#then this becomes even more fun like if the eye's the symbol of yk. the start of them being forced apart. hmm

[sunshades]

and in heath's base ego his face is uncovered but you know what IS on that side? THE GRAVE AND BODYSACK 🧐 (deranged)

GOD TRUE ANON WE ARE COOKING U AND ME DERANGED... another thought:

right arm is always the Fucked Up One. for bodysack only the right is bloodied, in telepole and aedd it's electrified... the right is where he wears his ring too. now, my form empties doesn't follow the trend but...

🤔... idk. thinks and thinks.

[msallurea]

i discovered u from the post abt things to manifest and i was wondering y is it very problematic/controversial to manfiest a ethnciity change? i think u said the same about birth place or birth date or birth chart i dont remember. im js wondering y is it controversial cuz i feel like if this is our reality we should be able to do whtver unless its like being a criminal yk? ty 🎀🌸

Its controversial due to the fact things like racism, colorism, etc exist. Also in most cases (of course im not speaking for everyone) ppl that race change tend to do it for aesthetic purposes aka race fetishizing. They don't necessarily care much about the history behind the race and just see it as another beauty symbol.

For example let's say a white person wants to manifest being black. While technically they can because you can manifest it, we all know the history thats gon on with black ppl. So, in a way its like saying (even if its not intended), I've been this way my whole life and hated for it yet you can become me overnight..and be loved for it. That make sense?

Most times desires like that fall under "just because you can doesn't mean you should" since it's not even about what you're manifesting thats the issue, but why. Its like that one saying i don't remember verbatim but its something like "they'll want to look like us, sound like us, act like us...but when its time to fight for us, they'll remember they aren't us. That's what separate reality from a fantasy" in other words saying people who race change for those aesthetic purposes sure it may seem "fun" for them and like changing into a costume they would turn a blind eye to the negatives that those race of people experience on a deep level. And you can't say "everyone has bad experiences" because if that were the case, this hierarchy wouldn't even exist because deep down people know that race matters, no matter how much people want it to seem like it doesn't and we see it everyday either in others or ourselves.

A good example is my own desire. For the longest time when I first found manifestation I always wanted lighter skin. Mind you im dark brown. Surface level it sounds harmless and like another desire but let's go to the backstory why did I even want lighter skin? I've always had skin issues due to genetics so technically all I needed to manifest was clearer brighter skin. I'm not sure how old you are but I grew up in a era where lightskin was the "supremacy", it didn't have to be said because it was shown constantly. I know yall remember them 2012s was a rough time to be even a shade darker then light skin. I was obsessed with beauty and sadly I had the rooted belief that beauty equated to being lightskin/Redbone/caramel. Many I knew even to this day believed stereotypically if your skin was darker you appeared "dirtier" and "not hygienic". As someone who was obsessed with being pretty that was definitely the wrong beliefs to be surrounded by. You see men darker than a piece of charcoal treat other black woman the exact same color like trash but would treat a lighter girl like she was heaven on earth. As someone who lacked in love and craved it, that didn't help either. It took me years to realized this was both internalized racism/colorism as well as a form of self hate. If you don't love the people that look just like you what does that say about how you feel about yourself?

It took me years to genuinely let that desire go. I do still want my skin a bit lighter but more in my skin range like a shade or 2 lighter (trust me compared to what I originally wanted, thats beyond progress) since that's my dads side of the family color and my mom (his genes did nothing but make me look like a man!)

Birth place and what not, idk why that one is controversial me personally I don't have much issue with the birth one. I do still believe you can manifest whatever you want including race change and birth change just remember, its not about what you want, why do you want it?

[soupmanspeaks]

screw it, Michael Afton Pokémon team (also I know this is 5 mon, not 6 shhhhhh)

Mimikyu - the lore behind Mimikyu is that he dresses up as Pikachu to get some love, and I feel that even though that doesn't directly parallel Michael, he'd probs see this poor rag in an alleyway on one of his shifts, feel bad for it, and catch it, and its probs his Poke-Helpi lol, (Mimikyu probs would give him traumatic flashbacks to when he was used as a meat suit, but he probs still cares for him coz like he's seen the horrors so nothing can really phase him atp lmao 😭 )

Obstagoon- Michael was a kid with a rock and roll phase who became a robo bear with a rock and roll theme lmao, like?!?!?? Also, okay, even though Its not a bear, its still a mammal of big stature with shoulder pauldrons and rock inspired, it's also from Galar, the region based on England, It's so perfect for him like !?!?

Braixen - Michael in FNAF has been associated with foxes in the past due to the foxy bro sprite, and like, Braixen gives off cool teen energy yk? like Michael was a girlfailure /pos but liiiike, yk, I was debating Delphox, but that felt too much like a grown pokemon yk??? Also, Braixen is a fire type!!! and Michael is known for his amazing feats of arson!! (we stan)

Sinistea - Okay, so originally I was going to give Polteagiest because haha British and purple, but I feel like Sinistea is more Michael, and Polteagiest is more William? Maybe his Polteageist just had a Sinistea one day, and William just gave it to Michael lol

(Ace Pokemon!!) Blood Moon Ursaluna - Originally, the teddyursa was Evan's, a gift from William, after he died, teddyursa didn't have a trainer, right, So then, Michael keeps it in his guilt and grief, So then, years later it becomes an ursurang, and probably stays an ursarang during pre-sister location. After sister location, is when Michael does his whole thing of going into the fnaf locations as night guard, and the remnant that was around him during all of that, allowed for ursarang to evolve into blood moon ursaluna (yipee!!!) silly fun additional thing: after the spirit of cc haunts poke-fredbear and stuff, he sees that Michael evolved his teddyursa fully and stops, mid Jumpscare to have a full on argument with him as to why ursaluna was cuter as a teddyursa (Also BMU looks a bit like golden Freddy with the missing eye, and it literally is the freddy fazbear pokemon lmao)

Runners up:

Gothitelle

Absol

Gengar

Spiritomb

Thievul

Marshadow

(more or less because they are just kinda Michael adjacent? rather than fitting symbolically or character wise, yk?)

[just-a-little-silly]

Ooh so considering how Aidma’s attachments tie into her magic is it possible for her to have various different conductors? Like say Zeus for instance- could she have anything from him that she could potentially use to channel magic? (hope that made sense) I rly like the idea too and i’d love to hear about your other ocs too if you’d be willing :3

And oohh Aidma becoming the head of the House of Brundle is definitely something I’d like to see! To me it seems like she'd fit the role but one of the twins does make sense as well. And speaking of how Aidma would treat Lulu and Belle like her own sisters- what is her relationship with her own siblings like? In what ways would the twins want to be like her?

Yesyes, the whole motherhood concept that's sort of tied into the Empress is definitely one of the reasons I chose the card for Kaj. She’s naturally very protective and nurturing of those around her.

Also yes yes yes you are so spot on✨! Both Zeus and Hiro act as Kajal’s knights (again depending on the version of events and who she ends up w/) The queen is capable of replicating the moves of all the other pieces save for the knight and idk smthn smthn its interesting bc Zeus and Hiro both protect her in ways no one else does. In short, the knight is a pretty unique piece and Zeus and Hiro form relationships w/ her that are unlike anything shes ever had so eh ← this is rly rough im working on explaining it lmaoo TT

I love morally gray characters! In fact all my WH ocs are morally gray (some more severely than others) I worry sometimes that I don’t write them well enough but I’m pretty proud of how Kajal came out😅

AND OFCC you absolutely can draw her that would be absolutely everything and such an honor🩵🩵!! Kajal losing it is certainly…a scene. Since she specializes in ANCIENT magic that most people aren’t taught how to effectively defend from her bc they haven’t learnt their way around it and it can get gruesome quickly- hence why she doesn't like fights like that. She’d rather not get messy. + I made some pretty fun updates to her spell Evil Eye^^ (and yee her symbolisms are definitely in her wings too)

Kajal and Zeus’s sweet moments are…

I CRY💕💖 they are just so…yes- I have so many fluff scenes in my head but after Zeus’s route he rlyy has to think about what he did and the repercussions- even though he didn’t intend to cause any pain. And to some it might come across as hypocritical of Kajal to be mad at him when her whole thing is deceiving people from the sidelines and pulling strings but the thing is: she has never deceived him in any major way. Always truthful. Never pulled strings if it brought smthn down on his head yk.

She’s a part of a group of six and is close with all of them but I’d say she and Yessenia have known each other the longest (childhood friends) and hence have a special bond. Kajal Abena and Mei Ling are roomates in the night class, Lynn and Safiya are roommates- they all actually met when the night class wasn’t revealed. Kajal would often sneak into the day class dorms to see Yessenia in her free time (sometimes Mei and Abena would join her) and Lynn and Safiya once caught them and voila they just sort of formed a lil group in secret for a bit and they actually managed it w/o being caught. Safiya is like the baby of the group (so is Lynn but she doesn’t like it) she looks up to Kajal and sees her as an older sister figure. Lynn looks up to Mei bc of her self discipline and inner strength. They’re a wonderful found family unit. They do struggle to hold each other back, Mei the most morally upstanding one of them all often fights for her life to keep them from getting up to some nonsense but ultimately fails 95% of the time bc she’s forced to go along with it. One such instance was when Kajal and Yessenia were sent to detention bc of the blackmailing thing (it was the only time Kajal’s ever been caught lmaoo)- Lynn and Safiya wanted to sneak in to break them out, Abena found that amusing and yeahh at least they all went down there and got to witness Yessenia bicker w/ Viggo for a bit (Yessenia x Viggo IM)

Yeahh Kajal is a pretty tough opponent if someone were to target her since she’s Zeus’s partner. Funnily enough tho for the ver where she’s Hiro’s partner she does get accused of being the one to target him😅

Lynn, while genuinely finding joy in her lonesome, just struggles to connect with those around her in general. She’s a siren who casts spells on herself to stay above water so her being on land to attend the academy is already something that's pretty hard for her. She also just has…a lot going on w/ her family- so much so that she fully wanted away from the sea TT

👁️also what could u be planning i wonder…..what are you going to inclu- *gets hit by rock.*

I have to think more about the sound stuff but I chose a veena and the ghungroos bc Kajal is a very musical person- she loves song and dance :33

Ohh I love that Aidma’s weather preference contrasts what u associate her w/!! AND YES U CAN ABSOLUTELY GET DEEPER INTO IT pls i would gobble it up

Are Aidma and Najlynn apart of any oc friend groups? Also I can’t recall if I asked but is Najlynn shipped with anyone? If so who? How did they meet and form a relationship?

Also is the masquerade mask u designed the same one she wore when she meets Zeus again?? I also wanted to ask more about when she lost her memory taken like what is the conversation they have after that? Id love to see the idea of how his parents would respond and react to her developed more too!!

notes on safiya (one of my WH / multifandom oc)!!

anywaysss im answering a few questions i got from @eye-cri (eeeee bc im so happy to :3)

okie so yes!! safiya is a prefect (she becomes one around the same time as liz (so, after rem) when her friends convince her to try for it. honestly, she kinda is like joel TT. safiya is so fun bc she says whats on her mind and will sometimes manage to do it in the most unbelievably tactless way possible but shes rarely ever intending to be flat out rude. like she just says things sometimes, its great. she, like liz, got an acceptance letter, started off as a provisional student and then got her place at the academy (she and liz pretty much have the same starting tbh, they’re both from villages tho safiya’s family is still very much alive). also she’s pretty good friends with joel, luca, amelia, scarlett and augustus- she and liz get along but they tend to argue from time to time.

also about the boots omg what was i thinking looking back at it, it rly is smthn but honestly its so very safiya in a way i can’t fully articulate rn TT

additionally, i’ve decided i may ship her w/ elias :DD idk just think that’d be a cute pairing-

(also note: some of my oc lore does change from time to time depending on the characters and whatnot tbh but usually it doesnt- unless i forget stuff HELP-💀)