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you're a dog (i'm your man) chapter two done........
#i am once again. Afraid#bb curtsbigspoon is reading it over for me#but i will be sleeping on it and hopefully working up the courage to post it before this evening <33#YUCKYYY does it ever get less scary pouring ur heart into little words in a silly little doc and setting it free into the web#probs not xx#the way each time i post a fic it's like self imposed exposure therapy BSDGSJ#dog coded bucky fic#johnslittlespoon yaps
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I actually hate this stupid pangolin so much. This stupid shoulder thing. Actually i hate this.
#Pangkey#pangi#lukey#i adore them sm#i hope everyone understands that this is sarcastic#I love them btw did i say that already?#Happy pride btw! Probs gonna post a dump at midnight for that xx#the realm
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i’m still mourning their deaths😔😔
#edit! going on a hiatus guys. i haven;t properly announced it yet but leaving it here cause i can’t be bothered 2 post anything rn😔#BUT ILY ALL TAKE CARE XX!! i’ll be back probs in a few#hxh#hunter x hunter#hxh fanart#chimera ant arc#chimera ant royal guards#neferpitou#shaiapouf#menthuthuyoupi#pitou#pouf#youpi#hxh art#fanart#redraw from last year ifykyk😔😔
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guy who can't (or won't?) pick a personal style.. he's just like me fr
#another sim who will languish in my library for eternity rip xx#actually no he'll probs be a townie in the future which might be an even worse fate idk
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Addiction talk
Sooo I've never considered myself an alcoholic bc I didn't drink that often. But when I think about it, I kinda did lol. As a young teenager I drank (to the point of blackout) every weekend, usually twice. When I got older, say from I was 16, I had periods of only drinking once or twice a week to drinking 5-7 days a week. That basically lasted until I was 23. I still often blacked out. I never drank responsibly. Once I had the first sip, I kept going until I couldn't anymore. Didn't stop when I puked. Actually even puked on purpose so I could keep going.
At 23 I stopped drinking bc I did realize it was a problem.. 23 - 27 (when I got preg) I only drank once or twice a year, bc i had decided to be sober but I failed as soon as I went to a party. Always blacked out.
Then I realized my baby daddy was an alcoholic and that disgusted me. I decided to never drink again. And I haven't and still don't plan to. I've actually been pretty open about being sober now.
But my baby daddy also didn't drink every day all the time yk. He was sober for a few months and then went off and relapsed and in those periods he did drink every day.
Anyways,
A part of me starting to consider myself an alcoholic bc once it's near me, I have no control. I always used it to suppress parts of myself, to shut down thoughts and so I'd just be "the fun crazy girl who simply didn't care"
But part of me feels like I'm overreacting? But that might actually be the addiction talking? Idkkkk man
It doesn't really matter bc I've decided to be sober and stop the bullshit. But yea. My silly little autistic brain likes labels lol
#if you actually read this ily#no one will probs bc i never get many notes lol#theres also no point to this really i just had to vent#i think im an alcoholic#im also an addict and except for weed i also had periods that i didn't use but i still knew i was addicted#ok thats all xx#sav vents
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pls this came for me hard 💀
#me writing n ignoring Torian probs doesnt even know periods..#no fr my fictional men preference to write is this...why#xx#add#blade bronwyn#too#laurent rosier#uhh#right#that guy from Tailor Tales#Jaemes was it#Jeamie..?#um#oh rightt Jumin Han#mystic messenger#tailor tales#shepherds of haven#perfumare#torian was 18 so he s free from this list#attack on titan#levi ackerman#he was the point of this t*iktok n got me thinking lol#waitttt tbh??#alucard hellsing#and he s 100000+ old
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me vs nobara!
#tbt.#aw! this was SO cute: wish there was more of a variety on Black hairstyles ( & skintones ) though.#nyways ... first class of the week flew by so fast. love that ( for me ) i'm basically caught up & doing good in both i'm taking so far!#will be placing this blog on a queue ( at least 'til this first semester's over ) probably? but i don't have classes on friday:#so i'll be pushing out IC content on thursday + all thru the weekend after my final ( second course's ) class is over with.#probs gonna put out a permanent plotting call then ( on thursday ) too: but i'm prioritizing deep cleaning + being more active. :)#& i know i'm not the best at comms ( tysm autism ) but i wanna reach out to ppl to plot & stuff.#gna be more friend focused & plot driven movin forward. nyways my disc is gurltism if any of u'd like to add!#can't wait to be here later in the week: xx!
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me when my tumblr feed isn't feeding me the feed i want to be fed :(
#ceri talks ₊˚ෆ#it's almost midnight if u couldn't tell by my incoherence#ok logging off probs mayb i'll queue some stuff up ♡#be more active tmr xx#also may be making a tt acc stay tuned !!
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im turning off anons for a while mates, sorry!!
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do you have a tag for your nsfw posts?
I can get with nsft, I'll add that
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arizona robbins return is bringing my fic writing brain back from the dead😌
#is it though#probs not! but anyways#life update ummm I’ve got lots of exciting things coming up but I’m also writing my dissertation and also assignments so the stress is REAL#BUT ITS OKAY XX
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✮ DIVINITY ✮


HI GUYSs!! how r u babbiz doing😋😋 i’m going away again after this😔😔 art production has been very scarce…..i sadly only pick up a pen on a random good day n it usually is just a doodle. how r my moots!! haven;t been catching up on ur art lately will get to that i promise!! idk what else 2 put here blueh but i hope u guys r well!!
#DIVINITY#<- title?? i have no idea what to name this hwjws#i’m pretty proud of how i made cyrus 😋😋😋 what was i on how is he so pretty wtfs😔😔#i read greek mythos again n i;m planning to get the book circe!! that’s probably why i made god ocs x>>#no lore for these guys yet because i made them solely out of impulse#i’m thinking of writing the lore for these guys like greek mythology too#tales; but never a specific storyline#i want the tale to be like origins: we call them ‘alamat’ here in my country it’s practically like the origins of everyday things / objects#BUT I AM HERE TO SAY THE LEGATON LORE IS FINISHED AND YUMI IF UR SEEING THIS HMU I HAVE TO SPILL THIS#got 2 go again sadly😔 i’ll be back latr😍😍😍 probs????#as of now i’m so going 2 spam post of whatever i made 2 feed u all#ily all!! plis take care mwa mwa!! xx#ocs#oc art#cyrus#arif#azalea#vendetta#arnav#kronos#palomian mythology
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It's done!!! Loads of editing/annotation still to be done, but the Ted Lasso ot3 fic has finally been completed <33
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when i try to be a nice person but the people im being nice to don’t have the same instincts
#this IS targeted btw#and you KNOW who you are#you probs won’t find this though cause i don’t follow you xx#🪩
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