#really am having fun with it but also ive run outta bits. i need to refuel the joke train

[foursidecity]

Gonna make a Big Masterpost of all the spirit and whiskey comics I've done while you guys weren't watching (read: I did not post them) idk if I'll keep up with it or not but I was having fun this past month just making single page bits that loosely flow together into a bigger conversation. Idk I feel like it made comic work seem simpler and I really enjoyed myself idk. I hope you guys like it too 😁

[hyukascampfire]

hello ashlynn! your good ol’ 🌰 is back from the war (the war in question being surviving my least favourite month of the year — january.) admittedly, it shouldn’t have taken a potential threat to my identity to get my ass moving but that’s a wake-up call i’ll just have to accept as punishment for ghosting you for a bit. (whichever other emoji new fan anon chooses will be a really cool one as well, i’m sure of it ♡) RIP to your morning newspaper (aka tiktok) btw, my condolences fr (◞‸◟) i don’t use the app actually, i just have it because my sister sometimes sends me stuff and i’m required to react, if not respond. but i imagine i’d be pretty devastated though if i had to face a youtube ban, for instance. speaking of youtube, one of my favourite booktubers posted a 2-hour recap of the queen of nothing yesterday and i sat through it, overcome with fondness in my heart for this series, as i sorted my stationery and stuff. how beautiful is it that i ever got to discover folk of the air at all (*´ω`*) how’s life going for you at the moment? as for me, i’ve just been taking on tutoring and proofreading odd jobs that i don’t get paid enough for and, you know, worrying about the future, as usual. although business is slower on moablr these days, i think there are quite a few fics i have yet to check out so i’ll get to that asap! and OMG can we talk about that map you made for aethera⁉️ you genuinely didn’t have to make each tree unique, my queen, it’s fairly insane how much effort you put into this. the concept you guys came up with for this collab is so creative, i can’t wait to eat your writings up !!

good luck with everything you wish to achieve this year but most importantly, i hope you’ll prioritise yourself and your needs! stay healthy, stay safe ♡ love u lots 🌰

p.s. who do you think corresponds to whom in the tsfawc gang? my guess is yeonjun — oopy goopy, taehyun — general munchkin man, mc — lil jim bob and beomgyu — LARRY lmao (will kai and soobin reappear btw? i feel like they’ve already achieved their purpose in the story so idk…)

HIIIII 🌰 i am very aware that i took very long to get to this and i am so sorry and also the worst person on this planet. i’m literally right there w you, january is literally undisputed, the worst month of the year!! it really makes sure you feel each and every day 😓

hehe can you imagine two chestnut anons running around? TWINS!! i could probably have differentiated you two by your messaging style, anyway. >.<

TIKTOK IS BACK TIKTOK IS BACK!! i slept for most of its short-lived death so i didnt really even feel it 😭 i definitely did open the app, like, a minimum of 15 times to the little pop up and heartbreak. but shes back, and i’m back to doomscrolling and sending my brother fifteen tiktoks that he won’t ever open 🫡 ur better than him at that, at least.

ALSO OMFG IS IT PAIGE ELIZABETH??? I LOVE HER. i literslly have watched every one of her tfota recaps, and then forced my sister to watch them w me because she isn’t a big reader bht i NEED someone in the house to yap abt tcp trilogy abt. it’s not exactly reading the books, but now she’s hooked on it w me, and she’ll understand my references ^.^ it was a super fun recap for me, too! just reminds me of why i love the srs so much :3 and i’m honestly just gonna get sappy and say thank you for always coming in and talking to me! sometimes, it’s the reason i open the app for the day. hehe.

life has been going good for me!! not the worst start to a year, but GOODNESS it’s been dragging!! worrying abt the future as always right along with you 😓 ive lived with anxiety for so long, idk if i’d know what to do with myself without that dreadful feeling in my chest LMAOOO that’s my favorite parasitic relationship! but we conquer and move foreword anyway ^.^ i hope that tutoring and your jobs treat you well, and imma getchu outta there if they don’t start paying you CORRECTLY!

THE MAPPP i will definitely be referring back to that while writing o.o; i absolutely wanted it to feel flush and alive, so YES each tree is different 😣 the trees didnt even give me grief, it was the ocean. goodNIGHT. but i honestly did have so much fun, and now it lowkey feels like a real fantasy book, yk? EVERYBODY GIVE IT AT LEAST ONE LOOK. FOR ME! i personally believe that youll love the collab, as fantasy as it is :33!!

YEONJUN AS OOPY GOOPY IS CTFU but i absolutely cannot dispute your list. i hereby declare taehyun as general munchkin man, mc as lil jim bob (CRYINGF), beomgyu as larry, and yeonjun as oopy goopy. BUT DOWSNT BEOMGYU FEEL ALSO VERY OOPY GOOPY?? but him as larry is just perfect. that’s his aura.

i love you bunches, and like always, you stay healthy and happy as well, okay? MWAH, love u 🌰 anon!

[seaquestions]

i have like. aimlessly monologued so much abt dark souls just pacing around my apartment. its 5am and i just cant shut up about it. LIKE. i knooowww that people have been going on about it for like eleven years now and im sure none of these thoughts are original but i wanna ramble!!! ramblings under readmore!!!!

this game is good man, its so good. the tone and atmosphere most of all. i think cos its y’know its melancholic and quiet and lonely but it’s also so whimsical and funny and silly. i find a man in the sewers trapped in a pickling jar and roll into it to get him out. when i talk to him later i find that he’s this really genuine, kind-hearted guy. i roll into this fortress full of death traps and a snake man turns to look at me and then suddenly a boulder comes outta nowhere to run over him and it’s like i’m in a goddamn looney toon. the colour palettes of the environments is quite colourful actually, it’s within a certain range of tones but it’s not like it’s a depressing game to look at. it’s not that bleak. it’s not grimdark, it’s not edgy. it’s fun!

like, really. it’s such a fun game! i already knew i was gonna love the world of dark souls, the environments and the npcs, i just needed the gameplay to be something i can work with. and it is, and even more than that, it clicked with me. somehow i didn’t expect the combat in dark souls to be so fun, but like, that’s a big draw of the game. it’s very fun to fight in dark souls. there’s something to it that just feels really good. i think the enemy placement factors into the rhythm of combat quite a fair bit actually, and it’s typically well done. and i think another thing that’s great is how much control you have over the pace of combat. there’s a push and pull with the game as it throws challenges at you and tests your limits of course but you get to dictate quite a fair bit about the way you face these challenges.

something i enjoyed the most i think is like, not even within the game. so like after fighting the taurus demon and the gaping dragon for the first few times and dying, i ended my gaming session and like. couldnt stop thinking abt the fight and ended up thinking about what to do next time i fought them. which ik is nothing but i’m a really simple guy okay, i don’t strategise usually. but i wanted to beat them and move on to the next parts of the game, and so it made me think about the tools that were at my disposal that the game gave me and like - i think that’s great! successful game design bit. idk, it’s prolly not that big of a deal but it felt really good when i went back to the gaping dragon with A Plan, and executed on it flawlessly.

man.. ive just been having a lot of fun that i kinda didn’t ever expect to have. im feeling like i fell in love. like i thought it’d be impossible for me so i never played it but it turned out to be such an enjoyable experience so far. i dont even care if like…. i come across and bit thats too hard and i might give up forever i still had a lot of fun and it was worth it but i believe in myself man!!! i wanna finish this game forreal and that means a lot coming from a guy who like never finishes anything ever. ima just keep on trucking babey. if you die seven times and get up eight it’s not a matter of life and death its about your will and the barriers in front of you and whichever one will break first or uhhhh however that line from that vaatividya video goes. and like it’s not for everybody (there’s uhhh no map. i thankfully am good with creating mental maps but if you are not this game will be a much less fun time) but idk man……….ultimate game of all time is fuckin right actually…………. anyway………. im a changed man now……..gootbye……

[bella-spil]

Emotion Sickness

Summary: You catch Steve and Natasha in the act.  After a couple hours you find yourself in the medical wing with Bucky, and you want him to help you with some problems.

Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUT(so nobody under 18.  Wait what am I saying? I’m under 18, so idgaf.)

taglist: @kmuir1​ @wednesday-add-em​ @sea040561​ (the more the merrier)

Word Count: 4k

A/N: sry I haven’t posted in a while, so I wrote this to make up for not writing lately.  This is based off a comic called “Emotion Sickness,” so I would check it out bc it’s pretty good.  It’s an online comic. Enjoy!  Also check out my Masterlist!

It was a normal day at the Avengers Compound.  The sun was out and there wasn’t a grey cloud in sight.  Birds were chirping and squirrels were running around the fields surrounding the Compound.  Overall a very peaceful day.    

You did your normal morning routine: wake up, work out, take a shower, eat breakfast, and then relax for the rest of the day. You were relaxing and listening to music in your room, a normal activity for you.  Steve and Natasha were hanging around somewhere that you didn’t care, and everyone else was on a mission somewhere around the world.  You were thanking God that you had a few days off because you needed it, maybe more than Steve and Natasha.

You were a part of the team because you had a very specific skill set.  You could manipulate people, physically, emotionally and mentally.  Also, you could fly, so you had a big field when it comes to powers.  And you could feel what others could feel, physically and mentally and emotionally.  Your emotions have an array of effects on your powers.  For example, if you were mad, everyone, even super villains, would know not to mess with you.  If you were sad or depressed, your powers would almost be non existent.  And whenever you were happy, you had full control over your powers.

While you were in your room, you hear something.  It was very loud and something that you had never heard before.  It was a voice.  Female and high pitched.  But then moments after, you hear a deep, vulgar grunt, belonging to a man.  And you had no clue who or where they were coming from.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y.?  Where is the noise coming from?” you asked.

“It is coming from the living room, two floors up,” F.R.I.D.A.Y. announced.

So you set off on your mission, finding out what the Hell that noise was.  And why you could hear it when you were two floors above.

As you were walking down the hallway to the elevator, your mind started creating all sorts of possibilities for what the noises could be.  At first, you thought someone came home from their mission early, but then you realized that the only person coming back soon was Bucky.  

He was off on a solo mission in Montauk.  You and him are close friends, and you really wanted to make him like you.  You had an insane, big crush on him.  Everything about him was just perfect, from his scars to his eyes.  But making him like you would just ruin everything, so hopefully in the future, he would confess.  

But you just talked to him this morning.  You were on the phone and he was updating you on his mission.  He said he would be back tomorrow, so there was no way those noises were from him.

As you were going up in the elevator, the slow calming melody playing in the background, your mind floated to the possibility that the Compound had been ambushed.  Maybe by H.Y.D.R.A. agents or maybe Crossbones.  But then as soon as that thought came into your head, it vanished.  You realized that there was no way that could have happened because with Tony’s new alarm system, the Compound would have gone into a full on lock down.  Sirens would have been going off, windows would have been blocking out sunlight with steel barriers and F.R.I.D.A.Y. would have been notifying you about who entered.  Not to mention Steve and Natasha would have barged into your room.

That's it.  Steve and Natasha.  The elevator door slides open and you went down another corridor to the huge living room.

Then you tried to think why Steve and Natasha would be making noise.  Your first thought they were training, not hard to break a table, but hard enough to leave a mark.  But then you realized the gym was on the exact same floor.  You thought maybe they were arguing, but you would have heard them shouting.  Surprisingly, they can be loud when they want to be, especially on game night.  You thought they might have been laughing or play-fighting or something like that, but as you rounded the corner, into the living room, you had a totally different picture being presented to you.

You found Natasha lying face down on the couch.  Her face was covered in beads of sweat and her eyes were not even visible.  Only white was showing from between her eyelids.  Her lips were spread apart and tiny trails of tears, made more visible by mascara, covered her cheeks and disappeared into the cushions of the couch.  And then you saw that she was naked.  Completely, fully, unashamedly nude.  Thankfully, you could only see her head since the couch was covering everything.

And Steve.  Captain America.  The innocent man from the 1940’s.  That pure side was wiped from your mind as soon as you saw him.  You could only see the top half of his body, and you were slightly embarrassed to see that the man was ripped.  Like shredded.  His hair was slightly messed up, a lot less than Natasha.  His eyes were closed and his face was as red as a strawberry.  His pecs and abs were clenching as he was moving, beads of sweat following with his movements.  

“Nat, Nat… I’m gonna.. I’m gonna,” Steve groaned, still thrusting, moving the couch with each thrust.  His jaw was clenching and his biceps were tightening.  You then knew what was going on.

“Oh shit,” you muttered.

“Do it Steve, ahhh,” Natasha moaned.  Her moans grew louder and louder, along with Steve's grunts and groans.  Then, when you thought it was all over, it wasn’t.

“Another round?” Natasha asked.

“Sure,” Steve smirked.  

And then, before you could see, they got into another position.  Thankfully, you hid behind the corner leading to the living room so you couldn’t see anymore.  

Right now, you had no clue how to react.  You didn’t know if you should be embarrassed because you just caught your two coworkers in the act, your two friends fucking the shit outta each other.  You didn’t know if you should laugh, because it was kinda funny, catching the two like this.  This was something you could tell Tony, Sam and Bucky and they would make fun of Steve till he dies.  But then, you thought to not tell anyone because this was super private, but you were here so not really.  

Your thoughts were cut off by another long moan by Natasha.  And then a long groan by Steve.

And as you were hiding behind the wall, your embarrassment floated away like a cloud.  You felt turned on for some reason.  It was a very hot and steamy moment.  You wished that you felt all the emotions that Natasha was feeling.  The pleasure that she was experiencing.  The sounds that she was making sounded dirty.  

A light bulb went off in your head.  You realized you could feel how Natasha felt, because you had superpowers.  How lucky you were.  

You closed your eyes and imagined Natasha.  You felt yourself emerging with her body.  Luckily, your powers were so strong that the person you choose doesn’t know you are using your powers.  So Natasha had no clue you could feel everything.  

After a few moments, you felt something in between your legs.  It wasn’t something normal.  It was big.  And then your face went red.  You realized it was Steve’s dick.

You never had feelings for Steve, you just saw him as a good friend.  But he was pretty big.  He might be the perfect fit for Natasha, but not exactly for you.  He was a little small, only a little bit.  But you were a virgin so you didn’t know exactly what to expect.  But after a few thrusts, way too fast for you, you got used to the speed and started to enjoy.    

You leaned against the wall and spread your legs.  Your eyes shut and you had to bite your lip to stifle a moan.  You could feel yourself clenching around something that wasn’t really there and the wetness in your panties.  Steve’s vein on the underside of his cock was twitching, and you suddenly knew what was about to happen.  All the sudden you were clenching harder than before, but it wasn’t from you.  It was from Natasha’s body.  

Louder and louder moans for the other room signaled what was going down.  You were going to have your first orgasm.  

Your legs began to shake uncontrollably and you could feel Steve’s dick which was starting to become erratic in thrusts.  They were becoming out of place and non consistent.  And you realized he was going to cum.  

“Fuck,” you moaned.

Natasha and Steve’s moaning was helping a little bit.  It was hiding the fact that you too were moaning.  Your thoughts began racing as you felt the rush.  Your world turned black and white and you could hardly see straight, not when it felt like Steve was cumming inside you.  You had never felt like this before and it was all too much to bear.  Before you could get your mind out of Natasha's body, you fell to the floor, your orgasm taking the front wheel.  

~~~

You woke up slowly as the world around you started to materialize once again.  Your vision returned and you realized you were in the medical wing, in one of the beds.  You heard the beeps of a heart monitor playing in the background.  You saw that you were only wearing a thin medical robe, with no clothes or undergarments underneath.  

“Weird,” you thought.

You also saw the line of an IV attached to your forearm, meeting up with veins and arteries.  Your body was being very slow and didn’t want to move, so you took your time and slowly sat up on the bed.

“You're finally awake,” a voice said.

You turned to your left and saw Bucky sitting on an armchair, probably watching you to make sure you were ok.

“Bucky?  How long was I out for?” you asked.

“About 12 hours.”  Bucky responded.  

“Why am I here?  Did something happen?” you asked again, stretching your arms in the arm and then cracking your knuckles.

“Well doll, that's what I was gonna ask you.  Steve and Natasha were acting weird when I showed up.  Steve looked like a tomato and Natasha barely said a word.” Bucky said.

“The last thing I remember was that I was in my room and then I heard noises from the living room so I went to check it out.  And then I rounded the corner and-” you started, but then you remembered what you saw.  You couldn’t tell Bucky, that would end up bad.  You were also still horny from watching Steve and Natasha, so you had an idea.

As soon as you finished talking, you grabbed your head in pain, which caused Bucky to panic.

“Oh my god!  Are you ok?” Bucky shouted, completely worried.

Your hands were covering your eyes, but not the devilish smirk on your face.  Bucky was leaning close to you to make sure you were fine, but you leaned in even closer and placed your finger on his lips and shushed him.  Bucky’s cheeks flushed red, utterly confused at your sudden action.

“No need to panic.  I’m fine,” you reassured him.  Your voice was lowered and filled with lust and need, but Bucky wasn’t catching on yet.  You had to work a few more tricks to get to him.

“R-right,” he stuttered as you got up from the bed.  “I still think you need to rest, doll.  I’ll get you anything if you need it.”  

“That’s sweet of you,” you smiled, putting your hands behind your back to take off the medical dress.  “But I should get my body moving.”

In less than a few seconds, the thin dress had fallen to the floor.  You were completely naked in front of Bucky.  You were smirking and spinning in front of him, and he had no clue how to react.  He hadn’t been intimate with a girl since the forties, so he was out of his ballgame right now.  His face was flushed red and his eyes bulged open.

“Holy shit!  You are naked!!  Are you sure you're ok?” Bucky shrieked, putting his hands over his eyes.

“I'm just making sure there’s nothing else hooked up to my body.” you said, grinning and moving your hands up and down.  “It would be nice if I could get a second pair of eyes to check me out.  Don’t be shy.  Is there anything else I missed?”

You kept jutting your hips out and twirling your hair, and Bucky slowly put his hands down.  His cheeks were still red, but his eyes were a tiny bit darker than they were before, letting you know you were getting to him, and making you a bit more confident.

“No…” he said slowly.  “Nothing at all.”  He said the last part with a deeper tone, graveling at the last word, making you hotter all over.

“I’m all set then.  Thanks for the help.  I should be-” you said, trying to brush past him, but you fell right into his buff torso.

“Ok, doll.  That’s it.  You are still a bit messed up and not fine.  You are not leaving this goddamn room.”  Bucky said, still confused.

“I do feel a bit weak below the hips,” you sighed against his chest.  “But I think I should still try to move around.  I’ll stay if you help me out.”

“Of course, doll.” Bucky said.  “Anything you need.”

“Great,” you said, biting your lip.  “Then I need you to help me with an ache that I need a hand with.”  

You took his metal hand and traced it down your body until it got to your clit.  You slowly moved his hand back and forth, moving your wetness around his fingers.  Shock was written all over the Winter Soldier’s face.

“I’ll stay if you massage it for me,” you said, wetting your lips.

“What the hell?” Bucky said as he realised what you were doing with his hand.

“I mean, it’s up to you Buck,” you said as you took the glove off his right hand and placed it on your breast.  “Personally, I have wanted you like this for a very, very, long time.” you stressed the word “very.”

“To feel your metal arm ravage my pussy.  Only from fingering it.” you continued.

You moved closer to his lips until you could feel his minty breath fanning against your face.

“I’m done with hiding my desires.  I want you, really bad.  If you want me, then take me away.” you confessed, moaning at certain parts to make you point crystal clear.

Before you realized it happened, Bucky closed the gap in between the two of you and kissed you.  He stressed how much he needed you as well because as he kissed you, he started squeezing your tit and rubbing his cold metal fingers against your clit.  It all felt heavenly to you, but there was more you wanted him to do to you.

You kept making out for a few minutes and you moved your hand to his dick, feeling the growing hard forming in between his muscular thighs.  You didn't want the make out sesh to end, but you were both running out of air.  When you parted, you could sense the change in the room.  The air felt heavy and hot.  And Bucky looked different too.  His eyes darkened and he looked turned on and like he wanted to turn you into his babygirl.

“Seems like we are on the same page now, Buck,” you said, breaking the silence.  

“But, you are way too overdressed.  You better change that.” you continued, pulling on the collar of his leather jacket.

“Otherwise,” you sighed, leaning over the bed.  “Our bodies aren’t going to be properly introduced.” Bucky looked down and saw your ass angled up in the perfect way, so that he could also see your pussy.  He parted his pink lips and smirked.  He practically ripped his clothes on the floor and he looked so sexy, words can’t even describe it.

“Ooo,” Bucky moaned.  “I hate this suit on me.  It’s so tight on me when I just wanna destroy your body.”

Bucky took a deep breath before he continued, taking in your appearance from behind.

“So ready for a nice, deep, rough pounding?  I hope you can take it,” Bucky smirked, waiting for you to turn around, waiting for your reaction to his incredible, out of this world size.

You turned your head to the side, and your jaw dropped.  He was big, probably bigger than Steve, and that was saying something.  He was as hard as a rock, and the vein on the underside of his cock was so visible.

Bucky started walking over to you, ready to put his dick inside you, but you needed some preparation first.  

“Uh Bucky, I might have dropped the gun a little too fast,” you giggled, slightly embarrassed.  “I’m going to need more time with Bucky before I meet the soldier, if you get what I mean.”  

Bucky let out a dark chuckle before he started talking, a dark chuckle that sent shivers down your spine.  

“Oh, I understand, doll.  You want some preparation down there.” Bucky grinned.

He leaned down lower and lower until he reached your core, which was throbbing with need and desire.  He licked his lips and rubbed his metal fingers around your growing ache.  And then, he delivered one, long lick along your core.  He was licking and sucking and making you feel things you never felt before.  And the way his light scruff was rubbing against your inner thighs was making everything 10 times better.

“Holy shit Buck,” you moaned.  “Just like that.  Just like that.  Don’t stop, don’t stop.”

You felt him grin against your ache and he did what you asked, satisfying your needs and desires in the best way possible.  Your moans filled the room, telling him “Right there,” “You feel so good” and tons of other things that made Bucky get harder by the minute.  After a few moments, you felt the familiar feeling of your legs shaking and the wetness seeping out of your core.  Your orgasm was approaching, and fast.  Your moans got louder and echoed around the room.

“Fuck Bucky!” you screamed.  “Make me cum harder!”

He did so for a little bit longer before his lips felt your pussy. 

“No Buck, don’t stop,” you moaned softly.

“Oh doll,” Bucky groaned, wiping his mouth with his right arm.  “I’m not done with you yet.  I was just getting a taste.  Besides, eating you was only the appetiser, it wasn’t deep enough.  There are other ways to get deeper and hear you scream.”

“Oh right,” you giggled, not changing your position.  You heard Bucky stand up and you felt his tip brushing up against your entrance.

“Just be gentle,” you warned him.

“Now you want me to play nice?” Bucky teased.  “Don’t worry I wont hurt you.  Yet.”

He pushed his tip against you, and you could feel it starting to stretch your entrance.  And then, he slowly and carefully eased his way inside you.  He was only halfway in before you started to feel it. 

“Wow doll, you squeeze me so tight,” Bucky sighed, grabbing your hips and slowly thrusting into you, not seeing the look on your face.  Your eyes were rolling into the back of your head and your tongue was out of your mouth.  

“It’s like you were made for me,” he said, right as he brushed up on your g-spot.

Your face was straining with pain, and uncomfortable pain.  You didn’t want to tell him to stop because you had wanted this for a long time.  And you knew you would get used to it, you would just have to wait.

“It just sucks me right back in,” Bucky groaned, looking down at where you were connected.  Your pussy was just sucking him back in like a vacuum cleaner.  Your fists were clenched and hitting the bed, and Bucky started to take note.

“Doll, are you ok?  I can’t go any slower without stopping,” Bucky said, getting worried.

“Hrmmm,” you said, not trying to make a big deal.

But in one swift motion, Bucky took himself out of you, and you let out a sigh of relief.  Then, he picked you up and weirdly gave you a hug.

“It’s ok doll,” Bucky said, wrapping his arms around you.  “I have wanted this for a long time too.

“But if that position doesn’t work for you, we can try a few others,” Bucky added, his voice deepened.

He pushed you back onto the bed, and aligned himself back up with you.  He took your legs and made them wrap around his waist and finally pushed himself into you, a lot harder than before.  He thought that maybe starting out slow wouldn’t be the right way to start, so if he started out rough and fast, you would get adjusted quicker.

And he was completely right.  As he was pounding into you, he leaned to your face and kissed you, and you were moaning into his mouth.  He kept going, skin slapping against skin.  It was a sight too sinful to even exist.

He didn’t stop his speed for quite a while, maybe 15 minutes.  And then you could feel his movements become irregular, his thrusts not in perfect rhythm.  He was pushing his lips against yours harder and harder.  His cock was twitching inside you and you could feel the vein on the underside twitching as well.  He was gonna cum.  You started moaning louder and louder, feeling your own buildup.  And then you felt it.  His white rope spilled inside of you, and it felt amazing.

You both took deep breaths before Bucky took himself out of you once again and settled on the other side of the bed.

“That… was… amazing.” Bucky sighed, taking deep breaths in between.

“I hope that’s not all you got, Sarge,” you said.  “Because you look like you have more in you.”

“Of course I’m not done doll.  I am the Winter Soldier after all.”  Bucky said as you were settling into his lap.  “I don’t stop until I finish my mission.  I just thought you were done from the way your nails were digging into me.”

“Don’t you dare take your dick out of me until I beg you to stop,” you said, preparing for the endless rounds approaching.

It took awhile for your body to surrender to the Winter Soldier.  Bucky didn’t let up on his speed.  He was pounding into you the whole time.  You rode on his lap.  He stood up and pushed you against the window and pounded into you, doggy style.  You could tell that was his favorite because he was riding into you like that for most of the time until you both ended up back on the bed again.

You were lying, back on the bed, while Bucky was pounding into you again.

“Arrghh,” Bucky groaned, having another orgasm. 

“Wanna go for another round?” he asked once you, staring into your soul.  But your body was worn out and you were in a daze, one that would take you a while to break out of.   Bucky chuckled and took himself out of you.

“Well doll, I had fun,” Bucky said, cleaning himself up and putting his clothes on.  “Whenever you are up for more, just knock on my door.  You know where to find me.  I’ll be more than happy if you do so.  I got to go or else the team is going to get worried about what happened to me, so if you need help cleaning up, speak up now or forever hold your peace.”

There was silence for a few more seconds and Bucky finished getting ready to leave.

“Love ya doll,” Bucky said, placing a kiss on your forehead and leaving the door.

[ohlovxrr]

Petnelope || Peter Parker x Stark!Reader

this is so stupid, smh just read please. also, i mean no offense to anyone with the name Penelope of Petnelope (if you have that name, ive never heard it before) it’s just a stupid little fic that i hope people will enjoy lmao

tags : @running-outta-time @i-just-wanna-run-hell @munalisax @blossombarnes @sammie-blogs

words : 1408

Masterlist

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You’d met Peter Parker not long after your father, Tony Stark, had recruited him during the time of the Sokovian Accords; when Steve Rogers had gone a bit berserk, as your father had explained to you in his own little way.

You’d met Peter after the fight at the airport, having accompanied him, your father and Happy on his way home to Queens, New York; not too far from the tower you lived in. Due to the fact that you were homeschooled, you didn’t have many friends, making you spark a deep interest in becoming closer to Peter.

The boy didn’t mind it, of course, from day one he’d thought you were not only kind and beautiful but had an intelligence that challenged his own; something he rather enjoyed.

Unbeknownst to your father, you spent quite some time with the boy. There were multiple nights where Peter would sneak into your room through a tower window, where you spent the time laughing at stupid science puns he’d throw out, and having some of the deepest conversations the both of you had ever had. The more you spent time, the more you realized how much fun it was to actually have a friend for the first time; until one night, it changed.

At first, it was like any other time Peter had come to visit you.

He tapped on your window, a smile broad on his face when you answered, giggling when he crawled in excitedly and jumped onto your bed, making it creak loudly,

“Shhh,” you moved forward to grab his shoulder as your features morphed into amusement mixed with panic, “My dad’s here, and so is Vision!”

“Sorry,” Peter gave you a sheepish smile before he outstretched his arms for his hands to land on either side of your waist, face tilting up to look at you with a devious smirk, “I bet I can make it up to you.”

Your eyes squinted in disbelief as your head slowly began to shake, your body beginning to back away, “Oh hell no.”

You let out a squeal as Peter pulled you down onto the bed, his gloved hands moving quick on your stomach as he tickled you.

“What did I do to deserve this,” you laughed through your words as the boy continued to straddle you and attack you with his fingers, “Peter, stop - haha - seriously! It hurt-,”

“Ms. Stark, I heard a shout,” suddenly your body has mustered a superhuman amount of strength, pushing Peter off the bed and onto the side of it that wasn’t visible to anyone, straddling him as Vision suddenly came through the wall, “It sounded of distress.”

Vision moved forward when he saw no one in the room, calling out, “Ms. Stark?”

“Here,” you stuck out only an opened hand from the side of the bed, the other holding Peter’s mouth shut, “I’m here!”

“Is everything alright, Ms. Stark?”

“Yeah, everything’s fine,” you looked down at Peter before saying, “I just saw a spider.”

You saw Peter give you an unimpressed look, making you give him a loud smack to chest, making Vision move forward once again,

“Are you sure everything fine, Ms.? Should I get your father?”

“No!” Your head shot up slightly, still trying to stay out of view from Vision, clearing your throat before saying, “No, I just need to you leave, Vision, now.”

You heard him move even closer as he asked why, making you shout in panic,

“I’m naked!”

Peter looked at you wide eyed as you did to him, Vision’s next words hesitant,

“Sorry…?”

You sighed, “I’m naked, Vision. Like really, really naked. Like I’m so naked right now, seriously. I have nothin-,”

“Alright, alright,” you heard him move away, “I’ll be leaving then.”

You waited until you thought he was gone, poking your head up to see that nobody was in the room anymore except you and Peter.

“You’re naked?”

“What the hell else was I supposed to say!” Your hands pressed onto his shoulders, pinning him down on the floor as your face came dangerously close to his, “Vision will a hundred percent tell my dad if he ever finds out that you’ve been coming here every night. I’d totally be under house arrest after that, and there’s no possible way we’ll ever see each other agai - hey! Are you even listening to me? Peter!”

“Huh, what?” His brown eyes met yours, as they’d previously been staring at your close lips; your very, very close lips. His eyes seemed hooded as he stared into yours, mind going mush as you smiled shyly,

“What‘re you staring at, Bug-Boy?”

Peter chuckled, “Something your dad wouldn’t want me to.”

You laughed lightly before you tongue ran over your lips quickly, leaning in a bit more. You felt Peter’s hand run up your back before situating itself on your neck, cupping it there. His other hand stayed at a respectable place on your waist, his head leaning up towards you. Slowly, but surely, your lips connected into a sweet kiss. Your hands cupped Peter’s face as your lips pressed against his softly and lovingly, his thumb stroking your cheekbone as you parted and reconnected your lips ever so often with each sweet kiss given.

“Do you think,” Peter said between kisses, “that we could actually go on a date?”

You disconnected your lips from the boy’s completely, beaming down at him as you responded with, “Of course.”

“Awesome…, but your dad’s going to kill me.”

Finally, the day that you and Peter would get to spend time together somewhere other than your bedroom came. The two of you had agreed on meeting up at the bookstore nearby in the afternoon, disappointing Peter slightly as he wished to do the actual date thing; later in the night, picking you up, taking you out somewhere romantic. However, due to the fact that your father has no knowledge of your secret relationship, the two of you were unable to do any of that.

After spending a good while getting preparing for your date, you were finally ready, having picked to wear a casual dress with flats, doing up your hair into a ponytail.

You made your way to the elevator before being stopped by no one other than Tony Stark, your father.

“Woah, woah, woah,” he gave you a stern look, “Where do you think you’re going?”

“Out,” You have him a hopeful smile, “You’re going to let me, right? I am your favourite child, after all.”

“You’re my only child.”

You shrugged, “Same difference.”

Tony crossed his arms over his chest, squinting his eyes as he examined you closely, “Who are you going out with?”

“Just some friends.”

“You don’t have any friends, Y/N.”

“Okay, first of all, ouch,” you held a figure up before they moved to your hips, “Second, I do happen to have friends. Well, a friend.”

“Oh,” Tony began nodding his head as if he was playing along, “Is that so?”

“Mhm,” you nodded in confirmation, “She’s awesome.”

“Oh, she now, okay,” Tony nodded his head the same way again, and unimpressed smile taking over his face, “And what’s this girl’s name?”

“Pet-,” you began before cutting yourself off, looking to the ground before looking back up at your father, face straight as you said surely, “Petnelope.”

“Pet-,” Tony repeated, “-nelope.”

You nodded as your arms crossed over your chest, standing slightly on your toes as you attempted to level with your father.

“That’s one,” your father stifled a chuckle, “That’s one interesting name.”

“Her parents were interesting people.”

You gave your father a challenging stare, not breaking until he chuckled loudly as he broke away from your stare,

“Yeah okay, tell ‘Petnelope’ I said hi,” Tony’s eyes made contact with yours once again before squinting, “and that his hands should not go lower than your waist. Got that?”

You eyes widened in surprise before you came down from your shock, deciding to play with your father for laughs, you said aloud, “But what if they already have?”

Your father laughed loudly, as did you, before his face turned into one of dangerous seriousness as he said, “Then you get in the car and tell me where to find him, ‘cause we’re removing those hands.”

You sighed before pulling out your phone as your father walked past you, sending Peter a text,

‘Run, Petnelope, and do your best to keep your hands in tact.’

[hoyoungy]

Struck - Suga/Yoongi (IV)

genre: fluff, angst, soulmate au summary: you’re never going to change word count: 2122 a/n: i hope you are all enjoying this series so far! i know i am! female pronouns, explicit language, and mentions of alcohol ahead! also, surprise guest ;) as seen on my ao3

part iii, v

When your Mom told you about the day she first met your Dad, you were seven years old. You saw a twinkle in her eye as she told the story that only appeared when she talked about your Dad. They met in the middle of a busy street. Your Mom dropped all of her books and papers for school in the snow and someone came to her rescue. When she looked up to thank the person, she saw your Dad smiling down at her.

When you were twelve years old, your Mom said your Dad was going to move away because of a new job. So you stayed with her, but you saw your Dad every other weekend.

When you were nineteen years old, your Dad told you that there were some things that even sould-binding can’t force him to be what your Mom needed.

When you were nineteen years old, you looked your Mom in the eye with tears pooling in your own and she gave you a tight hug, all the while still smiling.

When you were nineteen years old, you lost the will to find your soulmate. You didn’t believe any soul-bounded relationship was genuine. If your parents’ was fake, then all of it must be fake.

And then you met Yoongi.

Oh, how lucky of you to be paired up with someone like Yoongi. It was written in the stars.

‘Are you afraid of falling in love with someone like me?’ The question rang in your head too often for your own good. Truth be told, you are afraid. Afraid you’d love him, give him your world, all to have it thrown away when he gets bored with you. Would he get bored of you? Or was it a hereditary thing, that maybe you’d get bored of him instead? You are your father’s daughter.

A lot can happen between you and him. Everything from this point on was written in the stars, too.

It was seven in the morning when your alarm woke you up. After a long, eventful, paid week off work, it was time to get back to realty and back to work at the coffee shop.

“Good morning, sleepy head,” your boss said as you trudged through the door. “Hungover?”

“I wish,” you muttered.

“What’s on your mind so early this morning?”

“I met my soulmate.”

Her eyes widened as she shot you an amused, but confused, look. Other than your mom and a few friends, your boss was the only other person who knew about your opinion on soul-binding. “Wow, well… That’s something, huh?”

“Yeah,” you sighed, throwing in shot after shot of espresso in your latte.

“What’s he like?”

“He’s an idiot.”

“Aren’t they all?” she smiles. The door chimed as the first customer walked in. “I got ‘em. Good morning, sir! Can I get you anything?”

“You can’t, but _____ can.”

You swung your head quickly, about to scold the customer for being inappropriate, but you were face to face with a very tired, very annoyed soulmate instead. You were so tired that you didn’t even notice the tug on your wrist.

“What are you doing here?” you groan, thinking about how it was way too early to be interacting with anyone right now.

“Did you know the compasses flash when your soulmate wakes up?” he scoffs, as if blaming you for waking him up. “Guess it’s one of those after-contact perks. The past few days I was able to ignore it, but today took the cake. So I thought I’d come in and ruin your morning,” he smirked.

“I guess I can’t run from you anymore.”

“Nope. I’m getting really good at tracking you down.”

“Lucky me,” you said. “Can I actually get you anything, or…”

“Your strongest drink.”

You made him the same drink you made yourself, since it was the only thing that could wake you up these days. You saw him reach into his pocket for his wallet.

“O-Oh, no, it’s fine.”

“What, no.”

“Soulmates discount,” you joked. “Please, just take it.”

“You didn’t poison it, did you?”

“Don’t be silly, that’d be too easy.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes as he too a gulp of his drink. He cringed at how strong the espresso taste was. A thick line of whipped cream was left on his upper lip. You began to giggle, and Yoongi raised a brow suspiciously. You’ve never laughed in front of him yet.

“What…?” he asked.

“You’ve got a little…” Still smiling, you pointed to your lips.

Frantically, he wiped away the whipped cream and he couldn’t help but smile a little, too. You were much prettier when you were smiling because of him instead of scolding him.

“I’ll get outta your way for now,” Yoongi sighed dramatically, walking towards the door.

“Wow, already?”

“You’re no fun to bother when you’re tired.” He turned to look at you before he exited. “Your hair looks nice like that, by the way.” And he winked.

You were left speechless in the end, mouth agape and your mind a bit scrambled. He just complimented you. What was wrong with him today?

You turned to your boss, who was holding in her squeals of excitement.

“He’s so cute!” she gushes. “Quite the character.”

“I guess!? Do you see what I mean, though!?”

“You can definitely tell you’re each other’s soulmate.”

“Really? How?”

“By the way that you two talk to each other. It’s so… natural,” she grins. “Oh, how it must feel to be young again.”

You shook away the thought of being so civil with Yoongi. Although your boss wasn’t wrong - talking to Yoongi the night that you met just came so naturally to you, even if you were just scolding him for walking into the street.

Maybe it was just one of those after-contact perks.

When Yoongi got back home from visiting you, he prayed that none of the guys were up yet, and thankfully, they were knocked out cold. He couldn’t take anymore teasing from them.

Yoongi was priviledged enough to be the first one out of all of the guys to find his soulmate first. They always told each other to run away from the pull until they all thought their time of fooling around was over.

Truth be told, the party life was starting to get really old. It was so tiring! And expensive! Buying so many drinks for not only himself, but for girls throughout the week was just too much. All he wanted to do now was sleep.

But that didn’t mean Yoongi was ready to settle down completely… He was still young! Thankfully, you didn’t see like the type that wanted to settle down, too.

… But why didn’t you want to?

Isn’t that what all girls wanted? To find their one and only? Any girl would be lucky to have him as a soulmate! All the girls that he brings home tell him that all the time! He’s handsome, smart, manly… But you - you always looked at him like you didn’t want anything to do with him.

Was he that horrible to you?

“Are coming with us, or what?” Namjoon asked, kicking Yoongi lightly to pull him from his thoughts.

“Huh?”

“Are you going out tonight or do you have plans with your soulmate ~?”

Yoongi rolled his eyes. “Shut up, I’m coming.”

“All right, we’ll be outside.”

Yoongi lazily changed into another nightlife outfit where the buttons on his shirt stopped low enough to see his chest. He looked at himself in the mirror. He just looked so… tired.

“Fuck it,” he mumbled to himself, pulling out his phone. “Hey, are you busy tonight?”

You locked the doors to the coffee shop and bid your boss a farewell. The day was so busy that you only had time to eat a small snack on your lunch break and you could feel the toll it took on your body. Your body was also warm from steaming up so much milk that you didn’t bother throwing on your jacket.

The night was still young, but the skies said otherwise. It was only five and the sun had already set. The glow of the street lights guided your way home, but the glow of your compass was even brighter.

The crunch of footsteps atop of snow stopped behind you. You groaned loudly. What could he possibly want now?

“Are you stalking me now -” You stopped midsentence when you saw who was behind you. “Jackson!”

Your longest friend grinned behind you. “Long time no see.”

“What are you doing here?” you asked, your smile not faltering one bit.

“I was going to come and visit you, but I guess I’m too late. Too busy to hang out with an old friend?”

“No, not at all, I’m starving actually. Come on, let’s go, you gotta tell me all about you and the misses!”

You and Jackson spent a good six hours at the restaurant talking and catching up with each other like old times. He was one of the few other people that knew about your lack of interest in soul-searching, so you wondered how he was going to react when you tell him that you found him.

“You WHAT!?” he exclaimed, making a few heads turn.

“SHHH,” you giggled. You and Jackson had a few drinks with your dinner…

“Sorry! You what, you found him?”

“I did,” you groan, gulping more of your drink. “I hate my life.”

“So did he fall madly in love with you at first sight?”

“Not everyone’s like you, Jackson, chill out. Besides, I don’t think he’s interested in this stuff, either. In fact, he might even be less interested than me, can you believe that?”

“No,” he snorted. “Unless his past is more broken than yours.”

“Rude…”

“I’m sorry, but you know how I am with my soulmate. Ever since I met them, I can’t imagine my life without them,” he gushed.

“Yeah, how dare you dump me for your soulmate. I’m still very much upset about that, by the way.”

“Don’t say that, your soulmate’s going to kill me!”

You and Jackson left the restaurant a little later than you expected. Since Jackson still had a long ride home, he stopped drinking, but that didn’t stop you from drinking any more. You stumbled in the snow next to Jackson as he walked you home.

“My life is over!” you screamed into the sky.

“No, it’s not.”

“Yes, it is! I’m gonna have to bother with this for the rest of my life!” You looked at your wrist and squinted at the brightness of the glow. “Gah, see!? He’s also nearby! I’ll never get any alone time anymore - whoa!”

Jackson caught you before you could face plant into the snow. He wrapped he strong arms around your shoulder and tisked loudly.

“If anything, your tolerance has gone down since the last time I saw you. How disappointing.”

“Jackson… Why couldn’t you have been my soulmate huh? Life would have been so much easier.”

“_____.”

“You would’ve been the only exception.”

“Hey, _____ -”

“What!? Let me be sentimental to my best friend!”

“Is that him?”

“Hm?” You looked up in front of you to see two blurry figures. When your eyes focused, you saw Yoongi.

His wrist was glowing. The same arm was wrapped around another girl’s slim waist.

She was very pretty.

You tried to focus on Yoongi’s face. You saw that his hair was messy and he had lipstick on his neck. You were so focused on that that you missed his furrowed brows and clenching jaw as he bore holes between you and Jackson, as if trying to severe Jackson’s arm off of you.

The girl in his arms flashed looks between your wrist and his, finally clicking together the pieces. She didn’t seem to care that you were each other’s soulmates by the way she clung her body closer to Yoongi’s. He didn’t seem to care, either. He pulled her in closer.

Yoongi didn’t say anything as he kept his eyes on you.

Say something. Tell him to get his arm off of her. Tell her that he was yours.

“I wanna go home,” you said, walking straight past Yoongi.

Jackson didn’t bother looking at him as he jogged to keep up with you. Yoongi didn’t want to look back, knowing that someone that wasn’t him already had their arms wrapped around you.

“Let’s go,” you heard the other girl say.

That night, you buried your face deep into your pillow, crying your eyes out. You blamed it on the alcohol.

But that night you also realized two things.

1) Yoongi was never going to change.

2) You weren’t going to, either.

[s-nnyd]

hey. all of the qs from the ask meme that apply to you. have fun

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

oh boy well with my dad most certainly not theres a lot situations where its been made obvious that im not the son he wanted but he’ll still use me as an example to show to my lil bro and also like theres a lot of cockiness too and with my mom i love her and i know she loves and supports me but a lot of that is because im her daughter  and id say id have a decent relationship with my mom and i do love her

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

lmao it was you

03: Do you regret anything?

oooooooooooooooooo boi man i been thinking and like ive thought about if ive regretted ever being friends with angie and id like to say that i dont cause shes done a lot and shes given a lot to me whether it be good or bad and ive grown a lot from it and i think that if i completely erased that then i wouldnt be able to work through the things i have and like in other aspects i regret not saying “i think youre cute” to movie girl and knott’s info boy like my goodness they were both so damn cute and i really shoulda said something

04: Are you insecure?

hell yeah i am

05: What is your relationship status?

single right now and i do want to eventually date someone and have that sort of closeness and that sort of relationship where i can feel at peace and rely on someone but i honest to goodness don’t think there’s anyone for me just yet and i don’t think im in a place really to be dating anyone cause i need to resolve things before i try to start something new

06: How do you want to die?

oh man duuude okay so when we read granny weatherall i legit like had a breakdown and i started panicking cause i started thinking about death all of a sudden and like there are situations where ive considered suicide and all but like there are also the times where it feels like its looming over me so much and like i get so so scared like im scared to walk down the pier at the beach at night because it so dark and the point where you look out onto the horizon and the horizon no longer exists and and its just a void and its so dark and like i think thats how i wanna die just im walking out on the pier at midnight and just im swallowed up because i think in the last moments i think i should just confront it

07: What did you last eat?

i had these hawaiian shortbread cookies that are so dang good like mmmmmmmmmmmm

08: Played any sports?

man i used to do tennis and swimming and i would love to go back to it

09: Do you bite your nails?

nah

10: When was your last physical fight?

like one where someone was genuinely hurt? like an hour ago and it was with the ground cause i got flung off my skateboard but for real i think my last physical fight was like kinder

11: Do you like someone?

skdjashjdkashd i doooo and i should noottttt and theres a lot of things i already know that its kinda like the crush is coming from the fact that there was a lot of support and general niceness and a whooollle lot of other reasons why i should not and im looking forward to the day when this goes away

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

my goodness i have and i died

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

hmm i do but i forgot who it was

14: Do you miss someone?

yeah i kinda miss my old self but for real i really miss my cousin lynnette like i havent seen her for like two years and i really needa hang out with her eventually

15: Have any pets?

dang i wish

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

at the moment? p distressed and very in my own head like i really need a break from a lot of other things but i also need a break from myself oh! ill show you my art project that were doing later when i finish it cause like we ended up havign to do an extreme emotion self portrait of how we feel at this point in time and like its hilarious cause ppl pass by it and theyre like “dude are you okay like just looking at that makes me feel bad”

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

dkjasdh i have not but i lowkey wanna just cause

18: Are you scared of spiders?

uH YEAh

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

i would i would and if it was to relive a memory definitely if it was to redo something over differently most definitely if it was to reexperience something wihtout changing something then uh no

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

hhhhhhh oh my goodness lowkey embarrassed to say it cause weve talked about places to snog a while ago and like the last time i did was like in the bushes in the sculpture garden

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

maybe working on the death of a salesman project maybe just getting some rest im really not sure im literally living day to day at this point

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

pfft man i do not wanna have any kids like at all

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

i got two but theyve closed up already since i dont use em

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

art, a bit of dabbling in math, and then also psych like i lvoed the fuck outta that class

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

oh yeah definitely and i think about her a lot i definitely miss meleana and sometimes ill go out and theres a souvenir shop and ill look at the best friend necklaces cause she always got one for us and like i have a box just full of all the halved best friend necklaces and i wonder a lot what would have happened had we still kept contact she was a big gateway to a lot of things in my life 

26: What are you craving right now?

mmm some damn relief but for real tho i want someone to run their hands through my hair and pet it and all like any of the daydreams i have are usually centered around my new haircut

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

i? dont? think? so? theres like only one of two people i know of who like ever liked me and that was jolin (the other one is this sophomore from my art class last year)

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

lol no

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

wish i could even get a date

30: What’s irritating you right now?

well i brought up the other ones in our chat and those are the main ones currently so

31: Does somebody love you?

yeah and i think in a lot of situations whether theyre friends or fam im being put on the weird pedestal

32: What is your favourite color?

OH OH OH ITS CERULEAN BLUE LIKE I KNOW ITS REAL SPECIFIC BUT LIKE THAT THAT BLUE IS SO GOOD LIKE EVERY TIME I SEE IT IN PUBLIC MY CHEST SWELLS UP AND MY LUNGS FEEL SO COLD AND THE AIR FEELS REALLY NICE AND LIKE MAN I LOVE THAT BLUE

33: Do you have trust issues?

lol yeah and in the process ive lied a lot and ive gotten so good at lying that sometimes i forget i am lying and the lines between whats truth or not get all blurry (i legit did not mean for that to come off as tumblr-esque as it did)

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

it was me just kinda floating in random space and then i was in a white room with no walls no doors no windows and i just walked around in this open blank space

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

hhhh mrs quiggle

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

sometimes i think i do

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

haH hAH HAH haaa.......no

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

uh i believe 13 oh wait no scratch that i was like 8

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

i needed to get the laundry so...

51: Favourite food?

prolly ramen oh or loco moco cause its so good

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

mmm i think id say i do

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

i was working on my entry for the lawyer firm art contest

54: Is cheating ever okay?

hell no

55: Are you mean?

i think so cruel even just cause i know so much and i think people who know and understand and think so much are in general dangerous cause they calculate their actions and sometimes that scares me cause i cant tell if im doing it on purpose or not but just in general yeah im mean like too many shits are just not given

56: How many people have you fist fought?

like? uh? i think maybe two and both times were when i was like 8 or 9

57: Do you believe in true love?

mmm i do i do and i think a lot of that true love stems from a relationship based on communication, honesty, trust, and a really good friendship as a foundation

58: Favourite weather?

oooOOOOOO okay so do you remember that one time it was raining hard as fuck like sophomore year like i know its real vague but it was legit pouring and like it was actually so bad that everyone adn i mean everyone went into the library to get some form of shelter and there were people who were soaked to the bone and peoples umbrellas were getting broken cause it was so cold rainy and windy like that that kinda weather is my fave

59: Do you like the snow?

uh i think i do?

60: Do you wanna get married?

hell yeah

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

mmmm i get a lil weird on that but i think some of my favorite ones are like being called “love” like “whats going on love” or “you look good today love” like mmm i eat that shit up

62: What makes you happy?

man legend of zelda is makign me so damn happy rn like it legit means so damn much to me adn like theres so much i lvoe about it and i just lvoe talking about it and anything about it in general and like also skateboarding has been making me real happy lately like ive never loved getting hurt more and like that sounds really bad and like my left knee’s nerves are totally shot cause i fell straight on it and messed it up cause i was skating but like theres just soemthing about feeling more within my own body because im gettin some form of physical activity adn im getting hurt adn its like its a reality in its own way and like i really love it and i super love when i get to cruise like it feels so damn esp with my hair now and also what makes me happy is the ppl i find cute every now and then like its genuinely such a nice experience and oh oh i just wanted to talk about it jsut cause but like whenever i get a crush i get real excited and real happy cause like i love getting them gifts and seeing the surprise and the happiness on their faces cause its like oh you thought of me and oh its somehting i really love and like it makes them happy for that glimpse of a moment and like i love talking to them and like when they tell me about things they like or their passionate about its so nice to hear cause its like yes yes yes i support you and i love you i love seeing you happy and like just seeing your brightens my day and like even if i do confess and i do get rejected ive been mroe than lucky cause its like the people i have confessed to have been so gentle with the rejection and so kind with it and its like oh no!! like yes im sad that we couldnt be more but like thank you!!! thank you so much for letting me love you adn letting me give you so much thank you for brightening my days up and lettign me see your smiles and hear your laughs like thank you so much im so glad i could crush on you and like thats another thing that makes me happy and like theres probably a lot more that i could talk about but i think ill leave at that for now

63: Would you change your name?

i been actually thinking about it for a while adn in the times that i have considered it i usually use a game with the customizable name to try it out and like at some point i used Elle and then i tried Lynn and like i dunno im really not too sure and maybe if other names come in the future ill test those out cause truly it doesnt feel like my name is my own

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

mm yeah id think so cause theres stuff we were supposed to talk about that we didnt and uhh yeah

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

say “thanks im really flattered but i really dont think im in a place right now where i should get into a relationship”

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

lmao no

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

uhh the guy at the receptionist desk when i went in to submit my entry for the art contest

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

lol if what we talked about wasnt deep and it wasnt you then itd be mrs quiggle

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

fuck yeah

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

i dont think so like i wouldnt even die for myself

[darrycurtises]

hey fam, do all of the aesthetic asks

thanks sun goddess ily

Flower Crown: when did you last sing to yourself

yesterday bc i always sing in the car, i think it was me putting “starman” “here comes the sun” and “ticket to the moon” on repeat the whole way home

Fairy Lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

i’d like to know what the world will be like in like a century bc i worry about the world i hope she’ll be ok

Daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life

well i’m a seventeen yr old and not even one of the cool ones that compete in the olympics so its either like UH starting college @ 16 or being published in an official writing anthology

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to your mind, recent or otherwise?

last year when i went to busch gardens w my sister n my mom and i got to hold a penguin named Turkey ON MY LAP i have pictures to document this (i was chubbier back then tho no judgment)

Matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you’re now living?

yeah i wouldn’t be fucking living in florida and going to school id be using whatever money i could to travel overseas, and then i’d go on a big crosscountry roadtrip 

Black Nail Polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

not an official one, just vague “i’d like to do x someday” things

Moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

yes absolutely

Stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

last week i went to a funeral and i cried so much they got a picture w me sobbing in the background

Plants: pick a person to stargaze with you, and explain why you picked them

my best friend tomas probably because he’s the only person who wouldnt make fun of me for stargazing

Converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

BITVH NO LMAO I DONT EVEN TALK TO MY FRIENDS !!

Lace: when was your last three am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

again, tomas, my best friend. about 4 days ago?

Handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one more person, what would you say and to whom?

oh man i dont even know

Cactus: opinion on brown eyes?

i have them and i love them. got my brown eyed angels all over the place. i know like three people w not-brown eyes 

Sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally

Oil Paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

[Redacted]

Overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

id get new cars for my sister and mom bc theirs are v old like ten minutes to start and cough like a smoker old, and id pay my mom’s house off, pay off my sister’s student loans, deposit a lot to my grandma who’s living in an expensive nursing home, donate 2 houston, put away more for my college, lots of stuff

Combat Boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

Yes and yes

Winged Eyeliner: write a hundred letter word to your twelve year old self

I don’t need 100 words I just need to tell her to shut up, stop eating so much, try being friends w the girls you don’t like, they were actually nice, you’re not as funny as you think you are save your words for later and think before you speak. Also, thanks for attaching our self worth to our school performance, this isn’t sarcastic, its turning out really well for scholarships

Pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

Leaning more towards pastel, but honestly the most accurate thing would be primary colors/

Tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I like them but not on me

Piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

I usually do a quick face for school, but if im in the mood then I like to do the most just because im a teenager and im living in a time of really weird fashion and this is the only time in my life where I’ll be ballsy enough and free enough to buy and wear green eyeshadow. You think that’ll fly when im 30 w a 9-5 job? I think not. Lemme get it outta my system now, while I have ~~~being a teenager~~~ to blame it on

Bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

This is gonna sound really depressing but I don’t believe in love bc of the avett brothers song “January wedding. He was so in love with her when he wrote it and for years I was like “this is love theyre so in love” and then bam we get the true sadness album and January wedding gets followed by “divorce separation blues.” Who can be that in love with someone and then just. Stop. I don’t get it, love isn’t real.

Messy Bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

This is too much pressure

Cry Baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

Ive seen the avett brothers 3 times and they were amazing every single time, just wowowow I got the “fuck it,  im standing up and singing” mood. Ive also seen boston and foreigner, which were also fun, but mostly bc of the 50 yr old stoners in the crowds.

Grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

My papa, and I’d like it to say [classified] and maybe I’d like him to say [redacted].

Space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

I have a permanent set up at the kitchen table from august thru may, and its perpetually in disarry.

White Bed Sheets: what is your night time routine?

Face mask, hair care, moisturizer, vanilla tea, set up the coffee maker for the next morning, pack my book bag, pray, bed.

Old Books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

I’d like my mom not to know that she’s kind of annoying to watch movies w (it’d break her heart shes so sensitive aw) and id like my dad not to know where I live

Beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I have dyed my hair I went red for a bit but now its brown. Id never do anything that require I bleach it bc I love myself and wont do that to my head

Eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

Id take my mom, sister, my friends [classified], [classified], and [classified] to new york w me so we can do horrible cheesy touristy stuff, and then I’d have them go w me on a cross country roadtrip

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

If I tell u my wish it wont come true

Painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

Its gonna be this year’s ive already perfected the make up im gonna be a mime and its amazing

Lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

Literally nothing ive never gotten high bc it seems uhhh not fun, but ive gotten a lil drunk before (I don’t like to drink bc it makes my head hurt and it’s a lot of calories) but I get sad id be a sad drunk so I just cried.

Thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Anything thatd harm a person/animal. Never kill, never maim. If u handed me a gun and said “shoot a deer ill give you a million dollars” I couldn’t do it. If I had to break someones arm for a million dollars I couldn’t do it.

Storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

Song, bc I love people, ill just listen to a podcast while I run I guess

Love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realize you’re in love.

Not really, only a little bit of an “I’d like to love them” sort of thing

Clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

Im a girl and id never rock short hair bc I don’t have the jaw for it, and I like my long hair to make my jaw look sharper

Coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

I just get iced black tea bc starbucks coffee is ass, and id trust my mom. Not my sister or my friends bc theyd get me sugar in my tea instead of unsweet w honey

Marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

The things my life has revolved around for years lmao my loved ones and school

[survivorsolomonislands]

Episode 1 Part 1 "Hit the Ground Walking” - Matt

YALL IM FUCKING SCREWED!!! I don’t think Karen likes me that much - she’s close with Linus. Who by the way has me blocked on facebook. So I pretty much have no options on this tribe and I’m completely fucking fucked. I’m just gonna try to band together with people who don’t talk as much and aren’t all that outspoken and aren’t cliquey and work with them to save myself bc RN!!! im looking like first boot!!!

give me like 10 idols now

oh so now you guys put a link up while ive been talking to myself for the past 2 hours. 

i’m going to stab everyone with this machete and the only person who can stop me is on the other tribe (jk i love everyone here except for like the one person who hasnt responded to me yet)

“if you know how i feel then why would you say that like you put me in such an uncomfortable situation like you know I’m not happy” how this freak win all the games lately 

so it’s crazy johnny is in this game and i have him blocked i hate myself huh? and monty is talking to me and ryan is so i hope i am good with this tribe i am nervous, but ready.

Oh wow. Im-back-bitches.gif. So this tribe is something else. There Karen Lexi and RTP and Karen wants us to make a solid four, but I can count and that leaves 6 people out, and 6>4 so we need at least one if not two more people. My picks are chrissa because I have a good relationship with her already, and then maybe Mitchell because we’ve been talking the most. And then if Lexi know Zachariah then that’s another one. Beyond that, there’s Dana and some other people who I can’t remember 🙃 I know I’ve been talking to one of them but idk who that is and I don’t have the energy tonight to figure it out lol.

So basically the plan for the next few days until I get back to the us is to build groundwork relationships and try to find a solid 6 to stay with until a swap or merge.

Star- They still haven’t come online and I am hoping that they are painfully inactive so we have an excuse to vote someone out first! 

Johnny- Haven’t talked to him but at least he has accepted my contact request and like said he wouldn’t be here. He is a frat guy and some of these people are not who frat guys would typically hang out with so he might be an outsider 

L.A.- I wanted to work with her since I saw her intro she is super chill and seems really smart I like her A LOT! If I am making an alliance she will be in it 

Kaya- She’s super sweet and honestly a little angel I love her so much

Luca- Really annoying but seems to like me. He is an experienced orger so who knows maybe he’ll be in my alliance also He’s talked to Kaya a lot 

Lily- I know she can beast a comp so she needs to stay on my good side. She is one of the experienced newbies and she is aware of how I play at least a little bit so I am not sure how long I want her here 

Aromal- Nice guy! Kept asking me questions about everything which was sweet because it makes me seem like a good person and that im looking out for him!. Honestly his time zone might be an issue but if I stay up super late and search for an idol I can blame it on him because that will be in the middle of the day for him 

Allie- She is a little SWEETHEART I LOVE HER SO MUCH! She seems super innocent nd like honestly someone I’d want to have under my wing She’s a newbie and I feel like she will be loyal to me since I talked to her right away and am helping her get used to this 

Daisy- Shes gorgeous and I enjoy her company but not someone I am loyal too yet, She seems a little suspicious and kinda distant because she left me on read! 

My general strategy is to align with the newbies who haven’t played orgs ever. From what I’ve noticed Lily and Daisy aren’t super strong socially so If I can get L.A. Kaya Luca and Allie all together it will be a strong alliance of 5 and I can keep them on the outside. Hopeuflly star isn’t here so we can vote them out first like easy vote, but if they arrive super late I might as well talk to them a lot to make them feel safe and be the first person to reach out to them. I love the tribe so much and I hope it isn’t chaotic, but I am going to play for sure, I want to form an alliance and start to get things rolling

Welp! I guess i’m fuckin back here to ruin my life again!

I’m starting off the same way I started off in Malaysia - forming good relationships with people. And while that may have unknowingly landed me into a minority, the relationships I formed still allowed me to pretty successful and arguably run the table during the pre-merge, setting myself up for a perfect post-merge run that was only ruined by… Applebee’s. 

The one thing I should’ve done was parlayed those early relationships into more tangible early alliances. Jenn and Jimmy wouldn’t have voted Kendall out if they didn’t have an early alliance with, and inherent trust in, Isabelle; that was my undoing, and I aim to rectify that. Let’s see who we’ve talked to so far. There’s Ryan; we were talking a lot about stuff, and I feel like we’ve easily got the foundation there for a strategic allegiance. He’s confided in me that he’s worried about his position on this tribe given his history with some of these players; I can either utilize that to my advantage and make him a number, or he could be an easy third first boot. I don’t want him to be a first boot because I feel like I can work with him, but it’s good to have options.

Zakriah is probably the person I’ve talked to the most after that. We’ve got a lot of similar thoughts on Survivor and we’ve clicked really well, so I think we could easily work together strategically. She seems like she’d be a lot of fun to bop with throughout this game. She did, though, like Ryan, confide in me that she’s worried about her position in the game, given that Linus has her blocked on Facebook; another situation that leaves me with options, which is good.

Speaking of Linus, we’ve been speaking a fair amount and have reasonably bonded to some extent. I like him, and I hope that he and Zakriah don’t end up going against each other. I’ve also been talking to Dana a similar amount, and think that we’re good with each other for now, at least in terms of forging early relationships. Monty and I haven’t spoken a terrific amount, but I’m optimistic about that relationship as well.

I don’t know Karen or Lexi that well coming into this, but we’ve played games together before when they were honorary members of the Malaysia reunion chat, so there’s some familiarity there. I think I’d rather work with Lexi than Karen, but I’ll take whatever I can get. I’m disappointed in myself for failing to capitalize on these relationships more than I have to this point, but I can amend that moving forward.

I tried talking with Chrissa and she kind of just disappeared so… you’re my first boot choice :)

And Matt… the kid’s weird! It’s like picking teeth talking with him because he responds in very curt answers that make conversing difficult. But I think we actually get along and might be aligned???? But I’ve got nO FUCKIN CLUE LMFAO I honestly don’t know whether he ever means anything he’s saying and it’s just… we’re gonna watch this boy. 

As for the fans I just want to fuck up the frat boy as soon as I can lmfao anybody who says that “I’m probably more unique than anyone you have seen before” makes me wanna vomit and ima laugh when I whoop his ass 

I’m gonna fuck shit up :) let’s do this binches

Whew! This cast (my tribe atleast) is pretty social right off the bat. I think I’m off to a decent start, but as it stands I’m still terrified of being first boot. Alright so mini cast assessment

Jacob - Easily the most social so far. I would bet my left pinky that he has sucked up to everyone so far. He’s sweet but he seems like the type that will pretend to be your best friend then backstab you once you’re a liability to him. Good gameplay to get to the end but won’t get the jury.

Jacob - Easily the most social so far. I would bet my left pinky that he has sucked up to everyone so far. He’s sweet but he seems like the type that will pretend to be your best friend then backstab you once you’re a liability to him. Good gameplay to get to the end but won’t get the jury.

Luca -  My fav so far. He seems like a guy I would hate on paper but he’s super charming and likable. I would bet on him going far.

Kaya - She’s okay, we have something in similar in that we both feel like fish outta water so I might align with her.

Johnny - yikes @ that intro 

Lily - sweet, likable

Zakriah - Omg so Zak is one of my best friends in the Wikia ORG community and I cant wait to meet up with him if we both make to the swap.

Linus - Another friend from the Wikia community ! Linus and Zak have a love-hate (mostly hate) relationship so its gonna be interesting to see if they work it out.

So right off the bat I feel like I hit the ground walking I guess. I’m trying to take things slow and kinda get to know people but so far there’s so many people and they honestly seem indistinguishable. I definitely need to get my ass in an alliance sooner than later though and I’m tryna work with Chrissa rn and just get meself some numbers. Wish me luck.

https://youtu.be/1TPDpOdcaP4

Ok so I am going to try and work on something in this game that I feel like I usually fail at. And its my social game. I feel like my social game is generally pretty good for pre-merge it fails once we hit merge. I want to really get some strong relationships on this tribe before a swap or merge happens. My only roadblocks are Karen and Lexi. I know both of them already and I feel like me working on my social game with them is just going to come off fake, plus I don’t know if they actually want to work with me or not. Let’s see how this goes. Right off the back I feel like I hit it off with Mitchell. He is someone I could see going far into this game with. We have similar senses of humor and were immediately talking a lot last night. He seems to be nervous about his perception as well so he could be someone I work with well i that regard. Also y'all really cast some all stars when the first thing chrissa said to me was that she was nervous to be in a game with steffen again….hun….pls

So when the Idol thing came up OBVIOUSLY I wanted to go hunting bc unlike Malaysia I didn’t have to search tumblr tags like “suicide” and “depression” to find safety… BUT having other people know I might be searching was a big no-no for me.

So what I DID do was stay up late, tell everyone I was going to bed, and then about half an hour later I went searching for the Idol. There were only two people up to begin with it seemed - I would’ve preferred it if there had been nobody - but I don’t think anyone suspects me. I didn’t find it, but that doesn’t matter so long as nobody thinks that I had anything to do with this. There’s always the chance that it backfired and that people DO think it was me but… I don’t know about thaaaaaaaaaat.

For one, by the time I woke up, Ryan told me that both Matt and Chrissa were interested in an alliance with him and myself. That’s good in and of itself, but Chrissa was one of the two people awake during my sneaky shenanigans - I don’t think she’d want to work with me if she knew I was super sneaky!! And Dana was talking to me about it, and I pretended like I didn’t even know someone had gone. “WHAT???? Someone looked for an IDOL??? No WAY!!!” My relationship to this point with Dana is painting myself like an emotional and stressed wreck so that she can relate to me and that she would underestimate me; based on the way I’ve portrayed myself to Dana thus far and my claims that an Idol search like this is way too stressful for me, I’d wager that she would bet it wasn’t me.

I could always end up looking like a fool but I thought this scheme was so fun and so far it looks like it’s working!! The only way to make it better would be to stir up some mistrust between the others about who it could’ve been. I’ll regret it if I’m first boot but I’m fuckin dancin rn :~)

So someone is looking for the idol already… interesting. It’s easy to cancel out the people who were speaking in the tribe chat a few minutes after the idol is being looked for, which is good. I could easily go into my tribe chat and explain it to people that if we all just write in our tribe chat, it’ll help to cancel people out who AREN’T looking for the idol, but I’m not gonna pull that card just yet. Let’s see if it becomes an issue. Looking for the idol on day one probably won’t get a lot of people a lot of luck. There are bound to be clues along the way, and hopefully I can snag some of those, but I’m sure already some of those items on the boat had clues in them, or even punishments, but it seems like I didn’t get either of those since I haven’t been notified about anything

oops too late

I couldn’t even control myself LMFAO

Honestly, I don’t know why I enroll myself into these games. I hate talking to people, but I still have to do it, even though I know most of these people just lay on their asses all the time and do nothing, so I don’t know how I’m going to compete when I actually have legitimate responsibilities besides going to high school for 6 hours a day and then laying on their asses for the other 18

https://youtu.be/xc0XCUl3Pfo

Well the survivor train is officially leaving the station, I have assembled my first alliance with Chrissa, Mitchell, and Ryan. Of course Chrissa will be my number one, I mean she shared her clue with me without me even asking like that’s my kind of ally. I was kind of hoping I could work with Karen this time around but RIP it already seems like I may have started throwing her under the bus, she just made the mistake of saying she was friends with Nigel and people noticed that and I’m not gonna put my neck on the line for her. Sorry? I am for sure playing to win this game, I don’t just wanna be on this train I wanna be the mofucking conductor.

g o d I don’t wanna be that person but I absolutely hate that RPDR has to be involved with the challenge. I hate how closely it’s intertwined with the TS community, and I can never stand hearing about it. Like… I always feel like I’m overreacting, but the whole concept just seems so transphobic (not to mention that RuPaul himself IS transphobic as hell), and it just doesn’t feel like an accepting community when something like that gets discussed so often. And I always hate talking about it because I always feel like I’m just overreacting, and… hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just wish that people would realize how inherently harmful it is towards trans girls, and that it creates and fuels the stereotype that trans girls are just men in dresses and makeup. Because that’s what the dr*g q***ns on the show are. And I know this is probably not the kinda thing to put in confessionals but? Whatever, I need somewhere to put it and discourse will start if I put it in tribe chat or on my Tumblr blog.

I tried to help out in this challenge despite not knowing what tumblr is even though I’m a returning player and my entire life was came at so hard so I’m just gonna…..not 

I’m the absolute worst and have completely forgotten to give a confessional this whole time so I’m probably gonna get a shitty edit oops. Anyway I’m really tired right now so I’m not sure if what I’m gonna say will make sense but a lot has happened so far I guess. I created a core alliance which includes me, Luca, Jacob and LA. They’re all super nice people and I’m hoping I can go far with them in the game. Some of the people on my tribe I just haven’t connected well with and I’m having trouble talking to them. Also Jacob told me he searched for an idol, which is crazy information that I posses, but I trust him so far so of course I’m not gonna tell anyone. I’m still a little bit confused about somethings but I’m a lot less confused then I was at the start. Also I’m not sure what 90% of the things  Isaac say are because he always deletes his messages lmao. 

So I accidentally forgot that Star was on our tribe because he never talks, oops. Anyway I tried personal messaging him and asked him if he’s found any interesting posts for our challenge and he said not really. I’m not sure if he’s just shy and confused or if its that he doesn’t want to try but whatever. Anyway I’m gonna be kinda pissed if we loose this challenge because like I’ve accidentally ran into way too much furry porn while searching through these tags. 

It’s the third day and I still haven’t done one of these, so I figured I might as well start. This has been a really fun start to the season, the tribe seems really chill and laid back and I feel I’m getting along with a few people. Am I in a good position in the tribe? It’s too early to say. Right now I’m still just focusing on getting to know my fellow castaways!

Possibly the people I’ve been talking to the most are Kaya and Jacob. They’re really nice, and we’re also in an alliance with LA together. I really feel this has a high chance at succeeding.

The odd one out seems to be Star. He seems completely uninvolved and in case we get to tribal, my vote will probably go on him.

But yeah, fun tribe, fun start, and I’m looking to do as well as possible.

So you know how people are always like “I just wanna meet new people and have fun” and how I always say that? I feel like I am actually doing that. This challenge is mindless so it requires no real effort. I have been spending my time trying to make bonds with these people I didn’t know before and it is so much fun! I am legitimately enjoying my time in this game so far.