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timextoxhajima · 4 years ago

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Nevertheless: Pride & Dignity [4]

CHAPTER NAVIGATION [COMPLETED]

synopsis: hwang seol eun finds herself stuck between a toxic relationship with lee hyunjae and a heart-fluttering dynamic with lee juyeon

pairing: jujae x [fem] reader, 3rd person pov [read as hwang seol eun]

genre [per chapter]: fluff and smut

word count: 2.7k

taglist: @sunlightwoo @from-xero @hyunjaethereal @yyyerum @givememunjang @purrple-winkle @ten-gift @17scheol @flwrtbz @winterbeartaehyungbestboy @gyujaehyun @hwallswrld @sweetutopia @louvyves @sunwoowuvbot [pls use this link to submit your URLs for tagging!]

a/n: i was streaming the linked song the entire fucking time i wrote this chapter and sobbed at it i have no idea how to put this into words but i should not have been able to feel the way i did as i struggled through this chapter so PLEASE DONT FUCKING BULLY ME BLAME THE SONG TTTT but also pro tip go read the English lyrics bye

“goodnight,” he quietly nods, glancing at her as he completely steps out of her apartment.

don’t go.

“goodnight.”

please don’t leave me.

then hyunjae lowers his head and turns on his heels, leaving seol eun in her own hallway. she watches the door lock slowly inch nearer and nearer to the lock as it gradually swings shut.

time slows.

she can almost hear the ticking of her clock hung in her living room behind her.

she takes a step forward and reaches out for the door handle.

pull it open; call out a name that wouldn't receive a response.

but before she can even touch the handle, she hears a thud, the door being pushed back against her instead. her reflexes force her a step back, just enough to avoid the radius of the swing.

her eyes widen when hyunjae comes back into sight, arm stretched out to keep the door open as he looks down at her.

it takes a second.

then her stomach drops in her gut when he slots his lips against hers without a single care in the world.

seol eun melts into the kiss completely, her mind going completely blank as the door clicks shut. butterflies replace the air in her lungs and her heart almost stops when she can feel the warm whelm her cheeks as he cups her face, her ears between his fingers.

he takes a step forward and then her back is against the wall of her hallway, her hands anxiously balled up against his chest. her shoulders cringe upwards to her ears, and her nose sours for some reason, she would never be able to explain with words.

he calms and pulls away, hooded lids visiting her lips first then her eyes and he brushes a lock of fringe out of her face. tucking it behind her ear, his pupils dart between hers when he scans for any hint of regret.

but seol eun's mind is empty.

nothing but needing not the physicality of him but everything else he can offer.

so it's a nauseating, hair-raising kind of hypnosis when he wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her against the length his body. her arms circle around his shoulders and neck when their lips meet again, this time softer but so much more heart-wrenching.

seol eun feels his height drop, then his palms come around the side of her thighs to lift her up against the wall. her knees come around his hips, his arms tight around her waist and hers around his shoulders.

she can feel the weight of him under her as he walks towards the living room, chills running up her spine when he sinks to sit on the couch.

his hands come up her back and hold her jaw, her weight resting over his hips and her fingers curling into his shoulders. hyunjae breaks the kiss first, nose lowering into her neck and tilting her head upwards.

blurred vision scans the ceiling as if she was gonna remember any of it.

his lips are flutter against her neck and throat, warm hands coming to push her beige cardigan off her shoulders.

her jaws clench when he finds a gentle nerve on her neck, and her nails dig further into his shoulders as she shudders.

he lays the cardigan on the armrest to his left, her hands tugging on the collar of his shirt.

seol eun sighs with his lips still on her neck, hands trailing down his chest and stomach as she undoes his buttons.

he stops to look at her face, gazes locked while he lets her hands roam under his collar to slide them off his skin.

goosebumps erupt all over her when the cream-honey shade of his skin comes under her fingers, and she doesn't notice where her face has come to look until he tilts her head up by her chin.

leaning forward again, his lips meet hers and move in sync as she feels him laying her sideways.

then her back meets the rough material of the couch, his lips coming off hers only to attach themselves to her collarbone.

seol eun can see his shoulder blades emerge out from his back when he crouches over her, breathing heavily when the light pecks reach down into her cleavage.

her fingers run up and down the length of his neck, coming into his hair and ruffling through them. the scent of him sticks itself into her olfactory senses, and a harsh gasp makes him smile into her skin when he lifts her shirt to plant a kiss on her stomach.

as if that wasn't enough to fill her gut with more butterflies, seol eun can't help but look down as he begins undoing the ribbon around her shorts, loosening the material around her waist.

she licks her lips.

gulps.

and then her shorts and underwear come off the curve of her pelvic bone and he gentle holds up her legs by her ankles to remove them.

her chin tilts back to the ceiling as she sucks in a deep breath, holding it in her chest when he dips his nose into her abdomen.

his breath is hot on her skin when he kisses downwards, running chills all through her body.

then the contact breaks off and she looks down to watch him undo his belt, the back of her hands flat against her hair that's flowered out around her head.

her head is in a swirl when she looks back up to the ceiling, the last hint of her common sense trying to recall the last time her heart's raced like that.

trying to recall the last time her gut's betrayed her like this.

she doesn't register anything until he comes back to her face and slots his lips between hers, his hands roaming the skin on her stomach and her waist.

hyunjae gently takes her wrists and wraps them around his shoulders, tongue sliding over her bottom lip and tilting his head all too naturally.

seol eun lets out a gentle whimper when she feels him at her entrance, his hands holding onto her thighs and hooking them over his waist.

he pulls away, dragging a trail of saliva between their tongues.

pressing his forehead to hers, he pecks her nose and reaches down, dragging himself along her entrance and spreading out the slick.

a small smile pulls out his lips, tilting his head when he can see the agony and want in her closed eyes and slacked jaw.

he leaves light kisses along her jaw, fingers on his own tip before he pushes himself in.

there's a pained whimper in the back of her throat as she gasps, her fingers squeezing the flesh on his back when he bottoms out.

seol eun can feel her heart racing in her chest, bliss rushing through her bones when he groans into her ear, still kissing her neck and below her ear.

her eyes tear up, chin tilting to the ceiling when he drags himself out and slowly pushes back in. frantic fingers find his jaw and holds it back to her own lips, using him to hide her mewls and muffled cries as he picks up his pace with every thrust.

she breaks the kiss only when she loses her breath, hands dropping to his arms and gripping onto his muscle. she looks down between their writhing bodies, eyes hypnotised by the sight of his inches disappearing from sight and making her feel him instead.

his arms hold his weight up, fringe flopped over his eyes as he huffs, slowly picking up his pace.

but seol eun is too far gone in her own head, mind no longer in control of her body as she shudders and begins to cringe from him brushing the right spot inside her.

hyunjae finds her lips again, both hands gripping the armrest her head was up against. seol eun's palms roam the length of his shoulders, down to his chest and back up to his jaw as his thrusts roughen, his pelvis flat against hers every time he bottoms out.

he swallows every moan, every cry and every wail as he hits her weakness, her body writhing and cringing under him.

seol eun is shot into nothingness and bliss with that final thrust, and he pulls out to release on her stomach.

seol eun wakens when the breath on her forehead hits her eyelashes, tired eyes fluttering open. her blurred vision darts up his chin and to his nose, closed eyes and gentle snoring making her heart race again.

the warmth of his arms around her torso keeps her tapered to his body, half of hers probably resting on his.

it wasn't that much of a great idea to sleep on the couch, but it passed off as an excuse for her to keep curled up against him like she was now.

her arm was wrapped around his lower torso, feeling him rise and sink under her and against her chest. the smoothness his collarbones peeking out from under the blanket somehow reflects the morning light, and then the rest of his pectoral muscles disappear under the cotton.

her eyes are wide open now, scanning his face and memorising how far apart his eyes are.

the arch of his nose.

the shape of his lips.

then the sound of a phone vibrating somewhere makes her shut her eyes - because she knows it's not hers.

hyunjae inhales through his nose, shuffling a little and remaining careful with the girl in his arms now. she feels him reach over the arm rest, the warmth from her side vanishing.

"what is it?" he whispers, the arm under her neck and circled around her shoulders gently rubbing against her back.

seol eun can hear the person on the other end of the line, but she can't tell what the conversation was about.

"today?"

he shifts.

"okay."

the line goes dead, and he reaches over the arm rest to place his phone back onto the table by the couch.

now, seol eun opens her eyes, feigning her morning yawn as she rests her palm to his chest.

"who was that?"

"good morning," he grins gorgeously, pressing a kiss to her forehead. then he tightens his arms around her, fingers playing with her hair by her ear. "just a friend from work."

seol eun blinks. "from the beach?"

"mhm. called me to ask if i could do a last minute shift."

"oh," seol eun swallows, pressing her ear to his chest to listen to his heartbeat. "when do you have to go? are you staying?"

"nah, i gotta go soon," the warm air rushes between them when he pulls away, looking down in her eyes and brushing her hair out of her face. "i gotta go home and wash up."

"okay."

"last night was fun," he chuckles lightly, his fingers drawing circles on her back between her shoulder blades. "but i gotta go, okay?"

"mhm."

he presses a kiss to her lips this time, letting his lips rest on hers for some moments before he pulls away, letting seol eun hold the blanket to herself as he pulls on his clothes.

he turns back when he's fully clothed now, hair in a slight mess after he combed his fingers through. seol eun watches him show himself out of her apartment, messy thoughts running through her head as she lays back down and snuggles into the warmth he left on the couch.

his colleague is a girl?

"mi young came back from lake white today, said her friends probably banged in the holiday house."

"uh huh."

"apparently she found handcuffs in her friend's bag. what the fuck are kids doing nowadays, fucking in holiday houses?"

"uh huh."

"i mean, if you wanna fuck, like- do it in your own house?"

"uh huh."

"why on a school trip? why- are you even listening to me?"

"uh huh."

mi jung drops the book, the paper back clacking against the counter top when she sees seol eun sitting by the window of her bedroom, cheek in her palm as she stares out.

"you're a fucking idiot."

"uh huh."

seol eun is slapped out of her mental debate when she feels a pillow run into her side.

"did you hear a word i said?"

"...yes."

"okay," mi jung hurls the pillow back onto seol eun's bed and crosses her arms. "where did mi young go?"

"lake white."

"what did she find in her friend's bag?"

"handcuff- oh."

"uh huh," mi jung smirks, brows wriggling playfully.

"eugh," seol eun shudders, finally turning around and watching mi jung return to the boxes she has by her bed. "handcuffs? why?"

"how the hell should i know?" mi jung shrugs, pulling out the books from the boxes and laying them on seol eun's table. "are you gonna help me or what? these are your things, by the way."

"no, i just-" seol eun pulls herself to her feet and strides over to mi jung, squatting opposite her at the same box. "thinking."

"about?"

seol eun glances up and unintentionally locks eyes with mi jung.

"why do you look guilty of felony?"

"what?"

"guilty. felony. you look like you just remembered you slept with someone's husband."

seol eun looks away.

"i didn't."

"didn't sleep with someone or didn't sleep with someone's husband?"

seol eun falters for a split second.

"oh my god."

"no-"

"who the hell did you sleep with?" mi jung's eyes are so wide, her eyes could fall out of their sockets. "i leave you alone for one weekend and you slept with someone?"

"i did not sleep with someone."

"oh, just imagine his hands all over you and his lips on your neck and-"

"mi jung!"

"your face is so red!" she squeals, standing and grabbing seol eun onto the bed and thwacking her arm. "details. is he hot?"

seol eun tightens her temples, lips pursed and unable to look at her in the eye.

"oh think of his arms and his hair and-"

"fine, yes. he's hot."

"ooh," mi jung bites on her bottom lip, smiling at her cheekily. "how was he?"

"is privacy still a thing anymore?"

"not with me, it's not."

"wow."

a pause.

"oh the heat and the moaning and the-"

"MI JUNG-"

the taller girl cackles, falling back into her pillows as seol eun's cheeks flush an insane shade of pink, her ears burning and her eyes almost tearing from the embarrassment.

"okay, okay! i'm sorry," she coughs through giggles, sitting up. "okay, then- are you guys dating now or like-"

"no, we're not."

"what? so it was like a one night stand kinda thing? no strings attached?"

"probably a one night stand," seol eun turns back to the box of books, attention catching the box under her table instead.

"that's disappointing," mi jung leans back into her back, laying on her palms and watching the ceiling. "did you use protection?"

"no."

"he didn't come in you, did he?"

"do i look like an idiot to you?" seol eun finally turns and slaps mi jung's foot.

"y'know... some girls hook their legs around the guy so tight that he comes in her and so when she gets pregnant he can't-"

then seol eun picks up a book and begins hitting mi jung's legs.

"ow- ow- OW- STOP IT-" mi jung catches the book and yanks it away from her, leaving seol eun to stand from the foot of the bed and attend to the books instead.

"i was just being dumb for a night, okay? probably just missed someone, that's all," she leans down and picks up the books from the box, sliding them into the shelf above her table.

"does he know about your ex?"

seol eun pauses as she aligns them. "no."

"i don't wanna be the mom here but... you know you're walking on eggshells here, right?"

seol eun looks down at the small mirror she has on the table.

"yeah."

#nevertheless: pride and dignity #hyunjae smut #tbz smut #the boyz smut #hyunjae scenarios #hyunjae imagines #hyunjae fluff #the boyz scenarios #the boyz imagines #tbz scenarios #tbz imagines #im not even gonna bother tagging juyeon lmao

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stubbychaos · 5 years ago

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Saviin’ika Chapter 13 Sneak Peek

So I wasn’t sure what part of this chapter I should post as a sneak peek and I had a few different parts I was super excited about, but after the last episode of the Mandalorian, it felt only fitting to include the Razor Crest :( </3

No warnings for this sneak peek, other than Paz and Din being big dumb himbos (We love to see it) thank you @datmando�� for letting me scream at you all day about this🥺😭

“I never thought I would ever see anything like this,” You find yourself eventually whispering without even thinking about it, and Paz’s visor instantly jolts upwards to meet your sad gaze, “Whenever my mother and I would look up at the stars and wish to run away from Nevarro, we thought we were just being foolish and far too hopeful. I never would have thought…” Immediately, your warrior grows quiet and solemn, staring up at you as you eventually find your words, “I wish she could see how pretty this is. Maybe she’s here with us--somewhere in the stars.”

He doesn’t say anything after that and perhaps he doesn’t know what to say as you simply rest against the pilot’s chair with quiet reverence, still not quite registering that you are no longer on your home planet. The typically talkative warrior grows quiet, simply letting his leather-clad palms rest upon the blue Beskar covering his thighs as the two of you watch the long streams of starlight together. You can tell that there’s so much he wants to stay, though he refrains as the doors to the cockpit promptly slide open and you quickly turn around at the same time Paz does, both of your gazes meeting the tense bounty hunter’s visor.

“You got a problem, Djarin?”

“Yeah,” Din scoffs, causing the blue warrior to rise to his feet and you let out an exasperated sigh, resting a hand on the Beskar covering Paz’s belly, “You’re in my seat.”

Paz simply grunts as you keep your hand firmly pressed against his abdomen, hopefully swaying him from attempting to strike the hunter. You anxiously shift your gaze between the fearsome warriors, trying to think of some solution to get rid of the tension that is oh so palpable in the small cockpit, though you’ve spent enough time with Mandalorians to know that the majority of them are stubborn and hot-headed. As the two continue to stare each other down, you fear that one of them is actually going to kill the other, going against the whole reason why the Armorer tasked you to take care of both Mandos.

“Do you know where we’re going?” You randomly inquire, effectively distracting both of them as you peer up at Paz with wide eyes, a confused hum slipping past his vocoder as he immediately forgets about Din, “Well, I was just wondering because we told Odisian we would buy something special for him. Do you think that where we’re going, there will be a good marketplace to find him a good gift?”

Before Paz can answer, the hunter speaks in a quiet, albeit strained, rasp.

“Odisian?”

His curiosity surprises you and Paz instantly tenses up, making you think there’s something he’s not telling you, though you decide it can wait until later. You offer Din a soft smile at the mention of the youngling that had been struggling to say goodbye to you just moments ago, “Yes, the child that I mentioned before--the reason why we were late. He was really upset that Paz and I were leaving, but we promised to bring back something special for him. D-Do you know if there’s a marketplace where we’re going?”

Another blanket of awkward silence coats the cockpit, your hand still pressed against Paz’s Beskar-clad stomach as you patiently wait for the hunter’s answer. For a moment, you don’t think he’s going to say anything, perhaps thinking your question to be insignificant or silly, and you remember his hesitation long ago when you had asked him what he would do if his quarry was a child. It didn’t make sense to you and it still doesn’t--the way he had hesitated, given the fact that he’s a foundling himself--and you suddenly regret bringing up Odisian to Din, thinking he must not understand why you’re so excited to find the perfect gift for the child.

“We’re not here for a shopping trip,” Din eventually grunts and your shoulders slump a little, though he quietly speaks upon noticing the way you smile sadly and nod, “But I... I think there might be some sort of shopping center where we’re going, since the planet is heavily populated. If we have time, we’ll check it out.”

Without another word, he pushes past you and Paz, and you gaze up at the blue warrior with a small smile, though he seems utterly unamused and unsatisfied with the hunter’s clipped answer. Feeling as though a little progress has been made, you tug Paz back to your seats, though curiosity gets the better of you before he can sit down, “Will you show me around the ship?”

Both of their helmets jolt to the side to meet your owlish gaze, though you’re only staring up at your warrior as he lets out a staticky sigh, nodding his scuffed helmet in a jolting manner and muttering something that sounds threatening to the hunter as you’re led out of the cockpit.

“Let’s go, Saviin’ika.”

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#sneak peek #paz vizsla x you #paz vizsla x reader #the mandalorian #ODISIAN PLAYS SUCH A HUGE ROLE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER AND I'M SO EXCITED!!!#Y'ALL SEEM TO LOVE HIM AND SO DO I!! 🥺

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thasorns-moved · 3 years ago

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content creator appreciation! list five favorite sets you’ve made and send this ask to five other content creators 💖 (no pressure if you don't want to do it or have done this already 😘)

zey 🌻 amazing beautiful bean that you are💜 (that prev. ask got mixed, ignore it pls 🤣)

Gei, you precious human being!! 💖 which chooses the most beautiful scenes out of dramas and make it seem like the most heartstopping loving drama out there. ✨ I hope you're doing well and staying hydrated? Thank you for this ask (which I got yesterday and read BUT I needed my laptop for this to answer) 💕

Since my url is toptaps and it's related to Toptap let's start with him. my favorite set of him is and will always stay the same - this one. I like it and it's the cutest sh*t ever. honorable mentions - this and for the thirsty people this.

Since 2g/still2g was/is a part of my soul, I will go with it next. I was debating with myself which mantype scene, I should choose but I can't. I love them too much to choose one instead I chose this one bc I don't know, I like the colors in it.

Earnpear deserves their own enumeration. Yes, am I still riding the agenda? (it's not a question even when I put one there.) also with this one my answer is still the same - this one. Even though I could've used other fonts (which I regret now but I still like this set very much.)

We can stay with the girls and move on to the bad buddy girls, inkpha. I only made one but thus to mention: I really like the coloring and the fonts I used. (I maybe could've replaced the fonts in the 3rd and 4th one but I really like the 2nd one. Sappho alone deserves to be in those lists.) honorable mention - It's because I like. the 3rd gif so much and how I merged it together.

I'm already at 7 fave sets and I still have two to lists what now? Can I still mention them? I will do it though - I am sorry if this already got super long but how can I lists my fave sets and never mention Sammy in any of them? That would be a crime especially since I love her very much. (was debating with myself again if I should mention Sammy or Neen). honorable mention - which has nothing to do with Sammy at all but I'm already at the end. This set. from Not Me because I like the coloring of the fonts and the fonts I used).

In the end 9 fave sets which I am also very proud of because I also could've used scenes from 8 years ago (yeah, that's how long I am on this hellsite and longer. Exactly 10 years ago, whoa my first post on this blog was on the 27th April 2012). Anyway, that's not relative to this ask. I hope you'll enjoy going through them and thank you so so much for sending this in. I hope you'll have a wonderful day/night filled with memorable moments, happiness, calmness around your soul and heart, many smiles and laughters 🌸🧡

#asked #snimeat #I got through my whole pagetags list to make this list anyway #I swear I’ll send some asks out after iftaar #take care of yourself and stay hydrated ♥️#gei tag #tag game

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taeyungie · 4 years ago

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name 5 creators that stand out to you and tell us why! ❤️

ONLY 5?????? 😭😭😭😭 ANONIE PLS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE ONLY 5 WHEN ALL PEOPLE I FOLLOW ARE BEYOND TALENTED 😭😭😭 i don't like choosing because i really have something to say about each one of the blogs i follow, they're all unique in their own way :( but I'll choose blogs from the top of my head that i remember adminig for the longest amount of time! i think that's fair hehe

@jung-koook – hehe i of course had to choose Sky as the first one that comes up to my mind, the answer is not biased just because she's my best friend i promise 😂❤️ i chose her also because i absolutely cannot wrap my head around how 👏 talented 👏 she 👏 is 👏 AND SHE STILL HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME THAT "I MUST HAVE MISTAKEN HER BLOG FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S" I'M LITERALLY FUMING WHEN I HEAR THAT SJSBSJJSJSJSK her content really has one of the most beautiful styles i have ever seen here, it's unmistakable, her coloring is always fitting and gorgeous, never too much and always perfectly toned. scenes she chooses to gif? always the best. her edits? gorgeous, so creative, bring me so much joy. from my perspective it looks like Sky has no bad days when it comes to creating content, everything that comes from her hands is a masterpiece, even if she thinks something she made is ugly i'm still collecting my jaw from the floor anyway, summing up she's the queen. she absolutely deserves all the compliments and love she receives and she should be complimented every day, no one's doing it like her and i'm not the first one to say it but she really is carrying our fandom on tumblr on her own shoulders, she's the most consistent in what she does, i truly admire her for that and for her dedication ❤️ my precious, hardworking bee 🐝💘

@slipped-away – HAN 👏 oh my goodness, Han. where do i even start, has everyone seen Han's gfx's, edits, icons? ONLY MENTIONING HER IS ENOUGH THERE'S NOTHING TO EXPLAIN LOL SKNSJSKS her talent is honestly mind blowing to me, her style is so unique and it's impossible to mistaken her works with anyone else, there's no need to look at url to know that she created certain thing. every work she released has so much charm and magic in it, it's incredible how she always comes up with new ideas that are all just as amazing

@kkulmoon - i always loved Amai's style so much and to me it's honestly so unique, especially her coloring, it's also impossible to confuse her gifs with anyone else's, the type of content she puts out is also so unique, her compilations and all gifs in general, i feel like they're so incomparable and i'm always getting excited like a little kid for candies when i see her new creations LOL, i sometimes scroll through her gif tag just to look at her gifs because that's how much i love them 😭❤️

@taee - in all seriousness Julia's my favorite fellow tae stan KANSJSKS even though we haven't been really talking i get such an incredible amount of joy from interacting with her on dash and screaming about each other gifs on dash LOL ❤️ AND I MEAN EVERYTHING I SAY UNDER ALL HER GIFS AND GFX'S, she's so talented in both ways that it's mindblowing to me, i don't even know where to start talking about her graphics because it's so overwhelming to me how wonderful things she releases are, i completely lose my ability to speak when there's so much that i wanna say about an art piece LMAO and all her gifs bring me so much joy too and their theme is always so great ❤️

@hobibestboy - since the first day i followed Teresa and went through her gifs i was always so amazed and excited for all her gifs, she's so good at creating such interesting and precious content, sometimes it's unbelievable that someone can put out such a good content 😭 the edits are always so creative and beautiful, the gifs are always so interesting and incredible, the coloring is unique and gorgeous, i always know that's her gifs i'm seeing! LONG STORY SHORT IM IN LOVE WITH HER GIFS 😭 her content brought me so much closer to Hobi too, and i'm absolutely overjoyed because of that, she's so talented and hardworking, she deserves all the praise and love!! 🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️

I wish i could put here so much more people and i regret there was only 5 slots i could fill 😭 BUT as i said earlier, i have something like this to say for all of creators, everyone on this site is incredible and deserves all the praise 🥺

#anonymous #answered

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doomed-syko · 4 years ago

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thank you so much for the tag @carmccannt 🖤💕

1. why did you choose your url?

actually, i don’t really know anymore haha. what i know is that it wasn’t my first url for this blog (the first one was probably tøp related; shame on me) and i do still know what it’s referenced. when i chose this url i was in a pretty heavy bring me the horizon phase (i still am, who am i kidding?) and their song doomed was on repeat for me at that time. the syko comes from oli sykes twitter name, which is @/olobersyko… long explanation i know

2. any sideblogs?

no, not really. i have one url saved but i don’t actually use it, but i’ve thought about maybe making a sideblog

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

tbh? i have no clue. i’ve had this blog for probably two, maybe two and a half years at this point? (the first post i made on here was in february 2019 i’m pretty sure) but i’ve had a blog before this which i deleted at some point (huge fucking regret) so i would say i’ve been on tumblr probably since late 2017/early 2018?? really no clue sorry

4. do you have a queue tag?

probably? i don’t actually use it tho because i always forget lol 😅

5. why did you start this blog in the first place?

to post and read about anything regarding tøp lol, which over the last years turned into me talking about basically anything i’m obsessed with at the moment and posting some of my writing here and there

6. why did you choose your icon?

because i’m very fucking bisexual and very in love with robert keating and anaïs gallagher… i remember when she posted this picture in colour (because it only existed in b&w before) because inhaler twitter lost their goddamn minds lol

7. why did you choose your header?

i quite like a matching layout (i blame twitter) and i didn’t want anything too busy as my header so i opted for the dark burgundy red with my url on it

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

probably just one where i thirsted over sweaty van mccann…

9. how many mutuals do you have?

honestly? idk. i have the tendency to not follow people back for the simple reason that i honestly and truly just forget to do it, oops… so i can’t name and count them all but they probably know who they are and they are very loved by me and all deserve a huge kiss xx

10. how many followers do you have?

253… which first of all: thank you so fucking much, second: why the fuck do you guys follow me 😅 like that’s so many people huh

11. how many people do you follow?

62 ranging from catb related blogs over marvel fic writers to mcr update blogs lol

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

all the time omg. a lot of my tumblr posts are just my last two brain cells fighting to survive while creating dumb memes and making stupid one liners

13. how often do you use tumblr a day?

idk probably between 5 to 10 times a day? it just really depends. there are days i’m rarely on here (for just like a minute before i close the app again and don’t look at it for the rest of the day) and sometimes i can spend hours browsing tumblr… still not as bad as twitter because i just checked and i spend almost 18 hours on there on average this week 💀💀

14. did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

no and i hope it stays that way. i’ve only had good interactions on this hell site so far lol

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

depend on what it’s about in the end of the day. if it’s something that’s very important to me i’ll probably reblog it

16. do you like tag games?

i love LOVE tag games!! especially if it has anything to do with favourite artist or music in general! tag me as much as you want i’ll probably do them even if i did them before (if i don’t forget to do it haha)

17. do you like ask games?

YES SO MUCH!! i rarely get tagged in them but pls keep em coming!!

18. which one of your mutuals is tumblr famous?

i’ve i had to pick one person it would probably be @pacifymebby because i don’t know if she realizes how well known she is outside of tumblr/wattpad but believe me she’s basically carrying catb wattpad/catb fanfic tumblr on her back!! (i’ve had conversations on fucking twitter about this before actually) she has also super kind and has on many occasions complicated my music taste which makes her automatically fucking cool hehe… besides that, i feel like especially on catb tumblr the core people are pretty well known around :)

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

no, not really because i don’t know you all enough and the ones i do know are people i consider very good/close friends!!

this took long but it was very fun (that kinda rhymes lol). i’m tagging: @itwontalwaysbelikethiss @fenderenderender and @pacifymebby (don’t be pressured tho, if you don’t wanna do it that’s totally fine xx)

#tag game

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nako-doodles · 4 years ago

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30 Questions Tag

tagged by @jiminslight @jihopes & @jinbestboy 🥺🥺 thank you darlings 💖✨

name/nickname: shirley

star sign: scorpio

height: 5’7

birthday: oct 26th

favorite band: as of this moment: my ankle band (and i guess epik high, bts, dreamcatcher, day6, one ok rock, shinee, wondergirls)

time: 11pm

favorite solo artist: lee hi, sohyang, suran, sunmi

song stuck in your head: ngl still hung up on jin's avengers moment. gonna be dangling there like his chokers for the rest of forever. catch me replaying his prechorus vocal run from now to the end of forever.

last movie you watched: the babies demanded that i play happy feet today for our last class before summer

free space! *dances around like a fool* love you 💖💖

last show: asobi asobase aka the funniest most chaotic anime about 3 girls trying out-do each other in games

when i created this blog: 2018 methinks but ive had tumblr on and off since....2011?

what i post: the occasional pixel art i guess?

last thing i googled: when did turkey move its capital to ankara? bc i was teaching istanbul and the bosphorus to the kids and they asked. its 1923 for those of you wondering. after the fall of the ottoman empire.

other blogs: no idea how yall do it w that multi blog nonsense

do i get asks? im a teacher. fielding asks is basically my job.

why i chose my url? been space cowboying since 2019 but bass boosted now w ptd jin

following: 323 (back again w my palindromes)

followers: ive had a couple toddlers follow me around the school does that count?

average hours of sleep: doing my darnest to get at least 8 bc im old and need the zzzs to have the stamina to follow children around all day

lucky number: 11

instruments: mad white board marker compass wielder. i guess i also know the piano and flute.

what am i wearing? white puffy sleeved embroidered croptop, black grid high-waisted lounge pants, baby pink sneakers

dream job: get paid to do absolutely nothing fuck capitalism

favorite food: all manner of warm hearty soupy things....nabe, hotpot, soup dumplings, noodles, curry, stew.....

tea or coffee: depends on what im eating tbh

nationality: *sigh* american

favorite song: according to my itunes: epik high's here comes the regrets ft. lee hi and day6's i would

last book i read: the last book i finished (and cried over) was paul kalanithi's when breath becomes air and one more read through of the phonebooth in mr. hirota's garden for the kids (yes its a picture book but its still one of the most incredible books ive ever read). i just started reading laura van den berg's i hold a wolf by the ears (so far reading very much like having a conversation with a upper middle class white suburb millennial) and frances cha's if i had your face (a woke youtube video analysis on east asian modern society). if someone has books to rec me pls hmu. im struggling.

top three fictional universes i would like to live in: a world where i dont have to wear a mask in 40 some degree weather many thanks 💖💖

tagging: @cafejoon @stargazingjin @taemaknae @mintagust @loverjimin @jung-koook @taee @taejinnies @tae-bebe & anyone who wants to ✨

#im sad bc the english section in the libraries here are very sad #its basically 120% english studying material and like 30958920 copies of lady of the camelias #i am in dire need of books to read thank you #hash tag games

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vacueabissi · 4 years ago

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Tagged by @dysphorie. Sorry, I am late as always, but thank you💜💜❤

1. Why did you choose your URL?

In all these years I don't think I have ever given the actual real reason as of why I choose this name but the truth is... when I got on tumblr I was really really really really into Marble Hornets and creepypastas, so I shaped my online persona around it. Here I am, years later, using as my online nickname the name of a Marble Hornets' OC. But one could try and see some deeper meaning to it, Idk.

2. Any side blogs?

I have my art side blog @theark-ofvoid with which I switched urls, and an horror side blog that is very heavy @the-spiral-distortion I also have a side blog for all my weeb stuff but tumblr shadowbanned it and I can't tag it.

3. How long have you been on Tumblr?

Hm... I once had another blog before this one that I made in 2012 but I had to nuke it because some irl jerks found it and harassed me... so, I guess almost 9 years. Shit, I am old.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

No, I queued only a couple of things for meme reasons but no. If you don't see me post for a while it's how I meant it to be. Only my artblog has a queue.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

As I said... I was really really really really really into creepypastas and ARGs and specifically MH, and the tumblr fandom in 2012 was very active and wide. Now it is almost dead.

6. Why did you choose your icon?

Drew it myself to represent me, but I am disliking it now and I may have to draw a new one.

7. Why did you choose your header?

I had one that was just my url name but tumblr kept destroying the quality of the image and so I removed it... If I will ever put it back, I would choose a different one thou.

8. What is your post with the most popular notes?

A stolen tweet that I regret posting here. My notifications haven't known peace since.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

Oof Idk, maybe 10... or 20... I have no idea. I remember only the active ones, sorry.

10. How many followers do you have?

2k something but they come and go every once in a while.

11. How many ppl do you follow?

Uuh... hm... maybe 1500 something.

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

My whole life is a shitpost *badum tsch--* *enanched silence*

13. How often do you use Tumblr?

I had to limit myself to two hours max a day bc I am too much online...

14. Have you ever had a fight with another blog?

If you are on tumblr since more than 1 year and have never had a fight with another blog, you are either lying or you aren't active at all. Blog fights are part of the tumblr experience.

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog’ posts?

Unless it's something urgent, I scroll past. I hate being guilt driven into reblogging something, not everyone in the world has the same experience.

16. Do you like tag games?

YES YES YES YES YES PLS TAG ME IN TAG GAMES I LOVE THEM EVEN THOU I SUCK AT DOING THEM ON TIME

17. Do you like ask games?

Yep, I always appreciate them.

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?

@one-time-i-dreamt, do I need to say more? (Sorry for tagging you, btw)

19. Do you have a crush on a Tumblr mutual?

I... uh... hm... The weather is nice.

I tag... uuuh... @theforgottendaydreamer @the-not-so-dark-age @petalsandpurity @dorklord-maouvioletta @renownedmeme and whoever wants to try.

#tag game #dysphorie

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jinsearthh · 4 years ago

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Interview Tag 📝

Tagged by: @inkofyoongi (god I was so excited when she tagged me cuz she’s by far one of my fav writers)

Rules: answer questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better!

Name/Nickname: Maria Julia/Maju

Gender: she/her

Star sign: Taurus

Height: 164 cm

Time currently: 12:51 am

When is your birthday: April 26

Favorite band/groups: bts, little mix, one direction and Jonas brothers and GLEE CAST

Favorite solo artist: Beyoncé, Taylor swift... there’s more but i can’t remember rn

Song stuck in your head: psycho by red velvet

Last movie you watched: ahh I don’t remember exactly but I think it was avengers endgame

Last show you binged: glee (I’m watching it for the forth time 😬)

When you created you (main) blog: I think it was April or March 2020

Last thing you googled: something about Aristotle to answer a question

Other blogs: my recs blog @jinsearthhrecs please follow me my recs are amazing you won’t regret it

Why I chose my URL: because I’m terrible at choosing usernames so I just put the first name that came to my mind and thanks to god it was available but I love it

How many people at are you following: around 500

How many followers do you have: around 200

Avarage hours of sleep: 8 hours

Lucky number: I don’t have one but I wish I had

Instruments: no

What I’m currently wearing: pyjamas :)

Dream job: something related to makeup, beauty, social media, influencers... Or the sugar baby of a hot millionaire ceo

Dream trip: New York, South Korea, India, and also wanna travel around Brazil bc my home is so beautiful and there’s a lot of things to see and explore 🇧🇷

Favorite food: Brazilian barbecue; rice, beans and farofa (the three of them together); pizza; pastel; empada; pão de queijo; salpicão; panqueca; sweet popcorn (sorry I’m a Brazilian food whore)

Nationally: Brazilian (but I wanna make clear that I hate Bolsonaro bc I know our reputation is not really good abroad but he doesn’t represent me and I wanna kick his balls)

Favorite song: that is really good question I wish I knew the answer too...

Top three fictional universes you’d like to live in: Harry Potter, gossip girl (bc I love sharing gossip with my besties), and greys anatomy (just so that i could punch Owen in the face, tell levi to stay way from his ex boyfriend bc he deserves so much more and also kiss Jackson Avery bc he’s 🥵)

Ok this was a long ride!! Vale, thank you again for tagging me, I really like you and I’ll always support your writing 💖

Tagging: (I’m sorry for always tagging you guys pls tell if it’s too annoying and I’ll stop 💖) @sevenforeverbulletproof @blueupiphany @yeojaa @xjoonchildx @adventuresinwonderlust @nvmguk @samros95 @singultry @flowerseokjin @sunkissedjk and anyone else who wants to join

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neo-shitty · 4 years ago

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toffee!

hehe glad i could make you laugh, oooh that sounds awesome! yeah id love to be tagged it sounds great :)

YES the differences are so fucking weird. like, they do know they're the same age right? i feel like its just an exagguration of how much the persons role in the group matters, like we see chan being held up as such a mature, old leader while jungkook who is literally the same age, is still babied etc. like enha hyung line is basically the same age (if a bit younger) as chenle and jisung but somehow the rules are different?? as you point out, still legal but still bizarre. hehe yeah, i mean where else are we going to rant? quora lol. mmm, hopefully more people can just write less smut abt people who are barely adults

ah, no prob it didnt take long. yeah i think thats right (i keep forgetting you know my url lol) mmhmm :( i think if that happened irl there would be some major trauma going on. knock wood it never happens to you or me lol (/hj)

hehe same! oooh glad Redemption For Cheese was realised! yess we cant rllycomplain that theyve written/produced too much good music lol. yeah, ive dragged him into being a stay so *dusts hands off* mission accomplished. mmm yeah, they tend to have a certain vibe but tbh it couldve worked if they were any other group but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ahh ur one step ahead of me on the stages of listening to ssick i think, still not convinced but thats okay! hehe, it had to be said. yesss the itch in the back of my brain is very satisfied by sorry i love you, felixs vocals deserve to be appreciated! (side note i feel like hes trying to sing more like his speaking voice, sorta husky, but tbh i wouldnt be mad if he sang like in glow, his sweet honey vocals made my life lol. but i think ive heard him say he doesnt like singing like that cos it makes his normal voice less husky, so what can you do)

> YES SOMEONE SAID IT. seungmin rap KING, he sped thru that rap like it was nothing, he deserves more rap lines. i do like how they gave minho some melodic rap lines this comeback, my guy deserved to show off those skills that made him not be eliminated (flashbacks to stay collectively wanting to murder jyp) and we already know changbin can sing, my man murdered masked singer. hyunjin can obviously sing as can jisung and felix, and i want to hear chan rap more! i feel like he started as part of 3racha (as a rap unit not producing) and then just became a vocalist (which im fine with, but it could be nice to hear him flex his rapping skills) and was partially replaced by hyunjin. anywayyy

back to album talk. lmaooo sad music to twerk to PERFECTLY describes silent cry. yes secret secret is and will always be, a masterpiece. hehe glad i could make you laugh :) i just felt like they have similar vibes. putting off skz stuff bc of not having time to cry IS the kpop stan life summarised. oh my beloved track, red lights. ahh thats okay, we can have different opinions, but by god the lyrics are *chefs kiss*. *banging on table* TWISTED AU TWISTED AU TWISTED AU. yess id love to see ur take on it! sdfghjkl it would have been glorious

no no! not stupid, just able to predict my brainwaves. ooooh thats so cool! makes me want to go there (wherever there is lol) yeah the waves are pretty good here, but none of my familys a surfer, so we dont rlly enjoy the full potential lol. YES moving on to gone away, it is indeed a heartwrenching track, but the vocals and the bloody key change? makes me want to brave being sad just to listen to it. mmm yeah, good point :( i feel like ive just gotten used to overthinking so much so that it doesnt matter what mood im in, ill do it anyway, so might as well just do what i feel like doing anyway.

yeah i think ur right! it is quite comforting knowing that all the tracks will get the love they deserve. i feel like also people assume kpop is just one genre which is utter bs. there are so many different vibes and feels and songs, i couldnt get into kpop (of which i thought only the bright cheerful present day bts stuff existed smh) until i heard gods menu so... idk where i was going with this but yeah. :)

YES FUCK YG, theyre literally on the brink of being kicked out of the big three and they are holding their salvation hostage without letting them do ANYTHING. idek what thought process goes thru their minds but arghhh its so infuriating. yess lisa's cb will be awesome but ot4 is the gold standard here.

hehe, glad u could get to this point. no no! u dont sound like a cult member at all lol yeah, i loooove some of their songs but the whole 23 members thing is getting to me. thats prob a common problem with nctzens but what can i say? im a simple girl with a limit to how many korean boys i can give my money to. atm im just trying to get into ateez and finish memorising enhypen's faces. also kard is kinda sucking me into their fandom atm, as well as eric name lol. ah what can you do? ooh thats good!

hehe i love it too! its exactly like online penpals, that was rlly well put. aww ty! hmm im okay, recovering from a bad case of rsv so thats fun. im doing okay mentally, starting therapy soon (after having to convince my mother that its not just smth i can brush off). physically i wont go into, basically i should be doing stretches to help but they dont completely fix it so my lazy ass doesnt do them, plus i got told recently im going to be stuck with this condition for the rest of my life so thats fun! ah, before you type smth dw abt me ill be fine. the weather atm is cloudy but warm, its been raining on and off today which is good for the garden. uhh i just finished reading sunburnt veils and im in the middle of prom theory which is rlly good. ummm ive got a concert tonight? that i may or may not be able to sing in (bc of the whole rsv thingo) and uhhhh idk. my dog is cute? im drinking tea rn? ive got a school dance coming up?

wbu? hows ur day going, how are you? whats the weather like on ur end? done anything interesting lately? found smth that makes you rlly happy? just any random thing youve been dying to tell someone?

no no! dont apologise, i love these exchanges. i think im happy to continue them for a long time :) on the other hand, if you get tired of them, feel free to just not answer at any time. goodness gracious this was a long ask haha hope it isnt too annoying

<3 w.a. 🐺

sorry it took me a bit to reply, i was fixing my theme ;n;

yeah, i figured it was because of the roles too. my friends and i still get taken aback when 3rd gen idols are the same age as 4th gen ones. in my head it doesn't add up sometimes. PLS THE RANT AT QUORA SKJDK tbh tho it's just going to be normalized as the years pass? esp that the boys are growing older and the amount of explicit fics will just increase. i might have to start blocking tags.

i had to look up the previous ask to remember what we were talking about xd i hope the events in champagne problems never happens to anyone. realistically, it probably happens a lot. damn i really won't wish that pain on anyone. dragging your brother into being a stay i whEEZED JFKSA additional noeasy music enthusiast o.o and ALL I CAN SAY WITH YOU GUSHING ABT FELIX IS AHA WHIPPEEEED OML can't blame you tho, i also want to hear felix sing more in other shades (if that makes sense HAHA) i really hope they'll do the role exchange in the next comeback :( or like in the near future bc i know they can do it :( the day i hear seungmin rapping it i will respectfully pass away. minho was given more lines this comeback thank fUCK i could rmb my irl being vocal abt her frustration. i don't get why minho barely has center time/lines in title tracks??? like the line distribution in the past eras just made me ???? if seventeen can balance lines with 13 members why cant a group of 8 do the same? moving on. i haven't watched the stray kids show simply bc i don't want to cry HAJS but i've seen clips. imagine if skz debuted without minho and felix?!?!? i rmb another irl catching bias feels towards changbin bc of the masked singer only to find out that the man's a rapper. i love how skz's vocals were highlighted this comeback :c there were a lot of mellow tracks! i find it cute when chan sings/raps bc it gets kinda obvious that he's a foreigner? the accent (im not even sure if it's the accent) it just shows. "putting off skz stuff bc of not having time to cry IS the kpop stan life summarised." CORRECT.

abt the twisted au o.O i'll inquire my irl if she wants to write it or not. if she doesn't want to, i'll do it. i miss writing twisted aus <3___<3 and i also miss going to the beach with my friends :' ) but it's starting to get cold here and i don't think i'll be able to enjoy the beach as much as i would if i went beaching in the summer. so maybe next summer? gone away really has an sm-ballad vibe. the thing about skz being a self-producing group, their songs don't sound like typical jype songs? and i just appreciate that bc in all honesty im not a fan of jyp groups at all. PLS the overthinking. i wish i could mute overthinking.

anyone who assumes kpop is just one genre obv hasn't listened to a single track. if kpop was just one genre why do i like some tracks more than the others??? oh you've only recently become a kpop stan? tbh im not a fan of the bright songs of bts either. i liked their older ones *chefs kiss* really matched high school vibes. yg has good artists and they're just wasting the talent ~.~ that strategy they have will get tiring eventually. people will stop waiting on blackpink and move on to newer more active groups ://

HAHAHAH yeah the 23 members is pretty overwhelming! it was the reason i didn't bother stanning before quarantine started. i don't regret stanning tho, met my ult bias in that group <3___<3 i don't really purchase albums unless i like the tracks xd ohhh getting into ateez just in time for the comeback! let me know what you think about them! i was fond of them at some point but grew out of it. good luck with memorizing enhypen! it took me a while to distinguish to people there XD i haven't checked out kard yet but chan plays their songs during lives and they're sexc hype music me likey *u*

i had to look up rsv im sorry. i'm glad you're recovering! please rest more and don't stress yourself out. bro i wish i could go to therapy too bc i have weird issues i can't justify and i need a professional to tell me what's the reason behind it. stuck with what condition btw? what happened? i'm sorry in case i just forgot. yesterday was a bit rainy for me too :(( it's not the type of rainy that makes me anxious so B) oh concert! good luck and i hope you'll be able to sing but i also don't think it's best for you rn :c what's your dog's breed? and yes i just finished drinking tea too. AAAAA i miss school dances :(( the last one i was supposed to have was cancelled bc of covid.

i was less productive today and i'm teetering between being mentally stable and becoming a hermit again. i'm anxious with a lot of things atm so like : D not the best state. today it was a bit sunny but not hot hot which was nice. i changed my theme today bc i couldn't wait for sept. 1st. and no i haven't found anything that makes me happy HAHAHA shit like that's hard to identify. don't have anything to say too, i'm just thinking about why i'm procrastinating too much atm T_T and i'm listening to this rap song atm and one of the rappers sounded like han.

it isn't annoying! i enjoy the long exchanges but i do admit it takes me awhile to type down a reply. so if i get more busy, it'll prolly take a bit longer for me to reply.

#toff.asks #wild anon 🐺

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