#thinking abt this bc of stupid artfight...

[pikapitou]

absolutely useless point to make but if you are fr gonna do the thought exercise of changing your characters' genders then acting like. oh they can dress the same and act the same and all the same things happened to them but now they're a girl! that's dumb as hell. women can do anything and women can have any traits but acting as if something as influential as a change in GENDER won't affect a character's storyline is. well let's just say. fucking insane

[just-some-friendly-fun]

Dolores Fontaine (my tssm oc), you would love cosplay,,, (I NEED TO DRAW HER COSPLAYING CHARACTERS),,,

[juicezone]

venty post ramblin idk

my cats not eating well again (she didnt eat well right before i left and she's still not eating well now) and she refused to take any of her pills while i was gone (my gram tried but she wasnt able to hold her and force her to take them) and shes not taking them w cheese like she usually does so. we have to hold her and shove them down her throat and she gets so upset and stressed but she's still not eating well so i might have to schedule another visit

and im lowkey so so scared that she might need like. something internal done like idk if i can afford surgery i think im gonna be able to manage to get her teeth pulled maybe but. i have college payment coming up soon

and im so behind on college work and IK its my fault im just. this one course REQUIRES AI USE IN THE PAPER and its just. killed any motivation i have for this course and im struggling so hard to write either of them (the technology ethics course requiring AI usage is like. insane to me. like.)

and idk if im gonna get to do artfight this year bc im so busy with the stuff im behind on and idk im struggling with art motivation rn like i wanna do requests so so bad but its so. demotivating when i put my time and effort into making free stuff for people's agere requests and idk. i appreciate so so much when people leave nice tags or comments (especially when its the requester i appreciate that so so much) but like. idk. idk. it crushes me especially when i do art for non-anon people and they either just like and dont rb or just rb and dont even say "thank you" or anything in the tags. like ik im complaining abt something stupid like. im not gonna lie i kinda expect it when im making art for ppl athis point but i guess it just kinda gets to me sometimes. even if its like you dont wanna put it on ur main but u dont have a side... a message or a thank u or smth would be nice.... idk...

and my parents are fostering again and idk. its a good thing dont get me wrong but sometimes it makes me so upset and jealous that like. you'll (mostly my dad) raise other ppls kids nicer than you raised me and my brother. ik he feels bad bc he's said it but like. idk. one of the kids (i cant give. too many details lol bc legal but. both r kinder aged boy sibs) was pulling the others hair and the younger was crying and dad (i literally barely call him that except to his face its so weird typing dad for him lol. paternal unit. PU) anyway he kept telling the younger who was crying that "ur fine ur fine stop crying" but nothing to the other boy and i just. this is why i have problems expressing my feelings bc you pull this stuff and idk. idk)

on too of everythin i woke up this morning n started my period and so we got dysphoria misery on top of eveythin Q_Q kinda jus went back 2 bed n had a little cry befor i had t run errands

[juicebuny]

no actually i think i agree that artists get snubbed on here. putting rbs>likes in your post makes sense even if it discourages ppl from interacting at all

sometimes i feel really guilty for rbing art thats <1k notes n then i get notifs of people only liking it... liking only saves the post for you to look at later, tumblrs algorithm is ass so ur better off just saving it if you want to do that

then theres people who only like commission posts which is a unique kind of evil i think