#syschase

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where is he learning these things

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getting excited abt a fic i havent finished/posted yet is always so stupid im literally like

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i am RAPIDLY understanding why theres not a lot of fic or books or anything from the pov of someone with DID jesus christ it is hard to articulate these experiences in words that make sense. let alone the pov issues it raises. wny am i doing this to myself

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i saw this post in the like 3 seconds i was scrolling after Poasting but before getting back to rereading my wip trying to figure out where i got stuck. and then i scrolled like two lines down

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the thing abt syschase thats driving me crazy is he absolutely would never connect the dots as to what was happening (he would ignore the dots on purpose) but i need him to for narrative reasons

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you know who else .is allergic to strawberries and experienced a traumatic childhood

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the patient needs to listen to ethel cain drink the worst beverage ever invented and write about blorbo having a dissociative disorder to live

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i am getting really good at placeholder section titles

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^my liveblog from 8x12 but i decided the funnier explanation is "he Does have an alter to tell him that but ezra’s just stupid"

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imagine being my blorbo Youre just chilling and im in my sketchbook giving u alters

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how it feels to project ur experiences onto blorbo Rainbow dolphin sparkle image

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500 words PLUS i had a snack changed into pjs brushed my teeth and set my alarms. they’re saying it’s the best anyone’s ever done it

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i know i’m truthing but just remembered in the episode abt the girl with DID. where chase was educated abt DID and could communicate with the patient’s various alters easily. U know what one of the alters was allergic to? strawberries. u know what chase is allergic to?? Strawberries.

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the most convenient part of syschase is that i dont have to sit down and like. decide in graphic detail every awful thing thats happened to him I just have to have a general vibe. like on account of how DID works it makes sense for him Not to know and i dont need to have a bunch of details about it to write it i just have a handful of ideas and such that im basing how i write him/his system on. The way i see it if i dont get to know why im Like This then chase doesnt get to know why Hes like That either amen

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celebrating chase's bday by tormenting him in googledocsworld