#some kind of sap?
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god i love them so fucking much i need their essence injected directly into my veins to survive like they're made of meth and are the only thing keeping me alive
#no this is not romance who do you think i am??#some kind of sap?#no#i'm just so wildly in love with the idea of them#in love with their aesthetic#in love with their gender#i need to become them#i need to slowly melt into them until we are one person#random stuff#random
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after buck and eddie get together, eddie starts giving buck absentminded kisses all the time.
kiss on the forehead after he passes him his morning coffee. kiss on the cheek while buck is cooking dinner. kiss on the back of his hand as buck drives them to bobby’s house for a family bbq. kiss on top of his head while they cuddle watching a documentary. kiss on his shoulder while they sit on the station couch reading in between calls.
but buck’s favorite kisses? the ones edde blows him from a distance. when no one is looking during a call and they have to separate, buck doing evac and eddie treating some minor burns. when buck is pulling out of the their driveway to go meet maddie and jee for lunch and eddie sees him off from the front porch. during their family night out at the movies with chris in between them before the action film their son chose and they’re both probably going to hate begins.
every single blown kiss is always followed by eddie mouthing “i love you” at him, and every single time buck feels himself start to blush, the butterflies in his stomach staging a very chaotic and uncoordinated flash mob.
there’s something so exhilarating about knowing that no matter how close or far away they physically are eddie always wants to be kissing him. like eddie knows just as well as buck does that his lips were always meant to graze buck’s skin and leave behind goosebumps for hours to come.
even when they can’t see each other at all, buck knows eddie is thinking about it too because eddie does not go more than 3 hours without sending him little 😘 emojis. he doesn’t say anything else, doesn’t contextualize them because he doesn’t need to. it's just random 😘 throughout the day, scattered in between the rest of their texts.
buck [3:33pm]: got caught in traffic, chris and i will be there soon! eddie [3:33pm]: ok, hen and denny just arrived eddie [6:03pm]: 😘
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eddie [11:27am]: can you write “chris dentist appointment” on the kitchen calendar for 10/17? buck [11:31am]: done! eddie [11:32am]: thanks, baby eddie [2:16pm]: 😘
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buck [10:08am]: we also need eggs! buck [11:43am]: remind me to replace the lightbulb in chris’s bedside lamp eddie [1:14pm]: 😘 eddie [3:09pm]: your amazon package just arrived buck [3:09pm]: yaaaaaaay eddie [7:24pm]: 😘
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eddie [6:02am]: 😘 eddie [8:56am]: 😘 eddie [9:07am]: 😘 eddie [12:31pm]: 😘 buck [3:17pm]: 😘😘😘
#buddie#911#hey did you know eddie diaz is a fucking sap? because he is and when he and buck finally get together his sappiness grows exponentially#it just explodes!! and buck who is also a die-heart romantic just eats it up!!!! they're all about the kiss emojis and the hand holding an#post-it notes around the house and the flowers on a random sunday and the wearing shirts that match the other person's eyes and#the pictures in wallets and the slow dancing in the kitchen and the pet names and the feeding each other ice cream#everyone around them loves them and hates them so much. chris especially.#anyways sorry i woke up feeling some kind of way about them today wow
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i need to chew on your art like a chew toy its So scrumptious and awesome and peak even. aka every day i wake up and hope you've posted. keep it up 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Aww, thank you so much!! I'm really happy to hear that you like my art, being chewable is a great honor!! And it means a lot that you look forward to seeing my posts!! I always look forward to seeing you in the notes too, it never fails to be an absolute delight to hear from you!! :D
Anyway, I saw you posting about old man yaoi the other day, so I figured this'd be a fun inclusion with this ask. :)

Thanks as always for the support, and I hope you're having a great day/night!!
#enjoyer answers asks#rt miitopia#rtgame#my art#rtgamecrowd#rtgame i want die#rtgame obama#rtgame barackula#(... uh. what's their ship name?)#i want barackula#obamdie#(???)#(sorry lol i don't go here)#((... yet? 👀))#(either way thanks again for the lovely ask!! :D)#(i'm gonna be entirely honest here: i temporarily forgot this blog existed for six months or so once)#(and that ask you sent that i answered back in september 2024 is the reason i remembered it)#(so shoutout to yinyangle specifically for that and potentially being the reason this blog still exists now lol. i'm very grateful for it!!#(i appreciate and care about everyone here who's interacted with my posts ofc! i cherish you all and don't plan to forget this blog again)#(but he just so happened to be the one to send an ask at the time y'know? and i hadn't realized my presence was missed before that)#(my point is never underestimate how much your kind words impact others!! remember to tell your loved ones you love them and all that!!)#(but i digress. sap aside i hope you all enjoy the art!!)#(i was gonna use this ask as an excuse to post some behind the scenes stuff for the breezeblocks animation)#(but then i saw yang's old man yaoi posting and got inspired to do that instead lol)#(finally drew them both in different outfits!! they look great!! iwd looks so chill and happy!! and barackula slays as always!! :D)#(the patterns on the sweet suit were a MAJOR pain though. cute but might not draw it again haha. tropical lab gear was easier)#(that said i will absolutely still be posting the behind the scenes breezeblocks stuff; just later lol. stay tuned!)#(i wanted to get to posting again sooner but i got sick. and then i had to decompress for. like. a week. bc breezeblocks consumed my life)
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#lil guy............#i woke up with so many kel thoughts today#brain full of redhead.#i have a vision for this post but idk. it might be out of my skill range to be honest#like i want the format to be kind of like a comic but. i literally do not know how to do that. that takes so much thinking.#so much planning.#also my pc blue screened bc i had the audacity to open my browser while rendering so#that sapped all of my motivation to work on anything ngl#i might give up for the day & do some writing instead.#or give the boys more outfits.#or draw maybe. hm.#idk. like i want to do *something* but literally all i can think about. is how kelly eats his sandwiches wrong.#n e way.#rainyrambles
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i hate that this house is like ohh i’m gonna be sooooo creepy i’m gonna be soooo spooky i’m gonna make it look like blood is coming out of the walls

and then it does
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I mentioned last week that Pumpkin went to the vets and that he's been unwell recently - he's been so just, Not Himself while he's not been well and it's hurt me so much to see.
I've bought him special food, special paste, a calm diffuser thingy, the vet visits - I have tried my very best to care for him. And taken on the extra shifts at work to afford it RIP.
And just when it started to feel like its all been too much, just in the last couple of days he's been himself again - he wants to play, he's been purring, he's been drinking his water, looking out the window. He got the zoomies earlier, where he just dashes from room to room, and played with a silly balled up piece of paper I threw for him, and I'm just feeling like a total idiot because I'm crying in my hallway because my big doofus (affectionate) cat is back to normal. I live alone except for him - he's my best buddy and roommate and all that work and effort feels like it was worth it to see him like this again
Sorry this was boring personal stuff, but if I tell anyone I actually know that Pumpkin is so much better and more himself again and it made me cry they'll look at me like they think I need help
#anyway! tldr - my cat is feeling better! I cried about it! I'm a big sap!#just some personal lifey stuff about my cat if anyone was wondering how he's been#I forget sometimes that tumblr is also a blogging website and I shouldnt feel bad if I want to do the occasional blog kind of post#pie says personal stuff
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listen i will HAPPILY wait for any fic you write (specifically Two Tais and a Van i’ve been rereading it like my life depends on it)
<3 thank you for this! I'll be honest, it's weirdly nerve-wracking doing a post-as-I-go story for the first time in...forever, so I'm glad it's being enjoyed as I crawl along. I'd love to have written it all in one go, but alas. I didn't know it was gonna be so expansive when I wrote that silly first installment.
#ask#kind writing words#i really hoped to finish chapter three tonight but it turns out working 2.5 more hours than expected saps the brain#soon! i will get the next chapter out soon! and in the meantime brainstorm for intern van#because while i don't really want it to be Too Long...we all know what my strengths are#and...some might also call them my weaknesses
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#in my butchy mullet era. this is so huge 4 me#hoping to also: get an eyebrow piercing. swap my stud for a hoop thru my lip.#get some tattoos (finally) maybe around my birthday#ALSO gonna nab my m1. and hopefully make it into my college's fulltime automotive program#i'm dyking it up but lord my heartt#i'm DYING out here#i need goodnatured butchfemmes in my area. please c':#only dyke nearby is. not someone i fuck w. but also i dunno about going to like. 'sapphic' events#like idk if i'll meet the kinda people i wanna meet there. like. the kind that understand trans dykes u know (of all flavors)#<:]#long sigh#i feel like a dog on a porch yk#waiting 4 something#anyways#sap says
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Thinking about the day my grandmother died and how my reaction looked to outsiders like in my brain I was behaving in completely logical and appropriate ways but like from others POV:
She dies in my arms and I sat there in silence until the ambulance came to take her away. I don’t speak and barely move until I suddenly and seemingly without provocation throw a dining room chair at my aunt who wasn’t even present when my grandmother died, storm out the back door and disappear for 36 hours. I did not take my car. Literally walked into the woods. Return soaked and covered in mud and showing fairly clear signs of hypothermia (we’re Canadian we learn to spot hypothermia) walk into the shower fully clothed and stay in there for three hours until the hot water has completely run out and they can’t get it working at the kitchen sink.
And apparently this was viewed as “yeah that makes sense” because no one questioned, checked on, or spoke to me during that entire 48hrs despite there being like 30-50 people rotating through the house at that time.
#to be fair I did emerge from that fully redressed normally and mud-free#and immediately started calmly planning funeral arrangements and coordinating logistics#so they were more or less correct in thinking yeah he’ll sort out whatever that is#and be back to help us when we need it#and I was#I just needed to go rot on the forest floor and sob for most of a day#getting into the shower fully clothed was an accident I was still just really dissociated#but after two hours I realized oh I’m in the shower ah I guess I’ll just wash these clothes while I’m in here#so I did that#because my clothes were pretty crusty#mud tree sap sticks etc#ice at first before I got in the shower#tbh I probably could have injured myself pretty badly going from straight hypothermia into a hot shower#but I don’t remember actually getting IN the shower so there’s a chance some lizard part of my brain remembered the survival drills#from my whole life since like age 2#of slowly going up in temp#the fact that I didn’t put myself into some kind of shock would suggest I did increase the temps in increments by just drilled muscle memry#when I came to it was already very hot#but that was a LONG time since I had gotten in
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It has been days of days, months of days.
#geeky talks#sorry to be such a sad sap lately#(dunno if sad sap is technically the correct term but close enough)#but considering i fell down some stairs on friday#and re-fucked my foot (though not as bad the first time)#and then spent 6 hours in the er yesterday#for unrelated issues but that ended with the doctor shrugging and saying#i dunno pretty weird but i think you're fine#i kind of feel like i'm allowed to be a sad sap before bouncing back#which i absolutely will but man do i just want to scream
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i highly doubt im gonna finish anything better than my chrome art before the year is up so im posting this now..... got through another year boys!
#art summary#im the proudest of my output this year that i've been in a long time so that's cool!#ends on kind of a bummer note tho cuz i drew so much this year but then since i got a Job a couple months ago i've done way less :(#mental illness has been sapping me of creativity/motivation in recent times too :/ altho i've made some cool stuff too#basically nowadays ill be driven to create smth highly personal every once in a while that i usually dont wanna post here#but i've lost a lot of my silly khr drawing fuel#anyway happy holidays new year etc to anyone reading this#my art#oh yeah a few of these things i never posted on tumblr so enjoy that all my devoted fans on here
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[We are aware of the current deficiencies with the current denizen file system and are currently busy working to improve them, with our file manager Eskobar overseeing the changes of course.]
[Update continues below.]
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[One of these improvements is a letter ranking system to help better identify the potential risks your fellow denizens may pose to you or the lack thereof- remember, always be careful of who you trust.]
[This new letter ranking system is as follows]:
D-rank - D rated Denizens are effectively just your average joe schmoe, they don't usually have powers, and if they do they usually aren't offensive, or are simply so impractical theres very little ways if any to be harmful. A good example of a D-rank denizen would be ID #2200
C-rank - C rated Denizens are much similar to D-rank however the biggest difference is they do have substantial abilities that could be harmful in the wrong hands, but thankfully C-rank denizens are typically the example of powers "in the right hands" so-to-say. A good example of a C-rank denizen would be ID #0004
B-rank - B rated Denizens are basically the "middle of the road" tier. They aren't exactly harmless, but they're not exactly dangerous either, it's difficult to explain, essentially another you know it when you see it type of situation. A good example of a B-rank denizen would be ID #0325
A-rank - A rated Denizens are those whose scale is tilted a bit more into the dangerous direction, whether this violence is intentional or not they are known to be unstable and have outbursts that may result in serious injury or even death, it's not recommended to bother them if you can help it. A good example of an A-rank denizen would be ID #0115
S-rank - S rated denizens are few and far between, but are a force to be reckoned with nonetheless. They're violent, destructive, and disregard any attempts to stop such behavior, either finding it fun or necessary or for other reasons. The ways to handle them are different for each individual, remain wary and on your toes. A good example of an S-rank Denizen would be ID #1000
U-rank - "U rank" is a very seldom given title, often reserved solely for those with deific powers, or those who have fragmented (fragmentation is further indicated by a ☥ symbol by the name.) It is highly ill advised to seek out anybody with this label unless you absolutely know what you're doing, or are operating under my orders. A good example of a (non-fragmented) U-rank denizen would be ID #4444
[The rest of these improvements are more minor things, including but not limited to]:
- Changed "Distinct Marks" into "Distinct Traits" to reflect its current usage
- Slightly more detailed descriptions for Hair and Fur besides just the color
- New description section for a denizen's Skin where applicable
- Mr. CocoCoolatta is working on new art for some of the more "scuffed" files that "look like shit"- its words not mine
- For Phonians only, adding the "Song" category to properly document the tune of applicable denizen's phonoglands
- Touching up some files with more lackluster descriptions where necessary
- Removing unsavory edits made by... "third parties" that will only remain visible to higher ups in The Archive
- Urging Professor Radiant to change his password so these edits stay private
[And one final note, my apologies for the radio silence lately and lack of updates to our database, things have been busy in our facilities lately and it's gotten in the way of proper procedures around here. But not to worry, I assure you this is only temporary, we will be back on our feet soon enough, so long as I have anything to say about it.]
Sincerely, Doctor Rito Kusatta
#🌻 - in-character post#[other tags buffer]#the liminevator#update post#ooc: (HEY HII ITS ME. coming in with the cleverly disguised hiatus aknowlegement)#(this project is not on hiatus at all though i should clarify- ive just been working mostly behind the scenes lately for a few reasons)#(reason one and biggest of all is simply burnout. ive had a really easy time making concept art. but finishing stuff is the hard part)#(reason two is a lot has been going on in my personal life thats been sapping me of energy REALLY badly because its been a lot to process)#(I wont go into detail but... lets just say it'll come through on this blog in its own way. you'll see eventually.)#(your only hint is that its gonna be gross. like probably the mouth\washing ultrasound section kind of gross.)#(anyways. reason three is just that ive been busy with some other artistic obligations as well in the background. not much to say there)#(ANYWAYS thats enough of me yapping my head off. this project isnt going anywhere. im just tired lol)#(the world is stupid and scary right now and i hope everyones staying safe out there. things are gonna be okay... eventually)
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you’re lying in bed with nanami, skin still warm from the shower, legs tangled under the sheets. the night is quiet, city buzz faint behind thick windows, the kind of calm that only settles in when the world’s already asleep.
he’s on his side, propped up on one elbow, thumb brushing slow lines along your hip. the bedside lamp casts soft gold over his face, and for a second you think you could look at him forever and never get tired of it.
“can i ask you something?” you murmur, voice muffled against his chest.
“of course.”
you hesitate, not because it’s a hard question, but because the quiet between you feels so delicate. like it might shatter if you speak too loudly.
“when did you know you liked me?”
he’s quiet for a second. thinking, not avoiding. and then—
“i think it was the first time you fell asleep on me,” he says, voice low. “you were talking about something—i don’t remember what—but your head was on my shoulder and you just… drifted off. you trusted me enough to do that.”
you glance up at him. “that’s it?”
his mouth twitches. “you drooled on me, too. just a little. really cute.”
you groan and try to hide your face but he catches your wrist and kisses your knuckles, laughter in his breath.
“no, really,” he says, quieter now. “i liked you before that. but that night… it settled something. i knew i wanted you forever.”
you smile into his chest, tracing lazy shapes into his skin.
“what about you?” he asks. “when did you know?”
you hum, pretending to think, even though you’ve always known.
“when my shower broke.”
you feel him shift slightly to look down at you. “your shower?”
you nod. “remember? i called you. it was like, stupid late, and i barely knew you. but you came over anyway. you didn’t even ask questions, just showed up and fixed the whole thing like it was nothing.”
he blinks. “i do remember. you looked… distressed.”
“i was so close to crying,” you laugh softly. “and then you showed up and just handled it. and i was standing there like, god, i should probably offer to suck him off or something.”
his laugh is a quiet rumble under your cheek.
“i didn’t,” you add, mock stern. “i had some self-control.”
“that’s very admirable of you.”
you shift a little, looking up at him again. “i mean it, though. you could’ve just told me to call a plumber in the morning.”
he’s looking at you like he’s trying to memorize you, every blink and curve and whisper.
“it wasn’t a big deal,” he says.
“it was to me.”
he pulls you closer, his hand pressing against your back, grounding. steady.
“always calling me a sap— you’re a sap too, aren’t you, kento?” you murmur, but your voice is fond, teasing.
he kisses your forehead, lingering.
“i’m in love,” he says simply. “what else am i supposed to be?”
you don’t have an answer. just a full heart and a man who never lets you fall apart alone.
and for once, that’s more than enough.

#tori’s mind palace 🦦ྀི#some fluff before i go to sleep#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jjk nanami#jujutsu nanami#nanami#nanami x you#nanami kento x you#nanami kento fluff#nanami kento x reader#nanami kento#kento nanami#nanami x reader#nanami fluff#nanami kento x y/n#kento x reader#jjk kento
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#oh google. how do i fight the Melancholic Aches#y'know i'd nearly forgotten it was fall#until i got sick. n it was actually cold for about two or three days in a row sdkfjghfdg#n i dunno#something something your body remembers things before you do#n it feels. like if emotions were waves and i were standing at the shore. the waves were calm up till now n#now it feels like i was pulled in out of nowhere and my lungs are full of saltwater and it's sloshing around my heart and weighing it down#it's always this time of year#is that like a universal thing? or is it just coincidence#it's like this every year. (i mourn the previous) and just generally get caught up missing things#and then you couple that with all the other given circumstances and how *lonely* it's been lately. i mean how Really. lonely it's been#because like. the years up til now (i thought) were manageable. like 2020-2022#(even though shit kind of hit the fan anyways. dfkjhfdgh. it's at least a little easier with people you love around. and it's at least a li#easier when you think they'll stay)#n now i'm just a lil lost and scared. and tired and i ache. and i am just a little sad#...#i try to make the best of things nowadays but it's just a bit much today n that's okay. there's always tomorrow#m'gonna go make some tea#sap says#i've been thinking of making a separate blog for poems and thoughts but quite frankly i can't be bothered rn. skdjfhgf#maybe sometime though
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LEONA X READER
Where you start to ask him to use his UM for you
Where Leona, always insecure and determined about the patheticness of his UM, begins to change after meeting you, an artist who creates glass and crystal figures, and asks him to use his UM to transform glass remains into sand
loved this one <3
Leona hated his Unique Magic. Always had.
Sure, people said it was impressive. The ability to dry anything, to strip it down until it crumbled to dust in your palm? Sounded like the kind of magic suited for a king. Ruinous. Untouchable.
But in practice? It was destructive. Useless. Unoriginal. All it ever did was reduce things into sand. Turn lush greenery into withered husks. Sap water from soil, drain warmth from food, crack even the air with its dryness.
He’d never found a good reason to use it unless he wanted something to disappear.
And Leona Kingscholar didn’t like being reminded that he was good at getting rid of things.
So when you first approached him about it, out of the blue and way too bold for someone who barely knew him, he looked up from the grass in the greenhouse with a deep, annoyed grunt.
“You want me to what, herbivore?”
You stood over him in that stupid art-stained apron you always wore, holding a cracked chunk of smoky, burnt glass in your gloved hands.
“I’m not asking you to blow anything up, geez,” you said lightly. “I just… need some sand.”
He squinted at you, ears twitching slightly. “What, the beach too far for you?”
You smiled. “Yeah, and your sand is better.”
He blinked. “Come again?”
“The sand you make. From your UM.”
You lifted the shard to show him its jagged edge.
“See, this one’s ruined. The shape’s off, and it’s scorched. But if I grind it down, melt it again, I could maybe salvage it. But if you could just—turn it back into sand, I could get a cleaner rebatch.”
Leona sat up slowly.
“You want me to use my Unique Magic… on your garbage?”
You didn’t flinch at the edge in his tone.
“I want to try turning it into something new.”
Leona almost told you to piss off. Almost.
But you looked at that broken glass with such purpose in your eyes, like you believed something beautiful was still hiding in it.
And for some reason—maybe the sun was too hot, or he was too tired—he flicked his hand lazily and muttered under his breath.
King’s Roar.
The shard crumbled instantly, dissolving into a fine, pale gold powder. Clean. Almost sparkling in the sunlight.
You crouched to scoop it into a container with a small, satisfied hum.
“That’s perfect,” you said, like you’d just watched a flower bloom.
He raised a brow. “It’s just sand.”
“No, it’s potential.”
Something shifted in his chest at that. Uncomfortable. Hot.
You came back the next day. And the day after that.
Always with cracked glass or ruined sculptures.
Always asking, softly but with certainty, “Can I borrow your magic again?” And Leona always acted annoyed, always rolled his eyes like he was being inconvenienced, but he never said no.
And eventually, you started bringing things back to show him.
Bowls blown in spirals of color, where specks of sand were like desert stars.
Sculptures that caught sunlight just right, making tiny rainbows on the greenhouse walls.
Or delicate little trinkets—a lion’s paw, a flower blooming in a dish—that you swore were just “practice,” but he caught you smiling when he lingered on them too long.
“Couldn’t’ve done this without you,” you said once, holding a jar filled with a swirling, amber-hued hourglass.
“Your sand’s smoother than anything I could get from crushing it myself. It melts cleaner. Glows brighter.”
Leona grunted. “You’re the one doing all the work. I’m just breaking things.”
“You’re not breaking anything,” you said. “You’re giving me a chance to start over.”
He didn’t know what to say to that.
Because no one had ever said that before. Not to him.
Weeks passed like that. And slowly, Leona started to wait for you. Subtly. Not that he’d admit it.
He’d lie on the grass and tilt one ear toward the greenhouse entrance, pretending to nap while secretly hoping for your footsteps.
He found himself pocketing little broken pebbles on walks, wondering if you could use them. Once, he even caught himself thinking about what kind of glass he would be, if you ever sculpted him.
(Probably dark. Sharp. A piece that refused to be molded.)
One afternoon, you showed up carrying a bundle in cloth.
“This one’s for you,” you said, unwrapping it.
“I made it from the first batch of sand you gave me.”
It was a glass lion—small enough to fit in his palm, all sweeping mane and proud curve. Not flashy, but warm, like the sun on stone.
Leona stared. His mouth went dry.
“…Why?”
You tilted your head.
“Because I wanted to. Because I thought you deserved something that stayed, instead of just slipping through your fingers.”
That—hit something. Deep and buried. Something fragile.
He closed his hand around the glass lion slowly.
“…You’re weird, you know that?”
You smiled. “You’ve mentioned it.”
But when you turned to leave, he spoke again, quietly.
“Hey… next time you’ve got something to ruin, come find me.”
You paused, a little smile blooming on your face. “Yeah?”
He shrugged, looking away. “Might as well make some use outta this busted magic, huh?”
Your voice was soft. “It’s not busted, Leona. It just needed the right hands to show what it could become.”
His tail flicked.
For the first time in years, Leona Kingscholar didn’t think of his magic as something to be ashamed of.
He thought of sand in your hands. And glass glowing gold.
And he felt—maybe—for once—
Useful.
#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#rwisted x reader#twisted one shot#twst one shots#leona#leona x yuu#leona kingscholar#leona x reader#leona kingscholar x reader#leona kingscholar one shot#leona twst#leona x oc#leona kingsholar x reader
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Ohhh I wanted to do it to give him a chance to redeem something. But of course it was mostly the same bullshit I’ve been tired of. Today my nervous system is getting the best treatment I can muster. Mwah.
#yeah I’m having a hard time not being a little mad or disappointed in myself bc I just prrpetued the cycle of oxytocin release and withdrawa#learning hard lessons oh well#it’s funny actually I feel like that sapped up all of my artistic creative loving energy#and now I feel kind of empty and fuzzy#ok gonna get some good coffee and read Sula and go for a hike and maybe swim#ex vent
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