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inseobts · 3 days ago
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characters: zoro, sanji, law, shanks and ace
tags: fluff, light comedy, established relationship, comfort, emotional bonding, humor
a/n: sorry it's all cramped but I reached tumblr's limits of blocks per post, so if you need a easier way to read this, click on the ao3 link!!
words count: around 2.2k - 3.4k each
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���─ .✦ Zoro:
The sun is warm but not too hot. A soft breeze plays with your hair as you walk beside Zoro through the busy town streets. The island is new, full of life and color, and the crew has scattered to do their own things. Nami went shopping, Sanji chased after ingredients... or maybe girls, and Luffy? Who knows.
You, on the other hand, just wanted a calm day. A nice walk. No drama. Zoro didn’t have any plans, so he chose to stay with you.
“Didn’t feel like wandering off,” he said with a shrug “Plus, you always get lost.”
“I do not!” you argue with a little laugh.
“You got lost on the ship” he says with a smirk.
You roll your eyes, bumping his arm lightly with your shoulder “That happened once. And you’re the one to talk???”
Zoro just grunts, amused, and keeps walking beside you. His hands are in his pockets, his swords resting at his side like always. He walks with that usual lazy confidence, but you can tell he’s relaxed.
Then, you hear a small cry. Like a kid. You stop walking “Did you hear that?”
Zoro lifts his head “Yeah.”
You both follow the sound, turning down a quieter street. And there, near the side of a fruit stand, is a small boy. He can’t be older than five. His face is red from crying, his small hands wiping at his eyes. He looks scared.
“Hey, sweetie,” you say gently, kneeling in front of him “What’s wrong?”
The boy looks up at you with big teary eyes “M-Mommy’s gone…”
“Oh no,” you whisper “You got separated?”
He nods fast, then suddenly throws his arms around you. You nearly fall back from the sudden hug but Zoro puts a hand on the back of your head, gently, just to keep you balanced.
Zoro’s eyes widen. You glance up at him, then back down at the boy. He’s shaking.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay...” you say, rubbing his back “We’ll help you find her. I promise.”
The boy doesn’t let go. He clings tighter, like he’s afraid you’ll disappear too.
Zoro scratches the back of his neck “You sure about this? We could find a guard or something.”
You give him a look “Zoro, he’s terrified. Would you want a stranger dragging you around if you were five?”
He sighs “Fine. So we’re babysitters now.”
You smile a little “Just until we find his mom.”
Zoro folds his arms, watching the boy with a face that’s trying very hard not to be soft “What’s his name?”
You turn to the boy “Sweetie, what’s your name?”
He sniffs “Kenji.”
“Okay, Kenji,” you say with a warm smile “I’m Y/N and this is Zoro. He’s kind of grumpy, but he’s nice.”
Zoro makes a sound like a scoff, but he doesn’t argue.
Kenji peeks up at Zoro “You have swords…”
Zoro raises a brow “Yeah. Don’t worry. I only use them on bad guys.”
Kenji nods seriously, then looks back at you “You’re really pretty…”
Your face heats up a little. Zoro frowns “Kid, don’t start.”
You laugh, standing up slowly as Kenji keeps his little hand in yours “Alright, let’s find your mom, okay?”
Kenji nods, still holding onto you like you’re his lifeline.
Zoro walks on your other side, still acting cool but every now and then, you catch him glancing down at the kid. And maybe, just maybe, you see a small smile on his face. Just a little one.
You’ve been walking around the town for a while now, asking people if they’ve seen Kenji’s mom. A few shopkeepers shake their heads.
Some say, “Sorry, haven’t seen any woman looking for a kid.”
You try the market square next. No luck there either.
Kenji’s small hand is still in yours, holding tight like he’s afraid to let go. His other hand rubs at his eye now and then, but he’s not crying anymore. Still, he stays close. You’re like his safe space now.
You glance down at him “Kenji, do you remember where you last saw your mom? Were you near a shop?”
He shakes his head slowly “I was looking at fish. Then I turned and she was gone.”
“Fish,” Zoro repeats “That narrows it down to…everywhere.”
You sigh “We’ll keep looking.”
Kenji tugs on your hand “Are you tired? I can walk by myself.”
Your heart melts “I’m okay, Kenji. But thank you.”
Then suddenly he reaches out and grabs Zoro’s hand too and you both freeze. Zoro stares at the small hand holding his, like it’s some kind of bomb.
Kenji doesn’t notice. He just keeps walking like it’s the most normal thing in the world, one hand in yours, one hand in Zoro’s. As if he’s done it a hundred times.
You glance at Zoro, and your face gets warm. Really warm. This…looks kind of cute. No… more than cute. It looks like… a little family.
Zoro’s eye twitches. He knows what it looks like too.
A woman passing by gives you a soft smile “Oh, what a sweet family.”
You nearly choke “Oh! We’re not—uh—we’re just helping—”
Zoro mutters under his breath, “For the love of… please don’t let anyone from the crew see this.”
You whisper back, “Why? Afraid they’ll think you’ve gone soft?”
He scowls “They will. And they’ll never shut up about it.”
But he doesn’t pull his hand away from Kenji’s. Not even when the kid swings his hands a little. You try not to smile too much, but your cheeks still feel hot.
“Y’know,” you say after a moment, “you don’t look that grumpy right now.”
Zoro gives you a side-eye “Say that again and I’ll let you get lost on purpose.”
You grin “Worth it.”
Kenji suddenly asks, “Are you and the sword guy married?”
You and Zoro speak at the same time.
You: “W-what? No!”
Zoro: “Hell no!”
You look at Zoro kinda offended by his tone.
Kenji tilts his head “But you look like it…”
Zoro lets out a long sigh “Kid, you really trying to make my day harder?”
You can’t stop laughing now. Even Zoro, after a beat, smiles just a little. Just enough to make your heart do a little flip.
The sun’s still out, the breeze still nice and you still haven’t found Kenji’s mom, but…you’re doing okay. And as long as the kid keeps walking between you and Zoro, hands held tight, maybe it’s not such a bad way to spend the day.
Kenji’s hand is still snug in yours, and Zoro hasn’t pulled away from the other side either, though his eye twitches every few minutes like he’s trying to pretend it’s not happening.
You’re still wandering through the streets, asking around and scanning every corner for a woman calling out for her son. No luck. Then suddenly, Kenji tugs at your hand and mumbles, “I’m hungry…”
You pause “Oh… right. You haven’t eaten anything.”
Zoro groans immediately “We don’t have time to stop and eat. We’re looking for your mom, remember?”
Kenji’s bottom lip quivers “But… my tummy hurts…”
He rubs his stomach with both hands now, giving you the most tragic look you’ve ever seen. You’re done. Defeated.
“Zoro,” you whisper, “he’s so cute. Let him eat.”
Zoro crosses his arms “He’ll survive. Kids bounce back.”
Kenji grabs your arm again “Please… just a snack?”
Your heart melts into a puddle “Zoroooo…”
Zoro looks at you and you’re doing it too… That look. Eyes wide, soft voice, the tiniest pout. Now both you and Kenji are staring at him like abandoned puppies in the rain.
He curses under his breath “You guys are teaming up on me.”
You say nothing, you just keep pouting. He rubs his face like this is physical pain “Fine. Fine. Twenty minutes.”
Kenji jumps up and cheers “Yay!”
You smile up at Zoro, wrapping your hand around his arm “Thanks, babe. You’re the best.”
He groans again, but you catch the way his ears turn a little red. You head toward a food stall nearby, and as soon as you do, you hear a loud voice call out “Oi! Zoro! Y/N!”
You both turn and there they are.
Luffy and Sanji, carrying way too many bags and snacks.
Sanji’s eyes go wide when he sees the kid. He drops his bags “WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!”
Kenji looks up at you, his mouth full of fried dough “Who’s the loud guy?”
Sanji points dramatically at Zoro “How could you?! You stole her away and now—now you even have a child?!”
Zoro blinks “What are you talking about? Do you know how kids are made?”
Luffy laughs “He looks just like your kid. You’re all holding hands and stuff. It’s so cute! You should make a real one!”
Sanji falls to the ground instantly “I’m dying. I’m literally dead. This is hell.”
You’re laughing too hard to speak.
Kenji, still chewing, leans over to Zoro “Are those your friends? They’re weird.”
Zoro sighs “You have no idea.”
Luffy crouches next to Kenji, nose almost touching his “Heyyy, what’s your name?”
“Kenji!”
“Cool name! You wanna be a pirate?”
Zoro grabs Luffy by the back of his vest and yanks him away “No recruiting children.”
Sanji stands back up, wiping his nose “Mon dieu… Y/N, if you ever decide you want real romance, you know where to find me.”
You smile sweetly “You’d have to fight Zoro for me first.”
Sanji turns pale, not because he’s scared but because you think of Zoro right away “…I’m good.”
Kenji tugs your sleeve again “Are they always like this?”
“Pretty much” you say with a giggle. Zoro mutters, “You get used to it.”
Even as the chaos unfolds, Zoro moves just a little closer to you. His hand brushes against yours again and Kenji, still holding your other hand, starts humming happily between bites.
After the chaos (and mild heartbreak) that was Luffy and Sanji, you wave them off with a tired smile. Sanji is still crying in the background. Luffy’s trying to steal a meat bun from someone’s cart.
“Bye, Kenji!” Luffy shouts cheerfully “Don’t forget to train so you can join my crew!”
“I won’t!” Kenji waves both hands like you’re sending off a ship.
You tug his sleeve gently “Okay, come on. Let’s keep going.”
Zoro mutters under his breath as you walk again, heading farther into the town “Out of everyone… they had to be the ones we run into.”
You smirk “Could’ve been worse.”
“No. That was the worst.”
“Even worse than running into ALL of them together?”
He gives you a sharp side-eye “Don’t push your luck.”
You giggle, swinging Kenji’s hand a little as you walk. He’s full now, calmer, but still sticking to you like glue. Zoro’s hands are back in his pockets, shoulders slightly hunched. He looks like he wants to complain, but he’s still here. That says enough.
Then, out of nowhere, Kenji tugs at your hand and looks up at you seriously “Miss Y/N? Can I call you Mama?”
You freeze. Everything around you stops. The breeze. The street noise. Even Zoro seems to pause mid-step. You blink at him “W-What?”
Kenji looks a little nervous now, like he’s not sure if he’s done something wrong “I know you’re not really… but you’re really nice, and you make me feel safe like my mama does. I miss her…”
Your throat closes. You don’t even know what to say. Tears prick at your eyes so fast you can’t stop them. One slides down your cheek before you can hide it.
You crouch down, hugging him gently, trying not to cry too hard “Kenji… I’m sure your mom misses you too. We’re gonna find her, okay? I promise.”
He nods, leaning into your hug.
Zoro is quiet behind you. For once, not a single sarcastic comment. When you glance up at him, you see that flicker in his eyes. Something soft. Something… careful. He doesn’t say anything. He just looks at you. And somehow, that silence means more than words.
You’re walking again, slowly now. Kenji hums as he walks between you and Zoro, swinging your hands. He’s more cheerful after eating, even skipping a little. It’s almost hard to believe this is the same scared little boy from earlier.
Then you hear a woman’s voice, panicked and breathless “Kenji?! Kenji!!”
All three of you turn around, a woman is running toward you, her eyes wide with worry. Her hair’s a bit messy.
Kenji gasps “Mama!!”
He lets go of both your hands and runs to her. You and Zoro stop walking, watching as he throws himself into her arms. She catches him and falls to her knees, hugging him tightly.
“Oh, thank god,” she whispers, burying her face in his shoulder “I’ve been looking everywhere, Kenji, I was so scared…”
“I’m okay, Mama!” he says brightly “I wasn’t alone!”
You and Zoro stand quietly a few steps away, watching them hold each other. Zoro crosses his arms and says nothing. But his expression is… softer now. Thoughtful.
Then, Kenji turns and grabs his mom’s hand.
“Come on! Come meet them!” he says, tugging her toward you.
She lets herself be pulled along and gives you a teary smile “You… You helped him?”
You nod “Yeah. He was alone and crying. We couldn’t just leave him.”
She presses a hand to her chest, still catching her breath “Thank you. Truly. I don’t know what I would’ve done—”
She starts reaching into a small pouch “Please, I have a little money—let me give you something.”
You shake your head quickly “Oh no, really. That’s okay. We had… a good day, actually. He’s a sweet kid.”
Kenji beams proudly beside her. Zoro’s still silent, standing with that usual lazy posture.
The woman glances at him, hesitating “Are you sure? Maybe he wants—”
Before she finishes, Zoro shrugs “Y/N did all of it by herself.”
You glance over at him. That’s not true, you both helped. But he says it like he wants to make clear that the kindness was yours. You give him a small smile.
The woman bows slightly “Thank you both again.”
You nod, just about to say goodbye when Kenji suddenly throws his arms around your waist again.
You blink “Kenji…?”
He’s crying again. Quiet, but real tears, as he mumbles “Do you… have to go?”
Your throat tightens “Hey, don’t cry… You’re with your mom now. You’re safe.”
“I know,” he says, sniffling “But I don’t want you to go. I love you… you’re my best friend.”
Tears fill your eyes instantly. You hug him back, squeezing gently, as you whisper “I love you too, Kenji, you’re really brave, you know?”
He looks up at his mom “Can she stay with us?”
Her eyes soften “Sweetheart… she has her own life and friends. But maybe one day you’ll meet again.”
He wipes his face with his sleeve, still clinging to you. Zoro turns away slightly, trying to act like he’s not watching, but his ears are red and in his chest, something warm builds, quiet and slow.
You’re so gentle. So natural with children. And for the first time… He lets the thought sit. Maybe a future like that, with you, soft like this… wouldn’t be so bad.
Eventually, you say goodbye. Kenji waves and waves until he’s out of sight. You and Zoro walk in silence for a few minutes. Then… you feel something. Zoro reaches over and takes your hand.
You blink, surprised “Zoro?”
He doesn’t look at you, eyes straight ahead, face a little pink “Don’t make a big deal out of it. Just… thought you might need it.”
You smile, squeezing his hand gently. A few more steps go by before he adds, quietly “You’d be good at it.”
“At what?” you ask.
He scratches the back of his neck awkwardly “…Being a mom.”
Your heart skips as he glances at you out of the corner of his eye “Not saying right now. Just… someday. If you wanted that.”
You stop for a second, staring at him. He’s not blushing anymore. He’s serious.
You nod, eyes soft “With you… yeah. I think I’d want that someday.”
Zoro looks away quickly, but you see the tiniest smile on his face.
You let go of his hand and he turns to look at you surprised. But then you jump and put your arms around his neck as he grabs you by your waist to steady you.
You kiss him quickly but softly while saying “I love you so much Zoro, thank you.”
He’s still surprised but asks “What are you thanking me for?”
“To think of me when you think about your future.”
He blushes and starts to look away but you catches him saying “Of course I would.”
You smile as you let go of him and then take his hand again as you swing it and walk as you’re the happiest girl in the world, with your biggest smile one and humming a little cute song.
Zoro watches you all the time with the softest smile he ever had.
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── .✦ Sanji:
The sun sets behind the island’s hills, painting the sky in soft orange and purple. You can already hear music and laughter in the air. The village is buzzing with excitement.
“We’re just in time for the Moonlight Festival” Nami tells everyone, smiling as a few locals greet her.
“They want us to join?” Luffy asks, his eyes already searching for food.
“Yes,” Robin says “They’ve prepared clothes for us. It’s part of their tradition.”
You glance around. The people here are wearing bright outfits, flowing skirts, golden sashes, beads, and flowers in their hair. It looks magical.
One of the village girls walks up to you, holding a folded dress.
“For you,” she says with a kind smile “You’ll look beautiful in it.”
Sanji’s eyes narrow, already hovering at your side “She always does” he says softly, brushing a hand across your lower back.
You smile and take the dress inside a small tent to change.
When you step out, the crew is waiting. Zoro looks away with a bored expression. Usopp whistles.
But Sanji… he freezes. His face turns red in two seconds. Then an elegant nosebleed.
“Oh my god, Sanji!” you rush to him as he stumbles back, heart-shaped eyes glowing like lanterns.
“You… You can’t just walk out looking like that, mon amour,” he gasps “I was not prepared. That dress—you… your everything—!”
You laugh “You’re so dramatic.”
“I am in love,” he moans, holding a hand over his nose “And now I’m dying.”
“Save it for later, lovebirds,” Nami rolls her eyes “Let’s go! The festival’s starting!”
The streets are glowing with lanterns. Drums beat in the background. Kids are running around with flower crowns. You hold Sanji’s hand tight as you pull him through the crowd.
“Wait, wait—look!” you gasp, pointing to a stall “Caramel apples!”
Sanji chuckles “Mon amour, you know I can make you better ones. Twice as sweet. Three times as shiny.”
“Yeah, but these are festival apples,” you grin, bouncing on your heels “It’s different!”
He groans playfully but fishes some coins from his pocket “Fine. Who am I to stop you from being adorable?”
You grab the apple and take a big bite “Mmm! Okay. Yours are still better.”
He smirks “Told you.”
You two stroll past more stalls. Roasted nuts, cotton candy, fruit juice in bamboo cups… you try everything. Sanji keeps spoiling you without complaint, even if he keeps saying, “You know I could cook all of this for you, mon trésor.”
You wipe a bit of syrup off his cheek with your thumb “Yeah, but this is more fun.”
You turn a corner and freeze “Sanji!” you gasp.
“Hm?”
“There!” You point to a game stall. Behind it is a giant plushie… a round, smiling bear with soft ears and a flower crown.
Sanji squints “You want that thing?”
“Yes! It’s so cute!”
But before you can step forward, a group of small kids run up.
“We saw it first!” one of them shouts.
“No way! I’m gonna win it!” another boy says, grabbing a ball from the counter.
You look at Sanji. He cracks his knuckles and smiles “A competition, huh?”
“Winner takes the bear!” the tallest kid says.
Sanji kneels to their level, grinning “Alright, little ones. You’re on.”
Sanji throws the first ball... Miss.
“Damn it—”
The ball bounces off the edge of the target, knocking over nothing but his pride.
“Too slow, old man!” the little boy cackles and throws his own. Miss.
Sanji raises an eyebrow “Oh-ho? You think you’re better?”
“I am better!” the kid huffs, grabbing another ball. Miss again.
Sanji leans in “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
“Your aim is trash.”
“So is yours.”
They go back and forth for the next minute. Ball after ball. Miss after miss. Neither hits a single target. Sanji’s hair is messier now, and the kid’s cheeks are puffed in frustration.
You cross your arms and bite your lip to stop laughing. Finally, Sanji steps back, hands on his hips.
“This game is clearly rigged.”
The kid points at him “You’re just mad because you lost.”
“You lost too!” Sanji snaps back, eyes wide.
“Only ‘cause you distracted me with your loud yelling!”
They both look exhausted and full of mutual respect…and mutual failure.
You walk up between them and say, “Okay. My turn.”
Sanji blinks “Mon amour, are you sure? It’s harder than it looks—”
“I wanna try.” you say, handing him the caramel apple you’re still holding.
You pick up the ball. It’s heavier than you thought, but manageable. You narrow your eyes, pull back your arm and… You knock over all three cans. Clean.
Sanji’s jaw drops. The little boy gasps so loudly, you think he might pass out.
The game keeper just laughs and hands you the giant plushie “Well done, miss!”
You grin and hug the bear tight “I did it!”
Sanji laughs, not caring at all about being shown up “You’re amazing!” he says proudly “Absolutely perfect.”
He kisses your cheek with zero shame “My talented goddess.”
But the kid… the kid is just staring at you now. Like something huge just clicked in his little brain.
“…What?” you ask, smiling at him “You can still try again, maybe there’s another plush—”
“I love you.”
You blink “Huh?”
“I don’t know why,” he says, completely serious “But I do.”
You stand there with your plushie, speechless. Sanji snorts so hard he has to turn around to hide his laugh.
“Is it the bear?” you ask gently.
The boy shakes his head “It’s your face. And your power.”
Sanji is wheezing now “That’s a strong statement, mon petit rival.”
“I said what I said,” the kid replies firmly, hands in his pockets “If you break up with him, I’ll wait for you.”
You pat his head “Thanks, but… I don’t think that’ll happen.”
He sighs “Fine. But just know… you’re my first love now.”
Sanji finally turns around, wiping tears from his eyes “I’ve been defeated. By a child.”
You both laugh, holding hands again. You keep walking through the festival lights, one giant plush bear in your arms, and the chef at your side.
The night deepens, and the music slows down.
Soft lanterns float above the square, swaying gently in the warm breeze. They’re glowing in different colors as orange, pink, soft blue, like slow-moving stars. Couples begin dancing in the middle of the cobblestone plaza.
Sanji gently tugs your hand “Dance with me, mon amour?”
You grin and nod “Only if you don’t step on my feet.”
“I would rather die.”
He places one hand on your waist, the other holding yours with a practiced ease. His touch is warm and careful, like he’s afraid to break you. You sway together under the lanterns, the sounds of violins and laughter floating around you.
“You look beautiful in this light.” he says quietly.
You look up at him, smiling “You always say that.”
“Because it’s always true.”
You lean into him, resting your head against his chest, feeling his steady heartbeat. This moment is soft. Sweet. Just the two of you… until…
“HEY, Y/N!”
Your head jerks up. You turn. A small voice echoes through the crowd.
Sanji’s brows twitch “No.”
Walking through the legs of villagers, holding something behind his back, is that kid.
Your jaw drops “How do you know my name?”
He stops right in front of you, puffing his chest like a tiny warrior “The idiot said it like five times while we were throwing balls. ‘You’ve got this, Y/N! Knock ‘em down, Y/N!’”
You blink “Oh… yeah. That sounds like him.”
Sanji coughs “You remembered that?”
The kid pulls out what he was hiding behind his back, a delicate, glowing flower. Its petals shimmer like they’ve been dusted with stardust.
“This is for you,” the boy says, holding it out with both hands like an offering “You deserve something this pretty.”
Your heart does a little owh at the sweetness “Aww… thank you.”
You take it gently, not wanting to crush it.
Sanji, meanwhile, stares at the flower. Then at the kid. Then at you.
He chuckles lightly “How… thoughtful.”
You glance at him “You okay?”
“Oh, me? Perfectly fine,” he says with a smile that’s way too tight “Just enjoying the sight of my girlfriend being courted by an eight-year-old.”
The kid looks up at him “Nine.”
“Ah, of course. My mistake,” Sanji says, voice calm but eyes twitching “A mature gentleman.”
“Way cooler than you.” the boy mumbles.
Sanji crouches down slightly, still smiling “You want a kitchen knife to go with that flower, mon petit rival?”
You step between them, laughing “Okay, okay, enough. This is getting weird.”
The kid sighs and shrugs “I’ll just wait till you’re single. No rush.”
“There will be no waiting.” Sanji grits through his teeth.
“Time is on my side, old man.”
“SHE’S MY AGE TOO!” Sanji yells irritated.
You nearly drop the flower from laughing so hard. You pat the boy on the head again “You’re really sweet, but I’m staying with the idiot for now.”
“Forever,” Sanji corrects “She’s staying with me forever.”
“Yeah, yeah. For now…” the boy says, walking away into the lantern lights.
You turn to Sanji, still giggling “You were jealous.”
He raises a hand, dramatic as ever “I can’t believe he kept insulting me. I was not jealous. I was threatened.”
You raise an eyebrow.
He sighs “Okay. I was… mildly unsettled.”
You lean up and kiss his cheek “You’re cute when you’re jealous.”
He smirks again “And you’re always cute. But please… no more nine-year-old rivals.”
The music quiets. The stalls are closing. Lanterns start floating into the sky, some by string, some released into the wind with wishes written on paper. The villagers begin gathering near the beach and hilltops.
You stretch your arms with a happy sigh, the big plushie still tucked under one arm “It’s almost time for fireworks, right?”
Sanji nods and gently takes your hand “Follow me, mon love. I found us a better spot. Private. High up. Just us.”
“Romantic?”
He grins “Always.”
He leads you up a narrow path behind the main square, through a line of trees. A few lanterns hang along the way, giving the path a warm glow. Eventually, you reach a small wooden platform, almost like an old lookout. There’s a railing, a perfect view of the sky, and just enough space for the two of you to stand side by side.
You lean against the railing, wide-eyed “This is perfect…”
Sanji steps behind you, resting his chin lightly on your shoulder “I know. Just like you.”
You snort “Cheesy.”
He kisses your temple “True.”
Just as the wind picks up slightly and you snuggle closer into his arms…“Hey!”
You both turn your heads.
It’s the kid. Again.
Sanji groans, stepping forward “Are you following us now?”
The boy crosses his arms “I think destiny wants me and Y/N together.”
Sanji points at him “She’s literally standing here with me, holding the bear I helped her win—”
“I pushed you to give up and her winning it, so technically I helped too.”
“You called me ‘trash’ and insulted me!”
“And yet… here we are.” He spreads his arms as if the universe just proved his point.
You lean on the railing, grinning like an idiot while they go at it again “I feel like I should get popcorn for this.”
The kid puffs up his chest “You’ll thank me when we’re married one day.”
“I am going to faint.” Sanji rubs his face.
You laugh softly, eyes crinkling with joy. The two of them are so dramatic in their own ways… Sanji with his poetic French curses, and the kid with his over-the-top confidence.
But then the sky explodes into light.
You gasp and rush toward the railing, hands gripping the wood. Fireworks bloom above the hills, one after another, bursts of gold, red, green, and silver painting the night. Some twinkle, some crackle, some swirl in spiral shapes like dancing stars.
“Whoa…” you whisper, completely forgetting the chaos behind you.
Then, beside you, another small gasp. You glance down. It’s the kid.
His eyes are wide. His mouth slightly open in wonder “They’re… huge.”
“Is this your first time seeing fireworks?” you ask.
He nods slowly “Yeah. They’re… kinda magical.”
You smile, your face glowing with the same light reflecting in the sky “Right?”
Behind you, Sanji watches the two of you from a few steps back.
You’re both standing at the railing, heads tilted up, eyes full of wonder, soft smiles on your faces. The flower the kid gave you is tucked in your hair. The bear still in your arms. And somehow, in that one moment, you and the kid… look similar.
Same joy. Same spark. Same heart.
Sanji feels something shift in his chest. Not jealousy. Not annoyance. Something deeper. Warmer.
He pictures this moment again, but years in the future. You, at the railing, holding a small hand. Your child’s hand.
Their eyes lighting up like yours. That same smile. That same awe. And he’s there too, arms around both of you. His future, clear as the fireworks above.
You turn around and catch his gaze “Sanji?”
He blinks and smiles softly “Sorry. Just… thinking about how lucky I am.”
You raise an eyebrow “Because we won the bear?”
“No,” he says, stepping forward to join you at the railing “Because I get to watch you fall in love with everything.”
You rest your head on his shoulder again, your free hand finding his.
“With me?” The kid says.
“NO! DROP IT!” Sanji yells at him but then they both smile and keep watching the fireworks as they keep blooming. And Sanji is already planning forever.
The last firework bursts in a shower of silver and gold, lingering like a sparkler in the night sky. Then silence.
Soft cheers rise from the village below. The glow fades, lanterns flickering low. The magic of the moment hangs in the air for just a little longer, like it doesn’t want to end.
You sigh, still holding Sanji’s hand “That was perfect…”
Next to you, the kid is still staring at the sky. But the fireworks are gone now, long finished. Yet he doesn’t move. Doesn’t speak. His eyes are wide, his mouth just barely open. He looks like he’s still inside that wonder.
You smile at him “Hey… by the way… What’s your name?”
He blinks, like he’s waking up from a dream “Oh. It’s Tama.”
“Nice to meet you, Tama.” You kneel down a bit so you’re closer to his height “What do you wanna be when you grow up?”
Without hesitation “A pirate.”
You laugh softly “Really?”
He nods, proud “A brave one. With a big ship. I’ll visit all the islands with weird animals and floating rocks and treasure.”
Sanji smirks beside you, hands in his pockets “Then I guess we’ll keep being rivals even out at sea, huh?”
Tama gives him a sharp side-eye “I’ll have to steal y/n from you and out-pirate you.”
Sanji grins “Try me, mon petit.”
You giggle and ruffle Tama’s hair gently “Well, I hope we meet again when you’re out there chasing dreams.”
Tama glances up at you “What about you? What do you want to be?”
You pause. It’s not something you really think about. You look over at Sanji… messy blond hair, gentle smile, the way he’s still looking at you like the stars are in your eyes instead of the sky.
You shrug “I don’t care what I become. I just want to be with Sanji forever.”
Sanji freezes for a moment.
Then, he lets out a quiet breath, like someone just handed him the whole world.
His voice is soft “You’ll never have to wish for that, mon amour. I’m not going anywhere.”
Tama watches you both. He’s quiet. No more smug grins or snappy lines.
Then, slowly, he nods. He tucks his hands into his pockets and gives you a small smile, real and warm “Then it’s good the idiot is so persistent.”
Sanji raises an eyebrow “Hey—”
Tama doesn’t look at him. He’s looking at you “You’re really happy. I can tell.” His voice is calm now, like something inside him understands something bigger “So… I’m okay with it.”
Your heart softens “Thank you, Tama.”
Then, without fully thinking, you smile even wider and say, “Sanji, I hope our future baby is going to be like him.”
Tama blinks, clearly unsure what to say to that. Maybe even a little embarrassed. But he nods slowly, lips pressing together in a shy smile.
Sanji stops breathing.
He stares at you, completely still, as if the fireworks just restarted behind his eyes. That sentence… so casual, so soft… hit harder than anything tonight. Our future baby...
You’re thinking about it. About a future. About family. And not just that. You’re thinking about it with him. His heart squeezes in his chest.
You’re here, in his arms. You’re in love. And you’re imagining a child with his smile and your eyes, running around somewhere under the same stars.
You turn and see the look in Sanji’s eyes.
He’s smiling, but there’s something deeper behind it. Something full. Something that says, I heard that.
You just smile back, knowing he doesn’t need to say a word.
Tama shrugs and turns around “Don’t get too comfy though. I’ll be cooler than him someday.”
Sanji puts an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close “We’ll be cheering for you… maybe.”
Tama waves over his shoulder, heading back toward the village, lantern light flickering around him.
You and Sanji stay a little longer at the lookout, arms wrapped around each other, the flower still in your hair, and the last warmth of the fireworks still in your hearts.
The festival is over. But something even better stayed behind with you…
Love. Peace. And the promise of forever.
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── .✦ Law:
The sea is calm. The deck is quiet. You wipe your hands with a towel and step out of the infirmary for some air. A peaceful day. For once.
“GUYS! GUYS!! I’m back!!”
Bepo’s voice booms from the ramp. You glance over, blinking. Law appears from the hallway behind you, arms crossed and already frowning. Penguin and Shachi pop their heads out of the engine room.
“Why are you yelling?” Law asks, sharp.
“I got everything!” Bepo shouts, jogging up “But also—uh—”
He’s carrying something. No. Someone. It’s a kid.
A little girl, maybe five years old, wrapped in one of Bepo’s spare coats. Her hair’s messy, face pale. No shoes. She looks completely terrified.
Shachi stares “That’s a child.”
“Bepo,” Law growls “You didn’t…”
“I had to!” Bepo pleads “She was hiding behind crates in the market. All alone. People walked right past her. Like she wasn’t even there!”
“So you picked her up and brought her here?!” Law’s tone spikes.
“I couldn’t leave her! I asked around, but no one knew her. No one cared! She wouldn’t talk to anyone but me!”
The girl looks around fast… strangers, loud voices, sharp tones. She panics.
Her eyes lock on you, maybe because you’re the only woman here at the moment, maybe because you’re not yelling, and suddenly she jumps out of Bepo’s arms.
“Wait—!” Bepo yells.
Too late. She runs straight to you and throws her arms around your waist, hugging you like her life depends on it.
You freeze.
“Woah—hey, hey,” you say softly, instinct kicking in. You crouch down, hands gentle on her arms “It’s okay. You’re okay.”
She buries her face in your chest and doesn’t say a word. Everyone is staring.
“Y/N,” Law says, voice low “Do you know her?”
You shake your head “Never seen her before.”
“Then why is she hugging you like that?” Penguin asks, confused.
You rub her back carefully “She’s scared. She saw someone safe. That’s all.”
Law narrows his eyes, crouching beside you.
“Kid,” he says quietly, “what’s your name?”
“…Mimi.” she whispers.
“How old are you, Mimi?”
She holds up five fingers without looking up.
“Do you know where your parents are?”
She shakes her head.
“Do you remember anything?”
She shrugs.
Law stands up “Fantastic.”
“I don’t get it,” Shachi says “Why would she run to Y/N? Just randomly?”
“She doesn’t know me,” you say, still holding Mimi gently “She was just scared.”
“She’s still shaking,” Bepo murmurs “I think she really was in danger.”
Law opens his mouth to reply, but footsteps thunder up from below deck.
“Ikkaku!” Penguin says as she appears, out of breath.
“Captain!” she gasps, holding up a tablet “Emergency Marine alert. I just picked it up from the city’s comms.”
“What kind of alert?” Law asks, tone serious.
She flips the screen around “They’re searching for a missing child. Classified level. No name. No photo. Just this—”
She swipes again. A blurry snail-cam image. It’s Mimi. Wearing that same coat.
“…Shit.” Law mutters.
Everyone stares at the screen.
“Why are the Marines looking for a five-year-old?” Shachi asks, stunned.
“Classified level? That’s not normal” Penguin adds.
Ikkaku reads off the report “Orders are to retrieve the child alive. No reason listed. But every local base is on alert. They think pirates might have taken her.”
Mimi stiffens. She presses closer to you.
“…Bad men,” she whispers “Mama said they’d come…”
“Mimi,” you say softly, “do you know who the bad men are?”
She shakes her head quickly “The marines… that I had to run. Mama said… find someone kind. Someone who felt safe.”
She looks up at you then. Big, frightened eyes.
You smile gently “You found me, don’t worry.”
Law steps beside you, staring down at the kid. His hand brushes yours.
“Y/N,” he says quietly, “She can’t stay on deck.”
You nod.
“She stays below, for now” Law says, turning to the crew “And no one talks about her. Not a word. We figure this out before the Marines come knocking.”
Bepo lets out a breath “Thank you, Captain.”
Law glances back at you and Mimi “Don’t thank me yet. This is trouble.”
“She’s just a kid,” you murmur, carrying her gently as you stand “We’ll protect her.”
Law’s voice softens “Yeah. We will.”
The door closes behind you both with a quiet click. The hallway outside Law’s quarters is silent now. You and Law stand inside the dimly lit room, away from the crew, away from Mimi.
He leans against the desk, arms folded, hat on the surface next to him. His jaw is tight. You’re pacing.
“She’s five, Law,” you say “Five. And terrified. You saw her face.”
“I know what I saw,” he replies, coldly calm “But she’s not just any kid, Y/N. She’s being hunted by the Marines. That’s not normal.”
“She didn’t ask to be hunted,” you shoot back “She didn’t choose any of this!”
“You think I don’t know that?” His voice rises slightly.
You stop pacing “Then why are you looking at her like she’s a problem?”
He straightens “Because right now? She is. She’s a risk. For all of us.”
You flinch.
“Oh, great,” you say, sarcasm slipping in “Glad to know your heart’s still functioning.”
His eyes narrow “Don’t twist my words.”
“I’m not twisting anything! You’re acting like she’s a ticking time bomb!”
“I’m being realistic!” he snaps “You always do this—take in strays without thinking!”
You freeze. The words echo. You always do this.
Your chest tightens “Then is that what I am to you?” you whisper “Some stray you took in?”
Law’s expression shifts instantly “What? No—”
You shake your head, stepping back, voice low and bitter “Forget it. I’m done.”
He moves toward you “Y/N, wait—”
“No,” you say, turning for the door “You wanted to be realistic? Fine. Be alone with your logic. I’m going to be with the actual human being we rescued.”
You slam the door on your way out.
You sit cross-legged on the floor of the small guest room, paper and colored pencils spread out between you and Mimi. She holds a red pencil in her small hand, tongue poking out a little as she focuses hard on drawing something.
You force yourself to smile “That’s a very good cat, Mimi.”
“It’s you” she says, showing you proudly.
You laugh gently “Oh! I’m the cat?”
She nods “You were soft when I hugged you.”
You pause “That’s… really sweet, actually.”
She looks up at you “Are you mad?”
Your smile fades “Why would you think that?”
“You left fast. Like Mama did… when she was mad.”
Ouch.
You set your pencil down and reach out, tucking her hair behind her ear “I’m not mad at you, I promise.”
“Then who?”
You sigh “Just… someone I love. We said some things we didn’t mean.”
She nods like she gets it “Mama and Papa did that too. Then they’d be quiet for a while. But after, they hugged a lot.”
You smile faintly “Maybe we’ll get there.”
Mimi turns back to her paper “Do you think my Mama’s okay?”
Your heart aches “I hope so, Mimi. I really do.”
You pick up a blue pencil and draw beside her in silence for a while. The sound of coloring fills the small room. For a little while, it’s peaceful again.
Even if your chest still burns with anger and something else you don’t want to admit yet. Not hurt. Just… disappointed.
The hallway outside the guest room is quiet now.
Right now, it’s just you and Mimi, surrounded by colored pencils and messy drawings. She laughs when your stick figure ends up with five arms. You giggle along, your mood slowly softening.
“Look!” she says proudly, holding up her latest masterpiece. It’s her, you, and what might be Bepo if you squint. You’ve all got huge smiles and stars around your heads.
“That’s amazing,” you say, genuinely impressed “Did you make me taller than Bepo?”
She nods “Because you’re strong.”
Your heart actually hurts a little at that “You’re the strong one, Mimi.”
She looks up at you, eyes wide and happy. It’s the first time she’s looked this light since she came aboard. Something warm blooms in your chest. You don’t say it aloud, but this feels… right.
She deserves moments like this. You both do.
There’s a soft knock at the doorframe. You turn and Law stands there. He doesn’t say anything right away. Just… watches.
You see his eyes flick to Mimi, then back to you. The scene freezes him. Like he’s seeing something he wasn’t ready for. Like he’s seeing you with a child in your lap, laughing, gentle, bright. Like family.
You look away first. Mimi doesn’t notice. She’s too busy coloring in the sky purple.
Law jerks his head toward the hallway, silently asking for a word. You hesitate.
Then slowly stand up, brushing your hands off “I’ll be right back, okay?” you whisper to Mimi.
“Okay.” she says without looking up.
You follow Law out into the hall. The door closes behind you, soft and careful. He runs a hand through his hair. He looks… tired. And guilty.
“I deserved everything you said earlier” he starts.
You don’t speak yet.
“I was angry. Not at you. At the situation. At how helpless it made me feel. It reminds me a lot of when… nevermind.”
Still, you wait.
“I wanted to do something. So I called in favors. Checked restricted comms. Dug deep.”
You lift your eyes to meet his “And?”
“I found out who her mother was,” he says “They were living on the outskirts of a Marine-controlled zone. Poor. Invisible. Perfect targets.”
Your throat tightens.
“She died,” Law continues “A week ago. Protecting Mimi. Marines were already closing in. Her mother fought back alone. Got her daughter away. Then…”
He trails off.
You stare “…Mimi saw that happen?”
He nods “But I think she doesn’t remember it. Or won’t. Trauma like that… it can block memories completely. Especially in kids.”
Your back presses to the wall “She… thinks her mom is still out there.”
“I know,” he says quietly “I was hoping she was. I wanted to go find her. Bring her here. Give Mimi the ending she deserved.”
You press your hands to your face “God…”
Law steps closer “I didn’t want to tell you until I was sure.”
You lower your hands slowly, voice shaking “You thought I’d fall apart?”
“No,” he says “I thought I would.”
That makes you look at him.
“I saw you with her just now,” he says “And I thought… maybe we could give her something close to a family. Not perfect. Not planned. But something.”
Silence hangs heavy for a second.
“I’m sorry,” he says again “For the fight. For what I said.”
You nod slowly “I was mad. But I never stopped trusting you.”
He reaches for your hand. You let him take it.
“She’s all alone now” you whisper.
“Not if we stay” he says.
You squeeze his fingers “I’m not going anywhere.”
It’s been three months since Mimi came aboard. She doesn’t cry at night anymore. She doesn’t flinch when someone raises their voice.
She laughs. Loudly. She steals snacks with Penguin, watches Shachi build models, draws on Bepo’s fur while he naps, and sometimes, when she’s really sleepy, she crawls into your bed without saying a word and snuggles between you and Law.
You and Law never talk about it, and neither does the crew, but everyone sees the way Mimi holds your hand like it’s the most normal thing in the world. The way Law makes sure she eats, takes her medicine, wears a coat when it’s cold, even when he grumbles about it. The way her drawings now always have three people in them.
You, her, and Law.
She knows the truth now. She remembers it all… her mother, the chase, the moment she lost her, the fear. It came back slowly, in pieces, but she never fell apart.
She held on. To you. To him. And now it’s time.
You found a safe place for her, a quiet island far from Marine eyes. A good family who knew her mother once, who wants to care for Mimi like their own. A home with books, and warm food, and other children. It’s the best chance she’ll ever get.
She knows it. She understands.
But even understanding doesn’t make it easy.
On the third-to-last day, you find Mimi sitting with Bepo in the garden space at the top of the sub. She’s holding her sketchbook.
“Hey,” you say gently, sitting down beside her “Can I see what you’re drawing?”
She turns the book around. It’s you and Law again… only this time, she’s drawn herself in the middle, holding both your hands. Above you is a sun with a smiling face.
Your chest aches.
“I like when we’re together.” she says, matter-of-fact.
“I do too.”
She leans against your arm “You’re not mad, right? That I said yes to going?”
You pause “Never. Mimi, we want you to be safe. That’s what matters most.”
She goes quiet for a second “But I’ll still miss you. A lot.”
You stroke her hair softly “I’ll miss you too. Every day.”
She looks up “Do you think Captain Law will miss me?”
You smile “I know he will.”
That night, Law finds you alone in the infirmary, pretending to organize the medical supplies. He leans against the doorway, arms crossed.
“You’re avoiding me” he says.
“No I’m not” you lie instantly.
“Y/N.”
You sigh and sit down on the cot “I just… don’t know how to say goodbye.”
He walks in, quiet, and sits beside you “You don’t have to.”
You glance at him.
“We’ll find a way to see her again,” he says “Even if it’s just from a distance. I promise.”
Your eyes sting “She’s the best thing that ever happened to this ship.”
He nods “She’s one of the best things that ever happened to me.”
You look at him, surprised.
“I didn’t think I could… do this,” he says “Feel like this. But she made me believe in something again. She made me remember if Corazon and even understand him more now.”
You reach out and take his hand “She made us a family, didn’t she?”
Law squeezes your hand gently.
“And we’ll let her go,” he says “Because that’s what family does. We protect them. Even when it hurts.”
The crew stands in a quiet line on the deck.
Bepo is the first to kneel down, huge paws gentle as he hugs Mimi tightly.
“Don’t forget me” he says, voice shaking.
“I could never.” she whispers, burying her face in his fur.
Penguin gives her a pack of candy and awkwardly pats her head “Eat this when you miss us, okay?”
Shachi kneels next “We’ll miss you, shrimp. Stay awesome.”
Ikkaku lifts Mimi’s little hand and presses a friendship bracelet into her palm “For luck” she says, smiling even though her eyes are red.
Everyone says their goodbyes. Everyone hugs her.
You stand back, next to Law, holding your breath. Watching. Trying to stay calm. But your chest feels tight. Your hands shake and Law, quiet and steady beside you, notices. He doesn’t say anything. He just reaches out and takes your hand in his. Warm, grounding. Solid.
You glance down, surprised. He never does this in front of the crew. Your fingers curl around his slowly. It helps. You’re grateful.
Mimi turns at last and walks up to you both. Her steps are slower now. Her smile is gone. And when she reaches you, she breaks.
Her small arms wrap around your waist so hard it knocks the air out of you “I don’t wanna go.” she sobs.
You drop to your knees and hold her, tears falling fast “I know, baby. I know.”
“I wanna stay with you. And Law. And Bepo and everyone. I don’t want a new house.”
“I know. But this is the safest place. It’s what your mama wanted. And we’ll still love you. Always.”
She shakes her head, crying harder. You don’t want to let go. You really, really don’t. And Law… he just stands there, quiet, one hand resting gently on your back as you cry into Mimi’s hair.
He doesn’t say anything, but you know he’s there. Holding you up in the way he always does.
When you finally pull away, your eyes meet his and he gives you the smallest nod. You nod back.
It’s time. Mimi turns to him slowly.
She throws her arms around his legs without a word. Law stiffens.
Then, very awkwardly, he kneels and hugs her back. His movements are a little stiff, unsure, but he doesn’t let go too quickly.
“I’m gonna miss you, Captain Law” she mumbles.
“…I’ll miss you too.” he says, voice low.
You blink. You’ve never heard him say that out loud.
When she lets go, her eyes are red and puffy, but she wipes them on her sleeve like a little soldier. Then she walks with the woman who came to get her, toward the small transport boat.
But just before she steps down the ramp, she stops, turns around, wipes her face and yells, loud as ever “HEY!”
Everyone jumps.
“If you ever give me a little brother or sister,” she says proudly, “I better get to meet them! I’ll be the best big sister in the world!”
Dead silence. Your jaw drops. Law’s eyes widen just slightly.
The crew turns to look at you both and absolutely loses it.
Penguin snorts. Shachi wheezes. Ikkaku starts clapping. Even Bepo chuckles behind a paw.
You and Law look in opposite directions at the same time, completely red-faced, avoiding each other’s eyes like it’s life or death.
“I… what…” you stammer.
“I didn’t…” Law mutters.
Mimi waves from the ramp, beaming “BYEEEE!”
And with that… she’s gone. Leaving behind stunned silence, a warm sea breeze and a very awkward question neither of you has ever asked before.
The door to Law’s studio closes behind you with a soft click. The sound of laughter still echoes faintly down the hall as the crew keeps joking about Mimi’s parting gift.
You and Law don’t say a word.
You wave a hand dismissively toward the corridor like go away, and Law rubs his forehead in quiet frustration as you both walk deeper into the room.
You drop onto the old sofa with a dramatic sigh. Your legs flop over the side “That kid really knows how to drop a bomb” you mumble into a pillow.
Law says nothing. He just walks toward his desk and sits down heavily, glancing at a stack of papers that definitely aren’t important right now.
“…So…” he says.
You raise an eyebrow, still hiding in the couch.
He clears his throat “Have you ever… uh. Thought about… you know.”
You peek at him “About what.”
He doesn’t look at you “A kid. Of your own.”
You squint “Why are you talking like that? You sound like Bepo when he ate spoiled mochi.”
He shoots you a look and you laugh, then immediately groan and hide your face in your hands.
“Oh god, I can’t believe we’re actually talking about this.”
“You didn’t answer” he says.
You peek through your fingers at him “Did you think about it before?”
He shrugs one shoulder “No. Not seriously.”
He stands up and walks over. He kneels in front of you and gently pulls your hands away from your face, exposing your cheeks and all the heat blooming in them.
His voice is soft “But now… I don’t hate the idea.”
Your heart skips. Your mouth opens and for once, no teasing comes out. Just a quiet little truth.
“…Same,” you say “If it’s with you.”
His ears go red. He clears his throat again, standing up abruptly like you just slapped him with a compliment.
“Don’t say stuff like that so easily” he mutters.
You laugh, covering your own red cheeks again “You started it!”
He turns back to his desk, muttering something under his breath.
You’re not sure what he’s thinking. But his shoulders relax a little while his hand lingers on the edge of his chair, like maybe he’s imagining what another little voice in this room might sound like someday.
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── .✦ Shanks:
The sun is warm on your shoulders. The smell of grilled fish, sea salt, and cheap beer fills the open-air restaurant. You’re sitting beside Shanks, your legs draped over his lap, one arm around his broad shoulders. He’s laughing loud, one hand resting on your thigh, a bottle in the other.
The Red-Haired Pirates are noisy,talking with full mouths, yelling jokes across the table, getting into friendly fights over who gets the last crab claw.
You’re smiling, head leaning against Shanks’ shoulder, completely relaxed. Then you notice a woman, maybe in her twenties, carrying a small kid, probably two or three years old, on her hip. She’s standing near the entrance, eyes scanning the place fast, like she’s searching for someone. Her brows are drawn tight, lips pressed together.
“Shanks…” you murmur, nudging him with your elbow.
He follows your gaze.
She spots you. Her eyes go wide with something like hope. She walks fast toward your table, clutching the child tighter, muttering “excuse me” as she passes the crew. The little one, a girl, blinks up at everyone with big sleepy eyes. She stops right in front of you.
“Hi,” she says, out of breath “I—Sorry to bother you. I know who you are. You’re Shanks’ crew, right?”
You blink “Uh, yeah. That’s us.”
The woman shifts her weight, bouncing the kid gently “I know this is weird. Really weird. But I—I need help.”
Shanks straightens a little beside you. His arm slides behind your back but he stays quiet, letting you speak first.
“What kind of help?” you ask slowly, looking from the kid to her.
“My babysitter canceled last minute. I’m already late for work—I’ll lose my job if I don’t show up. It’s only for a few hours. Please,” she pleads “I don’t know anyone on this island, and you… well, I’ve seen you in the papers. You’re not bad people.”
You open your mouth to answer, then close it.
The little girl is chewing on her own shirt, blinking at you with big brown eyes. Her cheeks are flushed. Her hair’s tied up in a tiny puff.
You glance at Shanks. He’s watching you with that gentle smile of his. His eyes are soft. He doesn’t say anything, he just squeezes your hip lightly, like he’s telling you, Your choice.
“I don’t know anything about kids.” you say, voice low, nervous.
“You’ll be fine,” the woman says quickly “She’s easy. Doesn’t cry much. Her name’s Emi.”
The little girl makes a tiny sound, like she’s trying to say something but decides against it.
You look at Shanks again. He smiles wider.
“I’ll help you,” you say finally, sighing “Only for a few hours.”
“Thank you, thank you so much.” the woman breathes. She kisses the kid’s forehead and whispers something into her ear. Then she hands her over to you.
The moment Emi’s in your arms, she goes still. Warm and small. A little heavy. She smells like soap and bananas.
The woman gives you her name, a quick “I’ll be back before sunset.” and then she’s gone.
You sit there frozen. Shanks looks down at Emi in your lap. Then back up at you.
“You look terrified.” he says, chuckling.
“I am terrified.” you whisper.
“Want me to hold her?”
You shake your head slowly “No… I think I got this.”
Then Emi sneezes on your chest.
“Okay,” you groan “Maybe not.”
Shanks is already laughing.
At first, Emi just… sits there. On your lap. Quiet, blinking, nose still a little runny. She doesn’t cry. Doesn’t move much either. Just holds a tiny stuffed rabbit in one hand and sucks her thumb with the other.
You’re stiff as a mast. Shanks drapes his arm around your shoulders, whispering in your ear, “You’re holding her like she’s a bomb.”
“I’ve held swords with more confidence...” you mutter back.
He laughs, soft and deep, and brushes a strand of hair behind your ear “Try putting her on the bench next to you. Let her get used to everyone.”
You do. Emi shifts to sit beside you, rabbit clutched to her chest. She peeks around the table. The crew watches her like she’s a sea monster that just learned to smile.
“Hi, Emi!” Lucky Roux waves with a toothy grin “Wanna try some pineapple?”
She buries her face in your side.
Yasopp chuckles “You sure she’s not scared of you, Y/N?”
“She should be.” you say dryly.
But over time, it changes. Slowly. Emi starts pointing at things on the table. A shrimp. A spoon. A shiny gold coin someone dropped. You tell her the names. You offer her a piece of soft bread, and she takes it with two hands like it’s a treasure.
An hour later, you’re wiping jam off her chin with a napkin and helping her clap to Benn’s bad humming of a lullaby tune. She giggles when you make a fish face at her. You giggle back. And Shanks is quiet. He watches.
Not in a smug or teasing way. He’s not smirking. He’s not laughing with the others when Yasopp says, “Look at this! Y/N’s got the mom vibe going strong!”
He just… looks.
You glance at him and find his jaw a little tight. His drink untouched. His gaze heavy on you and the child. Like he’s thinking hard about something he doesn’t want to say out loud.
“Captain?” you ask softly.
He blinks, like he’s been pulled out of somewhere far away “Yeah?”
“You okay?”
He nods. Too fast.
Roux leans over with a grin “Hey, Shanks. You gonna put a ring on it if she starts popping out mini Shank’s?”
Everyone laughs.
You feel your face heat up, heart thudding a little ���Oh my God—can you all shut up?”
“I want to marry her.” Shanks says suddenly.
Silence. Everyone stares.
You slowly turn to him “What?”
He meets your eyes. His voice is even, but his expression is… different. Calm on the surface, but his eyes are darker than usual “If she wanted that too. Yeah.”
You feel Emi rest her head on your arm, yawning, rabbit smushed between her face and your side.
You’re not sure what to say. The crew fumbles between teasing and trying not to look too shocked.
Shanks finally looks away, picking up his drink again.
Benn watches him for a long second. Then quietly says, “Alright, alright. Let’s not scare the kid, huh?”
And just like that, the noise starts up again. Jokes. Laughter. Loud plates. Big bites.
But Shanks doesn’t joke anymore, and you don’t miss the way he keeps looking at you like there’s something he’s not saying. Something that makes your heart beat a little faster.
Then everything fall falls apart when Emi gets bored.
One minute she’s snuggled against you, soft and sleepy, her rabbit tucked under her chin. The next she’s on her feet, running full speed down the middle of the open-air tavern, arms flapping like wings.
“EMI!” you shout, scrambling to follow her.
Your drink spills. A spoon clatters to the ground. Shanks laughs under his breath and gets up with you, already moving.
She darts under a table where two drunk fishermen are playing cards, crawls past their feet like some kind of tiny demon, and pops up between a tray of grilled squid and a candle.
“I got her!” Yasopp calls out, lunging, but Emi ducks and keeps running, laughing wildly now, barefoot and fast.
“She’s gone feral!” Lucky Roux howls.
“Shanks!” you bark, spinning around helplessly “Stop laughing and HELP!”
He grins, but there’s warmth in his eyes as he moves quickly, circling the tables “Aye aye, sweetheart.”
You try one side, he takes the other.
“Emi,” he says, crouching low, voice gentle, like he’s speaking to a scared animal “Hey, baby girl. Wanna play a game? It’s called Freeze. Can you freeze?”
She stops. Looks at him. Wobbles on her feet.
You sneak up behind.
“Gotcha!” you grab her mid-spin, lifting her up like a sack of potatoes.
She laughs and squeals, legs kicking.
“She’s a slippery one.” you mutter, holding her close, out of breath.
“I like her spirit,” Shanks says, grinning as he brushes a strand of hair from your face “She reminds me of you.”
You squint at him “You’re not funny.”
The crew starts clapping. Yasopp whistles. Roux raises his mug “Now that’s a team, huh? Look at them. Mom and Dad of the year.”
“Oh, please—” you start, but Shanks just reaches for Emi’s little hand and gives it a squeeze.
“Teamwork, right?” he says softly to her.
She nods. Then sneezes again. Right into his chest.
You burst out laughing this time and say “That’s karma.”
He wipes it off with a napkin like it’s nothing.
You sit back down together, Emi now curled in your lap again, finally tired. Shanks stays close. Not just beside you but with you. Helping. Watching. Smiling softly when Emi dozes off. But he’s still quiet. More quiet than usual.
Your eyes keep drifting to him. The way he’s looking at the girl. The little frown he doesn’t even know he has. The way his hand rests on her back like he’s done it a hundred times before.
He used to be like this with Uta. And Luffy, too. Soft. Present. Gentle.
You haven’t seen that part of him in a long time. You missed it.
“You okay?” you ask under your breath, while the crew starts arguing over dessert.
He doesn’t answer right away.
Then finally, “Yeah.”
You stare at him a little longer “Are you lying to me?”
He smiles, but it’s not the usual cocky grin. It’s smaller. Tired.
“I’m not sure what I’m feeling,” he admits “Just… thinking, I guess.”
You squeeze his hand “About what?”
He shrugs, looking down at Emi “About a lot of things.”
And now you are quiet, because something in your chest shifts. Soft. Strange. Familiar.
Maybe it’s the way he looks at you, like you’ve already given him something he thought he’d never have again. Or maybe it’s the way it suddenly feels… real.
You. Him. And this small, chaotic moment that makes everything else disappear.
The sun starts to dip, painting the sky in gold and peach.
You’re still at the tavern, Emi snoring softly on your shoulder, her little fingers tangled in your hair. Shanks sits beside you, quiet. His arm rests behind you, not touching, just there.
And then she returns. The woman bursts through the crowd, her apron flying, face flushed with panic. The moment she sees you, she stops, hands over her heart like she might collapse.
“Oh my god—thank you. Thank you so much,” she breathes, almost crying as she rushes to you “I’m so sorry I took so long. I owe you my life.”
You wave a hand gently “It’s okay. Really. She was good. A little fast—like, sprint-across-the-rooftops fast—but… I had fun.”
Emi stirs and opens her eyes.
“Hi, baby.” the mother coos, arms outstretched. The little girl shifts toward her sleepily, and you pass her over with care. For a second, Emi resists, her hand still reaching for your shirt.
Your heart squeezes a little.
“Thank you again,” the woman says, eyes filled with real gratitude “If you’re ever on this island again, please come find us. I mean it.”
You smile, brushing some crumbs off your lap “Of course. Be safe.”
You watch them go, mother holding daughter close, disappearing into the market crowd. And then it’s just… quiet. Too quiet.
The crew starts packing up, joking softly, but there’s a change in the air. A stillness you don’t like. You look at Shanks.
He’s already looking at you.
Not grinning. Not teasing.
Just watching you with that faraway softness in his eyes, like you’re a slow dream he doesn’t want to wake up from. Like maybe, for a second, he saw something more than just this moment.
You reach for his hand and lace your fingers through his.
He squeezes back but doesn’t say anything.
The walk to the ship is slow. The crew’s laughing again, arguing about who drank the most, but it’s like the volume’s been turned down. You and Shanks trail behind.
Still no words. Not one.
That night, the sea’s calm. The stars are out. You’re both in your cabin, door closed, boots off.
You lie on your shared bed, watching him stand at the window, shirt half unbuttoned, red hair catching the moonlight, and you’ve had enough. You sit up.
“Alright, Red,” you say, crossing your arms “What’s going on in that dumb, beautiful head of yours?”
He looks over his shoulder, startled “What?”
“You’ve been quiet ever since Emi left. You’ve said maybe ten words total. And I know you. That means you’re thinking. Hard.”
He chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck “Maybe I’m just tired.”
“Nope.” You crawl across the bed toward him, poke his side “Try again.”
He sighs “It’s… complicated.”
“So is your face, and I still look at it every day. Try me.”
That gets a small laugh out of him.
You press your forehead to his back “You don’t have to hold things in with me, Shanks. Not the serious stuff. Not the scary stuff. Especially not the stuff that makes your eyes look like that.”
He turns slowly, leaning against the window. You slide your arms around his waist and rest your head on his chest. He wraps his arms around you too, finally. Breathing in.
“Seeing you with her,” he says softly “With Emi.”
You wait.
“I kept thinking about Uta. About Luffy. About how fast it all went. How I blinked and they weren’t mine to hold anymore.”
You don’t speak. Just hold him tighter.
“And then… I saw you. Just being there. Caring for this tiny stranger like it was nothing. Laughing with her. Holding her. And something in me just… ached.”
You tilt your head up “Ached how?”
He looks down at you, eyes serious now “Like I wanted that with you. And I didn’t even know how much until I saw it.”
The words settle deep inside you.
“You’d be a good father.” you whisper.
“You’d be the best mother.” he says back instantly.
Silence again, but this time it’s full. Of possibilities. Of truths unsaid until now.
“I didn’t say anything,” Shanks adds, brushing a hand through your hair, “because I don’t want you to think I expect that from you. Or that I’m pushing it. I just… couldn’t stop seeing it.”
You lean in and kiss him slow. No rush. No pressure. Just soft and sure.
When you pull away, your voice is warm and quiet “Then keep seeing it. I don’t mind.”
You kiss him. Long, soft, deep.
The kind of kiss that says more than either of you can find the words for. His hands settle on your waist, grounding you, holding you like you might drift away if he lets go. And when you finally break apart, you stay close. Forehead to forehead. Breathing the same air.
Now it’s your turn. You exhale shakily “I always saw you with Uta. And Luffy. The way you held them, talked to them, made them laugh… the way they looked at you.”
Shanks closes his eyes, lips pressed together.
“I used to watch from the deck,” you continue softly, “and I’d think… that. I want that with him. Our own little chaos. Our own quiet moments. Our own family.”
His grip on you tightens just a little. His thumb strokes your hip, slowly.
“I never said anything,” you admit, voice quieter now “Because I thought… maybe you already had your turn. Maybe being a dad again wasn’t something you wanted. Like, maybe Uta and even Luffy were your ‘once in a lifetime’. And I didn’t want to be selfish.”
Shanks pulls back just enough to look at you fully, eyes wide, voice rough “Selfish? Y/N… You have no idea how wrong you are.”
You blink.
He cups your face, brushing his thumb over your cheek “If anything, I was scared you didn’t want that. I never wanted to put that weight on you. My name. My crew. My life.”
You both laugh a little, soft and breathless. And then he says it “I’d love to see a little you run around the ship.”
Your heart does a full spin in your chest. You both collapse back onto the bed, side by side, hands tangled together, staring at the ceiling like it holds the future in its stars.
“I think she’d be loud.” you say, smiling to yourself.
“She?” Shanks grins “You’re already picking sides?”
“I just know. She’d talk back to Benn by the time she could crawl.”
“She’d steal Yasopp’s sake and blame it on Lucky Roux.”
“She’d steal your cape and wear it like a dress.”
“She’d make the whole crew bow to her by age four.”
You laugh. He laughs too. Your fingers tighten around his.
“She’d be soft like you,” he adds suddenly, voice lower now “Kind. But dangerous.”
You glance over at him “She’d be brave like you. Wild, loyal, always smiling.”
He sighs, almost dreamily “I can already hear her little feet running on the deck.”
“And your big voice yelling ‘don’t climb the cannon!’”
You both break into giggles and then silence again, but this time, it’s wrapped in warmth, in hope.
Shanks turns his head to look at you. You’re already looking at him.
“I mean…” he says slowly, raising one eyebrow, “we could start working on that little Y/N… like… right now.”
You gasp “Shanks!”
He smirks wickedly “What? I’m just saying. We’re both here. The ship’s quiet. The moon looks nice. You’re cute. I’m cute. It’s called destiny.”
You snort “You’re impossible—ah!”
He attacks, fingers darting to your sides, tickling, making you laugh and squirm under him.
“Shanks! Stop!”
“Never!” he grins, pinning you lightly with his weight “You’re stuck now. You told me your secrets. I told you mine. That makes us legally married in pirate law.”
You laugh until your cheeks hurt. You wiggle, but he’s strong, gentle, always careful. And then you stop moving. So does he.
Your eyes meet again. Closer now. Breath mingling.
That softness returns. Like a wave pulling you under, not scary. Just deep. Full of something quiet and forever.
You reach up and brush his hair behind his ear.
He leans into your touch.
“Hey,” you whisper “I love you.”
“I know,” he murmurs, kissing the inside of your palm “And I love you more than I thought I even could.”
His mouth finds yours again, slower this time. No rush.
The kind of kiss that makes the world outside the cabin disappear and maybe, tonight is the beginning of something new.
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── .✦ Ace:
The sun is warm, the breeze is salty, and Ace is doing what he always does when he’s not fighting or eating: walking too close to you with that lazy grin on his face.
“You sure you don’t wanna race?” he asks “You lose, you buy lunch.”
You raise an eyebrow “You’ll cheat with your fire.”
“Not true.” He places a hand on his chest, all dramatic “I only cheat if I’m losing.”
You snort “So always.”
He gasps “Betrayal.”
The two of you walk down the main road of a small island town. It’s quiet, peaceful, one of those places that doesn’t care much for bounties or pirate crews. People nod, wave, smile. Ace stretches, yawns, and puts his arm lazily around your shoulder.
“Maybe we should stay here a few days,” he says “Nice change from all the running.”
Before you can answer, a small voice says “Is that Fire Fist Ace?!”
You both turn. Two kids stand by a fruit stall, one boy, maybe six, and an older girl, probably nine. The boy’s eyes are wide. The girl looks like she’s not impressed yet.
Ace grins “Yeah, that’s me.”
The boy lights up “No way! My dad told me you can burn down a whole ship in one punch!”
Ace shrugs, clearly proud “Depends on the ship.”
The girl, however, is staring at you.
Her eyes narrow “You’re her, aren’t you?”
You blink “…Her?”
She steps closer, pointing at your waist “You’re the swordwoman who beat that Navy officer in Loguetown. The one who fights with two blades and never loses.”
You look down at her, surprised. She’s serious. Ace whistles.
“Wow,” he says “I didn’t know I was walking around with a legend.”
You nudge him “Shut up.”
The girl keeps going “They say you cut a cannonball in half.”
You sigh “It was already cracked.”
Still, her eyes sparkle. The boy joins in, bouncing excitedly.
“She’s so cool! Are you really pirates?!”
“Guilty,” Ace says, holding up his hands “But friendly pirates.”
“You don’t look friendly...” the girl says.
Ace grins “Good. That’s the point.”
Then the boy tugs at your sleeve “Can I see your sword?”
You crouch to his level “They’re sharp. Not safe for kids.”
He frowns “I won’t touch it. Promise!”
You glance at Ace, who’s watching you closely, smiling like he’s waiting for something. You sigh and slowly pull one of your swords just a little from the sheath, just enough to show the edge. Both kids gasp like it’s treasure.
“Can you teach us how to fight?” the girl asks suddenly.
You blink “You’re nine.”
“So? You were probably younger when you started.”
Ace chuckles “She was.”
You give him a side-eye “Stop helping.”
The little girl folds her arms “You could just show us something. Like a move. Just one.”
You sigh again but you’re smiling now “You’re very stubborn.”
She shrugs “You have to be, if you wanna be strong.”
Ace leans against a wooden post, arms crossed, amused “Sounds familiar.”
You glance at him “You’re enjoying this too much.”
“I mean… yeah.” He grins “It’s the first time someone’s asking you for autographs instead of me. I’m letting it sink in.”
The boy tugs your coat again “Please? One move?”
You finally stand, looking at the open space near the dock “Fine. But just one. Then you leave us alone and go home, got it?”
The kids cheer and run to the clearing.
Ace follows, whistling “You’re gonna start a sword school at this rate.”
You roll your shoulders, then pull your blade halfway out, just enough to flash the steel. You drop into a stance, slow and firm. The kids go quiet. Then, with a sharp breath, you move. One swift, elegant slash through the air, so fast the wind shifts. The tip of your sword stops just above the ground, and your coat flutters around you.
The boy’s mouth hangs open. The girl’s eyes are huge.
Ace whistles “Show-off.”
You sheathe the sword in one clean motion.
The girl points “That was awesome! Can you do it again?”
“No,” you say, but you’re laughing now.
The boy runs over and hugs your leg suddenly “You’re my favorite pirate now!”
You blink, surprised. You pat his head awkwardly “Uh. Thanks?”
Ace watches you, your hand gently resting on the boy’s head, your stance still grounded, strong but soft. You’re not trying to impress anyone. You just exist like this. Capable. Calm. Kind. Something shifts in his chest.
You look up at him “What?”
He shrugs “Nothing. Just… didn’t know you were this good with kids.”
“I’m not,” you say “They’re just clingy.”
The girl now grabs your wrist “Can I hold your sword?”
“No.”
“Can I touch it?”
“No.”
“Can you teach me how to fight like that?”
“No—”
Ace walks over, laughing “C’mon, sweetheart. Be nice.”
You glare at him “You help, then.”
He lifts his hands “Nope. I’m just the fire guy. You’re the star today.”
The boy turns to Ace “Do you two live together?”
You and Ace exchange a look.
He grins “Something like that.”
The girl squints “Are you married?”
You cough “No.”
“Are you gonna be?”
You open your mouth, but nothing comes out.
Ace just laughs and says, “Wanna help me convince her?”
“YES!” the kids shout in unison.
You groan and walk away “I regret everything.”
Ace follows, hands in his pockets, that lazy smile still on his face, but his eyes stay soft. He watches you gently shoo the kids away, then thank the fruit vendor with a quiet bow. And in that moment, he knows. Clear as day.
“She’s not just strong. She’s not just mine. She’d be the best damn mom the world’s ever seen.”
He doesn’t say it out loud. Not yet. But he’s thinking it. Hard.
You and Ace are sitting under a tree near the edge of the village, sharing a bag of sliced fruit.
“You think they’re gone?” you ask, biting into a juicy piece.
Ace shrugs “Maybe. Or maybe they’re forming a fan club.”
You nudge his leg with your boot “I don’t need a fan club.”
He gives you a lazy grin “No, but you deserve one.”
You roll your eyes, but your ears go a little pink.
Then, a small voice calls from down the road “WE’RE BACK!!”
You groan “No.”
Ace grins “Yes.”
The two kids come running, the boy nearly trips over his own feet and stop in front of you, proudly holding up folded paper sheets.
“Look!!” the girl says, unfolding one “We drew you!”
You blink “…You what?”
They hand you the papers. The drawings are messy, full of wild colors, but so full of heart. One is of you holding two swords, a big smile on your face. Another shows you and Ace together, tiny figures with stars around you. A third shows you with a little kid, sword in hand, standing tall.
You pause at that one. Ace leans over your shoulder to peek. His voice is softer now “Is that supposed to be your kid?”
The girl nods proudly “Yup! We made a story about you! You’re a pirate mom who protects her ship and teaches her kid how to be strong.”
You stare at the page, silent. The boy holds out a few crayons “You can draw too, if you want!”
Before you can say no, he’s already sitting down, opening another paper. The girl joins him. They look up at you, smiling.
“C’mon,” she says “We wanna make a whole crew!”
You glance at Ace. He shrugs, trying to act casual “Up to you.”
You sigh and sit down cross-legged in the grass “Alright. But I’m drawing the captain.”
“That’s YOU!” the boy says.
You raise an eyebrow “I meant me.”
They laugh.
You start sketching. Nothing fancy just simple shapes. You draw yourself with a pirate hat, a tiny sword tucked in your belt. The kids start adding characters around you: themselves, animals, someone with a frying pan who’s probably Ace.
You’re focused, smiling to yourself as you add waves and stars and a sun.
Ace just watches you from where he stands, hands in his pockets, face unreadable. There’s a heat in his chest now that has nothing to do with his powers. It burns deeper. It’s watching your hand gently guide the boy’s when he can’t get the lines straight. It’s hearing you ask, “Want me to draw your pirate flag too?” in that soft, patient voice.
It’s the way you look down at the page like you’re already imagining a future.
“This shouldn’t make me want her more,” he thinks, frustrated “But it does. She’s drawing little pirate stories with them on the grass. She’d be the kind of mom who makes the world feel safe.”
He swallows hard and looks away for a second, like it’ll calm him down... It doesn’t.
You finish your little drawing with a final scribble of wind in the sails.
“There,” you say, holding it up “Captain, crew, and treasure.”
The boy claps “It’s perfect!”
The girl leans over to look “Yours is way cooler than mine.”
“Nah,” you say, nudging her arm “You’ve got better colors.”
They beam like you just handed them gold.
Ace is still standing nearby, arms crossed, pretending to be relaxed, but his jaw is tight.
You glance up at him “You okay?”
“Me? Yeah.” His voice comes out rougher than he means it to. He clears his throat “Just… warm.”
The boy tugs at your sleeve again.
“Hey,” he says, eyes wide with curiosity “Do you have kids?”
You blink. Ace freezes.
The girl adds quickly, “You’d be a really cool mom.”
There’s a beat of silence. Just the wind and the scratching of a crayon. You sit back slowly and shake your head “No. I don’t.”
The boy frowns “Why not?”
You laugh softly “Because I’m still busy being a pirate.”
“But you could be both,” the girl says, very seriously “Like in the drawing.”
You smile at that “Maybe someday.”
Your voice is calm. Light. Like you’re just answering any question. But Ace… Ace is not calm. He watches your face as you say those words “Maybe someday” and his heart lurches. Because now it’s real. Not just a fantasy in his head. Not just a warm thought. You’ve imagined it too now.
He doesn’t say anything. He just walks over slowly and sits down behind you, arms resting over your shoulders as you lean back against his chest.
“You’d be amazing at it.” he murmurs, low so the kids can’t hear.
You glance up “At what?”
He looks down at you, eyes soft and a little wild at the edges, like something’s breaking open inside him “At being a mom. I mean it.”
You pause. Then, quietly, you ask, “You think about that?”
He nods “More than I expected to. More than I ever thought I would.”
The kids are still doodling, totally unaware. You say nothing, but your hand reaches up and rests gently over his. That’s all he needs.
The kids eventually stand up, arms full of drawings and unfinished paper pirate maps.
“We’re gonna go show these to our grandpa!” the girl says.
The boy nods “Thanks for drawing with us!”
You wave, still sitting in the grass “Stay out of trouble.”
The boy grins “Bye, pirate mom!”
You blink “I’m not—”
But they’re already gone.
Ace snorts behind you “Pirate mom, huh?”
You roll your eyes and lean back into him again “Don’t start.”
He rests his chin on your shoulder “Too late. You’ve got the role down already. You give good advice, threaten people just enough, and draw cool flags. What more could a kid want?”
You hum “A dad who doesn’t set the house on fire?”
He grins “I’d try to keep it contained.”
You laugh, light and warm “You’d accidentally roast our laundry.”
“Okay, yeah, but I’d teach them how to blow stuff up responsibly.”
You fake-think “Hmm. Dangerous. But useful.”
He smiles, but then falls quiet. You feel the shift instantly. His arms wrap tighter around your middle.
“You were really sweet with them.” he says softly.
You shrug “They were cute.”
“You were cuter.”
You snort “Gross.”
“No, seriously,” he murmurs “I was watching you and thinking… like, really thinking—”
He breaks off, then tries again “That I wanna see you like that again. With… our own.”
You smirk “You mean with a mini version of me bossing you around?”
He groans “Oh god. A tiny you would be terrifying.”
“Admit it. You’d love it.”
He doesn’t hesitate.
“I would,” he says, suddenly serious “I really would.”
You look up at him. He’s already looking down at you, eyes soft, mouth slightly parted, like he’s realizing it all over again.
You tilt your head, grinning “You’re so obvious, Ace.”
“Am not.”
“You were practically glowing while I helped that kid draw a sword.”
“I was not glowing!”
“You sighed like five times.”
“I didn’t—”
“You had your sappy ‘I’m in love’ face on.”
“I always have my sappy in love face on.”
You laugh, twisting in his arms to face him fully “True.”
He leans in, forehead pressed to yours.
“I’m serious though,” he murmurs “Someday. I’d want that. With you.”
Your voice softens “Yeah. Me too.”
You kiss him slow, sure, and just a little teasing, then pull back with a grin “But if the kid turns out chaotic like you, I’m blaming your genes.”
He laughs against your mouth “Deal. But if they’re scary with a sword by age seven, that’s all you.”
You smirk “We’ll make a terrifying little pirate together.”
“Perfect.” he says, smiling like he already sees it.
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rawme-price · 3 days ago
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Thinkin' bout hybrid!141 x hybrid!reader (gator bc im a floridian!!) who grew up in a predominantly human community.
Sure, no one said they disliked hybrids, but you noticed that the less hybrid someone acted and looked, the more humans liked them. No one forced you to act like a human or hide ur hybrid parts, you just felt comfier doing that. (Surely that comfort had nothing to do with the silence you'd get for acting more animal). Then you join the 141 and its all so different and now you feel out of place because ur not hybrid enough.
Hyena!soap who barks a greeting at you, but tilts his head in confusion when you wave and say "uh- hello." Instead of bellowing back. He purses his lips, and you feel like you've done something wrong, but as soon as it comes the moment passes. He leads you through the base, chatting all the while and only occasionally gives you odd looks for no reason. (Its bc you haven't made any hybrid vocalization at all)
Sea otter!gaz who excitedly tells you about the private lake and river not far from base, only for u to give him a confused look. "Uh...okay? Thats cool?" You try, but he just stares at you too, eyes narrowed in assessment. He thought you would be excited about the lake, maybe show some more hybrid desires but you just...dont? Its like you dont even realize its a big deal for gator hybrids?
Rat!ghost who is shocked when he first spars with you. He has fought gator hybrids before and expected you to fight like them, but you fight exactly like a human, just with a tail. Hell, you hardly even use your tail for much more than balance, which is kind of mandatory given ur anatomy. It frustrates him, your limiting ur fighting style so much, but when he asks you bluntly "why the hell dont you fight proper?" You just raise a brow, frowning "the hell? I am fighting properly??"
Gila monster!price who literally never sees you outside sunbathing. Hell, hes tried to invite you subtly by casually keeping conversation while he walked to the nice flat rocks other reptile hybrids hung around. Except, you always seemed twitchy and anxious when he'd allow the silence to drag too far, as if you were worried about just...enjoying the heat. Its odd, and this combined with everything else is really making his team want to help you.
(May write a pt 2 where 141 help reader feel more hybrid🤔 who knows.)
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dark-night-hero · 1 day ago
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Imagine being Zayne’s non-mc significant other. Red String of Fate AU
Imagine being born with the ability to see the red strings of fate. The ones that tied people together. Lovers, soulmates, the people meant to find each other.
Imagine some were strong. Some were gentle. Some were ugly and sharp. And you... you could cut them. Not to play with people's lives, but to help. You only ever cut the ones that hurt. Obsession, possession and the pain pretending to be love.
Imagine never once had a string pointed at you. Never. Not once.
but Imagine you tried to love anyway. Quiet, careful tries. But each time, they were already tied to someone else. So you let them go. You always let them go. You told yourself it was enough to help others. That not everyone gets a string. That maybe you weren't meant to belong.
Imagine then came Zayne. He didn't have a string at all. Nothing pulling him toward anyone. Not even the hint of one waiting to appear. Just stillness.
Imagine the way he looks at you was like you weren't anything. Like you weren't broken or forgotten. You didn't fall fast. You didn't rush. You built something slow and steady. And for the first time, you wondered if maybe love didn't need fate. Maybe it just needed someone to stay.
Imagine he knew what you could do. What you could see. So one night while you were sitting beside him, your head on his shoulder, he asked gently.
"If I ever get a string and it's not for you. I want you to cut it." You hesitated. Just for a second. "Alright." And he nodded. He trusted you.
Imagine weeks have passed then months. Still no string. Still just the two of you. Happy in the quiet way. The kind of happy that doesn’t shout or shine. It just lives in the little things. His sleepy voice in the morning. Your laughter when he made tea wrong again it was super sweet like what in world-. His hand finding yours under the table. Yours holding on, always. Until tonight.
Imagine you were visiting him at the hospital. The two of you were heading to a restaurant after his shift when you saw him come out. And there you saw it. A faint glow. Scarlet and soft. Spinning from his ring finger like a whisper, like a promise. And it wasn't pointing at you.
Imagine it heads down the hall. Past the sterilized white walls of the hospital. To Room 212.
Imagine you have seen her before. A patient. Someone Zayne has cared for, carefully, gently. A kind girl with a tired laugh and too many paper cranes tucked under her pillow. You never sensed anything romantic. You never even worried. But the string doesn't lie.
and Imagine its there now. Shimmering. Real. And for the first time in your life, your heart aches not just for someone else but for you.
Imagine, strange enough. Your heart didn't drop. It didn't crash. It just stilled. Like everything inside you went quiet at once. And you stood there staring at the string that wasn't yours.
Imagine the way he saw your face change. He stepped closer. His voice softened. As if he was trying to figure out what's wrong.
"What's wrong?" He asked, holding you gently by the arm. "Nothing." You smile at him. He did not buy it. "Did it happen?" He asked. "Do I have a string?"
Imagine the way you looked at him. The man you loved. The man who had been yours. Not because fate said so, but because he chose you. Every day. Again and again. And you said. "No. Not yet."
Imagine you lied. Because if this was fate choosing for him. If this string led him to happiness. You wouldn't take that from him. You loved him too much.
so Imagine you smiled. Let him pull you into his arms. Let him hold you like nothing had changed. You let him, the way he kiss the crown of your head. You savour it.
Imagine you close your eyes. Then you blink. But you could still see the string. Bright. Alive. Stretching toward someone else. And you didn't say a word.
because Imagine, love isn't always holding on. Sometimes, it's letting go quietly. Even when no one sees the breaking. Just loving someone enough to lie, so they never have to feel the weight of goodbye.
[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2025°
: karma's a bitch cuz I literally was about to passout at the local market. I'm so embarrassed. Thou shall not set foot on the market for at least a month XD
: also if you know my reference for this one and the last one. I see you're a people of culture;)
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verstappenverse · 2 days ago
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hi! can i request that the reader and max anticipate their first child? he was so worried when the reader had a morning sickness and when the reader was about to deliver the baby? he worried whether he could be a good father or not to their firstborn baby. and how he was so protective, care, and just soft with the reader? thank you! i love your fics anyway, you're doing great! i hope you have a very good day ahead!! xoxo.
What If I Get It Wrong?
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Max was never afraid of anything, but fatherhood? That’s a different kind of terrifying. As the two of you prepare for your first child, Max is protective, terrified, and completely in awe, and you watch the man you love fall headfirst into fatherhood. (Requested)
4.1k words / Masterlist
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You weren’t expecting it to feel like this, equal parts overwhelming and breathtaking. A surreal mix of the mundane and the extraordinary.
Two faint pink lines on a stick, the distant hum of the bathroom fan. The sound of your shaky breathing as you sit on the edge of the tub, blinking down at something that just shifted the axis of your entire world.
Your hands tremble when you press your palm to your stomach. It’s still flat. Still unchanged. And yet… you already feel different. Maybe not physically, but something inside you is new. Expanding. Blooming.
You had a plan.
Of course you did. You’d always imagined telling Max with a smile too wide to hide, maybe over a fancy private dinner at home with the test tucked inside a gift box or a Red Bull baby onesie folded on his plate. Maybe filming his reaction when he opened it. Something worthy of the moment. Something permanent.
You even started writing a card, got as far as, "You changed my life once. Now—."
But when the door opens that night and Max comes in, home late from some media obligations, hair a mess, cheeks flushed, and grumbling about TikTok's and something you can’t quite hear. You don’t even get a word in before he presses a kiss to your cheek. “Sorry I’m late. What’re we having for—”
“I’m pregnant.”
The words leap out of you before you even mean to say them. It’s not soft. It’s not poetic. It’s raw and breathless and a little panicked.
The silence is immediate. Thick. His mouth stays open mid-word. His eyes flick to your stomach, then back to your face.
“I—” you start, already flustered, “I was gonna tell you in some big, sweet way, I swear. With a whole surprise and maybe a stupid cake or balloons, I even wrote like half a card and now I’ve just blurted it out like a maniac and—”
“Pregnant,” he interrupts.
You nod. Your voice is a whisper. “Yeah.”
It takes another two seconds before a breathless laugh escapes him. He crosses the room in one long stride, pulling you into his arms. His hands cradle your face like you’re something breakable. “You’re serious?”
You nod, breath caught in your throat. “I took the test three times.”
He looks down at your stomach again. Then back at you. Then exhales a shaky breath that sounds like something breaking open in his chest.
“I’m going to be a dad?”
You bite your lip, eyes filling. “Yeah. You are.”
You nod again, and before you can say another word, he’s kissing you. Slow. Deep. His hand presses instinctively to your belly, protective already, and you feel his body tremble as his forehead rests against yours.
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The nerves come quickly.
You’re crouched over the toilet, forehead pressed to the cool porcelain, on what feels like your fifth straight day of relentless nausea. Your stomach rolls again, and you groan, dry heaving into nothing.
Max hovers like a man teetering on the edge of a panic attack. He’s pacing the bathroom floor in bare feet, one hand gripping the back of his neck, the other holding your water bottle like it might fix something if he just offers it enough times.
“Should I call someone?” he says for the third time in five minutes. “A hospital? Maybe your mum, I think, maybe Dr. Hendriks? I’ll fly him in. We have the jet, it’s—”
“Max,” you croak, cutting him off mid-spiral. “I’m fine. Just... a bit gross.”
He drops to a crouch beside you so fast you almost flinch. His hand is instantly at your back, warm and steady, rubbing slow circles over your spine like he’s trying to manually ease the nausea out of you.
“You threw up twice, you’ve barley eaten anything since yesterday, and you can’t even stand up straight. This isn’t fine,” he mutters, eyes scanning your face like he’s looking for signs of something worse.
You want to reassure him, but all you can manage is another gag and a feeble wave of your hand.
He makes a frustrated sound under his breath, somewhere between a growl and a groan and presses a kiss to your temple. You feel him shift beside you, still kneeling, still rubbing your back.
You’re pretty sure he was supposed to be on a flight to the Red Bull factory two hours ago. His suitcase is still zipped up in the hallway. His laptop sits forgotten on the kitchen counter next to the tea he brewed for you earlier, the tea you couldn’t even look at, let alone sip.
He didn’t even finish drying his hair. It’s still damp, curling at the edges. There’s a red line pressed into his cheek from where he must’ve fallen asleep beside you on the bathroom floor the night before.
“Max,” you mumble, finally able to lift your head. You rest your cheek against his shoulder, exhausted, eyes fluttering shut. “You’re going to give yourself a heart attack before the baby’s even here.”
He tries to laugh but it comes out hoarse and half-broken. “I just hate this. Watching you like this. I keep thinking, what if I’m missing something? What if I’m not doing enough?”
You tilt your head up slightly, catching the crease between his brows, the lines of guilt that don’t belong there.
“You made me three kinds of toast this morning,” you murmur. “And cut the crusts off, and you held my hair and Googled ginger remedies until your phone died.”
He opens his mouth to protest, but you press a hand to his chest right over the spot where his heart’s racing, fast and wild.
“You’re here,” you whisper. “That’s not useless. That’s everything.”
He exhales shakily, eyes locked on yours and for a second you swear they shine.
“I’m just so scared of getting it wrong,” he admits, barely audible. “This whole dad thing. Taking care of you. It’s the most important thing I’ve ever done, and I keep feeling like I’m already screwing it up.”
“You’re not,” you promise, curling your fingers into the fabric of his t-shirt. “You’re already the best dad, because you care so much, because you show up.”
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The weeks pass in waves. Ultrasounds. Appointments. Cravings that come out of nowhere at 2 a.m. and leave you both laughing in the kitchen in your pajamas, sharing a jar of pickles and toast with peanut butter. There are stretches of calm, slow, quiet mornings when the Monaco sunlight creeps across the bedsheets and Max wraps an arm around your waist, murmuring something sleepy against your neck. And then there are flashes of chaos, bags packed, schedules rearranged, Max on a video call with his race engineers while still rubbing your swollen feet with one hand.
Somehow, amidst it all, you find a rhythm.
You learn to time what you can around Max’s races, his travel, his returns. You count the days until he’s back, until he’s lying beside you again, one hand stretched protectively over your belly like it’s instinct now.
The first time you hear the heartbeat Max looks like someone knocked the air out of him. His mouth parts. His eyes fill.
“She’s real,” he whispers, the words barely making it past his lips. “Our baby is real.”
You haven’t even found out the gender yet, but he says she instinctively, without hesitation, like his heart already knows something the rest of you don’t.
You tease him about it once, smiling as he folds baby clothes that aren’t even needed yet.
“It might be a boy you know?” you say, watching him hold up a tiny lemon-patterned onesie like it’s the crown jewels.
He looks up from the clothes, something quiet and unshakable in his gaze. “Maybe, but I don’t know, I just feel it, every time I picture the future, it’s you... and her.”
You stare at him, your breath catching somewhere in your throat.
“She’s loud,” he continues, grinning now, his accent curling around the softness of his voice. “Talks too much. Bosses me around. Already a little menace. Definitely your child.”
“Excuse me?”
He laughs, quick and boyish, and leans over to press a kiss to your cheek. “You’ll see. She’s gonna have your fire.”
You don’t say it, but the truth sinks deep into your chest, he already loves this baby with his whole being.
He talks to your belly when he thinks you’re asleep. You catch him doing it all the time, quiet, unguarded moments where his world has narrowed down to two things, you and the life you’re creating together.
When you both lie awake at night, hands intertwined under the duvet, whispering about baby names and nursery colors and what kind of parents you want to be, Max is always a little breathless. Like he still can’t believe it’s real. Like he’s terrified and amazed in equal measure.
“She’s going to change everything,” he murmurs once, voice low in the dark.
“She already has,” you whisper back.
He nods slowly, curling into you like he always does, like you’re the only home he’s ever needed.
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Max becomes… soft.
In every possible way.
It’s not just the way he handles you now, like you’re something precious and breakable. It’s not just the way he walks slower beside you or watches your face when you stand up too quickly or how he quietly puts your sneakers on for you when your feet start to swell.
It’s in the little things.
He buys three different pregnancy pillows, a full-body one, a C-shaped one, and some strange ergonomic wedge because he isn’t sure which one will help you sleep better. One night you catch him actually reading a parenting blog in bed next to you, blue light from his phone casting shadows across the duvet. He scrolls silently, occasionally muttering things like:
“Did you know babies can hear our voices by week twenty?”
Or,
“Apparently we’re supposed to play music for her.”
Then there’s the night you find him in the nursery.
It’s late. You’d gotten up to grab water and noticed the light was on down the hall. You pad softly to the doorway, heart already warm with affection and there he is.
Max. Standing perfectly still. The crib is built, assembled a few days ago it sits against the far wall now, freshly made up with soft cream sheets and a stuffed lion tucked in the corner.
He’s just staring at it.
Half terror. Half wonder.
“Max?” you say gently, stepping into the room.
He startles a little but doesn’t turn around.
“Do you think I’ll be good at this?” he murmurs.
You cross the room without answering and slide your arms around his waist from behind, pressing your cheek against the cotton of his t-shirt. He reaches for your hands, holds them tightly over his chest.
“You’re already good,” you whisper.
He lets out a long, shaky breath. The kind that sounds like it’s been sitting in his chest for months.
“It’s just…” he starts, and then pauses, struggling to find the words. “I didn’t exactly have the perfect example.”
You nod, letting the silence stretch. You don’t talk about his childhood much but he’s never needed to say much for you to understand. Jos was many things, passionate, driven, ambitious. But he was also sharp around the edges. Affection was earned, not given freely. Max learned young what it meant to perform under pressure. To please. To succeed, or suffer.
“I’m scared I’ll mess her up,” he says, voice quieter now. “That I’ll push too hard. Or expect too much. Or say something I can’t take back. What if she cries and I don’t know how to make it better? What if she needs something I don’t know how to give?”
You pull back just enough to tilt your head and meet his gaze.
“Max, you’re the most patient person I know.”
He snorts, but there’s not much humor in it. “That’s a word I don’t think has ever been used to describe me.”
“You’re patient with people you love,” you correct gently. “With me. You’ve been soft and kind and so careful this whole time, even when I’ve been sick or moody or irrational. You listen. That’s what she’ll see. That’s what she’ll learn.”
You hesitate, then add softly, “I’m scared too, you know.”
His brows draw together, surprised. Maybe he hadn’t realised, maybe you’ve hidden it well. “You are?”
You nod. “Every single day. I lie in bed and think about how much we don’t know yet. About how overwhelming it all feels sometimes. What if I’m not enough? What if she needs more than I can give?”
His arms tighten around you instinctively, like he’s trying to hold the fear out of your body.
“But then I see you,” you whisper. “And I remember… we don’t have to do any of it alone, and that makes all the difference.”
He doesn’t answer right away.
He just turns in your arms, eyes a little wet, and rests his forehead against yours.
“I don’t want to get it wrong,” he breathes. “Not with her. Not with you.”
“You won’t,” you whisper. “But if you ever feel like you are, we’ll figure it out. Together.”
He nods slowly. Swallows. “Promise me you’ll tell me if I ever forget, if I ever slip. If I start to become…”
He doesn’t finish the sentence. He doesn’t need to.
“I promise, but I already know I won’t need to.” you say, holding his face in your hands.
You kiss him then, soft and sure, and he kisses you back like your faith in him is something he never wants to let go of. And in the stillness of that nursery, with your belly pressed to his and the crib waiting quietly behind you, Max lets the fear settle… just a little.
Maybe it’s okay to be scared, as long as neither of you is scared alone.
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The last month is the hardest.
Your back feels like it’s been replaced by concrete. Your feet have swollen so much you’ve officially retired every pair of shoes you own except one pair of very ugly slides. You cry at everything, a dog food commercial, a voicemail from your mum, Max just looking at you across the kitchen.
You’re tired in ways you didn’t know were possible. Your body feels like it’s working overtime to grow a person and also remind you of gravity’s cruelest tricks.
Max, meanwhile, has entered full protective mode. As if the impending arrival of your daughter has turned every single instinct inside him up to eleven.
He won’t let you lift anything.
Not a grocery bag. Not a chair. Not even your own overnight hospital bag.
You once reached for a water bottle and he appeared out of thin air swiping it out of your reach with a sharp, scandalized look.
“Max,” you deadpanned, “I’m pregnant, not paralyzed.”
“I’m aware,” he muttered, already unscrewing the cap and handing it to you like a peace offering.
“You think the baby’s going to fall out if I hold a Fiji bottle?”
“No,” he said seriously, “but why take the risk.”
You rolled your eyes then. You do it often now. But secretly?
You love it.
You love how protective he is. How he walks slightly behind you in crowds, like a buffer. How he started driving ten kilometers under the limit the second you entered your third trimester, even though he used to complain that Monaco traffic was basically just expensive cars parked in motion.
You love how he fusses, quietly but constantly. How he now triple-checks that your favorite snack is stocked before leaving the apartment, how he installed a nightlight in the hallway so you wouldn't trip during your nightly bathroom trips. How he downloaded six different white noise apps on his phone so you could try them out in bed. "For practice," he said, “in case she’s fussy.”
But what really gets you, what makes your chest ache with something warm and vast and impossible to describe is the way his face changes every time you talk about the baby.
A softening around his eyes. A slight tilt of his head. The more you speak about her name, about what she might look like, about whether she’ll like racing or painting or maybe dinosaurs, the more he leans in.
He’s never looked at you like this before. Not when he’s on the podium. Not even after winning his first championship. This? This is different.
This is awe. This is devotion. This is Max Verstappen world-class driver, famously unshakeable completely and utterly undone by the thought of his daughter.
He leans down and kisses your skin. “She’s going to wreck me isn’t she?”
“She already has.”
He looks up at you, eyes shining under the soft lamp light, and for once he doesn’t have a smart reply.
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Then the day finally comes.
You wake at 3:13 a.m. with a pressure in your abdomen that steals your breath. It isn’t sharp, not at first. Just a heavy, aching pull deep in your core, like gravity has shifted suddenly inside you.
For a moment you think it’s another false alarm.
You shift under the covers, already rehearsing the mental checklist your doctor gave you: hydration, time the contractions, don’t panic. You ease out of bed, try walking to the bathroom, just like they said to do when you’re not sure it’s real yet, but then the pain tightens, sharp and low and unmistakable. It doesn’t come and go. It grips.
Just like that you know.
You shuffle back to the bed and place a trembling hand on Max’s chest.
“Max.”
He jolts upright as if someone’s fired a starter pistol. “What? What’s wrong? Are you okay? Is it time?”
His voice is gravelly with sleep, but his body is already moving.
You nod, barely able to get the words out through the rising wave of pain.
“Okay. Okay. Alright, okay,” he mutters, more to himself than to you, as he flings the covers off and springs into motion.
What follows is like watching a pit stop in human form.
Max moves with sharp, terrifying focus. He’s already helped you into the comfiest clothes he can find, sweatpants and one of his old t-shirts, before you even finish brushing your teeth. He pulls the hospital bag from the front closet, double-checks its contents, grabs your water bottle, chargers, snacks, the car keys.
But the entire time, his hands are shaking.
You notice it in the way he fumbles with the seatbelt when helping you into the car. In the way he presses the elevator button three times like it’ll come faster.
By the time he’s in the driver’s seat, knuckles white on the steering wheel, you’re gripping the side of the door, breathing through another contraction.
“Max,” you whisper, chest rising and falling in short bursts. “Breathe.”
“I am breathing, you need to breath.” he says quickly, eyes flicking to the rearview mirror even though the road is deserted.
“No, you’re hyperventilating.”
“I’m not, maybe a little,” he admits, cheeks flushed. He loosens his grip on the wheel, forces one deep inhale through his nose.
You reach across the console and take his hand, squeezing through the contraction.
“You’re going to be amazing,” you say through gritted teeth.
He glances at you, eyes shining under the dashboard light. “You’re the one doing the hard part.”
You laugh sort of. It’s half a wheeze, half a whimper. “Hard doesn’t even cover it.”
He presses a kiss to your knuckles at the next red light. “Just keep holding on. I’m right here.”
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The labour is long.
Twenty hours of chaos and calm. Of excruciating pain and quiet moments in between, your hand curled tight in Max’s.
He never leaves your side.
“I love you,” he says every few minutes, even when you’re too far gone to reply. “You’re doing so good. You’re so strong.”
He hovers beside you, whispering soft encouragements, brushing sweat from your forehead with shaking fingers.
And then, after everything, comes silence.
The kind that feels holy.
The room stills. You collapse against the pillows, exhausted and trembling. And then it happens.
A sound. Fragile. Piercing.
A cry.
Your baby’s first breath shatters the stillness, high-pitched and perfect and real.
Max sags beside you like his legs can’t hold him anymore. He buries his face in your shoulder, and for the first time since you’ve known him, since the earliest days of cautious flirtation and long-distance calls, since the podiums and the plane rides and the quiet "I love you"s you feel him cry.
“She’s here,” he chokes out. His whole body shakes. “She’s really here.”
When the nurse places your daughter on your chest, something in you clicks into place. She’s tiny. Wrinkled. Red-faced and slippery and making the most outraged little sounds, but she’s perfect. She’s yours.
And Max… Max looks like he’s been struck by lightning. He can’t move at first. Just stands there, one hand braced on the edge of the bed, the other hovering like he’s afraid to touch her. His face is wet with tears. He looks shell-shocked.
“She’s…” he starts, but he can’t finish. His voice breaks again.
You reach for his hand and guide it gently to her. His fingertips brush her hand and her tiny fingers curl around his pinky, as if she already knows him.
“Hi, kleine meid,” he whispers. “I’m your dada.”
Just like that he’s gone.
Hopelessly, entirely, irreversibly in love.
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Later, after the visitors come and go after your families cry over tiny fingers and kiss your cheeks with soft, trembling mouths, after nurses shuffle in and out with gentle voices and kind hands the hospital room falls quiet again.
Just the three of you now. The soft hum of machines. The muffled hallway beyond the door. The gentle rustle of a newborn’s breath in the bassinet beside the bed.
Max lies beside you on the narrow hospital bed, somehow fitting his long frame against yours like puzzle pieces. One arm is curled protectively around your back, anchoring you to his chest. The other hand rests on the side of the bassinet, fingers still.
You watch him as he stares at her. He hasn’t looked away in over twenty minutes.
Not since the nurse gently wheeled her over and whispered, “She’s all yours now.”
“She’s got your nose,” you murmur sleepily, the exhaustion pulling at you like a tide, but the kind you’d wade into again without question.
Max smiles, slow and full and a little dazed. His eyes are glassy, bloodshot from lack of sleep and tears he no longer bothers hiding.
“Poor thing,” he says softly.
You chuckle, too tired for more than a breathy laugh. “She’s lucky.”
He looks over to you, his gaze heavy with affection. He leans in and presses a kiss to your temple, lingering there like he’s silently thanking the universe for bringing you through it.
“No,” he murmurs against your skin. “I’m the lucky one.”
You curl into his chest a little deeper, feeling the solid beat of his heart beneath your cheek. His hoodie smells like hospital linen and baby powder and Max, warm, worn-in, familiar.
“You were worried,” you say quietly, almost to yourself.
He nods without hesitation. “Terrified.”
There’s no bravado in his voice now. No need to pretend.
He exhales, glancing back at your daughter. “I’ve been trying to imagine this moment for months. Her face. The sound she’d make. Whether I’d be good enough for her.” His fingers flex slightly against the edge of the bassinet, just brushing the corner. “And now she’s here. And I just keep thinking… how do I live up to her?”
“Still scared?” you whisper.
He hesitates. “Yeah.”
He glances down at the baby again. She’s sleeping now, her tiny fist curled near her cheek, lips parted in a soft, steady rhythm.
“But it’s different now,” he adds. “I think… how is she real? How did we make her? How is she breathing and blinking and making those tiny sounds like it’s the most normal thing in the world?” His voice catches. “How do I ever make sure she knows how much I love her?”
You reach for his hand and lace your fingers through his. He grips yours back immediately, tight, like he needs to feel your pulse to believe any of this is real.
“She already knows,” you whisper. “She’s felt it. She’s felt it every time you talked to her. Every time you rubbed my back or held my hair or teared up during an ultrasound.”
Max looks at you then, and you see it all, the vulnerability, the devotion, the pure, unfiltered wonder that hasn’t left him since the moment she arrived.
You smile through the tears clouding your lashes.
“We’re in this together,” you say.
He nods. “Always.”
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darkbluekies · 1 day ago
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Yandere!mafia oc x reader
Summary: Silas has decided that the two of you should spend some time together, far away from his world, and you get to experience each other's real sides. No fear, no worries.
Warnings: mentions of crimes, mentions of murder, Silas dirty minded humor, but overall a softer oneshot
Word count: 2.3k
No one knows where you're going. Not even you. He has one hand on the steeringwheel, the other one holds your thigh. 
He's wearing a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, exposing the tattoos on his arms.
“Keep your eyes on the road, map reader, or we'll never get there”, Silas says, giving you a teasing look.
“You have a GPS”, you mutter and turn your head more comfortably against the pillow.
“My GPS does not have your voice.”
“I don't even know where we're going.”
“You don't have to. Just read the directions.”
“How much further do we have to go? We've been sitting here for hours …”
“I did not know I had brought a child with me. I've planned something romantic and you're just complaining.” He caresses your thigh with his thumb, chuckling. “One more hour, little thing. That good enough for you?”
You groan and hide your face in the pillow and he laughs. He's different like this, when he's not surrounded by his men. When he's not in that space. Here, in his sports car with just the two of you, he's different. Softer. Human. It loosens your walls too.
“So whiny”, he chuckles. “Slept bad?”
“Don't kid”, you mutter and make yourself comfortable against the pillow again.
“Maybe we both need this. I need a break and you need to be able to sleep. Can't do that at home, can you?”
No, you can't. Not when he comes home in the middle of the night, bloody and roughed up. At home, you wake to every little sound with your heart beating in your chest.
“You know”, Silas starts, “its important to do this. To get away. Especially in my industry. Otherwise you get consumed.”
“Will SIC be able to handle things?”
“He has no choice.”
“Are you really okay to go by yourself? You’re recognizable.”
“Darling, they can't do anything. Thankfully, the law is strict and as long as there is no evidence connecting me to something they can't actually take me. They can suspect me, but never catch me. I'm fine.” He smirks, glancing at you. “Why? You're worried?”
You give him a glare and turn your head out the window.
“I'll break that facade down, Y/N”, he smiles and leans back in his seat. “We have four days all to ourselves. And I'll make the most of it.” His smirk deepens. “With no one around … I can take you just however I want to, whenever. And if I'm not wrong, SIC said that the house is remote. You can be as loud as you want.”
You slap his shoulder.
“Ouch, I'm driving here”, he chuckles. “Mind your hands?”
“Focus on your driving then.”
“How can I when you're sitting right here?”
His free hand on your thigh squeezes ever so slightly. You stare at him, contemplating opening the door and throwing yourself out on the highway.
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The car has since long ago pulled in on a gravel road with no cars. Red flowers cover the fields around you, and for a second you're sure he has orchestrated it. 
The house is smaller than Silas's house back in the city, less modern. 
“Jump out, little thing”, he says as he unbuckles himself. “We're here.”
You stretch, legs wobbly from hours of sitting down. Silas unlocks the trunk and carries your bags inside. You stand in the middle of the gravel driveway, looking around and listening to the absolute lack of noise.
“Are you coming or what?” Silas asks from the front door. “Don't be slow or I'll carry you too. No gentler than these bags.”
You hurry after him. He smirks.
It's not hard finding the bedroom. A note lay in the bedding. Silas picks it up and scoffs at the familiar handwriting.
“Be nice to the bed, it's old, you break if you pay for it — SIC.”
“That son of a bitch”, Silas chuckles and turns to you, showing the note. “Seems like he read my mind.”
“You are kind of predictable”, you say.
Silas starts to walk towards you, backing you up against the nearest wall, wearing a soft smirk. “Me? Predictable? If I was predictable I wouldn't be a crime organization leader, my dumb little Y/N.”
You shrug. “I’m just saying.”
“Yeah, you’re good at saying things.” His hand sneaks up to your jaw. “How about you put your poor mouth to other uses for once? I know a pair of lips that would die to meet them.”
His cheesiness makes you scoff out a small smile, enough for him to close the distance. Ever since you’ve forced him to start using lip balm, his mouth is soft when it moves against yours. You sigh out and he swallows the sound in a greedy inhale. He holds you close, one hand on your back, the other on your jaw. 
“Silas, you’ll bruise my lips”, you chuckle and try to turn your head away. 
“Let me”, he breathes and directs you right back to his mouth. 
And he does. He doesn’t half-ass things. He pulls back with proudness in his eyes. 
“Let’s go shopping now.”
“Shopping?”
“We need food. Can’t just live off each other, unfortunately.”
He grabs your hand and leads you back out to the black sports car and you’re once again put on map reader duty to find the nearest grocery store. You can’t remember the last time you’ve actually grocery shopped with him. Normally, he sends out someone to buy things, and if he can’t trust anyone, he sends SIC. Just because Silas can’t be arrested, doesn’t mean he’s a hundred percent safe. 
“Alright”, he mutters and grabs a cart. “Let’s pretend to be a normal couple.”
You can’t help but chuckle and he gives you a quick look. 
“Let’s get this shitshow on the road, let’s go”, he mutters and nods at you to follow. “Don’t start running around or I’ll place you in the cart like a three year old. Okay, what do we need?”
“You need steak”, you joke. 
“Damn right I do, but I get my steak from high quality butchers, I’ll get sick if I get it from a grocery store.”
“Aw, is your little tummy sensitive?” you ask, making sure it sounds more like “wittle”.
“Y/N, I’m warning you.”
His warning isn’t serious. Not now. Not like this. It only maks you smile. 
“Are you going to be a brat all vacation just because you think I won’t do anything?” Silas asks behind you, pushing the cart into your back. “I did tell you we are remote, didn’t I?”
“Don't touch me or I'll scream.”
“Oh, you'll scream alright.”
“Silas!”
He chuckles, eyes softening. “I couldn't help it. You played that into my hands a bit too good to pass up on.”
“You’re so childish. Maybe you should tone it down on the threatening part if you don’t want more people staring at you. You don’t need to give them a reason to recognise you.”
Silas scoffs, but there’s a smile tugging at his lips. He enjoys this side of you way too much. He can only enjoy it in situations like this, far away from his world. When you're not scared of him.
“What's the budget?” you ask him.
“What?” 
“The budget? You said to pretend to be a normal couple. Normal couples don't have your credit card.”
Silas groans audibly.
“I'm not compromising my money”, he says. “Stop messing around, grab what you want.”
You handle the actual shopping part while he pushes the cart behind you. People glance at him, if not for recognising him, then for his tattoos, but he pretends to be unaware. 
“Little thing.”
“Hm?”
“Grab those.”
You follow where he nods. Chips. They fall into the cart. So do a lot of other things Silas usually doesn't buy.
“Might as well go for it now that SIC can't bully me”, he shrugs. 
The cashier seems to recognise Silas, but she doesn't say anything. Silas is polite and wishes her a good day, as if he wasn't who she thought he was, before turning to you and grabbing the plastic bags.
Back at the house, he puts everything into the fridge and starts to cook right away. 
“You’re not allowed to help”, he says and taps your forehead. “I want to actually eat tonight.”
“I can cook”, you insist. 
“Yeah. Sure. How about you go and set the table while I handle the knives and the stove?”
“Fine.”
You do as you’re told, searching the drawers for cutlery and plates. He glances at you from time to time and can’t help but smile. Maybe this was what he wanted all along? To play family.
“It’s not often we get to do this”, he says as he plates the food. “Domestic things, I mean. Should enjoy it while we can. Oh, I saw a pool out in the backyard, by the way. I think we should try it out after dinner. I brought alcohol from back home.”
“Drinking and swimming doesn’t sound very safe.”
“Then you’ll just have to rescue me. They didn’t teach you life guard duty in swimming class?”
“Yes, but they didn’t prepare me to drag a man that weighs enough to crush a car.”
“So my workouts are working?” His grin widens as he takes a sip of his water. “Thank you, Y/N.”
Conversation die out for a moment, but Silas won’t let the night pass. 
“So?” he says. “Don’t you have something to say?”
“What?” you ask. 
“We don’t often get to just talk. Spew something out. Anything.”
You think for a moment. You usually have a lot of thoughts, but when put on the spot all seem to vanish. 
“I like the food.”
Silas laughs. Actually laughs. You haven’t hard a genuine, carefree laugh from him in a long time. His back eyes curl into half moons. 
“What?” you ask. “What is it?”
“You can say a million things and that’s what you choose to say?” he says. “That the food is good? I didn’t think I cooked that good food, enough for that to be the only thing you think of.”
“You put me on the spot, I just said the first thing that came to mind!”
“Try again, then.”
“Well … I … could really go for some alcohol right now.”
Silas smiles and rises from his chair. He disappears out of the room and returns with two bottles. One brandy, one red wine.
“Okay, your majesty”, he says. “Which fancies your taste buds?”
“Wine, probably. Fits better with dinner. You'll get brandy, I suspect?”
“You know me well.” He opens both bottles and pours. “I'm responsible for you, so it's my duty to make sure you don't get absolutely decked.”
“I thought I was the one that had to make sure you didn't fall face down in the pool?”
“Yeah, but let's be realistic for a second. I can hold my alcohol … you? Please.”
“Rude.”
“It is not rude if I'm stating facts, you just want to deny your incapable alcohol consumption.”
You take a sip of your wine and glare at him.
Silas jokingly suggests you both skinny dip. You shoot down the idea. He's a predator, taking your whole arm if you foolishly give him a finger. You'd like your body working for your getaway.
You're not sure what prompts him, the alcohol or his childishness, to jump into the pool like a bomb. Water splashes everywhere, both on your dry form and your towels, and he breaks the surface with a wide grin. He pushes his black hair back and swims over to the edge. His tattoos warp under the water.
“I’m wet now”, you say in a ‘matter of fact’ tone. 
He looks up at you, squinting one eye full of water shut. “Yeah? Jump in then.”
You decide to get in slowly, but he has other plans. His hand grips your wrist and pulls you into the pool. You yelp, but never have a second to worry about inhaling water, because he holds you.
“So much drama for nothing”, Silas chuckles and wipes water out of your eyes. "I've got you.”
His tattooed arms half hug you, half cradle you as he sways back and forth in the water.
“Today”, you start, hesitant, “when we were at the grocery store, and people looked at you, and what you said before that … I started to think about something just now.”
“What?” he asks softly.
“What do I do if you're taken? Or killed?”
“That will never happen.”
“But what if it does?”
Silas sighs, arms around you tightening slightly.
“If I ever were to never come back home for whatever reasons”, he started slowly, “then SIC would follow the instructions I’ve told him.”
“What are those?”
“To get you far away from everything and everyone and keep you safe. You'd get a cute little house on the coast where you could live peacefully. You'd have my dog, and how many bodyguards it takes to replace me. SIC would be there too. He’d check up on you.”
“That sounds pretty lonely.”
“What? Are you planning to become the Great Gatsby after I disappear?”
He caresses your face with a wet hand.
“I have money put away for you in case anything happens”, he promises and rolls his eyes. “And I might have made a deal with the devil to get you new papers in case something happens.”
“Who?”
“The parasite I'm unfortunately to call brother.”
“Ares?”
“Don't say his name. Let's drop this now. I don't want to think about it. Especially since it won't happen.”
The entire wine bottle is empty once the two of you get out of the pool and head to bed. Silas wears a dark Grey hoodie and sweatpants, insisting you wear comfy clothes too. He thinks it is better for cuddles. You're wrapped in his hoodie covered arms, face pressed to his chest. You'll be damned if you try to get out of his arms any time before morning hours.
Somehow, you wish this little getaway could last forever. Life would be easier that way. Silas sighs out, unbeknownst thinking the exact same thing. 
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moonstruckme · 3 days ago
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First time request! I'd love a poly Jily fic based on the prompt "blood swirling down a shower drain." Maybe the reader just got back from a mission that went wrong and is kinda out of it, trying to wash everything off. James and Lily find them and refuse to let them deal with it alone, just soft, quiet comfort, lots of gentle touches, and reassuring words.🥹 Thanks!!
Thank you for requesting! This turned out so much angstier than I intended. I really don't know what happened but...I'm sorry? Or for the people who are always asking for angst I don't deliver, you're welcome I think? I don't know it just happened I wasn't on the decision-making panel
cw: blood (lots of blood), reader is a bit in shock, nonsexual nudity, death (of a minor canon character, not someone we really know and love), set in canon so there's death eaters/the order/etc., quite angsty (for me at least) but there is comfort I promise
poly!Jily x fem!reader ♡ 1.4k words
James and Lily are cuddling when you come home. Well, they’re sort of just holding each other and trying to pass it off as cuddling. Any one of you going out on an assignment for the Order always makes nervous wrecks of the two left behind, but Lily and James doing their best to distract themselves, a film on the television and each trying not to look like they’re glancing out the window every minute. 
The crack of apparition outside puts an abrupt end to the facade. 
They’re both up in an instant, but Lily puts a hand to James’ chest when he goes for the door. “Wait,” she says. She leaves a spot of blood on his shirt from where she’s picked the skin by her nail down to nothing. 
James’ heart revolts, but he listens. They both listen, until they hear the two-three-two knock that means it’s you. 
Lily manages to move faster than him. She has both the muggle and magical locking mechanisms undone in an instant, opening the door to you. 
To you, absolutely drenched in red. 
It’s in your hair; it stains your clothes; it cakes your face and your neck and your hands. There’s hardly an inch of you left clean. James can’t comprehend it. Was there…was there an explosion of some sort? Did you get splattered by something? He feels sick. 
“Is that blood?” Lily’s voice is admirably steady. 
You nod. “Yeah.” 
James really feels sick. 
“Are you hurt?” She reaches for you, bringing you inside. You move like your body weighs a thousand pounds. 
“No, I’m—it’s old. I’m fine. Remus fixed it.” 
“Good old Moony,” James croaks. It’s meant to be a joke, but truly, he’d love to fly to Remus and Sirius’ flat right now to give his friend the hug of his life. If only there weren’t things for James to take care of here first. 
“What happened, sweetheart?” Lily asks, running a gentle hand up your arm. Blood flakes under her touch. 
“They were waiting for us.” Your voice is low, like it’s the sort of truth that becomes worse once said aloud. Your eyes look bigger and brighter in the midst of all the mess. James wants desperately to hug you, and yet—shamefully—he’s afraid of touching you; like despite what you say, he might find you less whole than you were when you left a few hours ago. “It was just supposed to be Dolohov there, but there were a lot of them. They knew we were coming.” 
“They did this to you?” 
“It…I…” Your gaze moves from Lily, to James, back to Lily again. You look exhausted, haunted, but worried beneath that. A moment later, James understands why. “It was Severus.” 
Lily reacts as though you’ve hit her. Her expression looks like a heart cracked open, but she doesn’t let go of your arm. 
“He used this spell,” you tell her, seeming sorry to do it, “that opens cuts all over the other person’s body. Remus was able to figure a counter-curse before I bled out. I don’t think Severus was aiming for me…” 
Even looking at your face, James is unsure of whether you mean that. The odds that Snape would try to hurt you seem equally as likely to him as those that he wouldn’t. You may only be trying to protect Lily. She looks so devastated, James wants to wrap you both up and never let you go again. 
Something Lily and James have always had in common is how they love. They may not always show it in the same ways, but once they’ve chosen someone, that’s it; they’ll live and die for them. They give away their whole hearts. James has just been luckier in who he’s chosen to give his to. His first love—outside of his family, of course—was Sirius. Lily’s was Snape. 
But, as much as James loves Lily, if Snape showed up on your doorstep right now James thinks he would kill him. 
“I’m sorry,” Lily says to you, her eyes shining. 
“It’s okay.” You extricate yourself gently from her grasp. “I’m going to shower.” 
“Sweetheart…” James reaches for you, but you ghost past his hands, only mumbling again, “It’s okay.” 
Nothing’s okay. Lily’s looking after you like her heart’s been cracked open. From the sound of it, you actually were cracked open for a while. There’s a fracture between the three of you that James doesn’t know how to fix. But certainly he’s going to try. 
“Come on.” He takes Lily’s hand, encouraging her down the hall with him. When she comes, he wraps an arm around her shoulders to kiss her hair. “It’s alright. Come on, lovely.” 
The shower is already running when they open the bathroom door. James shuts it behind them before starting to strip, and Lily’s questioning look only lasts a moment before she’s doing the same. He sets his glasses on the counter. 
“Hi,” he says, pulling the shower curtain open enough to pop his head in. You look surprised, which is a surprise in itself; you must really be lost in your own head not to have heard them enter. “Room for two more in here?” 
There is, of course, room—as if James would ever let you get a place without a shower big enough for three—but still he’s relieved when you nod. He steps the rest of the way in, making room for Lily to squeeze in behind him. You seem to have scrubbed your face clean and now are letting the water do the work on the rest of you. Blood swirls down the shower drain. 
James steps closer, giving you long seconds to back away, to let your face reveal hesitation or denial, before he kisses you. Slowly. Warmly. You soften like butter in the sun, arms coming around him as his do you. 
“Didn’t get to do that properly when you got home,” James murmurs after your lips part. 
“Yeah,” you breathe. 
He fights to keep his lips from twitching at the now-familiar dazed quality to your tone. It is taking every ounce of his concentration to not think too hard about the two stunning women he’s sharing a shower with right now. 
Since Lily is no longer up to being the asker of questions, James gives it a whirl. “Do you want to tell us any more about what happened tonight?” 
Your eyes go weary and somber. He sees your throat bob as if around something painful. “We, um. We lost Edgar.” 
Lily makes a wounded sound. “Bones?” 
James has already drawn you into a hug. You nod against his chest, choking out a weak, “Yeah.” 
“Was it…”
“It was Lestrange,” you answer before Lily has to finish asking. Not Snape. She breathes out. 
“I’m so sorry,” she says, joining your hug. Water runs in rivulets down the three of you, transferring from one body to the other, off James’ nose and Lily’s hair and your chin, pooling in all the places you’re pressed together. James fights an ache in his own throat. You’d all known Edgar, but only you watched him die. This is a grief he and Lily can only share in parts of. 
There’s lots more kisses and murmuring before you get to the business of washing. James runs you over with a soapy cloth while Lily shampoos your hair, the both of them making sure no inch of you goes unseen to. Remus has done a good job; there are no scars where Snape’s curse tore you open. As the blood clears away, James can’t tell where it originated from at all. 
He tells you how happy they are to have you home. You smile at his exaggerated jokes about separation anxiety and squeeze his hand when he presses a thumb into the corner of it, chuffed with himself. Lily apologizes again for Snape, and you both promise her she’s not responsible for him until it seems almost like she believes it. James is kicked out of the shower in disgrace after mistaking your body wash for conditioner. He warms towels in the dryer while Lily works the tangles out of your hair with her fingers. 
When you go to bed, you’re still as exhausted as you were when you came home. You move like your body weighs a thousand pounds, and there’s a haunted look about your eyes, and you don’t seem up to saying much. But you curl up with James’ chest to your back and Lily’s leg draped across your own, and you’re loved, and that counts for something.
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tothewhirlwind · 17 hours ago
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I kind of disagree with you on porn in part because I think you're making a mistake about the structure of the pleasures you're drawing into analogy. The coffee example and the hamburger example both rely on the true idea that ordinary pleasures, even supernormal ones, don't typically put one on a hedonic treadmill that makes them seek out more and more potent versions of the source of pleasure.
But the mistake that I think you make is that you aren't seeing that sexual pleasures are slightly more mediated than food pleasures, most visibly through the orgasm. Let's stick with food. The pleasures of eating are basically immediate and relatively well-anchored to the particular food (there are exceptions, such as eating after brushing your teeth. The general case holds). there's no situation in which, having chewed a piece of celery in just the right way for about twenty minutes, it suddenly tastes absolutely phenomenal for a short while. But sex does have this feature, so sexual pleasure exhibits a little more autonomy from the source of pleasure than many basic pleasures do.
If you think an associationist view of pleasures and desires is a model that's close to the truth — that is, the idea that learning to associate great pleasure with certain things leads one to desire those things more — then you can imagine why this could make porn worrisome. But it's a different problem than the claimed supernormal stimulus. Rather than addicting someone to porn as such, the problem here would be that particular porn could lead to self-reinforcing enjoyment of more instances of that sort of porn.
But a problem with this is that it's actually not specific to porn videos at all. This same thing could happen with reading porn, masturbating over something you saw, or even just imagining scenarios. So it's not like mediated pleasure + association problem = a harm caused by porn as such.
I think a worry that sounds more reasonable is that the above combination of factors combines to give whatever specific mechanism of delivery for erotic content online predominates an undue influence over the desiring psychology of users of those delivery mechanisms. And this just leads to a particular instance of the general concerns about opaque algorithmic content delivery that others have already written about.
The nutshell version of this post is that maybe sex videos can hurt you, not because they're sex videos but because the structure of sexual enjoyment has self-reinforcement potential that could lead to bad results in the wrong content delivery environments.
So like, it's obvious to me reading the comments on my post that anti-porn people are largely like, afraid of porn. Like the concept of a sex video is really spooky to them. They're not making thoughtful critiques of the porn industry, which is genuinely a really fucked up industry, they're mostly just spooked by the concept of a sex video and what it could Do To You If You See It.
I said this in another post, but it's like, the difference between "a ton of coffee is produced using slave labor" (valid, important criticism of the coffee industry) and "coffee turns people into raving coffee addicts who forget how to interact with anyone because they're so obsessed with their coffee" (objectively not true, insane viewpoint).
It's literally just sex videos. They really cannot hurt you.
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soulgazingwithbucky · 2 days ago
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why bucky has a blowout
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Wife!Reader
Summary: bucky would never take advice from valentina or any of the thunderbolts, let alone hair advice. but the love of his life? a different story
Warnings: fluffy ig?
Word count: 750
A/N: i never thought i would miss the unbearable itch to write, and yet!!! so happy i was able to make something, so i hope ya enjoy! If you find yourself enjoying this, feel free to check out my other works here <3
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"Stay still, Buck," you murmur softly.
Bucky stifles a huff. He could stay still for hours--if he wasn't in front of the bathroom mirror, forced to stare at his reflection. Behind him, you cup a strand of his hair in your hand.
You release the strand, pleased at the slight curl that has formed.
"I'm not doin' anymore of these things, doll," Bucky says. "M'telling Valentina she can put Walker up there from now on."
"You tell her, love," you encourage, though you're a bit distracted wrapping the next strand of hair around the thermal brush. You've never met your husband's "boss," but you've heard enough to get a sense of her character. You doubted Bucky was going to be able to get himself out of press conferences.
"After this hairstyle, though? You'll be first in line for any media coverage," you tease.
This time, Bucky can't hold back a grumble at the thought. You giggle, but it's quickly stifled by a yawn. Bucky softens at the sight of your sleepiness.
"Thank you, sweetheart," he says sheepishly.
Valentina is a blur as she rushes past Bucky. But she pauses abruptly, taking a few steps back until she's planted in front of him. Bucky does his best to ignore her, staring straight ahead, but he eventually puts down his sandwich and slowly meets her eyes.
"This won't do," Valentina says, gesturing at his head. Bucky doesn't care much about what "won't do," but he has a meeting with Agent Taylor in twenty minutes. He very much likes the idea of enjoying his sandwich on the couch, sans the Contessa.
"What, Valentina?" Bucky says slowly.
"This hair," she responds, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
"I have been telling him that!" Alexei declares. Bucky pinches the bridge of his nose as the Red Guardian emerges from the kitchen. "I told him, my sponsorship with Drybar is at risk if--"
"Oh, Drybar? That's pretty good. Listen, Bucky, if there's one thing I know, it's hair. Wish you could ask that guy, am I right?" Valentina gestures in Bob's general direction in the next room.
"No," Bucky responds.
"I tell him, so flat," Alexei continues, "so lifeless! Bucky, hair care is so important--"
"Great talk, everybody," Bucky declares, scooping up his sandwich and taking it into the other room.
When Bucky recalled the conversation to you, he thought you'd laugh it off with him. Instead, he saw a glint in your eye that made him worried. Afterwards, he came home one too many times to you binge watching hair tutorials. Foolishly, he held out hope that you would lose interest, but then packages of hair tools started arriving at your door.
"You know," you said, holding back another yawn, "if we lived closer to the Tower, we wouldn't have to wake up so early."
"Not yet, doll," is Bucky's gruff response. Living far away meant that it would be harder for people to link you two. It wasn't that he would get relentlessly teased by his coworkers about being married--that was a given. But if they were on a mission, and one of them became compromised? He couldn't imagine what would happen if the wrong people found out about his life. About you. He already had to live with the fact that Sam helped you both find this house, and now--
"He's our friend, Buck." You recognize the distraught look on your husband's face, and you place a gentle hand on his shoulder, breaking him out of his spell. "He would never do anything to hurt us."
Bucky moves to place a kiss on your hand, grateful that he doesn't always have to talk for you to understand him. He opens his mouth to express his appreciation, but you interrupt him.
"All done," you say proudly. The wide grin on your face is almost enough to make Bucky forget that he is going to be sitting in a room full of journalists in a few hours. You comb your fingers through his hair to loosen the curls, then apply hairspray. Bucky makes a show of sputtering. He never makes a show of anything, but he loves the way you giggle at his antics.
He turns to face you, wrapping his arms around your waist. You wrap your hands around his neck, trying your best to avoid your hard work.
"My wife," he says, a phrase he will never get tired of saying. He plants a kiss on your lips before you respond:
"My hero."
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ducky-women · 3 days ago
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The Diagnosis
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Alexia Putellas x Child!R, Olga Rios x Child!R
Summary: In which Alexia finds out what is wrong with her daughter
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Author's note: This is sad, but at the same time it's helping me heal something about my private life, if you don't like this just don't read it
Tw: Talks about cancer in children and health decline, angs and no comfort
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Alexia’s gaze was firmly locked on you in the corner playing with the soft plush toys with Alba, she didn’t let her eyes wander away as tough you would disappear if she even tears them away for even a second, that was until one hand on her arm brought her back towards the woman sitting in front of her
“I’m sorry” she whispered while her hand moved to hold Olga’s hand firmly on hers, she feels her girlfriend squeeze back just as much as she’s squeezing
“No worries” The kind woman answered while smiling sadly at the couple in front of her, she perceived the same dissociation in all the parents she has had to talk to so it’s normal for her, especially in these circumstances
“You were saying” Alexia said while holding her breath for what was about to leave the woman’s mouth
“I’m really sorry” she started while holding a compassionate look “but your daughter seems to have acute lymphoblastic leukemia” Alexia felt as if she was just punched in the gut, all the air leaving her lungs, beside her Olga squeezes her hand as hard as she can while trying to keep the tears forming in her eyes from escaping them but failing miserably
“How could this happen?” Olga asked, desperate for answers, while Alexia seems so far away from the present, not even hearing the oncologist anymore and turning away to look at you in her sister’s lap, unaware of what your future holds, you looked so tiny in Alba’s lap but you looked so happy at the same time while showing her all the plushies that she suddenly wants to scream and cry and beg that maybe the doctor made a mistake, she wants to beg to God to not take you from her, not you, but deep down she has known that this was the only possible outcome
It has started weeks maybe even months ago when you had sudden nosebleeds out of nowhere and started to bruise easily so much that one of the care takers in your daycare was about to call social services, you had no sudden energy to do anything while before you would spend all day running around with the rest of her teammates, you had a fever most days that they couldn’t seem to brush off and no matter how many hours they left you out in the sun you looked as pale as a ghost and on top of that you had also lost a lot of weight because your appetite was suddenly gone even Ice cream wouldn’t do the trick
They had taken you to the doctor many times for the past two months but they were always brushed off as common illness in children like colds or stomach bugs, but you never seemed to get better no matter what medicine they gave you, no matter how many IV’s they put in you, you just didn’t get better
Until one day Irene suggests them to go to a pediatric oncologist, Alexia had almost lunged herself at her friend for even suggesting if it wasn’t for Marta and Caro who had to hold her down, but deep down she had already made the decision to take you, until that decision was taken out of her hands a couple of days ago
Five days ago Alexia had stormed into the ER when out of nowhere you couldn’t breath and when she touched you to lift you up you cried out in pain when she touched a certain spot in your abdomen and when she lifted your shirt a specific spot was bloated so she tried to lift you up gently but firmly so she and Olga could take you to the hospital
There it was test after test in trying to figure put what was wrong with you, until finally two days after your initial visit to the hospital the oncology department agreed to take a biopsy just in case, but it seemed like it wasn’t just in case, you had cancer, her baby had cancer
“….the best option for her would be a series of chemotherapy sessions in hopes that it reduces both the risk of the cancer spreading elsewhere and to well kill the cancerous cells and hopefully be in remission by the end of it” Alexia came back down to Earth once her brain registered what the doctor was telling them, you had hope and she would cling to that hope as much as she could
“What would the side-effects be like?” She surprised herself once she spoke but she needed to know every possible little outcome for you and it was better to be prepared than to be taken by surprise by something else
“Well chemotherapy is designed to kill with various chemicals the cancerous cells by doing it before they can reproduce themselves and reach some important areas like the brain, because they do so, quickly and a lot, but there are other cells in our bodies that also grow and divide quickly, the most common ones are in our hair, our digestive system which includes the mouth and our bone marrow”
“You’re not saying the side-effects” Olga interrupts the doctor quickly and by her tone Alexia can see that her girlfriend is irritated and anxious about everything the doctor is saying
“I was getting there miss Rios” the doctor says calmly and doesn’t seem to be surprised to have been interrupted, she must get that a lot “children with ALL and that are going to go trough chemo are likely to present fatigue due to the anemia because of the low red cells in their body, loss of appetite and a very significant wight loss caused by the nausea and vomiting, easy bruising or bleeding caused by the low platelet counts during treatment, hair loss which can be because either the destruction of the hair cells or because some medications in their treatment cause it”
“This sounds like it’s going to kill her quicker than the cancer” Olga snapped and suddenly the whole office went so quiet you could hear a hair pin drop
“Miss Rios we all want the same thing here” the doctor said gently “and that is to get your daughter healthy and cancer free before it’s too late” Olga looked as if someone had slapped her with the last thing the doctor said
“How much time do we have until we decided to schedule treatment?” Alexia asked trying to get the discussion back into focus
“A week maybe” the doctor answered honestly “why the question though?” she asked curiously
“Because no offense but we would like to hear other opinions” Alexia said directly, she didn’t like to dance around things, much less things that involved her child
“Yes of course” the doctor didn’t even seem offended by what Alexia had said “I get that a lot” she shrugged her shoulders as if it was normal and maybe it was, parents needed to be sure 100% of everything about their child and Alexia and Olga would be like no other parent in the planet
“Thank you so much for your time” Alexia got up since there was really not anything more left to say “we’ll stay in touch” Alexia and the doctor shaked hands and then the doctor brought Alexia in for a hug
“It’s okay to not be okay” the doctor whispers in Alexia’s ear and then releases her, but how could Alexia let herself break?
How could she when that same night she was holding her girlfriend who was sobbing on her chest while silent tears were streaming down her face trying to stay strong for the three of them
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jewishbarbies · 2 days ago
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love that jews can openly worry about their safety because a known antisemite was elected to lead a city with a large jewish population and a leftist’s first thoughts are 1.) “so you hate Muslims?” and 2.) “so you wanted a rapist to win?” and if you don’t see what’s wrong with that, there’s something deeply wrong with you.
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ao3commentoftheday · 3 days ago
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Your response in your reblog on the post about collections and series made me think of something since you mentioned that the works in the series are meant to be read in order and collections can be enjoyed separately. I have a whole bunch of AU stories (9 in total, possibly 10 if I decide to post the one I’m working on now) and I was thinking of posting them in a series since they’re all of the same fandom, the same characters are usually involved (meaning sometimes all while other times just a few of them), the only difference is is how they get together with their significant other. I figured putting them in a series would be good since the first AUs take place when the characters are in high school and then later on the AUs are of them in their twenties. But now I’m wondering whether I should instead post them as a collection. What do you think?
I'm afraid it's been so long since you sent this in that I'm not able to find that ask and link it here. Sorry about that!
I hope whatever I said wasn't as prescriptive as that. I tend to work in terms of generalities rather than in specific rules. That said, I do say a lot of stuff on this blog so it's entirely possible that was just how I felt that day.
Today, I would say that series definitely lend themselves to stories being told in a certain order. You can even re-order the works in a series if you write a new fic that you want to put in between two existing ones.
That doesn't mean that works in a series must be read that way, though. It's just a benefit to using the series function over a collection.
If having them in a series has worked for you thus far, I don't think you need to worry about changing it. I think series are probably the more common choice for grouping works together by a single author, anyway.
Unless I'm wrong about that? What do you all think?
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girly-girlk · 3 days ago
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Hey! Could you write rafe cameron x reader where they're at a party and someone maybe an ex or someone who doesn't like reader trys to hurt her or something and she can't find rafe for help but it ends happily. If you don't want to I totally get it. Thanks pooks 💕
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couldn’t find you
rafe cameron x reader
summary: you and rafe went to a party until he left for drinks and she can’t find him
a/n: i absolutely love this one! i hope you enjoy!!💕
the music was loud — bass thumping in your chest, lights flashing in dizzying patterns. it was one of those end-of-summer kook parties where everyone tried too hard and drank too much, and you were only here because rafe had begged you to come.
he’d wandered off ten minutes ago to find a drink for you both, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek and disappearing into the crowd. you kept your back against the kitchen island, scrolling through your phone, pretending not to notice the stares from a few girls who never liked you — not because you ever did anything wrong, but because you were rafe cameron’s girl.
and that title came with envy. and with danger, apparently.
“didn’t think rafe would still be into someone like you,” a voice sneered, cutting through the music.
you looked up, heart dropping.
it was him — jordan. an old almost-something from before you and rafe were official. he’d never liked the way rafe took you away from him, even if you were never really his to begin with.
“not in the mood, jordan,” you muttered, stepping to the side.
but he followed.
“come on. just talk to me. you used to love talking to me, remember?” his grin twisted as he stepped closer, and you instantly searched the room with your eyes — where the hell was rafe?
“i said no,” you snapped, pushing at his chest when he reached for your arm.
he grabbed it tighter than you expected, fingers biting into your skin. “rafe’s not here right now. why don’t you stop pretending like you’re not into it?”
your heart hammered. you tried to yank free. “let go of me!”
people were too drunk to notice — too busy dancing, laughing, and turning a blind eye. you stumbled back a bit, but he followed, and you felt the dread crawling up your spine. you needed rafe. you needed him right now.
just as your voice rose again, suddenly — chaos.
a blur of movement. shouting. and then a body slammed into jordan, knocking him back so hard he crashed into the table behind you. someone grabbed you, arms wrapping around your waist protectively, hauling you behind them.
“touch her again,” rafe snarled, voice dark and low, “and i’ll break every bone in your pathetic body.”
jordan coughed, dazed, but rafe wasn’t done. he stalked forward, eyes wild, teeth clenched like he was holding himself back by a thread.
“rafe, stop,” you gasped, catching his wrist. “it’s not worth it.”
he froze, breathing hard, his hand balled into a fist.
jordan stumbled away, defeated, the room finally paying attention as people whispered and stared.
rafe finally turned to you, both hands cupping your face. “are you okay? did he touch you?” his voice cracked with worry.
you nodded, lips trembling a little. “i couldn’t find you.”
“i’m so sorry, baby,” he whispered, pulling you into his chest, holding you like he never wanted to let go. “i should’ve never left you alone. i’m so sorry.”
your fingers gripped his shirt tightly as he kissed your forehead again and again, whispering soothing words.
“i’ve got you now. i’ve got you.”
the rest of the party blurred into nothing — just noise and shadows behind you. rafe led you out, wrapping his jacket around your shoulders, never letting go of your hand.
and that night, in the quiet of his room, curled under his arm with his lips at your temple, you knew — no matter what, he would always come for you.
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mattsslvtt · 1 day ago
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ɪ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ.
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ; ᴘᴜʀᴇ ꜱᴍᴜᴛ, ᴀʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴡᴇᴀᴛ, ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ, ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ, ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘʏ ꜱᴇx, ꜱᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ, ᴘ ɪɴ ᴠ, ᴜɴᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ꜱᴇx(ʙᴇ ꜱᴀꜰᴇ), ᴄᴜᴍᴍɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀꜱ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ᴘᴇᴛ ɴᴀᴍᴇꜱ(ʙᴀʙʏ, ᴍʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʜᴏɴᴇʏ, ʜᴏɴ, ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, ɢᴏʀɢᴇᴏᴜꜱ ɢɪʀʟ, ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ) // ʟᴍᴋ ɪꜰ ɪ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ<3
ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ; ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ, ꜱᴏ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴄᴇʀ ʜᴇʟᴘꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ.
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It's late, Much too late to do anything but sleep — to be more specific it's 3:17am, Spencer; your boyfriend got home from a rough case about 2 hours ago and all he wants to do is sleep, infact, he's almost asleep right now, but your not. You're wide awake, just staring at the ceiling. You don't know why, because you ARE tired.. but you just can't sleep, not when spencer is lying next to you looking so SO perfect... he always does, but tonight, he's delicious looking. The window is cracked, letting light from the moon seep in and catch his features in the most angelic way, his hair is laying over his forehead messily, a few beads of sweat on his forehead, a few strands of his pretty brunette locks sticking to his damp skin. His chest rises and falls slowly, his arms are draped over his stomach, and the sheets are pushed down to just above his knees. His adams apple bobs slightly as he swallows, letting out a lengthy exhale.
You push the covers off your legs and sit up "Spencer.. baby?" Your voice is hushed, but his eyes very slowly open, and he turns his head to look at you "What is it, my love?" His voice is raspy and weak, you can tell just by how he sounds that he's exhausted, guilt forms in your throat, making you struggle to find your words for a moment "I can't sleep.." he sighs at your statement, just laying there silently for a moment before gradually sitting up "Why not? What are you thinking about, hon? " his voice is still weak and raspy but you can tell he's a little worried. It's not very often that you can't sleep "I dunno.. I'm sorry. I know you're tired.."
He turns his head to look you in the eyes "Nooo.. I mean – I am tired.. but if something's the matter, you can tell me" he grasps your hand and intertwines his fingers with yours "no nothings wrong... I just can't sleep, like I'm tired but.. I don't know.." the whole time you guys have been talking, your eyes have been locked on his face, you haven't looked away once "I don't know what to say baby, is there something you think will help?" You just stare at him, in the back of your head you want to say sex, you want to ask him to touch you, but you know he's tired so your afraid to ask "i don't know..." you finally drag your gaze away from his face "tell me what you want pretty." He tilts your chin up and brushes a strand of hair out of your face. His eyes are drooping, he's so visibly tired it makes your heart ache a little "no your tired.." he can tell you feel guilty for whatever reason and he sighs "just tell me.. please." He's starting to get just a little annoyed, he knows you feel guilty but he knows you know he will always prioritize you over himself.
"Can we have sex..." you finally let the words leave your lips, but your voice is shaking "oh sweetheart.." he sighs, squeezing your hand "I know I know I'm sorry-" he cuts you off "no no don't apologize, we can, but I can't promise I'll do as good as usual honey" he brings your hand up to his mouth and presses a kiss to your knuckles "don't worry– I want sleepy sex.. slow sex I mean.. I just want you.. ok?" Your eyes are pleading "Ok baby.. ok" he presses his lips gently to yours. You both scoot down until you're lying down again. He pulls his mouth away to take your tank top off. You're not wearing a bra, so your tits are immediately visible to his gaze "oh my pretty baby.." he squeezes one of your boobs gently, but his touch is slightly hesitant.
You sigh quietly, letting your eyes fall closed "my gorgeous girl.." he rolls your nipple between his thumb and index finger slowly, making you whine. With his other hand, he reaches between you two and slides your sleep shorts down "kick them off baby.." you immediately do as he says, kicking them off your ankles and letting them fall somewhere on the bed, He rubs extremely slow circles on your clit through your panties "Spencer no teasing seriously.." you whimper. He presses a kiss to your jaw and slides your panties down to your knees, he presses his thumb to your clit but doesn't move it at all "spencer.. please." Your hand snakes up his back "and take your clothes off.. I want to feel you.." he hums softly as he sits up and tugs his shirt and sweatpants off, he takes this opportunity to slide your panties the rest of the way off "look at you.. my perfect girl.."
He drags his middle finger through your damp folds before rubbing circles on your clit, your hips twitch towards his touch and he chuckles quietly, he presses his lips to your jaw again, letting them linger a little longer this time as his fingers speed up a bit "oh god..." you mewl, your hands splayed across his back, which is slightly sticky with sweat "that feel good sweetheart?" He mutters against your neck, you nod frantically "y-yes.. yes spencer.." you babble, beads of sweat forming on your forehead. He leisurely slides his fingers down your slit before slipping his fingers into your tight cunt. They slide in easily because your extremely wet. A choked moan leaves your lips and your nails scratch down his back. He sucks in a breath through his teeth "I wanna be inside you..." he whispers the words against your jaw "Please..." your Plea is enough of a yes for him, he tugs his boxers down and kicks them onto the floor "how do you wanna do this, pretty?" He's referring to what position you want, he always makes sure to ask you "whatever you want.." you whisper back, giving him a soft smile "Ok hon, roll over f'me" you nod before turning over onto your stomach.
He puts his hand under you– against your lower stomach, lifting your hips up. You feel the head of his cock press against your dripping pussy before he pushes in slowly, his sweaty chest pressing to your back. He groans against your shoulder quietly, pushing all the way in, the tip of his dick pressing against your cervix, a strangled gasp leaves your lips, you bury your face in the pillow as he starts thrusting slowly but he wraps his hand around your neck, pulling your face away from the fabric "i wanna hear you hon.." Whines leave your lips at his words, God, he's so good at sex. His hips snap forward quicker, fucking you into the mattress, your bodies are slick with sweat but neither of you care in the slightest. "My perfect girl..." he whispers against your ear. Your moans ring out along with the sound of skin Slapping against skin and Spencer's panting. Warmth pools in the bottom of your stomach as you already get close to cumming, you feel pathetic for being so easy but you really can't help it, Spencer makes you feel so good.
"Are you gonna cum baby..?" His voice is raspy in the best way, making you impossibly wetter, your walls flutter around his cock. "Y-yes.." you sob, tears slowly rolling down your cheeks as his dick kisses your g-spot with every thrust. Not even 20 seconds later your orgasm rips through you, all your muscles tightening under him, he thrusts a few more times before pulling out, he moans as he cums across your back. He rolls over and lays next to you for about a minute before he gets up. He comes back with a wet washcloth and gently cleans his cum off your sweaty skin. You roll over and lock eyes with him "there's my gorgeous girl.. are you ok?" You nod in reply to his question "yes.. I'm better than ok" he smiles softly, pressing a kiss to your forehead before disappearing into the bathroom again, he comes back shortly after and plops down next to you "no need for clothes hm?" You nod and roll over to face him "let's just sleep.." he kisses your lips gently and tugs you against him "Yeah.. let's sleep baby."
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ᴀ/ɴ: ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴀꜱɴᴛ ᴀꜱ ʀᴜꜱʜᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ᴍʏ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜰɪᴄ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴍ ꜱᴜᴘᴀ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ꜱᴏ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀᴡꜰᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ 💔
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kathartic-kat · 2 days ago
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Honestly some of those absolutely line up with what life has been like for me post tuberculosis. I don't know what the fuck it did to me but it was a pretty bad case and even the doctors were surprised at how effective the medication was first (they did not expect them to work and were prepared to go for stronger stuff). Nowadays:
- For some reason, I cant stand the heat. Middle of winter and I need a fan to fall asleep. I need my room 18C or lower most of the time to be genuinely comfortable.
- I've always been light sensitive but now it kinda burns in a very uncomfortable way and is worse. I can't even look up at a cloudy sky sometimes because it's too bright and hurts my eyes.
- I gotta avoid the sun anyway cause I'm touch sensitive and I feel it burning my skin.
- My gut and digestive system is a mess. I'm relearning everything about what is good and what isn't because the safe foods I grew up eating are no longer safe for me anymore. I can eat food well past it's expiry date and be perfectly fine and yet a single 'wrong' food can also leave me bedridden. I get weird ass cravings now that are genuinely really difficult to control. I've never had much of a relationship with food before so it feels alien to me to actually feel like I NEED to eat something specific.
- My organs are all wack now. My gallbladder was so bad that the nurses doing the ultrasound looked genuinely confused and worried about the way it looked. I got contacted a few weeks after it was removed because they found dead TB on it. My liver is also apparently scarred enough that the surgeons were worried I had an STI (I don't). My lungs are also permanently scarred. My ribs will randomly inflame and genuinely burn from inside. It's horrible and honestly at its worst, I wanted to die.
thinking again about vampirism as disability
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savanir · 1 day ago
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DP x DC Prompt [30]
Jimmy Olson had simply been passing through the city of Amity Park when he noticed the yard sale in front of the building that had what looked like an UFO build on top.
Definitely not up to code but he ignored it because all his attention went to the absolute beauty of a camera that was stalled on a table out front.
His own had been destroyed two days ago during the latest alien invasion when it got hit by a stray energy beam so he meant to get a new one.
And this looked just like his preferred model, but Silver, and with a brand he didn't recognised slapped on the side.
Jimmy gleefully took it back home to Metropolis with him.
After about a week he'd taking some amazing pictures with it. The thing worked wonderfully, just as he'd hoped.
He'd been a little worried he was going to get scammed for that price but it turns out the whole deal was legit.
Well...
That was until the next big event.
Superman caught a building and directed Superboy and Supergirl to evacuate the rest of the civilians while he would carefully put the thing back so it wouldn't collapse and destroy the entire street.
It was an amazing visual, a front page worthy shot.
So, obviously, Jimmy took it.
Next thing he knew there was a deafening crashing noise and loud ominous cracking as the building crashed down and started falling again.
Superboy and Supergirl scrambled to stabilise it again and shouted for Superman.
But there was no response.
Superman had seemingly simply vanished.
On the screen of Jimmy's camera however, a very confused Clark puts the building down like he'd intended, and then starts to look around why it's suddenly so quiet and calm.
He quickly catches on that something is wrong when he realises he's the only one there and he can't leave the photo's borders.
Jimmy eventually realises what happened and runs to a nearby Lois and panic whispers, "Lois, Superman is trapped in my camera!!"
"What!?"
She looks at her tiny husband doing a couple confused circles in he frame.
"I got it from a random yard sale and it worked fine but now it caught him!"
"They must have known you'd eventually take a picture of him. Playing the long game."
"He's stuck and it's my fault! How do we fix this!?"
"I'll contact the league, stop freaking out, it'll be fine"
When the two of them check the camera next they notice Clark looking out through the tiny screen. It's kind of adorable.
Jimmy mouths, "we're getting help!" At him and Clark gives him a thumbs up.
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selunefae · 19 hours ago
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a/n: first time doing headcanons. :p wanted to try it bc they're quicker to write. i was at the gym and got inspired. xD
masterlist | rules
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Gymbro!Caleb who notices you the first day you step a foot into the gym. It’s not every day a cutie like you walks in, all nervous and tugging at your sleeves as you squint at the machines like they're some kind of torture devices.
Gymbro!Caleb who's always there at the distance. All big arms and even bigger chest, tank top clinging into his skin and leaving little to the imagination. You can't help but glance his way every time his muscles flex as he finishes a series. He's always wearing that gentle smile that makes it hard to focus on your reps.
Gymbro!Caleb who finally makes his move when he catches you struggling at the hack squat machine – legs shaking, form all wrong, far too much weight. He starers at you for a moment, then walks straight over with no hesitation and that damn smile. "Here, let me help you."
Gymbro!Caleb who absolutely didn't need to get that close to help you. His chest brushes your sides, one arm around your waist as he adjusts your back. From this distance, you can catch traces of his smell. The faint smell of sweat, faded deodorant, and something distinctly masculine. You're too dazed to protest.
Gymbro!Caleb who somehow always ends up at the gym during your sessions. Monday before work? He's there. A late friday evening? Still there. And every time, he finds a new excuse to keep lingering. "Want to take turns in press?" or "Let me lift this for you."
Gymbro!Caleb whose hands trail lower with every interaction. One day it's his hands brushing your stomach, another day his fingers ghost your thighs. And you don’t stop him. In fact, you start to look forward to those moments.
Gymbro!Caleb who visibly stiffens the moment another guy talks to you. His smile drops, his jaw tightens, and his brows knit together like he’s about to lift the entire gym floor. The guys always end up storming off when he appears behind you, but an instant later, he acts like nothin happened.
Gymbro!Caleb who starts bringing you snacks and protein-packed meals to eat after workout. At first, it's "I made to much and don't want it to go to waste", but two weeks pass by and he’s still doing it.
Gymbro!Caleb who smirks every time you mess up a set and get really flustered, just to brush it off with “Don’t worry, i’ll help you with whatever you need.” And he means it. But he wishes you needed him for more than just your reps.
Gymbro!Caleb who offers to walk you home one night after a late session and waits outside your building until he sees the lights in your room turn on. He doesn't care if he lives on the opposite side of town.
Gymbro!Caleb who’s never flat-out told you how he feels, but shows it in the little things he does. He wipes down every machine before you sit on it, never leaves until you're done, and makes sure you're eating enough.
Gymbro!Caleb who’s clearly into you, but you still think he’s just being nice.
Gymbro!Caleb who finally snaps when a cocky newbie tries to flirt with you near the dumbbell racks. He steps in mid-sentence, voice low and one hand resting on your shoulder. “She already has a trainer.” And suddenly, he’s twice his size and the guy’s gone.
Gymbro!Caleb who leans in right after, close enough that his breath warms your cheek: “Guess I’ll have to make you mine before someone else tries to snatch you.”
Gymbro!Caleb who drags you into the empty yoga studio that night, presses you against the wall, and kisses you like he’s been holding back for months. One of his hands traps you as the other hugs your waist, his kisses are hungry and messy. You let him, because you've been waiting to.
Gymbro!Caleb who might be territorial and a little too possessive, but completely melts the second you tug his hair and push him down.
Gymbro!Caleb who lets you take the lead, savouring how you rub agaisnt him as you continue desperately tugging at his hair and clothes. He could easily overpower you, but he likes seeing you in control. He likes that you think he's wrapped around your fingers, and maybe he is.
Gymbro!Caleb who still cooks for you after that night, who still checks your form and counts your sets and glares down every guy who glances your way. Especially now. Because now, he’s finally claimed you, and he’s not letting anyone else have you.
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