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lampadions-pickle · 7 months ago

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Less self defeatist and more self acceptance, that I'm a guy. A theme as of late is the split between satisfaction and happiness. Personal satisfaction would've come with seizing the means of control, though that would've left me empty. Happiness came with belonging and belonging hinged upon confronting the burnt bridge. I might've puked out my inner child, I have no idea. Anyways.... I'm a normal person, I'm me.

#torchlit thoughts #I thought I could... yk have the last laugh but #there is no virtue in parsing possibility and floating on chance #I stood for nothing by doing so #non commitance to the stakes at hand #once Things become Numbers you really do lose sight of Depth #“i'll settle for saint” as if that isn't extreme in itself #well. nyehhhh fuck that i'm becoming a patron saint (for lack of a better term)#patron saint or spirit of the Crossroads and Households

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