#spencer.blogs

[fiery-system]

protip for fictives: don't look through your sourcetag before bed, because if you do, you'll see photos of you and your friends together, and your life, and all of the things you miss, and then you'll feel sad :'(

[fiery-system]

Anyways I would love to become better friends w/ some other systems ❤️ if you'd ever be interested in chatting let us know!!

[fiery-system]

I would just like to say, someone cut our hair earlier today so we have little floppy front bangs and it makes me feel! so much more! comfortable! in the body I love it!! anyways I'm just v happy right now :))

- spence!

[fiery-system]

anyways I'm really depressed tonight and I sort of just want to crawl into a hole and hibernate for the rest of my life.

[fiery-system]

10 + 24 for the system ask meme? 💖

Thank you so much for sending some of these we're,,, having a hard time falling asleep!! Well it's mostly bc of me but it's all good!

10. Are you open about being a system?

Not really no! We came out to one person this year when they mentioned also having it, which was really nice, but I think the majority of us would be afraid of the stigma of it :(. I wouldn't mind but I get why Lysander and Chai are much more hesitant so I just go with the flow.

24. Do you have a space inner world? If so what's it like?

We do! It's not as defined a space as a lot of other systems. It's more like,,, a feeling? An aura? I'm not sure that I know how to adequately describe it, but my little room (?) is a library, it's cozy, a little chair and endless coffee and pictures of the friends from my source (I'm a fictive, have I said that already? Not entirely sure). Everyone's room/landscape/weird whatever our headspace is made up of is different! It's basically whatever we need to recharge and feel good and safe in! I know Chai's is a lot of clouds n such but I couldn't tell you about anyone elses sorry!