#this is late and i'm garbage
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[Something something Soul and time loops.]
[Song is "Half The Glass" by Allenimations]
#cccc#cccc heart#cj heart#cccc mind#cj mind#cccc soul#cj soul#cccc whole#cj whole#[It's just an animatic and knowing my absolute garbage motivation skills it'll probably stay an animatic forever.]#[But whatever.]#[Ahahahah.. . a part of me really doesn't want to post it but a part of me does.]#[I think one of the big reasons I don't is cus I don't feel like it 1:1 represents how I think things go in my interpretation.]#[Like. It doesn't literally go like that. [But I think everyone here already knows what symbolism is so idk why I'm-]]#[That mixed with me already being. Apprehensive? Nervous?]#[Some sort of hesitant emotion towards the idea of sharing my serious CCCC stuff.]#[But like. Surely I won't get mauled to death over an animatic right.]#[<- Trying to convince myself.]#[I'm realizing now that this is probably all just anxiety talking.]#[Hi I exploded some of the tags sorry about that.]#[I need to stop posting so late at night.]
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i'm so tired
#are these like... comprehensible#feel like i'm gonna look at these tmrw morning and not understand wtf i was on#late night pho >>>#hits the spot for some reason#also mhm yes silver sounds like a garbage disposal when he snores and i will not be taking criticisms#blaze the cat#marine the raccoon#silver the hedgehog#raviolisketches#sonic fandom
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Love the juxtaposition of these two scenes in the Sumeru AQ and the Parade of Providence event — Alhaitham pretending to be overwhelmed and corrupted by Forbidden Knowledge in the fake Divine Knowledge Capsule vs. Kaveh actually being assaulted and nearly overcomed by Sachin's consciousness and despairing despondency within the Diadem of Knowledge... Something something about Kavetham being mirrors of each other; how they are one half of the perfect citrus sphere, two contrasting images of the same reflection; and how, essentially, the sum of all their individual traits and flaws still compliment one another in the unending pursuit of wisdom and enlightenment.
#genshin impact#kavetham#kaveh#alhaitham#tldr keysmashing with feels#don't mind me i found my old late-night ramblings on twatter#and i'm just archiving my garbage cogitations here for posterity#so don't take this too seriously lol#q
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love seeing a sam/cas post that starts with "obviously destiel is the great love story every written, BUT—" and it's tagged #sastiel #samcas #sam & cas
#have you considered shutting the fuck up?#have you considered that if you're writing a post on another topic you don't HAVE to also mention your garbage ship?#sorry. I'm so irritated with how much deancas and wincaswin and w* there is in the sastiel tag lately.#like is there not ONE PLACE where y'all shut the fuck up about dean for a second goddd#p#*mine#anti destiel
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Slasher Meet Cutes
For that lovely anon who reads all the slasher au stuff every fall UwU I was thinking, and what could be better than some fun little scenarios of meeting a murderer! Here's the original post if you don't know what I'm talking about, lol. I hope you enjoy!
Slasher Undertale Sans (Rubix): While Rubix doesn't do much of the dirty work as half of the Jigsaw killer, he does stake out potential victims. That's when he met you. He was following a potential victim, when the suspect bumped into you. Immediately, the asshole started blaming you, only getting more and more violent. When Sans stepped in to help you, the look of relief on your face was absolutely addicting. He wanted to see that expression every day. He just has to take care of this filth first.
Slasher Undertale Papyrus (Chess): Surprisingly, Chess meeting you had nothing to do with his secret life. He was walking his dog ("NOT MY DOG, HE JUST HANGS AROUND, AND NOBODY ELSE IS TAKING CARE OF HIM!") when Toby got off the leash and ran right over to you. Thankfully, you weren't mad, and seemed to enjoy petting the dog. However, Chess quickly noticed that you had a black eye, which you weakly explained away while you chatted. It looks like Chess has a new target, if he wanted to protect that beautiful smile.
Slasher Underswap Sans (Button): You would meet Button while he was still alive, so pre-doll body. However, like the regular Chucky, he was a criminal before his death. He met you while he was staking out a potential hit, a large store where you happened to be shopping. He got so engrossed in talking to you that he completely forgot about his job! Sadly, that store is also where he was killed. After his death, when you happened to walk into the doll shop, his heart skipped a beat. If he had one, that is. You will be his, he lost you once, it's not going to happen again.
Slasher Underswap Papyrus (Strings): Strings was always very charismatic, but not much of a social butterfly. He only met you after he began making dolls, after his brother's death. You both happened to be shopping at the same craft store, and Strings could practically feel himself falling for you when he saw you smile. While he couldn't muster the courage to talk to you, he followed you home after, completely forgetting about his errands! Don't worry, he'll formally meet you soon. He just has to make everything perfect.
Slasher Underfell Sans (Butcher): Your "meet cute" with Butcher is a classic final girl situation. You had been camping, and he had killed the rest of your group, leaving only you. He had his machete raised, about to kill you, but....you just looked so cute! You were trying to be brave, even though he was covered in your friends' blood. You held up a stick, face contorted with rage, and...well, he fell for you! That cute little face trying to fight back fear and be brave was just so cute! He'd have to keep you for himself. He wanted to see that cute face twisted up into other expressions~
Slasher Underfell Papyrus (Lucid): Like Button, Lucid knew you while he was still alive. He had a crush on you, even though he was far too proud to ever admit it. You lived next door to each other, and Noir would always try to show off whenever he got the chance. After he died, he searched endlessly to try and find your dreams. Once he found you, he began to follow you in your dreams every night. He's not sure if you've ever noticed the skeleton that appears to you every night. No matter what, you're the only one in town who never has nightmares.
Slasher Swapfell Sans (Rue): It was supposed to just be a regular job for Rue. He was going to kill you if you couldn't let go of your regrets, nothing crazy. Once you were able to let go successfully, though, he couldn't stop coming back. There was something...magnetic about you. He would watch you from the shadows, trying hard to think of something to say. Maybe he'll find a reason to get close to you again. For now though, he'll just watch you enjoy your life free from regret.
Slasher Swapfell Papyrus (Creeps): Like his brother, he's way too shy to talk to you. That could also be because he's a hermit who lives in his and his brother's derelict old house. But also because he's shy. When he met you, you were trying to help out a neighbor, whose cat ran into his yard. He was originally going to kill you for trespassing, but...just look at you! You're so sweet to help your neighbor, and the way your brows furrowed when you were worried is just adorable! He's not ashamed to admit that he followed you home and watched you the rest of the night. Don't worry, next Halloween, he's going to make sure to bring you home with him, where you belong. Then you can both be truly happy.
#my garbage#writing#slasher au#undertale#underfell#underswap#swapfell#yandere#hints of it anyway#sorry i'm posting this so late i had homework :C
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Real tired of the Castlevania anime discourse, especially where Nocturne is concerned. I mostly see complaints about the characters and story not being faithful to the source material. Yet, these clowns don't realize that the games were never big on storytelling and characterization. Especially the older titles. It's hilarious cuz I was a fan of the games before the anime and I love the show because it does so much better with characterization and story than the source material its based on. The only criticism I have is the absence of Grant in the original series, and Hector's characterization.
Grant was my favorite in the legendary heroes of Castlevania 3, and as always people forget about him. Then there's Hector who's character was butchered cuz sexual predator Warren Ellis had a hate boner for his voice in the show. He left out Grant cuz of his last name, which is really immature and stupid. I'm glad he's not writing the series anymore, but I'll never forgive them for that. Not to mention, season 4 was awful for so many reasons, and I disliked Greta. She was definitely a shoe-in for Grant, and that makes me mad.
I honestly think Clive Bradley is a better writer and Nocturne a better show. Not to mention the other writers like Testament and the ladies who wrote the Annette-centric episodes. Definitely a step-up from the original series.
Also, I hated the way Trevor and Sypha's relationship was handled at the end. There was build-up, only for it to end up in an anticlimactic scene of them in bed together. No confession. No kiss. Nothing. Absolutely boring and a letdown. Nocturne handled the romance department better for sure.
#castlevania nocturne#castlevania#castlevania netflix#trevor belmont#sypha belnades#grant danasty#hector castlevania#warren ellis#greta castlevania#I'm so tired of Grant being left out of everything#and I do mean everything#the pachislot games#dead by daylight crossover#and more recently grimore of souls#greta is by far my least favorite character in the og series#season 4 was also trash cuz of how late they introduce death#my favorite villain in the series#not to mention leaving out his relationship to dracula#garbage writing was garbage#rant
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Being on the fringe of the cyberpunk 2077 fandom feels so appropriately like being in Night City it's like
*steps outta the shadows with my oddities & maybe a side quest, watches another barfight break outta nowhere, flaming bottles go flying across my face & over my shoulder into directions I can't see because I'm not following the fuckheads causing drama*
Anyway so anyone else think about their techie Vs with chronic pain fuckin with their like gorilla knucks or whatever & modding them for therapeutic uses? Like thermal down to heating pad levels or electric into TENS units & then using the extra strength bonus for a deep tissue massage like damn I wish
#i've been calling them “gorilla knucks” for so long i forgot they're actually called gorilla ARMS whoops whatever#“electrifying gorilla knucks” no they're “electric knucks” thanks#“SHOCK KNUX” for combat mode “lil zip-zaps” for therapeutic pain relief mode#idk what i'm even saying at this point i've been feeling like shit lately but i just realized garbage's new album is out a week from today#so i'm simultaneously like “ugh i am Afflicted by the Affliction uuuggghhh” & “LOVE LOVE FUTURE”#aaaand another Big Life Thing just hit alright time to put things in the queue & head back into the shadows for a bit
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last post abt this but; it's also interesting to observe how tumblr users will just recycle and chew out a trope-y ass boring "Googoo ga ga Cannibalism crazy gay romance toxic segs Blood perv murder 🥰😍😍😍😍" 5th grader shtick in all of their fandom works + cheer when sex and violence is the topic of songs that AREN'T hip hop, but the moment those 2 topics are present in hip hop songs they're like..... no...Wwah 😪😥😥😭😭bwahh GAA GA TOO SCARY😥��
#text#so two-faced and gross#y'all just smell like garbage have dry lips no money and no future idk#i'm srry i rly don't like sounding like a big old meanie but some of the bs i've seen lately gets on my nerves
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The worst part about reading in a genre where you have low expectations (in this case, Christian historical fiction) is that when a book impresses you, you have no idea if it's actually good or if you're just overly impressed because it was a fraction of a degree better than the usual garbage.
#basically lately anytime i read a christian fiction book that isn't romance-based i find myself surprised by the quality#i do think that some christian publishers are getting better#and trying to tell stories that dig deeper into real faith and messy issues#instead of making only vapid squeaky clean prayer-filled tropefests#but i'm not sure *how much* better#because anything above the low bar feels like great literature#the most recent is 'in a far-off land' by stephanie landsem#and let me tell you setting the prodigal son in 1930s hollywood is a genius concept#i have some issues with the history and the mystery#but the characters!#it has been a long time since i cried this hard over a book#several chapters of solid waterworks#(and i also have the issue of figuring out if it's actually that moving or if i'm just hormonal/sleep-deprived)#i keep thinking about this book but also i worry about recommending because what if it's actually terrible by normal book standards?#(also the author DOES NOT understand the seal of confession and i was SHOCKED to find that she's actually catholic)#but also looking at the reviews makes it clear that if most of christian fiction is vapid garbage it's these reviewers' fault#here you have something that's digging into sin and darkness and justice and mercy and these people are just#'how can it call itself christian fiction if it only mentions god at the end?'#are we reading the same book this WHOLE THING is about god! and humanity and our fallen nature and how this breaks relationships!#your pearl-clutching anytime someone tries to get even a tiny bit realistic is destroying this genre#i'm gonna run out of tags so i'll stop now
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This is my first attempt at drawing @superbfirnacho 's OC, Ivy, and Nightmare with his canon outfit. It's also the most ambitious watercolour pencil drawing I have ever completed. I think it turned out way better than I thought it would!
So yeah, this is my entry for their DTIYS. If you want to enter, check out their blog since it's in the pinned message.
#raccoons random garbage#this is my first dtiys actually#until recently i didn't have enough confidence nor did i believe i had enough skill#but lately i've become more comfortable and i think i'm finding my own style the more i draw#i hope you don't mind that i made ivy's outfit a bit different#i couldn't help it!#she's so cute and i didn't want to put her in plain brown#nightmare is as handsome as ever although you can't see much of him but oh well#thank you for being a good friend!
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diversity win! the person blackmailing/threatening you into working for it isn't cis!
#this scene still makes me laugh lmao#just saying 'it' would clear everything up but what fun is that. certainly less fun than threatening merri with a gun.#and yes that's the face of a person having fun#a person who does NOT make empty threats but is still having fun about it#art tag#merripen tag#beul tag#i've been really enjoying making shitty comics lately lol#that third panel got entirely redone after the rest was finished b/c i hated the first one#i wanted the focus to be on the gun but it was too... disembodied?#what i ended with isn't perfect but neither is the rest of the comic. it's not meant to be perfect!#it was meant to be fun!#and it was :)#my handwriting is garbage. i know this. it's fine. this is already the rewritten-for-legibility version.#also point of clarification: ofc someone can use he/him and not be a man#edit: coming back to say y'know what no! it's not shitty comics i've been making!#they're just (relatively) quick and unpolished!#i need to stop disparaging my creative works even if i'm doing so lightly#so. to rephrase my earlier comment#i've been realy enjoying making quick comics w/o worrying about super polishing them lately :)#(RELATIVELY quick. i think my timelapse on this comic is over 4 hours)#(so i definitely spent way longer than that on it)#(and that's long for any art for me)#(i mean the timelapse says four hours. the timelapse doesn't take four hours to watch. lmao)
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Honestly...I'm debating if I should even pick this up.
I know, for the whole package, $38 is a good price, especially since it's such a new release, but...I've owned half the package for years. It's called Sonic Generations. (Espio's Classic mission was a bitch to S rank, I don't know how y'all perfectly execute swings like that.)
Shadow's levels look cool and have neat concepts, like being able to take alternate paths if you use Chaos Control at certain points, although I really don't know if it'll be another "yeah the game is alright, but..." I'm willing to be surprised, though after Frontiers and seeing the Gens rewrite, I'm pretty sure I'll end up frustrated again.
I don't know if I want to pay almost $40 just to feel frustrated.
#just rambling i guess#i've got so many things to play#like hades bug fables crosscode celeste lunistice guacamelee ect#i've been playing way too much minecraft lately as well#and with xenoblade x remaster coming out and likely another switch like#there's so many things i can spend my money on i think i'll just enjoy more#even other sonic games like i picked up the 3ds ones if i ever feel like being whelmed#i have mania plus and never touched the plus part#as well as sa2 dc secret rings and sonic shuffle i keep trying to rope my brother into playing (he doesn't see the entertainment value smh)#i don't know someone make an argument because all i'm getting is ''you're a sonic fan you'll buy any garbage''
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If there's one request I can make of you guys, it's that you please please please let me know if I upload something and it doesn't look right (ex: the audio is desynced, the visuals are glitchy, etc.)!!! It's embarrassing!!!!
#mod talk#Thank you#I was going through my tag and saw a 2 week old video tumblr absolutely munched up to hell and back#idk how I didn't notice that when it got posted#the audio is bugged the video is awful AND it's desynched which is a crime#but the biggest crime is NOBODY told me!!!!!#I feel betrayed. Abandoned. I'm leaving to live in a small cottage on the seaside and never coming back#Anyways Tumblr's been messing up a lot of my videos lately. I contacted them about it but they weren't much help#so relying on you guys. you know I'm a good editor. please don't let me post garbage like that and assume it's what I intended#genuinely scandalized. I'm deleting the post rn and will repost it in the morning
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To anyone who wants to be a youtuber, let me tell you, just do something you enjoy. As long as nobody gets hurt and it isn't breaking the law or pissing people off, you do you!
Just don't do something controversial or questionable, like making a circus out of a serious investigation.
#late night ramblings#mini rant#youtube tips#im talking about the goddamn expose video on dagames and saberspark by that kim possible fan#commentary channels are fucking garbage#I'm done with those kinds of videos#jesus christ on a bike
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someone in my afk life has been throwing me under the bus pretty hardcore lately....
we're not that close, something like more than acquaintances but not really friends. they've been to my place for movie nights and some dinners, but they never ever reciprocate, just talk and talk about how they're going to. but never actually do. I've made peace with that but it does make for an awkward, coworker-esque dynamic that they refuse to bridge the gap on.
this is perfectly fine when it's civil, but lately has been... not so civil.
like, this person has a big, invasive surgery coming up that I think they're lashing out about b/c fear. which I get. I do. but suddenly lots of random stuff is my fault for no reason..... I say I'll help them out with X on Day, they agree, Day comes around and they've "already handled X because they couldn't wait around any longer 🙄." ("any longer" being. the agreed upon date and time.) with absolutely no communication that there was an issue.
they like to visit my cat when they see him, which is fine, but my cat is a very unpredictable, very, very strong tiny predator who struggles to communicate his boundaries. I would not trust him around new people unsupervised, for safety reasons. This person always wants to "read what he's telling them" (which they are rarely correct about. they will keep petting him when he hisses and has huge black eyes, and completely ignore him when he's open and friendly) and simply WILL NOT listen to me or respect when I translate his communications, to the point that I now always put the cat in the other room if this person is coming over.
or their dog will come sit with me instead of them at movie night (I have a very comfy/squishy blanket doggo likes to sit on and doggo is old and ready for bed. nothing personal) and once doggo gets up their person will very loudly comment "oh am I WORTHY now???" (idk if me or doggo was more uncomfy!! wtf are we supposed to do with that!!)
and they want me to babysit their dog during their surgery, and handle doggo's meds while being babysat. ok! no problem! but we HAVE to go over the procedures to give doggo meds RIGHT NOW (surgery + potential babysitting is WEEKS away and would only be for 1 night anyway). and even though I have years of experience in administering meds like doggo's, there's a very heavy implication that I don't know what I'm doing and definitely can't be trusted with doggo or doggo's meds. (??? why ask me if you feel that way??)
I've stated multiple times that I'm fine with dog sitting, but would prefer to go over meds way closer to the actual date and that is? Unacceptable?? Apparently??
Verbatim, "I can cancel the surgery if that's too hard"
Like??? I've never said a damn thing about it being too difficult, but now it's hanging out there that if they cancel their surgery it'll be because *I* wasn't able to take care of their dog because it was *simply too difficult*. which is such a crock of bs!! (the meds in question are oral syringe btw. with a very tiny dog who's very cooperative with me. literally nothing difficult about the job - just doggo's human)
like. I'm keeping details simple here but lots of this is PARAGRAPHS of unrelenting texts assuring me that I'm sooooo helpful and trustworthy while simultaneously undermining and openly second guessing every. single. thing. that I have to say. right down to attacking my sleep schedule because 'they wouldn't want to bother me' (I am not bothered and have communicated this openly). Idk how to deal with this anymore tbh.
I can't really avoid this person as I will absolutely cross pass with them in daily life, but I also cannot have a conversation with them about how shitty they're being. we simply Do Not have that kind of relationship.
I know they're diagnosed with BPD, and I suspect they're probably using me to try and self-sabotoge out of their surgery (if I'm soooo unreliable to take care of doggo for a night, then they simply *must* cancel the surgery to take care of doggo themselves!) and like. I'm trying real hard to be empathetic about it. I've known them for years now and usually I just roll with things, but it's getting to SUCH an unhealthy and nasty place lately........
#there's more that i'm not sharing here. but the mistrust and undermining has gotten really off the charts lately#they're lashing out at roomie as well. we are both like??? wtf did we do. and the answer is nothing.#and the worst thing is how hidden the nastiness is!!#“i think you're so great and so trustworthy i know you'll be fantastic!#even though i went through a list of other people to do the thing before i got to you so you definitely werent my first choice!#and i trust you sooo much! let me tell you how much in these 4 paragraphs describing in detail that i DON'T trust you!! 🥰“#AAAAAHHHHH#TRYING REAL HARD TO BE PATIENT WITH THEM BUT GODDAMN I DONT DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE GARBAGE :’)#tea talks#it's 3am forgive any rambling or typos. it's been!!! a day !!!
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all of my dreams were based around the ocean last night. dammit.
#I NEED TO BE THERE#honestly I’ve been thinking about it lately and like. I need to move lol.#me being landlocked is not good bc one trip to the coast each year is enough#but I have been looking at places to move to perhaps so like. if the world doesn’t turn into a garbage fire here soon I might make it real 👀#north east for sure. I don’t need a beach per say I just need the sea.#but like. dude. I need to be around water#i'm rambling again aren't i
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