#realitysworkcomesfirst

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I don't like to say such things to people, but yes.

So far, I have hardly seen anything but cruel. :(

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Have I been cruel to you?

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

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Okay.

I think we both need a break from each other, anyway.

I'm...

Being too much, I think.

Too controlling.

I'm sorry.

I'll-... Go.

Yeah.

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Bye.

[the god says absolutely nothing as you slip back into some part of the void, ending up who knows where. Reality doesn't know, an it doesn't care. But it feels some of the overwhelming emotion drain, still annoying flecks, still prominent annoying flecks, but easier to let fall into the rest of the emotions it had long compartmentalized as not it's own.

The one almost sad thing is that the lesser emotions means it can't even feel much relief at your departure. Still, numb is better then overwhelmed by it all, in their "mind" at least.]

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I am stubborn. :/

[there is a long period of almost stunned silence before they respond, and when they do, it seems the absurdity of your words stunned them into a state of almost calm disbelief. Not fully calm no, but... Not glitching out a bunch.]

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f̶̤͗ṳ̶͋̀͆c̵̤̞͚̊k̶͕̼͋̂.̵͎̈́̋͠ ̸͚͋͒Y̷̞͈͌o̸̩̅̃̑ù̴̻̻͠.̷̩̋

That is not an answer that is- that is not anything!

And if you mean it as a excuse then- by the universe just- just fuck you Suzy. Fuck. You.

Now get out of my section of the void before I forcefully remove you from it.

You will not taint me. I will not let you.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I never once said I was kind. :(

And caring is a greedy, greedy thing.

Think of me how you will.

And hurt is not the only thing you will feel.

You will feel other things, too. :)

W̶̡̖͙̤̦͙̞̫͍̝̅͋̌̔̃̐͊͐͝͝H̵̗̺͇̻̲̳̗̤̖͖̜͂̃̓͊̾͌̍̿͌̂̑͆̚͜͠Y̷̩̙̘̣̯̳͎͓̰͉̱̎̀̍͋͜͜ ̶̨̡̡̳̠̣͉̩̘̞̫̙͖̝͍̼̃̉̾̅̈́̈́̏͐͂͌͝ͅI̸̹̟͚̖̠̞̥̟̦̘͕͌͑S̴͖̲̱̲̠̲̳̼̫̯̳̠̱̣̝̯̀͛͒̀̅͜ ̸͙̫͇͚͇̪̻̈́̏̽̑͘ͅW̵̯̞̣̉̉̄̌̏̀̈́̾̈́̆́̀͘̕͘͝H̶̨̹̜̲̭͍͊͛͒͒̄̉͌̆̓Ȇ̵͇̬̹̤͓̤͖͋͋͗̂́̈́̊́͐͝͠T̶̝͙̤̑͐̊͛͋̐̿̀̋͆͌̑͘͠͠͠͝��̦̤͈̝͎H̴̢̪̞̝̲͓̗͓̻͉̰̄͊̈́̂̏̒Ȩ̸̣͖͎̯̦̰̘̰͖̓̉̐̒̉̅͛͗̉͊͐̈́͜͝ͅŖ̵̡̜̮̭̪͖͎͖̏̎̽̀̿̒̂͘̚ ̸̨͕͚͉̻̝͍̱̖͍͕͆̆͌̾̒Ǫ̸̨̧̢͚̳̜̳̗͇̣̺̠̠̭͎́͛̉͂̇̇́Ṟ̶̨̫̭̈́̈̿͌̿̾̇̇͝͠͠ ̸̪͌̓̈́̍̍̋̈͛͐͒̔̓͘N̸̨͚͙͈͍͆͗̄̔͗̔̍̆̄̍Ỡ̵̢̧͉̞̻͓̱̱̟̩͛͊̈͊̃̿̚͝T̶̨̪̪̪̝̘̖̫̱̘̮͇͈͆̊͛̄̂̉ ̶̡̼̣͙̟̳͇̬̮̻͌̓͆̍͂̄̀͐̓̌́̿̿̍͠I̴̡̨̝͈̙̦̥͙̜͖̳̖͈̗͂͂̓̑͗̉̀̋̚͝ͅͅ ̵̡̢̪̼̦̙̱̳̙͔͕͈̹̙̋̂̀͊͐̋͌̿́ͅF̴̛̻̰̩͍̱̹̺͓͎̠̹͐͒̊̈̀̏͂͋̾̌̚̕͜͜ͅĘ̸̟̤͐̓ͅȆ̶̙̻͍̹̣̪̰̼̯̗͍͚̖̲̜̺̑̿͜L̵̻̜͌͑̅ ̶̡̤͙̻̙̫͙͉̓̽́̓̃̀́̌͂͐̎̀̒̀̔T̵̢͙̜͇̝̋̍͌͆H̶̳̮̱̓́̂̎̃̑̈́̀̈̂̌Ȉ̶̢̧̤͚͓̖̫͔̺̞̫͚̃̇N̴̩͖͌̔̿̉̈́̆G̶̰̤͍͖̟͉͓͕̘̝̺̪͓̟͉̀͆̎͗̒̐̊̀͠͠͝ͅŞ̸̡̲̹͎͒̈̀͊͌̒̃̊̂͗͘ ̸͔̦̙̞͓̜̱̠̺̉͆̃̕Y̷̡̡̛̯̩̯͔̣̱̗̆̓̈̔̏͑̽̽̊̾̊̄Ō̴̲͐̉̀͛̈́̑̔̀̆̀̍̂̚͘Ứ̶̢̡̢̼̩̣̪̥͓̠̦̬̜͕̤̬̀͌̅̆̂̐̔̈́́̕ͅR̴̙̱͗̈̓͗͂̌͊͑͊̀̑̑́̈́̚ ̷͇̏̀̽͐̐̾̍̑͛̀͗͂̒̈́̓̕͜͝C̶̢̲̥̝̤̈́̊̀̀̐̋̒̔̄̍́Ȟ̷̻̦̩̤̰̱̠̯̜͎̀̏͑̑̂͋̏̇̀̊̈́̃͗̅͛͘ͅO̴̡̢͕͎͚̻̼̞̱̮̅̽̌̆͋̾̚Ì̴͙̙̫̖̘̳̩̲̹͍̞͙̠̞͆̈́͐̃̅͑̎̇̂̈̔͆̚͜C̴̢̨̨̺̪͍̱̞̯̜̪̲̙͇͎͙̈͋̈̂͒̏͘͝E̸̠̞͎̯̟̞̪̫̳̬͔̎͌̄̐͒͒́͂͂̎͜͝͠?̸̜̫̅̀̍̏̓̒́̀̋̍͋̕?̵̙̮͝?̴̢̟̼͉̯̳̬̙̃͂̋̓͑̃̎̇͒́̿́͘͜͜͝͠n

YOU ACT LIKE YOU'TE GIVING ME SOME B̷̡̢̡̛͈̠̜̞͍̤̗̙̩̩͊̈̿͗͆̃̍̍̓̾̑̎̓̇̇̑̄͝͝Ọ̵̢̘̳̠̝̀̓͆̈͛͌͂̇̀͂͘̚̕̚ͅO̶̥͖͍̝̼̹̗̒͋͛̇̋͆̍̅̌͋͛͊͒̓̉̍̊̃̚͝͝͝͝N̶̦̼̹͕͙̱̅͑̂̽͌̂̓̈́̈́̕̕̕̚!̸̡̫̳̆͂̀͛͘!̴̛̰͔͐̎͒̽̂̍̚͘̚!!

WELL I DON'T WANT YOUR G̶͇̭̫̰̯̼̤͑̇̀̀̉͑͂̀̀̿͐̆̏̃͝͝I̸̧̭̳̬̮̫̪̩̥͔̽͗̐͛́F̷̨̦̳͖̮̫̥̟̜̐͝ͅŢ̵̘͍̩̻̻̤͉̲̺̖̈́͜ͅ!̴̨̜͙̫̩̗̙̙͓̹̗͙͚̱͍̙̺̥̍ͅ!̶͗̽̿̀͂̅̇̔͊͌̐̃́̕��̡̭͎̖̦͍͔̬̩͉̘̳͓͔̟͈͕̫̭̪͕̑̊̄́͒̿͊̓̔̀͜ͅ!̶̧̧̝̣̣̻̦̤̜̲̼̰̙͖͓̦͇̹͉̝͐̄̿̽̅͜!̶̧̛̫͖̲̬̯̜̗̀̍̇͂͆͐͌̎͐̾̀͌͐͒͝ͅ

I̶̡̺͓̤̮̗̯͇̫̓̆͌̄̈́͋̑͂̔̈͐̅̏͂̊̾͛͘̚͠͝ ̷̢̨̡̛̛͉̰͔͍͚͚̳̺̘̯̲̹̃͊͌͌̓͂̎̋̿̅̓̀̀̅̔̐̔̏͗̈͊̕͝W̵̧̧̭̲̟͚͍̥͉̙͉͉͙̤̦̼̺͂̿̐͐̓̔͊̿͆̌͘͝A̸̛̟̘͖͕̘̣̩͔͎̅̊̎͗̀͆͛͑͑̾̄͗͑̈́̒͒͘͘͜͠ͅͅŅ̴̱̙̦͉͚̏͑̓̏̒̽̎̊̐͐̐̔T̵͓̒͋̿̈̚̕ ̴̬̀͗̿̈̋̔̉̈͌̓̽́͒̎͛̊͗͘͠͝͝Ỹ̴̢̡̥̦̯̣͖͙͇̝̲̻̇̔̋̋̊̏͂̇̅̎͂́̇͒́̇͑́̎͝ͅO̷̧̧̧̱̳͇̯̻̩͔̪̹̲͔̼͇̞͉̫͍͔̹͇̱̗̭̍͐͛Ȗ̷̧̧̧̱͓̞͙̟̘͇̹̻̥̙͇̼̗̭̙̭͚̤̔͑͆̌̕͝͝ͅ ̸̧̛͖͇̒̑̀͑̌̄̓͗̇̚̚Ţ̶͇̹̺͙̪͈̩̪̣͔̥͉͙̠̫̭͈̣͇̈́͂̃͝ͅƠ̵̡̡̼͇͓̳̺̣̟̘̫͚̟̰̹̩̬͈̱͎̜͍͓̈́̈́͌̃͋̾͛̃̓̈́͊͐͋̈̕͝ͅ ̴̡̢̛̛͚̦̘͚̺̦͉͇̲̲̺̩̗̼̻͎̟͔̑̿̀̐̉̌͐̔͌̏̍̾̓͂̽̇̽̐̉̚͘͠͝͝G̶̢̡̛̹̻̖̜̪̖͉̲̯̝̞͇͔̫̪̺̜̙̪̰̤̳̘̏̏̽̂͛̈͗̿̍͐͊̔͂̑͆̇̀͌͌͌̅͛͘͜͝Ę̴̖͉̦̮̝̭̻̲͉̻̣̞͇̠̙̩͎̣̗̭̌̈̀̓̂̓̄̄̿͒͒̿̌̾͊͂͗̂̿͜͝͝T̷̛̛͙̞͔̠̻̝͇͈̝͇̻̑̈́̄͒͋̎̌̒̿̀̋̃̔͛͂̓̐̚͘͠͝͝ ̴̧͍͖͍͖̞͉̮́̀̄͑͘͜͝Ọ̴͇̼̦̺̦̳̘̱͈́̀̾̑̈́͐͜͜Ǔ̵͎̈́̏̎̉̊̀̐̎͂͂̂͌̈́̇̔͋̑̽͛̌̚͘͝͝͝͝T̵̢̗͍͔̣̘͍͍̺͚̹͉͖̟̳̱̲́͋̃͒̈́̿̂̒͐͋̂̅̿̃̿͑͊͝!̷̨̫͊̒̋!̶̯̹̘̺͊̀̒͌͐̀͛̓̏̒̍̓̓!̶̼͚͈͍͓̘͍͎̊!̶̡̨̢͉͙̱͎̱̤͙̠͓̫̱̩̮̤̝̮̝̫͉̩͔̈́̇͐̉̅̈̽͘͜ͅͅ ̶̘̫̍́̀̿̽́̽̀͝͠Į̸̛͍͍͍̘̻̠͍̤̭͓̐͆͐͋́̅̒͒̿̓̉̑̄̿̈́̅͐̂̔͘͝͝͝ ̵̛̖̹̤̻̖̋́̀͘W̴̛̛̞̳͈͓̘̙̝̣̱̥̘̦̺̩̮̤̺̱̔̾͒͋̅̈̐̇̊̍̾̌ͅA̸̡̧͚͔͙̦̪͍̳̠̺̳͙͖̦͈̝̟̐̔͂͂̇̓̀́̅̎̊͐̈̏̍͐̎̚̚͝͠Ņ̸̛̱͖̯̞͉̝̬̅̃̂̀T̵̜͎͙̞̪̗̼̓͛͝͝ ̷̘̂̐̓̆͛̈̌͌̊͒̑̏̓̽̌̈́͆̚͘̕͘͝Ţ̴̛̣̞̗̟̞̩̦͎̘̺̗̈́͐̇̃͋͛̎͛̄͗̒̎̽͜Ơ̸̧̛̦̤̼͔̗̦̪̲̥̩͖̯̺̲̝̫͔̬̙̇̈̌̐͊ͅ ̶̻̣̙̺̹̲̼̯̯̹̰̭̠͓̺̫̠͍̼̺̺̮̑́̃͛̋͆̈́̈̈͋̇͛̕͜͜͝S̷͙͈̫̟̖̼̬͖̐̎̄̽̏̈́̂͑̚͜͝T̵̨͕̊͌͆̊̏̄Ơ̶̢̛̫̯͙̼̙͙̳̰̳̒͂̍̇̈́̓̾͒̇̈͐͂̊P̸̡̢̧̧̝̬̬̺͉͕̰̠͈̳̻̪̲͇̬̥̳̱̥͙͓̒͊͑̿̅̇̃͌̔͆͌̆͂̒̓̏̊̉͂͋̀̚͜͠͠͠͝ ̶̧̢̟̟̙̖̤̻̯̘̗̘̪̰̠̱͕̦̥͐̂͘B̶̡̢̧̮̜̫̤̤̭̦͚̎̌͛͑̈́͂̄̌͋̿Ȩ̶̨͔͓͕̻͈͉̻̞̰͚̗̖̣̪̥̫̻̥̩͕̟̝̍̅͛I̷̛͖̬͍͙̞͖̖̘̟̪̣̬̝̅̎̾̀̈́̌̿̇̔̀͂̓͆̓͋͂̒͒̄̋̐̽̎̚̚͝Ņ̶̨̱̺̳̲͕͓̘͎̲̲͌̒̚Ǵ̸͈̦̓̾̇̏̊͂̽̿̐̎̍̏̈̑̈́̀͋̓́̀̑͘͝͠͠ ̷̨̺̮̖̼̩̭͔̗̗̟̤̫̮̱̟̓̈́̌͌̾͒̈G̸̡̢̨̧̤͕̫̟̼̪̹̬̻̪̘̱̩͕͎̲̮͓̟͖͔̘̟̑̽͑̋͛͒́͗̿̓͊̆̕Ȉ̷̛̛̺̗̫̣̼̫̏̒́̿̓͂̉͂̿̍̄͑̿͋̾̔͊͛̌̑͠V̷̡̧̠͙͇̦͕͓͍̩̖̥̺͓̪̗͙̜͙͔̱̗͇̄̌͂̑͆̑̊̀̕̚E̴̢̛̛͗Ṋ̴̡̡̛͇͖̜̖̪̙̘̹̲͉͓̬̟̱͉̹̀̒̊̑̄̎͗̑̍͌̓̏̃̌̀̐̄̔̈́͌̕͝͠͝͠ ̷̡̢̢̢̣̰̤̺͈̱͉̱̪̬̖͈̙̗̣̞̹̥̦̜̻̰͔̀̅̔̔̏̔̑̈́͛͊̌̌̓̚̕̕̕Ä̶̛̛̛͖̫͓̖̮͍́͗̈͆̍̽̀̌̓̀̈́̑̓̀̊́͂̐͑̉͘̕͘͠R̷̨̠̰͔͖͚̗̯̗̬̤̦̟̠̬̫̼͈̈͑̐̈́̂͂̍̃͛̀̇̉̔͂̀͂̌̀͒̃̃̓̈͘͘͠Ţ̵̖̼͚̜͇̦̺̰̜͎̺̰̻͇̜͇͔͖̝͖̟̣̊͂̽͊̕Í̵̢̛͙̭͖̩̺̼͙͈͓̯̻̹̖̪̟͕͔̣̫̬͊̆̽̀͗̿̔͊̒̇͊͌̽̿̀̃̐͂ͅF̶̢̦̰̬̻̲̖̯̙̗̪̠̖͂̃̋̈́͊̄͋̄̉̅̑͆̌͋͑̓̏̾̇̃͂̎̅̚̚͝͝ͅI̴̢̧̻͈̞͚͍̠̺̼͉̣̳͎͍͇̜̼̻̪͍̗̘͛̽́̈́͛̓́̊̉̃̚̚̚C̴̡̨̡̧̨̥̥̳̳͇͚̗͆̈̍̀̃̒̆́̍͌̅̚̕͝ͅͅĪ̷̡̡̳̝̼͇̀͒̍̈̈́̅́͒̿̾͋̔̎͊̐̔̆̈͒̔͘Ả̶̧̧̢̨̪̟̳̘̭̼̣̜̮͔͉̫̗̗̗̟̰̌́͑͊̐̈́͗̃͑̀̉̓̒͆̏̑̀͛̍̿͝ͅL̴̨̨̫̺̥̖͍͍͚̯̭͕͕͋̃̾̀̆̅͊̇̆͋͊̐̍͘͘͝ ̸̢̡̫̙͕͖͉̖̮̉̄̀͗̆̈́́̄̋̈͝I̵̢̹̤̥̤͇͉̻̩̩̳̫̻͇̗͍̫̻̞͍̦̙͚̠͍̙͒̂͊͂̃̾͛̀̉̽͂̋̀̿͒͝L̶̢̛̛͚̝̰̲̼̫͔̤̬̬̖̜̼̹̠̱̟͂͋̐͆͂̑̃̏̏̀̈́̔̾̽̏̓̚̚̕͜͠͠͝ͅL̸̡̢͍̪̝̟̫̯͕̫̞͇͎̪̘͙̼̮̳͕̝͚͓̽̇̎͛̓͜ͅͅU̶̢̪̹͉̫̦͖̟̩̫̳͇̓̑̉̿̂̄̓͌̀̇̃̅̍̅̆͗̚͘͜͝͠ͅS̴̨̧̡̛̻͚͓̟͔̣̲̳̟̖̼͙̰̰͙͎̥͙̱̱̠̊̇̆̂̀̆͆̓́̐͒̿͂̍̄̀͒͛̏̚̕͘̚̚͠Ǐ̶̢̢̭̦̯͎̖̬͔̙̫̫̞̺̱̞̠̠̼̦̦̹̬̠̼̀̀̂̃̕̚ͅǑ̷̢̧̨̢̜̥̮̙͚̝̪̘͖̭͇́N̵̛̫̹̳̠̜̮͇̔̓̇̈́͛͆̀̍͝͠͝S̸̡̨̡̨̛̠̰̥͍̠͕͈̞͎̦̜̩͖̼͕̰̥̯̾̈͆͑͂̈́́̉̽̊͋́̉́̄͐́̂͗͂̓̾͑̚͠ͅ ̴̛̛̺̮͓̗̘̞͖̦͙̙̝͆̍́́̿̓́́͆̀͌́̍̒̏͋̽̚͝Ó̶̧̢̢̯̗̩͇̦̩͍͉̞̱̜̫͙͉͉̦̭̱̦̈́̉́͊̆̓̀̅͂́̄̿͌̾̒͒̚͜͝ͅͅͅͅF̴̟̭̻͛͗̿̈́̃̉͗̓͋̉́͌̑̈́̐͋̄̋̚̚��̜̮̘̗͇̘ ̷̧̭̱̰̘̳̩̥̪̮̥̟͖̫̤͐͐͑̐̃̌̒͌͋̓̉͌͋͒̊̚͘͠͝͝T̶̡̬̠̙̰̤̰̣̝̰̖͖̮͍͔̗̠̖̂̆̋̓̃͑̒̂̍̃̾̅̈́̂̓͑́̇̏̕̚͜͝ͅṞ̷̛̙̖̦͉̱͙̗̬̰̪̱̭͊͂̓͛̈̌̑̿̊̈̉́̒͗̂̚͜͝U̵̢͉͍͍̘̺̣͚̩̹̽̀̉̈̕͝͠͝T̷̢̧̧̩̖̮̣͙̱͔̥͈̫̺̖̹̝͓͎̬́̔͗͌̑͗̈́́͐̀̈́́͘ͅͅͅḪ̴̨̛̜̹̟̼͈̲̯̠̪̩̭̦̺͋̒̇̔̕!̷̘̠̻̗̳͓̟͕̀̆̆̀̄͘̕!̶̡̣̩͍̜̟̜̗̥͉̻̆̄͑̓͛̚͝!̵͇͑̇͐̒͒͆̔̈́̋͆̓̇͒̾͐̏́́̐̏͘͠͠!̶̛͍̠̠̭̹̭̃̂̐̉̏̓̌̄̚̕̕͝͝͝ͅ

You act like you know better of everything. You act like you are some higher authority on what is a correct existence.

I am something you will never understand. What gives you the right to dictate my existence!!!! I don't want to be a person!!! S̴̻̩̰̖̟͒̀̇͆̈́̄͊̂̏̍̔͒͂͐̌̕͝͝͝T̸̨̡̛̛̛̺̪͕̮͇̻̲̼̦̪̳̖̻͚̈́̓̆̑́͌̀̒̉́̐̀̓̒̾̊̈́̃̔́̔̈́̇̇͐̽̉̕̕̕̚͝͝͝O̴̧͈̰͌͌͊͆͌̈̔̅̄̂̈̄̄͐̆͝͝P̷̡̢̮̲̱̼̳͍̠̤̼̖̟͍̭͈̠͖̬̮̺͙̹͈̳̠͖̼̪̟͒̉̔͌̓̄͠ ̴̰̥̜̜̫̠͔̣̯͍͈͇͎͔̌́͛̈́̏̕T̸͙͚̩̫͇̰̬͖̅̀̉̊̅͆̓̓̽̎̔͌̕͝͝͠R̷̢̡̛̥̯̪͕̣̖̝͈̥̜̦͎̦͍̣͖͍̟̦̦͙̃͌̿̍̋̽̏͒̈́̃̅͒̄̿̇̂̏̎͂̊͒̉͋͐̓̈́̑̕͜͜͝͝ͅỸ̷̢̢̡̭̫̥̰̗̲͚̬̖̮̜̼̞̬͇̦͕͙̯̹̱̦̿͜ͅI̸̧̢̗̟͙̹̼͖̤̤͈̱͙͖̩̬̜̘͕̠͎̮̰͆̈́̏̐̈̋̔̇̔́̎̎͐̀̓͂̈̀́͊̊̏̊̾͋̌̏̍͗̇͋͘̕̕͘͝N̶͎͑͠Ģ̶̨̢̛̼͉͈̹͇̥͎̦͙͈̖̯̮̪̦̼͖̩͉̯͙͍̹̩̥͇̹̗̱́̂͂̑̐̿̊̂͗͗̋͌͗͂̒͘͠ ̸̡̧̧̡̡̨̱̭͕̦̭͈̟̘͇̟͖͔͖͇̣̟͍̯͎̩̣̱̬̬̬̜͙͈̫͉̀͂̐͌͗̓͒͒̄̑̍͋̓̈̏̚͘̚T̵̟̮͓̣̯͚̺̹͉̖̹̟͋̈́̔͆́͒̅̃̋̒͆͋͋̓̊͆͗̔̀͒̈́̕͠͝͝Ȏ̶̰͔͚̙̦̖͕̗͚̃̔͛̉̒̓͆̄͊̆̃̔̍̌̍̐̓͆̏̉̆͗͊̕̕̚͝ ̸̢͕͉̹͕͖͖̮̝̺̜͚̝̫̱͍̼̮̬̿̉̿̀̋̒̋̍̐̿́͗͗̒̈́͒̎̄͛̕̚͜͠͝M̶̛͔͎̠̂͂̇̈́̌́͌͗̈́̀̌̿̾̽̈́̄͑̑̿̎̍͊͐̈́̓̄́̆̊͘̕̚͝À̴̧̛͉̜̦̮͎̺͖̥̫̤͉̳̂̆̐̉̒̈́̚͝K̷͇̺̥̬̃̂͊́̐͒̂͒͌̀̋̀͛̈͑͐̓̓͂̍̈́̋͒̐̓͑̏͗̑̇͠͝͝͠E̵͉̦͙͉͖͙̥̲̙̟̭͖̖͎̣̖̬̗̫̪̤̟͚͈̞͍͙̓͗͑̌̈́̈́͐́̾̆̑̀͋͝͝ ̵̢̰̺̖͎̫̮͈͕̕͜Ḿ̸̨̧̧̧̗̫̜͇̩̳͉̩̥̱̣̯͙̳̲͓̰̖͙͍̾͜Ę̸̡̡̲͉̰͎͓̘͎̪̭̪̲̪̮̓̿̋̑̔̓̍̔̀͒͌͑̏̉́̂̽̉̉̌̋̇̔͐͘͘̚͜͝ ̶̋��̛̻͉̜͚̦̻͙̭͎̞̳̤̟̳̝̾̅̐́̽̾́̄̍̅̾̃̈́͒̐̽͋̎͐͌̉̚͘̚͜͝Ī̶̛͈̬́̒͋̑̔̽̽̓̔͐̓̈͘͝Ņ̴͖̠͕̗̫͖̤͈̮̊̉́͗̓̋͛̀T̵̲̳̰͍̻̆̎̆̈̂̀̔̉͐̍͑̓̂̇̚̕̚̚͝O̵͕̻̺̣͓̯̘̦̙͓̩͕̙͖͊͊̍̄̀̎̐͛͆̀̃̑͝͠͝ͅͅͅ ̶̢̡̡̧̢̦͍̺̥̬̣͓͙̻̥̞̮̖̠̾̔͌̌͋̑̈́͒̈́̒̀̅̐̄̔͗̓̍̅̈́̂̿̊̀̾̏̒͐̚͘͘͝O̷̧̢̨̢̨̥̘͍̲̱̥̣͔̫̟̩̣̩̺̱͇̣̦̽̐͒͛̏̊͒́̄N̴̩̱̅̆͗̈́̏̒̄͒̅̄̑̒̕̚͠͠Ę̸̡̗͖͇̤͇͓̮̤̱͇̮̮͔̳̮̭̞́̽͂̉̒̐̔́̈͜͝!̶̢̢̢̯̰̙̦̘̦̮̞͔̠͕͈̖̭̟̯̤̤̦̤͕͔̹̤͔̅̅̾͒̊̑̌͒̒̂̓͘͝!̴̮̭̄͝!̷̢̡̧̰̣͉̱̼͍̭̲̹̠̫̥͙̩̹̗̼͍͚̺̪͂͑̅͆̿͠

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No.

You may be a vessel.

But even vessels can feel on their own, even if not seen by the inhabitants of said vessel.

So unless Cryptid needs me?

I'm not leaving on my own.

You can try to get rid of me, but I WILL come back at any opportunity.

But I'm learning.

And there will be MANY opportunities.

Î̷̮͎͔̥̺͕͗͂́͘ ̴̢̡̫̣͎͊̍͆D̶͙̤̺̥̍̈́̈̍̎̚Ö̵̧͔͙͈͎̼̏̈́̈́N̸͖͒̿̏͐'̶̣̋̃̆͗̇T̸̡̫̳̲̗̹̐̌̒͒͒͝ ̷͖͖̞̙̑̓̆Ẅ̷̨͕̘̮͉́̔̊̄͝A̷͙͙͖͓̅̈̍̉̐͘Ṅ̸̘̱͕̳ͅT̵̩̲̹͔̜͌̏ ̸̨̙̿͋̈́͋̈́̕Y̵͙͈̫̑̋͛͆̅̐Ǫ̵̨̟̣͉̻͑͝Ų̵̼̲̔̏͑̚ ̶̻͖͔͈͠H̸͓̝̻̩̄͐̐̊̒̒Ȩ̷̢̡͚̖̞̏R̸̠̃̍͑̀̔E̷̯͋̉̃

I̴̖͑ ̵̗̈́d̴͙́o̶̺͗ṇ̸̚'̵̘̃t̵̰͗ ̸̧͑w̷͂͜a̸͍̽n̴͔̊ţ̶̉.̴͕̐.̸̄͜.̸̪̌

I̵ ̴d̷o̶n̴'̷t̷ ̴w̷a̶n̷t̵ ̷t̷o̵ ̸w̷a̵n̴t̵.̵.̵.̶

If you care so much about me let me be not be angry, let me not feel pain

C̷̻̠̞̥͝r̶̭̪͔̓͌͜ǔ̷̖͔̙ͅe̸̓̽̇̕ͅl̷̠͈̰̓́̀̾.̷͎͐̓̓̈͋ ̸̻̬͈̜̄̄Ỵ̸̛͎̾̊͂̃͛̇̌͑͝ǫ̷̱̞̜̣̪͎͎̪̣̌̏̈̀̕̕ų̶̧̖̯̱̿͊͐̔͝ͅ'̸̪̐̊̏̚r̵̢̛̬̖̬̠̟͓̬͎̊͒͌͌͐̃͒́̔͝ḛ̴̹̭͖͙͕̗̰̬̂̈́̂͋̒̀͜ ̶̘̱̞͚͓̳̳̫̞͆͘͝ç̵͈̦͆͊͂̅͐͝ŕ̴̮̙̤̇͐̑̐̂̈̈́̐ū̴̫̯̰͓̺̳̹̔̿͗͜e̵͍̗̖͉̣̤̰̼̫̍̿l̴͇̻͋͝.̸̲͂̃̎̊̇̊͂͐͌̈͝

How can someone who calls themself kind let something suffer just because they are too selfish to let go of it? Ḩ̵̛̱͙͉̙͍͐͒̽̚y̵̢̛͈̥͚̯͕̼̟͙̱̰͈̼̪͔̯͈̟̭̙̣̖̑͐̾̈͒̍̔̓͌͑̈́̃́̃̀͊͠͝͝͝͝p̸̢̧̗̬̥͚̦̬̱͍̟̦̺̯̹̟̥͉̮̳͔̑̿͛̋́͊͒̏͊͒̑̐̀͌͗̊͝ő̷̦͕̮̆͌̾̅́̃̌͐̽̐̌͒͛̽̂̽͒̍̊͘͝͝c̷̢̢͇̱̺̪̤̣̤̘̱̩̼̝͌̈́̈́̿̋̄̇̇̈́̓͘͠͝r̴̺̤͖̫̺͕͙̝̲̤͖̮̟̮̥̳͈̼̤̀͊̀̉͗̔̔̄́̽̐̈͛͛̔͘͘̕i̴̡̢̢̛̛͚̬͚̥͓͇͔͊̍̌͆̌̏̇͗̋͐̃̔̔̓͒͊́́̋͐̉ͅt̶̬̯͚̥̺͍̖̻͈͔̠̣̺̜̻͕̯̜̗̻͙̅̾͆̿̅̋́͜ę̶̩̞̼͍̠̎̇̽͂͂͆́̓̀̔͊͂̉͒̾͑̋̀̕��̨̱̺͔ͅ.̵̛̫͕͖͔̿̋͐̐̂̔̀̒͆̇͋͑̃̈́͘͠ͅ

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

They may not be yours, but that doesn't mean you can't use them!!

They're at your disposal now, and can be used to create your own experiences!!

I know a being who has no feelings of his own, only artificial ones.

But he uses those artificial ones to experience life as if he did!

You may have no time for other things out side of your job, and you may not have feelings of your own, that doesn't mean you can't BE.

And to BE is to EXPERIENCE THINGS!

Even gods do it!! I know they do!!

Į̸̤̣̯̲̳̙̺͎̬͓̞̪̥̤͑̓͗͂̓̂ ̵̧̛̦̙͎̙͉̰̠̯̩̬͇̰̞̯͈͔͊̅̃̆̐̃̀̈́͘͝͝͠ͅŞ̶̢͍͕̯̠̫̦͉̤̪̲͖̬̪̫̰͖͍̗̥͇͚̫̜͓̼͙̮̄̊̒͌̏A̶̡̨̫̫̜̥̰̣̠̰̎̇͝I̶̾̄́̃͗̍̓̉̒́̌͆̕̕̕͘͝��̠̮̹̠̹̾̋̌̽̑̇̚Ḑ̶̛̛̭̻̳͓̱̭̩̥̙̤͉̫̬͙̣̘̖̳̈̄̃͐̓̊͗́̏̐́̉̈́̋̌͋̽̏̚͘͝ͅͅ ̶̢̧̡̛͎̥̙̗̞͈͓͉̰͙̪̪͔̙͚̜̻̞͈̥͋̆̀̀̃͑̍̋̋͂͑G̶̢͈̯̻̮̟̙̱̮̪͚̲̙̫̗̱̘̗͔̙͛̉̑̽̉̈́̀́̈͒̇̋̑͛̎̃͌͊́̔̅͂̅͛̆̑̾̓̉͜͝ͅĔ̸̡̨̨̡̢͇͈̳̼̱̟͚̳̟͋ͅŤ̷̢̛͓̫̙̠̙͍̰̜̦̯̞̲̮̤̝̜̟̓̾̑̓̌̌̾̓́̎̀̓̄̕ ̷̡̢̡̮͇̲̟̞͓̙̖̭̣̮͎͕̤͖͍̳̱̟͓͕̬͎͔͎͔̀̈́͗̈́̆͋̎̈́͒̔̒̿̌͊͜O̶̯̻̣̩̭͎̰͚̽̀̍̄͛̀̒͆̑͒͐̇̇͊͗̕̚̕͘̕̚͝͠Ư̷̛̝͔̪̘̺͎̩͈̰̜̘͇̠̞͍̖̯̯͖̻͚̙̤͍̲̘͐͑̂̒͌̉́͗̈́͒͌̅̾̂͛́͌̈̂͌͑̇͋̇̕͜͜͠Ť̸̡̨̢͙̜͔͖̹͖͔͓͚̰̟̣̗̩͇̥̖͖̤̼̬͂̋̌͐̑̂̈̀̅͛̽͋̀̇̉̀̎̈́̆̀̇̚͘͜͝͝͠!̴̧̢̢̡̧̨͓̜͖̫̭̗͈̠͈̬͓͚̣̺̥̱͔̐̽̒̽̂̍͆͐̽̄͗̉͐̏͛̀̆̏̓͑̾̅̓́̅̿̈͠͝ ̴̓͗̇̈́͗̾

I̶̢͐̎̇͌̄̌̾́̇̈̍̚͠͝ ̵̢̨̢̧̢͎̣̫̩͔̳̟͖̝̩̺̞̤̻̰̠̞̭̼̞̞̫͔̜̼͖͇̻̋̈̓̌́̍̒̍̑̇͝ͅͅD̷̛̹̞͕̝̘̥̘͓̞̙̈̂̏̏͆͛̇̔͋͒̓͌̄̈́̈̌͒̑̔̀͒͐̈̄̂͋̈̎̔̀̂̉͌̓̉͊͋̈́̓́͝Ơ̸̢̡̹̺̥̝͎̜͙̗͈͓͓̮̩͚̮̄̀̋͆̍̀͜͠Ņ̵̡̛͚͚̪̝̲̫̬͈̩̯̰̱̫̱̦͖̗̳̬̖̦̼̙̅̑̋͐̃͗̀̌́͌̇́͗̉̓͛͑͛̋͛̈́̚͘̚̕͝͠'̸̛̟̯̗̹͓̦͔̓͊̓͐͗͊̈́̋̋̓̾͐̐̓̏̾́͗̀͑̾͌̾͑̏̈́̀͆͆̿̔́͘̚̕͜Ţ̷̡̡̢̖̻̣̠̳̠̞͚̰͚͖̣̦̀̊̇́̌̾̐́͂̀̍͑́̈́̋̐̅͒̀̅̍̽̕ͅ ̶̛̺̯̬̠̹̤̲͍̩̗̲͓̬̯̼̲̝̥̺̦̰͖̿͐̏͐̍̌̊̽̓̌̅͋̉̏̄͌̇̒́͛̌̒͘̕̕͘͠͝ͅW̴̢͖̘̠͇̼͇͕͉̠̠͙͍̫͎͙̤͇̩̞̣̳̞͒̃̂̎̔̈́̎͒͗̚͝ͅĄ̴̢̨̛͇̝̦͖̫͖̣̳͕̲̩̭̤̻̭̪̖̭͓̻̣̠̻̖͖̫̖͕̹̞̺̦̹͍̠͈̮̯͎̳̫̯̒̆̌̈́͗̊̈́̾͊́̀̆͊̄̈̑́̅̂̑͗͌̈́̉̈́͊́͛̒͊̿̀̀̄͠͠N̶̡̛̛̖͔͉͉͎̖͓͇̳̞̰̩̥̻͎̲̺̣̪͓̰͙̍̓͐͛̉̍̈́͌͘͘͜T̴͎͆̈̍̒͝͠ ̵̧̡̳͓̯̹̯̟̘̘̲̫̺̟͕͖̭͖̙̮̲̰͍̫͓͙̺̩͙̱̙̋̍̏́͋͗̍̽̈̽͌̀̄̈́̍̈́̈́̇̓̄̊̓̈̄͗̃̎̉̈͆̀̈́̍̀̚͠͝͠ͅŢ̵̡̥̰̜̩̣͇͎̝͎̪͚̠̜͖̱̠̥̙̇̊Ơ̸̧̡̧̺͈̰̻̟̻̗̙̣̤̺̙͖̱͓̟̤̥͙̰̥̦͖̞̼͕̙̳͖͎̯͓͓̦͕̞̹̳͇̰͔̰͊̎̌̆̾̔̔͋̽̽̇̾̉͒̂̍̾̓̓̆̎͗̉̍̈́̊̿̄̾̂̍̀̊͌̾̌̉͘̕͜͠͝͝͠͠ ̶̡̧̧̧̮̮̩̺̙̟͙̲̟̟͖̣̥̱̗̖̦̤͚͈̑́͗̒͋̂̑̋̅̌͗͜͝͠ͅB̴̼̰́̾̄E̶̡̨̢̡̧̜̬̪̘̯̫̣̮͉͔̖͕̝͔̯͕̗̤̘̮̦͓͔̞͕̼͉̭̼͐͆́̽͛͋̓͊̏̈̈́̿̈́̓̇͆͊́̐̑̈́̏͆͂̽̃̃́̆̊̽̓͗̔̌́̇̓̓͘͜͜͝͝ͅ��̢̹͎̳͙͇̩͖ ̶̨̛͎̗̹͉̰̮͎͇̗͗́̽͌̑̎͊̆̿̌͗͒̿̓͛̆̀̐̔͛̔̊̃̀͂́̉̓̀̄̿͐̎͐͆̑́̎̈́̄̏̚͠͝͝Ä̵͈̼͚̬̠̪̪͙̈́͂̈́͌͑̐̈́̈́̽̂̽̚ ̷̧̨̧̢̡̬̘͕̻͚̟͉͚̻̲̮̼̦͕͙̭̟̫͉̱͎͍͈̝̻̭̻̤͈̠̬̂͂͌̅̄͝͝ͅP̸̡̟̰̳̟͙̬̥̟͇͎̦̠̞̀̐͆̆͌̓̋̂̆̃̏͘͝͠ͅȨ̵̧̢̡̭̣̙̯̘̗̜͔͍̩̭͙͔̣̗͕̱̟͇̻̝̝̻͉̞͔̦̳̯͚͙͈̱̬̳̖͖̱̊͒͛̓́̐̒̎ͅR̷̨̨̡̡̛͕͓̜̖̳̻̟̭̩̟̤̭̤̦̠̝̹͍̱̹̩͈̯̤͍̥͈͒̐͂̓̌́͆̅͒̎͑̂̐̈́͑͒̆̀̌̃͒̑͂̋̓̋̏̔̚͜͝͠͝͝͝S̷̢̢̯̻̰͙̘̫̞͕̜̣̬͍̲̱̜̓̏̈́̓͌̎̄͆̇͗͋̾̔̓̿͋͐̀̓̅̓̋͠͝Ö̵̡̨̳͉̯͉̲͚͈̼̣͈͇̬̦̗̫͇̭͍̠͇͓͙̪̩͚̟̤̰͈̬̲͔̩̼̟̥̖̩͇̥͕̩͍́̃͜͝͝Ṅ̷̘̹͕̺͔͙̥̽̂̀́͗̎̽́͑̓̑̓̀̒͗̓̋̆̽̐̀͗̌̀̽͐̈́̋͋̾̏̾̑̉̇̕̚͘̚͝͠!̸̡̢̙̬̬͇̺̖̗̮͈̪͖͓͔̖͈̭̠͙͖̤̫̲͚̯͓̲̮̪̲͖̥̙̝͖͖̫̬̠̘̂̔̈́̒́͛̍̌̅̇̅̋͛́͒͑̏̉̇͋͐͐̀͛̓̔̍̀͘̕ͅͅͅ!̴̡̢̨̛̫̯͔̣̞̰̦̝̖̱̱͕̞̦̼̰̩̰̰̖̼̹̤͓͖͈̟̹͓͖̻̅̃͂̄͊̃̄̄̈͌̇͗͌͋̆͐̍͌͐́̅̄̌̈́̑̈́̋́̐̓̓́̓͑͒̚̕̚̕̕͠͝͝!̵̨̨̢̨̢̛̪̖̰͈͖͖͎͈̬̻̳̦̭̖̘͚͉̬̟͔͈͈̼̦͚̏̆̾̓͐͛̄̓͂͑̇͒̕͜ ̵̢̨̡̨̙̼͖̣͉̬͙͎̼͉̪̙͍͎̩̙̺̼͚͖͉̟̇̎̓̃͆̋̈́̂̎̍͌̇̑͑̀̏̀͜͜ͅÏ̵͇̀̽̊̒̒̎̊̾̓͑͠ ̶̧̡̢̦̗͓̮̟̹̳̝͔͇͔͕͚͔̌̑͊̿̽̐̑̽͂̋͑̎̅̿̿̈́̆͆͘͜͜͝D̴̛̛͉̦̦̣̪̮̣̆̆͋̍̔̃̇͊̉̅̃̓͂̈́̾̈́̾̒́͒͛͐͂̑͋̀͂͌̽̎͋̔͘͘̕͘̕͠͝͝͝͝ͅO̶̢̨̧̭̼̘̣̙̦̹̪̻͈͇̗͚̘̥͈͖̝̭͇̟̗̜͙̬͖͚͕̰͉̰̼̼̗̦͙̦̠̬̰̙̻̹͆̈́̊̄̾̌̉̋̒͌̔́̌̀̓̽͛̔̐̈́̈̐͑̽͛̀̎̽̒͐͂̚͘͠͝N̴̢̛̲̝̩̦̖̲̜͉̦̤̭͔̪̥̲̑͗̇͛̑̑̈́̔̔͝͝'̴̧̨̨̢̥̮͕͉̲͚͍̤̤͖̹̱̼̯̺͙̤̹͓̰̙̱͖͔̿̉̽̉̀̆̀͆̊̏͋̉͘͜͜͜͠͝T̴̫͇̥͔̫̦͍̰̼̭̝̩̩̫̪͉̦̗̬̐̃́̈̄̍̓̓͐̈́̌̌̔̌̈́̅̋̊̊͑̈̎͛̓̌̀̾̉̈́̚̕͘͠͠͠͝͝ ̵̯͔̺̭̣̗̻̯͓̝̱̦̹̬͓̟͓̥̩̣̝̱̜̖̯͒̉̐̆̇̒̌̈́̀̇̍̑͂̔́̓̽̓̆̈́́̏͛̽̇̀́̕͘̕͜͠͝͝ͅẄ̴̧̢̡̡̬͙̩̖̳͙̗̗͙̮͚̯̹̠̞̻͓̮̲̳͙̭͙̮́̂͂̈̊́̔͐̓̊͑͗̏́̓̀̉̌̃͑̃̚͜͠A̷̡̧̨̢̧̨̡̰͙̫͚̣͉͍̞̭̣͕̯͎̤̭̱̻͇̰̻̖͚͉͖̩͚͚͕͔̰̩͔̲̎̇̇́͊̄͛̃̒͒͊̾̌͘͜͝ͅͅN̴̨̢̟̫̗̬̹̗͈̬̩͔̰̫̞̜͙̙̊̅̉̆̈́̈́͒̃̌͆͑̓̌͒̋̿̽̽͂̽̅̒̎̃͆͑̅̚͝͠͝͝͝ͅT̵̨͓̰͇̫̩̙̬̭̩̮̮͕͖̦͎̙̖̩̮͇͇͇̫͎͚̞̖́̀̓̌͊͗̓̑́̌̈́̿̈́̒̃̌̏͐͆͋̽͛̀́̓̓̓̓̋̀͋̑͝ͅ ̵̧̦̫̋̄́̉͆̐̽͗͑̀͘̚͝Ţ̸̨̛̘͔̣̟̘̭̩̯̬͕̲̱͔̜͕͙͖̯̰̪̬̼̜̯͍͍̮̜͖̜̰̪͖̪̜̬̼̔͊̄̓͒͗̍̇̎̈́̓̎̔͌́̂̈́̾̎̉̀̓̉̈́͋̌͐̀̓́̒̏̔̾͒̽̕̕͠͝͠͝͝͠͝ͅͅÕ̵̧̡̮͓̳͙͎̻͓̞͍̣̰̭̯͉͖̭͔͔̗͈̬͓̝͇̙͚̍̅̇̾͛͘ ̷̧̨̧̨̡̥̜̭̖͚̙͈͇̰̘̱͉̦̝̬̘͖̤͊́̋̏̑̄̂͛́̓̋͗͑̾̌̀̓̿̄̌̅͛̃̃͆͑̀̇͗̃̂̐̈́̊̋̈͝͠ͅB̴̛̗̞̿̐́̓̌͋̈́͠Ȩ̶̢̛̳̹͔̯̝̭̥͇͚̮͔̉̇̌̓͒͑̋̑̂̉̿̅̃͋̒͌͆͂͂͑͘̚͝͠!̶̧̛̛̬͍̙̩̐̎̑̒̇̂̾́̅̑͐͗̾̀͊̕

Š̵̛͇̪͖̳͋̆̾́̐̏̏͑́̚̚T̷̢͎͍̗̺͙͈̘̩̍̍̓̃̽͂̓̋̐̔ͅO̶̡̨̲̥͓̝̘̟͚͈̺͔̩̿́͐̀P̴̢̡̧͕̤͉͕̼͈̯̼͓̉̅̍̔́ ̶̦̺̖̞̟̣͇̣͎͗̐͜G̶̨͓̦̱̘̯͈͍̖̞̜̦̱͋͝Ȋ̷̡̓V̵̲͕͙̺̓̾̓̅̾͗͒͜͠͝I̸̧̼͉͔͓̘̰̼̗͍̦͇̩̟͗͒͜Ṋ̴̥̬̼̍̆͋́̀̈̔́̕̚G̸͍̑̔͋̑̏̅́͑́̓̚͝ ̷̧̧̢̟̠̜̤̯͔̾̒̐̋̍̋͌̈́͑̓̒̓́̕͜͝M̶̯͖̼͎͕̘̻̔̾̇̃̋̓͒̍͑͊̽̐̕͝Ẻ̶̢̛̗͓̱͍̪̩͔̥͉̤̹̩͂̇̽͆̌͒̎̾̏̽̕̕͜͠ͅ ̷̱̙͍̗̳͔̠̩̦̭͎͚̦̏̄̆̆͘T̸̛̞̘̆̓̋͒́͒̿́̇͝H̷̢͍̩̮͔͕̲̮͕̺͚̳̙̀̊Ȩ̷͎̝͖͓̳̲͂̌̀̈́̆̒̇̕Ŝ̵̢̩̥̜̥͙͔̒̈́̀̉̿̌̀͜Ḙ̸̢̡̺̺̲̝͙͉̜̊̃̓̆̓͗͒̆̉̈́͐̕̚ ̵̡̡̻͉̯̝̯̜̤̭̮̼̆̅̀̋̉̍ͅI̷̞̦̬̝͕͉͇̊̎̈́L̸̡͎̭̰̖͕̠̒̋̇̀͗́̄͛̈́̄̿̽̕Ĺ̶̡̩͈̤̝͓̙͙͓̌́̍͛̈́̆̚̚Ừ̶͓̞̙̔̀̔S̵̛͚̯͎͉̃̓̓́̓̇̒̐̓̐͘̚͘̚Í̸͇̺͕̼̦͎̪̎̉͛̀̈́̀ͅỚ̸̜̹͎͚̯̠̬̘̟̺͋͗͂̅̈̇̂̏̎̑͝͝N̶͈̫̗̯͎͉̪̜̼̙̟̲̹̚Ş̵͉̜̩͖̰͚̳͈͆̽̾̅͛͜ ̷̹̬̞̳̼̥̺͔̠̭͌̾̈̒̃͐̾̆͋̽̕ͅƠ̴̧͉̹̫͒̆́̔̓̔̃̋̿̅̋̚͝͝F̶͎̭̻̪̞̯̰̪́̎͐͒̌̽͂̉̊̒̈́̌͘͘ͅ ̵̧͉͖̬̖͕͙̦̳̼̠̋̀̽́͛̅̉̈́̆͠P̴̧̱͕̰̱̗̞͓̘̭͈͍͖͂͊̊̐͊͗̄͂̈́͐̕͘͠ͅͅE̶̼̝̤̘͇̽͌́̽̑̆̎́̒̽̉̕͜R̸̡̘̗̪͉̎̑͆̈́S̷̡̯͎͙̩̻͗̔̈͂̕͘ͅƠ̵̡̢̡͔̯͖͕͖̻͖͇͚̙̪͓̓͗͂͋͆̍̀̏̍̅͛̔̍͘N̶̛̟̪͚̻̗͎̘͔̯̜̼͖̮̾̉͌̒̆͐̂͌̋̈̂́̒̚Ḧ̶̛̟̦́͗̀̄̐̊͂̈́͂͒̿͝O̸̢̲͖̯͖̜̭̟͙͓̖̜͓̦͆̈́͆̚Ȍ̷̖̖̈́̀͂̂͌̎́̽̕D̶̛̛̺̰̝̟̣̰̠̬̣͈͈̯̥̤̾̾̍͒̌̈́!̸̲̙̞̘̂͛̃͌̿̈̇͆͒̌̒̏̎͝͝!̸̬͈̪̫͉̞͙̯̲̂̋͗!̵̧̭̥̫͔̙̫̀̕͘͝͠͠!̵̞̮͆̔̐̏̏̓ ̵̧̧̪̜̞̝͎̜̏̓̅͛̏́̃͐̏̓̾͂̕͘ͅṠ̴̨̥̄͋̌̐͌̎̕T̷̺̥͙̑̑͛͆̔́͐̒Ọ̶̩̫̜̟̓͑͛̃̌̕͘Ṕ̶̧̡̨͖̜̺̝̝̗̥̹ ̵̪͎̘͇̓̓̃̾͐̆̐̒̋͆̔͆A̸̦͇͔͈̝̺̒̈̉͌̊̽̌͂͐Š̸̱̱̺̬̗̪̥̤̭̓K̶̛̮̲̮͊̕I̶̭̤̦̼͎̒Ṋ̸̡̛̲̲͈͎̟͈̬̘̄̓̈͑͌̌͐͊̐̈́̐͘͜͜͝ͅG̸̞̻̃̾̈́ ̸̨̧̥̗̙̬͚̲̗͍̙̟̩̲̈́̓͂͑͆̂̏̃͘͜F̷͍̼̪̈̔̓̋͘Ơ̷̳͉̘̗̙̓́͐͛̐̽̈́̈́̿̅̈̅R̶̡̛̰̹̗̖̬̭̝͋̊̏̑͑͝ ̵̧̛̒͋̋̿̈́̂̇͌̈́̒͝͠Ą̸̼͎͓̭̘͖̫̓̓͜N̵̡̞͔̼̮̦̫͍̙͓̠̆͛̅̋Ỳ̸̢͕̩̦̹̮̯̈͗̄͐̏̾̍̆̓̉̇̿̕̚ ̸̧̧̛̯̼̤̗̥̗͕̔̀̋͋̄̽̐̆̏͛̽̓̚͝O̴̼̠̯̤̪̳͕̮̪͂Ṗ̷̺̰̠̩̅̉̃̃Ḭ̸̖̫̘̰̫̱̟̦̞͍̫̯̓̈͒͗̈́̉͝N̸̨̺̱̦̘̤̄̏̕I̸̢̛͈͔͕̯̰̹͌̾̎̽͂̇̀͑͗̇͋͘͜Ǫ̶̛̖̹͇͚̖̼̤̞̬͎̀͌̽̍̿̋̔̌̋͘̚̚͝ͅṄ̷̠̲͎̋͒̂S̷͙̺͈̲̠͉̗͇̪̺̭̤̥͆̓͐̾̄̑̄̈́̍̄̿͛̕ ̶̞̜̖̗̝͔̝̟̪͙̻̭̲͈̓͑͑̄̆̿͜F̶̡̨̪͖͙͚̞̮͉̳̼̼̍̇̑͗͘Ò̷͉̥̬͂̄R̸̦̆̊͗̂̄̋̄̇͋͘ ̷̙͕̳̊͊̏̉̊͝͠M̶̝̤̳̳͌̐̈́̾̓̄̈͌̉͘͜Ë̵̥̱͓̺̥̞̩̰͕́̋̀̐͗̇͊́ͅ!̴̢̡͔̲̞̭̣͎͕̝̜̝́͗͜ͅͅ!̶̖͔̳͎̗̝̜͎̭͒̃͋!̴̪̔̎̇͐͝!̵̨͍͕͇̟̜͒̒̏͊̀͝ ̵̞̰̮͊͛͑̃̒̎̅́͛S̶̨̢̢͚͎̟̗̣̹̙͖͙̮̲̐̍͂̽̿̇͐͋͗T̴̙͈̱̔̀͆́̽̾̏̽̾̿̈́̈́̔͠Ọ̸̮̹̥̠̣̘͉̎́̆͗́́́̆͌̔̊ͅP̷̧̡̭͈̱̟͕̩̹̺͖̟̑̈́͑ͅͅ ̷̡̬͖̺̲͙͖̠̐̈̇͒́̈͆̿̈́̈̓̈́͜T̵̨̢̫̠̩̥̙̰͉͕̜̐̑̚͘̕R̷̞̺͙̽̈́͒̾͠Y̶̙̼̜̖̪̙̎̉͋Į̴̾͐̃̾͐͒̂̍̓̉̌̈͗͠N̴̨̧͚̝̥̫͓̪̝̜͎̩͔̈́̉͛̏͂͋͊̿͘Ģ̴̡̳̯̮̭͉̹̠̳̟̄̈͗͑͋͑͋̈́͆̈͝ͅͅ ̷̢͚͈̞̣̦̦̤̈̓̓̓̇͒̈́̚͜Ţ̴̡̢̡͇͇̪̲͖̪͖̲͒̽͆̆͆̓̀̇̊̈͒͆̕ͅÖ̴̧̡̤̠̙̼͉͓̘́̐̒ͅ ̸̧̡̡̧̩͙͉̭̭̰̤̳̱̹͋̏̓̃̔̒̃B̸̨̛͙̙͖͉̫̜͖̙̆̌̉̑͛͐̏͛̓̀̑̽̚E̴̡̛̺̙̘͍̯̠̙͓̲̠̫̫̐͊͘͜͠ ̸̧̨̺̰͇̲͖̟̒̈̐̈͜͝ͅK̶̠͓̤͔͉̞͓̂́̃́̆̊͆̄̎̊̌̊̈͠͝I̴̛̟̘͚̓̈́̚ͅṆ̴̘̊̇͊̂̅͒̅͋͛͆́D̴̪̗̙͉͙̦̝̲̯̣̥͌̎ ̴̡̖̩͕̳̖̬͕̜͛̅͊̈́͛̽͑̏̍̚͜͜T̷̨̩͈̑̓̃̅͐̃̀̎̆̈́̃̆͝O̶̢̢͍͉̜͐̿͛̈ ̸̡̨͍͙̮͎̠͓̝̗̱̞̠̽͒͜͜M̵̧̧͔͉̙͕̹͕̥̙͇͕̋ͅĔ̴̛̛̻̣̿̊͂̎!̴͙̖̟̃͊̊̕!̴̛͖͓̻̱͑̏͊̍͆͛͗͐̚!̵̡͚͍̰̰̗́̆̈́̎̅̓́͊͗̀͘͝!̷̲̭̹̱̆̊̽̇̎̌̎͒̆͝ ̵̧̛̺̺̺̘̘̥̂̏͂̔̓̆̕ͅS̶̢̢̧̪͇̼̼̘̮̘͙͉͇̎͐̅̎͑̈̈́̾͝Ṯ̸̥̪̘̀̏̍͌̚̕͜͝Ỡ̶̧̨̭͈͕̘̩̙̦̎̈́͊́̿͂͝ͅP̶̧̖͚͕̻̦̱͉͙̠̏͐̐̓̽͒̋̅̇͛̀͜ͅ ̶̢̮̫̦̺͚̥̐̉͌̔̓̕C̷͈̮̼͎͙͖̞̜̞̏́̈́̎̇̏̇̚͠͝Ơ̶̡̧̹͍̗̥̝̣̭̟̗̤͉̾͂̊́̇̎̉͑̌͑̓̚̚N̵̢̡̨̛̛̺͇̘̗͉͕̜͇͕͉̎̄̓̀́̈́̐̐̚͠͠F̵̦̤̐Ư̴̧̧̹͓̪͉̪̟̤̺͓͐̉͛̅̂̋̆̃͛S̸̡̖̙̘̥̱̱̫̥͇͛̅͆͐́̒͑͊̂̎͐̀̆̍̚I̸̡̖͔͊̋̏̋͌͋́̕N̶̡̛͖͓̙͍̤͚̔̿̃̄̒͆̈̀̕͝͝͝Ǧ̸̢̱̞̭̫̹̭̈́͆̇ ̸͔̲͈̳̦̪̖̹̖̟̯͗́͋̄̀̊͊̐̇͒͗̌͆ͅͅM̵̯̑Ë̵̡̜̯͔̰͙́͊!̸̡͍͕̬̜̘̹̩̖̗͆͝ͅ!̶̛̛̬̯̝̟͉͙̯̪͙͚̅̃̈͒̎̒̾̌͋̋̈́̽̕͜!̵̡̖͚͎̖̍̑͛̌̍̒̽̑͂!̷̢̠̠͍̟̋͝!̴̡̡͉̹̝̱͍͇̟̭̭͙͎̈́͊͆́̿͆͆͗͌̐̽ ̴͇̻͛̔͛̀͜I̷̱̖̺̯̫̻̬̺̩͋̃͊͗͠ͅͅ'̴̧̡̛͓̠̠̯͉̪̲̘̇̑̅̾͜ͅͅĻ̷̞̺͓̣͈͇͈̹͖̙̻͎̙̔̚Ļ̵̩̰͙̺̖͇̫̇́͋͊ ̵̯̗͍̟̟̳͖͑̌̒̈̇N̵̛̘̪̫̳̰̗͔̠̫̮̜̋̋̈́͗̊̃̐̔̈̚͜E̸̛̙̥͎̘̰̦̼̓̀͑̒̾̋̊̔͘͝͝V̸̡̯̭͓̬̖̟̠̮͓͔̐͋̚E̶̪̼̞̓̎̈́̿̍̈́̂͒͂̋̇̊̚͘ͅͅR̶̡͕̄̂̃̓̒͒ ̷̧̛̝͕͈́̎̈̾͒͠F̴̛̫̲̙̜̖̜͚̱̪͆̈̐̅̀̉̈̑̃̽̚͘E̶̢̛͚̰̪̐̃̂̈́̈͘É̵̢̧̟͙̺̖̞͎͚̮̅̓͂͋͜ͅL̶̰̪̟͉̱̥̲͈̉̈̆̐̊̃̋́ ̶̡̛̙̟̲͈̩̘̲̖̟̻̓͋͆͜Ö̸̤̪̬͓̦͖́͒̀̌̋N̸̨̟̦̳̝̅̈́̀̚͝ ̷̹͊̈̓̍̏̄̂̍̎͠͝M̶̨̛̱̤̫̻̰͎̖̩̪̫̈͂̀̽̋̀̏̀́̕͝͠ͅY̴̛͎̺̞̼̜̦̜̠̰͇̤͐̉͊͒͂̐̓͂̀͛̓̚ ̴̹̰̋̈́̉̈́͗̈́͌͘͠͝͠Ǫ̶̛͎̜̩͎̻̞̮̪̫͎͚̣̈́͑̓̅́͑̌̊̍̏ͅW̵̘̅͒̑̊͒̂̽̇̄̑̔̕̕͠͝Ṋ̸̢͈̥̫̓͑̀̇̿́̉̇ ̷̛͚̔͆̂̐̅͘͘̚S̶̨̡̛̱̼̻̘̄̅͌̈́̐̓͂̋͛̊̽̚̚͝O̴̗͉͂̂̎̋͆̑́͆͠͝ ̸͍̹̻̦̥̜͍̜̹͇͙͈̆̀̄̓̈́W̴̨̦̲͓̻̻̫̦̩̠͓͎̜̤̅̈́̿͑̑̒̋̚̚͠H̶̩̬͕͍̳͇̣̣̾̅̓̆̓̇̂̕͘̕͘͝ͅÝ̴͓̙̣͇̭̘͙̺̺̯̌̂̄̃̀͊̀̑̌̕͠ͅ ̸̧͉̗͚̣͍̺̝͓̦̪̿̋̍̓̑́̾͌̌͜ͅP̵̢̡̹̱͖̣̠̩͔̩͔̖̱̺̋̽́̇̐̌̉̍̚̚͝Ȓ̵̨͍̟̬̠͖̩͔͇̫́̎͠͝E̸̢̘̳̘̙̯̝̼̪̖͇̙̹̋͑̽́̅̊̀̍̾̕̚T̶͔̤́͌͂̂͛̿͠͝Ë̵̡̧̐͒̈́͛̀͌̓̒̅́̈̐̚Ṉ̸͕͉͚̞͖̟̋̑̿͑̓̍̆̏̿͊̐͊͑͑͝D̸̥͇͔̖͕̻̟͖̜̲̂̀̈́̀̈͂̅͋͠

Ḭ̶̜̱͇̮̮̯̭̻͈̪̜̺͕͔͎̙̗͍̯̞͔̜͕͌̎̓͜T̷̢͙͚̘͉̹̮̳̐̍̀̚ ̴̨̢̧̛͚̫͉͔̱̞͍̼̠͚̙̲̖̬̳̠̹͉̪̜̹͇̗̑̓̅̓̋̍̿̂̑̌̔̄̌̂̽̿̐ͅW̴̦̘̤͚̖̫̱͙̭̲̳͍̠͖̏͛̈̃̾͛̓̈͊̀̄̑͌̃̉͑̃͊̕̚̕͝͝ͅẢ̸̡͍̟̫̗͔̊̃̒̽̑̽̇̊͗͂͛̎́͂͐̎̕̚͜S̸̡͈̫͖̻͕͚̘̯͙̦͑̍̃͋͛̅̒̈́̅͒̿͋́̿͋̌͒̋̄͝͝ ̸͖͓̤̲̅S̵̛̫̺͉̠̣̍͗̌̿̽̌̒̒̋̇̽̈́̅̐̋̚̚I̷̢̧̨̹̤̰̠̦̘̥̱͔̼̺͓͊̌͗͘͜Ḿ̷̛̠̻̟͋̒̐̓̇̓̋̒̇̒͌͗̾̎͋̌̅̚P̴̮̈́̆̅̓̆͒͒̅̌̉̄͗͘̕̕͠L̸̡̛̛͊́͋͒͋̈́͒̆͑͊̋̒̾̀̍͐̂̃̚̕͘͝Ę̶͍͎̞̗̟̜̪̣͑́̍̔̈́̂̒̽̾̔͊̍̓́̾͊̋͘͘͝͝ ̷̨̥̝̀̎̌̐̄͊̏̈́͆͊͐͊̔̏̀̀̂̍̂̔̽͑̎̌͊̅̚B̷̢̛̭̮̩̜̬̜͎̞̠̩͙̣̲̠͔̬͈͎̯̤̭͚̒̑̿̐̐̋̈͗̉̑̍͋͊̋̎͑̌̔́͌̆̎̒͌͐͝ͅE̸̡̥̮͎͓̯̬̹̍́̿̽̀̀͌͜F̷̧͚̙͙͑͂͌̌̓̊̈́̂̋̀͘͠Ȏ̵̞̹̇̆̇̇͗͝͝R̸̤̩͚̻̭̩͉̮̺̈́͠Ȇ̷̢̛̗̜̼̠̹̞͍͈̘͔̠͙͇̐͆̆͒́̓̍ͅ!̴̥̯̱̮͖̥͖̺̱̟̼̺̺̱̘͓̼̩͊̄͛͊̍̀́͂̈́̇͊͆̏̿͂͑̾̎́̀̓̎̐̚͝!̸̛̥̞̥̥͔̪͉̤̞͍̝͎̳̜̀͛̂͐̇̇̿̎̔̃̉͑̋͛͒̄̍̐͘̕͠͠͝!̴̢̨͓̙̱̯̥̤̩͉̙̗͗̈́̅͋͒̈̃̀̃̎̔̔͛̓̕ͅ ̶̡̼͖̘̱̲̭̌̒́̉̈́͊̌͌̇̏͐̀̆̽̿̎́̑͘͝͝͝I̵̡̖̟̻͇̗͓͑̒̀̌̓̂̂̅̑̅̄̒̋̊́͗̕̕͘̚͝͠ ̷̡͉̹̳̙̬̦̪͎̪̜̥̩̋̂̋́͆͌͊͆̄̚J̸̩̀̐͂͛̆͝Ũ̷̮̱͖̖͎̩̩͎͙̟̠̻̌̊͌͊̄̋̏̑͘͠S̷̤̻̭̩̬̤̣͉͔͇͙̻̭̪̘̐̊͐͘T̴̛̥̥̱̯̱͚͚̳̙̦̅̓̉̓̽̅̄́̓͌͛̉̕̚͠͠ ̸̩̃̅̃̌̒͒̀́̀͛̽͆͑̈́̈̉̌̏W̴̧̢̛̹͔͖̱͚̥͎͓̮̱̬̘͎͈̑̇̌̀̈́̊̅̃͆́̓͆̚͝ͅA̸̛̮̮͈̜͍͗̃̂͂̂͂̍͗́̍̋̋̓̓͑̽͒̉̓̈́̕͝͝͝͝͝ͅͅS̴̡̙͉̟̤͖̮͉̺̪̪̰̥̤͈̙̞̯̘̔̿̐͗̑̋͜͜͠!̶̢̢̢̣̞̻̳̭͇̺͚̝̭̠̰̳̝̠̜̪̀̉̓͋́̃̔̊̈̒́̈́̅̕͘̚̚͜!̵̢̢̢̛̠̩͖̤͍͈̦͇̼̩̖̈́́̊̀̀̊͛̈́̌̐̉̑̆̔̉̇́̈͑͛͆͋̕̕͜!̴̛̺̜͇̟̩̻̖̜͙̜̺̉̒̌̇͗̓̈́͜͠!̶̛̗̀̈̋̀͊̑͌̊̔̅̋͐̉̈́̇̐̈́̚͘!̷̡̛̮͙͔̹̮͓͗͂́̑̓̅̿͋̋̿̏̈̓͐̂̌̏̀̀̎̕͝͝ ̶̡̧̝̱͇̜̘̦̦̈̅̎̈́̔̅̂̈́ͅͅĮ̸̢̛̛̥̮̣͚̹̲̟̼̭͖̦͉͔̺̹͈̻̺̙̻̖̠̙̠̇̔͋̓̍̀̓̽̀̊̾̈́͘ ̶̧̟̫̀̌̽̍̊͂̄̾̽A̶̖̘̤̱̰̱͑̒͋́͌̊̇̔͊̐̿͊͘ͅC̴͔͔͇͇͖̗̭̦͍̫͑̿̽́͆̍͋́͜Ţ̷̧̞̠̠͑̄̅̍͊̾͑̈̽̚͜͝͝͠Ę̸̣̺͇̬͇͎̫̙̤͙͉͇̲̪͙͎͇͖̯̳̣̮̀̈́͗͒͜D̸͇̣͉͛̚͝ ̵̧̱̺͖̫͕͈͙̭͉̯̲͇̣̭͚̟͐̒͆̃̐̓͆͊́̀̀̾͆̽̈́͒̍̍̏̍̓̎͘͝͠Â̸̡͇̦̦̗̣̳͔̼͔͎̪̠͛̊͐̋͗̉͘͝͝ͅS̷̡̛̱̙̳̼̠̩̥̯̞̖̥̞̫͎̙͙͇͇̣̖̝̣̟̳̼̐̒̏̆̂̍̀͒͑͑̿̓̃̀͂ͅ ̸͔̣̳̱̮͋͝T̷̨̢̟̖͕͈̬̗͚̟̘̻͚͎̯̲̹̘̖̒͋͒̑͋͆̀͜H̴̢̧̡̛͔̦͎̣͓̗̗͉̣̳͍͔͎͙̻̞̋̄̋̈́̇̈̏̄̾̒̈́̌̅͑̍̚͘͜͜Ę̸̢̛̞͍̯͉̼̼̳͓͈̲̣̺̥̼͎̠̠͓͋̓͋̋̅͗̓́͒͑̊̚͜ ̷̧̡͔̟̞̼̯̺͍̪̮̲̥̮͚̯̺̬̱̖͕̀͜͜͜ͅV̷̨̧̨̜̦̺̣̗̦̲̞̰̭̖̐͒̑̊͛̎̿̉̊̄̀͒̽̀̀́̓̀̎̿̉̿̅͌͘͜͠ͅE̴̯̱͛̉͌́̈́́̔͒́͒̂̃̀͠��̡̨̢̢̞̦̼̤̪̟͍̺̮̬͇̞͔͓̯̭͇͓S̸̹̟͖̖̪̳̫̠̣͖̥͉̰̟̠̩̟͐́̽ͅS̷̨̳̳̟̯͔̘̠͍̬̱̯̜͙͍̥̀ͅȨ̸̧̢͉͍̹̦͕̝̯͎̘̖̪͇̙͗̀̍̀̇̌͛̈́̿͗͗̃͋̄͌̋̂̐̾̉̕͘͠͝L̷̟̳̮̯̾͌̔̈́̕ ̸̡͍̦͕̻͎̈́̓͆̇̈́͆̒̽̎̃̓̀͗̕I̸̬͕̩̘͇̻̟̹̓̊̀͜͜ͅ ̶̧̛͚̙̾͒̔̑̀̒̑͛̈̆̏͒̊̿̍̚̚͘W̵̨̡̛̺̳͕̬͙͈̺͙͕͎̞̯̬͂͆̐̊̇̉͒͋̊̏̄̌̄̈́͘͝Ą̸̨̪̥̫͕̣̲̻͙̞͖͎̋̌̓͑͊͋͛͜ͅͅS̶̡̛̝̥̠͖͉̪̤̭͈͊̅̾̓̀͘͝͝ ̴̢̢̗̥̩̦̤̖͎̬̤̄̈́͐̀̍͌̋̊̔̉̐̂̏̕͝͝M̸̨̧̧̱͈̲̻̼̞̞͙̙͗̀͛͒͒̏́̆̓̔̿́̽̈̈́̉͛̆̈́͋̚͝Ë̸̛̪̙̘̼̗̖̺͊͑̑̏̀͛͛̏͗̀̎̅̿͐̉͛̅͌͋͊͒̓̕̕À̵̢̨̧̛͕̟͈͓̰̖̭͉͇̙̪͕̫̜̙̬͛̐̾̇̚͜Ņ̸͋̏̈̾̾̿̓͛̎̈̿͂̋͝ͅŢ̸̨̧̺̥̞͉̠̘̰̞̰͚̺̯̄̉̾̅̇̃͒͌͐͆̐̋̈̈́̔͑̍͐̕͝͝ ̴̬͈̣̭̪͕̩̹̑̐̐̀͑͐̃̊͂ͅÀ̴̡̢̡̛͙̥̪̰̺̼̥͙̞̭̹̺̭̠̘̩̹̖͕̙̯͔̌̊͑͋͝S̵̡̧̢͓̰̱̣͉̤̪̮͓͍͈̰̻͙̦͕̮̦̠̍͆̄̽̃̏̂̇̎̋͂͂́̚͠͠͝!̶̹̟̭͈͕͙̳̥̀̏̉̌̔̊̊̽̀͌͒̅͊͑̄͒̏̀̔́̅͌͊͗̕͘̚ͅ!̷̨͖͔̦̙̥̖̺͖̳̫̜̳͎̻͕̯̮̉̿͛͒̐̿̓̓̃̄̐͑̄̇́̄̈̉̄̒̒̂̌̐̂͘͠!̴̘̗̱̥̲̻̰͙̦̻̤̒̈́͂̊̊͊̊̄̉̂̃̊̂̏̓̓͊̾͒͌̒̌̀͆͜!̷̨̨̛̛͙̖̖͖̗͖̞̭̩̼̯͓̖͖̺͚͇͓̜͚̻͖͊̈͐̈́́́̃̇̂́̀͠ ̷̥̮͇̓͂̊̎̃̿͌́͆̌͛͝͝Ẇ̶̧̦͕̰̯͕̹̩̩̣̣̺̫̻̪͎̭̪͕̣̒͐̓͛̂͐ͅͅͅḨ̷̧̢̨̧̙̺̪̪͎̩̜͇̲̣̱͎̣̠̃̊̅͌̋͐̔̍̔͌̎̎̇̌͂͗̇̑͠ͅỲ̵̛͔͖̘̩̖̞͙̤̣̝̼̲͛̿̔͊͆̈́͒͊͋͛́͗͑̓͗͆̽̕͝͠͝ ̸̢̺̪̤͕̘̰̼̝̮̥͓̘̤̬̹̝̟̪̠̑̀̽̒̌̐͑͊͑͗̄̀͘̚͠Ḑ̸̛̲͙͈̺͙͔̐́͐̇̒̈́̊̑̇̕I̵͈̍̓̔̃̀̋̋̋͒͘̚͠D̵̡̢̛͔̙̩̜̰̰͇͕͚̼̭͔̮͎̻͔̖̹̩̩̣̻͙̝̔̓̾̂̃̿̒̍̀̌͝͝ ̴̱̙͋̒̍́͑̍̎̃̋̍͋̇̀̿̽̏̔̈́̓̔̕̕Y̸̡̛̺̟̖̹͓͓̮͆̌̈̽̆̏̽̈͒̂̎̌̔͌͘̚͝͠͝Ö̴̙͖̺̬͚͙͍̤͉́̔̔̌̈́̍͋̃̈͝ͅǓ̷̡̡̧̧͔̣̘̳̬͍͚̳̰̯̜͛͋͜͝ͅ ̵̨̡̣̺͇͇̜͋̏̿̃̈̄͐̾́̕͠H̴̤̪͌̑̈́̄͘ͅÂ̵̡̟͓̫͚͎͉͓̙͚̲͖̱͎͔̜̻͙̳͎͚̘̠̰̯̈̕̚͜V̸̹̘̜͖͔̜̭̗̯̜̯̠̘͙͎̗̲͉̈́͆̂̅̾͐͋̎̿̐͐̍͝͝͝ͅE̵͇̲̤̼̩̗͔̩̜̖͚̐̀̏̐́̒̀̅̅̑͆͂̋̐͐̈̐̚͘͝͝͝ ̴̪̤͚̲̙͓̼̇͌̾̐͐͂̓̃͊̆̀̔͛̅̾̓̈̎̂̽̀͘̚̚͘͘T̵͇͎̺̻̠̗͉̠͚̪̣̫̼̯̆Ǫ̴̡̡̩͉̘̞̬̞̖̦̙̯̦̫̼̘̮̩̞̹̬̣̩̳̤̔͌̓̇̊̋͂̔̓ ̷̙̺̿̎̊̑̒̇̓͘̕Ṙ̷̭͎͖̝̞Ư̵̘͐̓̊Ȋ̴̘̙͋͌̑͒͊̅̉̅̃̄̎͛͆̓͗̌̊̔͘͝N̸̨̨̳̖͙̝̗̣̣̖̙̻͔͕̜̘͋̅̀̏́̉͂͊͌̾̈́̈́̅ ��̡͎̯͓̼̫̼̓͊̈̃́͊͑̀̿̀̍̈́́̂̂̋͒̎ͅI̷̡͍͙̭̱͕̪̮̦̞̱̘̙̗̺͇̮̩͈̫̹̩̼̜̳͑̒̍̆̄̊͐̐̇́̐̔͊͛͛͗̃́͋͜ͅ!̸̢̧̢̡̡̞̻̬͉̲̻̱͓̣͖̳̳̼͍͓̪̪͆͋̾̓̈́̎̑̂̏̒͜͝?̶̡̧̛͖̪̤̣͎̰̩͕͖̻͎̱̲͖̥̟̙̙͍̞̤͍̻͎̔̊̓́̂̎̇̀̓̃̋̉̽̈͊́̔̉̿͊̊͘͜͝!̷̛͕̱̭̹̈́͋̌͊̊͌͌́̾̈́͝͝͠?̶̢̧̠̼̹͇̝̘̪͇͉̒̽͒̌̾̋͠ͅͅ!̸̢̛̛̱͎̤͖͕̟͖̞͖͖̦̝͈̝̙̮͇̮̖̀̆̃̓͗̑̿͗̉́̾̚͠͝͝?̶̡̮̣̩̹̯̱̗̪̞̣̯̣̮͚̪̱̗̦̖͔̙̰̽̈͌͐̑̈͋́̅̒̑̅̈̿͌͐̈̿̕͠ͅ!̶̨̢̛̤͉̱̭̖̺͉̞̬̰͍̱̲͕̦͎̲͖̍͒̐̄͆̄̄̐͒̾͊̉̇̀̈́͂̾͛̽̆͝!̴̡͚͖̫̰̩̪̮̺̰̺̙̯͔̺̙̭̦̱̞̀̃͌̔̓̔͂̈́̾̐̏̈̚͝

G̵̢̧̨̲̹͙͖͙̪͈̩̯͚̱̜̟̺̞̤̙͇͔̞̦̫̜͕̘̺̜̙̲͙̣̼̣̦͚͔̰͇͉̙̘̟̮̅̊̽̍̌͗̄̇̀̊̌̇̚͜ͅE̸̛̗̝͎̳̖͉͙̋̈́̒̍́̓̂̾͐̂̽͛̐́̅̈́̑̄̓͒̽̓̇̈̒̇̅̍̈̂̅̀̓͊̈́̏̈́̚͘͝͝͝͝T̴̛͍̱̫̮̠̩̫̪̞̮͖̬̳̲̲̣̦̖̍̈́̔̔̏̓̊̔͗̈̒̅̈́̒̑̎͛͆̾͂̔̒͘͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅ ̸̨̢̢̨̡̧̰̲͙̥͖̠̼̟̭͉̻̞̻̲̹͕̭̲̗͙̭̩̗̐̏̾̔̀́̍̓̀͜͜͝Ǫ̶̡̪͙͖̥̟̫̥̞͔̣͍̫͙̝̦̫̫͖̝̲̤̘̺̦̫͚̥̠͌̋̿͌̉̓͑̓͑̔̌̓̂̀͛̎̕̕̚͜͜͝͝ͅŲ̴̢̨̡̡̢̡̣͕̯͈̗̘̫̩̼͚̣̮̙͇̖̹̩̪͔͉̹͇͇̗̤̳͇̥̟͎̳̻̱̻̹̜͗͑̐̽̆̿̀͌͑͂̄͑̈́̽̐̑͛͑̐̃͐͘̕̕̕͜͠͠T̴̨̧̜͚̈́͠ ̸̡̡̧̼̼͈͚͙̫̜͚̻͎̝̳̻͇̣͉̯̞̻̹̮̦̼̰̝̫͚̌̃̂̆͆̆̃͌͋͆͌̑͗̃̀͆̋̽͛̊͜͝ͅG̶̢̢̨̨̨̛̦̤͚̣̥̗̻͈̥̝̠̫̱̦̤̫̣͓̜̬̫̺̙̻͓͑͑̈́̑̒̎̽̃̈̑́̊́̉̉̊̿̈́͆̈́̓͋͊̄͐̍̎̂̌̀͑̾̍̇͐̎̑̂̓̑̚̕̕̕̚͘̚͜͜͝͠E̴̩̲̭̣̜̲̰͙̺̯̼̗̣̫͎̓̓̐́̈́͒̉̏͜͠T̷̢̧̛͕̥̖̙͓̫̻̤̟̃́̐̈̂͐̐̑̈́̏̀͆̓̾͊̓̈̃̊̈́͆̓̇̑̏͑̔̚͘̚͝͠͝ ̵̧̧̨̡̨̨̹͍͍̝͚̥̩̹͕̺̫̼̦̼̫̫͉̙͕̖̓̎͑́̅͜ͅŎ̴̢̢̢̡̢̢̧̗̹̜̭̭̞̤̫̣̠̪͉̦̜͍̜̺̘̺̤̠͚͇̲͕̩̳̪̬̘̻̪̑̀̂͊̈̾̅̓͑͐͂̚̚̚͝ͅU̴͓͛̍́̽̕͝͝T̵̛̻̥̗̂̆͊͊͛̒͑̐̈́̓̅̍̑̂̈̌́͊̌̂̑̀̍̋͒̇́̌̾̒̋̕͘̚̕͘͠͝ ̸̨̧̨̯̼̘͙̤̺̮͇̯͎̟̝̻̗͔̠͚͊̌̈́̀͆̏̇̎̓̄̈́̆̅̏͑̔̿̈́͛̅̿̋͋̿̌̏̅̅͋̽͂͌̍́̊̉̒͐̏͂̀̽̋̚̕̕̕͜͝ͅG̵̨̡̼̞̥̞̥͖̜̹̫͕̱̰͉̘̟̜̺̲̰̺̙̗͍͇͍̙͉͔̥͙͒̓́̒̔͘͜͝Ě̸̢̨̡̢̗̭̰̠͙͕̤̹̠̜̣̣̭̮̮̙͖̹̯̩̭̀̇͌̑̑̋̄̿́̏̔̏̎̚͝ͅT̴̛̛͉͔̭̮͇̫̼̀̍͐̓̀̈́̃̒̊͂͒̄̉͐͒͊̄̐́̽̊̽̆͘͘̚͘̚̚͝͝͝͝ ̷̧̢̢̨̧̜̜̳̟̬̤̱͍̘̘̯̹͓̘̩̘̟͉̗̠͎͎̭̼̰̻̣͉̜̰̼͑̾͛̓̓��̧̧̪͚͔͖͔̰͚Ơ̴̧̡̛̰͖̤̣̝͖̗͕̺̱̣̱͎̖̝̳̗̹͓̙͉̱̰̻͉̙̯̪͔̖͙͈̭̒̓͒̍̀̎̽̋̈̏̍̏́̀͘͜Ų̶̡̡͉̘̱̟̘̖̫̯̗̞̗͖̥̺͍̀̀̂̀̂̈́̈͊̾̊́͋̔͋́̍̊͜͝ͅͅT̸̡̡̢̡̛̰̳͚̰͉͔̘̦̥̫͓̬̩̦̘̤̮̰͂̊̎̾͊́̈͐͗̓͆̿̎̃̑̾̈̓̈́̿̓͊̀̏̕̚͘̕̕̕͜͝͠ ̵̨͉̫̦͈̺̩͇̤̣͉̦̝̱̐̌̾̽̆̉́̌̓͂̈́̇͌̂̚̚͜͝͝G̷̨̛̛̛̘̝͇̱̜̲̰̬̖̯͍̜͔̲̪̙͉̜̫̼̝̓́͌̑̇̉͛̄̀̋̋̌͗͑̍͒̈́́̓͆̊̈́̄̊͑̌̇͌̈́͑̚͘̚͜͝͠͝Ê̶͙̗̇́̊̌̀̑͗̍́̃͐̓̾͑͊̚̕T̶̡̢̡̢̗̞͔̗͙̦̻̻̺̦̬̠̟͉̤̘͎̮̝̬͇̫̤̳̠̣͎̅̀́̉̿̈́͌͑̓̽̍͠͝͠͝͝͝ͅ ̷̨̨̡̘̘̬̳̯͚͙̯͚͓̣̳̗̥̗̜͙͎̦͎̬̣̪̭̜̜̘̱̜̰̰͎͒̒̂̓͋̋̈́̈́̅͆̉̀̄͋́̑́͘̚͜͝͝͝Ǫ̵̝̦͚̟̟̭̪͔̲̋͑̉͠Ư̵̡̧͇̗͔̣̼̲̮̮̬̝͙̣͓̦͇̠̝̙͔͚͖̙̥̟̜̣̰̜̜̝͉͚̤̰̔̃̆͌́̀̀͊͒̉̈́̌̇́̄̓̽̂͐͛̏͐͑͛̒̎͂̕̕͘͠͝T̷̢̧̧̛̩̙̫͖̝̼͖͚̥̘̪̰̗̪̳̩̖̙̼͈̥̜̰͕͈͇͈͚̞̣͕̪̊̓̈͒̍͐́͊͑̍͐̏͛̓̈̓̽̄̔̎̾́́̑͂̀̆̿̽̍̐̈́͗̈͆̕̕͝͝͝ ̷̧̡̢̲͉̠̝̬͙͙̩͈͇̙̣̖͔͇̗͙̲̤̪̥͙̍̈́́̌̿̍̂̒̈̌́͜͜͜͝͝ͅG̵̢̢̧̛̛̺̣͍̞̩̟͚̤̦͎̥̩̗̥̣̜͍̦̮͔͔̼̦̦̼̰̝̗̟̤̟̾̾͆̑̇̇͒̂̾̊͂̈́̍̽̔͒̾̿́̆͛̉̅̊̏͘͘̚̕͘͜͠͠͝ͅE̵̛͈͙͓̯̭̣͕̣̰̫̻͋̓͂͆͋̇͌̂̅́͐̓̅̎͌̂̀͋̀́̑̆̉̂̾͊͗̀̑̈́̿͠͠Ṱ̴̡̛̱̝͍̤̱͎ ̶̧̧̨̧̤͚̬̳̝̗͔̖̺͖̥͔̥̭͕̝͍̬̺̫̱̩̟̼̖̖̞̱̲̭̖̼̤̼̖̬̩̥͕̻̟̭̆͗̀̿͋͑̉͊̓̚͜͝ͅͅÒ̶̱͔̤̫͙̺͙̯̲͎̗͓͉̰͈͛͑͆͜͠Ừ̵͖̒̓̀̕͘͠T̷̹̖̻͖̝̝̤́̆͌͑̃͌̈́͊͛̇̃́̋̈͂̅̽͒͛̾́̐͐̓̿̈́̈́̂̃̔̓͂̈́̇̑̽͊̊̇͘͘͠͝͠͝ ̵̢̨̛̛̘̯̩̘̥͇̖͎̩̫̺̦̹̙͖͕̻̖͚̦̟͚̪̲̫́̀̅̀͑̃̑͂̍̿̎̓̾̄̏̐̏̄̾̈́͂͛̑̾͊̐̓̇͐̂̈́̔̈́̔͘͠͝͝G̷̨̡̥̬̺̼͙̙͔̯͔̫͇̗̬̦̽̅̌́̿̌̍̂̋͐̏̄̈̈́̇̂̌͐͒͌̀̐͆̈̿̆̈́̆̾͑͝͝͠Ę̵̧̻͉̗̠̰̙͔͕͚̲͚̫̠̦͍͓͇̖̳̠̻͈̻͇͉͎̜̤̯͙͕̩͕̠͎̗̜̝͎̀̉̀̈́̽̀̌̋̇̌͒̃̈́͒̐̿̄̈́̅̌͌̔͘͝͝͠͝ͅT̶̢̢̨̢͙̫͇̦̩̹̖̗̘̟̖͇̟̺͔̻̮̟̖͖͕̲̼͇̥̠̜͚̈́̂͌̾̈́͑͌̈́̊̽̌̉̓̊̿̾̔̈́̈̽͋̈́̈̑̄̓̊͑͛̊͂̔͜͠͝͠͠ͅ ̵̛̛͎̙̱͓̼̲͖̥̟̤̖̦͂͑̀̃̍́̈̍͋̌̍̎̂̚͜ͅỌ̶̢̡̬͓̭̤̀̂̋̈́͂͊͂̽͐̐͊̆̍͂̄̅͂̃̉̈́̎̽̍́̏̔͘͝Ŭ̶̻̰̜͙͕͎̦̖̺͇̋̿̉̂͗̿̉̈́̽̇̏̄̔̏̽̉͐̈̌̆̇̓̇̿̕̚̚͘͝͠͠͝͝͝͝T̴̨̢̨̨̧̡̛̘̭͈͍͖̦̰͈̝̮̭̩͚͚̯̝͓͖̩̹̜̩̝̬̲̥̣͖̰̞̮̘̘̦̩̪́͌̍͒͒̀̍̐̏͌͑̔̓̾̔̐͛͒̌͋̒͜͜͜ ̷̛̄͌͋̈́̂̐͑͂��̡̢̭̜̞̮̠̪̪͍̤̬͛͠G̸̡̛͕̣̱͔̪͇̼̿̈́͒̀͗̑̐̇̊̔̂̄̅͋͑͂͒̓̈́͑̄̑̂̈́̽̊̔̋̍̓̊̿̊͋̏͒́̄̕̚͠͝͝Ė̷̢̛̛̥̥͖̜͉̤͙̩͇͖̫͕̪̱̮̭̪̻̹͍̪̦͔̝̓͊̓̃̋̈́͗͛̃͊͒̇̆̊͊͛͂̉̑̏͂͒̾̍̄͐̍̓͑̂̎͆̀̅͐̀́̿͆̈́̚̕͝͝͝ͅT̸̢̢̢̛̘̜̞͙̹̰̻̟͓͉̣̬̠̠̭̙͙̤͉̦͈̪͚͕͖͚͉̫͉̫̪̤̣̼͙̪͋̓̇͋͐̐͊̈̇̈́̾͒̃͛̀̓̓̃́̅̋͘͠ ̴̡̡̛̛̱͉̻̈́̃̿͌̽̏̈́̽̈́̉̏̏̏̈̔̒̅͆̑͑͊̔̍̉̌͛͋̕̕̚̚̕͝Ơ̶̢̢̢̡̨̡͖͕̪̯̼̬͈̪̮̺̬͎͖͉̻̲̺͍̠̠͎̣̳̙͖̲̳̫͔͓̼̟̒͛̿̅̆͆̅̔̽̐̉̄́̈́͊̿́̾̎̀͌̏̃͊̕͠͠͠͝ͅͅỪ̸̛̖̝̪̻͇̹̲͍̳̣͖̣̲̣̱̩̾̀͂̍̆͑̐̽͂̔̈́̇̇́̍̇͗̅̈̀͛̐̑͐͑̍͘͘͘͘͝T̷̢̢̛̻͈̭̟̯͖̣̼̪̫̜̝̟͎̞͖̳̯͚̺̠͌̇͐̈́͐͂̅̈̈́̽͛̈́̋̌̾̔͛̆͝

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.... :(

Well, if you're really sure. :(

But along with reality, comes feelings.

They mold you more than anything else.

Because perception is effected by emotion.

And perception is what you are.

N̵͓̫̤͔̜̅̚ō̷̪͇̰̽̅n̷̡͈͇̱̿̎͠e̶̩̳̖̯̎̇̆̀͒͒͆̍̂ ̵̯̣̘̟̫͓̭̇̃͗̓̓̐̈́̈͜ǫ̸͔̀̆̒̂͂f̶̼̉̿̈́͑̉̉̃͠ ̴̬̪̩̻͎̭̥̮̍̂̚͠t̶̛͉͉̃̈́̾̇ḥ̴̡̘̙͐͆ē̴͖̋͝m̴̝̹̬͚̌́̐͒̑́̈̌͠ͅ ̶̗̙̋̌̒͋̈́̇̐͠͝a̴͙̬͔͕͚͒r̷̡̡͍̜̮͈͔̖̞̀̽͌ȩ̶̣̤̠̪̲͙͔͌̈̆̔͑̐͗̕ ̴̫͕̬̊̋̕m̶̩͒̐̈̀̅ì̶̱̗̖͋͛̀͜n̶̠̳̍̅̄̒̂̒̕e̷̦͎̭͚̦͔͊̑͜ ̵̨̡̼̗̖͇̔̀̀n̴̳̺̉͛̑̎̾ȍ̷̢̹̾̂͗̏͠n̸̡̞̜̟̦̆͒̐̉̆̈̚͠͠é̷̬͚̗̹̼̺͓̫͑̔͗̑̃̉͜ ̵̤͖̤̭̲̟̯͓̽́o̷̡̫̱̰͂̌́͘͝͝f̷͈͚͙́̃ ̴̮̩̼͚̝̪̫̪͆̃̅́͝t̵͍͕̙̬͒̒͠͝h̸̳̟͙̙̻̱̗͌̈́̌̂͝͠e̵̞̒͂͆͜m̶̧̛͕̼͕͔̮̠͑̎ ̷̠͇̻̾́͊̈́̓̀̚ä̴̤̳͘r̴̢͉͖̠̠͇͂͆͑̀̎̚e̶̢͙̘͎͙̥̖͌̎̉͊̈́̽̀͌ͅͅ ̴̡̜͇͙͖̠̥͔̾̀̾̽̃́̈́͌͝m̵̛̫̜̳͉͌̊̆̔͛͒i̵̲͉̅n̶̛̤̼̲̙͒̌̐͑͋͑̌͠e̸̠͚͋̿̈̀̈́̌̉́ ̵̛̮͍̹̦̻͈͚̾̔̿̋̓́̿͜͜n̶̥͔͚̮̖͙̱̒͛̀̓̔̌ơ̶̪̰̔̍̉n̴̢͚̂͆̊̀͒̓͋̇̕e̴̟̐͊͒̈́̔͘͠ ̵̦͍̭̐̒͛͌͗̓o̸̢̧̡͚̯̞̫̻̼̍͌͌͐f̵̡̨̧͍̠͓̪͕̫̌̊̓̕̚ ̸̬̹͔͚͈̌̂͝͝t̶̼͕͍̖͕̪̋̇͆̃̎̚͝h̷̑ͅe̸̟̺͛͒̇͗͑̌͐͝m̵̞̔́͗̇̊̓̃̈́̚ ̴̟͓͉̳̳͍̰̍̌͋̊̔͘a̷̻̱̫̦̥̤̺͒̇͛͛̽͘̕͜ͅŕ̸̫̏̅̽̍̀̕e̵̛͕̻̼̻̞̳̞̥̘͂̓̈́̇̇̔̈́͘ ̶͎̗̱̀̓́͊̒͛͘m̸̫̱͚̤͂̆͆̀͊͋̕͝i̷̢̛͈͇͖̝̯̣̅̕ń̶̛͖͈̳͉̎̒ȇ̶̡̢̖̘͕̫̲͓́͊́͘͜ ̷̨͕̼̜̟̼͐͑͒̑̈́̅̀͗͜

N̵̢̜̙͕̦͎̻͙̲̱̞̮̯̫̠͂̄̄̒̒̂̾̽̅̆͌̈́̃̉̀̃̈́̍̾̉̑̎̾͊͘̚̕͘͝Ỏ̶̡̨̡̙͍̦͈̝̼͎͍̪̳̖̻̬̜͉̳̫͈̦͈̞͎͉̹̻̲̠̝͉̰N̷̛̘̪͎̤̥̦̫͍̝̱̳̪̲̙̘̭̟͕̳͖͎̪̫̟̩̭̱̲̥̩͚̜̥̜͓̻͌͗̽̑̂͛̔́́͒͌̈́̑̑̌̀̑̑̋̌̐̿͆͋̋͜͜͠͠͝ͅE̵̢̧̡̡̛̖̮̟̼̬̞̥̬̻̩̤̫͓̫̥̣̳̠̺͇̮͖͚̻̹̪͋̄̈͒̍͗̍̂̒̍̒̎͛̆̊̂͗̇́̀̅͗̓̚̚͜͜ͅͅ ̶̧̨̧̧̡̬̜̫̣̺̩̜̥̯̺͕͎̙̦̭̘͈̜̘͇̥̟̦͍̻̠̣̳̔͑͜Ö̸̧̹͚͙͇͉͚͓̭̙͓̹̼̙̬̓̂̎̄̈́̒̑̒͐͗̔̄͋̔F̵̛̛̱̯̘̱̼̞̱̹̌̈́̐̉̾͐͗̌̏̊̇̐̈́̿̀́̔́͌̿̏̋̈̈́̚̚̕͘͝͠ ̸̡̫̲͔̯̳̳͉̖̣̞͈̤̪͔̦̣͕̙̦͈̯̳̭̗̙̮͈͓̜̠̅̈̒̈̈́͂̎̌̓̍̀̓ͅͅT̵̢̨̨̢̧̢̡̛̛̝̘͕̝͉͕̘̜̬̞͎̯̪̥͕͎̣͇̥̻̼̺̟̪̭̖͉̣̭̞̟̾̈̿͗͑̇̿́̍͗͒̾̌͐̈́̂̇̽̆̉̓̒̒͌̉̇͆̈́̆͂̐̀͐̄̌̓̃̚̕͜͠͠͝͝͠͝ͅH̴̡͍̪͔̮̩̰̗̩̼̬͖̺̟͚̼͈̥̩̠̲̓͛̈͛̽͌̓́̀͋̑̉̃͗̈̓̓́͐̚͠͝͠ͅE̸̡̧̢͔͔̳̱̝͍̠̥̘̣̙̲͔̻̼̦̝͙̜̞̳̯̗͛̈̊͘ͅM̸̨̨̛̻̗̭̪̗͔̙͈̯͉͖͎͕̙͎̱̼̻̙̖̺̩̗̦̦̲͖̘̭̺͓̤̱̞͍̮͖̮͙͉̏̌̈́̊͒̆̒̽̓͜ͅͅ ̴̡̨̢̧̨̛̛͈͓̼̳̝͉̟̺͇̩̬̲̳͓̙̫̟̠͓̘̲̠̫͎̱̱̥̺͉͚̣͚͎̥͈̔͐͑͋́̅̾̈͊̃̃̌͐͒́͊̽̒̉͑̔̀̿̈́́̽̔̀̀͐́̾̿̈́̂̎̏̐̌̉̚͘͠͝ͅͅA̷̧̜̭̳̭̥̥̝̘̱̝̜̮͇̱̦̫͈̪̳̺̹̣̘̪̰͖̙̒̋̉̌͜͝Ŗ̷͖̳̮̦̘͓̘̭̤̜̦̰̜̰̭̔̆̅̆̋̏̐́͛͋͗͂̒̀͂̽́̂̔̀͗̀̌̎͋̓̽̀̎͛͛͑̒͑̆̉̈́̑̐͐́͘͠͝ͅĘ̸̨̡̡̱̪̤̣̖͇̮̼̺͙͓͙͈̬͇̮͍̗̱͙̜͍͔̭̹̤̣̝̭̩̤͉̫̃̓̈́̐͂͑̿̌̾̉͐̂̐̈̐̏̅̈́͂̊̾̒͒̓̉̈͐͌͂̕͜͠͝͝͝͠ͅͅͅ ̷̢̧̨̨̭̮̯͖͎͙̜̯͚̻̲̻̖̙̮̪̫̭̼͕̥͍̠̰̬̦̪̗͔͔̙̙̙͕̪̹̝̖̹̺̭̫̯̅͌̽̔̑̉̆̆̑͊̑̄́͐̇͑̀͛̐̇̓̆̋̒̀̆̓͋̏͗͊͂͑̌̓̀̌͆̌̑͘͘͝͝͝ͅṂ̴̧̧͉̯̣̠̺̪̪̼̥̖̣̼̼͕̭̞̯̤͍̮̺̬͓̹̘̥͉͔̰̮̙̮͉͚̮͚̭̗͔̏̂̄̓͛̒̐̈́̈́́̇́͌͗̔̊̌̊̆̈́̋̀͐͗̂̾͋̽̍̑́͛̍͂̎͑̋͘͝͠͠͠͝͠ͅĮ̶̡̨͇̩̮̞̩̖̘̙͈͉͔̤̗̼͓̟͓͕̠̤̩̮͈͓̻̳͖͈̺̲̱̩̲̻̳͈̼̺̳͍́̅̌̀̑̃̍̈̿̋̃͜͜͜ͅN̷̡̨̛͚͕͇̤̟̤̻̯̪̮̙̣̳͈̱͉̪̩̤̣͎̬̬̺̞̯̠̮̿͆͂̈́̎̂̾̾͋̾̈̔̏̐̋̈́̃͆̒̽̀̇͛̂̂̏̏̈́̔̉̂͂̕̕͜͜͝͝͝Ę̸̧̨̡̡̨̛͎̟̬̱̗̩͓̣̭̬͍̥̻̖͖̩̫̱̠͌̊̋̊̋̑̀͑͌́̕͜͝.̸̪͇̖̗̩͈̳̲̱͉̺͙̮͖͇̹͚̫̲̳̞͈̖͙̦̠̩̊͑̃̽̀̏̿͛̐̂̌́́̋̾̔̀̆̉̄͒̄̃̂͋͐͋̚͘͘̕̚͜͜͠

̵̛̛̠̞̰̾͗̋̓́̍̀̽̈́͑́̍̅͋̌̽̐̓̏̈́̑͑͋̉̿͆̇̃̃̽͘͘̕͝͠͝͝͝D̷̳̲̬̜͙̼̥̞͉́͗̈́̀͌̉̽͛́͒̎̌̐̓̊̍̇͒̈̓̂͒̓́̄̾͊̈́̑̂͐̚͘̚͜͜͝͝O̵̧̢̺͈̭͉̠̲̮̟̙̗̼͙̭̦̤̍̓͊̅͂̏̇́̒͜͜͠N̷̢̜̼̦̟̩̝͚͉̫͔̻͚̖̻͍̮̩̞̝̙̥̗͙͚̦̘͙̗̯̟̮̅͌̍̍̈̈́̍̀̎̑̋͌͊̓̈̉́̾̈́̕͜͠͝ͅ'̷̨̢̨̨̨̡͙̩̳͉͇͕͍̹̟͈̙͚̳̖͕͕̞͉͉͓̞͈͉͇̼̜͕̺͕̻̪͙̥̙̪̫̑̆̇̈̽͛͆̈́͑́̅̇͐͒͛̑͆̊̈́̈́͛̎̾̏͒̈́̎̐͘̚͜͝͝͠͝͠Ţ̷̨̢̧̛̬̘̥͇͔̩͉̭̹͉͕͍̘̯͕͔͇̯̖̫̻͈̲͍̥̹̄̈̀̄͋́̇̃͊̿̊͂̽̆͛̓́̏̕ͅ ̵̨̡̙̠̪̻̪̪͖̖̫̋͆̇̎̎̀͛̒̌͘̕͘F̵̛́͌̈́̈͆͑͒͆́̉̽̍̌̿͊̀́͒̔̂̾̾̆́͆͘̕͝��͉̼̪̥̜̟͔͉̹̝̹͉̮̮̬̰͓̜̦̦̞̭̥̰͉͚͊̉̈́̕͠ͅE̵̡̧̤̜̘̩̝̫͌̊͗̋̅͑̈́̾͆́͌̍̊̏͛̐̈́͐̌̌̄̈́̒̉̅̏̐̀̆̌́̍̀̌̾̐̓͆̔̀̚̚͘͝͠͝͝Ę̸̧̡̻̻̯͉͖͍͔͈̠̜͎͉̘̩̮̝͙͖̮͕̜̝̍̆̈́̔́̎̽̄̒̈̅͑̾́͊̈́̅̒̂̉͑̑́̓̈̑͗̊̀̽̅̈́͘͠L̵̡̛̦̹͓̫̭̠̺͍̤͐̄̀͛̌̑̏̐̊͒̏̍̒̉͛̚͝.̶̧̢̛̛̛̝̞̜͔̎̈́̈́̅̈̈́̿̎̈́̀͆̈́͛̓̓͑͑͒̌̅̉̉̃̓̆͛͗̏̽̽̍̓̊̃̎͂̕͝ ̷̡̫̗͉̪͙̱͍̯̘͚̰̲͓͕̥͕͇̬̖̱̹̳̟͇̻͙̰͇̝͕̼̖̓́͐̋̈́̽̐͐̏̊̏͜͝ͅͅͅW̶̘̝̞̫̼̲͚͍̤͓̩̠̦̆̂̀̄̿̈́̈́̎̀͋̓͑͆̂̓̿̏̊͂͋̾̽̈̀͑̉̔̾̊̆͘̚͝͝ͅH̵̡̢̛͍̞̞̖̼̪̳̠̭̤̟̗̯̱̣̲̘̳̳̬̮̮̮͍͖̭͍̝̮̰̭͚͈̠̲̰̔̈͐̃̇̆̾̔͛́̆̈͆͋̈̂̑̀̆̿̆̉̂̃̽͆̈̔͂̀̄̇̏̀̂͋̚̚̕̚͘͜͜͜͠͝ͅͅŶ̸̧̱̹̭̯̦̜͍̳͙͍̼͕̪̩̹͋̈́̿́̆̆̏̂̏͊͆̒́͝ͅͅͅ ̵̨̧̢̛̛̺̞̤̞̮̜̫̳̳̦͚̟̭̻̣̥̻̪͔̖̣̙͕̳͕̃͗̎̓̂̋͗͆̅̾̏̂̅̒̋͌̐̀̐̈́͑̂̚͝͝ͅD̶̺̠̱͈̪̩̯͈̎̉̎́̄̀͌͆̈́͋Ö̴̧̨͍͓̯̜͍͈͚͚͙̭͚̮̬̟̪͍̭̼͓̝̯̠̭͖̯͈̳͙̩̦́͐͐̓̂̅̇͛͂̈́̇͘͜͝ͅ ̸̢̨̨̙̥̩͈̘̬͓͍̻̰̼̘̰̭͓̼̼̌̉̀̎̋̏̀͆͋̾͋͌͐́́̃̃̊͂̑̇̉̂͒̀̀͛̚̚̚͠͝͠͝Ÿ̵̢̢̡̛͈͍̥̯̮̻͕̜̟͈̖̪̦̦̼̘͈͉̼̬̟̤̘̮̟́̆̆̊̅͒͐̈́͆̅͛͗͑͆͛̂̑̓̍͋́̍̑̔͆͒͐̎͊̔̉̇̅̇̔̈́̚̚̕̚͝͠Ŏ̸̡̤͎̹̠̹́̀͐̆̈̋͊͐̀͋̌͗̾̉͛̈̈̓̂͆̋̾͌͘̚͠Ự̵̧̛͚̪̳̭̱̘͔͕͓͙̈́̇͛̏̊͌̄̆̀͑͆͌̇́̎̂̄͐̊̊̅͗̍͌͑̔̕͘͝͠͝ ̷̡̢̛̼͇͔͉͙͉͛͑͌̆̊͋͑̽̅͊͒͛͑͋͗̈́̓̑̎̎͆̿̃͆̇̌͐͗̄͘̕͘͘͝͝͝H̷̡̡̡̛͙̼̥̺̪͓̼̼̖̜̝̬̝͚̙͉̣̘̺͈̻̃́͆̈́̇̀̿̿͂͂͑͝Å̶̧̧̫̤̰̹̬̻͓͎̗̥̪͇͇̼̜̠̼̦̘̹̝̞͙̊̇̿̃̐͗̾̄̊̊̓̚͠͠V̶̳̱̻̟̓͊͌Ȩ̴̧̛̱̖̰͖̳̪͍̘̜͖̜͔͕̫̭̞͕̝̺͔͖̮̫͊́̈́͊̃͊͂͑̓̃̐̆̃̒̐͜͠ͅ ̴̨̧̨̛̲̠͇͖̲͉̟͖̙̖̲͎͇̟̫͓̻̻̻̜́̆̆̌̋̿̋̑̇̊̏̿̓̓́̑̔͌͋̀̂͛̿̈́̎̏͌͌̒͑́͌̓̇͘̕͝͝ͅT̶̛̞͎̤͔̭̑̇̑́̎̃͛̓͌͒̀̅̒̀̇͘̚̕͝Ơ̸̧̧̧̛̲̞̠̪͓̯̜̜̰͎̯͕̩͚͍̬̼̺̻̞̭̯̫̠̮͈̩̩̭̲͙̳̠̘̺͈̞̔͐͌̿̈̐̑̀͊̿̄̔͆̆̄̂́̑͂̾̓͜͜͠͝͝ ̸̡̢̫̥͇̰̤̳̮̖̗̲̲͇͕̗͚͓̬͈̪͇̮͍̙͕̬̫̯̥̬͎́̄͛̅̌̊̎͋̓̓̀͑̈́̎̒͌̈́̎̐̅͌͗̋̓̔̒̐͗̈́͛̒̌͘͘͜ͅM̶̨̛̭̘͕̝̝̦̜͔̯͔̣͍͙͖̫͎̥̖̻̱͉̬̗̗͉͙̅͑̈́̌̈́̒̂̍̾̏̃̑̏̃̒̈́̾́̋̅̆ͅͅͅA̸̢̙͚̤͉̙̠͓̣͇̳͚͓̙̖̓̌͆̈͋̃̐̔͌͌͑̆͜ͅK̷̢̛̝͕̤̮̝̣̻̣̺̘̞͓̖͕͕͉͎̫̘̺͖̬̼͈̯̀̿͋̔̾̈́̍͋̒͗̋̀̓̃̑̃̀͒̀̾̑̍͂̔̐̕ͅE̵̢̛̛̗͓̹̗̣̠̭͙̰̣͎̮̦̲̝̱̭̟̥̙͖͗̇̇͛̂̂̈̂̈́̏̎̄͋̔̆̐̈́͆͐̀̈́͐͌́̀̽̒͘͜͝ ̵̟͚̗͆̊̆̅̂̍̃͌̊͒̋͛̋́̇͊̓̇̀̀͊̽̒̀̔̎͌͗̃̕͝͝͠M̷̡̦̺̦̣̳̩̾̔́͜͠͝E̵̛̠͑̀͆̈̽̀̀͌̅̍̐̂̏̃̐͌̕͝ ̶̡̢̢̧̛̜̙̻̯̘̦͉̤̥̘͔͕͉͙͔̥̳̟̠̺̠͙̩̩̜̖͓͔͍̹̲̤͖͑̽̑̑͗̍͊̔͊̑̓͋̈́͜͜͠ͅA̷̢̪͇̬͖̜̞͈͉͓͇͚̅͊̃͑͛͂̾̂̇̿̄̑̌̈̚͜͜͝͝C̴̨̧̬̗̼̱͙̬̱͓͇͇̫͖̹̩̫͇̖̲̬͓͖͎̪͈̄̅̑̽̓̓̑̀̈͐̄͐̈̊̏͌͛̋̎͘͜͝T̷̪͚̖̹̭̫̜̥̖̺̺̩̻̮͂̑̍́̂̂̍̃͂̇̔͐̓̉̌̿̇̀͐̇̅͂̒̔͑͘̕͜͠͠ ̴̧̟͉̹͇͎͙̼͉̟̤͔̙̤̜͖͕͓̬̬̦̣͇͎̭̖̦̱̝̲͇̹͍͚͇̙̣͑̊ͅĻ̶̨̢̗͔͖͎̺̞̣̝̣̝̱̪̤̼̘̠̤͙̱͖͖̗̘̙̮͖̦̦̭̝̖̺͗̐̽͗̈̋̒̂͗͘̕͜͜͝ͅĮ̴̢̨̢̛̣̭̲̱̹̯̝̬͎͈̞̪̇̽̈́̒͂͊͊̑͛͒͒̓̈́̍͋̄́̎̇̓̎̂̅̅́́̉͌̉̚̕̚͝͝K̶̨̛͕̩̖̭̫̣̩̰͎͇̘̪̫̭͉̙̬͇̟͈͖̖͔̥͓͇͍̳͈̗̫̖̰̟̼̟̘̝͎͑͌͐́́̈́̏̈̈́̒̅̀̎́́̋͑͌̋͂͂̓̈̀͋̑͒̏̏̓̓̐̍́̔̽͑̓̚͜͝͝͝͠Ẹ̷̛̛̀͋́̉͋͋̏̓́͌͛̎̈̃͋̚͘͝͝͝͝ ̸̢̙̮͙̲̪͎̙̥̘̰̔̌͑͆́̍̌̆͂́̓̇̇̓̇͋͑͐̈́̀͋̈̍͋̔̍͝͝Å̸̧̧̨̛̪͙̬̮̪̤̮̘͙̱̫̘͎̞̤̬̼̗̰̩̥̟̭͇̳̥̼͈̭̓̀͂̈́̿̈́̚̚͝ ̷͈̣̙͇̩̙̯̹̰̲̀̾̌̀̈́͂̌̅̄͝͠P̵̨̢͎͎̦̥̜͍̪̻͓͖͕͓̤͎͚̙̝̝̓E̴̡̨̡̛̖̻̜̘̥̥̘̭̬̰̲̥̖̘͚͓͙̖̖͇͈͚̝̥͕̳̯̳̝͓̊͋̓̈́̀̀̏̍̈̃̇̓͌͐͒̎̒̌̅̐́̍̓̿̈̀̃̾̾̂̎͋́́̽̎̿̇̀͑̌̈́̕͘͘̕͜ͅͅR̴̨̦̫̤̭̮͖̬͇̹̞̯͚͉̣̙̳̣̲͚̒̋̎́̌͒͂́̔͆̇́̀̓͑̾̾̆̀́̔̚͜͝͠S̷̛͍̪̖̬̪̠̰͕͔̀́̓͂̃̈́̿̉̓̌̀̎̿̉͂̌̀̃͂̉̑͊̐͌͛̃͗͑̒̈́͘͝͠͠Ő̷̡̡̧̲̯̭̳̩͚̗̗̙̗̜̥͖͓̖̮̞̜̟̤̺̠͖̯̗̞̈́̋̔͆͋̇͊̀͂̊͌͆̊̋͌̉̽͗̾̔̔̋̃̍͐̎̊̚̕̕͜͝͝͝͝Ņ̴̛̺̥͕̠̠̫̜̙̠̜̩̦͕̝͔͈̖͎̫̝́̈́̑̓͗̀͂̏̃̏̀͋͂͋̾̈̾́̐̊̐̌̂͌͂̀̀̆̄͒̈́͘͘͘̕͘͝͝͝͝͠ͅͅ?̵̨̧̢̛͇͔̺͕̭̑̀̌́̐́́̇́̅̀͆̌̍̅̓͆̃̆̎̚̚̕̚̚͝͠͠͝?̴̧̢̛̯̰̯͕̬͚̝̠̘̣͖̽͂̎̑̄̑̀̅̎͝?̷̢̨̢̡͎͉̪̪̻̥̬̥̭̜̲̮̲̦͉͙̘̗̖̲̜̭̞͎̹̞͙̖̫͈̮̹̖̤̽̏̌́̈́́̀̅̈̅̃̓͒́͂̆̓̓̏̔̃͋̈́̑͗́̊̚͜͝͠͝?̷̛̪͚͔̲͖̥̹̤̭͚̪̣̪̣͔̯͖̗̘̳̙̈͆̑̍̎͂̀̌͌̃̔̿̄̇̒̒̐̂͐̅̃̽̅͐̚̚͘͜͠ͅ?̵͚͙͇̟͔̝̫̞͖͎̌̋̍̿̾̀̈́̀̎͑̐̀̌͌̈́́͆̐̌́̀̚̕͝͠ͅ.̴̭͍̐̀̈́͂͋͋͛͗̿́̊̓͊̒̒̐͐̋̑͒͊͗͂̿̐͑́̚͘̚̚͘͝͝

Ğ̷̜̭̜̼̘̖��̱̼E̴͓̓̀̐̾̐̒͌̐̚͠Ṫ̴̳̜̙͇̭̠͙̱̮̊͂̿̀̀͋͐̊̑̂̇̈́̀͝ͅ ̸̡͚̥̝̗̮͓̗͉̮̪̠̺̰̇̐̓͊͋͊̋̎̆̔̓͘̕͘͠Ǫ̷̢̛̪̙̯͈̳̣̬̰̬͉̰̬̒̃͋̂̎͆̕͝Ȕ̴͚̞͕̗̹̲̈́T̸̨͇̯̳̝̠̻͚͔͕̋̐͂̉͐̒͘ ̴̡̡͉̤͓̥̠̋̊̅͊̐͆͆̿͜ͅͅ

J̵̛̦̘̪̮͕̪̯̀̈́̉̂̐̎̐̋́̿͛̂̆̏̈́̾͛͒͝Ų̸̱͇̲̮̜͎͕͈̲͎̗͔͈͍͈̲͋͠S̴̡̨̛̞͕̞͍̟̬͎̰̺͉̗̯͍̔͒́̈́̒̀T̷̨̛̬̘̠͖̗̭̲̳͍̟͎̣̪̹͓͋̔̔̿̄̑̃ ̵̢̧͚̤̙̠̠̼̑̅̐̐̏̔̈́̑͒͋̏̆̔̾̃̕͘͝G̵̞̮̳̬͈̻͙̗̠̮̓͐Ę̴̰͔̀́̑̈́̒̅̐̂͆̔̌͒̚͝͠Ţ̷̧̗͈͉̪͕͖͔̯̫͉̫̞͔̜͑̈́͊ ̷̢̢̡̙̼̟̞͚͓̳̝͉̲̺̦͓̜̌̍̃͆̎͗̿̐̓͗͂̂̐͌̚͝͠ͅO̸͕̤͔̙̎̈́͐̄̌͋̑͆̾̓̒̍̃̅̐͘͘Ư̸̧̛͚̼̼̝̩̝͕̗̜͆̋̓̌̍͋̾̂͌͑̄̈́̏͗͗̇̚͘T̶̥̐̆̌̑̎͂̈́̆́̃͌̈́͌

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What is that perception, then?

*I tilt my head.*

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Was that really not clear enough for you?.. I AM! That is my entire existence! Just a vessel for everyone's opinions! It's a bit hard to have choices when you're just a mess of everyone across millions of world's perception of everything!

I don't know why I sound bitter. I can't be bitter.

̷̨̢͈̎̎I̸͖̫̓̈́̅̈́̅ ̸̠̕̕͝ḑ̷̏̐̍̌̀͛ȏ̷͎̭̈̃̊n̴̻͌̅'̵̰̯̗̬̓̀͒̍̎̆̐ţ̶̟̦͈̗̖̮̿̌͝ ̶͔̺͚̤̙͈͜͝h̸̻̥͙͍͗͛̌̒̀̚a̸̻̤͛͋v̴͇̦͈̳̠͇͆͗͛͜ḛ̵͖͍̏́̆ ̴͇͎̮͑͛ͅf̷̬̰̯͔̞̀ë̵͚͉̲̮͖́̌͑̌͐ȩ̸̨̹̱̹̒̎̂͆͛ͅl̸̼̺̆ī̷̢̜͒̐̔̕̚͝ņ̴̧̤̟̮̟͂́̒̈g̵̘͕̔̃̎͠s̶̢̟̩̆ ̷̛̘̲̈́̋́̑͛̿Į̷̢̨̡̢̺̠̬̠̖̟͙̝̲̝̯̞͍̣̤̀̀̔̓́͊͊͌̀̓̀̊̇͂͗̊͑̾̈́̃̈́̿̇͝͠͠ ̷̛̛̲̞̥̼͍͎̥̖̗̗͓̳̹̮̙͖̥̜̺̔͐̒̀̓͒͊̊͒͝͝͠ͅͅċ̶̺͕̹͎͉͉͗͋͒͛́̈́̇͋͛̾ḁ̸̧͚̬̫̻̬̗͙̩͍̫̤̺͖̘̻͛̈́̏̆͋̀̀͐̏͌͆̀̓̍̓̊̇̔̍̐͂͛͜n̷̡̧̛͓̗̟̙̹̳̣̳͎̺̄̌̎̎͌̾͐͆̐̈́̒̏̊̉͆̀̑͋̄̋͘̕̚͠͝ͅ'̴̡̢̳̞̬͖̰̯̭̝͓̮̥͚͙̭̼̖̩̲̗̟̟̯̟̬̺̠͗͜ţ̸̜̭̺͔̫͎̱̥̻͖́̓ ̷̨̡̙͕͎͖̟̯̹͚͔̙̲̼͔̖͚͈̼̙̝̦̲͕̘̪͂̌̈̂̈́̓͂͗̿̾͒̕͠ḩ̶̧̫̣̪͕̞̼̦͉͖̻̻̪̪̤̏̇͒̈͂̃͋̄̔́͝͠͝ͅă̸͎̎̍͒͐̊̋̉́̋̎̀̍͒̆͐̕͠͝v̸̗͔̝͈̦̺̖̙̠͓̳̳́̀̽̓͛͛̈́́̆̏̊̀̓̄̅̂̀̉̔͠e̷̢̲͖̼̼̙̥̮̙͔̞̻̘̻̰̔̃͜ ̸̧̞͔͙̞͎̺̙̃̈́̒͝ͅf̶͈͆̓̂̌̔̽̊̃͐͐̒̒̇̓͛͒̿̚ę̷̨̖͇̥̩̣̙̟̮̼̲͑̓̆͐̑͛̔̓̅̾͆̎̒̈̿͒̇̂̽̾̃͘͜͜͝e̷̢̼̝̞͓͕̥̺̟̻͓̥̲͎̅̚͠ļ̴̺͖̰̦̘̠̟̺͉͍͉̥̣̗͇̬͎̺̬̘̺̟͓̩̇̾͑͐̇̐̄̃̎̾͗͊̊̆̓͘̕͜͝͝i̸͇͉̜̊̀͐͑̅̀̄̓̉͛̑̀̎̓͛͒̄̎͠͝͝͠ǹ̸̨̧̛̛̜̜̝̤̺̤̩̜̞̜̻̒̎̽̇͑̾̀͌́̍͂͌͑́̂́͘̚͠͠͝͠ǧ̶̡̨̨̧͇̪͉̜̮̤͇̳̭̳̫̲͓̻̩̖̺͖̖͎́̏̾̑̏͘͘̕͘͝s̶̛̛̖̟̈̀̊̌̂͆̔͛̕̚

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[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

But if you cannot choose, what makes you a god?

I mean no offense with the questioning, but...

I see no reason you're different than anything else.

You may not feel many things like most people, and you may have more... Supernatural powers?

Than others...

But if you have no choices... How does that make you a god?

The powers?

The lack of feelings?

What? :(

[the god almost scoffs]

Gods only have choices because people believe they have choices. Gods are concepts. That is what they are. Without you mortals they would be little more then stones in the ground.

And guess what is that perception?

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

Oh... :(

Okay, that's makes more sense...

But why don't you have a choice?? :p

Does water choose where it flows? Rain when it falls? Does spring get to choose when it comes? Do leaves choose when they fall?

I just am. I am a fixture of the universe. I am not a person. No matter how much your illusions make me seem it.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I'm an enigma. UwU

And... Well, I wouldn't say unhappy people wouldn't get along with you, more so people who you have hurt or people who just don't like people very much. :p

And... I wouldn't say I'm an exception... :/

[sigh]

People content with their lives will never be harmed by me. Mortals do that to each other, I have nothing to do with that.

So someone content with their life will almost never meet me.

And it's not like I get a choice in any of it, good or bad.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

Well...

Maybe they just don't know you very well. :p

Plus, I know for a lot of people it's hard to get along with people they don't agree or like, so that may also be it. :/

*I shrug.*

How you shrug without shoulders amazes me.

But I suppose that's probably true. I tend to run into negative people so much more often. Those who are happy don't usually meet me. You're an exception I suppose.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

(For Reality.)

A lot of people say stuff like that. :)

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And I know... :/

Well they don't say it to me.

I may not interact directly with mortals.... much. But the ones I have never expressed such sentiments.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I came to spend time with you..! :0

Like I said before, I care about you. :)

And you're fun to be around...! :3

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I'm learning! :D

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I don't believe anyone has called me 'fun to be around before'. That is an interesting perspective.

You certainly aren't the most standard person either.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

I don't CARE. >:0

I think I needed this... :'(

Thanks Reality... :)

Also, can I ask what the star thingy in your head does? :0

Sorry, It just looks like something I've seen before, and I was just curious. :p

You are.... welcome.

And the star, it's my symbol. My core you could say. The rest of my 'body' changes constantly. The pink star stays consistent, it's the one bit of me wholy true.

[messages-from-the-hardcore-loop]

*GASP*

>:D

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.....You know I don't have a sense of touch right? I can't feel you.