#they are like a tumor in my brain

[cupothi]

assorted corazon things (ft baby law) because im in love with him

[orengejoshi]

Joshman + Kenny💜🩷

variant under the cut

it's inspired by the vibe of the song "piu piu" by lulu feat. TJ_beastboy

[yorufi]

i should get used to posting sketches here, so here are kaalaa and fairy in suits <:

oh and a little portrait of the prettiest, most kissable face (´ ε ` )♡

[carionto]

What Humans call the "Thousand Yard Stare"

As more and more Humans interact with and integrate within Coalition stations, reports, closer to hushed whispers really, began to circulate of some Humans being... discomforting... to be around.

Initially we thought it was just rudeness or passive aggressive behavior or any number of subtle actions or choice of words, no matter how advanced or civilized there will always be some assholes.

However, when some of these "offenders" were presented to us peacekeepers, we found them to be perfectly polite and reasonable. As our conversation continued and shifted topics, whenever there was a lull or the focus was on another speaker for a longer time, the Human's gaze drifted somewhat.

Sometimes she would look to the side and it was harder to tell what her exact expression was, but every so often she would be looking at one of us, but... not. It was as if she was staring at something behind us, through us even. Beyond the walls of the station, it even felt as though beyond space and time itself.

It was one of the most unnerving and chitin-chilling feelings we've ever felt, but then the Human seemed to notice our change and became that friendly and cheerful person once again:

"Sorry, my mind drifted there for a bit. What were you saying?"

And the conversation continued as if nothing was out of the ordinary for the Human.

Upon our return to our office, one of the Human peacekeepers heard about our impromptu assignment and offered this explanation after we told him what happened:

"Oh yeah, I think that person was a retired firefighter or rescue worker of some kind. Professions like that can be dangerous and you'll eventually encounter something horrible at a disaster site or crime scene. Probably saw someone die, or a person they rescued later didn't make it, or it was a kid... It's the toughest when you're the last one a child sees before..."

There it is again. That look, but with a tinge of sadness this time. We didn't know he was carrying such memories. The untimely death of anyone is a difficult time for those that survive, especially when it is the young whose life was still just starting. It seems Humans with their heightened senses and sensitivity to the feelings of others these kind of experiences imprint a far stronger memory than for most.

"Anyway, we've got a bunch of names for such things, but typically we call it the thousand yard stare. It's an old measurement unit, don't worry about it. I think the meaning may have changed a bit over the years, but basically some people go through traumatic stuff and they decide, consciously or not, to sort of... detach themselves from reality. It's a coping mechanism.

A few people thrive on horrible things, but they're the exception. Most of us would go crazy or depressed or any other infinite bad possibilities our brains can go in if we don't find a way to separate ourselves from certain realities. It can get real bad otherwise. It's rare, but a few go truly nuts and try to inflict their pain unto others. Most end up suffering alone for a long time. And some can't take it anymore and decide to end it themselves.

Thankfully therapists and support options are widely available, so those kind of scenarios are really rare, like... suicide accounts for about three out of a hundred thousand deaths last time I saw those charts. Plus drones and automation take care of most of the dangerous tasks, leaving the vast majority of cases to be caused by interpersonal relations actually. A broken heart is one of those traumas we'll never get rid of it seems. That's just life, I guess."

[sweetme4tz]

art dump wowoieeee !!!

[dookieboy1999]

"armand would be confused by technology" "lestat would be confused by technology" NO. first of all armand is on stan twitter and lestat is doxxing people. secondly if anyone is confused by technology its louis... uses voice to text for everything and does not correct mistakes by hand. makes rashid handle everything technology related. vehemently despises ebooks and feels like throwing up when he sees a social media post (he had to sit down after learning about booktok). maybe post armand divorce he actually starts understanding technology better but before that he didn't bother learning how to use anything more than a laptop (even then just the basics) and would be against it because it wasn't dramatic enough (ex. choosing to send a hand written letter to daniel instead of an email). armand supported it because he knew that if louis didn't know how to use a phone then he wouldn't be able to find his google drive full of self insert fanfiction

[fnck-fac3]

HEY DUMB DUMBS!!! :3

I think I'm going to start on this field of fanfics or Hc's because I have A LOT OF IDEAS ABOUT TICCI TOBY (and creepypasta in general) THAT I HAVE KEPT INSIDE OF MY ROTTEN BRAIN FOR MORE THAN 2 THOUSAND YEARS 😭😭

FIRST OF ALL

idk if this is considered a hc or not... =o=

But I don't think the proxies or the other killers would live in a GIANT MANSION IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FOREST THAT IS SOMEHOW IN PERFECT CONDITIONS AND ISN'T FALLING APART °_°

I think they would probably be living in houses near forests or in places without many people, remote areas or almost empty cities, or they would live in their cars...

And now talking about proxies they would follow a similar situation, but they would have to stay close to some dense areas with trees, abandoned huts and wooden cabins in the middle of the forest. (And they would have to work to get energy, water, food and medicine bc uncle slendy doesn't care if his servants are dying of hunger 😍 a very exemplary manager)

Is it still valid to think that Masky and Hoodie are proxies? 😭😭😭 (pls don't bully me 😭😭😭)

The proxies probably wouldn't even come close to the other killers and creatures, that's probably bc Slenderman (or Operator, whatever you call him), He sees other creatures and serial killers as inferior beings and despises and repudiates them.

I like to think that by "working as a proxy" you get some "power ups" in return. Sure, they're cool! Having new abilities are cool, like throwing Toby from the window of an abandoned building that's in the middle of a forest of the thirteenth floor as if he were a wet cardboard box, that's cool! But a proxy's salary is having an extra day of life 😰 (Literally living life as if each day were the last...)

So they would clearly have to work to buy food or medicine, and y'know, some people can't just leave the forest to go to work bc they get possessed at least every five minutes of the day everyday. I think the only people willing to work would be Tim and Brian. Probably bc Kate and Toby are too... well, y'know...

I like this family dynamic where Brian and Tim are responsible for Kate and Toby. Kate appears to be older so she basically looks like a fake version of Lyra in Toby's eyes.

And since in my hc these four live together in a wooden cabin in the middle of the woods in a winter storm, they also have different tasks to do!

Toby basically takes care of anything broken, clogged toilet? Tell Toby to fix it. Washing machine is not drying the clothes after washing? Call Toby. Shower not giving hot water? Tell Toby! A roof tile broke again? Toby! In addition, he also collects firewood, takes care of the lawn when winter passes and helps Kate with the Operator's notes. And he still has to take care of the house's generators, making sure they are still working, since the generators are stolen...

Tim works, he earns money to maintain the car they stole, to buy gasoline to fuel the car, the house's generator and the washing machine's single generator. He buys materials for Toby in case any structure in the house is broken and it is Tim who makes the shopping list.

Kate practically takes care of the house, she cleans the cabin, washes the dishes and she stands guard in the forest or just on the porch of the house. She's the one who draws Slederman's notes and takes care of other people's medications, with a schedule list even for her own medications. She can take care of small injuries and fractures, if the case is more serious, she can try to do what she can but fails and they will have only two options: Call Jack to fix them or Call Slenderman to heal them. The easiest option is Jack.

And lastly Brian. He was the one who stole the car so it's his car now, he takes Tim to work and he's the one who does the shopping food and medicine, He's the guy who wears an apron saying "Kiss the Cook" every day when he prepares breakfast and lunch, he doesn't prepare dinner, normally it's just a pizza or fast food. Brian takes care of each of their weapons, from knives to firearms, he cleans, polishes the knives, sharpens Toby's axes and buys ammunition.

They can't enter the house with weapons, so there's a box next to the door on the porch that stays open at dawn when Toby or Kate go out into the woods looking for victims. The weapons are locked in the morning and the box can be opened in the afternoon, bc Toby likes to go hiking through the forest looking for rabbits or wild boar.

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In my hc, Toby is much more aggressive and sarcastic than he really is, causing Kate and Brian to have a difficult time dealing with him. Toby doesn't like being bossed around so he spends most of his time either in silence or working in his room or in the garage which is like a shitty version of a workshop.

Brian can be very good to talk to, usually being associated with a therapist by Toby and Kate, bc they had to be around doctors and therapist almost all their life. But Brian can be quite strict, more than Tim.

Tim has already tried to stop smoking, but it didn't work because in less than ten minutes Toby was already stressing him out.

Toby like Mindless Self Indulgence, when Tim and Brian go out to work, and kate is out in the woods, this mf spends almost all of his time playing their music of all their albums EVERY FUCKING DAY and at max volume in his room. 😭😭 bro has a lot of free time tf

Tim keeps saying that Toby should start wearing boots bc they're more secure, but Tobias is too stubborn and says his converse are still good. The "still good" in question:

Tim hates having to spend a whole day with Kate and Toby in the cabin, not that he hates them both but because he gets very paranoid. He constantly prefers to be outside the forest rather than inside.

Brian is totally indifferent to this as he spent weeks sleeping in an abandoned building in the middle of the forest where he only had a mattress and his pills before they even managed to adjust the cabin they are in now as a temporary hideout.

Kate is slightly afraid of cats. Maybe because of the symbolism that some types of cats represent, so she tries to avoid them, but when Toby and Brian arrived from a mission with a litter of kittens in their arms, she became apprehensive and spent almost two whole days in her room, afraid of the little felines. After a few weeks she got used to their presence but she doesn't interact with them or pet them, she just gives them food when they need it and gives them water too.

Toby for some reason likes to chase the squirrels like a maniac in the forest, he really likes squirrels but not to the point of killing them but rather chasing them until they hide from him.

Brian and Tim are both very good using a long range rifle. But Tim is much more effective at stalking the victim and analyzing them, even though Brian is also good at stalking, he prefers to keep his distance as if the victims were a deer.

Kate likes insects taxidermy, she collects butterflies, moths, spiders, fireflies, cicadas, beetles and some other small animals, she keeps them all stored in a glass frame.

Because of CIPA, Toby may have developed bulimia because he thinks eating is not a necessary need, he doesn't feel the pain of hunger, so he doesn't eat anything for days. He may have a muscular body due to the use of his hatchets but his body is quite thin. He constantly vomits from hunger on missions, fainting is frequent and at a certain period he may have developed chronic anemia.

Tim and Brian had to teach Toby how to shave, it was one of the few good moments that Toby felt a connection with another being after all.

Like every other proxy that works for slenderman that isn't a agent of the tall thing, they constantly have amnesia. Tim and Brian forget things related to their day-to-day life, Toby forgeted about his family and past but he kind of remembers his sister and moms name but only that, and Kate, well, she doesn't remember anything at all about her past, the house she used to live in, her last name but the only thing she remembers is the firts time she was deep in the forest.

And bc of this historic with amnesia, they constantly write things down in a notebook they have in each temporary shelter. Even though the faceless thing doesn't care about the organization of his minions, the minions themselves try to organize things. Each time they "move" to another shelter, the first person who sets their foot in the shelter is responsible for signing the notebook.

Kate has problems with insomnia along with Brian, Toby and Tim have problems with sleepwalking. There have been bizarre encounters between these two things.

KATE USES BRACES.

[yuwuta]

peds surgeon yuuta??? u cant say things like that i need to jump. the cartoons, the glasses, of course his freaky ass would have a thing for u calling him doctor okkotsu i need to die id wanna tease him sm and be all over him but i cant think of anything if its in a hospital how did the greys anatomy ppl made it work?

the grey’s doctors were FREAKS LMFAOO bc there is not space to be doing all that in the on call rooms…. honestly yuuta is probably too busy to even try anything with you in the hospital 90% of the time… he’s either in surgery or buried in the research library or falling asleep standing up 😭 sometimes you two pass each other in an empty stairwell and have time for a kiss or two, but never more than that (also because yuuta has very little self-restraint when it comes to you… if he allowed himself more than that, then it would be much harder to stop…) 

sometimes the two of you will fall asleep in the same on call room. yuuta will page you there and by the time you arrive he’s already half asleep, it’s probably his only nap in the last 24 hours, so you do your best not to wake wake him when you cuddle up next to him. you get a few hours of bliss in his arms before his pager is waking the both of you up, and he’s got to scurry downstairs to the peds floor and in his hurry he doesn’t realize he’s snagged your lab coat instead of his own, and it’s only when he’s haphazardly slipped it on and the arms are too short and the shoulders are too tight that he figures it out. it’s too late by then, because gojo is the attending on this case which means he doesn’t miss anything, which means he’s the first to giggle and tease, poking at your name embroidered above the breast pocket, “oh? i didn’t know the two of you got married already! oh and you took her last name, how noble, yuuta!~” 

[ashmp3]

i had one of the worst days mentally today like ive been in trenches i feel like thats palatable even on here but wow the whole time i was alone today ive been thinking of kms and then i tried going on a run and that was a mistake bc i was near a bridge LMFAO like pleaseeeee cant i just have some kind of untreatable undetectable disease and die in peace

[rangersoup]

*rewatching Bones* maaaan, they just don’t whump the blorbos like they used to 😔

[clownatthevampiremansion]

i should call my mom....

[basket-of-radiants]

Question, do you know if there's someone out there making stupid amounts of truly unhinged Venli content? Like really obsessing over her to an unhealthy degree? If you do this, could you let me know, I feel like this is missing from my life. She's SUCH a ''does so many things wrong on purpose and then becomes a sad pathetic man about it'' character to me........

[solazu1]

Obnoxiously posts my oc in various different color filters for fun

[dreamlogic]

E has dubbed this spring the "season of pain" and she's. not wrong.

[cossmoluck]

got MILDLY obsessed w/ this guy from jjk, he's definitely worm in nature

[geraskierfanficprompts]

sorry ive been kinda mia on important stuff here going throuhg some (NOT LIFE THREATENING, MOSTLY MENTAL) health stuff and every tim ei wanna update everything and respond to people I realize it's already time for bed and then I forget until the same thing happens tomorrow too PAWGIHIPAGWHIPGAWHPIGWA Be back soon! Still working on the fic, prommy <3 Just having a spacey time