#simsplexrant

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Why do I decide to do the biggest productive task I can do at 2 am...   “hmm, time for bed maybe? yeah lemme just print this book first so I can mark the text with my highlighter tomorrow cause thats a bit better than digital :)))” Like wtf, and I’m that type that doesn’t like to stop, enough is enough, so now am actually trying to figure out how to print a book, with print on both sides of the paper so it actually becomes a book...  aand now its 3:30 am and I’m not close to done yet

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Ugh I can’t get simfileshare to work... I did refresh my DNS but nothing.. I’m guessing it has something to do with my wifi because it work on 4G on my phone... 😒 Sad thing is, I don’t have access to the router so I can’t restart the wifi either (landlords wifi). I tried to restart my computer too, but no luck 😞

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I can feel the serious depression hanging over me rn.. With everything else going on in my life , my weight is the last drop. I’ve been doing OK and losing a lot of weight, and I’m really determined to keep on losing it, but the last two-three weeks my weight has plateaued and I’m not losing as much as I’ve hoped. It keeps to like 500g or around there, but I’m going for 1,5 kg or 2kg +. I’m eating way below the 500g deficit, I’m eating tops 1200 kcals, and like 5/7 days I’m eating below 1000kcals, so I’m set on the road for 2kg deficit... 

So like I said, up to the recent two-three weeks I’ve lost 1,5-2kg in a week, but now I’m meeting the wall... So I’m just grinding my teeth and waiting because I guess its only temporary (I hope), its only on a plateau, so I will soon get back to the ‘normal’ weight loss again... but it’s really not helping my situation or confidence right now... 

If my plan has worked so far, why have it stopped more or less completely now?  blæh