#queueing this because im sick of staring at it in my drafts

[jfkisonthemoon]

the circular nature of orv really is crazy though because from the very beginning the only reason kim dokja survived his suicide attempt was because the characters he loved loved him back even though they didnt exist yet. do you hear me. hsy only got sent to the past because the story existed and the story loved kim dokja so much they decided to make the epilogue an attempt to save him. and kim dokja only lived and read the story because the story didnt want another reader. it wanted kim dokja to survive. and kim dokja wanted to survive for the story. its all a circle. orv is a circle its a time loop but its all love. its all sacrificial love do you people hear me is this thing on kim dokja loves the story enough to kill himself for the narrative and the narrative loves him enough to start all over again if it means theres a chance of saving him. this story is all for that one reader = this story loves that one reader. please its so dark in here