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catmask · 10 months ago

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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what

#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based #so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one #like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked #now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day #the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking #'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'

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greenheartart · 3 months ago

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Because this is absolutely the kind of petty rules-lawyering thing Rus would do.

Painted over this because I couldn't unsee it.

#undertale #swapfell #swapfell papyrus #sf!papyrus #rus #mutt #papyrus #I've never done one of these Paint Over An Image things #but it was pretty fun #and uh... a little personal update I'm hiding in the tags because I don't want to make a full post #life has gotten difficult again in that I'm suddenly and unexpectedly out of a job #the layoff really blindsided me and I'm still coming to grips so it's a weird time #the upside is I suddenly have a lot more free time to write and draw in between applying for new jobs #but stress/anxiety/depression are going to make it real touch and go about how productive I am #I'm doing a bit each day if I can though #Got the comic more or less drafted and the next story chapter is coming together #hoping to have that out by the end of the month #wish me luck

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horsechestnut · 10 months ago

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Anyway, if you're a fan of Bruce and Steph having a father/daughter relationship you should probably go read about Oliver and Mia.

#maybe i'm over stepping a little because I've only had Mia and Oliver for about three days #but I have read Green Arrow 2001 issues 1-46 in that time #and it really feels like they have the dynamic certain sections of fandom want Steph and Bruce to have #stephanie brown #bruce wayne #oliver queen #mia dearden #green arrow #speedy ii #spoiler #batman #robin iv #batgirl iii #listen #every couple of months someone makes a post about Steph telling Bruce she needs tampons/pads #and Bruce going overboard buying one of everything because he doesn't know what she likes #that's not Bruce Wayne #Bruce Wayne would probably go buy something #but he would also stay on the phone with her the whole time so he can lecture her about not being prepared #which is why Steph would never ask him to do it #there are so many other people she would ask first #but Mia and Oliver?#Yeah that's they're dynamic #Mia would 100% ask him to grab something on the way home #and he would come home several bags of over priced menstrual products #muttering the whole time about microplastics and unsafe chemicals #but also he bought the cheap ones too because he's not sure what exactly she likes #and her comfort matters more than his grips with chemical waste (though he'll never admit that) (she knows anyway)

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cecoeur · 9 months ago

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it's hell on earth to be heavenly them's the breaks, they don't come gently

#daniel ricciardo #dr3 #went on a hike the sunday after the official announcement and listened to this song on repeat for probably 3 of the 8 miles #POV: me in the middle of the woods telling myself to get it together #while crying about a 35 year old millionaire before I end up passing someone on the trail and they call the police on me #so song is about how female stars are treated overtime and when they first arrive they're praised for being authentic and refreshin #but once the shine wears off and they're a little older and reveal imperfections or they struggle they become a target for ridicule #and then they're discarded for the next new thing in town and the cycle keeps repeating itself forever #which to me so closely mirrors daniel's trajectory in F1 in the eyes of the media #but also when you take the lyrics at face value they are just so daniel...#the f1 ecosystem and more specifically the redbull “family” are fake as hell #and yet daniel is one of their most genuine products who actually can't be easily reproduced (but by god they'll try)#he showed a great deal of promise despite coming from a place that really never should've produced a successful f1 driver #because the cards were stacked against him and nobody really thought he would make it #but he did and he gave us 13 brilliant years (and he has SO much more to give and do and succeed at and he will)#but the wheel of time keeps spinning and the cycle continues for the next shiny new toy that they can nurture and then destroy #anyway i'm not totally in love with these gifs but I need to be done w/them and I had to exorcise this demon that was making me sad

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romatito · 10 months ago

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practice is going well 🫢😬

#spamano #hetalia world stars #hetalia au #hws romano #hws spain #hws austria #my art #hws spamano #mr. lovino thought that hed be more prepared for this. he was Not.#knowing all ur lines and cues is only Half the battle. having ur crush sing about how he wants to marry you is the other half #poor antò just thinks hes nervous.#in reality lovino is realizing very quickly hes gonna have to kiss antonio on stage multiple times in front of God and Everyone #his brain is short circuting.#i should start tagging this au so it can all be in one place .... hmm #hadestown production au

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rendnotmyheart · 5 months ago

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God, if you told me a month ago I would be knee-deep in a Grantaire and subsequently Grantaire/Enjolras and subsequently Enjolras obsession.....

#this is the fault of mr. grantaire in the production i saw #kyle adams #he was so good #like grantaire and gavroche killed me #drink with me 'could it be your death means nothing at all? is your life just one more life?' killed me #god the way grantaire like helplessly went from person to person after gavroche's death. until he ended up at enjolras's side #god the way enjolras cupped his cheek in a moment of comfort. of tenderness. of dare i say love #only for enjolras to turn to the barricade #for his first love will always be the cause #but after all wasn't enjolras's devotion to the cause why grantiare fell in love with him to begin with?#god but the way grantaire reached after him for a moment after enjolras turned towards the barricade?#ugggghh #anyway #between this and my rekindled obsession with phantom i am truly going back to my roots #shoutout ramin karimloo gina beck and simon bailey you will always be famous #shoutout mr. grantaire kyle adams #and shoutout mx. riotstar on ao3 for beautiful & good aka the best enjolras/grantaire fic of all time #if anyone has any grantaire/enjolras fic recs PLEASE #rip jordan donica javert though #so eternally jealous of people that got to see that live #get👏him👏in👏a tour👏so i can see him #les mis #musicals

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cynicalmusings · 2 months ago

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no thoughts… just xiao quietly murmuring ‘i will keep you safe’ into your hair when you’re drifting off next to him on the balcony of wangshu inn…

#you’re JUST about conscious enough to hear it. and he pulls you ever so slightly closer as he says it #xiao is definitely one who can express his devotion through words #that poetry event was sufficient to show that he’s more than capable of using language in that way #it’s just that he does it very privately #so privately that you don’t necessarily know when you’re receiving it #but it’s there and sure as anything — like. he is making a VOW to you each time. and he does not take vows lightly.#FUCK I MISS HIM #oh god i feel a xiao mood coming on #nonono i have to do actual productive things for my actual life but the pull… i can’t resist…#r’s random thoughts #xiao x reader #HE’S SO DEEPLY AND THOROUGHLY DEVOTED TO YOU #HOW AM I MEANT TO LIE TO MUSELF AND BE NORMAL ABOUT TJIS

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shroomerr · 4 months ago

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Wham bam bam! Couple of Agent stuff!! I was initially just going to post the two images but then it felt a bit empty, so I decided to doodle an interaction between Agent and Mysterion.

More process drawings under the cut for those interested!!

#uhhhh gonna type in my thoughts in the tags #just let me get the main tags out of the way #shroomer's art !#shroomer's sketches !#dao hanh #south park oc #south park original character #sp oc #shroomer's archives: south park #south park tfbw #kenny mccormick #mysterion #forgive me i may be a bit delirious im past my bedtime by 2 and half hours #ALSO SORRY I COULDNT GET BETTER PROCESS PICTURES AJSFKSDJL this is all a collection of miscellaneous screenshots ive sent my friends #THIS. THIS WAS A BITCH TO CONCEPTUALIZE.#i think ive shown this to like 10 other people just to nail down the design and lore #definitely a product of blood sweat and tears #well the hardest part's out of the way at least phew #ack oops i made the sleeves slightly too big in the doodle #mysterion's also supposed to have his arms crossed but the poncho covered everything lol #feel free to ask me questions in the comments!! i fear that the tags wont be able to contain all of the lore i have for agent #so id be glad to answer any questions you have 🫶#but yea agent is hanh's tfbw alter ego!!#this design is set in a universe where the powers actually exist and theyre older #im planning on making a “kid” version of the costume that she'd use in the LARPing game #but yea!! she's a speedster/gadgeteer/support class!#and she takes heavy inspiration from a lot of my interests: notably jet set radio/bomb rush cyberfunk. splatoon. rollerblading. theres more #shes got a sweet ass gun that shoots healing and buffing bullets. shes also got spray cans that she can use as a smoke screen or as a bomb!#theres more but i ran out of tags to write in sjlfkl #she also has a gas mask but i havent had the time to design that one yet

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spearxwind · 4 months ago

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Interest check, would anyone be interested in supporting me through a platform such as patreon or ko-fi for worldbuilding purposes?

Of course there would be more stuff in there, like exclusive art, commission priority and the like, but I would like to primarily focus on worldbbuilding.

I have a big worldbuilding document (well, three actually. one per headworld) And I have written out a lot of small sections for ideas that are in my head that I've yet to properly flesh out. And I think it would be fun to try to aim for one worldbuilding post or so a week, where I choose one of these little ideas or blurbs and write it out properly. Perhaps even accompany it with a concept drawing or two. It's been a dream of mine to make an art + lore book for years now, and I would love to see this idea realized someday, so I think maybe doing this for my headworlds would be a good way to at least make some headway with writing alll of this that's in my head.

For challenger deep I have a 30 or so page document chock full of lore that could very much have been expanded upon, but I am currently rehashing the world specifics because I am not satisfied with it.

And for my first headworld focus I would like to choose my dragon/plane world. I've got a TON of cool as hell ideas for it and I would love to share them this way bit by bit, with the goal of eventually wrapping it all up into a neat book. But of course this requires a lot of effort and time, hence the monetary (and audience support, obviously) incentive to see it through to the end. And even if I do not reach the end, there would still be some of it written (and possibly drawn) for people to enjoy.

Like!! I just opened up my Broken Horizon doc to nab a picture of what I mean, and look at all these sections!! All this potential!! Who WOULDN'T wanna know about all this??

Ideally, at the start of a week there would be a blurb of worldbuilding published, along with art to go with it if possible, and a poll for voting on what the next week's blurb would be.

On that note, not sure if ko-fi or patreon would be better for this, but I would like to hear peoples opinions!

Anyways, is this something any of you would be interested in? Please let me know!!

I am also going to crosspost this on my bluesky for maximum reach :] thank you for reading if you read this far!

#thunderclap #interest check #iveeee been mulling over this for a LONG TIME by the way. I would make some preparations before starting like double checking my docs #and setting it up properly but yeah. wouldnt it be cool ???? i think it would be. depending on how much money I make each month I can #dedicate more time to this. EG if the goal reaches 120 a month I can make one full colored big illustration a month!! imagine that!#its a pipe dream but I want to check anyways. maybe I can at least do something small. Who knows!#I would do it on my own and for fun but I do not have the time to dedicate to this since i always feel like I'm strapped for time #for everything and I need to be productive 24/7. so this would be a way to motivate me to it.

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years ago

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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literaryvein-reblogs · 7 months ago

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Do you use AI generators to compile or scrape this information?

no

#anonymous #ai has nothing on an over-caffeinated human being copy pasting & taking screenshots past 3 in the morning & queuing everything #no but on a serious note most of these is the product of years of compilations stuck in my drafts & old files as a student #been going through my old bookmarks as well (bc need more space) so there may be random study notes or tips sometimes #thats also why i have a lot of grammar related stuff that i used at school --- still handy notes though #as for the requests i usually do them in one sitting & queue them -- not claiming to be an expert on those topics #i just try to look for the best sources i can -- which is fun bc i learn a lot as well &#i always appreciate when people send me more info or corrections #this genuinely made me a bit self conscious of my posts tho like do they look AI generated #just shoved a lot of queued posts back to my drafts lol will try to edit them better soon i know its a mess here !#also acccidentally clicking the 'shuffle' queue messed up the chronology at one point -- so been trying to schedule posts #instead of adding to queue ---- but will reorganise when i find more time #but yeah most of these are my literal notes -- excerpts / literally copy pasted from my references that may be quite outdated #that i need to delete but still wanted to save elsewhere

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abilai · 8 months ago

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Hallo!!! I have a preorder for these bingqiu pins up on my storeeee (you know where the link is), they’re hard enamel and the mold is already in production for them to be shipped in early January 🌷