#study mode active

[keiru-the-worm]

drew this while re-listening to pastra's rewrite of Jeff the killer cause omggg it's literally so good

[slayerofthevampire]

//five by five//🩷 F*ck it we ball. As a Scorpio girlie, maintaining that cool, calm, collected exterior is key, no matter how stressed out I am inside.

[kateis-cakeis]

You know, something something Arthur desperately wanted to see the good in magic at any opportunity he was given.

When Gwen was first accused, when he first met Morgause, when he wanted to save Uther using magic, when he saved the woman from being burnt in that small village, when he was given a choice by the Disir, when he was determined to save Gwen from Morgana's dark magic...

(Honourable mentions include when he saved Mordred and argued with Uther about the Druids being peaceful (they are magic adjacent after all) - and well, given the second honourable mention being his remorse for the raid on the Druid camp when he was young, it's understandable that it comes from some sort of trauma. And of course, the result of that remorse was the promise that he would do everything to prevent it ever happening again, and that he would treat the Druids with respect. Hell, even with Kara he was respectful, even though she committed actual literal treason in the form of an attempted assassination of Camelot's king)

Of course, at every opportunity, Arthur's view that there is good in magic, that not all sorcerers are evil, that perhaps his father was wrong, or that his father had lied, ends up being proven wrong, at least in his eyes.

Time and time again Arthur is shown to consider magic as a more neutral force, like almost as if he's desperate for it to be true. It isn't even necessarily his fault that the opinions about magic and sorcerers that Uther taught him becomes reinforced once again.

The fact that he can even think critically about magic at all is a miracle alone. Like this man who has only ever known sorcerers to use magic for evil purposes, to destroy Camelot, attempt to assassinate him, attempt to assassinate his father, to harm those he cares about - and yet he still he still falls back on, what if magic can be good, what if we're wrong, what if, what if, what if--

And it's only when magic itself reveals himself to Arthur that he can finally see that yes, magic can be good.

Because if Merlin is good, if Merlin is the same person even with magic, then magic is neutral, and sorcerers aren't inherently evil.

Arthur was always going to accept magic, that's the thing, that's hardcoded into his character, he just needed the right push, and that push was always going to be Merlin.

Because as Arthur dies in Merlin's arms, blanketed by magic itself, he accepts that even with all of Merlin's magic, his life cannot be saved, magic cannot save him.

But he accepts it, and accepts Merlin, and he dies having brought about all that Merlin ever dreamt of, truly dreamt of, that Arthur would see him for him, and accept him and his magic. And more than that, what Arthur truly ends up doing is embracing it.

Arthur for whatever reason, perhaps because he was born of magic, perhaps because his soulmate is magic itself, perhaps because he has a heart of gold, wanted to see the good in magic at any given opportunity that presented itself, even though with all that Uther taught him, he never should have seen it that way.

It's just, it's so fascinating, and it's so heartbreaking that when he finally knew, he died. But he'll return, and I'm sure then he can build something better with Merlin, really bring magic back to a time that needs it :)

[obaewankenope]

Link to the thread on bluesky buuuuut...

I went Off™ about the Disability Benefits aka PIP because I'm just- yeaaaah.

So, enjoy the 2k word rage that happened.

With the recent ‘consultation’ of the changes to Disability Benefits (PIP) presented by the UK Government, I have many, MANY concerns and a burning desire to bring some receipts and challenges to the entire disability assessment process. Hence this thread with the burning hot tea.

Condolences anyone who reads this, it’s gonna be LONG. References will be at the end too.

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The current disability benefits is Personal Independence Payment (PIP) introduced in April 2013 to replace Disability Living Allowance (DLA) that had had been the established disability benefit since the mid-90s. PIP came into being after the then Conservative government had already overhauled the Incapacity Benefit (IB) and created the Employment Support Allowance (ESA) in October 2008. The ESA benefit assessment used the biopsychosocial (BPS) model of disability for its assessment criteria. The problem with this is that the BPS model is... flawed. Especially with the way it was applied to assess claimants of ESA. As Mo Stewart (2017) states, the BPS model is a “non-medical assessment” utilised by ESA and PIP assessments which “totally disregards medical opinion”. Stewart also points out how ALL the research commissioned by the DWP to justify using the BPS assessment model has “failed ALL academic scrutiny”. That’s right. ALL.

[rest under cut]

A peer-reviewed, independent study in 2016 literally stated that the BPS model has “no coherent theory or evidence behind [it]” and that the DWPs research was “POLICY based research not evidence based research” – aka the DWP research was literally designed to support the policy not assess it.

Back in 2014, a Parliamentary Committee literally admitted that the ESA assessment needed “fundamental redesign” and that it was committed to help “stop the ongoing identified preventable harm” of the assessments.

Fun fact. The BPS model used by the DWP for WCA and other disability assessment was “influenced by the PRIVATE INSURANCE INDUSTRY” especially UnumProvident in 2004 which FUNDED the DWP research to “justify the replacement of IB with the ESA”!!! (Stewart 2017) This had been happening since 1995 ffs when “corporate America were first involved with advising the UK government on welfare claims management” (Aylward & Locascio, 1995). This literally caused a 2001 conference that literally REINFORCED ITS OWN BIAS to publish papers that went on to influence future UK social policy leading to the “politics of fear” that sick and disabled people experience everyday now as a result. The bs concept of ‘malingering’ aka people MAKE THINGS UP TO AVOID WORKING BY PRETENDING TO BE SICK was championed during that conference and has affected ALL susequent social policy from that point on because it’s clearly easier to believe people are LYING about being sick than actually being sick.

ANOTHER fun fact: UnumProvident Insurance was identified by the American Association of Justice as the 2nd worst insurance company in America in 2008.

When the BPS model was recommended in 2005, the DWP commissioned research suggested one million plus people could be taken off IB. That number, incidentally, correlated to the number of claimants with mental health illnesses. So the DWP literally didn’t care about people’s mental health – how little has changed, hmm.

Atos is the company that performs the ‘assessments’ of disability claimants and its their decision that is listened to over that of the Jobcentre Decision Maker (in theory the one SUPPOSED to have the final say) because Jobcentre workers aren’t specially trained in understanding disability or medical problems, they “don’t comprehend the medical evidence” and it’s why so many ESA and PIP claimants get the refusal overturned when “all the medical evidence is (finally) considered at Appeal”. It is literally all up to the person doing the in-person assessment who, incidentally, has an INCENTIVE to process as many as possible claims with a leaked 2018 letter indicated they would receive a bonus the more cases they worked through. The problem there is its easier to process more cases by DENYING them than working through the evidence and assessment questions which is time-consuming.

On top of THAT, there’s been House of Commons documents published that showed the DWP set targets for how many mandatory reconsiderations MUST be rejected. Which is ESPECIALLY worrying when the DWP ‘target’ wasn’t even at risk of being failed with only 4% of PIP mandatory reconsideration appeals upheld between April 2013 and March 2017. Hell, the DWP staff were even noted to fell ‘under pressure’ to “rubber stamp” the original decision of cases ffs!

Stewart: “the BPS model of assessment disregards diagnosis, prognosis and the claimant’s past medical history and was always destined to create significant preventable harm. Between January 2011 and February 2014 over 91,000 deaths are linked to the ESA functional assessment, known as the Work Capability Assessment (WCA)”

91,000 deaths in THREE YEARS.

There’s been a DIRECT link identified by research in 2015 (independent and peer-reviewed) “between the ESA assessment and a SIGNIFICANT increase in suicides, self-reported mental health problems and the prescribing of anti-depressants” (Stewart 2017)

Most damning of all, the DWP has REFUSED to publish updated ESA mortality totals since 2016.

Moving on otherwise I’ll be here all day.

I have personal experience with filling out the PIP and DLA assessment paperwork and attending the in-person assessments by ‘trained professionals’. I have completed the paperwork and attended with others who claimed and have been refused and had to go to appeal. I’ve had to fight for them at appeal. I’ve succeeded but it is a long, exhausting, dehumanising process.

Questions from the PIP assessment include questions about food preparation, managing treatments, washing and bathing, toilet needs, dressing, communication (verbally), reading, understanding, following instructions/directions, engaging with others face-to-face, and budgeting. You’re asked how long you can focus on things, how far you can walk, what you can carry, how long, where you go, if you go alone, how you manage your money, if you can take your medication without someone handing each tablet to you, and so on.

On the surface, the questions are innocent and just looking for better information to ‘help’ you better gain the support you need.

On the surface.

But the questions are used during the in-person assessment and what you say and how you act is directly compared to the answers you put on your paperwork and both are used to determine the ‘score’ you receive for each aspect of your mobility needs.

The MAJOR flaw with the assessment is that the paperwork asks you to answer based on your WORST DAY and the in-person assessment is used to MINIMISE the answers you gave on the paperwork.

Because the basis of the BPS assessment model used by the DWP assumes EVERYONE malingers (pretends/exaggerates) and this means the answers you gave on the paperwork are viewed through that lens and your conduct during the in-person assessment is considered to be the ‘real truth’ of your disability.

It doesn’t account for if the day of the in-person assessment is a GOOD day for you.

You’re examined and interrogated and coerced into performing for the assessor during the in-person assessment regardless of whether you CAN do something because you’re NOT told that you CAN REFUSE at all.

They don’t tell you to only lift your arms to where it doesn’t hurt, or where you safely can without harm. They say “lift your arms as high as you can” and that’s it.

Because they WANT to catch you in a lie. They WANT to look at your answer you gave on the paperwork and see you raise your arms high despite pain and discomfort because they didn’t give you ANY additional parameters beyond “as high as you can” because they can then give you a LOWER score and justify it in the final decision as “claimant stated they struggle to lift their arms above their head x days but were able to complete this task with no issue during assessment, indicating their mobility is not noticeably impaired to qualify for the mobility portion of PIP”

Additionally, the psychological and sociological effects of disability on a person aren’t seriously considered. Especially when someone says they struggle to travel or be in public or talk to others yet are FORCED to do these things to attend an in-person assessment that dismisses the person’s difficulties by justifying the dismissal since “claimant attended in-person assessment and was calm, polite, and responded normally to questions”

The dichotomy between the paperwork assessment and in-person assessment aspects of the PIP assessment CAUSES people unnecessary pain and suffering because the in-person part is DESIGNED to reject the paperwork and medical evidence the claimant provides.

The disability benefit assessment is structured with REJECTION as the primary purpose of it, not SUPPORT. It doesn’t ENABLE disabled people to live better or have support without forcing disabled people to constantly JUSTIFY their need to have support and to even be allowed to live in the first place.

THAT is the flaw of the disability assessment and its use of the BPS assessment model that literally was designed with malingering and denial of support from the get-go.

So this government consultation and ‘improvements’ to disability benefits is even more terrifying because the narrative surrounding disability in society today is incredibly hostile.

Disabled people are presented as a drain on finances.

Disabled people are presented as scammers and lazy and malingering illness to avoid responsibility.

Disabled people are presented as UNDESERVING of support.

The narrative focuses on how many people have claimed disability PIP benefit in the last few years. It DOESN’T look at WHO those people really are.

The people who are claiming PIP lately are the same people who were frontline workers and NHS staff during the global pandemic. They’re the ones who DIDN’T die from COVID. They’re the ones who sacrificed and sacrificed because that was their JOB and now they’re being targeted and presented by a narrative as malingering scammers and liars.

Even those who are disabled and weren’t frontline workers or NHS staff are overwhelmingly people who NEED the paltry financial assistance that PIP provides them. These are people who don’t even get more than £900 a month from PIP. People who may be completely unable to work full-time or even part-time because they may not be able to travel or work in office environments or perform manual labour jobs, so they rely on a small amount of money every month to SURVIVE.

I can assure you, even if someone is claiming UC and has the non-working element, as well as enhanced rate PIP, they NEVER have more than £1600 a month in benefit. They receive less than £20,000 a YEAR if they claim UC and PIP. Most retail positions and even a newly qualified NHS nurse receive more than that annually.

The problem isn’t disabled people needing support and it isn’t even social welfare support being so expensive. The problem is that it is much easier to use a minority with little power and a near-silent voice as a scapegoat to avoid tough reforms to taxes and spending and enforcing corporations paying their taxes instead of avoiding them with loopholes.

It’s so much easier to use disabled people like this when it’s a foregone conclusion that disabled people are going to die much quicker than other minorities AND that will save you expenses at the same time.

References:

Mortality Statistics DWP

The Guardian, DWP mortality figures

Mo Stewart, 2017

2015 suicide figures

May 2016, BPS Model: Blaming the victim all over again. 

Parliamentary Committee 2014

Influence of Private Insurance Industry

Atos and leaked letter

[bunnyboy-juice]

i dont know how to explain this but me saying "im a scientist" to women IS flirting. thank you

[books-coffee-and-the-woods]

Actually now that I think about it, maybe I will return anything serious to the library and just reread Dolphin Diaries

[tashi-kitsune]

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....I have a test that defines my future tomorrow. Hopefully last test I will ever have to take for my field. I take the Veterinary Technician National Exam tomorrow. If I pass I will officially be given my license and can practice in my state on my own. I would not have to be supervised to do things at work. It is scary.....I am so anxious. I have been studying, doing practice tests and questions and I am still trying to not freak out. I am only the second or third person in my class to take it. I'm not sure if one of the other two people that were supposed to take it before me from my class has or not because when they were supposed to take it was when Crowdstrike outage happened and they had to reschedule. I know one of the two has rescheduled and now taken it and passed. YAY!!! And I know my professor is not worried about me passing it because I have shown I am smart. But I am also stupid. I need to remember to read then question then read the answers then reread the question and answers and answer the question being asked and not what I think they are asking and not to change answers. But I am still scared and nervous and anxious. If I fail I can take it again but each time I take it is like $355 and my job will only reimburse for the one I pass but like I want to pass first try and just be done with it. I love Vet Med but it's hard.

Sorry for the long post just trying to not freak out the day before a test.

[codedparaiso]

a low activity, 18+ canon divergent A.I. turo from pokémon violet. loved by ghost / harbour, 29 y/o, italian, any pronouns. sideblog of ghostories.

this blog will contain triggering content, such as discussion and graphic depiction of violence and death, isolation, and a heavy focus on unreality, time paradoxes and time altering events. reader discretion is adviced.

rules

[biologicalfandomhippo]

So I guess the medical training I got last year worked, I had what was probably supposed to be a nightmare about a big medical emergency, but after a moment of panic my brain flicked into "deep breaths, stabilize a cervical spine manually, neck injury suspected, establish airway with jaw thrust maneuver, check pulse, check level of consciousness, okay back up arrived and took over that patient, second patient: talk calmly, apply manual pressure to laceration until bandages are fully applied and then check the pulse and nerves"

[captorcorp]

ough i dont want to work. i want to read research studies about dreams and daydream about video games...

[deadghosy]

How my favorite Slytherin boys react to you passing out.

Warning: Hogwarts legacy to Harry Potter

Ft. Sebastian Sallow, Ominis Gaunt, Tom Riddle, Mattheo Riddle, Draco Malfoy, Theodore Nott, Lorenzo Berkshire.

Sebastian Sallow

“I think I’m gonna pass out.”

“Please don— BLIMEY!”

Immediately catches you a little and takes you to the hospital wing. He’s definitely most worried about you since he was scared in the back of his mind that you might have been cursed like his twin sister during an adventure.

After he found out it was cause you hadn’t eaten, he’s shoving some honeyduke sweets down your throat and meals. 3 meals per day is what he’s making sure you are eating before another adventure starts.

Ominis Gaunt

You haven’t slept much, all these adventures sure were wreaking your body. You came in the common room to rest on the couch. Not noticing that a certain gaunt had sense you, you passed out before getting to the damned couch.

He sensed you passed out and he started to feel scared. He was put away his wand and started to feel you on the floor. And when he finally got the touch of your arm, he gripped it and pulled you towards him. Setting your head in his lap as he was praying to anything, anyone for you to wake up.

So when you woke up he felt relieved but asked you to go see the nurses when you felt like you could walk.

After finding out you haven’t been getting sleep from the trials and adventures you have been going through with Sebastian.

He gave the poor sallow boy an earful of a scolding.

Mattheo Riddle

You passed out due to overheating yourself. You were studying day and night. Of course your beloved riddle was concern, so he comes into your room. When you seen him and tried to stand up, that’s when you fell like an animated cartoon.

Mattheo thought you tripped on yourself, but when you didn’t move he got worried and checked you out.

As he felt your head was burning, he unbutton your shirt and ran to the bathroom to get a cold towel. Putting it in your forehead, he waited.

Waking up to see mattheo was sure a shocker since you would’ve thought he might’ve took you to the hospital wing.

Theodore Nott

He caught you when he noticed you had gotten “dizzy” is what you said in the morning.

He knew something was off when you kept looking spaced out. So when he caught your body that was going to hit the floor, he took you to the medic wing and let the head nurse treat you.

He visits often, telling you about the classes and slight drama. And after you still recover and leave the wing, he’s treating you like you will break.

And now you got a overprotective Theodore on your side

Lorenzo Berkshire

Panic mode actived

Poor baby let out a scream which alerted a professor over and took you to the medic wing

He was anxious waiting for news on when you can be release and how the blazes did to pass out.

You passed out because you forgot to ate for the 2nd time. Prepare for this Slytherin boy to put a lot of food on your plate for weeks.

[seasprincess]

Professor!Spencer Reid x reader

“De-stress”

warnings: smut, fingering, student teacher relationship(reader is 20), soft dom!spencer,

wc:1.1k

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From the moment you laid eyes on him you couldn't help but be attracted to him. I mean look at him. He's extremely hot and really intelligent, a girl's weakness.

And of course you acted in these feelings of yours you have. Studying extra hard for his tests, doing anything you can for extra credit to impress him.

And Spencer noticed these things.

He knew it was wrong whatever this relationship is. He's your professor for christ sake, he shouldn't be doing these...activities with a student, let alone his student. But he couldn't stay away from you. Watching the way you bat your eyelashes at him as you leave the classroom. Which ends up with you bent over his desk. As risky as it is, he can't help but get a thrill from it all.

However the office meetings moved to his place meetings, drinking a glass of wine before you end up a moaning mess on his couch. Getting fucked senseless by your professor wasn’t something you thought would be happening but here you are.

And he’s good at it too. He’s had some prior experience which does help thanks to his age, a perk of ‘dating’ an older man. He’s also really sweet, of course he can’t take you on proper dates but he still tries his best with little gifts and great movie nights. Even if he does complain about the things being unrealistic in the movies. He still tries for you. Because he does genuinely care about you.

You were never late handing in assignments wanting to impress him. And the fact that having in stuff makes you feel like you’ve let him down. It’s nog a great feeling to let your boyfriend, or not boyfriend, whatever he is down.

But today you had missed it, so stressed out about everything else you forgot to make time for it.

You arrive at Spencer's apartment after pre warning him you were coming. You just needed to see him, even with the lack of assignment.

“I did notice the lack of paper on my desk today y/n.” The words fall from Spencer’s mouth easily as he doesn’t even look up from the other papers on his coffee table. Flicking through what should’ve been yours.

“I know I know. I’m sorry I’ve just had so much going on it completely slipped my mind.”

Spencer looks up and raises an eyebrow. It wasn’t like you to just ‘forget’. Hell you remember all the embarrassing things he’s said in class so him believing you just ‘forgot’ is not going to happen.

“What’s going on?” He immediately asks before you can even say any more of an excuse. Eyes scanning over your features to pick up on any signs. Usually he’s good at it, picking up a slight change in your demeanour and knowing something’s up immediately. But apparently this time he’s missed it.

You sigh before just taking a deep breath.

“I’m just stressed. I had so much going on this week. I’m sorry.”

Spencer doesn’t even say anything, switching from teacher mode to ‘boyfriend’ mode. He knows you need him, not to be scolded by professor Reid.

He gently pats his lap, indicating for you to take a seat on it. Which you happily do. Sighing as his arms snake around your waist and as your back touches his chest.

Spencer’s lips gently attach to your neck, knowing his touch can make you feel better.

“It’s okay sweetheart.” His hand intertwines with yours. He wants to show you love, too show you care. Not to ridicule you for some assignment he couldn’t give less of a shit about right now. “You wanna talk about it?”

You shake your head as you allow him to keep kissing that sweet spot he knows you like. With his slow kissing and free hand running over your thigh you can probably guess what he’s thinking about. Thinking about helping you relax of course.

“Can I help you out then?” He says as he turns your chin to make you look at him. Eyes scanning yours for any sign you’re uncomfortable or that you don’t want it. He always checks this is what you want. That he’s not being some pushy man making a young girl feel pressured to sleeping with him or whatever the activity is.

You nod slowly as you keep looking at him.

“Words honey.” Another one of his consent rules.

“Yes, please help me de-stress.” As soon as the words slip from your lips he smiles softly, hand running your thigh while the other one brings your cheek closer. His lips softly press against yours, pulling you closer in his lap.

His fingers each down to the zipper of your jeans. With one final check with you he begins to unzip. He’s not wasting any time here. He knows he can make you feel good, you’ve told him enough times.

“Lay down for me sweetheart.” At his request you immediately move, laying down on the sofa beneath him. Spencer softly sighs at the sight. looking at you beneath him is one of the best sights.

A small wet patch in your panties is apparent when he pulls down your jeans, you helping him out by lifting up your hips.

His hand slowly reaches where you’re practically craving him at this point. Fingers slowly rubbing you through your panties as he looks at you. He knows he’s got to be nice and do none of his usual antics of teasing and what not. So he pulls down your panties, discarding them somewhere in the room.

This whole moment is of course sensual but loving. The way he’s being so slow with you is different compared to other times you’ve been naked on his couch.

His fingers slowly start to rub your clit. He captures your moans with his mouth as he kisses you. You both kiss slowly and passionately as his finger moves down front your clit and into your cunt. Like everything else of this experience he goes slowly making you a whimpering mess like always.

“You’re such a good girl.” His words of praise make you relax more, he really does know what he’s doing. He’s a genius after all. “Good girl who’s taking my fingers so well.”

He places a kiss on your cheek before speeding up his movements. He knows you’re not gonna last long. Especially not now he’s added his thumb to your clit, applying pressure right where you need it.

You moan as you grip his bicep, the familiar feeling building up as he keeps going.

“I want you to cum on my fingers sweetheart.” His pet names make your heart race as you close your eyes. This is definitely one way to get your mind off of things.

It’s not long before you cum on his fingers. Moaning and whimpering as your grip tightens on his bicep.

He places a soft sweet kiss on your forehead and looks down at you with admiration in his eyes. He really does love you.

a/n: not proof read and will be writing a more feral spender reid soon😋

tags: @olderwomenenthusiast @lokisswiftie @yahboohah @pixie-verse @greatmiracleprincess @reidsjuno

[raintemper]

Moon and Pebbles!! Yippee

oh the woes of being a flesh creature surrounded by supercomputer gods,, I got sad drawing him hhh

more about them under the line :>

Moon! She, like Suns, was one of the first successful projects and were both more of test models/therapeutic companions than anything else. They were both restructured to fit their new functions but Suns has obviously undergone more significant changes... Moon is kept inside to assist with research and computational stuff. She's a lab cat. She's generally looks more like a normal creature, and has a friendly appearance because her creators (i guess it would be the ancients) would be seeing her frequently and would rather a friendly face, something that is easily perceived as nonthreatening, as opposed to Suns weaponry and NSH's extra limbs and spikes. She doesn't have the screen face like NSH, so expressing emotions comes mostly from body language. Moon is not outside at all so there is no need for solar panel components like Suns or NSH. She has internal stored power that can last for quite a while but still needs to be recharged? I imagine the neuron fly drones would also assist in that department. The drones still function somewhat like her portable processing servers/braincells. She has also programed a defensive protocol into them, they can create small bits of electricity to use in dire moments. Initially programmed to keep track of NSH's samples that sometimes escapes him.

Pebbles is a purposed organism. He is a whole entire organic cat. He was born in the lab, in a chaotic time when resources were low. He has a mark of communication. He also has a brain chip where he can access (basically) the cloud where the others upload information. He is also a lab cat so this is crucial to his role. He did try and remove it once when he was younger and it backfired horribly and now he has a mechanical ear and eye. He still feels out of place for obvious reasons, being the only creature of organic origin amongst his peers.

He is closest to Moon who had a role in caring for and raising him. She did not know a thing about caring for a living being but did her best. Pebbles does not like being confined to the facility. The suggestion and influence the brain chip has on him sometimes clashes with his thoughts. He is very aware of the limitations it puts on him to not leave. He envies NSH and Suns a lot for being able to do what he can't. He often downloads the maps they create and read NSH's sample studies in his spare time. He also likes seeing the lizards NSH brings back, from a distance.

I think in the time that Pebbles exists, NSH is not very active. Due to the low resources and chaotic season, NSH is often in low power mode. Which means less expeditions outside and more time just, half asleep. And when the weather becomes more sustainable, NSH would be sent on long outings to gather as much as possible before being powered down again. So instead of hearing stories from NSH, he sought out Suns and UI instead. (Actually I think everyone is kind of low power mode here, Suns does not wander as far).

erhm i think he tries to leave the place and then gets sick or something,,,im still thinking..

[deldaydreams]

Twisted Wonderland/ Otome AU

Warning: Yandere stuff mentioned, Gn reader. English is not my first language.

Summary: : One day, you opened your eyes and found yourself in Twisted Wonderland. And the task the System gave you is to get one of the lead characters love meter to 100% by the end of the main story and reach their happy ending.

Notes: Sorry I couldn’t updated because I had make-up homeworks. And now second mid-terms are coming so I have to study but I will still try to be active. Pray for this poor soul ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Parts : rules , 1 , 2 , 3

Kalim Al-Asim

The cheerful, smiling Scarabia house leader Kalim Al-Asim. First of all, I have to say that the Kalim route is one of the safest routes you can take, of course, except for the possibility of the love meter going down to minus for many other people, including Jamil, and the assassination attempts you will constantly encounter.

It will not be very difficult to get close to Kalim. I can say that you will get close to Kalim easily , who has a friendly personality by nature. Moreover, you can increase the love meter very easily, so as long as you do not really upset him, you will not have a problem. You will not have much of a problem until the fourth book in the main story. You just have to take the risk that Jamil's love meter will seriously go down to minus.

I can say that your relationship with Kalim will be very fast and active. Kalim will introduce you to his family as soon as your relationship becomes official. (And by family, I mean his relatives with whom he has the most distant blood ties.) It would be useful to be careful because the assassination attempts that Kalim experiences will now be directed to you.

Apart from that, Kalim almost never leaves you alone. He'll drag you wherever he goes. (Jamil sometimes feels sorry for you.) Be prepared for lots of hugging and PDA. Also, you should probably clear out one of the rooms in Ramshackle because Kalim will literally shower you with gifts, so much so that the room you keep the gifts in is about to be filled to the brim. Of course, Jamil constantly scolds him for this gift-giving habit. He once gave you a family ring, and Jamil berated him for an hour and a half before apologizing to you and taking it back.

The probability of Kalim entering dark mode is low, but not impossible. In the event that you are harmed or even killed in an assassination attempt (I explained the details in this ask .) This will instantly put Kalim into dark mode, which is difficult to put into dark mode and very difficult to take out. Kalim in dark mode is still the same Kalim. Cheerful, smiling Kalim, who will shower you with gifts and do everything to make you smile. The only difference is that he's now quite paranoid about your safety. If you're lucky, he'll let you out for a short while, as long as you're with a hundred guards. If you're not so lucky, you'd better get used to being locked in a room with a pair of chains around your ankles.

Jamil Viper

The intelligent and talented Scarabia vice dorm leader Jamil Viper. I can say that the Jamil route is one of the hardest routes to progress. Even if you meet him before the main storyline, it is quite difficult to attract his attention and get close to him. I should especially mention that if you are close with Kalim, Jamil's love meter will decrease. However, do not be discouraged right away, Jamil will open up to you little by little after the main storyline. Jamil, who has become lonely after everyone distanced themselves from him after the Overblot incident, needs a shoulder to lean on.

Unlike Kalim, Jamil's love meter is slow. You will have a hard time until your relationship becomes official, that is, until the Love meter reaches 40%, but it is worth it.

You can find everything you want in a boyfriend in Jamil. He constantly cooks for you, helps you with your studies, buys you small gifts from time to time, although not very often, and only scolds you a little?

Jamil really loves you, even if he does not accept it out loud, he is just a little shy? Although he often warns you not to come to his basketball practice, deep down he actually likes you to watch him, you are just “a little” distracting him. Or when he makes you lunch, when you praise his cooking while eating lunch he made , he brushes you off by saying that you are exaggerating, but if you look carefully, you can see his face slightly red.

Jamil does not accept it, but he has jealous and a bit possessive traits. These traits affect his chances of entering dark mode. Especially your relationship with Kalim is one of the biggest dangers. Deep down for Jamil , who’s been in Kalim’in shadow for his whole life ,Kalim is a great threat.

If you are on Jamil’s main route, your relationship with Kalim is less likely to drive Jamil into a jealous rage and enter dark mode. However, if you are on Kalim’s main route…Jamil will most likely enter dark mode depending on the percentage of his love meter.

In dark mode, Jamil does not use his unique magic directly to get what he wants, in other words, he does not use it on you. He socially isolates you through gossip and wants you to come to him on your own. If plan A doesn't work, he won't hesitate to use his unique magic even if he doesn't want to. What I mean is, if possible, Jamil shouldn't enter dark mode, otherwise you will be his beloved, one and only puppet lover for the rest of your life.

[missysverse]

𝓦HAT I'VE SCRIPTED IN MY 𝓦AITING 𝓡OOM

Feel free to use for inspiration for yours - i'll try to update this post for more new ideas if anyone is interested.

𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌𝐒:

✯₊˚༄ PORTAL ROOM — Each portal represents a different desired reality, with the name of the DR displayed on the arch above the portal. For example, one portal might read "Supernatural DR." When I step through a portal, I will instantly shift to the corresponding DR

✯₊˚༄ STUDY ROOM — a room where I can literally study for school relating to my CR, I have unlimited rescources available to me: textbooks, flashcards, notes all done (anything else I need I can literally just instantly manifest it), comfortable seating, big speaker I can use to play whatever music I want. I have a virtual AI tutor who can provide me detailed explanations for my subjects, orffer practice questions, mock tests, and instant feedback. I have an option to activate 'group study mode' where it will summon whatever people I want to If I want help with studying/get bored.

✯₊˚༄ THERAPY ROOM — Therapy room with Hannibal Lecter (he is not a cannibal or bad person is ANY way y'all.) He will give me good life advice, shifting advice etc anything I need help with - he knows me and my lifes well (only because I tell him about it), he also gives me good inspiration for scripting. He will also teach me a lot about neuroscience, psychiatry, psychology etc.

✯₊˚༄ LOUNGE ROOM — Here is where I can watch unlimited shows/films I want even if they don't exist in my CR e.g films I'm in from my fame DR, or completely new shows, or new seasons of my favourite shows that don't exist. There is also spotify on there and its the same concept as above - there are also playlists that are specific for my DRs and my relationships. There is also a section where I can go on that can play unlimited edits of me from my DRs, people from my DRs. All the edits are really well made and good. There are normal edits but also transition edits too. There is also a custom edit section where I can basically describe the edit and what song and it will make the edit. Not only that but I can also replay certain moments from my DR on the TV, I just have to think about the moment and then it can play or there are complimation videos of different moments from my DR. I also have unlimited games, books, vinyls.

✯₊˚༄ KITCHEN — literally where I can find unlimited food, any food I want will instantly manifest in the fridge.

𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐀𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐒

credits to someone from reddit for some of these ideas (I'll try to find the post)

✯₊˚༄ LIFAGRAM — instagram but for shifters to access multiversally, I can share pictures and videos from my DR on here and can see other shifters. You want to share a cute picture of you and your friends to other shifters? well you can.

✯₊˚༄ SHIFTING SPACE — I have access to videos and photos from my DR and it is stored on my ‘Shifting Space’ and also just any moments from your DR, you can also share edits of your DR and yourself on here with other people

✯₊˚༄ LIFATOK — basically a less toxic version of shiftok lmao (jkJk) but the same premise as LIFAtok but its short video where people mostly share edits or moments from there DR

✯₊˚༄ LIFAFLIX — other people’s and mine DRs as tv shows, you can also watch yourself in other siutations that don’t have to be your DR but other realities that you want to be in but you don’t want to shift e.g a reality where I am spiderman(??) so there's a film based on that scenario.

✯₊˚༄ LIFAFLIX — again like the other social medias, you can share longer videos of moments from your DR

✯₊˚༄ LIFATUNES — basically like Spotify but you can share your songs from your singer DR, you can also find whatever song you want there are basically unlimited songs e.g you can change the language of songs and change lyrics or any certain features of songs you don’t like

✯₊˚༄ LIFABOOK — basically an instant journal with unlimited pages where it will insantly write out enteries of my DR experiences, the dates, everything in detail which I can read back if I want to (although I can always just replay the memories on the big screen)

Last updated : 05/12/2024

[codedparaiso]

𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐒𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐌 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐄. 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐋 𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐙𝐄𝐃.

18+ | selective | canon divergent 𝐀.𝐈. 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐎 from 𝐏𝐎𝐊𝐄'𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐓. 𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓, 27 y/o, italian, any pronouns. sideblog of soultoken

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𝐨𝟏. » i'm a generally slow roleplayer with not much time and the attention span of a goldfish, that loves to write a lot and jump constantly between muses: as such, all my blogs have fluctuating activity, almost constantly on the lower side. anything you will send i will reply to, it might just take some time! all the prompts i reblog never expire, so you can send one whenever you like.

𝐨𝟐. » i love all types of interactions and love improvising on prompts, so never fear to send me something, both from a list or completely original. i always love receiving them! if you are willing to, i'm always open for plotting, as certainly plotted threads keep my attention span longer. also, feel always free to drop threads with me if you have lost inspiration, i promise i won't get offended! we're here to write and have fun - if we're stuck, we can simply drop it and begin something else!

𝐨𝟑. » i'm not interested in romantic shipping with this muse, nor am comfortable with the idea of smut in general ( but maybe especially with an android ). while him talking about the subject could be interesting, please don't contact me to plot romance or smut. i'm sorry, i'm not the right person for that.

𝟎𝟒. » due to the paradoxical nature of my muse specifically on this blog, any character is able to at least contact him, even duplicates or muses from alternate timelines. still, area zero remains a very protected place, and a.i. turo is bound to the place: meeting him might require a bit of plotting between us.

tumblr ims work when they want, and am not very present on the site through the day; if we're mutuals, you can always ask me for my discord!