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[kloss-karliee]

house hunting & princess visits

the idea of being without her boys was going to be a long tough road for her. but being able to do it with Oliver was going to make it a bit less scary. she hadn't been away from the boys this long pretty much ever. so the first time that they're with their father for an entire month without her being there was going to drive her crazy. distracting her mind with house hunting was the best thing she could think of to do, considering they needed to get on that process anyway. it was best to do it while they still had the chance before she got the boys back.

it was also just nice to be back in Los Angeles with him again. getting the idea of what it was going to be like being in LA full time. she knew the time change was going to be a huge pain but she figured it would be better to start now rather than later when she was already having trouble getting sleep at night with a newborn.

it was nice that she had found a doctor in LA willing to take her as a transfer so quickly. "i'm really glad that you're getting to see her with me this time. it's not the same without you and i want you to get the full experience." she spoke from the table in the doctors office. she couldn't even begin to express how happy she was that he was here with her.

@oliverstarkfame

[kloss-karliee]

seeing the sad look in his eye made her heart sink. "it's alright. i just don't want to rush into anything. i love you so much and there is nothing that i want more than to just be with you. because you are the best thing that has ever happened to me." she smiled and ran her fingers through his curls. "i'm not just saying that because i am carrying our little Frankie. i really mean it because i was in a terribly lonely place before you walked into my life. i am so happy to have you."

with everything he said to her her heart grew more full. she smiled as she felt Frankie giving her little kicks. "it is an honor to be loved by you. i know that all of us feel the same. you have certainly stepped into our lives and left a mark that couldn't ever be erased. i don't know what i did to deserve you but i would do it all over again just to ensure that i got to keep you. whatever it takes." Karlie rested her palm against her stomach, smiling with every little flutter that the two of them were getting.

"i would never ask you to do that. i know it's something that you want and i want to give you everything you want. it's just not something i've really ever thought about doing again. that has nothing to do with you..." she placed a gentle kiss against his lips. "because you are the perfect person to marry. you deserve all of the good things that the world has to offer. i can only hope that i give you at least half of that."

one thing that Karlie always had a problem with in her life was feeling like she didn't fully live up to expectations. or at least, not her expectations. she always had such high standards for herself. and the fact that she was the only one in her family to completely and royally screw up her marriage. that was hard for her to shake honestly she kind of hated the idea of messing everything up again. she already felt like she was an awful mother for what happened with Josh. she really didn't want to ruin anything else with someone else.

"i really do love you so much." she spoke sweetly. Karlie thought she had been in love before but that was nothing compared to how she felt now. she was so unexpectedly in love with him and she didn't quite have the words to explain just how head over heels she was in love with him.

opening his eyes at her saying his name he gave her a little hmm before he moved so he was laying on his pillow and looking at her. "baby, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to bring it back up, i don't want you feel pressure to do anything you are ready for. i'm feeling really lovely right now and it came out." he gently brushed her cheek and gave her smile.

as much as he would to call Karlie his wife, he knew her feelings on getting married and she knew his feelings on it. he never wanted her feel like he was pressuring her to do anything, he was happy with their relationship as it was. he just couldn't help thinking of the future. "i love you and i love the boys and i love our little Frankie girl." he placed his hand on her bump and smiled. "and i know that marriage can be seen as piece of paper and you don't need that to know how in love you are with someone. and i don't need that to tell me how much i love you. i knew that the moment i laid eyes on you and fell even more in love the moment i met the boys. and if possible even more in love when you told me about Frankie... i guess what i would really love, and it has really nothing to do with a stupid license, is declaring in front of, hell just the boys and Frankie, that i will love their mother for as long as i live and even after." he kissed her softly.

he pulled her in close, smiling as he felt Frankie kick. "I also want you to know that i wanted to be with forever, wether that was marriage or something else, long before this little soccer star was ever growing. i don't want to marry you because of her, did she intensify my feelings about wanting you in my life forever? of course she did, but she is not the only factor. in fact your two little boys already earth side and perfect might have been a bigger factor then our little slice here." he laughed softly and took a deep breath.

closing his eyes once again and letting out a content sigh. "maybe i'll just buy us rings and we can forget about the paper. and i can be Mr. Oliver Kloss" he smiled