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thy-valhallen · 1 year ago
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A goon brings his trans kid to work one day just to meet Jason
Goonspawn: it's so cool to meet you, Hood, there's not a lot of people like us in charge of stuff, you know?
Jason, thinking this is a Crime Alley solidarity thing: that's gonna change while I'm running shit, kid. Now go to school and don't do drugs
Goonspawn, to his dad: I wanna be a crime lord when I grow up
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Jason: you don't get to call me your "Little Wing!" That kid died, scared and alone!
Dick: regardless of everything that's happened, you're still family! You're my little brother!
Jason: like you've earned the right to that!!
The Goons, thinking Dick is trying to be accepting but still rude, preparing their Pride Flags for Battle: we got this, boss
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Goon: hey boss, I wanted to ask: what made you decide to make health insurance guaranteed for us goons? No other Rogue does that
Jason, thinking back to his mother's illness & addiction, his father desperate for work: let's call it personal experience
Goon, looking at the others pointedly: (っ ͡❛ ͜ʖ ͡❛)っ
More of trans allegory Jason and the goons VS the batfam:
Transmasc older goon, trying to connect: Hey out of curiosity boss, when did your egg crack?
Jason, thinking this is a bird pun about how he became Robin: Uh, 12 I guess...
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Penguin henchman: Wow, you really are okay calling yourselves goons? Isn't that like a little demeaning?
Red Hood Goon: Inclusivity my guy -Henchperson is a mouthful, and that way, we don't have to assume.
Penguin Henchman: Oh my god that's so thoughtful!
*they resume shooting at eachother.*
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Batman You're not okay Hood, you need a professional. Please, we can help you!
Jason: There's nothing wrong with me, I won't let you throw me into Arkham!
Goon of the week: Yeah Batfreak, the boss doesn't need help, there's nothing wrong with him! How would you like it if we tried to convert you out of being a furry, huh?!!
Batman: reconsiders life choices.
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Angry goon: *beats the shit out of Nightwing with a trans pride flag*
Dick, a bisexual cis metrosexual: I'm not sure what is happening but this feels offensive.
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Batman: Please, I know there's a lot of bad blood, but you're still my child...
Jason: Really? Because I clearly remember you saying you weren't my father and didn't have to deal with my "teenage angst"!
The Goons: You said what?!
Oracle : You said what?!
Dick, standing up and picking up the pride flag: You said what.
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things-from-the-v0id · 4 months ago
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Reading Heaven Official's Blessing is like
Everybody knows Xie Lian is gay.
Except Xie Lian.
He's the last one to know.
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sleepless-in-starbucks · 1 year ago
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reasons i cant make jokes about characters' genders: it will not be a joke for very long
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fluffypurpleglitterdemon · 1 year ago
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"When Xie Lian first moved in, the amount of luggage he brought personally wasn't particularly large. He had only two carriages full of books and two hundred treasured swords."
Flashback is a GREAT reminder that, yep, Xie Lian was definitely a prince!
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notsatyr · 1 year ago
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Two months on T and I've been getting people express uncertainty about my gender already I'm soooo stoked :D
I'm really not sure why? The only obvious change is my voice, which is deeper but to people who know me mostly just sounds like I'm sick lol
but yeah one of my major motivations for medically transitioning was how fucking hard to was to get people to use my prefered pronouns, with them feeling the need to ask in the first place being out of the question. Like idk why but pre-T no one ever really asked for my pronouns which sucked. When i insisted on my prounouns, it also almost sucked more to watch people have such a hard time gendering me correctly even when they tried than to just outright be misgendered. I want to at least exist is a way that makes people unsure of what my pronouns are. I want people to ask or to assume and have the assumption be different day to day and person to person. idk. I'm happy to be closer to that, for whatever reason <3
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ve1vet-cake · 7 months ago
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"You.. remembered?"
It had been a day like any other. Ren had made breakfast for Angel and himself, humming to himself. The rhythm of domiciliary that Angel and him had grown accustomed to was akin to that of their hearts, seemingly beating in unison.
They couldn’t be happier, slender fingers delicately handling the kitchenware. 
Angel was his 
Just the thought made the man’s insides tingle and pleasantly twist, the excitement quickly spreading onto his lips, stretching them into a soft grin. For the first time since meeting the love of his life he felt happy. Loved. 
He was plating the food and setting the table, ready for the day and for them. He carefully made his way to the bedroom, intending to wake Angel when he already saw them sat up, staring at their knees.
Their body was still halfway covered by the soft blanket, a shirt of his loosely hanging off their frame.
“REDACTED”
The name fell from their lips faster than Ren could greet them.
And with that one word his world seemed to shatter.
A part.. A fraction.. Of him was delighted, stomach churning in pleasant surprise.. but it was short lived. The twists and tightening quickly turned into dread.
Why now!?
Why that god forsaken name!?
…. Why couldn’t the illusion stay?
Ren contemplated restarting the day, to relive the idyll and prevent Angel from uttering that abomination of a-
“REDACTED”
The name flowed so innocently from Angel’s lips. So beautifully, so… Untainted. 
They peered up at him, a soft smile on their face. 
“It’s your name, right? Your actual name. REDACTED.”
Ren’s heart stuttered. The sight of them, so sweetly saying their name.. without any stigma. Any hatred. Any… Disgust.
“You… remember..?”
“I do.”
It had taken Angel to embrace him to stop the tears. To stop the shaking.
They hadn’t anticipated this reaction from Ren but nonetheless they wanted to comfort. To heal.
It had taken a lot to get Ren to open up. 
Why are you so uncomfortable?
Should I not call you that..? But.. why?
Can I make it better?
Angel listened patiently as Ren spoke. Not much, just the gist of his hatred.
“My father.”
They nodded, recalling the shared childhood the aftermath of abuse they had witnessed. While oblivious to the signs in their youth, Angel was now wiser and aware of just how broken Ren had been… And still was.
“You know..” 
They cupped his cheeks gently, making him look at them. Clear crystal blue peered at Angel. 
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Their thumb gently caressed Ren’s cheek in soothing, light circles. Their voice had been barely above a whisper. Just for him to hear. Just for him to feel.
“And I will show you.. Just how beautiful you are.”
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lufyuu · 1 month ago
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what do you think would your ocs reach if Reader showed them a pregnancy test (mpreg... yeah...)? and how would they act when reader's belly is getting bigger? (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ•̀⁠⁠。⁠)
Eun Hyunwoo
If you are amab, he would react: "What's that? A covid test?" Confused as to what it is at first, wondering if you had gotten covid or something. If not, once you tell him that you're pregnant, he'll freeze up. To be honest, he doesn't think he's ready to be a father. Plus with you being an idol and everything, it would be quite a hassle for the both of you. Don't get him wrong, he's very excited but given the circumstances, he's going to be very very very stressed. He'll make sure everything goes smoothly though! Once your belly starts getting bigger, he's making sure you're getting enough rest and convinces your manager to give you long holidays to make sure you're not overworked. He loves putting his ear to your belly too!
River Sterling
Let's be honest, the main character can bend every rule in the book, including getting men pregnant. Doesn't matter if you're cis or not, you're going to get pregnant. Though, he doesn't want a child at this moment, man loves his freedom. Plus, both of you are still in uni, there's still a lot of time for the both of you to try for a baby but...not now!
Liu Zihao
One word: overjoyed. He will be the happiest man alive, even if his face doesn't show it. Zihao already has the perfect family in mind, one with you in it. That pregnancy test is being hung up as we speak. He is very ready to be a father and have you as his husband. Expect beyond royalty treatment from him. Especially when your belly gets noticeably bigger. Oh the way he would pamper you all day, all week, all month, up until the birth. You'll probably be even more restricted though, being locked up in one room at all times with everything being tested for safety.
Han Minho
He thinks of himself as a more child free guy but..the thought of you being pregnant doesn't irritate him in the slightest. He's not oblivious, he saw the receipt for the pregnancy test wayy before you even showed him the positive sign. He may look calm at first but trust, he is is very happy to be starting a family with you. Regardless of your gender and how it's supposed to be impossible if you're amab. Once your belly grows bigger, he has these sudden urges to reach out and touch it every once in a while. He sometimes finds himself daydreaming of a family with you.
Xu RenFeng
A child isn't a must for him, a nice addition but not something major to him. When he finds out you're pregnant, he's not only shocked but finds it utterly amusing. Because who knows how your family would react. Same as Minho, he just has the urge to keep rubbing your stomach or lay down on it just to feel some kicks.
Vaelius Luminayre
To him, he must produce an heir, and it'll be possible whether you like it or not. A pregnancy announcement is already expected from you. He'll just be over the moon about it, talking about it like it's his pride and joy and showering you with even more love than before. He knows it's hard carrying a child so he makes sure that your journey of it goes as smoothly as humanly possible.
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m1lkywaywritey · 2 months ago
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ILLIVERSE HEADCANONS!!!
Characters:
Gerard - illi McMillin she/they (my demigirl princess)
Mikey - Milli McMillin he/they (demiboy + demigirl siblings against the world)
Ray - Ray Ola he/him (token cis)
Frank - Anthony Lero he/him (transgender)
HCS UNDER CUT
illi McMillin, 18:
✮ She’s got the FATTEST crush on ray and she thinks she’s super good at hiding it (she’s absolutely not but Ray is the only one totally oblivious so it works ig)
✮ Her and Anthony have been besties since childhood - they are never beating the dating allegations (ESPECIALLY after Anthony transitioned)
✮ They volunteer in the library and run that shit like bootcamp NEVER let her catch you eating in there
✮ My tomboy princess, they totally had the “I hate pink and makeup and boys because I’m so different phase” - grew out of it a little, but still limits herself to just mascara and eyeliner (maybe a little lipgloss if she’s seeing ray that day :3)
✮ She’s soooo team Edward (only because she wants that Bella swan life and to be bit by a vampire) twilight is totally her guilty pleasure
✮ Her blazer pockets are FULL to the brim with crap all the time, bus tickets, tissues, coins, headphones, makeup routine, mini hairbrush, keys, sprays, half eaten chocolate bar. You name it, its in there (and no they don’t actually use any of it)
✮ She hearts her ‘i’s but ONLY in her personal diary (“mrs illi ola” can be spotted a couple times in there - if anyone ever found it they’d probably just die)
✮ Didn’t go to her prom (none of them did, they just smoked a joint, watched shitty horrors and got a takeaway)
✮ She’s bisexual with a heavy preference for women - she thought she was a lesbian for a little so she was practically the last to know that she was into Ray
✮ HUGE comic nerd, on the first day of school they yapped a guys ear off about the latest issue she’d read and he asked to move seats the next day
✮ Refuses to capitalise the i in her name because she likes it to look symmetrical
✮ Hated by all teachers and nobody can figure out why, she tries really hard in school but she’s still failing
Milli McMillin, 17:
✮ They have NEVER been caught without music in their ears, like he gets detention for having his walkman in class almost every day
✮ Steals illi’s mp3 player every time he gets his shit confiscated, she is never happy about it
✮They’re the only one out of the 4 thats in the year below
✮ You could say he gets into a lot of fights but in reality he just gets beaten up bless him, always got a damn nosebleed so all their shirts are a little stained from it, also their glasses are constantly taped together they need a new pair almost every month
✮ Had a crush on Anthony since the dawn of fucking time, they FINALLY got together at Anthony’s birthday/halloween party - illi is definitely a little grossed out by it but is sorta used to it now
✮ Bisexual with a preference for men (they figured that one out when Anthony got 10x hotter to them post transition)
✮ Team Jacob and he constantly argues with illi about it - “just because you wanna bang vampires doesn’t mean Edward is right for Bella. They’re childhood friends and JUST LOOK AT HIS ABS” (he’s just imagining Anthony as Jacob at this point)(vampire sister + werewolf brother goes crazy)
✮ Plays up their asthma to get out of phys ed, his asthma is pretty bad but as far as the pe teachers know its deadly
✮ He’s in the AV club which is why he was the one to play their song through the speakers, it took illi about a week of convincing to get him to do it “BUT ILLI WHAT IF THE KICK ME OUTTT”
✮ illi tried to stop them from getting high for the longest time but after he got with Anthony he basically became the biggest stoner out of all of them
✮ Teases Anthony calling him a perv because he’s 18 and they’re 17
✮ He’s lowkey the biggest teachers pet and gets good grades - sometimes he’s the one helping illi with her work “its so easy you just have to-“ *continues to explain something so complicated you could faint*
✮ They get made fun of for having a “girl name”
✮Far too much hair gel
Ray Ola, 18:
✮ Yes I named him Ray Ola - like crayola… LIKE THE FUCKING CRAYON HE WAS EATING LMFAO
✮ Pretty much dumb in every aspect, then he’ll bag a 99 on a test like it was nothing, illi and Anthony are in utter shock every time (with their Fs)
✮ He’s crushing on illi in THE MOST boyish way you can imagine - just doing fucking stupid stuff to impress her, I mean it works she’s sat giggling her ass off because she’s totally head over heels and who wouldn’t want to see their crush eat a crayon
✮ He tends to be pretty unproblematic socially, he’s definitely more of a loner than a weirdo but either way he’s an outcast like the other three
✮ He is basically first aid trained because of how many times he has had to fix Milli and Anthony up after a fight with some jock fuckers (whenever Milli gets picked on Anthony WILL NOT let it slide - they both get their asses kicked every time)
✮ Met illi on the first day of chemistry class, some one was about to sit next to her so he ran in front of them because he thought she was cute
✮ Turns out he only lives a block away from illi and Milli so they catch the same bus in the morning
✮ There is always something wrong with his uniform (untucked shirt, wrong footwear, missing tie, missing blazer)
✮ Him and illi were the ones who came up with the idea to make a song, it came to them when they were high and they started working on it the very next day
✮ Has never seen twilight and cannot fathom why illi and Milli get into such heated arguments over it 
✮He is straight as far as he knows but every now and then he’ll question it - my bicurious king
✮ EVERYONE is waiting for him to ask out illi but he’s convinced she doesn’t like him back
Anthony Lero, 18:
✮ He is constantly getting into fights, if someone says something about him OR GOD FORBID ILLI, MILLI OR RAY he can’t hold himself back, consequently he’s always in detention (MILLI WOULD BE IN THERE TOO BECAUSE OF MUSIC IN CLASS WHICH MEANS ILLI AND RAY WOULD BE ALONE TOGETHER AS WELL - I DIDNT EVEN MEAN TO DO THAT LOL)
✮ He transitioned in middle school which was fucking ROUGH to say the least, so he’s built up a kind of thick shell
✮ Him and illi actually dated for a weird couple of months way back when - but it sort of just weirded them out so they decided it was better to just be friends
✮ HOWEVER they lowkey stayed friends with benefits for ages, like they explored each others bodies for sure - and probably did up until he started fancying Milli - illi was totally pissed they lost their fuck buddy but she knew Milli had a major crush on him and she had no feelings for him so she was ultimately happy for them
✮ He is a very touchy friend, kisses and hugs are all just friendly greetings to him (Milli is no where near as touchy or PDA so he always has them blushing with his gestures)
✮ He’s got a plan for some sick tattoos he’s gonna get one day - he’s already done a few stick n pokes himself, they’re extremely crappy but he loves them
✮ He lives on the other side of town to the other three, much to Milli’s dismay (“why should illi and ray get to spend all their time together when I have to go on an expedition to see my boyfriend”)
✮ He is a little fucking shit, constantly teasing illi and ray for being lovebirds - he always gets a kick out of how defensive they are about it
✮ The weed provider for the group
✮ Sexuality unlabelled but probably pansexual because he'll fuck anyone, he doesn't care
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TAGGING PEOPLE WHO ASKED/SPOKE TO ME ABOUT THESE:
@therealaxlrose @illi-mcmillin @st4rrrdestroya
this is not proofread and probably a whole lot of waffle so enjoy that lol !!!
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queenshelby · 4 months ago
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The Peaky Role (Part 28)
Pairing: Cillian Murphy x Reader
Warning: Age Gap, Best Friend's Dad, Smut
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The following day, and after a long evening with your best friend Nina, who ended up rather tipsy before you got back to Cillian's apartment, your final day of filming loomed ahead.
It was a going to be a busy day but, luckily for you, you only had a few mundane scenes to do before you finished filming your first ever movie while Cillian, on the other hand, had a day off, spending it with his daughters.
"Ciara, let's go," he said as, by around 10 o'clock, she was still lying in bed while Nina was in the livingroom nursing her hangover.
"I don't want to go anywhere," Ciara groaned, pulling the duvet over her head.
"Too bad. You have to get up," Cillian replied, rousing her gently. "We're going to that exhibition you wanted to see."
Nina shuffled into the room, her hair a tangled mess. "What time are we leaving?" she asked as Cillian still tried to get Ciara out of bed, who groaned, fighting against the sheets.
"In twenty minutes, tops," he announced, shouting back at Nina while he had his hands on his hips, staring down at Ciara.
"Well, I am not coming," Ciara mumbled, her voice muffled by the covers. "And I want to go home!"
"Home?" Cillian raised an eyebrow. "You okay?" he asked, concern lining his voice as he leaned closer, scanning her face for signs of distress.
"I'm fine," she muttered, finally peeking out from beneath the duvet. "I just...I want to go home.This trip is just too much," she declared and Cillian became a little more serious, leaning in closer, hands resting on the bed frame.
"You'll like the exhibition. Trust me," he encouraged with playful excitement.
"Fine," Ciara groaned, rolling her eyes as she kicked off the blankets, reluctant but unable to resist his enthusiasm.
"Just give me five minutes," she muttered, dragging herself to a sitting position, hair a chaotic halo around her face while Nina was almost up and ready to go.
She tapped her foot impatiently, glancing at the clock. "Come on, Ciara. We don't have all day," she urged, hands on her hips with a mock glare.
"I'm coming, alright?" Ciara grumbled, swinging her legs over the side of the bed while Cillian quickly rummaged through his backpack, searching for the tickets.
"Got 'em," he announced, pulling them out with a flourish, his grin infectious.
"Alright, ready when you are," Nina chimed in, her eyes sparkling with excitement, already imagining the day ahead while Ciara was still in a bad mood after what, unbeknownst to Cillian, she had witnessed last night when she sneaked out to go to the toilet.
Having been half asleep she saw Cillian and you getting uncomfortably close on the balcony and, whilst she did not catch you kissing each other, she saw how affectionate her father was with you, a sight that now planted a seed of confusion in her mind.
First, the earring in his bedroom and then the strange connection blossoming between you and Cillian for the past two days had her feeling unsettled.
It left her uneasy and more curious than ever. Was her mother right in accusing him of cheating and did you, her sister's best friend, have anything to do with her parents separating?
These were all the questions that now swirled in her mind as she prepared for the day ahead and the fact that her sister Nina was so oblivious to the turmoil brewing beneath the surface between you and her father only added to her frustration.
...............
Meanwhile, on set, you had a different battle unfolding as Shaheen approached you, pulling you aside with anger etched on her face.
"You need to be more fucking careful, Y/N. Both of you!" Shaheen's voice pierced through the empty room you were standing in, sharp as a knife.
"People are starting to talk, and it's not just whispers anymore," she warned you before telling you that, last night, you were seen by one of the crew members.
"Seen?" you asked, unsure of what she meant.
"Out on the balcony, looking quite cozy with Cillian," Shaheen snapped, crossing her arms.
Your heart raced. "That's not—" you began to say but Shaheen interrupted you.
"Spare me the excuses," she cut in, her gaze hardening. "You both need to keep this under wraps and you are lucky that it was only Lindsay who saw you. Next time it could be someone else who doesn't know how to keep their mouth shut," she warned, her tone a mixture of frustration and concern.
"You didn't tell anyone else, did you?" you asked, eyes wide as you search her face for betrayal.
"No, of course not," she replied, her voice steady, a steely glint in her eyes. "But you need to keep your head on straight and, as for Cillian, he really should know better," she warned, her brow furrowing.
"Shaheen, it's not like that," you protested, heat creeping up your neck.
"Do his daughters know?" she asked with concern and you shook your head, lowering your voice.
"No one knows. It's just... complicated," you explained, glancing around to ensure no one else overheard.
Shaheen's expression softened slightly.
"Well, three people on set know, including myself and Barry. None of us will spill the tea, but god if the Paps or Cillian's wife get wind of this, it will become a PR nightmare," she warned, her eyes narrowing.
"They are seperated," you reminded Shaheen as if it matted, but Shaheen did not care.
"I am aware, but this woman is trouble and Steven hates her guts," she warned, her jaw tightening.
"She had Annabelle Wallis fired after believing that Cillian had an affair with her," Shaheen continued, her voice lowering as if sharing a secret.
"That's absurd," you gasped, suprised that Danielle, whom you had known for years, could believe that she'd actually been cheated on by Cillian with another actress.
"Yes it is, but it's the truth and, trust me, you don't want to end up on her bad side," Shaheen warned, her eyes narrowing with intensity and you nodded, considering the weight of her words.
Your stomach twisted. "I will be more careful, I promise. We're just... figuring things out," you managed, your voice firm despite the anxious flutter in your chest.
Shaheen studied you, her eyebrows furrowing slightly as if weighing your sincerity.
"I hope for your sake that this doesn't blow up in your face," she replied, her tone shifting to concern. "Because I really like you Y/N," she added and you nodded, feeling the weight of her warning.
"Thanks Shaheen," you answered, forcing a smile to mask the flutter of nerves twisting in your stomach before you were called back on to set and, it was after another intense two hours of filming and worrying about what Shaheen had told you that you texted Cillian, asking if he could meet you after the shoot.
Cillian, of course, agreed. He already knew what this was about and offered to come by at your apartment after his daughters had gone to sleep.
"Okay, I will stay up and wait for you," you texted back before making your way to the hotel complex to have a shower and settle down with a book in order to keep your mind off the upcoming conversation with Cillian.
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At around 11 o'clock, finally, a knock startled you, breaking your reverie.
You opened the door to find Cillian standing there, his silhouette framed by the dim light from the hallway.
"Hey," he greeted, his eyes scanning your face, searching for any sign of distress.
"Come in," you replied, stepping aside to let him in and Cillian stepped inside.
"I know what this is about Y/N. Shaheen already called me today and shared her concerns," he said, but not looking worried at all as he approached you and caressed your cheek with his thumb.
"And listen, we need to be careful, alright?" he murmured, his blue eyes locking onto yours, filled with an intensity that made your stomach flutter. "But Lindsay won't say anything and neither will Shaheen and Barry," Cillian said as he stepped closer, his hands resting lightly on your hips, drawing your attention back to the weight of his presence.
"How do you know?" you asked and Cillian's gaze intensified, an unwavering confidence gleaming in his eyes.
"Because I have known Shaheen and Lindsay for a very long time and, well, Barry... he owes me one," Cillian chuckled, his voice steady, confidence radiating off him and, of course, you believed him.
You took a breath, your heart fluttering as his warmth enveloped you.
"Okay, but lets just be more cautious then," you replied, meeting his gaze. "There's so much at stake," you said and Cillian's eyes softened, a flicker of understanding passing between you.
"I know and we'll figure it out together," he assured, stepping even closer before finally leaning in, brushing his lips against yours with a hesitant softness.
You leaned into him, the warmth of his body igniting a spark deep inside.
"I can't believe that I won't get to see you for three weeks now," you murmured against his lips, the bittersweet reality hanging between you as Cillian's forehead rested softly against yours, a hint of frustration creasing his brow.
"We'll make it work," he murmured, his breath warm against your skin. "We can always skype or text," he told you and you nodded, locking your eyes on his before you bit your lip, feeling a tug of frustration mingle with longing and desire as you pulled him towards you some more.
His lips hovered just above yours, breath mingling, anticipation electrifying the air around you.
"Since Nina and Ciara are asleep, I could stay for an hour or two if you like," Cillian's voice trailed off, his gaze searching yours, anticipation dancing in his blue eyes.
"I'd like that," you replied, heart racing as you stepped back. "Although, I just got my period this morning so, I guess that puts a limit on what we can do," you said almost shyly and Cillian chuckled softly, his eyes glinting.
"That's fine," he replied, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as he leaned in closer, brushing his thumb along your jawline. "I still want to be close to you, regardless," he murmured, his breath warm against your skin.
You caught your breath, pulse quickening, a smile breaking across your face as you leaned into him.
"So should we settle on the bed then?" you asked, your voice low and inviting.
Cillian's eyes sparkled with mischief. "I thought you'd never ask," he replied, a grin spreading across his face as he stepped back and pulled you gently towards the bed.
You crawled onto the soft sheets first, feeling the fabric against your skin as Cillian followed, settling beside you, facing your direction.
He caressed your arm lightly, his fingers skimming over your skin.
"So tell me, other than the confrontation with Shaheen, how was your final day today?" he murmured, searching your eyes, a spark of curiosity mingling with his warmth.
"Exhausting," you chuckled, nestling closer. "But the scenes I had left to shoot were pretty mundane," you continued, rolling your eyes.
Cillian chuckled, his fingers tracing patterns on your arm. "Yeah I read them the other day," he said, his gaze steady on yours, radiating warmth, before he leaned closer and lowered his voice.
"You are so beautiful," he murmured, his breath sending a shiver down your spine before his lips brushed against yours, lingering, igniting an all-consuming warmth.
"You aren't too bad yourself," you murmured, a smile tugging at your lips, the playful tension between you electric before you kissed him back.
Cillian deepened the kiss, fingers tangling in your hair, heat igniting between you.
"You know," he murmured against your lips, "I could just do this every day," he admitted and you pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, mischief dancing in your eyes.
"That might be a little difficult, but maybe we could plan a little getaway after you finish filming here," you proposed, a playful smile tugging at your lips. "Just the two of us, hiding in a little cabin somewhere with some good books and records," you whispered, your eyes sparkling with anticipation.
Cillian chuckled, the sound low and rich.
"Sounds perfect," he murmured, his gaze steady on yours as he leaned in closer, the warmth radiating from him sending a thrill through you.
"We could set a date for that. Just you and me, away from all this," he suggested, a playful glint lighting up his eyes.
You nodded, excitement bubbling within.
"Well, it's not that I have another job to go to after this," you teased, a smile spreading across your face.
"You will get that role in the play in Galway," Cillian assured you, his eyes sparkling with confidence.
"You think so?" you asked, raising an eyebrow, feeling the hope swell in your chest.
"Absolutely. You're too good not to get it," he replied, leaning closer, his expression serious. "And I could make a call if you wanted me to," he then suggested carefully but you laughed softly, shaking your head.
"Don't go pulling strings for me, Cillian. I want to earn it on my own," you told him and his smile broadened, warmth enveloping you in the intimate moment.
"I know," he replied, his gaze steady. "That's why I didn't bring it up before," he told you as he leaned in closer, your foreheads almost touching before you leaned in once more, kissing him softly, the world outside fading away as you continued like this for almost two hours, just talking, kissing and being close to one another.
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okay so! female shen jiu! let's talk about it! [long post warning]
so. i have a lot of thoughts about this concept/au. but like mostly in how it will affect shen jiu's general reputation/the rumours surrounding her (will be using she/her and feminine terms for shen jiu throughout this!). as well as the way her relationships with the people around her would change + the way shen yuan would navigate this world with the combination of his obliviousness + his perception of the genre he's working within + what potential romance with would look like in this au!
also you will have to forgive me in advance for the very western-centric arguments i will be making in this because. i am working off what i discuss at university which is unfair to apply to a chinese novel but! this isn't a serious critique as much as it is a fun thought experiment to run through because i enjoy applying these theories to things i read and enjoy. so take a lot of this with a grain of salt as far as serious criticisms go because i am not making any! just off-handedly discussing things i thought would be interesting to chew on in this verse.
rumours of lechery :
one thing i think would be interesting would be the way shen jiu visiting brothels would be perceived in this universe. i felt that in pidw, it was a problem because it compounded with the accusation that he preyed upon his female disciples. but in a universe with a female shen jiu, i think those rumours would be squashed before they even started. i know that it's popular to assume that homophobia doesn't exist in the svsss universe, which i'm pretty sure is implied canon and not fanon. but i feel this doesn't really account for lesbianism, which is veryyy absent from the novel past fanon extrapolated from a few scenes here and there. which is fair! the entire genre of the series revolves around a male x male pairing. i just guess i want to know in a more meta sense if airplane, while writing pidw, kind of wrote in the same invisibility of lesbianism into the work that would carry over when shen yuan eventually shifted the genre to a bl.
what i mean by invisibility of lesbianism is that historically, while homosexuality was prosecuted both as a mental illness and a crime categorized under sodomy (mostly due to the disruption of social order) there was a lot less scrutiny placed on lesbian relationships. mostly because they were essentially non-existent in the eyes of the law in the early? 18th and 19th century (feel free to fact-check me on this). as far as i recall this was mostly because without the actual like. act of penetration there was confusion on how sodomy between females would necessarily work. as well as the fact that female sexuality was something that the law was unconcerned with in general. but that's a bit of a tangent.
anyway! i bring this up because while the utopian view of homophobia as non-existent in the pidw/svsss-verse is awesome, i don't think there's necessarily evidence to argue that misogyny is treated the same way. which is important! because the invisibility of lesbianism is tied into both homophobia AND misogyny! which is a very roundabout way of saying that were shen jiu a woman in the pidw/svsss verse, there wouldn't be as severe of a case to make for her supposed lechery if she visited brothels because of the invisibility of female sexuality. and that even if she was having sex there, would they even necessarily know how to legally prosecute that?
also like. i know it can be tempting to argue against this as a concept because the setting itself has no homophobia at all so how can lesbianism be invisible but like! on a more meta level we have to keep in mind that airplane (who i'm assuming for the sake of this argument is a cis man because there is no canonical argument for any other conclusion, as far as i remember) wrote this novel, and the original novel inarguably employed misogynistic tropes in the creation of luo binghe's harem. and despite how shen yuan eventually shifted the genre, the original world he landed in was very much pidw before it started to morph around shen yuan's choices. which is again a very roundabout way to say that misogyny very much could still exist in this world because of the biases of its creator and the lack of evidence against it.
i'd actually argue that the existence of the brothel itself implies misogyny exists in the pidw/svsss world but that's neither here nor there.
anyway! a very long way to say shen jiu's original lecherous rumours very well may not have existed. and rather than the problem being her sexual life, it would be the disruption of social order (which can also be prosecuted under sodomy!). because i'm assuming with the reputation of the sect on the line and the seemingly accepted view of immortal cultivators as beyond earthly desires, the problem would be less with shen jiu's presumed salacious desires concerning her young female disciples but rather the disruption of these social norms put upon cultivators. but also sodomy wouldn't necessarily exist in this universe because of the lack of homophobia! so maybe the only rumours going around would be of shen jiu being a man-hating prude in comparison to her canon counterpart's more serious and lecherous accusations.
moving on!
relationships with people :
i feel that her relationships with the people around her would be changed, but only slightly. for example, with liu qingge, i recall that despite the two of them fighting and being at each other's throats most of the time, one of the most decisive moments for their rivalry/hatred of each other would have been when liu qingge dragged shen jiu out of the brothel and got in a fight over it. which i explained in the reasons above might not have been such a big deal now that shen jiu was a woman. but there would definitely still be animosity between them because of all the other usual reasons (mostly shen jiu's and liu qingge's attitudes and world views clashing).
which may even be exacerbating with shen jiu canonically being a woman in this verse! it's not stated too explicitly but i feel there is still like. a broader social acceptance of the fact that female disciples (ie ning yingying) need to be doted on and babied more. which could be misogyny in this universe rearing its head. so if you combine this with shen jiu's need to be strong while constantly lashing out at the world so she doesn't get taken advantage of in the way she was at the qiu mansion, you get a! very explosive, vindictive, delicate relationship that honestly probably fared worse than canon. i feel shen jiu would be twice as aggressive with men in this universe because of this perception of female disciples/cultivators. (i say cultivators but honestly i see less evidence of that here. maybe ning yingying was a fluke? though that begs the question of why there would be a peak of just female disciples if not for the existence of misogyny (specifically misogyny that affects cultivators as well) in this world!)
i think shen jiu's relationship with yue qingyuan would stay mostly the same. i don't have a lot to say about that, really. i think the devotion from yue qingyuan and shen jiu's hatred in return because of the misunderstandings between them is something that wouldn't be influenced by gender. though that could be a blindspot in my perception, hahaha.
there is a world where shen jiu is more aggressive with yue qingyuan for the same reason she's aggressive with liu qingge, though! maybe she sees his deference to her as something that is like. pity born of misogyny and mostly because yue qingyuan looks down on her on top of his guilt complex. in that shen jiu thinks that he assumes she's a weakling and thus needs his helping hand/his dismissal of her more abusive, violent and disruptive actions as a favour. i think maybe while they would grow up together and he might not necessarily ring the same alarm bells as other unfamiliar men for shen jiu, she would still be. slightly uncomfortable at the prospect of a man with so much authority over her paying her such attention. if that makes sense.
moving on, though!
qiu mansion and that whole mess :
take everything implied in canon and make it like. nine times worse. is the general vibe i get when considering that era of time in this au.
because! if i'm going off the baseline assumption that qiu jianluo is still attached to shen jiu and the implied sa that she faces still occurs here, i believe the arranged marriage would be made not between qiu haitang and shen jiu but qiu jianluo and shen jiu. which i feel would give him a lot more access to her as there would be little excuse for shen jiu to be hanging around qiu haitang as much as she did. though she would be roomed with the female servants in the house rather than the male ones, there is also the possibility that qiu jianluo would just repeatedly summon her into his room. though again, no homophobia in this verse means there's no reason for him not to do that in the canon, non genderbent verse, so things on that front might not change much.
the aftermath of the qiu mansion disaster though! i think that would be interesting to see. because i feel there is (unfortunately) a very different connotation between male slave forced to marry young woman of the household and female slave forced to marry young man of the household. while i don't know the legalities of it in this verse, i'm assuming based on the shen jiu's perceived crimes against ning yingying in pidw that this would be frowned upon. though it could also not be! because of the intersection of class dynamics and how technically, because shen jiu was a slave, she didn't really have rights in the first place.
either way, i think a lot of that trial was born out of shen jiu's deviation from social order/social norms and the issue of her engagement with qiu jianluo wouldn't be seen as a strike against her in this case. because i think people would have enough sense to see the power dynamics and lack of consent more clearly when confronted with a marriage between a teenaged female slave and a young male master. especially when compounded with the fact that the original charge of lecherous behaviour with ning yingying wouldn't carry much weight because of what i discussed concerning the brothels
the murders, though, i think she would be held responsible for that. there would definitely be a harsher view of that, i feel. mostly because like. it would be out of a woman's place to commit such bloody acts on top of it being such a violent crime? so there would be an argument to be made that in breaking social order by not being kind and deferential enough on top of going through with the murder of the men, she would be faced with harsher consequences.
simultaneously though there could be an in-universe argument made on the side of cang qiong mountain to claim insanity on shen jiu's part. similarly to how hysteria is seen mostly as a female malady and is a gendered/misogynistic diagnosis. but that's a whole other (mostly western centric, i feel) can of worms to get into. but just know for now that i think the hypothetical defences that cang qiong could give for the murder spree would also be misogynistic in nature.
ps. if you want to read about the female malady check out the introductory chapter of the female malady by elaine showalter.
shen yuan enters the narrative :
now i don't want this to get super long. so i will try very hard to keep this short. i think shen yuan would have a misogynistic viewpoint that would affect his understanding of his place in the plot when he is transmigrated into shen jiu's body.
i already went over the more meta aspects of shen yuan (who for the sake of clarity, i will say, is still a male in this au) and his experience travelling through the world in a female body. but i didn't discuss so much the narrative implications of it. because i think there would be! many!
for one, i think shen yuan would constantly underpin a lot of the interactions he has with the (male) peak lords/cultivators with his very heterosexual worldview. in the sense that he would assume there were romantic undertones where there weren't any, which i feel would be a baseline assumption he would make considering the supposed genre of the novel-brought-to-life he was living. we see so many times how shen yuan will look at a female character and immediately identify her as a part of luo binghe's harem. which i feel will carry over in his perception of shen jiu's lived experience as a woman. if that makes sense.
i also think. hm. how do i explain this. the way he would view his role when it came to any potential romance would be coloured severely by his modern understanding of shen qingqiu (assuming she was a lesbian, perhaps, because of her visiting brothels in pidw/her aversion for men) but also in relation to the people around her. i think he would only really see the possibility of a romance between liu qingge and shen qingqiu mostly because of the time they spend with each other in svsss and how he would assume that it would be the type of fan service airplane would indulge in for his very heterosexual audience of pidw fans. but as far as luo binghe is concerned, shen yuan would fall back very heavily on shen qingqiu's role as the scum villain to separate himself from any potential romance there. in the sense that he would focus so heavily on the teacher-student, antagonist-protagonist relationship between the two of them that he would? in a way. de-sexualize shen qingqiu entirely in his mind's eyes. so that the possibility of romance wouldn't even occur to him because narratively it wouldn't make sense for the hero to fall in love with the villain.
though that isn't to say luo binghe's love for shen qingqiu would be contingent upon gender. there exists a world where luo binghe is still attracted to women but doesn't necessarily create the harem and still only wants his shizun. i feel that the harem, while in a meta sense fed into the male power-fantasy of pidw, also was only like. a way for luo bingge to fill a gap in his lonely life. while this luo binghe would still need that gap in his life filled, he would only need to fill it with shen qingqiu's love because the way he would be treated by shen qingqiu in his youth wouldn't suddenly make him want all women. (because it definitely doesn't make him want all men in svsss). rather it would just make him want shen qingqiu.
all the while shen yuan would assume that luo binghe still wanted to kill him or when he does realize luo binghe's feelings, assume that luo binghe was only looking for a woman to fuck, to put it crudely. which would be cleared up during maigu ridge (specifically thinking about the canon detail of shen yuan turning his back to luo binghe only for luo binghe to turn him around. which i've seen someone analyze as shen yuan assuming luo binghe just wanted anyone while luo binghe wanted shen yuan specifically).
which. very roundabout way to say that i think shen yuan's obliviousness would manifest in different ways and his misunderstandings of the world around him would be because of his somewhat misogynistic viewpoints and desexualization of shen qingqiu to boil themselves down to simply 'scum villain' and 'antagonist.'
anyway that is. most of what i've been thinking about when it comes to this au. i hope this wasn't too tangential or didn't make sense because i am telling you now that i did not proof read it. i wrote this in one sitting and i will, in fact, be posting it as soon as i finish typing this lil outro. but if it did make sense then! i hope you found the more in-depth narrative and meta things i lined out here interesting. i know i did when putting this together!
thanks for reading <3
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grubus · 9 months ago
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okay, lets seee... How about Qi Qingqi x OG!Shen Qingqiu?
oh you are SO brave right now, that is not a ship I often see. I've read a very funny one where SY!SQQ genderbent and needed to be fucked and turned to QQQ for it amongst others, DEEPLY hilarious fic to me, can't remember the name right now.
But QQQ and OG!SQQ...
*thinks* gosh it really depends on what angle one goes for. I always hc them as having a REALLY fucking weird rivalry kind of relationship.
Like, he goes to brothels and is an unpleasant bitch, meanwhile she rejects the classic gender norms and is ALSO leaning into being a Bitch (rather than being a mild elegant Lady, she will kick you in the nuts and also maybe stab you)
SQQ is also weird about women and QQQ is kinda weird about men. They would, I imagine, start out as extremely angry fuck buddies. By which I mean they get physical and then it derails into fucking. And they would NOT acknowledge this at all. And then keep at it. Just....... constantly ending up furiously trying to put the other in their place, and SQQ would almost always lose because he is, again, WEIRD about women and would pull his punches until it's too late and QQQ meanwhile would take Offense and go Full Feral in return. But also SQQ hates losing. Imagine a cat fight. That's them. But like. Horny.
LQG would be terribly jealous and not even know why. tbh most people would be jealous, it's just that most want to be SQQ while LQG and YQY would want to be QQQ.
Eventually, if things ever chilled out, I think they would still never make it official (QQQ feels like she would refuse marriage) but Everyone Would Know and also they would be so catty against outsiders. Like no! Only they are allowed to talk shit about that bitch. How dare you attempt it???
...... poor LQG in this au, wow.
On the other hand, if SQQ was a woman? Trans or cis, doesn't matter, I think QQQ would be So Normal about her. I think YQY would eye her with worry every time SQQ is in the room. I think she would be so, so hot for this Ice Queen of a Woman and meanwhile SQQ would SOMEHOW be oblivious to this, because Only Men Are Horny Degenerates. fem!SQQ wouldn't know how wrong that is.
It would take years for it to get through her head. She would be Horrified and then Morbidly Fascinated and then they would become THE power couple of the cultivation world and QQQ would be so smug about bagging such a baddie.
In either au, they would form a very deep bond that absolutely no one understands.
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crowns-of-violets-and-roses · 2 months ago
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Wildbow protagonists by how believable it is that they are cisgender and heterosexual
Ben - a nominally supportive cishet guy who doesn't really get it
Lucy - actually completely believably both cis and straight
Valentina - no real queer vibes but like could plausibly figure something out about herself when she's older
Mia - mostly convincingly cishet but does have #tgirl swag
Sy - he doesn't entirely come off as cis or straight but I could still buy that he is both.
Carson - Has some bi vibes imo
Blake - on the one hand there's no way he's cis but you could argue given the circumstances of his creation the terms cis and trans just don't apply to him
Verona - her attraction to guys is believable but she reads as bi
Victoria - at a stretch you could argue that her everything with Ashley is because Ashley is extremely into her and that Vicky is an oblivious straight girl
Taylor -100% comes across as a lesbian deeply in denial who has convinced herself she's straight
A - canonically bi insofar as our sexuality labels apply to the far future
Winifred - hasn't literally said "I am a lesbian who is sexually attracted to girls" but like come on
Avery - canonically gay
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dropoutconfessions · 9 months ago
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you will really will just uncritically publish the most transmisogynistic slop, but whenever someone speaks out about the transmisogyny in the fandom and creative side you always gotta give a note. and i know youre a trans woman, which makes it worse tbh
okay so i'm lowkey oblivious, so just wondering if you'd link me to which posts you're referring to where people actively say smth transphobic and i don't respond to it. appreciate it in advance
and yeah i give notes. you wanna tell me a detail about a character's star sign is transphobic? yeah sure i'm gonna remind you that there's a running trend where ally confuses the hell out of people with spiritualism n stuff (see mirror work from the mice & murder adventuring party) and brennan finally getting to turn the tables might be a thing he chooses to do.
you wanna tell me that a bunch of cis people should not parody harry potter? i'm going to remind you erika is trans and therefore not cis, and that people do not owe you their identities to earn your permission to create art. rabid fans spend enough time badgering creators and forcing them to out themselves and then 3 months later y'all say how awful it is that happened to them, still spouting the same "only this sexual/gender identity can write about this, or play this character, or do this, or do that" bullshit
you wanna tell me that mismag 2 shouldn't happen because harry potter parodies are bad (regarding posts that were sent in before it started airing)? i'm going to remind you that we don't know if it was going to be one given that the holiday special and live show were drifting away from said vibe.
i always cite my sources when people accuse me of this shit and i am waiting for a single on of y'all to do the same. so, here we are. it's your move. i can wait. i'm a patient woman.
and just letting the rest of y'all know, the next person to send in accusations calling me a transphobe without the metal to back it up, is getting blocked. i am tired of your shit. cite your fucking sources, it's not that hard, you can't just say random bullshit, we don't do witchhunts here.
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Did little Silver Celebrate Pride back in his world ? And if yes, does he still celebrate in Twisted Wonderland ?
(happy Pride Month)
LGBT Pride/Pride Month don't really exist as concepts in Little Silver's world. People just are whatever they are. It's quite nice.
In the interest of amusement and character exploration, I can tell you about the silly friends/family from Little Silver's world.
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Terry He likes guys and girls and loves a pretty face. He gives compliments with reckless abandon, though he's never actually flirting. It's hard to believe; many a poor soul thought they had a chance because of his cavalier attitude. He likes attention in whatever form he can get it. However, he's not actually looking for a relationship right now. He's too busy pursuing his passions: tomfoolery, theater, and friendship featuring tomfoolery and theater.
Philip Gender isn't a concern of his, but he's not someone with a strong interest in dating people, though he has had a girlfriend in the past. He prefers hanging out with friends to any prospective date. That said, there's a non-zero chance that he'll eventually happen his way into a marriage of convenience only to realize that Terry was actually his first love. There's another possibility that Terry will tell someone they're dating in college, when Philip never noticed that was an option.
I guess what I'm saying is that Philip's one true love is Terry, he just doesn't know it yet.
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Amalia She likes guys, but until very recently hasn't had the luxury of thinking about romance. She's trying to raise a very strange child who needs a lot of attention, lest he wander into a graveyard and come back with a new undead friend. Now that he's older and on his way to independence, she's at a loss for how to meet new people at all, much less someone she might marry. It doesn't help that her family practically has a genetic resistance to romantic attention. There's probably someone at work who's crushing hard on her, while she can't remember his name.
Silver He has yet to show interest in anyone and is more oblivious than the rest of his family to attention thrown his way. He's not exactly aromantic/asexual, but he wouldn't recognize his feelings if they slapped him in the face and told him "THIS IS THE ONE YOU LOVE." Woe be to anyone who tries to win his heart. It would take nothing short of a miracle to even get their foot in the door.
As for gender, these four are all cis. Little Silver is very fond of feminine and androgynous clothes, but is still very much a (petite and ghastly pale) boy.
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auspicioustidings · 1 year ago
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Farah doesn't know how to approach Kate about it, but Kate can tell when someone is staring at her and trying to work up some courage so she has some mercy (only some, she lets Karim sweat first) and tells her to come to her office.
Honestly she was sort of waiting for the other shoe to drop, but she's nervous about what Farah is bringing to her. She likes the woman, it would be a shame if she turned out to be a bigot. Imagine Kate's surprise when Farah's issue with Alex isn't that he is trans, but that she is wholly unexperienced with eating out a cunt and would like lessons. Farah has always exceeded at everything, will she fuck be finally getting Alex Keller into bed only to be mediocre and fumbling.
It's funny in a way to watch as she works herself up talking about how much of a disaster it would have been had she not found out completely by accident and thus went into the situation without practicing first. "I would rather die in battle than be bad for him. I wouldn't even have went into it with the right equipment and I would have had to give up my command over the dishonour of it all."
(we are getting NSFW below the cut my cuties and it's been a while since I've written it so if you don't think it's good kindly keep your mouth shut and scroll <3 )
So Kate calls her wife and asks if it would be ok for her to teach the commander of a rebel force to eat pussy and take a strap like a good girl and her wife just whines at the images that has given her and tells her she'd better give a detailed description tomorrow.
Farah is a quick study and is willing to get messy, but oh that rebellious streak. She doesn't take suggestions or requests well, she needs orders and Kate Laswell is willing to give them. She's got this girl pressed between her legs and isn't letting her up for air, instead humping her face until she learns that she only breathes on the good will of the pussy she is pleasuring. "Need to get that clit nice and swollen so you can learn to suck his cock properly, get to it soldier."
Kate laughs when she goes to start stretching her out only to find she is dripping wet. Three fingers sink into her with a squelch with no resistance. "Me or him you're thinking of?" Farah snorts because they both know the answer is Alex, the only person that's seemingly oblivious to how much she wants him is him. Although Farah thinks that she would like both. Maybe once she gets that man in bed, they can go on a double date with the Laswells.
She wants to learn everything about putting the harness on just incase Alex hasn't done it before. Her pussy is swollen with need and throbbing in time to her heartbeat but both her and Kate are professionals, so they take the time to have a discussion on strap styles and common issues even while Farah is panting and drooling all over the thick plastic of the cock Kate is showing her. "Don't worry, still get to put your deepthroating skills to work." She was mostly joking but Kate is delighted to find how good she actually is at it. Farah comes up for air, tears streaming down her face and saliva forming a line between her mouth and the cock and admits without any shame what so ever that she got Ghost to teach her when she still thought Alex was cis.
"He teach you how to take it too?"
"He tried."
The wry look in her eyes makes Kate laugh. She could imagine how difficult Ghost would have found Farah as a student given that he seemed to like obedient and desperate mutts. Farah was neither, she would top from the bottom until she was forced into submission and while Ghost had no doubt tried, he was more inclined to breaking brats than the likes of this woman.
Kate has no such problem. She knows that the trick to someone like Farah is outlasting her. So she flips her over onto her hands and knees, gives her shoulders a firm push to have her arms collapse out under her and pumps the strap into her in one fluid thrust right to the root. The ripple of muscles is gorgeous as she fucks and fucks and fucks and Farah refuses to give in control. Even presenting like a bitch she is strong and ready to seize control back at any moment. But Kate has stamina and just keeps pressing into her in the perfect rhythm to send her into an orgasm that makes her quiver violently.
She can't help to give into temptation. When Farah's body gives away that she is going to have another, Kate slides her fingers around the strap and pushes it in with her fist wrapped around it still. The woman under her absolutely howls at that and Kate feels the orgasm from the inside, feels the warm, wet walls of her cunt squeeze her fingers in waves.
It takes a lot, more than Kate has ever given anyone. Anytime she throws Farah's limbs around to get her into a new position she is still poised and ready to fight. She still holds back on her orgasms instead of fully giving in. She takes the slaps to her clit with hisses through gritted teeth but still refuses to just relax and let go.
She could almost smack herself when she finally figures it out. It's been hours, both of them are exhausted and panting and will no doubt be sore tomorrow. And as a last ditch effort Kate presses Farah's knees about her ears, leans down and looks her in the eye.
"He's going to love it Karim. He's not going to be able to get enough of your tongue and then he's going to find heaven in your pussy."
Finally, fucking finally, Farah Karim melts. Goes boneless and pliant, let's the final orgasm run through her almost languidly. It's fascinating to watch how her body seems to changes, goes from hard and aggressive to soft and willing.
Kate rolls off of her and just lays on her back with her eyes closed panting. She doesn't move when nimble fingers undo the harness and pull it off. She can barely do anything but give hitched little breaths when a warm tongue gently laps her pussy, no longer so worried about doing well and now just enjoying the meal. The orgasm is the last her body can give and she grins when she wakes up with Farah passed out between her legs having been equally as exhausted.
Alex Keller is a very lucky boy.
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velvet-games · 1 year ago
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thanks so much! I see a lot of transmasc vox on here (which I love!), but the backstory I hc for him is very distinctly amab (a lot of "you've failed at masculinity and you'll always be the sissy that gets pushed over at recess," which leads to a lot of overcompensation and insecurity in the future). he definitely had a "yeah my ideal body would be marilyn monroe's" moment in childhood and got bullied so hard he suppressed the fuck out of it lol.
he probably experiences a bit more dysphoria than someone with chuck tingle-brand transness (I think another subconscious aspect of him constantly changing his body is knowing something's wrong, and trying to "fix" it in a way that actually makes it worse), but his endgame probably still isn't as simple as "become a woman," which only makes it harder for him to understand what's happening.
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he’s so normal :)
I actually drew this before a lot of the recent stuff I've been posting; it was just me trying to figure out a good redesign for vox. I might make a proper redesign explanation later, but here are some quick notes while I'm still playing with it:
vox trapzod and alastor trongle :)
^^ ok but unironically this was kind of a hard decision since I have mixed feelings about vox's body type
stuff I was considering:
1) vox is alastor's foil and has a similar body type to alastor at least in part because you're supposed to be comparing them (It's actually so cool cause I was watching TB Skyen's reaction to ep 2 and he immediately predicted that they would have beef lol)
2) tumblr sexyman bod <3
3) I LOVE @/bestosunglass' way of drawing him, and it made me realize that I kind of love the idea of vox being a little bigger than alastor? it's very big himbo puppy + lithe cat energy
4) not sure what my headcanons about vox's body are in terms of biological vs tech yet, but I think I want to lean toward tech (which is customizable)
I love the angst concept of vox having the freedom to change his body with relative ease, which makes him feel like he has to constantly update and update and update and update and update and it's never good enough because he could always change something and he'll never quite be good enough--
basically being a victim to his own progress-oriented mindset
and also treating himself like a product; if it's not working, if it's not the best, newest model, then it's broken and useless and disposable
tbh alastor's ability to find beauty and art in the old (not necessarily based on function, but on character and care) would be good for him
ooc or not, as someone with dysmorphia issues myself, I really want an "I like your body because it's yours" moment from alastor
I think all of that + toxic masculinity would probably mean vox would make himself comically buff (at least at first) lol
5) but I like drawing him kinda scrawny ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it's just weird because I kind of want to audience to pick up on the fact that he's not actually hypermasc but vox would totally (mostly successfully) broadcast that to the characters in the show
6) I think a trapezoid is a good shape for him! it contrasts well with alastor being a kind of sly and striking triangle shape. trapezoids are more interesting and dynamic than rectangles, but are still more stiff and business-like than triangles (p sure I am completely misunderstanding shape theory here but it makes sense to me lmao)
vox is such a mess of vibes? like he's a cult leader he's a televangelist he's a hypnotist he's a business shark he's a tech CEO he's a newscaster he's a TV he's a computer he's a literal shark he's a mastermind he's a pathetic fanboy
still not sure which of those is the most important/what should be obvious in his design
obsessed with the concept of TV knobs as buttons but it's kind of old fashioned
I headcanon him as having been a nerdy kid that got kicked in the shins for being obsessed with TV/tech lol
also hc him as being vaguely and very obliviously transfemme; the buffness can also be overcompensating for a lack of masculinity both physically and mentally
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