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brattyspence · 7 months ago
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sober thoughts | s.reid
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summary: pining!reader makes a drunk call to spencer after going out with friends, and is aggressively trying to flirt with him. 
tags: reader is DRUNK! alcohol!! dont read if thats not okay!!, fluffy as fuck, spencer is the most gentle of gentlemen, pining!reader, reader wears makeup/dress/heels, spencer is lowkey bad at flirting but he shows affection in weird ways, one use of Y/N (sorry i know)
a/n: this has been bouncing around in my head for a while. sigh.
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He was used to seeing you tipsy, if that was even the right word for it. 
You were friends, after all. Best friends, even. And the fact that he lived only a few doors down from the pub the team frequented made it stupid not to offer his couch to you after going out with the team. 
You weren’t a heavy drinker by any stretch of the imagination. Every now and then on a Friday night, you’d head out with the team and have one, maybe two drinks if you were feeling particularly adventurous–but you still didn’t want to drive home, especially when he was offering his home to you. Truthfully, you just liked getting to hang out with him. You liked getting to exist in his orbit and discuss a random topic late into the night. It had become normal for you, an excuse to do something together that didn’t revolve around work. 
What was not normal was the fact that it was a Saturday at 11 PM and you were really drunk, calling him. 
Your contact photo filled his screen, illuminating the dark room. You weren’t one to call, preferring the convenience of a text. Especially this late, which worried him a bit. He picked up quickly, tucking the phone to his ear.
“Hey, you okay?”
“Hey, Spencer?” It wasn’t your voice. “This is Molly, Y/N’s friend. I’m sorry to call so late. We’re out with some friends from college celebrating someone’s birthday, and she got… like, drunk drunk, kinda sloppy… and she’s been blabbing about you for a while. She wanted me to call you.”
“Oh,” he sighs. He runs a hand through his hair, preparing himself. “Can you put her on?”
“Yeah. Not sure you’ll get anything out of her, though. Here…”
He can hear the general chatter and chaos of the bar over the call. There’s some rustling sounds before you finally take the phone.
“Hi,” you say, your voice dripping with a certain kind of fondness. He can hear the smile through the screen. 
“Hey,” he replies. ”You having fun?”
“Oh, Spencer, I was… I haven’t heard your voice in so long. What’re you…” you trail off, lifting the phone from your ear to answer someone else. “Sorry. ‘S so loud in here.
He chuckles to himself. “I saw you yesterday.”
“Yeah, ‘nd that was… Oh, I can’t do math right now. A long time ago.”
“Are you okay?”
On the other side of town, you were sitting in a barstool, swiping your finger along the beads of condensation rolling down the glass of water in front of you. 
“Mhm. ‘M good. Fine. Drunk.”
“Yeah, I can tell,” he smiles. “Are you gonna be able to get home?”
“Uhh…” you pause. “I was gonna Uber… but then I thought that maybe… if you weren't busy… we could hang out…” 
He could vaguely make out dialog on the other end of the phone. Some kind of “Girl, this sounds really pathetic,” followed by a “Shhhh!” in two other drunken voices.
“But I could also make Molly order me an Uber,” you added. “‘S okay. Nevermind.”
“No, you're not getting in an Uber inebriated. That’s ridiculous.”
“‘M not inebriated.”
A background voice comes back. “Yeah, you are.”
Spencer sighs into the phone. “Just… send me your location, please? I’ll come get you.”
“O-kay. ‘M sending it right now, jus’ tell me when you-”
The call went dead before you could finish your thought, which he chalked up to some kind of drunken user error. A few seconds later a text came through 
You: dropped a pin
You: its molly again. let me know if you got this
He responded, relieved that you had someone looking after you, before getting ready and grabbing his keys. 
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You were sitting on a bench outside the bar. The air was cool and crisp, but you were warm, your skin clammy from the alcohol. You had been mumbling something incoherent about Spencer, he’s just so good to me, Molly, and oh, god, I don’t know what to do with myself, and…
Molly, who had been trying to sober you up (unsuccessfully), was standing in front of you, arms crossed, listening to your incessant rambling.
“...’nd sometimes he talks to me, ‘nd I have no idea what he’s talking about but he’s so hot when he’s smart. You should hear, it, Mol’.”
Cars pass on the street behind you, filling the silence momentarily. Molly looks over her shoulder, scanning the street before turning back to you. “Alright. Be quiet. He’s here” 
“Don’t care.”
She puts her hand out to help you up, which you accept rising to your feet. You’re surprised by how unsteady you feel, but you focus on putting one foot in front of the other.
“I’ll make fun of you for this tomorrow,” she says. 
You only have a few seconds to grumble in protest before Spencer reaches you. He scans you quickly, chuckling to himself.
“You are a mess,” he says, amused. 
You feel slightly infantilized watching Molly hand over all your personal effects to him. You weren’t even sure when you’d put down your wallet and keys, much less where, but you’re thankful she picked them up and not someone else.
“Good luck,” She tells him. She pats your arm before turning back to the bar, leaving you alone on the street with him. 
“You okay?” He asks. You watch him shuck off his jacket, which he helps you slide over your arms.
“‘M fine,” you reply. “Warm.”
“Because you’re drunk.” He keeps his eyes trained on the zipper of the jacket, or really anywhere that isn't you in that dress. “Alcohol is a vasodilator. So you feel warm. But it's forty degrees outside, and hypothermia doesn't care.”
You pout at him, watching as he pulls the zipper tab up enough to shield you from the cold. Only then does he really look at you. 
“I wanted you to see my pretty dress,” you pout. Your words come out slurred still. 
You meet his eyes for a split second. He opens his mouth, seemingly about to reply, but quickly decides against it. He shakes his head as if to clear the thought.
“Come on. We gotta get you home.” 
“You don't like it?” 
“I didn't say that.” He tucks a hand under your arm as you begin back down the street, keeping you steady. 
“So you do like it?” You look over at him, your face more excited than he was expecting. 
“It’s very pretty,” he replies.
Your shoulder bumps his as you walk, seemingly unable to maintain a straight path along the sidewalk. The click of your heels against the pavement is uneven, despite your efforts to maintain some kind of composure, and unfortunately for you, he’s right, and it's freezing outside. You make steady progress down the block, placing all your focus on not falling flat on your face. Thankfully, he doesn't live all that far.
“D’you think I look pretty, too?” You ask, approaching the steps to his apartment.
“What are you trying to do?” he asks, looking down at you. He takes in the slight flush of your cheeks as the effects of the alcohol battle the chill in the air.
“I’m trying to flirt with you. And you didn’t answer my question.”
“Oh, you're going to be difficult all night, aren't you?” He sighs, ignoring the question. He pauses outside the door, keys in hand, and unlocks the door before guiding you inside. 
“You don't ever want to flirt with me.”
The door falls shut behind you with a clunk. The room is dark, with only the distant light from a lamp somewhere across the room illuminating it. You squint when he turns on the big light.
“That’s not true,” he says, quietly. If you weren’t hanging on to his every word, you might have missed it. He carefully unzips the jacket, tugging it off your shoulders and setting it on the table.
“So why won’t you flirt with me right now?” 
“Because you’re drunk,” He guides you towards the couch, his touch still careful as ever. 
You flop down onto the cushions. The leather sticks to your legs as you sit. Being the gentleman he is, he has already left pajamas out, his pajamas, you’d since claimed as your own, with the blanket you steal every time you stay over. 
“So what?” You begin working at the clasp on your heels, fumbling with the leather straps to no avail. 
“So, you’re drunk.” He repeats, reappearing in front of you. He sits on the edge of the coffee table in front of you, and hands you a pack of makeup wipes. “Do you need help with your shoes?” 
You nod. A soft breath of laughter escapes him as he leans in to help you take them off, setting them on the carpeted floor. 
“Spence,” you look at the pack of wipes. “Why do you have these?”
“Because every time you’re here you forget them,” he replies. 
“Oh.” You rip them open. “You don’t have a secret girlfriend?”
“No,” he replies, lowering your foot back to the ground. 
“You don't let other drunk girls sleep over?” You paw at your eyeliner, effectively smearing it around more than removing it. 
“I don't let anyone sleep over,” he says, taking the wipe from you. “Just you. Close your eyes.”
“Because you love me?” 
His fingers find the underside of your chin, gently tilting your face towards his so he can finish swiping away the last of your eyeliner. Maybe you’re blushing as a result of the alcohol warming your bloodstream, but the more likely answer is him, at this proximity. 
As soon as he’s done wiping your eyes, you open them again to look up at him. 
“You’re bold when you’re drunk,” he says, smiling. He sets the used wipe down on the table.
“Mhm. You didn’t answer my question.”
“I’m not going to,” He says. “Sorry. Go get changed.”
“That wasn’t a ‘no’,” you say. You collect the clothes off the couch and slink across the apartment into the bathroom to change. You don’t bother shutting the bathroom door before slinking off the dress you were wearing and sliding on the pajamas he’d left for you. Once you finish, you collect your dress off the floor and make your way back towards the couch, settling right into the cushions as you frequently did on nights like this. 
You were formulating another complaint about his lack of reciprocation, but your thoughts were interrupted as he pulled the blanket on his couch over you. Your blanket, or at least one you’d claimed as your own during one of your nights spent here. He had already turned off the ceiling fan, which you’d always insisted off when you slept over. You followed him with your gaze as he turned the lights off, swapping them instead for a smaller, softer light somewhere in the kitchen, remembering the way you’d always insisted he leave a light on somewhere, just for you. Your phone was already charging on a side table, your heels sitting nicely by the door, your keys on his key holder, evidence of you, everywhere, details that were distinctly for your comfort. Maybe you had missed his signals. 
“I think you do love me…” 
He reappeared a moment later, crouching in front of you with that look. He rolled his eyes, but he was smiling. “Go to sleep.”
“And I love you. And I called you because I wanted to tell you that.” 
“You really need to sleep it off. You’re saying things you don’t mean.”
“But I do mean it,” you whined. “I swear. Ask me again tomorrow.”
“You won’t remember this tomorrow,” he laughed. 
“But I will. I promise,” you replied. “No bedtime kiss?”
Of course, this time you did pick up the way he looked at you. 
“No, honey. Maybe tomorrow.”
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mymegrokosmos · 22 days ago
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bf san headcanons - as usual all delulu no basis in reality except my opinions.
rests his hand on your ass while you’re sleeping, squeezing lightly and kneading like a cat. you often wake up laid on his chest using him like your own personal pillow with both of his hands planted firmly on each ass cheek and his breath fanning over your forehead.
enjoys when his partner is fuller figured. big fan of thick thighs and enjoys not feeling like his partner is so small in comparison to his large size (doesn't worry about accidentally breaking you bc he will be rough and loves having more places to hold onto).
definitely uses your tits like pillows. will whine and complain if you don't let him lay his head on them, your ass or your thighs. thinks you're so soft and comfortable and doesn't enjoy sharing with wooyoung. cuddles are fine but those are HIS spots okay.
when you sit together, if you end up laying on his lap or against his side, he uses your ass like a stress ball. doesn't even notice he's doing it atp it's just a reflex.
so soft. so so fucking soft.
often just hanging out with no makeup, in his loungewear or gym fits.
always dragging you to the gym to "spot him" or to sit on his back while he does pushups. big fan of the you sit by his feet while he does sit ups and he steals a kiss every time he rolls up (alternatively you lay there and look pretty while he does press ups and he steals a kiss on his way down every time. will whine if you turn your head and pout and complain about it until you apologize and pepper his whole face with kisses to make up for it).
incredibly clingy. always attached to you while you’re cooking or just doing things around the apartment. will take every opportunity to cuddle. if you're laying on the couch relaxing when he comes home he will just flop down on top of you, complain that he’s tired, and proceed not to let you move as he snuggles happily and falls asleep pouting with his face pressed into the crook of your neck.
some kind of backwards cap or beanie on at all times. hair is always messy. he does not give a fuck bc you think he's cute when it's all fluffy and he likes when you run your hands through it.
little eye smile. so much. he's such a smiley little guy. the dimples will be OUT. prepare to melt. always so happy and optimistic when he's not whining about something right in your ear and hugging you (his cheek will be pressed right to your tits pls let him ramble in pout when he's upset or drunk he's just a little guy who needs the emotional support boob time).
so bouncy omg. skipping around every time he's excited about something. bounces over to show you and can't stand still ab it. often moving from one foot to the other while he waits for your reaction.
pouts when he's tired. grumpy. will pretend he doesn't want cuddles but he is lying. just wants to be held while you play with his hair and let him vent. likes to be the little spoon sometimes too.
overall just a lovely happy kinda sleepy enthusiastic gymbro boy who treats you like a princess and wants to cuddle 24/7.
so much random dancing to no music in the middle of the kitchen or living room just so he can hold you close and enjoy the moment.
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moon-ttokki-x · 3 months ago
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stylist!reader x seungmin or jeongin??? any scenario!!
hi hi~ i needed more seungmin and jeongin requests . . . been wanting to write for them so bad but i couldn't think of anything lol . anyway, here you goo~~~
₊✩‧₊˚ stylist!reader x kim seungmin ˚₊✩‧₊
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pairing: stylist!reader x kim seungmin
summary: being seungmin's stylist has its perks (mostly)
genre: idol!au, stylist!au, cheeky boy, soft and fluffy, mentions of jyp (yes that needs a warning), please bring back doberman seungmin he was my fav :(
a/n: sorry idk who made this divider . . . if it was you lmk so i can tag and credit u <3
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you have to drag him everywhere
like by his literal collar
or whatever it is that he's wearing
bc this man does not want to walk
like
anywhere
drag him to the mirror, drag him behind a curtain to fix his outfit
it never ends
and he moves around a lot too while you're doing his makeup
more than once you've gotten chan to hold his jaw shut so you can powder it or fix up his contour
and he always stares at you while you do it
with his little meanie face
you know the one he makes where he's trying to be scary but it doesn't work on anyone so he's just like >:|
yeah that one
complains a lot about his appearance to piss you off
'i don't like the eye makeup' 'i hate this shirt'
it never ends but you're used to it so he kind of gives up after a while
when you got assigned to him, he would stare into your eyes while you were doing his makeup to try and make you fumble
bc let's be honest no one could focus if kim seungmin was staring into their soul
but you got used to that too and now you just ignore it
you always get him to tell you how he's feeling on a certain day so you can sort of match his outfit and makeup to his vibe
if he's in a good mood, lots of scarlet reds and brighter colours
if he's just neutral, then dewy pinks and purples
and if he's having a bad day, lots of metallic silver and black
of course his appearance still has to match the other members' vibes
but you always try to make it a little more special
seungmin would never admit it but he appreciates that so much
most of your job is just looking for him to be honest
like man literally disappears and gets distracted by the tiniest things
there's a bird outside? gone
hyunjin has his back turned and is therefore vulnerable to attack? gone
there's no reason for him to go anywhere?
gone
you've debated putting a tracker in his outfit like a literal dog but you decided against it because it's like playing hide and seek
which is kinda fun
usually he's busy doing something random or looking out the window
or pissing his members off
if worst comes to worst and you can't find him, you just threaten to call chan and he materialises out of thin air
which is kinda funny
and when he won't stay still to let you fix his outfit, you threaten to dress him like jyp
that always works lmao
he just goes absolutely rigid and his eyes go all wide
'please don't'
and you'll just fix his collar or his boots or whatever and off he goes again
multiple times you've told him to put accessories on before he goes on stage
but he always forgets
you've had to drag him backstage countless times before the group went on to perform bc he's forgotten to do what you said
you'll have super steady and nimble hands after a while bc trying to clip a chain necklace on a hyped-up puppy boy is one of the hardest things
like ever
he's just raring to go lol
always runs up to you after performing all sweaty and excited
'did you see me? when i did that move'
or something along those lines
he truly is so soft and sweet but he'll never admit it
and you'll nod and he's have the biggest shiniest prettiest boy smile on his face
stop i'm sad
most of the time he sweats all of his makeup off
and then sheepishly bows to you and apologises for ruining all your hard work
but you shake your head and tell him with a smile that it's fine
and it is, really
he looks hotter when he's all sweaty
huh? what
i didn't say anything
yes i did
after he's warmed up to you
and it takes a while, i'm gonna be completely honest
he refuses to let anyone else do his hair, makeup, or outfit
he just wants you
because you always make sure he can dance properly in his outfit, and that his hair isn't in his eyes, or that he likes his makeup
you would never make him wear anything that makes him uncomfortable either
you're always asking for his input on certain outfit ideas and he tells you honestly what he thinks
and you just take his feedback and make outfits for him that he'll be comfortable in
which makes him swoon for you
again, he would never say anything to you about how he's starting to feel
maybe one day, he thinks he might be able to
until then, he'll settle for looking at your pretty face while you do your thing <3
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a/n: yomg i wanna be a skz stylist so baddd (seungmin if ur reading this one chance pls)
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bakkfity · 24 days ago
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Rosinate Slave AU doodles
I don’t even remember when exactly, but I once saw a little comic about Doflamingo and Rosinante where Rosinante sees Doffy without his sunglasses and it reminds him of their mother. I started thinking... We saw a panel in the manga — so we kind of know what Doffy's eyes look like. His and Rosinante’s eyes are actually more similar - but their hair — their hair is different. I really like the idea that if Rosinante had ever grown his hair out, it would’ve been soft and wavy, like their father’s. And Doffy’s would be straight — like their mother’s.
Then this thought hit me: When Roger was executed, Doflamingo already had slightly longer hair. And the next time we see him, it’s all spiked up. What if… he grew it out after Roger’s death? And one day, he looked in the mirror and realized — he kinda looked like Rosinante, like when they were kids. Bangs and everything. And for a second, he wondered: Would Rosinante look like this now…?
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But then the thought just made him bitter. Because his hair isn’t fluffy. Never was. And it’s pathetic he even thought about it. Rosinante is gone.
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And today I had another random thought. What if some of the slaves had lice, and Rosinante had to shave his head too? He looks in the mirror… and suddenly he sees Doflamingo. With short hair, the difference between them isn’t so obvious. But he wouldn’t know that - but he loves the idea.
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loricciardo · 25 days ago
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TAG YOU LATER, charles leclerc.
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pairing. charles leclerc x indie musician!reader
summary. an up and coming american indie musician tags charles leclerc on instagram after he wins the austin grand prix, never expecting him to see it; let alone comment. when he gets hooked on a dreamy demo she shared, not realizing she’s the one who made it… things spiral fast.
tags. female reader, fluffy, slight cussing, SMAU, usage of y/n as name is unspecified, unaddressed hate comments, reader is an american from texas,
author’s note. hey!!!! i’ve never in my life written a SMAU so i hope this isn’t too shit 😭 feedback is always welcome and appreciated!!!! lots of love ALSO I RUSHED THE END IM SORRY!!!
request are open, not proofread, based on this ask. looking for beta readers! x
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🎶 stranger to me (demo) — by your band
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yn still not over yesterday. charles leclerc on the podium in my home state??? unreal. also if you see a girl sobbing during the anthem… no you didn’t.
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charles_leclerc Merci ❤️ I didn’t see anyone crying I promise 😅 Also great song choice
↳ yn not you actually seeing this 😭😭 wait. wait. you listened to it?
↳ charles_leclerc Yes! On repeat actually. Who is the artist?
↳ carlossainz55 Mate… 😂😂😂
↳ charles_leclerc ????
↳ ferrarifan1 oh charles is dumb dumb
ynluvr128 Wait. Wait. Wait. Is this happening.. in real time?!
random IMAGINE THE CHARLES LECLERC is in your comments what is going on 😭
f1gossipgirl wtf is charles doing here lmao
random Another clout chaser 🥱 F1 isn’t the same anymore with all these wannabe WAGs
yourbandmate1 Way to promote the song go girl xo
↳ yn I DIDNT EVEN MEAN TO
↳ yourbandmate2 well it went up in streams sooo keep doing this 💝💝
charles_leclerc has added to their story!
🎶 stranger to me (demo) — by your band
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yn has replied to your story:
yn okay so um. hi 😅 i didn’t want to say anything publicly because i was kind of dying on the inside and it just felt weird to announce but
yn i’m the artist btw
yn or… well my band is 😭 i wasn’t gonna release it but now charles leclerc listens to it apparently so that’s cool
charles_leclerc Wait
charles_leclerc No no no
charles_leclerc You can’t just casually be that good and expect no one to notice 😅
charles_leclerc That’s so cool. You’re seriously talented yn liked this message
yn thank you!!!!! 🤍🤍
yn i’m kinda glad you didn’t know 😭 it feels less weird that way
charles_leclerc Makes sense
charles_leclerc But now that I do know… it’s even more impressive
charles_leclerc You’ve got something special. The lyrics are very well written
yn that means a lot especially coming from someone who’s used to yknow…
yn engines n shit idfk 😭
charles_leclerc Hey!!!! 😡
charles_leclerc I write music too
charles_leclerc Well
charles_leclerc I mess around on the piano sometimes but still
yn wait for real??? youre a musician too??? what can’t you people do 😭
charles_leclerc “Musician” is a very very strong word I’m afraid
charles_leclerc I play a few basic progressions when I can’t sleep
yn honestly relatable af
yn that’s how stranger to me happened
charles_leclerc It’s a sign chéri. It seems to be working well for you ❤️
yn i’ll take that as encouragement to keep making sad little ballads then
charles_leclerc Yes! Please do
charles_leclerc I need new stuff to listen to. You have a very specific vibe and I’m addicted now 😅
yn well damn
yn guess i have to finish my next song 😭 charles_leclerc liked this message
charles_leclerc has followed you back!
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yn currently writing songs i swore i’d never let anyone hear. funny how quickly that changes sometimes. #MaybeWeWillShareThisOne #OrWillWe?
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ynfan this era of her is so raw i’m obsessed
charles_leclerc 👀 Now you have to release it liked by yn and 5,279 others
↳ fan1 omg CHARLES AGAIN??
↳ hater i can’t tell if he actually likes her music or just wants in her pants LMFAO
↳ fan2 He is here before the fanpages are 😭
↳ fan3 is he not embarrassed 💀
carlossainz55 @charles_leclerc Did you switch careers or what?
↳ charles_leclerc I can’t just appreciating good music anymore?
↳ fan he’s SWEATING in these comments lol
lilymhe I vote yes for release DM me the drop 😌
↳ yn only if you pinky swear not to leak it 🤙
↳ lilymhe What do you take me for? 🤙
↳ fan omg not lily being in on it too
↳ fan soft-launch SQUAD confirmed
bff1 drop. the. demo. or we riot.
↳ yn y-y… yes maam 😅 (help she is holding me at gun point)
musicblogger22 I love watching you lean into this. your sound deserves to be loud 🔥
bandmate3 YESSSSSSSS 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
↳ bandmate3fan i want u so bad
f1gossipgirl ok but are we just ignoring the way Charles is basically soft launching in her comments?
↳ yndefender girl what??? 💀 they’re just friends???
charlesfan876 she’s literally milking this attention lol
ynhater4 girl one song on insta doesn’t make you a musician 😭
↳ ynHQ and yet he’s in her likes and you’re in the comments 🫶
f1updatesdaily can someone explain to me why this random singer is suddenly everywhere with the drivers??
random i swear if she doesn’t release this one i’ll cry
yncharlesshipper He’s gonna end up in a song isn’t he 👀
↳ fan he’s already inspired one idk what y’all mean
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f1updatesdaily 📸 Spotted: Charles Leclerc out in Las Vegas with American singer-songwriter YN of yourband following the Vegas GP.
The two were seen walking around the Strip late at night after grabbing food. Fans were quick to recognize YN from a recent post where she tagged Charles after his Austin podium, where he left a suspiciously flirty comment. 👀
She is behind the indie track Stranger to Me that Charles recently shared to his story last week.
More than just a coincidence? Swipe ➡️ for more.
#F1 #CharlesLeclerc #Ferrari #VegasGP #WAGWatch #WhoIsShe #YnLn #LasVegas
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ynmusicfan THE WAY SHE’S BEEN LOWKEY FOR YEARS AND NOW THIS??
wagupdates she’s been on a few spotify editorial playlists lately too?? i’m smelling gold diggerrrr
fan “stranger to me” is about to chart isn’t it 😭
wherestheferrari not the guy who plays piano falling for a girl who writes sad songs
↳ charlesfan26 meant to be!!!! we love yn in this house 🏠
ynupdates IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS?!?!?!
fan3 not the indie girlies entering the F1 universe now 😭
f1slayyy unpopular opinion but i kinda love this for him
f1anon Y’all she’s American and 4 years younger than him… plot twist
↳ yndefender2 am I the only one who thinks the gap is a little weird 💀 Charles is ancient
f1hatersunite fame-hunting 101 lol
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yn has replied to your story:
yn are you trying to start rumors or are you just feeling bold today
yn also?? favorite sound????? i’m blushing pls
charles_leclerc Both are true
charles_leclerc Also you blush really easily, chéri
charles_leclerc It’s cute yn has liked this message
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f1girlie CHARLES. LECLERC. JUST POSTED A GIRL ON HIS STORY. NO TAG. NO CONTEXT. I’M UNWELL.
lovedovedance wait wait WAIT is that the same girl who dropped stranger to me??? the vibes matchhhh
leclercdaily She had headphones on. “Favorite sound.” He’s either dating her or she made him a playlist that changed his life
goferrari69 not charles soft launching his manic pixie dream indie girlfriend while i cry over my physics exam
ynlovebot OKAY BUT. the caption. the framing. the fact she’s not tagged??? that’s real. that’s intentional. yn x charles era is here
delusionaldutch i fear this is the girl from vegas.
leclercgf we lost girls. wrap it up.
maxverstappenshrine me pretending i don’t care while zooming in and enhancing like i’m on NCIS
charlesloverreal no bc if this IS her then charles has TASTE. this is what a yearning man
haterhoe69 not another one of them falling for the ✨artsy✨ american girls 💀 y’all are weak
carlossainzstannie atp if she gets invited to qatar i’m logging out permanently
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yn wrote a song and found a soft place to land. 🤍truly forza ferrari 🏎️🇶🇦
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charles_leclerc Even your captions are poetic. Love you ❤️ liked by yn and 17,252 others
↳ yn ❤️❤️ forever?
charles_leclerc Is that even a question, chéri?
fan OH MY GOD
leclercsleftdimple that deep ass kiss just healed my trust issues
ynupdates her caption?? charles’ comment?? everyone shut up this is love
lando We’ve been knew but congrats Ig
↳ yn jealous much?
↳ lando Of him? Not a chance
↳ yn i meant jealous of me. we know you want a homoerotic relationship with charles liked by 162 others
↳ landofan THIS IS SO??? 😭
leclercnation she writes songs AND makes our boy smile like that?? wife material confirmed
hater27 i tried to hate but i listened to her song and now i’m just confused
WAGupdates this is why we never trust a man’s instagram story. full relationship arc in 4 posts
carmenmmundt She’s beauty, she’s grace, she’s everything. He’s there. Love you.
↳ yn sending all my love carmen 🤍🤍 you’re welcome to hang out in the ferrari garage anytime george pisses you off x
↳ georgerussell63 Excuse me??????
↳ yn everyone is a ferrari fan! forza ferrari george
pierregasly finally. my timeline is at peace.
gracieabrams literally crying at this softboy era you unlocked 😭🫶
lilymhe Miss you girlie!!!!
↳ yn can we date instead
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ebony-blood · 1 year ago
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OH MY GOODNESSS I was wondering, if you can pretty please do a lost boys X reader (poly if your comfortable with it) but she’s a wallflower? Like maybe she moved to Santa Carla and she’s bullied? Maybe a sprinkle of insecurity but ends up meeting the lost boys at the boardwalk and they just. Can’t. Leave. Her. Alone? She’s their mate and she’s so flustered cause the HOTTEST guys she’s ever seen are paying attention to her? Pretty pretty please?🥹🥹🥹 I’ll love you forever
Poly! The Lost Boys x Shy! Fem! Reader
Author's notes!: I had to look up what 'Wallflower' means lol, for those who don't know, a Wallflower is basically someone who kinda hangs back during parties because they are too shy. TW: READER IS FEM!! Bullying, mentioned violence, vampire stuff, the boys being obsessed right from the start. I tried so hard not to describe Reader in this, I try to be as inclusive as I can, but if anything is mentioned it's because I'm tired lol, I'll fix it, just bring it up in the comments and I'll track it down o7. This probably sucks, I'm sorry.
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You had moved to Santa Carla looking for a fresh start a few weeks ago. You weren't used to the weird styles, the smell of weed and gas that seemed to constantly cover the streets, the loud boardwalk parties, none of it. So naturally, you kept to yourself, hanging back during parties and avoiding eye contact, unfortuantely, Santa Carla was not a place people like you, shy wallflowers, were treated right. 
Some people ignored you at best, they’d glare at you when you waved or smiled at them, they’d ignore you if you asked questions, they avoided you. But a lot of people were downright cruel to you. They mocked you at parties, some openly tried to take things from you or would push you around. People were never openly violent with you, at first, but after a few weeks they started getting more violent, pushing you around and screaming in your face. It was mostly the people who were either on drugs or drunk. It was mostly the men and their girlfriends who were openly hostile and mean to you. You wished you’d never moved to this place, it was gross, the people were indifferent at best and downright cruel at worst, and you missed people you knew in your past. You wish you weren’t like you were, so quiet and shy. Hell, it had been years since you could look in the mirror and see someone you didn’t view as hideous looking back at you, but Santa Carla made it so much worse.
It was yet another late night in Santa Carla. Another night of wandering the boardwalk while you tried to avoid the harassment you got from people. You weren’t surprised every time you were shoved aside, or shouted at by a familiar group. Honestly, you didn’t wanna deal with that tonight, you wanted to walk around, maybe go see whoever was playing a show that night and see if they were actually good, and then head back to your apartment, but it seemed whatever form of fate you believed in had a different idea, because the group just wouldn’t leave you alone, shouting random shit, from ‘Weirdo’ to one girl just straight up calling you ugly. You were fighting back tears.Why the hell were people so needlessly cruel? Whatever, it’s nothing new. 
You stopped by some area where people on the beach park their bikes. You took the biggest breath you possibly could when you realized your tormenters weren’t following you anymore, so you could finally breath. 
That was until you heard voices, four guys, you guessed. You looked in their direction and, for the first time since moving to Santa Carla, you got that butterfly feeling in your gut. That wasn’t a thing you had felt since high school. You swore the bullies you faced then laughed the feeling out of you, but these four seemed to knock the breath you had just taken out of you. Damn, they were hot. Three of the four men were blonde, one had curly hair, one had fluffy hair, and the third guy had a haircut that kind of reminded you of Billy Idol, he was smoking a cigarette. And then there was the one that seemed to be trailing behind, observing people around them while the other three, mostly the ones with curly hair and fluffy hair, laughed and joked. The fourth guy had long, dark brown hair. You stared for a minute longer before snapping yourself out of whatever daze you had been in. 
They had stopped walking, they were staring right at you, and you immediately prepared your apology in your head. Quietly standing up, and then one of the four, the fluffy-haired one, said something you assumed wasn’t meant to be said out loud.
“Holy shit, Marko, she’s hot.” 
You looked over at the four, confused, the man was immediately smacked across the back of the head by the one with the cigarette.
“Don’t say shit like that out loud, dumbass.”
You were staring at the four, your face suddenly warming up at the idea that they were talking about you. You figured it was a stupid thought, there were other hot girls around the boardwalk, why would any of these four think you were hot? Then, the one with the cigarette cleared his throat.
“Sorry about that, doll. Paul can’t seem to keep his mouth shut around pretty girls.” He said, glaring back at the one with fluffy hair, you assumed he was Paul.
The one with curly hair snickered a bit and looked over at Paul, before the one with the cigarette spoke up again, he quickly shut up then.
“I’m David, The guy behind me is Dwayne, and those two are Paul and Marko.” He said
You nodded softly, even their names were hot, what the hell? David and the other three were staring at you with a confusing amount of attention. 
Paul had an almost immediately obsessed or enamored look in his eyes, like you were just the prettiest thing he’d ever seen, Marko also looked absolutely in love with you already, both had the same look in their eyes, the other two, Dwayne and David didn’t seem in love, if they were, they were hiding it well enough. 
“So, where ya off to, sweets?” Paul said, giving you a soft grin.
“Oh, I was about to head home,” You reply, and they all suddenly seem to perk up a bit.
“Oh, really? Well, maybe, instead of that, you could come and hang out with me and the guys?” David asked, motioning to their bikes. 
Something about these four felt…supernatural. They carried themselves with such confidence, and something unseen seemed to be pulling you to them. You thought for a minute. Was it a good idea? Maybe not. It felt too good to be true, four hot boys, paying attention to you? They stared, waiting for your answer. Against your better judgment, you made your choice.
“Sure, I don’t see why I couldn’t.” 
Paul and Marko got visibly excited. Paul grabbed your hand quickly and led you over to their bikes, the other three following behind him, laughing at Paul’s excitement. You were carefully put on the back of one of their bikes and David got on in front of you, looking back at you when you wrap your arms around him.
“Hold on tight, alright?” 
You could only nod before the four sped off, David following behind the more rambunctious two, with Dwayne behind him. 
At the time you didn’t know it, but come the end of the next week, you’d be theirs, and you’d have no complaints about it.
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This got so long lol.
Sorry it ended like it did, it's 4 am here and I'd dying.
more coming tomorrow <333
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tan1shere · 8 months ago
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hi bb 🥹
could you do like a deep comfort with Billie? where reader is feeling really anxious and we’re just sitting in the bed and she just helps talk out our troubles and thoughts and just holds us and is physically intimate with us (fluffy) to help us calm down <3
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Billie Eilish x female reader !
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A/n: I saw this tiktok and ugh I just needed to write something like it. Hope you enjoy nonnie ! (Ok so embarrassing update. Sad update LMAO but I forgot Ms billie can't get us pregnant -i just didn't think the idea through- so I'm making it a bit creative and I'm praying you enjoy, just try not to think of it as legitimate and focus on the comfort okur :D) - also sorry if it's short 😔 - also kinda went way off your request :( I hope you like this tho nonnie
Summary: you're always an anxious mess, so once you find out this news you have a complete breakdown.
Warnings: angstyish, comfort, suggestive mentions ??? Anxiety attack, I think that's it !
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Uh oh. Was all you thought this morning when you felt ill. You had so much work to get done you did not need to get a cold or the flu ontop of that. Then it hit you on what it could be. Surely not though.
Rewind to a few weeks ago. You and Billie had just had a date night and you wanted to try something new, per her suggestion. Slightly drunk you both decide to use the ejaculating dildo. But last time which wasn't that long ago, you were trying for a baby. You had been finding anonymous donors for a while and she finally found one. You ended up forgetting about it, so you thought nothing could happen because I mean, it was old. Surely nothing could attach to anything right?
Wrong. This feeling was getting worse as the morning went on. Billie was over at Finneas' working on some music related things. So she wasn't there. You had bought pregnancy tests like a month ago when you and Billie came up with the random idea. You were ready then, kind of. Now? Fuck no. Your job had been getting worse and you were honestly thinking of quitting. But you couldn't do that. Even if Billie insisted that it'd be ok, she could pay for the both of you she says. But you said she shouldn't ever have to do that.
Working was your everything even if this job was the putz, you've always loved working. You procrastinate looking at this stupid test. The whole baby thing was merely a thought you guys weren't 100% on it. Atleast you weren't. A human growing inside you, that's so much to think about. Children are a huge responsibility. Your head soon feels light, trying to calm your nerves. "Don't be stupid, this is just nothing. Turn it over." You try and convince yourself. Your hand trembles as you do, fully expecting 'not pregnant'
Wrong again. Your eyes widen tremendously. "Fuck, no no-" You accidentally drop it starting to freak out. Your chest feeling extra heavy. And just in time to freak out more, the front door opens. "Hey baby! I'm back." Baby.. Baby. Ones growing inside you. Your mind races. Shit, fuck. Your freakout continues. Your breathing becoming labored. Trying to calm down as your heart rate picks up. Pointless. "Y/n?" You try desperately to think of something, how on earth do you even explain this to her. 'Oh hey, yeah I'm pregnant.' Not to mention how scared you were.
You didn't want this not now, and you honestly weren't sure if you ever would. That's probably just the anxiety talking, but all you could think about was how scary this all was. Scared wasn't even the right word for how you were feeling. And the pain in your heart was telling you that. She comes into the bathroom looking at you with worry. "What's going on-?" Then she saw your teary eyes, panic flooding her. "Hey, hey. What's up?" She grabs your face gently. "Talk to me, please." But she stops herself realizing you were about to have a panic attack.
"Ok, look at me, I'm right here." Her hands grab yours going to put it on her heart like she always does, but you retract them. Shoving them in your hair. "I cant do this." You say breathing heavy. Still stuck on what you had just read on that stupid stick. It's all you could think about right now. "Do what babe?" That worried her more. What on earth were you talking about. "This can't be real- I have to be dreaming." You then say clutching your beating heart, shaking your head in disbelief. She grabs your face again, never harsh. "What. Is going on." Her thumb swipes your tear stained cheeks.
In attempt to calm you, and it worked for a moment. How do you even tell her. "I-.." You began but tear up again. You couldn't find the words at first, buy you try so hard. "I'm pregnant." You decide to just blur out, ripping of the bandaid, the stuck. Sticky. Bandaid. She gives you a confused look. "Babe-" She doesn't believe you, you wish you didn't believe you. "You do realize-" But you turn around before she could finish, grabbing the test and putting it in her hands. She widens her eyes, seeing it. Even more confused than she was before. Then her brain clicks. "The dildo.." you hear her mumble.
You're pacing, but she grabs you. "Hey, it's ok. I promise this will be all o-" "No. I can't do this, I don't think I ever could. This is so scary and." You stop feeling your chest heave. "Baby." She then says. "Yeah, ones growing in me. A human, I can't do that." She grabs you again, spotting how another attack was coming on, her hands grabbing yours and instinctively putting them on her heart. One of your coping mechanisms. "Look at me, we can do this I promise." You sob. "It was old how'd it even-" She brings you into her. Wrapping her arms around you. "I don't know my love... I don't know." But that's all you needed to stay calm, her warmth was incredibly comforting. Her voice calming every nerve inside you.
Just like it always did. You wrap your arms tightly around her. Burying your head into her chest. Lettung the initial shock die down. Heart going back to normal after awhile. Her hand gently caresses your hair, kissing the crown of it. "I'm here, which will be the main thing and we will get through this together no matter what." Her soothing touches and voice was all you needed. That's what helped in the end. You kinda wished you had done it when she was home, knowing that if she had been, you could've potentially avoided a anxiety attack. Still holding you close as you did so, letting you know that all of this would be ok. "What if I suck, what if it hurts-"
But she stops you, really not wanting you to think about this right now. "Hey, don't worry about that right now ok?" She pulls you back getting you to look at her. "I know you're scared. Fuck, I am too. But we got this." Her finger moves a loose strand out of your face, holding it once again. "You're good with kids, so good with kids. I'm just worried that I won't be good with it." Her head shakes. "You'll be amazing. You've got so much love in you, I know once it's here you'll be the best. Mother. Mark my words." You smile at her brightly. Everything she was saying soothing every worry. You were so glad to have someone like that in your life.
"I love you." She then says, making you cry out of happiness this time.
"I love you more. I'm so glad out of anyone in this world, you're the one I'm doing it with."
"And that's never changing."
Lil note, since I felt like I didn't get your request like you wanted and it's kinda bugging me (a lil mad at myself) I'll do a little blurb of a small idea that I got !
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heartbeerry · 5 months ago
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i got a soft spot for you / r. c | part two
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pairing: rafe cameron x female reader
part one / part two / part three
cw: exes to lovers, angst, rafe redemption arc, brief mentions of alcohol/substances, some swearing, there's sweet and fluffy reconciliation at the end.
summary: y/n breaks up with rafe due to his problem with alcohol/substances. summer passes by and they find themselves at the same place one night. rafe is determined to prove he's changed for the better.
inspiration: soft spot by keshi
♫ you know i got a soft spot for you
baby, can't you see?
i need you 'cause you're everything that i’m not...
. . .
the last place you wanted to be was in a random kildare bar, flanked by sweaty bodies while electronic music reverberated through your skull.
your friends had somehow convinced you this was just a part of the “healing journey” after your breakup.
it sounded like a good idea on paper - or rather, text. but once you put yourself into your favourite outfit and took a shot of liquid courage, the novelty was already wearing off.
you missed him.
him being the only thing on your mind all summer. you thought that time would naturally heal the wound you were nursing, but it soon became evident the gap was too big to fill.
besides, filling it with alcohol and parties — given what you’d been through, was laughable. in a not-so-funny manner.
before your mind could slip further away from the present, you heard the sound of your name pull you back.
“it’s y/n, right?” a guy in a fitted polo chimed as he saddled up to your section of the dance floor.
you didn’t recognize him. a slight panic began to crawl up your throat.
it was extinguished by a tap on your shoulder, as one of your friends revealed themself.
they shot you a wide grin with two thumbs-up before ushering the rest of the group away.
just great. i’ve been ambushed with a set up.
you pushed out an exasperated breath and retrained your focus on the guy in front of you.
“sorry, uh — i don’t know your name…” you replied, offering a polite smile.
maybe this was good. talking to someone new could be good for you.
he was fairly handsome, blonde waves kissing the top of his shoulders and a pair of deep brown eyes.
“i’m paul. i’m in town for an estate sale,” he grinned, but it didn’t feel overly warm. there was an air of arrogance embedded in his expression.
“oh! well, that’s pretty interesting…” you trailed, waiting for him to continue.
when he didn’t, you nodded awkwardly, absently searching for your friends.
paul must’ve registered your lack of interest because he worked quickly to remedy this sinking ship.
“look — i’ve kinda been working up the courage to talk to you all night,” he said, before scratching the back of his head. “care for a dance?”
without waiting for your answer, paul reached out his hand just as a new song began playing, something with a slower tempo.
“i gave the dj a ten to play this song, what do ya say?” he gave you a toothy smile.
deciding quickly that one dance couldn’t hurt, you placed your hand in his as you began moving to the beat.
halfway into the song, paul took it upon himself to twirl you outwards, leaving you to follow his lead.
you tried to focus on the moment as the strobing lights flashed overhead and the music swelled.
but just then, the dam you'd built so high, abruptly broke.
a singular memory from a year ago burst through with a force strong enough to put your next step off kilter.
“you’d think you were born with two left feet, rafe cameron,” you giggled as rafe struggled to avoid stepping on your toes.
you were suddenly transported back in time to your cousin’s wedding a year ago.
“listen, we all can’t be as graceful as y/n l/n,” rafe sighed, exacting another misstep. but there was a smirk on his face, the kind of smirk where his eyes would crinkle with pure admiration.
“i told you we should have practiced before — ah!” your next sentence was cut short as the two of you fell into a tangled mess of limbs in the middle of the dance floor.
the absurdity of the situation outweighed any embarrassment and soon, the both of you were in uncontrollable hysterics.
a giggle tumbled from your lips as you spun before evolving into a full unabridged fit of laughter.
your heart pinched, the memory wedging itself deep within it. an overwhelming feeling of longing came next, just as the song was ending.
paul spun you inward to his body, before dipping you downwards to end your dance with a flourish.
blood rushed to your head, and it wasn’t due to being propelled downward, although that added a dizzying pressure behind your eyes. you needed some air.
you would thank paul for the dance, exit quietly and —
“wow. a girl as gorgeous as you AND a great dancer?” paul leaned in. too close. “i’m in love,” he murmured in your ear.
“i’m so in love with you, rafe.”
and with that, the dam was shattered.
“why is that not good enough for you? are the drugs and alcohol all you fucking care about?”
that morning was now playing on a vicious loop in your mind. you, standing in front of rafe on his porch, packed bags hanging from your arms.
“of course not! fuck — y/n, baby, please. i’ll get better — i will. i will. i’m sorry!”
tears stung your eyes.
“i’ve heard that so many times before, rafe. but you know what i haven’t heard once come from your mouth?”
“i’m sorry — i have to go,” you shook from paul’s hold, leaving him stunned and alone in the middle of the bar.
you began to rush towards the exit, running past your confused friends as you clutched a hand to your heaving chest.
“i’ve never heard you say you love me.”
barreling through the side door, you spluttered out a few ragged breaths, the scent of sea salt reaching your nose.
you teetered towards the shore of the beach opposite the bar, feeling an overwhelming urge to sink your knees into the cool sand to ground yourself.
all of a sudden, a familiar voice cut through the night air.
“y/n?”
your head shot up, never expecting to hear your name pass his lips again.
rafe’s blue eyes held you in place.
you drank him in. his hair was buzzed and he appeared to have packed on some muscle. he looked healthy.
when your gaze finally settled on his, his throat wobbled. his next intake of breath thick with emotion.
here he was, in all his glory. time seemed to come to a halt.
slam.
“wait! y/n…” paul appeared, throwing the back door open. he was panting slightly but righted himself when he spotted you.
this could not be happening.
rafe had been in the middle of taking a step towards your crumpled form, burning with the need to hold you. he retracted, standing up tall and shoving his hands into his front jean pockets.
he felt like a fool as he followed your line of sight to paul, agony flashing across his face.
unable to steal another glance at rafe, you slowly rose, making your way towards paul.
wiping your tear-stained face, you offered an unconvincing “hey.”
paul seemed to clock rafe’s facial expression, the desire apparent.
his jaw ticked and suddenly, the suave aura paul had exuded, evaporated. once you reached him, he scoffed incredulously, earning a confused look from you.
“so what? you ditched me to run out here for another guy?” paul spat, crossing his arms defensively.
“what? no - i just needed some — ”you began.
“save it. girls like you aren’t worth my time.”
you were suffering from whiplash. this guy, this stranger, had just shown his true intentions.
discomfort bloomed in your chest.
“woah — listen here, dumbass,” rafe snarled, taking large strides towards paul, venom oozing from his voice.
“stop. it’s okay, rafe.”
and rafe did indeed stop.
because you had said his name and it sounded so good.
“think whatever you want,” you replied, not giving paul the decency of eye contact. he huffed before muttering some other insult and stormed back towards the bar.
the only sound to be heard was the gentle lapping of waves against the sand. you were suddenly feeling very tired.
you turned to rafe, who was now only a few steps from you, his towering frame just about absorbing all of the light the full moon had to offer tonight.
your heart ached as you instinctively wrapped your arms around your body. rafe noticed and cleared his throat, becoming overly invested in the sand beneath his feet.
“uhm… thank you. for being there while he…” you had no idea what you were saying. heat rose to your cheeks.
rafe shook his head swiftly and waved you off.
“no — i mean, i didn’t do much. you were, you were great. you handled that very well, i mean,” he mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck.
a small smile pulled at the corners of your mouth, but you were brought back to reality when you remembered the memory you were recounting before you broke out into tears in the middle of a crowded bar.
“look, y/n i — ” rafe started, capturing your stare, wanting to be in your presence for just a little longer.
a beat passed, you lowered your eyes.
“no, please. i’m not interested in hearing what you have to say. i can’t handle any more empty promises,” you remarked, recalling how many times rafe would apologize and claim he would change his destructive habits.
“but i’ve actually been doing pretty well,” rafe spoke quickly, desperate to keep your attention. he didn’t have the words to express himself.
a humourless chuckle left your lips.
“and i’m happy for you, rafe. really, i am. but you’ve already shown me that i don’t fit into your life,” you sniffed.
great, the tears were threatening to spill once more. how pathetic.
it was like you had slapped rafe square across the face. that’s what you thought of him?
pure shame and regret bubbled in his chest as he combed through every stupid mistake he’d made that led to this moment.
rafe then noticed his face was wet. silent tears were streaming down his face. he hastily brushed them away before you could see, coming to terms with the fact he was losing you all over again.
if only he could hear you say his name one more time. if you would just look at him.
unable to say more, you turned to trudge back towards the bar, determined to find your friends so you could go home.
“you’re the only piece of my life that made sense,” his voice was raw, ladened with truth.
the confession nearly stopped you in your tracks as you shuddered an uneasy breath.
you willed yourself to keep your head forward, denying the urge to turn around and take one more glance at the boy you had loved so deeply.
“just let me prove it to you…” rafe whispered as he watched your figure disappear into the bar.
. . .
too late, don't wanna fall, baby, i just
don't need somebody else to throw me aside
but i’m up all night, thinkin' "bout how
it could be you to change my heart... ♫
part three
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seonghwaswifereal · 1 year ago
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Yunho
(I'm putting this at the start of every list, so ignore it if you want)
Just wanna say that this is pretty much just for me to catalog all the fics and random things that I like, so idk, just enjoy it if you want lol
Bottle Service
Yunho's BIG, teeny weeny reader, bulge kink, reader doesn't think it'll fit
Summer Nights
You're Yunho's roommate, mutual pining, slow burn, kind of fluffy and cute
Size Training
Another one where Yunho's BIG (because he is) Yun loves that you're so small and can't really fit him, Bulge kink, mirror sex
Body Language
Brother's best friend, forced proximity, Mingi's the brother lol, Pervert Yun hehe
Good Form
Boyfriend Yunho, best friend Mingi, late night fun, kitchen sex? They like the chubs
Best Girl
Another YunGi, yearning(?) best friends
Perform For Them
This one kinda makes me sad cause you're lowkey beefing with him, after that though, choking w. a belt, spankin, and spit I think
You Know I'm Fire
I just love me some YunGi, an@l, kind of sweet?
Lesson One Be A Good Girl Pt. 2
YunGi, College professors
Soft-Boy
Basically, Yun looks all sweet and innocent, but knows exactly how to make you go dumb
Double Stuffed
...Another YunGi, Mirror, straight to smut, double pen. same hole
Growl
Sooo... Yunho growls :)
Thick
How tf is Yunho's cock so big??? Like??? And we have so many photos too
Shove
How Yunho be lookin' when he's on top absolutely Annihilating your cunt
Warrant
This mf... how does he go around with that, I genuinely don't get it
Severus Snape
Yunni be lookin like the man himself here
Two for One
Imma be honest, I was being kinda lazy here, but they're both about Yunho and his deliciously fuckable hands sooo
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salty-scars01 · 5 months ago
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Boyfriend Headcanons • Kn8 Boys
I WANT WHOLESOME FLUFFY STUFFS SO BAD BUT ALL I SEE IS SMUT so I've decided to write some more fluffy things so I can giggle at my writing later. And maybe cringe in a few days.
A/N: This is a bit of a long one
Characters: Kafka Hibino, Reno Ichikawa, Iharu Furuhashi, Aoi Kaguragi, Haruichi Izumo, Soshiro Hoshina, Gen Narumi
※ Kafka Hibino
On a scale of 1-10?
100000000
He gives 110% in any and all situations
Date nights? You bet
Kisses? Anywhere and everywhere
Gifts? Nothing expensive, but always ever so thoughtful
WET kisses (to the cheek) just to mess with you
He LOVES to make you laugh too
And he's full of dad jokes
KING of praise and compliments
Will not, cannot go a day without giving at least three compliments to you
Says "I love you" as many times as he possibly can, and even though he says it a lot, you can always tell he means it, even if it's just over text
He'd also pull out a chair for you at restaurants, even if it's McDonald's or something
He's not the jealous type, but he is a bit insecure about your relationship because he has no idea how someone like you could be into a geezer like him
He will absolutely hold your hand and be a clown about it
If you're walking around, he swings your hand and might even lift your arm up to let you hop off of a sidewalk curb if you're that type of person
Arguments and fights are not something he enjoys, so if a problem ever does arise, he'll never raise his voice, and he tries to calmly discuss the issue(s)
Freaking cuddle monster
Literally and figuratively
He would trust you to know about his Kaiju secret whether you're in or out of the defense force, but only once your relationship becomes serious
And that brings me back to my previous point; he'd absolutely love to cuddle in or out of his kaiju form
I like to think that since his kaiju skin is more like armor or scales, he finds the comfort of your soft skin against his full-bodied hardness
He's also willing to go full kaiju-mode to protect you if you're ever in danger
※ Reno Ichikawa
He's so sweet omg
He's not always shy in your relationship
Not too clingy either
When you start dating, he's more hesitant to do anything in public; holding your hand, any sort of kisses, even simple touches are nerve wracking for him, just because he's not too sure of himself, or if he'd be crossing any boundaries
Once your relationship becomes serious though, he's less reluctant to do things with you in public, but he'll always ask first
He definitely loves little date nights. Nothing too crazy
If you do go out to eat or something, he's the type to say something to the server staff if your order got messed up
A movie and some cuddling king of guy
He likes to bring you little things as gifts, saving the flowers for special occasions and random surprises
Things he likes to gift are things like trinkets, keychains, simple jewelry, even some small cute plushies he thinks you might like
Gods forbid if you're in danger, because he'd let the world freeze over before you ever got hurt and it's kinda hot
※ Iharu Furuhashi
Puppy love puppy love puppy love
Plus, he likes a little teasing
And he's loud. So loud... But it's endearing
He loves to shower you in compliments when you get a private moment, and he loves to make you blush and laugh, especially out in public
He's also the jealous type, but just a little
If someone is trying to hit you up or touch you, he just materializes by your side and puts his arms around your waist and yells something like, "They're taken!"
He dotes on you most of the time, doesn't matter if it's in public or in private, if you show any signs of discomfort or if you say anything as simple as "I'm thirsty," he'll go and immediately get you whatever it is you need
He's the kind of boyfriend to let you drink out of his bottle/cup just so he doesn't have to leave you by yourself
He would also definitely talk your ear off from time to time, mostly ramblings about nothing
You can't convince me he doesn't have at least a sprinkle of ADHD
He's a clingy one, but as soon as you say you want your space, he's two feet away already
Lowkey an unhinged gentleman and respectful
Definitely a cuddle monster
But he bites too
He's not huge on gifts, but only because he's worried you won't like what he brings you
If you so much as mention wanting or liking something, he'll go and get it for you the next chance he gets
He doesn't like arguments as much as Kafka doesn't
He'd try to rationalize and calm you down before he discusses the issue
I like to think that he's more than a little insecure about his combat power, especially since he has to watch his comrades around him grow stronger by the day
If you're ever in danger, he wouldn't hesitate to reach you and do his best to protect you
The issue is I feel like he'd also be the type to sacrifice himself for you, as much as he hates the thought of leaving you alone, he'd rather see you safe then wind up with both of you dead
Happy thoughts...
I have a headcanon for him that if he gets a special weapon or power, it'd be fire themed to further push the "rivals" thing with Ichikawa and he'd probably yap about to you, telling you and Ichikawa that this just heats up their rivalry (no pun intended)
He'd get you a ring too just because he thinks it'd look good on your finger
※ Aoi Kaguragi
Lowkey kinda soft
But also, scary dog privileges
He may be a big boy, but he likes his quiet moments with you
He likes to listen to you talk while he just holds you
He'll nod along and hum here and there, but he makes sure to actively listen, even if he's so comfortable that he could fall asleep
And he every so often might whisper a compliment into your ear
Instead of itemized gifts, he'd bring you coffee or tea, or whatever your favorite food/drink is
That and things that can be of use to you
Being ex-military, he likes to bring you things that you would find useful
He's not a big fan of bringing chocolates and flowers, but he will if it's a special occasion
He likes cuddles, but more than that he likes holding you in his lap with his arms around you
He likes to make you feel warm and protected
He really likes to put his face in your hair too
Not a big date night guy, but he does especially love quality time
This man will shake heaven and earth to protect you
I also have a headcanon that if he gets a special power/weapon that it'll be earth/rock/stone themed
He's the type to carry you if you get injured
He probably also knows at least the basics of first aid as he is ex-military
※ Haruichi Izumo
He is a romantic
He does like his dates, but he won't go anywhere too fancy or expensive, just because he wants you to love him and not his family name or money
The same thing applies to gifts, he won't go out of his way to get anything expensive, but he keeps it thoughtful and simplistic
If you happen to want something badly enough that is on the high-priced side, he'd get that for you just to see you happy
He loves it when you use his first name when you tell him you love him because of this too. It makes him feel special because he is
He loves to give compliments too. From things as simple as, "That looks good on you," to "You make the world better just by being in it."
Can be kind of cheesy with it too
I can also see him reciting poems to you every once in a while, while curled up with you and his face buried in your neck or shoulder
He's the type to bring you a single red rose, or a whole bouquet, and bring new ones whenever yours start to wilt
I also like to think that he would love to stargaze but maybe I'm just projecting
He's also a little bit of a tease
Nothing like Hoshina would be though
He'd tease if he sees a blush, or you get flustered
He also likes to tease with kisses
He likes to go on little coffee or cafe outings
He wouldn't call them dates himself, but they kind of are
Whenever you do go out to something like a restaurant, he'd pull out your chair for you
He, as the others, would absolutely HUNT DOWN any kaiju that dare threaten you
But he'd play it off like "of course I did," afterwards
He's not super cuddly outright, but he'll always be open to it after a rough day or just if you ask
Though he does particularly like to lay his head on your shoulder
He likes the little touches, and doing things like laying in your lap or playing with your hair
※ Soshiro Hoshina
TEASE
In every sense of the word
Teases about everything
And he especially likes it if you can pick back at him
If you manage to fluster him, he's guaranteed to fall into the pit known as "Love" and he will NEVER be able to get out
Not that he wants to
He likes compliments, both giving and receiving, but especially receiving
Tell him that his muscles look good or that he's hot
Stroke his ego, I dare you
He's guaranteed to get you back
He probably wants to take you on dates, and by that, I mean hang around with you all day and maybe cuddle a little bit, but he's too swamped with work most of the time
He's also probably a little reluctant to make your relationship serious just because of the dangerous nature of his work, but he falls just a little bit harder if you still want to be together knowing the risks
Speaking of, he's a big risk taker
In the sense that he'll do things to test you. Everything from a kiss in front of his whole squad to jumping off of a twenty-story building with you in his arms to get away from a kaiju
Honestly, being with him is like being on the craziest roller coaster you've ever seen
He also can be soft
I like to think that he's a cuddler when he's sleepy
I wouldn't say he's necessarily touch-starved, but it's definitely comforting to be able to hold someone at night and have someone to come home to. Especially after particularly dangerous or long missions
He will literally never ever tell you, but you're his little slice of heaven. His sanctuary. His happiness
Danger be damned if you're in trouble. He'll take down a kaiju of any size if you couldn't defend yourself
Then this asshole would poke at you for it. "You really couldn't take that thing down?" While internally worrying about you
※ Gen Narumi
You may as well be dating a goblin
I mean, you signed up for it so you can't exactly complain
He's a gremlin, a creature, a thing, but he's a thing you love
Especially when he's gaming, and he turns to face you with his eyes wide and a handful of chips or junk food hanging from his lips
He reminds me of a lizard somehow
He'd be the type to offer you food only after he's put half of it in his mouth and give just the most shit-eating grin you've ever seen
And then he'd be kind of shocked and impressed if you actually take it out of his mouth
He might clean up his office a little bit for you too, a little bit
He doesn't exactly do dates, but he'd enjoy playing multiplayer games with you
He's also not super big on gifts, but I'd like to think that if you get into a serious relationship, he'd buy a second custom console controller and a second pair of switch controllers for you
I have literally no reason for this one, but he'd LOVE it if you told him his eyes were pretty
He'd fall head over heels with someone who either a) got flustered nearly every time he poked fun, or b) someone who could keep up with his rat antics
In battle, he has faith that you'll be able to help yourself, but he does keep an eye on you and doesn't stray too far if possible
If you end up biting off more than you can chew though, his gun-lance-sword thing will be the only warning you get before that kaiju is in a billion pieces before you
I feel like he'd also do a quick check up on you, like a chaste "You good?" and then bully you (affectionately) similarly to Hoshina
He's also not very cuddly, aside from holding you on his lap or letting you lay your head across his legs every now and then
He'd share a single person sleeping bag with you though
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sparklystarrrr · 6 days ago
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Can you write Ace trappola x Gn!reader who is his childhood best friend romantic headcanons?
YAYYYY ACEEEEE MY BABY BOY
this kinda turned into a fanfic but in head cannon formatting butttt I'm not complaining
Back To You
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Synopsis: You’re Ace’s childhood friend, right? So why does your heart yearn for him so much?
Contains: Ace T. x Gn! Reader, childhood friends to lovers, a whole bunch of fluff, awkwardness, childhood friends trope actually makes me salivate if you couldn't tell, STUDY SESH ROMANCE, so much yearning, some cursing, yes Ace blushes all the way down to his neck no I don't care if you think he doesn't BYEEEEE
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You and Ace had been best friends since elementary school, ever since then you've rarely been caught apart
You two would actively be jumping into one another's pool every hot Queendom of Roses summer and snowball fighting in huge puffy and warm jackets during the winter
Watching him grow into the young man he is now caused your heart to stutter all the way back to middle school. For him it was the same
He would occasionally catch himself staring at you for too long, only to label it as admiration for his best friend
Even in your preteen years, seeing Ace with his past girlfriend caused an eerie twinge in your heart that you'd yet to identify...
Well, until the present time
You both went as far as to even getting into NRC which was basically a commitment to your friendship as if knowing each other since you were learning addition wasn't a commitment already
From racing each other down the slides on the playground to who could get a higher score on a Potionology test, you were an iconic and inseparable duo
The type of duo where if for example, you were out alone, people would ask where Ace was and vice versa
Even when Deuce got added on to make your little chaotic trio, people would recognize the duo in the trio (not that any of you noticed, obviously)
Considering you're probably much smarter than Ace, you two have daily study sessions that eventually turn into something completely different
Usually spilling tea about random kids from your home town or from school or prank calling the people you two debriefed about from middle school
On days like today, stormy and gray clouds covered Sages Island
The two of you were under plush blankets in Ramshackle on a slightly dusty couch
Thousands of papers scattered across the coffee table that none of you paid much mind to, mostly focusing on the English assignment in Ace's lap
His hands were raking through his fluffy copper hair while he grumbled, flopping himself over onto you as he usually would
His head would end up on your lap or shoulder while he would whine about not wanting to do anymore work
You'd laugh at his unwillingness to continue working while playing with his hair
There was an occasional poke at his sides every time he would try to squirm around in your lap
You hope he doesn't realize how pink your cheeks are, that your chest is rising and falling a bit faster, and hoping he doesn't heart your heart practically pouncing out of your chest like you can
His lips pout in complete seriousness, asking why you'd be laughing at his pain
You could try your hardest to be annoyed with him right now, but how could you when his lips are pouted so perfectly that it makes it hard to look away... or lean in... (who said that? must've been the wind)
"Ace c'mon, you gotta get up and finish this." You say with a smile peaking through
"But likeee I don't wanna get off your lap. 'M comfortable, how dare you try and make me suffer even more. This is an abusive relationship- ACK-"
Before he could continue, you kindly rolled him off your lap and to the ground
"THIS IS ABUSE I'M CALLING (your mom's name)-" "DON'T YOU DARE CALL MY MOM"
After some quick banter, you two lock in... kind of
He's finally starting to get the excerpt of some random book Trein assigned in class with the help of you
You're both sitting close together, leaned in closely which wouldn't be a problem if you two didn't have manyyy unsaid emotions bubbling up between you two
Ace could feel his brain turning to mush every time you spoke while he felt the warmth radiating off your cheeks
It got way too much for you both. After years of having these bubbling up feelings, the proximity was nearly overstimulating
Ace threw his head back onto the plush couch with a huff and placed his hands over his face
"What's wrong now, it's just like one more question Ace, you're doing good so far." You words of encouragement were enough to send him flying into a new universe but for now he'd have to sit close to you and pretend he's not trying to level up your friendship without making shit awkward
He shook his head,"We gotta talk about something right now."
Welp, now shits awkward
Bro RARELY gets serious yet now he's in the presence of his huge ass crush and can't hold himself back
"Well uh, what do you wanna talk about? You're lowkey scarin' me right now Ace"
He can't even look at you, let alone turn his body to you
"Y'know we can't keep imagining things aren't different with our friendship right now."
"What do you mean?-" "You know exactly what I mean (n/n)."
He finally turns to you, cheeks and neck a striking pink. His eyes dart to the floor, the papers scattered all over the place, anywhere that isn't you
The air is so tense around you it's hard to breath
"I know what we've both been thinking of.. don't play dumb." He grumbles
"It's about our feelings, right?"
He hums low in response, clearly too embarrassed to say anything
A ping of confidence strikes through your body making your hand wrap around his own sweaty palm
His eyes draw down to the feeling of your hand intertwining with his, a mischievous smirk replacing his pout
"Damn, you like like me?" His giggles fill up some of the awkward tension between you two for a moment
"Oh, don't act like you're not feeling the same way" You mutter just soft enough for him to hear
His smile becomes wobbly after you call him out. He's suddenly a puddle of jello
And, just as usual, he throws himself onto your shoulder,"Sooo... what does this make us?"
"Well I don't know Ace, ask me to be your partner first maybe?" You tease sarcastically
"You make me work too hardddd" He whined
After a small glare from you, he complied,"Fine fine, will you be my partner?"
Hearing those words come out of the mouth of your best friend since childhood made something explode inside you
Your body went all mushy and sloshy against his, humming in affirmation with a giddy grin
With your hands still intertwined and being inside each other's bubbles, it was only natural for you two to lean a little closer, squish your bodies nearer
He pulled you by your hand gently,"There's no going back after this, got it?" He mumbled against your lips
You didn't even give yourself time to answer, going right in and molding your lips against his slightly chapped ones like they belonged there
It was quick, just a peck, but it left you two utterly breathless
Ace's hand flew over his mouth and you looked like you were holding back a squeal while you pulled away
It settled in, you and your childhood best friend were now dating.
"Soo uh... does this mean we can stop doing work today. My brain has melted enough." "Nope! We lost too much time, now we gotta get back to work Mister!" "UGH FRICK YOU-"
Your relationship didn't really change at all
The friendly banter remained, the tickle fights and play fights remained as well except now they involved kisses and terrible pet names that would make you both cackle so hard you'd have to stop the fighting to clutch your stomachs
It also meant even more sleepovers, and who wouldn't want to have more sleepovers with their best friend?
Now you'd get to spend the rest of your life arguing over the stupidest things ever with the love of your life, aka, Ace freaking Trappola
And you two still pissed each other off to no end. That part will never go away, you're welcome (y/n)!
(when your mothers found out, they both audibly screamed "I KNEW IT!!")
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rafesbowbunny · 6 months ago
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was literally just reading all your work and you write so well!! new fav blog fr, i was wondering (if you're interested) if we could have some rafe x kook bestf!reader fluff, angst kinda one-shot story? thank youuu !! <3
thank you soso much ml !! ofc ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა
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req! 𝜗𝜚 kook!reader sneaks out to a boneyard kegger, & bsf!rafe gets pretty protective.
c!w; fluff ! for once, bsf!rafe, soft!rafe, possessiveness, overprotective guy friend, icky males, drinking, a brief physical fight, tiny mention of blood, mostly very fluffy with a tinge of angst ! notes; i can't believe this is my first fluff work lol ! i kinda wrote loads oopsie, i hope you enjoy <3
you sneak out of your house, careful to avoid the creaky floorboards. the night air is cool against your skin as you walk through the empty streets, the buzz of the kegger ahead growing louder with each step. it’s just past midnight when you reach the boneyard, the ground is uneven, the sand mixing with beer-stained grass, and the smell of salty air mingles with the faint scent of weed and sweat.
you grab a red solo cup from the keg, its warmth feeling strange against your fingers. your eyes scan the crowd, taking in the sight of everyone laughing, shouting, and dancing—people you mostly know but can never remember their names the next day. you slip into the chaos, easing into conversations, letting the alcohol dull the edges of the night. everything’s blurry, but in a good way, like you can finally breathe.
“hey,” a voice says, way too close to your ear. you turn, finding some random boy—a touron, probably. his blue eyes are too wide, his grin a little too eager. “you’re cute. want a drink?”
you arch an eyebrow, taking a small step back. “no, thanks. i've got one,” you say, trying to keep your tone light. you’re not interested, but you don’t want to be rude.
he doesn’t get the hint. instead, he takes a half-step toward you, leaning in as though he’s trying to get into your personal space. “oh come on, don’t be like that. one drink won’t hurt.”
you cross your arms and take another step back, annoyance creeping up your spine. “i said no, okay?”
he just laughs like it’s some kind of game, and that’s when you start to feel the frustration bubble up. you don’t want to make a scene, but it’s clear this guy doesn’t know how to take a hint. every time you move away, he follows.
“seriously, i’m not interested,” you snap, voice growing more annoyed. “go find someone else.”
the boy’s smile falters, but his hand comes out to touch your arm, a move that feels more possessive than friendly. before you can even say anything else, a shadow cuts through the crowd, and you hear a familiar voice bark, “hey, man, leave her alone.”
you glance over, relief flooding you when you see rafe, your best friend, pushing through the crowd, eyes narrowed and jaw tight. his presence has always been a kind of shield for you, and this time, it’s no different.
the touron boy looks up at rafe, sizing him up like he’s about to say something smart, but rafe doesn’t wait. he steps closer, his voice colder than you’ve ever heard it. “i said, leave her the hell alone.”
the tourist smirks. “or what?”
before you can even blink, rafe’s already moved. his fist connects with the touron's jaw, knocking the boy off balance, and the crowd around you steps back, forming a ring. it’s over before you can process what’s happening—a punch here, a shove there, and the guy crumbles. rafe doesn’t stop. another hit to the stomach, and the touron goes down, blood trickling from his lip.
you’re frozen for a moment, shock settling in your chest, but when rafe finally steps back, you see the blood smeared across his knuckles and the red pooling around his nose. it’s not much, but it’s enough to make your heart stop for a second.
“oh my god, rafe,” you rush to him, your hands hovering at his shoulders as you try to figure out what to do. “are you okay? your nose…”
he swipes at it with the back of his hand, but it only makes it worse. his eyes narrow, his face flushed with anger, but his voice is rough, like he’s trying to convince himself he’s fine. “yeah, i’m fine. it’s just a scratch.”
“rafe…” you trail off, frustration mixing with your worry. you want to help, but he’s already brushing you off, turning his back to you to walk away.
“let’s get out of here,” he mutters, walking toward the edge of the party. you follow, watching him, unsure of what to say. your stomach twists, unsure whether to be relieved that it’s over or angry that he’s hurt, again, because of you.
the two of you make your way down the beach, the sounds of the party growing distant behind you. it’s too quiet, and you can’t shake the feeling that something’s wrong.
“you shouldn’t have done that,” you say finally, breaking the silence. you’re still angry, but your voice cracks with worry. “you didn’t have to get into that fight. you could’ve just-”
“and you shouldn’t have snuck out in the middle of the night to get drunk at a kegger alone!” rafe snaps, his voice rougher than usual, and you flinch at the bite in his words. “what the hell were you thinking? you know i worry about you.”
you swallow hard, the sting of his anger hitting you like a slap. “i didn’t mean to… i wasn’t trying to-”
“you’re reckless,” he interrupts, throwing his hands up in frustration, and you step back, feeling the weight of it settle deep in your chest. his words cut through you, sharper than you want to admit, and you stare at the sand beneath your feet.
“i’m sorry,” you say quietly, your voice small now, “i didn’t mean to make you worry. i didn’t-”
rafe stops walking and turns to face you, the moonlight catching the blood on his hands and the jagged split on his knuckles. he looks at you for a long moment, his expression softening just a little.
“it’s not just that,” he mutters, the words barely above a whisper. “i care about you. i don’t want anything to happen to you.”
you feel your chest tighten, your heart fluttering unexpectedly. you step closer to him, unsure of what to say, but then your arms are around him, pulling him into a tight hug.
“'m sorry rafe. thank you f'caring, so much about me” you whisper into his shirt, the words soft, sincere. you feel the tension in his body for a moment, like he’s not sure what to do with this closeness, but then he wraps his arms around you too, just a little hesitantly at first, before he holds you tightly.
“don’t thank me,” he mutters, his voice breaking a little. “i’m just... doing what you deserve.”
but when you pull back to look at him, his eyes are full of something else, something that feels a little more vulnerable. you reach up, brushing a strand of hair out of his face, and that’s when you see a tear, slipping down his cheek, a quiet, unexpected crack in his facade.
“rafe…” your voice trembles. “what’s wrong?”
he swallows hard, avoiding your gaze. “it’s just… no one ever thanks me for caring. they just expect me to always be the one looking out for everyone else, but no one ever... gives a damn about me.”
you blink, heart catching in your throat. “that’s not true,” you say, pulling him back in closer, holding him tighter. “i care. i always care.”
he sniffles, his shoulders shaking just slightly as he pulls away, his expression softening but still strained. “dad doesn’t love me 's much as he loves sarah. he’s always telling me how proud he is of her. he- he never says it t'me. and i try so hard. i do everything f'him, everything to make him proud. 'm just invisible to him”
the weight of his words hits you like a punch to the gut, and you squeeze him tighter, not knowing what else to say. “’m so sorry, rafe,” you murmur, your voice thick with emotion. “i can’t imagine what that must feel like. but you’re not invisible t'me. you never will be.”
his breath hitches, and then, finally, he lets go. tears slip down his face now, the kind he’s always kept hidden. you hold him as he breaks down, your arms around him, offering what little comfort you can.
you both sit there in the sand for a long time, the sound of the ocean surrounding you, the night stretching on like a long, quiet exhale. finally, rafe pulls back, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.
“thanks for being here,” he says, voice still rough, but softer than before. “for… f'caring.”
you smile at him, your heart full. “always, rafe. i’m always here for you.”
when you finally sneak back to your house, you help him up to your room. in the soft glow of your bedroom light, you clean the blood off his hands, gently tending to his wounds. rafe watches you, the affection in his eyes evident as he gazes at you with a softness you don’t see often.
“y'always so damn careful with me,” he murmurs, his voice full of something unspoken.
“'ts because i care,” you whisper, holding his hand in yours, feeling the warmth between you that has always been there.
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moon-ttokki-x · 6 months ago
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hello 🙊 for the prompt list thing may i request 17 + 28 with lino or jisung pls 😌 excited to see what you'll come up with heheh
i had fun with this request, anon. it's kind of sad so maybe i'll write a little part 2 to it but ig we all need some angst from time to time. i was actually going to write jisung for this fic but i'll save him for another ><
rose - lee minho
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pairing: lee minho x reader
summary: you and lee minho, the smartest student on campus, get unexpectedly paired up to work on an assignment
genre: kinda angsty ngl, escalates quickly, college!au, mutual pining, mentions of being thrown out a window (it's a minho fic what do you expect)
a/n: this isn't really how i saw it going but fuck it we ball. dividers by @kodaswrld
⛓️ prompts: 17. "Why are you looking at me like that?" / 28. "You're looking at me like that again."
skz prompt list | skz masterlist
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"It doesn't make sense," you groan, dropping your head into your hands. Giving up completely, you drop yourself further into the mess of books and papers scattered across Minho's low desk.
Today, the sun is watery and filters weakly through the wide windows of Minho's dorm bedroom, making everything seem pale and slightly colder than usual. You rub your feet together under the desk, your fluffy socks providing some comfort, before it evaporates as you turn back to the part of the assignment you've been struggling over for the past hour.
Minho is sitting across from you, embedded in his own section of the assignment; his head is bent and he sits with his back straight, his elbows positioned so that they just touch the edge of the table. He is pale in the weak sunlight and the only movement he makes comes from the slight flicking of his wrist as he neatly scribes down notes, apparently unaware of your predicament.
He looks like a statue, you think.
"Hey, Minnie," you hum lowly, resorting to annoying him instead of re-attempting your part of the assignment. "Help me out."
"No. And don't call me that."
You groan, pressing your fingers down onto the table and pushing several miscellaneous papers his way. A couple of sticky notes go flying too, and Minho sighs irritatedly as he plucks one off of the collar of his pristine white shirt.
Your eyes follow the trail of his hand as he lowers it, before it creeps back up. His top two buttons are undone and you can see the attractive glint of a necklace, a sleek chain perhaps, against the perfect porcelain skin of his throat-
You sigh. Of all people, why him?
You wish you'd been allowed to choose your own partner for the project. But your professor had other ideas in mind and decided to pair up random people 'to facilitate teamwork and spark new connections' or whatever. Something like that.
Much to your disappointment, you'd been separated from your friends and teamed up with Lee Minho. You knew of him but had never actually talked. Unless you counted that one time where you'd run face-first into him as he'd been coming out of the college library. And all that had been was a rushed apology from you and a slight, huffy glare from him.
He was kind of strange, you thought. He always sat at the front of every lecture, always finished his work way before it was due and scored perfectly every time. Without missing a beat and without breaking a sweat. It was so incredibly irritating.
On top of that, he was popular, usually swarmed by friends and other students whenever he walked the halls. Not that he seemed to notice most of the time. Or maybe he just didn't care. Maybe he was a robot. It would explain his behaviour.
A really attractive robot at that.
You crane your neck a little, peering over the stacks of books between the both of you and see that he's almost done writing up his notes for his section. All without even so much as a glance in your direction. Your page isn't even half-full and you're stuck.
"Why'd you ask me to come to your dorm if you were just gonna ignore me?" You whine.
"Because," he says calmly, "it's easier than having to do it over the phone."
Little shit.
"What about the library?" You retort. "We could have just gone there."
Minho doesn't take his eyes off the paper and he doesn't reply either. Faint colour rises in his cheeks but you're too wrapped up in your own current problems to notice.
"Minho, come on. We're supposed to be working together." You tilt your head and fix him with a pleading gaze, half-despair, half panic. You're not dumb, and maybe not incredibly smart like Lee Minho either, but this assignment is difficult. And it's harder when he's refusing to help.
You don't take your eyes off of him, deciding to keep your gaze fixed on his face until he chooses to acknowledge you. You wait almost ten minutes before he looks up again, and he jolts slightly, like he hasn't realised you've been fixated on him all that time.
He stiffens. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Because. I need help."
"You're clever. Figure it out on your own."
Your heart flutters from the rather direct compliment but you choose to ignore it. "Minho, please."
He smirks suddenly, a short bout of apparent confidence, teasing as he imitates you. "Minho, please."
You swear and lift a fist but he doesn't even flinch. He looks at you quietly and his smile disappears, then he gets up and crouches down beside you, poring over your page.
He hums. "You didn't write shit."
You groan. "Yes, I know. Thank you for clarifying."
"You're welcome," he murmurs, unfazed, eyes fixed on the page.
It's then that you realise how close he is; he's not sitting down fully, leaning on the balls on his feet, a temporary sitting position. One hand is on the desk and he's leaning in a little, his mouth moving slightly as he exhales out words, skim-reading your page.
He smells good, you think.
Minho is there for what feels like hours but is probably a few seconds, and then he leans back, fixing you with a stare. You feel the unusual warmth of his presence near you fade, like a mug of hot tea gone cold, and a bitter feeling rises in your throat. You open your mouth a little, maybe to prepare for whatever insult he's concocted, but it doesn't come.
What does come is an unexpectedly gentle explanation of your section of the assignment. He moves a little closer to point things out on your research papers, so close that if you turned your head, the tip of your nose would brush his chest. He's looming over you a little but you feel strangely protected, and you find yourself relishing in the almost-contact of Minho being there beside you.
So much so that when he leans back to clarify that you've understood what he's been saying, you find yourself as a loss for words. All you can do is gaze up at his stupidly perfect face, mind whirring with many thoughts but none as present as the fact that you hadn't been listening and now he will probably throw you out the window.
"Y/n."
You blink once, slowly, stupidly.
"You're looking at me like that again."
And maybe it's the fact that this whole thing feels unreal, or that the assignment has you so dazed, or that you're working with Lee Minho of all people, but you suddenly find your hand reaching up to brush a strand of soft hair out of his eyes. It trails down until your thumb rests gently in the middle of his plush bottom lip. You expect him to move back, chide you, glare, push you away.
But he doesn't.
Later, you will be embarrassed by this memory, and the fact dimly registers somewhere in the back of your mind.
It seems to register in Minho's mind too, because his eyes widen a fraction and suddenly you find yourself falling off the soft, ethereal cloud of fantasy into the real world, where consequences and rational thoughts exist, though they didn't several seconds earlier.
You jerk your hand back and he looks almost disappointed, but you don't notice. A strand of fumbled apologies leaves your mouth as you stand, almost tripping, and quickly collect your belongings.
Minho has his hands out, seemingly trying to stop you, but his face is burning and unsure and you brush past him, fleeing as your eyes sting with tears. You rush through the unfamiliar setting of his dorm and eventually find the door.
"Wait," Minho gasps, seemingly out of breath. From what, you don't know. He still has his hands out, but he doesn't move to touch you, maybe afraid that he might scare you or cause some sort of unwanted reaction. Not that you're not already having one.
"Please," he says, quieter. You're still fumbling with the lock on the door, back to him. And you're not listening, too dazed and afraid to turn and face him. Humiliation washes over you in waves.
You feel so embarrassed.
But Minho has yet to throw an insult or a glare. He's just standing there, his hands out, almost reaching, and an expression of near-worry on his face. It looks strange, like he's not quite sure how to move his features to express it. In other situations, you would have laughed. Now all you want to do is cry.
The lock on the dormitory door finally gives and you rush out, disappearing down the hallway in a blur. Minho lets out a last, frantic 'wait' and considers rushing after you, but his rationality tells him it would just make things worse.
He pushes the door shut in a haze and sinks down against it, his hair ruffling against the smooth, white wood. He finds himself out of breath again, like he's been running, though he hasn't, and his stomach feels funny. Like something is leaping around inside it.
It's not unpleasant, almost a nice feeling, but it's unfamiliar and Minho has learnt to recognise that unfamiliar is usually not a good sign. He's supposed to know things and the feeling won't stop, so he puts both hands on his stomach to try and press it out, maybe.
But it doesn't work. Flashes of you run through his mind and the feeling only intensifies. His face feels like it's burning and he is bewildered, rosy in the weak sunlight. And he has a sudden, strange longing, yearning, maybe, to see you again.
Is it because you touched his face like that and he kind of liked it, maybe? Is it because he enjoyed having you around even though you're not a friend, or is it because you're a familiar face at college, and familiar is good and familiar is safe? He doesn't know.
A rather raw feeling surfaces in his chest and he almost gags at the unexpectedness of it. Suddenly he's on a stormy ocean, waves ravaging and lightning flashing all around him. He falls off his boat and loses his grip on the anchor and sinks into the cold, dark sea.
It runs down his cheeks, staining them wet and salty. And he's not one to be overemotional or show much of it in the first place unless there is a real reason, but he can't stop.
Minho puts his head in his hands and cries.
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a/n: part 2?
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homiesexuallaj · 6 months ago
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Discovering You
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Pairing: Eric Draven x reader
Genre/Warnings: fluff, smut, friends to lovers, sarah introduces you two, affectionate and touchy eric, heavy petting, petnames, kinda proofread
A/N: Requested by @universestar ! !
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For a good three years after Shelly died, Eric wandered. He’d become Detroit’s newest vigilante, fighting crime before the cops could get there and saving victims from their potential fate of that night. He watched over Sarah too, keeping an eye on her when she wandered the damp streets and stayed out too late.
It wasn’t peaceful, but it was calm. And Eric got by as well as he could, often sneaking into Sarah’s apartment or Sergeant Albreacht’s home during his down time. He was sneaky with it, leaving no trace but he knew the Sergeant knew he visited cause he often found boxed up leftovers or a fresh pair of clothes laid around the apartment.
But as Eric watched over Sarah, he noticed a new face in her life. Some new face from a few doors down. She was often over at Sarah’s more often than not, filling in for the moments when Sarah’s mom wasn’t home.
She was kind, he noticed. Caring. Cooking or bringing over picked-up food, helping with Sarah’s school work, or simply just spending time with the child.
Eric was cautious, protective over Sarah when this new face got involved. So he decided to look into this person himself. But he found nothing suspicious.
You worked at a quiet library only a couple blocks from the apartment building you and Sarah shared, and owned a fluffy white cat that looked similar to the one him and Shelly owned when he was alive the first time. You were good at up-keeping your living space, either listening to music or reading in any alone time you got. You were doing absolutely nothing suspicious in your spare time, and that allowed Eric to lower his suspicions just a bit.
There was one day where Sarah had caught Eric out on the town and brought him back to her place, blabbing on and on about this new friend of hers. Sarah mentioned that you were nice, as he saw, and was around Eric’s age.
At Sarah’s apartment, Eric was introduced to you. You were… prettier up close. And you were nicer than he really thought you’d be, mentioning that this must be the friend of Sarah’s that she talked so much about.
“Hopefully good things,” Eric muttered shyly.
Of course good things, you’d reassured him with a friendly hand on his shoulder. The touch sparked against his skin through his layers of clothes that he wore to keep warm.
Eric seemed taken aback by the spark, skin buzzing underneath his jacket as his heart picked up a beat. But he shrugged it off, he’d only just met you after all.
Eric only hung out with you if you were with Sarah, letting the child fill in the awkward spaces of air as you and the man got to know each other. His guard was up around you constantly, still watching your movements and wondering what your true intentions were. But at time went on, Eric got more comfortable and finally expected you were just a normal person with normal intentions.
You really cared for Sarah, that showed. And you started caring for Eric too, enjoying his hovering presence as you hung out with Sarah. It was nice having a protective aura hovering around, watching from some corner of a room when you and Sarah were wandering the streets.
Throughout a year or two of friendship, you and Eric started hanging out one-on-one. He often found you either at the library or in your apartment, keeping yourself entertained during your downtime. Eric often popped in unannounced, though you’ve accepted not knowing how as you never heard your front door open.
You’ve grown to accept and anticipate Eric lurking at the end of a book isle or in the chair in the corner of your living room, the light above it never on. He never said hi first, waiting until you acknowledge him. And you enjoyed his random stop-by’s and let him stay as long as he wanted, until he eventually never left.
At one point, a subtle change implanted itself into yours and Eric’s friendship. You never knew what or when, maybe it was when Eric officially-unofficially moved into your place or maybe it was before, but you’re aware of it now. You welcomed the change, and so did Eric.
Eric got more touchy, hovering around more and seeking out affection when he wanted it. It wasn’t anything that passed any boundaries, but certainly more than any friends would seek from each other.
But one night out on the couch, Eric finally had a revelation. He loved you, more than a friend and he has for a very long time now. That was why he was so touchy-feely and why his heart pitter-pattered behind his ribcage and why he found himself waiting for the door to your apartment to opening in the evening to announce your arrival. And Eric decided that he needed to tell you that now, in the dead of night.
He went into your bedroom and gently shook you awake, whispering your name.
When you finally opened your eyes and looked at him, he waited for a few moments before speaking.
“I’ve come to realize I like you,” Eric started.
You blinked up at him, willing your tired brain to process what he said, “Well, I like you too, Eric.”
It’s obvious you weren’t understanding the weight behind his words.
“No, I have feelings for you, romantic feelings,” Eric explained. “I love you.”
Your tired eyes widened at the confession before you smiled up at him, squinting your gaze slightly.
“I love you too,” You confessed. “Even if you woke me up at-” You looked to the digital clock at your right. “2:15am to tell me this.”
“Sorry,” Eric muttered, looking shyly to the side.
“Just get in bed,” You sighed, pulling Eric down into your blankets and covers.
Eric came down willingly, wiggling himself under your covers and pressing himself against your back, curling his arms around you to hold you close.
When morning came and sunlight peaked through your bedroom curtains, you and Eric made it official. You stopped dancing around the concept of deeper affection and enjoyed each other to the fullest.
Sarah caught onto the change almost immediately, teasing and saying that it was about time. She also fell over laughing when you told the story of how he asked, or rather told you how he felt.
The relationship moved slow as you figured each other out, first emotionally and then physically. It was a bit awkward but got better as you two got more comfortable with each other, learning what made each other tick.
“Feel good?” Eric asked lowly, face stuffed in your neck.
You sat slouched into your couch, trapped beneath Eric. Your shirt was pushed up your abdomen a bit and you lacked your pair of sleep shorts and underwear. You gripped Eric’s shirt to keep your grounded against your boyfriend’s ministrations.
Eric stood above you, leaning down and bracing himself against the back of the couch. His face was stuffed in your neck, leaving open mouthed kisses and love bites. His right hand was buried between your thighs, making a mess of your slick folds. He played with you without mercy.
You were already so sensitive, thighs shaking despite trying to stay still. You breath was heavy, moans slipped past your lips as your shaky hands tightened their grip one Eric’s shirt.
A tension coiled in your lower abdomen. Your mewls and gasped grew in intensity, all the tale-tell signs of your coming end.
“You gonna cum, pretty girl?” Eric purred, pulling his face from your neck just an inch.
You nodded, gasping.
The coil snapped and you cried out, Eric’s name on your tongue like a desperate prayer.
Eric rode your through your high, slowing as you came down. He only pulled his fingers away when you started to pull away from over-sensitivity. He took his used and soaked fingers into his mouth, sucking off and moaning at the taste.
Eric gave a chaste kiss to your cheek before standing to his full height.
“You ready for more?” Eric asked, voicing tilting in a slight teasing way.
You nodded, looking up at him. You’re still breathless.
Eric smiled affectionately down at you, undoing his belt and unbuttoning his pants with slow fingers.
With how slow and deliberate Eric moved, you knew you were in for a long night.
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A/N: Request v v
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Requests are CLOSED at the moment. I will open them again when I’m done with the requests in my drafts are written and done with!
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pookietv · 7 months ago
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close quarters | arthur frederick
hiii!!! sorry i've been gone so long,,, been sitting on this idea for a while but its just SO fluffy
and you guys deserve a treat cause i have been slacking on uploads so ...... hope u enjoy!!!
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locked in had been an experience, to say the least. at first you had been terrified, you were a smaller youtuber, and you were worried how your personality would come across over the fourteen days. of course, you were excited too, to meet people and have a new experience, but two weeks with no outdoor contact, no time of day, no phone? it was a little daunting.
you had been one of the last people to enter the locked in house, pulling up to the car with your small footasylum bag, and opening the door to gasps.
there was a rush to the front door once people had heard it click, and you were first bombarded by introductions from the girls. they were all so sweet, bringing you into the room where everyone had sat, a group of roughly ten people, and you looked around with a kind of taken aback smile as everyone started introducing themselves.
"am i the last one to come in?" you asked to the group, receiving some nods.
"we think so, yeah," anisa said with a smile, and you nodded back in return.
"so i'm guessing people have already had their pick of the beds?" you grinned in a slightly joking manner.
"yeah, you're unfortunately stuck in the bed next to me," one of the boys you had been yet to introduce yourself to said with a half smile, "though, the good news is i don't snore,"
you giggled and nodded, "thank god for that, hm? i'm y/n, it's nice to meet you,"
"i'm arthur, it's nice to meet you too!" he smiled back, "so, are you a youtuber?"
"well, i mean, kind of? i started on instagram, but i do youtube now too! but i was pretty late in the game," you joked slightly awkwardly, "what about you?"
"yeah, i do youtube, kinda commentary videos?" he said, and you nodded back again.
"well, that sounds interesting," you said, "you'll have to tell me about that later," you smiled back at him, and he nodded.
"ah yes, the most boring night story ever - i mansplain my videos to you," he joked, and you giggled back.
within the first couple of days, routine had established throughout the house - in the mornings, you would wake up and shower, before chatting and getting ready with the girls around the makeup table, gossiping about teams, challenges and anything else that could cross your mind before heading downstairs, most likely being met by some abhorrent meal creation from one of the boys that even uni students couldn't cook up.
the days usually filled up, although slowly, and it was surprisingly peaceful to you without a phone - the challenges brought a bit of structure, and the chats with sugarlips and being set secret tasks made the house more lively.
and arthur - the poor boy didn't leave you alone. not that you minded, of course. across the days so far you had been in the house, the playful banter between the two of you had fell into place nicely. as soon as he found out you played chess, it was game over, any spare minute of your day became sitting on the beanbags, listening to arthur chatter on about random facts whilst playing you at chess.
it was endearing, really - listening to his wide range of facts from animals and nature to physics and space, you enjoyed that there was someone in there just as nerdy as you.
but the close, quickly developing friendship between arthur and yourself didn't go unnoticed, neither from the house, or the viewers: with the few comments you would get shown each night often entailing some teasing joke about flirty vibes between the two of you, but you tried your best to ignore it.
it was probably just made up and dramatised for the camera, and you certainly weren't the first, nor the last to have some kind of romanticised relationship in the locked in house, so you tried to keep the silly thoughts to yourself, i mean you still had a week left, right?
when the text alarm went off, and a shout from one of the boys gathered everyone quickly to the front room, all around the screen, you had been chatting to anisa and anastasia, both finishing up and adding final touches to your makeup, before running down the stairs to join everyone.
it was there where you were met with the lit up board, with the words 'this is cuffing season' on the screen and you quirked your eyebrow slightly.
"oh, is this the handcuff challenge thing, like they did last year?" johnny said, and laughter came from around the room, lamenting jokes being made of who people would hate to be stuck with.
"better lock my boy arthur up with you know you footasylum!" steph announced, bringing another round of giggles as you looked over to arthur, the tips of his ears slightly reddened with embarrassment as he gave you a slight smile and an almost-cocky shrug of his shoulders.
'you will all be cuffed to eachother until further notice. there will be challenges throughout the day with chances to win your freedom and the unlock key to your cuffs.' the next text tone came through, and it ended with the final 'report to the store room in these pairs to collect your handcuffs' with a list of who would be stuck with one another.
as your eyes scanned the board, a huff of a laugh came from you as it confirmed that you would indeed be cuffed to arthur, leading a fit of giggles to come from the girls, and left arthur with an even redder face as the boys clapped him on the back teasingly.
watching each pairing go in and return with a pair of metal handcuffs was more than entertaining, watching johnny and jamie argue immediately about tugging on them, and anastasia and anisa struggling with the simple co-ordination of losing a hand didn't fare well as you and arthur entered the store room.
"hello, arthur and y/n," the slight robotic voice, known as sugarlips, relayed through the room, and i grinned at arthur a little as we saw the single pair of handcuffs left on the chair, "please cuff yourselves together until further notice,"
"sugarlips, you sadistic individual, is there any reason in particular it's me and arthur?" you giggled yourself.
"footasylum thought that since you and arthur were always next to eachother anyways, this challenge would be easy for you two," it repeated, and arthur let out a mock groan and put one hand over his face for a moment.
"you need help putting it on?" he asked for a moment, grasping your wrist gently, "i'll put it on your left and i'll put it on my right, i don't mind having the struggle since we're both right handed," he grinned for a moment, clicking the handcuff over your wrist, the cool metal a slight shock before he then in turn clicked it over his own wrist.
the start of the day wasn't too difficult, you sat at the beanbags playing chess as usual, and watched as jamal tried his best to do his workout, steph laying on the floor next to him with only her arm raised, attached to his, in order to give him slight mobility as he struggled with usually simple movements.
"i reckon eating may be a bit of a struggle," you laughed a little to arthur, as he moved his piece with his less dominant hand, "since you've got your right attached to mine,"
"hmm, maybe," he grinned back, shrugging himself slightly, head tilted vaguely down but eyes still looking at you, gently hooded, "well, i could always make you feed me, since i was the gentleman and let you have your good hand." he teased back, and you rolled your eyes playfully.
"only in your dreams am i feeding you, mr television," you giggle back, eyes focused on the chess board in prayer that you wouldn't look up and reveal your burning pink cheeks.
after you moved your knight once more - defensively, as you realised the more times you played against arthur, that he was quite an attacking player, he looked up at you again.
"they feel weird, don't they? like, obviously we've never been in handcuffs before, so, it's a weird feeling having your hand restricted, right?" he said, quirking a slight smile.
you grinned a little more at him, eyes crinkled slightly, "how do you know i've never been in handcuffs?" you teased, and he raised his eyebrows a slight bit.
"well, i assumed you'd never been arrested - you've not been arrested, have you?" he said, his face clearly betraying shock and not quite catching on to the joke you had been trying to make.
"ah, sweet innocent arthur, you don't have to be arrested to be in handcuffs," you giggled, looking up at him and keeping the wide provoking smile as you watched arthur's eyes widen in realisation, almost choking on his own saliva.
"j-jesus, well, um," he managed to cough out, face painted with a shy awkwardness as he laughed a little. "didn't expect to be hearing that about you," he joked back.
"well, i'm just full of surprises, hey?" you laughed slightly, before raising an eyebrow at him, "and besides, i'm liking being handcuffed to you," you said, before being interrupted by another text tone, and a shout to go to the challenge room.
safe to say, you and arthur had failed the challenge - a relatively simple one, a red light green light style game race to the end to try and be the first one to grab a key, which would unlock your handcuffs. but with your less than brilliant co-ordination, you wobbled slightly when you were supposed to stay still, eliminating yourself and arthur.
you had apologised profusely, but he shrugged and grinned it off, said it was no big deal. once the challenge was over, and johnny and jamie had been freed, they lamented in being no longer connected to one another, playing football in the small outside area whilst everyone else tried to figure how to pass their time being connected to their partner.
you and arthur ended up sat in the shared bedroom, with two beds pushed together, due to the handcuffs you of course had to follow along, so now you had both ended up sat next to one another, hearing the occasional noise from outside.
"locked in has been... so strange, so far," you murmured out, and arthur grinned a little back at you.
"yeah, i suppose. what makes you say that?" he asked, and your shrugged your shoulders slightly.
"well, a week ago i hadn't even heard of you. now you pester me everyday and i'm handcuffed to you," you giggled slightly.
"hadn't even heard of me? wow, that's harsh," he joked, and you rolled your eyes playfully.
"oh come on, as if you had heard of me either," you said back, and he shrugged a little.
"my friends had, when i told them i was doing locked in, and we searched the line up, i did my research on you," he said, voice softer and relaxed, "y'know, found your instagram and youtube and things, i watched a bit."
you looked up at him with slight surprise, "oh yeah? why didn't you mention earlier, then?"
"thought i would come across weird or something?" he said back, and your eyebrows furrowed.
"why would it be weird?" you asked gently, leaning forward out of curiosity.
"well, just cause..." he paused for a moment, letting out a breath he had barely realised he was holding, "i mean, you know, i thought you were attractive, hoped i'd get to know you better in here - thought it would seem strange if i went, 'oh, i actually cyberstalked you and know a lot already,'" he said, his eyes following your face, reading for a reaction as his own cheeks flushed.
you leaned back slightly, letting your gaze rest on. arthur for a moment with a clumsy smile, "you thought i was pretty?" you repeated, and he nodded dumbly.
"well, you're stunning." he murmured out.
you looked down at the bed for a moment, almost awkwardly forgetting about the copious amounts of cameras and microphones that picked up every detail of this exchange.
"well, thank you arthur," you smiled at him shyly, pushing yourself a smidge closer to him, and leaning your head slightly against his shoulder, "that's really sweet."
it went silent after that for a couple moments, but not an uncomfortable silence - a gentle hum of background noise and the steadiness of arthurs breath was all you focused on.
"sorry if my shoulders uncomfortable," he said quietly, and you giggled a slight bit at that.
"it's very comfortable. sorry if my head leaning on you is uncomfortable," you joked back, and you felt his head shake a little.
"no, i like it. it's kind of relaxing, you're warm," he said back, "so, whats your favourite thing to do when you're, you know, not in here, or doing youtube?"
"simple stuff, i guess. i read a lot, but you know that already... i like to paint, i suppose that?" you said softly, shrugging a little at your own answer, "i'm not too interesting."
"you're very interesting, i think. we share space and animal facts, and i always feel like you know more than me, i'd consider that interesting. what do you like to paint?" he asked back.
"mostly landscapes, i guess. i like painting cities, and nature and things, so london's great for that. i do the occasional portrait, but i'm not the best at those," you said, slightly self deprecating in your admission.
"i'm sure you're better than you think you are, honestly," he said reassuringly, "i'd like to see them sometime."
you nodded against his shoulder, your cheek rested against the flesh of his upper arm, knees pulled close to your chest as you sat relaxed against him, "well, maybe one day, if you're lucky enough." you said, teasingly.
"do you think you'd like to see me... outside the house, i mean?" arthur continued, and you watched as his fingers played nervously in his own lap, his thumbs gently running around each other and veins becoming more visible in certain positions up his arms, his hands in his own lap meaning your hand rested on his outer thigh slightly.
"what, you mean like see each other once it's all over? 'm sure the whole house will, i mean everyone's become so close," you said reassuringly.
"i more meant, me and you, like coffee, or drinks or something?" he said, slightly quieter now.
you pulled yourself up from leaning at him for a moment to look at him - the soft brown-ness of his eyes and the gentleness of his slightly parted lips as you smiled, nodding to yourself, and leaned back against him.
"i think i'd really like that, arthur."
he nodded again, almost to himself in a reassuring way. "good, i'd like that too." he said, before pausing for a moment, "...it's weird in here, how close you feel to people quickly, just cause of the no technology, no outside world, no distractions. you feel you know people quicker, i suppose. or at least i think."
you murmur back, "i know exactly what you mean. a week ago i didn't know you, and now i'd hate not knowing you."
another soft silence blanketed, arthur's arm still slightly tensed as you rested on it, not wanting to move even slightly to risk the possibility of moving you along with it, and after five minutes of feeling your body rest slightly more against him with each passed moment and your breathing slowed ever so slightly, he moved his arm a little, trying to see your face.
all he was met with was eyelashes resting gently against your cheeks, lips relaxed and slightly parted, and hair falling against one side of your face.
it was all he could do to gently move himself so you could rest more comfortably against him, an infinitely more difficult task when his dominant hand was still handcuffed to yours, but none the less he allowed you to slightly curl more into his own body, pushing hair gently out of your face and looking down at you, the peaceful stillness of yourself almost making himself calmer.
he couldn't help himself but lift his eyes up to the nearest camera for a moment, remembering that this was most definitely going online for millions to see, and gave the camera a cheeky grin.
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strawbvrriluv · 1 year ago
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can you do soft chris sucking tittys after a hard day but make the story kinda long
I LOVE Boobs
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I sighed frustrated, Chris was being cold and distance on text which wasn’t like him.
Maybe he had a bad day, but he shouldn’t take it out on me that wasn’t fair.
I laid down on the couch watching some random show on Netflix as I heard my apartment door open. I sat up looking at my door to see my boyfriend Chris walk in.
"How was your day?"
I asked smiling softly at him, hoping he’d open up and talk to me about it. Instead of doing that though he ignored me as he took his shoes off.
He then mumbled an okay and walked straight into my bedroom, I got up from the couch and followed behind him. I sighed running my hand through my hair.
"Did you have a bad day?" My voice low as he turned to face me in the doorway. He rolled his eyes scoffing, as he stuck his tounge out in his cheek.
"Can we just not right now."
His voice was cold, not the kind of tone you'd use with your girlfriend. I put my hands up in defeat not wanting to fight with him.
As I walked back to the living room, I sat down on the couch calling Nick.
"What's up?" Nick's voice rang through the phone as I paused for a second.
"Is Chris okay he-" Before I could finish my sentence I heard Nick sigh and say something I couldn't make out to Matt.
"He's fine. He is just being a baby that's all. We awnsered questions in our video and a lot were about you and him dating than just about him. He got upset about it." Nick explained as I furrowed my brows together.
"Okay. Thank you Nick" I said before hanging up. I sat down for a few minutes debating if I should go and talk to Chris or let him calm down a bit before I talked to him.
I stood up walking to my bedroom, my door was kind opened as I peeked in. Chris was laying down on my bed cuddling with a stuffed animal I had.
"Do you wanna talk about what happened today?" I asked, as I walked in the room sitting down next to him as I moved some of his light fluffy brown hair out of his face.
"No I don't want to talk about it. I heard you talking to Nick. I'm not just some baby. I sure as hell do not need to be treated like that either." Chris said sitting up looking at me with an angry expression.
I looked at him for a moment not sure what to say, he usually wasn’t this upset or cared if I asked his brothers what was up with him.
"I'm sorry I called Nick, I was worried and for the record I don't think you're a baby at all. I just want you to talk to me. You have been cold and distance towards me all day. That isn’t fair at all.”
I placed my hand on his cheek as I kissed his forehead softly. He sighed and looked down at his hands in his lap.
"I know I’m sorry… It’s just w e were doing a Q and A. Every question was about our love life, why we didn't post one another as much anymore. They even asked if we broke up. Some were even asking if you cheated on me and all these rumors I know shouldn't let get to me but they did. And I didn't want to finish the stupid video. Matt and Nick got on me for it and said some shit and we got into a fight." Chris explained as I listened nodding along with his story.
I looked at his hands fidgeting with one another as I grabbed them into mine.
"Hey, it's okay baby. I know they got to you, but that's okay. I love you and you love me that is all that matters. Not what some hardcore borderline obsessed fans think. And I know Chris and Matt just want to finish videos but they should also listen to your boundaries. Im so sorry that happened, what can I do to make you feel better?" I asked as he looked up at me blush slowly creeping onto his face.
"U-uh.. I don't know.."
"You do know baby what is it?"
He gulped as looked up at me making eye contact before looking down at my boobs.
I raised an eyebrow, "You want to play with my boobs?"
This question set him off as he tried explaining but failing due to his stutering and embrassment.
“I-I mean Maybe.. But like we d-don’t have to do that since like y’know w-we’ve never done that before and-“
I giggled a bit at his blushing and antics before shushing him.
"I was joking with you, you can if you ask properly."
He furrwoed his brows as he sighed, "Y/n.. Can I play with your.. Y-your um... B-boobs." He said trying his best not to sound stupid as I smiled at him and nodded.
"Words please" He asked as I rolled my eyes, "Yes baby".
Hearing the magic words he pushed me down on my mattress his lips colliding with mine as he moved up my shirt.
I wasn't wearing a bra because I was home all day, he inhaled looking at my boobs as he grabbed them both moving them around.
“God I think I feel better already” He said smirking a bit as I rolled my eyes.
He kissed them both before piniching my left nipple with his fingers as he began to suck on the right one.
My head fell backward onto the pillow as a breathless moan came out of my mouth.
His tonuge swerling against me causing the lower half of my body to get butterflies.
"Mmmm... Your boobs are so perfect ma. I love them, I could suck on them all day" Chris said softly leaving my right nipple with a pop between his lips.
He moved to my left one leaving a bunch of small kisses around it.
He moved towards the bottom of my boob sucking on it leaving small hickeys in places only he would be able to see.
My hand found it's way into his hair as I pulled on it slightly.
"I love you ma. I love you so so so so much" He said looking up at my face, as he went up to kiss my nose. I smiled softly as he kissed me. His scent being the only thing I could smell or think about.
He was intoxicating, every time he would pull me in more like a drug.
"I love you more" I said after we finished kissing, his hands still on my boobs as he went back down.
He pinched my left nipple before putting his mouth over it sucking on it. I arched my back a bit due to the sudden contact, my body feeling like it was on fire.
He cupped my boob with his hand as he began sucking harder.
“Mmm… You’re mine. You’re all mine”
He whispered softly before going back onto my boob.
His other hand finding any place on my body to touch or pinch.
His hand roamed down to my hips as he held it for a bit.
He moved from my boobs down to my lower stomach fluttering them with kisses as he went back up to my boobs kissing every part of my body he had access to.
"Youre so perfect. So beautiful. God I'm so lucky." He muttered almost to himself.
His hands went back down to my inner thigh as his fingers pressed down onto my clothed clit.
My breath hitched as I looked up at him my eyes questioning him.
“I’m gonna make you feel good okay?” He said as I nodded.
His fingers entered the band of my shorts as he made contact with my clit again. His ringer and middle finger rubbing circles softly on it as I moaned.
“C-chris oh fuck…”
I muttered as he smiled at me before going back down to my boobs sucking on it. His fingers moved further down as he thrusted his fingers in.
I let my head fall back profanities escaping my mouth as he curled his fingers.
His long fingers hitting my g-spot over and over again until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Please I’m going too-“
Before I could finish I felt my body tense up as everything went white, my vision became blurry. My body started to tremble as Chris muttered things to me.
“You’re so good for me, good job ma.”
He said lifting his head up as he kissed my cheek, his hand leaving my shorts.
I smiled at him as he moved to lay down next to me.
I moved my body to face him as he pushed me down moving up so his face was in front of my boobs.
He kissed them both before sucking on each nipple for a few seconds.
"Can I just lay here and suck on them until I get tired?" Chris asked shepishly as I nodded my hands running through his hair.
He looked back at my boobs sucking on the closet one to him.
I held him close in my arms as I felt him relax around me, every few minutes he would swtich to the other one.
This continued until he eventually fell asleep in my arms.
"I love you pretty boy" I said in his ear as I held him. I kissed his forehead softly before going to take a nap myself.
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