#the rest are kinda experiments

[stefisdoingthings]

collector of knives + other stuff

[star-manis]

bug time bug time bug time

[walking-loather]

I've always been curious to know this about the people around me. Most people have been in severe pain, but in my experience few have had what they would say is their 10/10 experience. I guess it's just something I find fascinating, as I had my 10/10 experience quite young and I sometimes forget that not everyone has. In my opinion it changes your relationship with pain and how you engage with it afterwards. If you answered yes, feel free to elaborate on your circumstances in the tags!

(reblog for a bigger sample size etc)

[donutfrost]

playing around with the idea of noise form neku

[guardianspirits13]

Bouncing off all of the fanfics where the Dead Boys are brought back to life again for a period of time to suggest that their thoughts on it are the opposite of what you’d anticipate based on their perception of the living while they’re ghosts. Charles sorely misses living while a ghost, despite all the awful, awful things he was subjected to. Edwin, despite 70+ years in Hell, is perfectly content as a ghost and finds the living distasteful to a degree.

But, when they get hit by an “aliving” spell, that’s not how it goes down at all.

Edwin has not been in a human body for over a century- and even then only got sixteen years of it- so he forgets how much he was missing as a ghost. Actually being able to feel things- the warmth of human touch, the breeze through his hair, the texture of worn book pages. The smell of petrichor after rain, a warm cup of sweet tea. Even just sleeping and having the ability to give his overactive mind a break. He’s forgotten how many good things there were about being alive.

Charles, as expected, is thrilled to be alive again and his first few days on solid ground are a whirlwind, but his energy is short lived. He frequently sleeps over 12 hours a night, and can’t bring himself to get out from under the covers for another hour longer. His appetite fades quickly, and he finds that foods he’s been craving for 35 years just don’t taste the same. Initially he chalks it up to his mind and body readjusting to human life (despite Edwin having none of the same issues), and continues enjoying what he can. But eventually, it becomes clear that something is very very wrong. His right arm that he shattered at age 14 (and didn’t get properly treated for days) begins to ache again. Sudden touches are no longer a gentle spectral sensation, but an unexpected pressure that he shrinks away from. His body feels heavy, and his energy drains quickly if he has any to begin with.

It turns out that over three decades of repressed physical and emotional trauma took its toll on him, and he had naïvely forgotten-or perhaps willfully omitted- the struggle that was his life when he wasn’t out kissing girls and pretending like his father didn’t exist.

Edwin feels a sense of freedom in being human again, away from all the supernatural trauma he has endured, while for Charles it is more of a burden than he ever recalled it being.

[stealingyourbones]

Made The Metropolis dog from Hawkgirl #4 (2023) I genuinely cannot even describe the taste of this creation besides surprisingly good. The sweetness of the peaches work well against the sour and savory sauerkraut and chili, the fries give it good texture and the warm egg yolk and sriracha is such a fun finishing touch. The most bizarre addition was the peaches, the rest being pretty common hotdog toppings, and it was really quite the delightfully fun meal!

This food creation was inspired by @breannasfluff !

[psilliguykai]

Happy [depending on your timezone belated-] 2nd birthday CCCC!!

I gotta eep now, but I might add some more thoughts tomorrow ^^

For now, thank you CCCC for being my intro to Chonny Jash, and thank you cj for all the awesome community and inspiration and joy you’ve brought me and so many other people. Your music and characters will always hold a special place in my Heart [haha] <33

[moonchild-in-blue]

Missing Limbs - Espera, Vessel and the crowd 🥺🩷💙

The girls look so so beautiful here and LISTEN TO THEM. Vessel sobs HARD at the end 🥺💔

[mugwot]

sometimes you sound bit too mean, it happens

it was Supposed to be in colour, and them the bw version Just Looked better

this is mostly based on this meme

[ectopuppy]

Dannymay Day 7: Mind Control

rude rude rude rude

[spookythesillyfella]

·-★ BLORBO ATTACK !!!!!! ★-·

★ close upz under cut :

[cosmicvaca]

Some stand charm designs from the main timeline

[carlyraejepsans]

okay trying to find information on this online is a sisyphean crawl through narc abuse pop psychology, so quick tmi time: does anyone with more experience with cluster b disorders know if "looking for supply" is a behaviour that should be indulged...? i mean, there're objectively unhealthy ways to do it, especially through antisocial behaviour like picking fights, or hypersexuality etc. what I'm wondering is, if I've found a healthy way to indulge a need for attention, like posting art online to get compliments on it, or asking friends to say something nice, is that a good or bad choice in the long run?

cause what I'm thinking is that if you've got a fragmented sense of self, you struggle with finding self worth internally, so you look for external validation, right. is this something i should work against my own brain on or work with it. like, am i meant to talk myself out of the urge, push myself to try to find that internal validation maybe wait until the craving is over, or should i simply make sure that supply is a healthy one that doesn't cause problems for me or others.

tldr: is this thought pattern something i should train myself out of. is something like that even possible. or is this just how my brain works

[they-didnt-last]

anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??

[hirumi25]

Some logs for the Ninjavember 2023 hosted by @evilspiritweek ✨️✨️

This post is a part 1 that features compilation of Day 1 - 6 (see the full prompt here)

[bishicat]

finally coloured the lad~