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1541 Celebration Masterlist!

This was the first celebration that I've ever hosted, so I want to thank everyone who participated or sent a signal boost. A special thanks to my followers. As Jensen said to Jared: I wouldn't be here without you. Okay, time to read the marvelous stories you guys came up with! ♡

Stranger - part one by @superbadassnatural! 

Summary: After a disastrous date, Y/N decides to drown her sorrows in a bar a few blocks down the road. Luckily, she meets a stranger that manages to talk some sense into her.

Homeward Bound by @chevyharvelle! 

Summary: the fight is over, and now Dean can finally follow his heart- back to you.

What’s Left Of Me by @jawritter! 

Summary: Who know one little woman could have turned his whole world upside down? He had done so good alone for so long. Then here you come along, and ruin everything.

It killed you just the same by @baconcheeseburger! 

Summary: Dean runs into a shapeshifter while he is out grabbing some food. The shifter changes his apparence and changes into you. Dean manages to capture and kill it, but at what cost?

There’ll Be Peace by @ladyofmaidensandwine! 

Summary: The world is ending, and on their potential last night on Earth, Dean and the reader find closure.

The One Where Love Hurts by @msmarvelouswinchester! 

Summary - The reader used to date Dean but then he broke her heart and Sam was there to help her get her back on her feet and along the way they fell in love and at your best friend’s wedding, Sam finally takes a step forward.

This is me trying… by @holylulusworld! 

Summary: A break-up always leaves you with an open wound…

illicit by @negans-lucille-tblr! 

Summary: Illicit - adjective - forbidden by law, rules, or custom.

And that’s the thing about illicit affairs, and clandestine meetings and longing stares - It’s born from just one single glance, but it dies, and it dies, and it dies a million little times.

What Could Still Be by @deansmyapplepie! 

Summary: Several years after the reader has left Dean, she is filled with regret as her best friend informs her that she cheater herself out of happiness. As fate would have it, though, Dean walks into that very bar.

Denim and Demon Blood by @cajunquandary! 

Summary: When Dean fails to back up the Reader on a hunt, she almost pays the price.

Hoax by @blue-lion1! 

Summary: Michael!Dean x reader

WE DON’T BELONG HERE by @deanmonandnegansbitch!

Summary: Anael x Ruby!2.0

[herstarburststories]

May I have number 13 in your follower challenge if it is still available?

Of course, all yours! Thank you for participating my celebration. Can't wait to read it!

[herstarburststories]

MY 1ST REACTION WAS SCREAMING! Lisa is 100% one of my favorites characters, and you know I love her ship with Dean. So when I saw the pairings, I was like YES I'M READY GIME ME!!! Plus, reader with Sammy? YEP! She really went test drive with both boys and discovered herself a Samgirl

THEY ARE MARRIED. I know I should be sad, but Dean whispering in Lis' ear and she laughing... LOVE IS REAL!!!!!!!!!

Ok but, Y/N knew Lisa, her best friend, was with Dean and stayed with him? Here we don't judge but GIRL AM I JUDGING MYSELF. But, she was still at the wedding and this is hurtfully respectful, I just hope Lisa knew everything and of course, #friendshipcomesfirst. AND ALSP, DEAN WHAT THE??? YOU WOMANIZER, I WANT PUNCH!

Sam was there for her (me?) and for that I'm grateful. Besides, saying that loving me won't hurt you was just so sweet and Sammyish.

The song was a good choice and you did a good job! Thank you for joining my challenge. This was so good to read and got me in every line.

The One Where Love Hurts

Summary - The reader used to date Dean but then he broke her heart and Sam was there to help her get her back on her feet and along the way they fell in love and at your best friend's wedding, Sam finally takes a step forward.

Pairing - Past!Dean x Reader, Dean x Lisa, Sam x Reader (eventual)

Characters - Lisa Braeden, Sam Winchester

Warning - Implied smut, angst, a happy-ish ending, Dean being a douche, allusions to cheating, heartbreak, kissing

Word Count - 1535

Square Filled - Free ( @anyfandomgoesbingo )

A/N - This is based on the song "August" by Taylor Swift (hope I did it justice).

Written for @herstarburststories' 1541 followers celebration, hope you like it! This is also a submission to @smol-and-grumpy's Superfriends title challenge.

This is an AU where the Winchesters are not hunters and monsters don't exist.

Spn dividers by @firefly-graphics

Unbeta'd. All mistakes are mine.

Salt air

And the rust on your door

I never needed anything more

Whispers

Of "Are you sure?"

"Never have I ever before"

Your eyes scanned the crowd in the room waiting for the bride and groom to take the stage. With a drink in hand, you tried to distance yourself from the awfully jolly group of people.

“You don't need to stay. The wedding’s over.” You looked and saw Sam Winchester standing beside you. You didn't know how glad you were for him to be there with you that day or all those days before that you had spent in your bed crying over Dean. Sam had been your rock on those days.

“She's my best friend. It's a big day for her. I have to be here.” You replied.

“You're hurting.” He said and wrapped an arm around your shoulder. You leaned into his warm body, placing your head on his shoulder. Your cheeks flushed a bright pink at the intimacy. You had always thought of Sam as just a friend but maybe you felt something for him only your vision was clouded by the feelings you had for his brother but now that chapter is closed you could finally see clearly.

“I thought I meant somethin’ to him. I was there for him when he needed me the most. Maybe I was really just a rebound girl for him.” You sniffled, as soft music started playing. The stage got illuminated as the newly wed took the stage, hand in hand. You suppressed a sob when the man you used to love entangled his fingers with your best friend. He whispered into his bride’s ear, making her laugh. Maybe you weren't in love with him anymore but it still hurt.

“Come on. Let's go home. He is my brother but what he did is unforgivable. You deserve better than him.” Sam tugged at your hands.

“No. I'll stay and you have to stay too. You're the best man in the wedding.”

“Okay but I won't leave your side.” He said.

But I can see us

Lost in the memory

August slipped away into a moment in time

'Cause it was never mine

And I can see us twisted in bedsheets

August sipped away

Like a bottle of wine

'Cause you were never mine

Lying in your bed, your bodies slick with sweat, you lingered in the afterglow, lost in the heat and silk of his skin. Your chest heaved as you panted, trying to come down from the high. Face turned towards the man you loved, you let out a sigh of content with a small smile tugging at the corners of the lips. He pulled you closer to him. Goosebumps erupted on your body as he drew imperfect, little circles on the bare skin of your back.

“Are you okay?” Dean softly asked.

“I'm more than okay.” You said and traced his jawline with your fingertips. He leaned into your touch as his emerald eyes looked into yours.

“De-” your mouth fell open in an inaudible moan, when his hands slid down your back, his touch igniting a million fire on your body. “You're insatiable.”

“I can't help it, not with you lying naked next to me.” Dean said before leaning in to claim your lips with his. Your hands move up to his neck, your fingers entangling in his hair. He let go of your lips and stared at you with a look of adoration.

“Stay.” The word slipped out before you could have stopped yourself. You closed your eyes to brace yourself for the impact and also to hide the tears that were starting to pool in your eyes, as you felt his hand go limp.

“You know I can't do that.” The guilt in Dean’s voice surprised you. You had expected a much more harsh answer but instead you heard those words dripping with guilt.

“You can't be with both of us. You have to choose.” You said.

“I-”

“Lisa is my best friend. I can't do that to her. Please.” You pleaded.

Back when we were still changing for the better

Wanting was enough

For me, it was enough

To live for the hope of it all

Cancel plans just in case you'd call

And say "Meet me behind the mall"

So much for summer love, and saying "Us"

'Cause you weren't mine to lose

“I told him to choose between us and he did.” You told the younger Winchester.

“My brother was miserable when he was with her. I thought he had finally come to his senses when you told me about you two but then two months later I got a call from him saying that he is marrying Lisa. I'm so sorry, Y/N.” You could hear the sorrow in his voice but you didn't feel anything. You were numb. Sam wanted nothing more than to beat his brother into a pulp for his wrong doing. He was always in love with you but he never uttered a single word because of his brother.

You still remembered that day - the day when you had received a call from Lisa saying that she was engaged after for a whole month all your phone calls to Dean had gone straight to voicemail because he had left you abruptly one morning. You had barely ended the phone call before breaking down in tears on the floor. If it wasn't for Sam, you wouldn't have been back on your feet. He had been a tremendous support.

“Loving him was painful. I never thought love hurts so bad.” You sniffled when you saw the first dance come to a heartbreakingly beautiful end.

“Then it isn't true love. Being in love shouldn't hurt. Let him go.” Sam said.

“I have but the memories of those days still keep haunting me. Why does it hurt so bad to let him go when he wasn't even mine in the first place?” You sniffled. Sam took the drink from your hand placing it on the counter top before hugging you tight.

“Come on, let's get out of here.” Sam coaxed you, making you nod. You needed to get away from him even if it meant ending things with Lisa because you wouldn't be able to see Dean play house with your best friend. Sam gently guided you out of the room. Once outside when the cool air hit your face, you broke down like never before.

Remember when I pulled up

And said "Get in the car"

And then canceled my plans

Just in case you'd call

Back when I was living for the hope of it all

“Let it out.” He whispered, his heart breaking for you. You turned around in his arms and clung onto his biceps tightly, burying your face into his chest, your tears and smeared makeup messing up his white shirt underneath his tux.

“Maybe I wasn't enough for him.” You hiccuped through your tears.

“No.” Sam’s stern voice made you look up. “Don't blame yourself.”

“He didn't think about us for once if there was even an us to begin with. He just left, chose her. I should have known. I should've never hoped.” You said.

“You deserve a better man who would have you as his first priority. Someone who would put your name at the top of their list.” Sam said.

“Those men are only in Hallmark movies and Jane Austen books-” before you could even complete your sentence, you felt Sam’s lips on yours. Even though you were taken aback at first but then you melted into his touch.

“Tell me to stop and I will. Just say the word.” He spoke against your lips, his hot breath still fanning your face.

“Don't stop.” And that's all it took before he captured your lips for the second time. There wasn't any urgency or lust in his kiss instead it was filled with love and adoration. Your hands travelled up to the nape of his neck, pulling him closer. His hands grasp your waist.

“I know it's a little awkward and weird-” you didn't know who ended the kiss first but you heard Sam speak first, “I always liked you from the very beginning when you came into the barbecue party with a crate of beer in that purple floral dress.” You laughed at his description. “But you were my brother's girlfriend-”

“Hardly his girlfriend, more like an easy lay for him.” You spit out.

“I'm sorry you feel that way but if you'll allow me I would gladly show you how a proper Winchester man treats his girl,” Sam smirked.

“What about Dean?”

“What about him? He let go if you. He is now married and you're not his property. I love my brother but I will deal with him if he has any problem with us being together.” Sam assured you.

“Okay. Then let's give us a chance but I need some time before I am ready to date another man.”

“Take all the time you need. I'll be waiting for you patiently.” He smiled. “Loving me won't hurt you because I will always be there to catch you when you fall.”

[herstarburststories]

So exquisite, the way you wrote. The prose was so intense and personal with Dean and reader. I specifically quote this part:

              “There are too many moments I’ll miss with you to pick one.” You told him. It was the most honest you’d allowed yourself to be in a while, and his expression changed. Sadness, pain, regret- all of it there in the stern slope of his brow, the tightness of his jaw. But you’d always been a believer that the eyes were the windows to the soul, and Dean’s had to be the most expressive and beautiful eyes you’d ever seen. He looked at you the way artists looked at their muses, like poets to blank pages and ink, pioneers and conquerors to vast, untouched lands. Looked at you saw all the great perhaps’ and endless maybe’s he’d let pass by, undiscovered and unrevealed. You were his Magnum Opus, the greatest masterpiece of his life, his proudest achievement, just having you by his side and loving you in the deep but quiet way of his was worth more than all the things he’d done. “Y/N, I-” “Hush, I know they said the end is near, but I’m not ready to say goodbye.” You interrupted. He swallowed hard, green eyes glossy. Dean nodded. “Ok. Ok, no goodbyes.” He agreed. You were both silent, Dean pulling you into his chest and holding you tight, like you might vanish before his eyes. You gripped at the cloth of his canvas jacket, breathing him in, that scent of motor oil, whiskey, and gunpowder that was as much a home to you as the man himself.

This is so marvelous. Thank you for the great entry!

There’ll Be Peace

For @herstarburststories 1541 followers challenge- congratulations, and I hope you enjoy reading this, because I loved writing it.

My prompt was number 6. “Hush, I know they said the end is near.”

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Characters: Dean, Sam, Jack, Cas, Reader

Wordcount: 2,113

Summary: The world is ending, and on their potential last night on Earth, Dean and the reader find closure.

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LMAO I forgot I did this not even gonna lie 😂❤️❤️❤️❤️

1541 Celebration Masterlist!

This was the first celebration that I’ve ever hosted, so I want to thank everyone who participated or sent a signal boost. A special thanks to my followers. As Jensen said to Jared: I wouldn’t be here without you. Okay, time to read the marvelous stories you guys came up with! ♡

Stranger - part one by @superbadassnatural! 

Summary: After a disastrous date, Y/N decides to drown her sorrows in a bar a few blocks down the road. Luckily, she meets a stranger that manages to talk some sense into her.

Homeward Bound by @chevyharvelle! 

Summary: the fight is over, and now Dean can finally follow his heart- back to you.

What’s Left Of Me by @jawritter! 

Summary: Who know one little woman could have turned his whole world upside down? He had done so good alone for so long. Then here you come along, and ruin everything.

Keep reading