#regardless though i enjoy silently observing from the sidelines ^w^ i dont think im ready to be percieved by others just yet .. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

luvuomi · 2 months ago

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the way i secretly stalk so many people’s selfships blogs because.. i don’t have the confidence in me to give a follow or even send an anon because they seem so cool and their ships are even more amazing — it’s like seeing that one couple on the streets and you think to yourself omg.. they’re so pretty

#── 𝒚. ♡#but in my mind im silently cheering them on :3 the same can be applied to people’s self inserts like girrl…#pretty designs AND interesting lore? hoyo should just make them an official character because the way i would c6 e6 r5 etc #regardless though i enjoy silently observing from the sidelines ^w^ i dont think im ready to be percieved by others just yet ..#not directly at least i more so prefer being stumbled upon by chance if that makes sense #talking about my selfships still makes me feel embarassed at times although it has lessened over the past few months!#i think writing out different narratives has been a huge help with that along with reminding myself that at the end of the day:#im doing this for myself first and foremost and shouldnt let this place or self indulgent hobby become something i do just to satisfy others #in a way this blog has become like the diary i always wanted to have without worry of it being found and then looked upon unpleasantly #and a majority of that can be thanks to the people here who have been nothing but supportive since the start <3 #so thank you all so much truly 🤍 words cannot express how happy i am to have a place like this where i can express myself freely & w/o shame

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