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Finished the ending of Sissel's route of the Repeat visual novel, and it was exactly what I wanted it to be, no notes, perfect
#it made me laugh#it made me cry#it made me hug my plushies#when I started playing the new update I saw it going one of two ways#then while playing I realized it could probably do both#and that it did#at least as close to doing both as you could reasonably get#and yeah I think that's perfect because just one or the other wouldn't have been satisfying#I'm trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers lol#seriously tho the VN is great and I really recommend it#can't wait for the other routes#though I'm probably gonna have to because I'm pretty sure Shirokoi is gonna go back to working on Temptation's Ballad for a while#taking a break from Repeat#but that's good with me#because if I need a refresher by the time I'll try the next route#that just means I get to play the whole thing again instead of just restarting from where the paths split#and I'm sure I'll pick up on some things I haven't before with some new context
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Dissociated and we got a whole canvas of my fav
#priceghost#ghostprice#im having a soul crushing gastric rn prob from stress so i laid down and drew to take a break#i still got it#i think#Ghost will always be my comfort guy to doodle#my blorbo.....#as you can tell i found a brush i like!! that is similar to my krita brush :))))))) im so happy about it#if the vibes are true and the stars align and our prediction game is right...the questions tomorrow MIGHT repeat from our seniors#praying...hoping...#though I do not recommend predicting questions#I still studied every other topics just to be on the safe side#my simon riley is great at giving massages#and he likes a guy who can beat him up (price)#is anybody gonna match his freak#u know that one audio where a guy went āI need a woman who can kill meā yeah that is simon riley LOL#anyways#i'll survive i think#gummmyart#doodle#simon ghost riley#captain john price
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something people just donāt think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just donāt have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that donāt come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or canāt drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they arenāt an option. many people donāt have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly donāt have the ability to learn how. itās something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#āfried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!ā#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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"Oh, and Violet," she calls back over her shoulder. "Sorrengails walk or fly off the battlefield, but they're never carried."
ā Lilith Sorrengail in Iron Flame (Chapter 36)
"Let me down." Iām facing whoeverās on the other side of that door on my feet.
ā Violet Sorrengail in Onyx Storm (Chapter 21)
#She'd make a great politician or a general maybe? Definitely nobility. With that speech? At least a Duchess.#Violet taking Lilithās advice & repeating it one book later#Iron Flame#Lilith Sorrengail#Onyx Storm#Violet Sorrengail#Xaden Riorson#Rebecca Yarros#The Empyrean series#quote parallels#full circle#book quotes#The Sorrengails#Chapter 36#break my heart#Riorgail presence still in the quotes lol#Chapter 21#A General or a Duchess#General Sorrengail#Duchess Sorrengail of Tyrrendor#Aaric Graycastle and Xaden Riorson quote from Onyx Storm by Rebecca Yarros in tag
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I hear a sound calling out for us-
The bond joining us together stretches to the future.
Vivid BAD SQUAD my beloveds! It took me a little over a year after downloading to actually get invested in project sekai, and these guys were the main reason why I'm really getting into it rn
#project sekai colorful stage#hatsune miku colorful stage#project sekai#vivid bad squad#vbs#kohane azusawa#azusawa kohane#an shiraishi#shiraishi an#akito shinonome#shinonome akito#toya aoyagi#aoyagi toya#puroseka#pjsk#prsk#pjsekai#myart#me getting into puroseka was basically me playing the cinema and beyond the way 3DMVs on repeat for like two weeks#i got um. a bit burnt out on utmv so i might be taking a lil break from drawing for it#also song lyrics are from Machi by jon-YAKITORY#english translation by Shiru on the wiki
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Sharing some screenshots since I wanted to see what his other reactions were lol

GIGGLING






Adore these expressions gdjfjfj, they werenāt kidding about that sass and attitude š«£š¦


Iām sorry but I freakinā loved the whole battle part!! (I might draw it out later š)

Kicking my feet and twirling my hair!!
#taking a short break from the game rn#but ITS FUN!!#i already have a few favorites that I want as friends!!!#I hope the friends status changes for Dishy though š#I keep going to him each day and he keeps repeating the same line#like LET ME ROMANCE YOU!!!!!#his voice dropped at one point and I literally made the stupid pog face lmao!!!#š¬ chy chatter š¬#š«§ dishy š«§#chy date everything#date everything spoilers#dishy spoilers
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Well. Hello again. Did yall miss me, or am I getting stoned at the town square?
me rn ^
#ya girl is NOT having a good time rn so pls don't mind my lil spam as i go through the tags#(yes i already heard it. it's on repeat. you understand)#ANYWAYS. HOW'S EVERYONE??? WHAT HAVE YALL BEEN UP TO???#personally i've had a few REALLY BAD days and then just kept enjoying my lil time off socials#listened a LOT of my old kpop babes. we're talking pre debut Stray Kids and old Shinee and old NCT (back when they were only 18 members)#did a lot of crafts -> will share them soon!#have been doing a lil anniversary video for my animal crossing island (5 years on the 27th!)#started Mr Robot again (OBSESSED OMG PLS IF ANYONE HAS WATCHED IT LMK)#Easter was good! Aside from my poor mental health lmao#uhhhhhhh yeah. not much else i wanna share#you understand š#sorry for the disappearing act but. well. i pull this every few months or so irl and unfortunately tumblr is starting to blend in too much#that i can't really take refuge here anymore because now i have Friends⢠lmao#smth smth this stage is a prison blah blah blah <- joking. but seriously it's healthy to take a break sometimes#mmmmhhh yeah that's it for now! hope everything is doing well š„¹ i missed yall. genuinely š„ŗš#darya talks to herself
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right now I kinda feel like I've just gone through an entire season of character development in the span of like a week. I'm very tired, physically and emotionally (I also just cleaned my whole bathroom at 1am, because sometimes when you're already on a streak of dealing with difficult/unpleasant/tiring stuff it's easiest to just keep knocking out more of those things while you've at least got that momentum) but at the same time I feel weirdly powerful and fulfilled as a person right now. the sigh-and-flop-onto-the couch-with-my-phone I just did felt a lot more earned than it has in a while
#buny text#a lot of this has to do with the uhhh autism thing i mentioned here briefly a week ago#i posted a bunch more about it on bsky today and considered copying it over to here but then i didn't#it felt redundant to repeat after having a couple convos with friends about it and working through it further#I'm just having a lot of paradigm shifts re: myself and my life back to back lately. some good some bad. just a lot overall#but thankfully after my big dumb vent post last week some friends reached out and encouraged me to take a proper break and i'm doing that#it's amazing what even a few days of breathing room from work can do for your ability to process shit even when you're still very stressed
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a little late but here it Goes, (This is gonna be a bit of an analysis of the trailer along with my thoughts)
first off, seeing the trailer I was genuinly hyped for it. To first get the kinda positive things out of the way, I genuinly loved the animation (like, the visuals in Some animated shots where pretty Nice) even though it looked off sometimes (unpopular opinion i know and i have a few unpopular ones for this still) and the Jokes in this trailer⦠meh. Like, I didnāt laugh or chuckle at the āI think i just smurfed my pantsā joke, neither did i with the āI think i swallowed my gumā one or the guacamole oneā¦. (Itās a little funnier in the translated version from the english trailer. Which made me chuckle a a Tiny bit. They donāt mention the guacamole too) dfrbjljofghoj. Some of the voices where decent even. Most of the characters looked really Nice ngl (EXCEPT FOR SERTAIN 2 WHICH MOST OF US IN THE DISCORD CHAT KNOW ABOUT š)
And I really hope they also give an IN UNIVERSE explanation on WHY the HELL papaās brother is called KEN of all things and cmon⦠I genuinly feel bad for Ken, being like a recoloured clone of papa (with a⦠Tatoo?) and also, my first ever thought seeing ken of the first time was just⦠Why does he look like the papa smurf from the Cousin Smurfs from one of the little comics? YES, THIS ONEš

Thereās a little bit of info about them on the Wiki.
also, gargamel already had a twin brother too. HE WAS ALSO SHOWN IN THE COMICS- (hmmm yeā¦This really feels like the ālong lost sibling tropeā that made people remind of trolls. Hkjrdtjhtjkhkj )
another character I feel kinda bad for by just existing, despite the funny memes: Influencer smurfā¦
YES, YES I know⦠itās pretty weird of them to put an influencer smurf in there despite it not making sense AT ALL. They could have put any other smurf in his place and everything would have been alright. (Though I am also kinda⦠how do i put this⦠Glad (?) That itās thanks to influencer that the trailer of this movie is getting a lot of attention.
Also, again about the voices⦠Even though we didnāt hear all of them⦠just gonna say, I like moxieās voice, that of the villians are alright too I guess, Heftyās voice is also pretty good not gonna lie. But⦠Iāll have to get used to Some of the voices, like Ken, Papa and smurfetteā¦.
speaking of smurfette too. Some of us I think are pretty tired of having her as the lead. At least itās alongside another smurf though.
Also, I see no one talking about those Fluffy little creature- thingies and the turtle (theyāre most likely there for the āmarketable plushiesā thing. Though the fuzzy creatures do have a relevant plot thing going on it looks like?



And I do also think by seeing the 2 different trailers (one of em being translated and the other just being the english version) that this guyš

Is gonna be like the little sidekick of gargamel, being that i saw this Guy help the villains in a way? Idk hjgdiorhoigrh Iām just analizing a bit-
and then there is the book character schat shows up for a few seconds in one of the trailers nukdrgghkughiu

and then thereās this smurf-

I wonder who that is gonna beā¦
Also: Azrael is gonna have wings at Some point! And Gargamel is gonnaā¦work with the Smurfs maybe ???

ANOTHER THING: the life-action thing threw me off not gonna lie. It just⦠doesnāt fit⦠;-; AND ON TOP OF THAT itās like 2011 and 2013 all over again, just with less āuncannyā designs for the blue beans (and despite the shading the animation models just look off in the ālife actionā scenesā¦) They AGAIN go to the āREALā world, they AGAIN go to paris (speaking of paris, WHY AGAIN PARIS?! Please, if you Guys let the blue beans go to our world again, AT LEAST IT COULD HAVE BEEN IN BELGIUM,RIGHT? šļøšļø partially to let it not be a deja-vu to the 2011 and 2013 movies entirely⦠like...PLEASE?! š) AND HOW DOES SMURFETTE KNOW THEYāRE IN PARIS? Iām begging at this point for an explanation to be in the movie. This kinda feels like a continuation of the life-action CGI movies khdfgjhoigjoi (more refrence to those movies! :/)
like most might have pointed out already, it feels like a fanfiction that somehow managed to be shown on the big screens.
I had high hopes for this film in the beginning, they lowered a bit thanks to things that where kinda being shown as spoilers in the discord chat, before the trailer was out (Iām looking at you sertain 2 characters) and i now set low expectations for it too⦠I donāt think Iām gonna see the movie in theaters⦠but iāll try to give it a chance despite the bad stuffā¦
And Iām not gonna see this movie as something thatās canon in the Smurfs universe. Iām sorry but this⦠itās sad⦠and i feel kinda bad that it turned out this wayā¦
most of us collectively agree that Lost Village is still peak till this day. Me included š„¹
now excuse me Iām gonna cry in a corner and appreciate some screenshots of Hefty smurf from Both trailers

#I donāt think I Said all my thoughts just yet but yeā¦#All the bad stuff being Said about the Smurfs movie made me feel very bad :(#Twitter is being twitter as usual but I canāt blame some of themā¦#Look#Iām genuinly concerned about this#But I see SOME interesting stuff#And I admit to have been going frame by frame at Some points in the trailer#So Iām gonna see the movie with a sertain thing in mind that we discusssed in the discord chat#Just not in theaters#smurfs#the smurfs#Ye#this will never be canon to me#Also Iām sorry if there are any spelling mistakes or Iām repeating things#The spelling mistakes can mostly be autocorrectā¦#Iāve been writing this while taking breaks from drawing every now and then.
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ive been staring at the naqtube channel page just doing analysis thoughts in my head for like 15 minutes and ive just been hit with the realization that Damn this is not normal. normal people dont do this. either the mental illness or the mild sickness is doing something to me right now.
#[cosmic heroes of dubious alignment]#IM NOT EVEN WRITING ANYTHING DOWN. IM JUST BRUTEFORCING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.#uhmmmmmm anyways. im trying to think of potential themes naq might have#and its like wow i am not good at recognizing themes bc im dense as bricks sometimes but i swear theres a repeating pattern of .. roles?#the expectation and breaking of stereotypical roles to be more specific#like listen to me here. obviously theres the line ive pointed out b4 with the 'theyre fighting evil/theyre [..] evil' line;#the lines in the unused takes video that paint n&q as less than morally good in /some/ sort of way;#queen buzzbeamer's whole deal as ive said ad nauseam; a more recent example i feel like would be part of the binary translated from hazard:#'this is who i am and who i will ever be'. accepting your role.#but also on a more meta sort of way with the games themselves. the female mcs getting more focus than the male mcs-#-in a time period where most video game mcs were male and the female characters were one-note is something noteworthy to me.#the fact that nebula is CONSISTENTLY framed bigger/more prominently in almost every piece of official art we see.#her name is first in the title. naq was conceptualized as a concept with her only first. shes always also featured in ads alongside quasar.#the only ad that features quasar prominently is the jumparound ad which alludes to it possibly being a request from sony#-and thus would want to play it more 'mainstream'.#by itself this doesnt stand out bc it could always be just the creators wanting some hashtag women in their unfiction series#which i would be fine with if that was the case. we love women. HOWEVER#its the fact that naq2 (from what we know so far) ACTIVELY TRIES TO BACKPEDAL ON THIS. which makes me think its INTENTIONAL.#both nova and nebula have seemingly been sidelined in naq2 with their screentimes reduced. nova reduced to a 'supporting character' and -#nebula into a possibly offscreen kidnappee. QUASAR takes their spotlights in naq2.#...maybe a way of 'making back lost sales' from naq1? pivoting too hard into the stereotypical from the unusual...#because obviously thats whats scaring away your customers. not the white room scandal. totally not.#'..ok is this leading up to anything mara. whats your conclusion statement' idunno man.#i just think its an interesting tidbit that keeps popping up. i am not a coherent theory guy#i am a pointing out things and throwing them at the wall to see what sticks guy.#there is also the very real chance that im completely wrong abt naq2 bc we still dont know a lot about it sooo. shrug.
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I'll Drink to that ft. Symweaver~



Imagine a billionaire saying he thinks your relationship's cute lol. Like if you don't donate some simoleons then or sumn, Geoffrey š


#bet y'all thought you'd seen the last of my sims lol#sims 4#my sims#overwatch#symmetra#lifeweaver#symweaver#I hadn't played the sims for a month so getting back into it#y'know when you go from playing often for like days straight and then take a break and repeat#yeah that was my needed break :P#still shook the weather glitch is still here but made new sims (my OCs) that I may post <3
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its so funny to me that like two months ago i was just like "huh whats this nerdy prudes stuff, that one animatic looked cool i guess ill watch it" and now in the past liek two weeks ive fallen so down the starkid rabbit hole that im spending almost every day just wathcing these stupid musicals over and over again. literally watching nerdy prudes as we speak. watched working boys in class earlier. finished black friday again just earlier today. i keep drawing these stupid guys when i cant listen to it. sigh
#so the cycle continues#pick a piece of auditory media to like obsess over#spend either one month or nine dedicated to it#take a week break from everything and feel hollow#find a new one#and repeat#hamilton -> nothing bc i was a fucking lame ass middleschooler -> qsmp streams -> mcyt -> a myriad of shows and musicals -> jrwi#-> other small interests -> starkid#this is the cycle#a musical/series#then smth mcyt related#AND NOT THAT I DONT LIKE JRWI#im just not on my grind rn like i was with riptide where i watched like 3 episodes a day minimum with my full attention dedicated to it#still love all of the jrwi crew and everything about it#im just on a mini adventure in the world of other things#im also on my drawing grind#which is GREAT FOR ME#bc it means i can finally draw things i like with like aaaa 50% chance of not hating it#sigh i should go to bed#i just dont wanna text ppl i know rn#but im yapping#so no one may read this#or care#but ig if that singular mutual sees helloooo#also knowing oz he'll go through my acc and look what i posted so i finished the cat mask finally#it looks good too!!#but anywyas#sigh ill post my mask stuff eventuallyyyy#somedayyy#possiblyyyy
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I took these photos for my vintage shop today and I had a tremendously enjoyable time doing it. Sometimes a dress is so pretty you gotta get on the ground with the palm tree shadows about it š„°š“
#but seriously a lot of time when i'm shooting i'm kinda like 'ugh this is adequate' about it#but today i was like 'oh these are nice!!' so we took the good vibes and ran with them#los angeles laura palmer film soleil vibes!!! take that capitalism you can't stop me from taking an art break amidst the Work of it all#trivia i have sold one of these dresses before! in a deep brown color. love running across repeats. also love oversized rose prints#okay that's all. look at me i laid down on the concrete for art reasons. yay!!!!!!#scenes from a life#vintage fashion#vintage aesthetic#vintage clothing#this dress will be for sale in the shop at some point#not yet though. gimme a minute to list the dang thing
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not āmaybe people online will like this oneā#or āthis new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing itā#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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Hi !! Long time no see recently Iāve been. So busy with work and school, my application for early graduation got accepted so next semester Iāll take six million units in one shot and graduate early. This is in fact what Iām doing this semester too, I feel like Iām living on campus š„² I see my professors more than my friends and family ā¦.
Anyways Iām not dead ! I have many ideas that I still want to draw when I have time or energy, itās just that I have neither right now š I hope you are all doing well !
#grass talks#life update#so excited to take a clinical research class on top of the lab Iām currently working in#and then a hundred more courses. Iām so excited. I love academia <- self hypnosis#the goal of becoming a published author is so close but the cost is so high (Iām so tired)#and then my other extracurriculars have been fun but I recently got some kind of shin injury#probably from like repeated high impact#since my body is weak to begin with itās a race to see if I can condition it faster that it can break down on me LOL
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gonna take like incense and garlic to ao25 and try to break daniils curse
#if he wins i will be taking credit#i have like 9 tarot decks and a sleeper special interest in witchcraft im so qualified#the name didnt come from nowhere#daniil medvedev#this is maybe 60% a joke#tbf winning ao would break his flop era curse and his ao specific curse but not his repeat title curse#mans got too many curses fr#but also the way ao24 was such a shitshow for him that he had to withdraw from all the following hc tournaments HE WAS DEFENDING#like u cant make this shit up istg who cursed him#(rotterdam dubai and qatar for reference)#gawd 2023 was a great year cam we do that again
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