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[jsratuiii9]

[st4ngray]

Shadowvanilla but as the liar princess and the blind prince!

Based on this official art btww

[hazelnutsummer]

No amount of fear can keep you safe.

Full photo and the lineart under the cut bc I love them LOTS

[pepperingsteaks]

hello mouthwashing fans

(this is a scene redraw btw)

[sleepyeule]

have a lil HQ uwu

[harlepinyo]

WELCOME BACK TILL ALIEN STAGE!!!!!

[fizz-pop-thwip]

I struggle thinking about non consensual human experimentation as a whole, but what happened to Bucky really it does just make me sick.

To start, think of how his stomach dropped when he fell from the train, the fucking fear knowing you're dead. You have 2 seconds and then your dead, this is it.

Then you wake up to 1) being alive, horrifically unaware of the 70 years of hell ahead of you and 2) your arm being not only surgically removed but replaced with a metal arm, a foreign body, a parasite. You fight because what else are you ment to do? But you fall unconscious again.

You wake up to days and days of torment and torture and slowly loose hope that it will ever end, that you'll ever be saved. He didn't know that Steve was dead, how long did he yearn for Steve to find him? How mad did he get? Did he punch the wall, did he scream? Did they have to sedate him because of just how psychotic that made him? How fucking manic he would go?

How long till he lost all feeling, all emotion and hope?

When they started putting him in the chair, did he scream and cry? Did he beg for anything else? Any thing, anything, fucking anything. Did he beg for death? Did he feel himself slowly lose all of his memory, did he sob when he first couldn't picture Steve's face, or when he could remember the most important person in the world, but not a name or a background or a face, not a crumb.

The first time he's put in cryo freeze, does he remember his reflection? Seconds before he fell unconscious, never knowing how long it would be before he woke up again. Did he wake up, begging to just be put back in, the closest fate to death he could ever achieve? The closest thing to mercy? Does he catch himself falling asleep at night and wake up in tears, not even sure if it's been 20 minutes of 20 years.

Did his crys for help fall on the shiney leather shoes of scientists who showed no emotion, did he question if he was even human to begin with? Surely a human would be treated with even a fraction of care. No one treated like this was born from a mother, no one treated like this was ever looked at with maternal love.

He stopped feeling like a person, he didn't even remember he was a person. When things seeped though it just hurt, they hurt him, it made it worse. So he stopped it, he wouldn't let himself. It was impossible to live. He had no coping mechanisms, no outlet, he would show any signs of struggle and be hurt for showing humanity. He had to be what they wanted.

Even after he was broken in, no crying anymore. No begging for mercy. Did he spend his nights awake, just TRYING to remember what he forgot, FEELING the missing spots in his mind? Did he hold that metal arm close because he can't even remember how he got it anymore, all he knows is it makes his shoulders ache.

He was completely and utterly trapped, the more he suppressed, even the minor shards he remembered, the more mania he would experience.

Even once he's free, how do you come back from that, even if it was just a mental thing, the physical, real DAMAGE to his brain was enough to make him never heal again. Bucky is a walking fucking miracle and maybe THE survivor.

He is going to have memory problems, severly. He is going to have intense PTSD flashbacks, total hallucination level, breakdowns. Seriously, this level of trauma is NEVER leaving him, not fully. Phantom pains, endless nightmares, coping mechanisms that don't make sense but comfort him none the less.

He's going to have periods of times where he can't even stand being touched, not Steve, not anyone. Weeks where he can't shower or move out of a space his brain has deemed safe for fear of being hurt. Scratches at the seam between his flesh and the metal of arm, wanting it off, wanting it away from him. Again does it necessarily make sense logically? NO!! but does he feel it 100%? Yes!!

He gets better, his bad periods get less intense, more far in between but they never fully go away. As fuckimg depressing as it is, hydra made a permanent mark on his psyche. It's FUCKED.

Gods strongest soldier is Bucky Barnes.

[drillss]

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[mildeleef]

Post-Saken au my beloved!!! I love the art of our lovely colorful kids!! Especially c00lkid but I feel like we need more pr3ttyprincess and Bluudude!!! (I really like Bluudude)

I made this wall paper, non of the art is mine but yeAh!! Bluudude is awesome and so are you and all your arts :p

AUW YEAH BLUUDUD and thanksyou!! Lemme see what i can dig up for you

Some recent doodles of pr3ty in some alternate outfits (i like drawing her in a different one every time)

And some less recent doodles of bluudud that i just never found the opportunity to post (and a c00lkidd just because)

[garygoldenbignaturals]

alexa play lights camera action by kylie minogue

[pineappical]

I object.

[jsratuiii9]

I haven't been post78jg about scott pilgrim lately,,, hmmmm

[vulpescandy]

Sketchy Pavlova and Sugarfly designs 4 the rewrite, I love drawing Sugarfly sm idk why she’s so cutie patootie

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[costracan]

lady gisela

[vellichorom]

there are times it's necessary to admit defeat.