsequently the more i liked him. i guess it’s hard to explain but it is a real psychological phenomenon that when someone is a polarising figure, like nick, and invokes strong feelings in you, then you might start to confuse hatred with love for them. nick fuentes derangement syndrome is real and i am a victim 😭

it goes without saying, that his charisma, humour, lore and the entertainment value of his commentary, also definitely played a huge role in drawing me in. the deeper i got into his lore, the more interesting he became to me as a person, and the more i found i could empathise with him, yk seeing him as a person, which most people don’t. knowing what i know now about him, i’ve kind of disarmed him as a threat in my mind and just see him as a silly guy (i’m self-aware that this is insane and cope though)

also might be worth noting that almost everyone on here is on the spectrum 😅 obviously it’s quite an abnormal and niche hyperfixation to have but with the way my brain works, i often become hyperfixated on people who are complicated and who I’m really interested in trying to understand

but about his politics, i’ll be honest, i found it really difficult to look past his political views at first and i felt insanely guilty for liking him. i started feeling less guilty once i joined here and realised there were either people who felt like me, but yeah, i’d be lying if i said the guilt doesn’t lurk anymore. i don’t usually post about this on here, but i mostly rationalise it because i like looking into people on the far right in general, examining how they view the world, how/why they were radicalised and how we might be able to replicate that on the left (opposition research, essentially). but it goes without saying, that i do disagree with him on basically everything politically, with few exceptions. i’m mostly interested in his personal life and behaviour on this blog, obviously that involves being involved in his political sphere and watching his show etc etc. so i can’t escape the politics of it all ofc, but hey, it’s definitely made me more thick skinned

if u wanna send an ask again, i’d be interested to know how u found us and what your politics are :P just wondering about your politics as you’re calling him a fed LOL

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Dead Friend Forever ep 7

I LOVED this ep. Loved it.

This is so delicious. I'm trying to think how I would have reacted if I hadn't already known that Phee knew Non. Would I have remembered this fact when Phee was revealed at the end of ep 6? But WHY did Phee lie to the group?! This is so delicious. The mystery.

THEY'RE SO ADORABLE TOGETHER!

At the end of ep 6 I questioned whether Non's red bracelet was for Phee but now that I'm watching this beginning I'm reminded that in ep 2 I theorised that Phee was orange and...here Phee's in blue and Non's sat on the orange chair when they meet (with 'today will be a good day' on Non's shirt)???! Then Phee is in a rich orange and Non in deep blue in the next shot?!? I was so right!

(Oh that's Zo's parents house in Hidden Agenda!)

Oh they have matching bracelets!

(It hurts that they're so happy though)

Phee's dad is a policeman, yes? Yeah, yes yes yes. 👏🏽

Oh my god, Non's fucking t-shirts 🙈 'Moment' when they became boyfriends and now 'Positive Thinking' when Phee asks Non to move schools and Non needs time to consider it.

Wow, Non really does have three people after him - Phee, Jin, and I'm assuming the tutor. Boy's got the milkshake.

Oooo lies between Non and Phee. Non's not telling Phee about the money he owes, right? And he'll get it from the tutor by sleeping with him, and Phee will breakup with Non...

Oh those fateful words - 'I will never lie to you' - oh baby boy the demise of your relationship starts here.

Really?! A low battery and 'help me...' on his t-shirt when Non arrives tired at the house?!

I hate them. IhatethemIhatethemIhatethem. (Por/Tee/Top et al)

We still haven't found out what Non's medication is for, right? Is it for his heart maybe? (coming back to this at the end of the ep...maybe it's for his mind, some kind of mood stabilisers or antipsychotics or something...).

Non doesn't like being touched. I wonder if that's just Jin or by anyone (other than Phee I guess).

And now Non's shirt says 'create' as he's trying to be involved in the filming.

Oh no...no. NON, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! Is he willingly kissing the tutor or is this an exchange for the money? Has something been lost in translation? Oh no no no. Did Non just cheat on Phee? Willingly?

Oh, Non is a player! How juicy! 🤓

Oh the tutor is Khun Keng! I need to go back to my notes from a past ep for where he was mentioned before. (-> Ah yes, he was the potential hallucination that Jin saw in the temple who Phee apparently didn't see in ep 4...incheresting!)

Oh Non. NonNonNon... I love you. You're so deliciously flawed. How can you lie to Phee like this? But also, it's delicious characterisation. Because now it's even more difficult to know whose 'side' Phee is on in the future. Is he getting revenge for Non or is he a victim of whoever the murderer is as well? DELICIOUS!

Ahhhh and that's Jin's 'rejection'. I bet he's going to be the one to reveal to Phee about Non and Khun Keng.

Oh, or it might be Top and Tee.

Whhhhat is Tee up to? 😒

Actually, how are all these people friends in the future?!? They're all horrible to each other as well.

And then there's this guy, Khun Keng, who in one breath says he wants to stop the scammers and 'save' the students...but then in the next will take advantage of a student to shut him up. 🤦🏽‍♀️ Brilliant.

Please. I hope they lock the door though.

Oh no. No! Noooooo!!

Yep. And Jin is the one to reveal it. Yep. Yep yep.

That's some serious doxxing. And Jin! Jin who was the least worst out of the group has now done the worst thing to Non (who, tbh, kinda brought it on himself but also is a victim of a TEACHER. IT'S SO MORALLY GREY I LOVE IT). (EDIT: running back here after re-watching the scene [due to comments in the notes] and there are two laptop screens! - one light [Jin's] and one dark [owner unknown]. So Jin may not have been the person to post it...but he must have shared the video for someone else to do it. TASTY)

FUCK'S SAKE NON. 'ALWAYS BE YOURSELF' WHEN YOU GET CAUGHT CHEATING. WITH. A. TEACHER?! 😂 *HOWLING*

Ahhhhhh it got GOOOOOOOOOD. I love how morally grey everyone is. And how it's even more unclear who the 'murderer' might be in the future....because Khun Keng is also in the running now since he got doxxed by Jin. IT'S BRILLIANT. 😁

Por and Tee: we're gonna fuck with Non so bad 😈😏👺

Non: don't worry boys, I'ma fuck things up all by myself 😜😭🤦🏽‍♀️