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tw: extremely self-ship coded, soulmate AU, Daichi is a little bit criminal (itâs hot, alright?), first kiss, suggestive if you squint, based on this phenomenal commission
You tried your damnedest to deny it, to ignore the thrum of energy that started deep in your chest and was now occupying most of your body. He was everything you were meant to hate. A man who sat atop a throne of corruption and greed.
It was your work to expose those that profited from the seedy criminal underbelly, and yet here you were locked in a battle of both wits and stares with someone tainted by blood money.
Never did you think youâd find your soulmate, considering the odds were so low, let alone that he would be the target of your current undercover investigation.
Sure, he was handsome with dark brown eyes that stripped away all pretence with one slow blink and equally thick dark hair that spiked in that perfect messy way. His shoulders and back were broad enough to stretch the fabric of the button up shirts he preferred, and that smile⌠so knowing, so panty wetting.
That first brush of your fingers as he shook your hand was enough to activate the bond. Neither of you confirmed the sensation that shot up your arms and thundered directly into your heart. But it happened.
Daichi Sawamura was your soulmate, and you were his.
The games you had been playing would have to come to an end, especially when all you wanted to do was lunge at each other like wild animals and cement the bond that would never diminish until your dying day.
All of that was history, or as much as it could be history in the three weeks that passed from that initial touch that sparked everything. Sleep eluded you. Keeping your distance made you irritable and so cranky that your colleagues actively stayed out of your way. It hurtâdeep in your gutâit ached to continue to deny what your soul craved. If it could speak it would cry for its other half.
Your ordeal seemed like nothing compared to how Daichi was coping. That is to say, he wasnât coping at all. His employees were whipped to shreds with his harsh words and unfair demands. He found himself in the ring far more than the occasional fight he had enjoyed and most of the time he had to be physically removed from his bloodied opponents.
His bloodlust was through the roof. A primal warcry echoing in his head to claim what was his, but he wouldnât take it. He wouldnât be the monster you thought he was. Instead, he seethed in his office and contemplated how he could make you see that he was a good man at heart.
The situation came to a head when you stormed into his office one early evening. You had been reviewing your notes and something bothered you in the accounts of those you had discreetly interrogated under the guise of being a ditzy and overly friendly socialite. It was nothing, but it was enough to make you finally snap. You wouldnât admit that you simply missed him and yearned to be in his presence, to smell his spicy cologne and feel the heat that poured from his body.
Now you stood practically nose to nose, or as close as you could get with the height difference. Why were you panting? Did his cheeks usually look that ruddy in colour? Oh shit⌠you should leave.
Before you could think to turn and run, Daichi lunged. His hand grasped your jaw yet his hold was gentle, keeping you still whilst he claimed your lips. It changed everything.
Your world spun on its axis. Lost in the sensation of his mouth slotting with yours so perfectly. His lips were warm and moved with slow, deliberate care and you wanted more. Burned for more until you were clutching at his biceps and wrinkling the stiff fabric of his black button up.
Oxygen was a secondary concern to that of consuming each other. Your bodies pressed flushed together and if you werenât careful, it wouldnât end with just this kiss alone. All that pain and suffering you both had endured melted away, the red string of fate humming happily for the very first time and the silken crimson threads weaved around your hearts.
âAbout damn time,â Daichi growled when you finally parted to breathe. It only made you giggle, a hand raised to your lips to feel how kiss-swollen they were and to savour the taste of him.
âI was never going to make things easy for you.â
He huffed, rolling his eyes and pulling you roughly against his chest. âWeâve got things to discuss. Here or back at my place?â
Worrying your tingling bottom lip, you tucked your head beneath his chin to speak. âI should probably choose here since that will keep me relatively⌠safe.â
âPrincess, from me and what youâre referring to, youâre safe nowhere.â
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Because I have no one else to share this with? Goofy hc time MAYBE, MINORLY JUST A LITTLE BIT self shipping, but THAT IS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE FRIENDS
Kirishima really loves you, like really loves you, and he REALLY wants to please you, but youâve got a bit of a biting thing and heâs absolutely TERRIFIED heâll actually hurt you if he bites you, and I think thatâs very cute :)
That is all, could go into detail but then it wouldnât be goofy hc it would be smut⌠tempted, but not this time!
#mha#x reader#aged up characters#bnha#goofy#kirishima eijirou#kirishima x reader#self ship coded#I am shameless
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imagine you're getting married to kaiser and even though you're the bride, it's him that turns into an absolute bridezilla.
initially, you thought it'd just be a small event between you and himâjust going down to city hall and be done with itâbut when you had sleepily confessed to him one quiet night as he played with your fingers that maybe in another life, you'll get a traditional wedding, kaiser's determined to make sure you get what you want in this one.
and this guy kinda goes a bit bonkers. he's got everything planned in meticulous detail in this binder he carries around everywhere with all the information one could possibly needâvendor info, list of caterers, drafts of the schedule for d-day. at first, you think it's sweet, that he's going all the way for you and him. until he goes... a little too far.
he once grossly spat out his bite of a sample black forest cake right in front of the baker. "this is an insult to germany itself. never bake this again if you know what's best for you."
"i thought i asked for silk tablecloth with the chiffon runner?" he seethed at one caterer, grabbing the fabric and bunching it in his fist. "you thought you could fool me with this cheap-ass polyester?"
"i don't give a single shit if they're out of season," he cussed at one of the florists over the phone. "get me those tan hua flowers for my wedding or so god help me."
the list of caterers in his binder grows narrower and narrowerâwith some of their services slashed by kaiser due to "incompetence"(kaiser's words, not yours) or they flat-out refused to provide service to you due your fiance's temperament.
you tell him multiple times that this doesn't have to be a big event he has to stress over, that all you want is for you to tie the knot and to devote yourself to each other, but all kaiser does is kiss your forehead and tell you that he's got it covered.
"what kind of husband would i be if i didn't make my beloved's wishes come true, mein schatz?"
#you had agreed to go down to city hall at first bc of kaiser's situation with his parents and didnt want to trouble him#but he insists on it and also plans on using it to show off to your family what kind of man he is to you#yes his side may be rather smaller than yours but that's fine. as long as youre happy and brightly shining in your dress#a LILLLL bit self ship coded if im gonna be real soz#blue lock#bllk#blue lock x reader#michael kaiser#michael kaiser x reader#take a sip ; michael kaiser#âď¸ ; alice in writingland
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say âFound you.â?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#âIf there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.â WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their âSee you in the next world.â; their âDo stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.â;#their âI would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.â; âYou were a wonderful experience. You were everything.â etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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If I had a nickel for every time a danmei had a good white/light green character with an âevilâ dark color/red character as their husband, I would haveâ a lot of damn nickels. Why does this keep happening??
#theyâre color coded by whoâs good (and pretty) and whoâs bad (but usually hot)#Iâm pretty sure this is used in like every danmei couple#Iâve tagged the ships from literally every danmei Iâve read so far (except fish sex I donât think fish sex has the color coding like this)#bingqiu#wangxian#hualian#beefleaf#yanshen#ranwan#thousand autumns#scum villain self saving system#grand master of demonic cultivation#heaven official's blessing#dumb husky and his white cat shizun#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#svsss#tgcf#2ha#danmei#ballad of sword and wine#idk what the ship name is#shen zechuan#xiao chiye#moshang
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waking up next to bakugou sleeping like a whore on his tummy with his arms under the pillow and his broad back spread out like a damn feast - you immediately suckerfish to his side and start tracing patterns over his shoulders to wake him up (he pretends to be asleep while you get needier and needier behind him)
#he knows all about your obsession with his back muscles#and uses them to his advantage#this is so self ship coded excuse me#I just love a good back đđđ#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#bakugou imagine#sugarwarachanwrites#andy.txt
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a/n. haven't written something as self-indulgent and self ship-coded as this in a while. been feeling worse than usual lately, and i've since identified one of the reasons for that being the graduation season looming over me :') as someone who can't finish uni because of my chronic illness, seeing my next batch of friends go and graduate is definitely a bittersweet experience that never stops being bittersweet, and is also something that i can't easily talk about with people in my life who are not going through the same thing. so i figured, why not write about it instead? i hope you enjoy this! (1.0k)
âand then iâm gonna go to the mall in a bit,â you finish, looking up from your laptop just in time to see bakugou walk towards your desk with a cup of coffee in hand, eyebrow raised in question.
âiâm gonna buy my friend her gifts,â you explain when he doesnât say anything, opting to stand idly across from you instead. âyou know, the one whoâs graduating tomorrow?â
âyeah, i know the one,â he nods curtly, then: âyou donât want me to come with you?â
you hesitate for a moment before opening your mouth to say something, although by the time that you do, itâs already too lateâbakugou has already gotten the message.
âi get it,â he nods again, toying with the little dynamight plushie you have by your clock. âyou want your alone time.â
âitâs not that,â you start, half-lying, âiâm gonna go to some make-up stores and youâre gonna get bored.â
âi donât get bored looking at you try stuff,â he corrects you without missing a beat, before taking a cautious sip of his beverage. âbesides, you like having me around while you shop, remember? i scare away the sales ladies so that you get to browse in peace.â
âyeah, wellââ
âitâs okay, dumbass,â bakugou huffs, the way he always does when heâs getting a bit exasperated. âyou donât have to pretend or some shit.â
âiâm not pretending,â you attest stubbornly, and when he only tosses you a knowing look: âish.â
at that, bakugou snorts, reaching over to snap your laptop closed. you look up at him, your face contorted in a way that says, âwhat gives?â
the ash-blonde only shakes his head, before rounding your table and taking you by the wrist. you begrudgingly let yourself be pulled by him and into your living room, where he plops you down in your two-seater couch right next to him.
âtalk,â he commands as soon as youâre face to face.
you frown. âi donât have anything i want to say.â
âyou look like youâre gonna implode,â bakugou retorts, leaning over to place his mug on the coffee table. âyour therapy appointmentâs not until tomorrow.â
âdonât remind me,â you grumble.
âwell, someoneâs got to,â he sighs, âor else youâre just gonna keep thinking until youâre gonna go crazy.â
âtoo late,â you quip, wringing your hands together, âi think i already have.â
âis it the graduation season?â bakugou asks instead, tone careful. you blanch at the inquiry, although you manage to school your expression quickly enough not to give yourself away.
and when you donât say anything: âbecause if it is, then youâve got to tell me. so that i can counter whatever bullshit your brainâs telling you.â
âitâs not that,â you shake your head, gaze downcast, âwellâi mean, it kinda is. but itâs not the whole thing.â
âthen, tell me the whole thing.â
âiâm tired, katsuki.â
âthen talk to me tired. you donât have to enunciate or make your voice loud or some shit,â he counters, and as if to further drive home his point, scoots over until your thighs and shoulders are touching before taking your hand in his and placing it on his lap.
âthere,â he declares, satisfied, ânow, talk.â
you sigh, letting him play with your hand. âwhat do you want me to talk about?â
âwhatever you want. for example, how you feel about seeing your friends graduate.â
âiâm happy for them,â you immediately answer.
âbut?â
you turn your head to look at him, frowning. âdoes there have to be a âbutâ?â
âno,â he responds calmly, massaging your palm, âbut i can tell thereâs something else.â
âwhat, like me being envious of them?â
bakugou grunts. âyour words, not mine.â
âiâm not envious,â you retort defensively, angry that heâs wielding your words against you, although that anger quickly dissipates into exhaustion. âat least, i think iâm way past that.â
âwhere are you, then? if not at that point?â
âi donât know,â you say lowly, shrugging lightly. âi guess iâve stopped dreaming about what itâs like to finish my degree.â
you pause for a second, letting that sink in.
then, you bump your shoulder with his. âyouâre disappointed, arenât you?â
at that, bakugou whips to look at you, offense etched all across his sharp features. âhah?â
you lean back, chuckling dryly at your wisecrack. âyouâre disappointed your girlfriend might be a dropout forever.â
âoh, fuck off, y/n.â
that makes you bark out a laugh, while bakugouâs scowl only deepens.
âstop it,â he demands when you donât stop laughing, quaking in your mirth. âi said stop it, y/n.â
âi know, i know,â you cackle, âiâm sorry.â
âyouâve gotta stop talking shit about yourself like that,â he gripes when you finally manage to put a lid on your laughter, muscled arms crossed petulantly in front of his broad chest.
âiâm not,â you argue, smiling. âiâm just telling the truth.â
âyeah, well, fuck that,â he spews, shooting you a dirty look. âmy girlfriendâs the smartest woman i know, so it doesnât fucking matter if she finishes college or not.â
âwhy, thank you,â you laugh again, âalthough your insulting tone kinda juxtaposes the very nature of your statement.â
âand youâre just further proving my statement by using fancy words such as juxtaposition,â he rebuts, side-eye viciously unrelenting.
âyouâre serious, though?â you find yourself asking after the air falls into a lull, with neither of you uttering a word.
bakugou glances at you, still frowning. âserious about what?â
âthat you think iâm the smartest woman you know.â
ânot only the smartest woman, dumbass,â he huffs again, shaking his head. âsmartest person.â
âokay, now youâre just gassing me up.â
âiâm just telling the truth,â he shrugs, putting his hands up in mock surrender. âand you better fucking believe it.â
âi honestly donât think i can,â you say truthfully, before flashing him a shy smile anyway. âbut iâll try.â
âyou better,â he spits aggressively, before, muttering under his breath so softly you barely miss it: ââŚthe fucking prettiest, too.â
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#just a fair warning: i might write more self ship-coded stuff in the near future. just as my way of processing stuff#because talking about it is kinda not an option for me at this point :') so i'm just gonna simulate my fictional boyfriend saying the right#âwords to me lmfaooooo. anyway i hope y'all enjoy this still#bakugou x reader#bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bnha x reader#re: bakugou katsuki#eeya.docx#self ship#katsuya
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f/o who doesnât know theyâre touchstarved until they meet you.
the heavy want grows in their chest and is absolutely undeniably there whenever you two even just briefly touch. when youâre so close that theyâre so desperate have you closer, wanting to feel their body pressed against yours in a tight embrace, that the thought of your hand in theirs is barely enough. when you two finally hug, or whenever you do, they sink into your embrace almost immediately, a deep sigh of content heard as they wrap their arms around you to return the tender hug. itâs a little hard to get their arms off you afterward, with those small mumbles of âjust a little longerâ and âi donât want to let go yet.â
maybe theyâre super embarrassed about feeling so at first and are so glad whenever you indulge in their desire to have you, to feel your warmth. or theyâre incredibly stubborn about it but their actions always say otherwise, finding every little chance to have their skin touch yours, to quietly tug on your sleeve or any other sign that you immediately know what they want with it.
eitherway theyâre forever thankful that youâre so understanding. with the little touches you guys end up doing like from simply pushing a strand of hair behind an ear or running fingers through each otherâs hair, theyâre absolutely addicted. smitten, even, so incredibly much that they canât put their love for this, for you into words.
#theyâre forever thankful for you too by the way. that youâre in their life#that you love them super duper much. they feel the same btw#oh man this is kind of longâŚ. sorry. i can be normal i promise.#just fixing up the drafts i have saved right now#so very blue hydrangeas coded btw :((/pos#⼠vels ramblings#self ship#self shipping#f/o imagines
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do you ever see a character and think "someone needs to selfship with that character"
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you know how different parts of japan have their own little dialects and slang? i can totally imagine satoru teaching you japanese â patient and a little smug. he is definitely enjoying being your personal sensei. but along the way, you stray from his teachings and start picking up random words from people all over as well. like from some sweet old lady down the street or a cashier at the store. then one day, in the middle of chatting, you casually drop one of the words, hoping to impress him with your new findings. but satoru just stops, lips parted, staring at you in awe like youâre some foreign species of alien before losing it and tossing his head back in genuine laughter â bc he certainly wasnât expecting that.
#â the honored one#heâll tease you about it too bc itâs so funny to him#will start using that word just to see you fluster#heâs wondering where you learned it from too#this is extremely self ship coded#satoaođ¤#he thinks iâm so multilingual and sexy đââď¸#finds it so charming iâm just so chaotic#growing up for some reason i spoke a combo of two or three dialects of my language#and i confuse people in conversations and got made fun of#my friends who were especially good at the language say that my way of speaking it is so messy bc of it LMFAO#so i am highly positive the same thing would happen if i tried learning japanese aha
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Kaji finds you crying in an alley on one of his evening patrols, and itâs then that he realises just how hopeless he is when it comes to womenâ especially when he thinks theyâre pretty.
Pairing: Kaji Ren x f!reader.
Warnings: 18+, slight suggestive thoughts from Kaji, mostly comfort.
Word Count: 2k.
Kaji was not good in situations like these, averting his eyes as though heâd caught you doing something nefarious while he stood statuesque in place. He pauses his music to confirm that youâre actually crying, hearing the muted sobs tumble out from between your pretty lips with more clarity as Kaji tries to decide what to do next. He immediately regrets choosing this route for his scheduled Friday patrol, wondering why he hadnât tried to take the path that didnât fall under the only open izakaya in the area.
Heâd expected to break up a bar fight tonight, or at the very least stop someone getting mugged. Or perhaps guide a drunken worker in the right direction home, like heâd done two weeks ago. But Kaji had not prepared himself for thisâ especially when he had no idea what to do in this situation. His pink sucker stills between the side of his gum and his teeth as he shoves both hands into his grey hoodie pocketâ maybe he should text Kusumi or Enomoto, theyâd be far better at this than him.
âSorry,â You sniffled from your position on the ground, shifting your thighs slightly as you brought your knees up to your chest. Seemingly unbothered you were wearing a skirt as the fabric bunched around the tops of your thighs. And if Kaji was any less of a man heâd be able to get the perfect view of what colour panties you were wearing under it, âIâm not normally like this.â
Kaji frowned, cursing himself for having such depraved thoughts when you were in front of him crying. Despising the way his cock throbbed at the thought as he tried to think of something, anything more than what kind of panties you had on right now.
Why was he like this?
You didnât seem to care as tears continued to spill down the sides of your face, your head poised towards the ground to try and hide yourself away as people continued walking down the rowdy street. Kaji couldnât leave you like thisâ not when there were awful men out at night, and if they found you thereâs absolutely no telling what theyâd do.
And why the fuck were you alone?
âCan I call someone for you?â He shifted from foot to foot, standing awkwardly in front of you as you immediately looked up at him with pleading eyes, shaking your head no.
âPlease, donâtââ Your friends had told you this would happen, and you shouldâve listened, âThereâs no one I wanna call right now.â
Then what the hell was he supposed to do? Kaji groaned internally, wondering if heâd at least be able to take you somewhere safe until you were ready to go home.
âIâll be fine, really.â You managed to warble through a fresh hot stream of tears, but Kaji wasnât so sure.
Shifting his sucker from one cheek to the other as the hard candy clinked against sharp canines, Kaji finally allowed himself to step forward. Thinking about leaning against the wall beside you before deciding against it, trying to appear as harmless as possible as he flopped down to the ground beside you. He spread his thighs in a feeble attempt to quell the throb of his chub beneath tight black skinny jeans as he rested his forearms on top of his knees.
He notices you visibly stiffen beside him, despite his attempts to appear as non-threatening as possible as he heaves a rough sigh. Tugging his silent headphones down around his neck he tries to think about what Hiragi would do in this situation, what he should say. Was it rude to call you dumb for being out in a dangerous part of town all by yourself this late? Probably, but he was right. Kaji decides on another question as he leans back against the cold brick wall.
âWhy you cryinâ?â It came out harsher than heâd intended, immediately noticing his mistake when you broke into a fresh sob beside him. A light hue of pink dusted against his cheeks at your reaction as he wished he had a tissue or something to offer you, deciding on the only thing left in his pockets as he shuffled to pull out a single strawberry chupa chups. Holding it out to you as he kept his eyes trained forward, lips smoothed into a firm line with his jaw locked.
He heard the pretty sound you made at his offering, a saccharine scoff that seemed to be more of an exhale as you reached out to take the lollipop from his outstretched hand. Your soft fingers grazed his as Kaji felt tiny sparks of electricity bloom upon contact, trying to ignore the heat that they raised against his skin as it shot through his veins like molten lava.
âThanks,â You murmured, cradling the lollipop between your manicured fingers as you brought the side of your thumb up to your eyes to try and wipe away the pearly tears that clung to thick lashes and blurred your vision.
This is the closest heâs ever sat to a girl, Kaji thinks. The flowery scent of your perfume invades his nostrils and has him feeling lightheaded as he tries to ground himself against the cold brick. Glad he decided to sit down, as heâs certain any longer his legs might have given way.
âItâs stupid.â You murmur, sniffling as you begin to toy with the wrapper of the candy at the top of the stick. Pressing your nail beneath it as you twirled it between your smaller fingers, leaning your hands against bare thighs.
âAinât stupid if youâre cryinâ over it.â Kaji continues. Honestly, it probably is stupidâ but heâs glad heâs managed to stop you being noisy for a moment at least. Even though the tears still continue to silently trickle down your cheeks, leaving messy lines of ruined make-up in their wake.
âMy boyfriend just broke up with me,â You continued, âOr well, I just broke up with himâ I donât even know.â
Kaji groaned internally, he was rightâ it was stupid. It felt as though heâd started a ridiculous conversation with Umemiya that he couldnât escape. Remembering the conversation heâd had with his leader a few weeks ago about a heartbreaking scene in one of his favourite K-dramas that had him sobbing for hours after.
âSo what you doinâ out here?â He pressed, trying to push his apathy to the side. It was late and dark, and you were sitting out on the street like you had nowhere else to go.
Kaji didnât have the first clue about love or romance, aside from the songs that would sometimes come up on shuffle or the shitty rom-coms that Sako used to make him watch.
âI dunno.â You shivered, and it was then Kaji noticed that you werenât even wearing a jacket.
This was so annoying. He groaned internally for getting himself into this situation as he pulled his headphones off from around his neck, moving them to sit on either side of his knee for a moment as he reached out to tug his grey hoodie up and over his head. Tousling his hair with static as he pulled it off before handing it out towards you.
âWhat?â You turned your head towards him in surprise, âOh, noâ itâs okay. I canât take thatââ
âJust put it on,â Kaji growled, feeling the brisk evening air hit his bare arms as he leaned back against the wall. Giving him a slightly better angle to look at you without turning his head to the side.
âI donât wanna ruin it,â You continued, shaking your head, âMy make-upâsââ
âJust fuckinâ put it on.â He cut you off briskly with a harsh snap, shaking his head. Heâd definitely had worse than a bit of spoiled makeup on his clothes, and he was positive that bloodstains were harder to remove than some lipstick or whatever it was Tsubaki-chan used.
That thought had Kajiâs thoughts wondering. He tried to think about what Tsubaki-chan wanted whenever he was sad, and his mind settled on something. Pulling out his phone to check the time as he saw Pothos should still be open for at least another thirty-five minutesâ that should be long enough.
âThank you.â You mumbled, moving to pull his hoodie up and over your head as Kaji took the opportunity to watch you again. You really were pretty, he wondered what couldâve happened to make a guy break up with youâ because he was positive that if you were his girlfriend he wouldnât want to let you go.
But women were more trouble than theyâre worthâ at least thatâs what heâd overheard Seiryu say before. Moving his headphones back around the curve of his neck as Kaji sat beside you in silence, the rowdy bass of music from the nearby izakaya mingled with the chatter of its patrons the only sound with your muted sniffles.
Kaji was thankful youâd calmed down with little effort, but he wondered whether beating your ex-boyfriend to a pulp wouldâve been easier.
âYou shouldnât cry over some guy.â He manages to force the words out, trying to provide his own kind of comfort.
âI didn't think he was just some guy, though,â You pouted gently, and it made Kajiâs eyes focus on the glittery gloss of your lips, âI really liked him.â
âYeah, well clearly you deserve better.â He snapped, nose scrunched in irritation, âYouâre too pretty to be cryinâ over some loser in an alleyway. Do you know how fuckinâ dangerous that is?â
Kaji caught himself after heâd said it, noticing his mistake as he willed the ground to swallow him whole. Heâd just called you prettyâ
He moved his lollipop back to the middle of his mouth, pressing the ball of candy against his tongue as he sucked hard. Trying to tame the frustration, anger and annoyance that burned inside him, reaching boiling point as he felt his heartbeat begin to lull.
âI know,â You mumbled sadly, âI shouldâve just gone home, but I wasnât ready to go just yet.â
âOkay, so donât go home yet,â Kaji stretched his legs out in front of him to ease his muscles before he shifted to stand, moving a palm to brush off any dirt from his ass before he reached out to offer you the same hand, âYou cominâ or what?â
You looked up at him through pretty lashes, and Kaji had to catch himself when your glistening eyes met his. Trying to ignore the incessant throb inside his chest as his heart rattled against its cage desperate to be set free as you reached out to take his hand. The same pulse of electricity ignited inside him as he wrapped his fingers around yours, using his grip to pull you up off the ground as you came to stand in front of him. Dangerously close to his face you gave him a shy, soft smile.
âWhere we going?â
The feelings building inside him were only made worse when you moved to stand. From the way you were engulfed in his scent now to his oversized hoodie practically dwarfing your form as he tried to swallow the wetness from his sucker that puddled at the back of his throat.
âWhat? You got any better offers right now?â He snapped, before biting down on the lollipop inside his mouth. Crushing it beneath his teeth as he hated himself for how harsh he sounded, although you didnât seem to mind.
âI guess not.â You laughed bitterly, a soft smile appearing on your face as Kaji tried to remember to breathe.
Kajiâs Adamâs apple bobbed in his throat as he swallowed thickly at the sight of youâ You looked real pretty when you were smiling, even with dried makeup and tears caked against your cheeks. It made him want to be the one to make you smile like that again.
âYouâll see.â Kaji began to pull you through alleyways to try and avoid the rowdy crowds spilling out from the sole izakaya in the area on the busy Friday night as he made his way in the direction of Pothos.
Noticing that he was still holding your handâ and you hadnât pulled away.
#kaji ren x reader#ren kaji x reader#wind breaker x reader#wind breaker x you#kaji x reader#soft Kaji#this is so self-ship coded itâs actually embarrassing Iâm sorry
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This is what the conversations with unhinged f/os look like after they do something crazy again đ
#So starshake coded#self ship#selfship community#selfship#oc x canon#fictoromantic#f/o community#self shipping#selfship imagines#yumeship imagine#self shipper#yumeship community
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Draw your self ship as little rubber ducks!
Do NOT Interact: Pro//Ship, adults who ship with minors, and real people shippers.
#self ship#self shipping#safeship#art prompt#self ship prompt#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#oc x canon#yumeship#yumeshipping#yumejoshi#yumedanshi#yumenushi#đ Prompt: Multiple F/Os#âľ Prompt: Self Ship#inspired by me thinking abt the rubber ducks coders talk to when theyre stuck on something in their code#i need a whole audience of rubber ducks made to look like my f/os while im working on my toyhouse codes
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Higuruma Hiromi is a migraine sufferer. He knows all too well the gnawing pain that would see him wishing he could slam his entire body against a wall repeatedly, just to feel something other than the continued ache in his head.
Heâs no stranger to pinching the bridge of his nose, eyes screwed tightly shut to block out every iota of light and how even a strong odour could have him retching, running for a restroom.
The only thing thatâs worse is when he returns home to find the house bathed in a blanket of twilight despite being still light out. An empty water glass set on the kitchen counter and the cabinets still half open from where youâd likely rummaged for goodness knows what.
With his briefcase and jacket hastily deposited by the door, he strides purposefully for the bedroom, loosening his tie as he goes. His heart rests in his throat at the sight of your curled up in your shared bed, trying to make yourself as small as possible with your head half buried under the sheets and pillows.
His only relief is that youâre asleep, the sound of soft snores tugging the corners of his mouth upwards whilst he pads quietly into the room and sits on the bed. Itâs almost pitch black but he sees you as clear as a summer day, his reason for being and the person he holds above all others.
If he could take the pain into him he would, even knowing how debilitating migraines could be. Hiromi would suffer a thousand migraines if it spared you from even one. His fingers ease back your hair, chuckling at your favourite metal water bottle youâve managed to wedge into the corner of your eye, but he doesnât dare remove it. This is your comfort, and he wouldnât strip you of it even if it did look a little silly.
You wake not long after, the faint tippy tap of fingers flying over keys alerting you to the presence of your husband, and you roll over to find him. In his favourite band t-shirt from his youth, you discover Hiromi tucked in beside you with his laptop balanced on his lap. He smiles when you blink up at him, though concern lines his brow and mars his expression.
âHow is your head, my love?â He asks, reaching out tentative fingers which dance across your forehead then down to your jaw. You lean into the affection, grateful for his presence and glad that the worst of the migraine has subsided.
âBetter.â The answer comes out as a croak, and you quickly clear your throat, feeling how dry your mouth has become. You needed a drink in the worst way and your husband knew it.
âThereâs green tea with ginger in a flask on your side, and a glass of water.â You hum your appreciation at his thoughtfulness but he continues on. âI also grabbed a cup of ice incase youâd rather suck ice cubes, and there are some crackers too to replenish your salts.â
âHiromiâŚâ You feel yourself become choked with emotion, the continued way he looks after you even when you havenât asked.
Gently, he cups your face in both palms. âIn my hands, I hold my whole world.â His lips press into your forehead, featherlight but with such meaning behind it that it reaches your soul.
Migraines were the worst but with Higuruma Hiromi by your side, you could deal with anything.
#delirious writes#higuruma hiromi#higuruma x reader#higuruma fluff#just a little something since Iâve had migraines on and off for the past 3 days#self ship coded I guess
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imagine your f/o falls into a cold body of water
and you have to grab them by their hair or shirt to drag them back onto shore
and then they just sit there shivering and looking like a pathetic wet kitten
maybe you fuss over them, drying them off and bundling them up in blankets, making a fire or bringing them somewhere warm, making them a hot drink and cuddling them until they feel better
or maybe youâre too busy laughing your ass off at how stupid and pathetic they look <3
#bonus points if your f/o is cat-coded in some way or hates water#â my posts â#f/o community#proship selfship#selfship community#f/o#self ship community#proselfship#selfship#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#imagine your fictional other#selfship imagine#self ship imagine#proselfship imagine#pro selfship#â f/o â¤ď¸â𩹠â#<tagging him bc i was specifically thinking of him when i thought of this lol#pathetic wet kitten boyfriend <3
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Hey, listen! I think that everyone with platonic F/Os should imagine that said Platonic F/Os are the biggest supporters of you and your partner. Maybe even imagine them during the pining phase.
Imagine your friends encouraging you at any point - Cheering you on or giving you the motivation to talk to your partner. May it be silent cheering or being rather open about it.
If you are a little shy, maybe they will arrange something between you two. Perhaps it's even a surprise if they tend to be sneaky. Do you need advice? Your platonic F/Os are always there for you to help you out. Of course they do so in many areas, this is just one of them.
They want you to be happy. And if being with romantic F/O makes you happy, you bet that they will support you all the way! Even if it takes platonic F/O(s) some time to warm up to romantic F/O, they will always be happy for you and help however they can.
Proship / Comship / Darkship do not interact please!
#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#f/o community#fictional other community#self ship community#selfship community#selfshipping community#self shipping community#safeship#safe ship#safeshipping#safe shipping#proship dni#dni proship#conship dni#dni comship#darkship dni#dni darkship#Suddenly overcome with thoughts involving platonics. Maybe I will write platonic specific imagines more.#I try to not specify mostly if it's romantic or platonic but most are romantic coded ngl...#This involves a romantic F/O so apologies. I will think of platonic only imagines in the future too! For all platonic enjoyers out there!
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