#this post is from months and months ago oops
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This sat in an open tab for a while to remind me (and got forgotten about anyway). Oops.
Fave color: It's always been drifting around somewhere in the range from blue to purple
Last song: Uh, apparently ODETARI - GMFU (w/ 6arelyhuman), which I mostly clicked on just to figure out who these people are. Not a fan.
Last book: Beats me. It's been a while since my brain was braining enough for books. Maybe a couple sections of Stim: An Autistic Anthology? Or of things I've actually finished possibly Everyone I Know Wants to Be Castrated and Kill Their Family. If we're counting visual novels then I think optimal conditions for a sacrifice
Last show: Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury. I liked the first half, but overall kinda meh
Current show: Vaguely pretending I'll finish getting caught up on various Star Treks or maybe Doctor Who, but the previous answer is the only thing I've watched in like three years
Current book: Nothing? Or if we're counting visual novels again I guess I forgot I started Steins;Gate a few months ago
Craving: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sweet / Savory / Spicy: Whichever one isn't going to make me sick if I eat it, which means probably not spicy (I seem to be mildly allergic to even plain bell peppers). I'm a fan of all three in different ways though
Relationship status: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Last Google: I dunno, I try to avoid using it whenever possible. But the last thing I looked up was the full title of Gwitch to copy and paste into this post. Before answering this though it was when the V.32bis standard for 14.4 dialup modems was introduced
Looking forward to: Not having to worry about where I'm going to live next year/for the rest of my life anymore
Current obsession fixation: Kinda between things at the moment, I guess. I'm not sure I've really latched onto anything so far this year that's stuck around too much longer than it took me to finish it
tag game :)
was tagged by @the-frankenman-writes ; TYYY MWAH <3
favorite color: yellow!! or purple is a close second
last song: black star by radiohead
last movie: kpop demon hunters!!
last book: whatever the last play i read for class was idk 💀
last tv show: bones!!
currently watching: this gifset by ashleyslorens over and over and over and over again on loop until my eyeballs melt and pour out of my eye sockets
currently reading: re-reading all my fav of @the-sparkling-diamond-satine's moulin rouge fics heheheeeee :3333 <3
currently craving: SHOW TICKETSSSSS :((( I LOVE LIVE THEATREEEEE
coffee or tea: tea!!!!!!!!!!!! don't like the taste of coffee and i LOVEEE tea (as i'm sure you have all gathered)
sweet/savory/spicy: sweet!!!!! i have a MASSIVE sweet tooth. but if i had to rank the three, they'd go in that exact order :)
relationship status: singleee
last thing i googled: the word "chandelier" to make sure i was spelling it right
looking forward to: my friend coming over tmrw :DDD AND seeing ashley loren in moulin rouge when she comes back with @cemeteryklaus !!!!!
current obsession(s): MOULIN ROUGEEEEE and graceland of course but that's a given
no pressure tagging: @cemeteryklaus @ashleyslorens @the-sparkling-diamond-satine @emeraldelysium @aaronstveit @natgoodmans @littlelottediamond @harvsbian @butchjackabbot @chrundletheokay @punk-sharkz-zero @galwithalibrarycard !! <3
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Glitchventures!
Writing this up mostly on the off chance that someone else has gotten this error before, and might be looking for a solution. Also might serve as a walkthrough for "my game is throwing a weird error, what steps do I take?"
You ever had this error pop up? "Target animation cannot find bone on self". It was showing up with almost every carpool. I ran What Caused This, no luck, tested with all CC taken out, no luck. Tested in a different neighborhood, carpools worked again. Tried running Hoodchecker, no luck.
I looked at the error log, and the "honk horn" animation was mentioned. This, combined with a similar error popping up a few other times but with a sim name instead of a car object gave me the idea to look in SimPE, in the Sim Browser. And, sure enough...
Two NPCs, no character file. Supposedly. Hoodchecker and my characters folder said otherwise, but whatever. The teen was the newspaper carrier, I had already figured that out. The adult? The carpool driver! The initial error had been deceptive-- the car wasn't glitching, the driver was.
I'm still not sure what happened, why simPe thought there was no character file when there clearly was, why HoodChecker didn't catch anything. But, some googling led me to this guide on resureccting sims with no character data. Made some random townies, copied over the right files, and voila!
So, there you go. Errors aren't always self-explanatory. Sometimes sims are objects. Read the error logs. Check simPe even if hoodchecker says you're in the clear. And hopefully this can help someone else, because it killed a good two hours of my evening figuring it out 😝
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"That was a class-A surreptitious half a miracle..." 💫
#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow#archangel gabriel#(jim)#I just realized I never posted this one from a few months ago#oops!#It was a lot of fun to draw though!
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Bee's death in skybound has me in shambles
(bonus doodles to cope)
#bumblebee#transformers#transformers bumblebee#i keep forgetting to post here#like oops i have a tumblr account im neglecting#so this art is from over a month ago#still catching yall up to where my art currently is but i forget to post so its falling behind#optimus#optimus prime#optimus dad#bumblebee son#energon universe#skybound#transformers one#tfo#tfone
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diva is on the mind 💔
#made this 2 months ago but forgot to post oops#trying to back up from the pjegtwt because its a car crash every week /neg#i need to get back on the procreate grind. ibis paint is forever in my clutches smiles#pjeg fanart#pjeg#pjeg eva#pjeg diana#eva tsunaka#project edens garden#project eden's garden#project edens garden fanart#diana venicia#dieva#art#adrien art#fanart#p:eg#p:eg eva#p:eg diana#fanganronpa
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someone save me from the idiots ive been stuck with for 5+ years...
#shhh yes im system posting again#i was too scared on our older blog so im doing it here more sorry in advance LMAO#plus i have alot of funny stories :3#anyways the idiots in question are marz/red (me hiii i post 90% here & on the red blog)#and then elysia/green who spent 5 hrs on our pinned post just for me to decide i wanna change it a month later oops#and then seraphina/blue who has a 3 year argument with elysia over skittles being better than m&ms (& its STILL ongoing)#anyways about the irl doxxing us that ive accidentally did once mini tag storytime but i MIGHT make a silly post about that later one day#okay so a few weeks ago we werent too far from where we live but it was still technically a different city#and it was 8pm at night & we ran into a store to grab something alone#and the cashier guy was randomly like “...where are you from ??”#and i didnt think and i told him BY ACCIDENT#and then he was like “oh okay!" and didnt say much afterwards#then we got out of there ASAP because this was in the middle of nowhere </3#it mightve not been anything but now this loser (elysia) wont stop saying ive irl doxxed us >:((#( ps all the 'idiot' & 'loser' namecalling is all done affectionately i promise LMAO )#solar draws#alan becker#red avm#blue avm#green avm#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#<- shhh it counts cause the first panel#not adding sys tags its already nerve wracking being open about sys stuff in general on this blog LMAO
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Clipped Wings
Summary: One Year. Lucanis Dellamorte has been imprisoned for a whole year. If he had to guess. Desperate, almost hopeless, rescue has finally arrived in the guise of two excitable elves, but his saviors might be too late. Who would want a demon to come home? (Lucanis and Spite PoV)
Word Count: 6743
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Chapter Four: Demon in the Depths
It was cold when the haze of unconsciousness finally faded, his body sluggish. Flashes of what had happened played like the hitched scenes of a stage play. They had brought the accursed vial of his blood to the cell, had wound the strings of their vile magic around his limbs, and contorted his motions to suit their needs. The demon had thrashed in his bones at it, throwing himself against his ribs painfully and clawing behind his eyes as he screamed in fury. They had returned his leathers, a baffling action, and had him cast aside the prisoner's rags he had worn for almost a year. His gear hung loosely around him, the torture and confinement hollowing him out. Spite hissed at the ugly feeling it caused, sinking teeth into the soft meat of his soul.
Struggling against the magic’s hold, he had to simply watch as another mage approached. The man held a comb in one hand and scissors in the other. The sight was so absurd he wanted to laugh, but the spell only allowed him a vicious smile. The man's hands shook, the tremor worsening as the assassin glared him down with naked bloodlust the closer he got. A year at their mercy and they still were terrified to approach him. It was one of the only pleasures left to him here. Spite had lodged himself in his throat, gripping his vocal chords and begging for blood. It caused an almost feral growl to crawl from his lips, his would-be barber jumping at the noise.
They were making him presentable, he realized. Dressing him up for someone or something. It caused a drowning panic to rise in him like a vile tide. Spite howled, seizing his limbs with his own phantom versions and thrashing. His fingers twitched and the man stumbled backwards, away from him at the motion. No one stopped the cultist as he fled out of the cell, though the mage with the phylactery did bark orders at him. When they weren't met with obedience, he scoffed. Fear always won. Instead of trying to finish his twisted spa day, they trapped his hands behind his back and clapped iron around his wrists and ankles. The mage in charge had muttered something about having other subjects to prepare and he was soon being led through the facility as his phylactery was spirited back into the depths.
He had waited until the searing pull of the thing faded before launching into action. A simple jump to pull his hands back in front of himself, using the shackles to bludgeon one cultist to the ground. When another swung their magic imbued daggers at him, he caught the blades with the chain between his hands. The enchantment cut through it like a hot knife through butter. If nothing else, the Venatori were deft hands at crafting weapons to draw blood from even the most armored victims. He still had to dodge the rest of the swing, but his hands were free and that changed everything. Now the familiar rhythm of work was settling into his frame, every movement and swing of blades like a beloved symphony he had almost forgotten. His body sang with each kill. He carved a bloody trail through the halls, using another cultist blade to cut the shackles free completely during a brief reprieve. He had searched the bodies for keys, whatever relic or weird device would allow him to finally leave the prison.
He never got far, another wave of Venatori descending on him. It was exhausting, but he was a Crow. He had trained for exhausting. The wave of demons was a surprise he should have been expecting. The surge of the tiny bastards nipped at his heels, pushing him away from the path to freedom with slashing claws and sharp teeth. Spite was hissing like a feral cat at them. It caused every hair on his body to prickle, an electric hum so intense it felt like his bones were vibrating. The creatures seemed to falter and as he surged forward into that hesitation with sharp blades, he barely noticed the large shape that crashed into his side. He was thrown against a crumbling wall, left scrambling in the sand for purchase before a large clawed hand wrapped around his chest. The demon squeezed, his ribs screaming as the air was forced from his lungs. He angled vicious stabs into the creature's flesh, but it didn't seem to phase it. It simply tightened its hold. His world spotted black as he wheezed for a breath, clawing at the iron grip. And then the world went dark.
Now he was in a new prison, cold ice steadily locking him in place. He thrashed, the desperate need to escape chasing the fatigue from his limbs. Wherever they planned to take him next would be worse than the Ossuary, he had no doubt. Spite was rousing at the sharp emotions, sinking sharp nails into his psyche as he clawed awake. The spell was winding closer and closer, alarm almost blinding the assassin now. And then it paused, wavering, as discordant voices cut in. The demon surged, a sharp snap heralding skeletal wings bursting into existence on his back. They lunged for freedom as one, the ice shattering as the spell failed. The familiar work of killing settled into his hands once more, his world narrowed down to the cultists trying to trap him and nothing else. He was a flurry of ruthless violence, each Venatori dead within seconds of the last. Pulling in a shivering breath, he turned to face whatever had interrupted the ritual and then paused in surprise. Those were not cultists.
Mage.
The demon’s voice curled at the edges of his thoughts, almost purring the word as he stared at the two women blocking his way out. There was a fascination to it, but also a hunger, a pull the spirit felt. He watched its ghostly form stalk around the tanned elf, pulling in huffing breaths. It pawed at her red hair, as if trying to capture a lock between its fingers. Frustration growled from the spirit, turning instead to stare into her slate eyes.
Smells sweet. New scent. What is it? So sweet…
He blinked in confusion, taken aback. In the year since the demon had been forced into him, it had expressed curiosity only a handful of times. The pure rage of being trapped usually took up most of their stay. It unsettled him how Spite was suddenly enamored with a stranger. It felt foreboding. Then the demon was twitching to look at the woman’s companion. Another elf, dressed in bright leathers with her dark hair gathered in a messy bun. She seemed to vibrate with nerves and energy in equal measure, with heavy looking metal… contraptions, for lack of a better word, wrapped over her arms.
Dusty. Reeks of magic. Stolen. Borrowed. Found. Smells of ancient.
And then it was back to prowling around the redhead, a starving grin cracking its face. It caused a scowl to crease his own. Anything or anyone that captured the demon's attention like this was trouble. He shouldn't have even given them pause. A few more knife flicks and he'd be on his way to freedom. The cold calculation of his work was washing through him, but then Spite was surging to stand in front of him, causing him to jump.
Smell good. Maybe help? Finally! Let us out! Free us! Outoutout!
The thoughts were a deluge, slamming into his mind like a tidal wave. It scattered him for a moment, causing his head to swirl. He tightened his grip on his daggers, leather and steel biting into his palm. The weight of his weapons centered him, but before he could pull himself into familiar, deadly action, Spite's fascination was speaking.
“You must be Lucanis Dellamorte.” It wasn't a question. Her eyes seemed to almost shine as she looked him over.
She knows you.
He narrowed his eyes. “Who sent you?” And then his brain finally recognized the armor she wore. “You're a Crow.” She was sporting the leathers tailored for mages, loose sleeves trailing her motions. Had another House put a price on his head? Did this mean he had been properly abandoned here?
Before the doubts could work themselves into a proper panic, she was giving him a flourishing bow. “Of House de Riva. It's an honor.” It sounded almost genuine, voice tinged with a laugh. Then her head flicked up slightly, her gaze meeting his. “Caterina sent us. She’d like you home.”
Hope swelled in his chest, bittersweet and sickly. He hadn't been forgotten, but it was too late wasn't it? He was far too changed, now. A monster in human skin. It was a cruel twist of fate. He pulled in a long breath, finally sheathing his daggers. A member of Viago's House meant this was likely genuine. Rescue had come and he could trust that. So long as the other Crow led, he wouldn't have to worry about a poisoned blade nicking him. A second assassin would make his job easier, too.
“I still have a contract here. I need to kill Calivan, but before I can do that we need to find the vial of my blood they took.” He had to grind the words from his throat, disuse trying to choke them back down. “They can use it to control me otherwise.”
The other elf finally spoke up at that as she almost cowered behind the Crow. “Because of the demon.” Her voice was soft, empty of malice, but the single sentence cut him to the core.
This was where they'd leave him at best, or try to kill him at worst. He felt his fingers twitch, heartbeat leaping as adrenaline surged. He'd have to kill the mage first, that was fine. He knew how to do that. She sported a knife instead of a staff, so he'd have a few seconds to close the distance as her orb was summoned. That was plenty of time to slit her throat and collide with the archer before her bow could be nocked. He'd owe Viago an apology for killing one of his Crows, but it was par for the course.
“That’s fine, assuming you're still the Mage Killer the First Talon promised me.” The mage said brightly, smiling.
She didn't move for her weapon, her hands even clapping quietly in front of her. That was baffling. The word demon sent mages into a panic, usually, all fire and brimstone raining down at the thought. Why did she look almost gleeful?
“I can still work.” He answered carefully.
“Perfect!” Relief caused her shoulders to sag for a moment. “Once we clean up your contract, I have my own for two ancient elven mages pretending at godhood. If the stories I've heard about your work are even partially true, your help would really turn the tides.”
“I…” Gods? That was a new one. “I would owe you.”
“A favor between Crows.” She closed the distance in an instant, startlingly fast, and held a hand out to him.
The sweet scent that had fascinated Spite washed over him. Red berries and jasmine. It was pleasant enough, but strong. Hiding the acrid smell of poisons and venoms with perfume was a popular cover among assassins. Given her House, it made sense. The scent was simply dizzying after his year in this pit of the ocean smelling only rotting seaweed, blood, and burning flesh. It also made him hesitant to touch her at all. His reluctance must have been obvious because she laughed, pulling her hand back.
“You know Viago, huh? I don't coat myself in poison quite as enthusiastically as him. Perfectly safe to touch!” And then she was winking at him. “Kissing less so, but you look like a gentleman.” He wasn't sure what to do with that, but she was spinning on her heel and waving at him over her shoulder. “I’m Mirenna, by the way, though people are calling me Rook nowadays. Maybe Viago mentioned me?” There was a hopeful note in her voice, a desire for acknowledgement. When he remained quiet, she let out a disappointed sigh. “Likely not by name. If you ever had to listen to him rant about an annoying protege, I apologize. I exist to annoy him, apparently.”
That did stir some faint memories of the Fifth Talon muttering about a recruit causing nothing but trouble. His tone had never been properly angry or even particularly murderous. It had always read to him as a similar energy he reserved for Illario. A sibling that needed to be scolded, but whom you loved. Now he had a face for the many complaints. The reverie was interrupted as her companion popped into his view.
“Um, I’m Bellara, by the way. It's nice to meet you. I think?” She seemed to want to say more, mouth opening before snapping shut as she scurried after the mage. “Do you really have poison on your lips, Rook?”
Rook’s eyes crinkled as a devious smile curled across her face. “Would you like to find out?”
Her voice was low, almost sultry. Tempting. It was familiar. Viago was close with Teia, it wasn't a far leap to assume that the elf would have had contact with House Cantori. The casual seduction had Teia written all over it. The perfume also made a little more sense, the initial allure of the honeytrap. His assumption that she was trouble only felt more vindicated.
Bellara tittered away from her, half laughing and half nerves. “No! I'm okay. I like not being poisoned.”
“Shame, it's a fun one.” Rook hummed. “I can give you the rundown back at the Lighthouse. We have Venatori to gut and a legendary assassin to free.”
Knows of you. Likes the idea. Spite was prowling behind her, head cocked. What would. Poison taste like?
“Not as pleasant as you want.” He muttered, voice quiet and leaden feet finally following his odd saviors.
Taste like smells? So sweet. What is scent?
“Red berries and jasmine.”
She glanced over her shoulder, a knowing smile on her lips. How loud had he said that? Turning on her heel, she walked backwards to face him.
“Offer stands for you, too.” Her voice was just as alluring as before, but she had dipped her head toward her chest, looking up at him through her lashes.
Cheeky! I like her!
He blinked blandly back at her, cursing himself for letting the demon bait him into this situation. “I'm familiar enough with what the Fifth and Seventh Talons may have taught you.”
She tilted her head to the side, mischief touching her features. “No curiosity for what their talents combined might create?”
Spite is! Let me talk. More fun.
“I am perfectly content as is.” His tone was flat, emotion scrubbed free.
Boring! Let me out! Let me talk. Spite was raking claws through his psyche, his shade looming before him as he screamed. Outoutout! You cage! You trap!
He pinched the bridge of his nose as he walked past her, trying not to think about the myriad of poisons she could sprinkle on his leathers at this distance. Dealing with the demon was exhausting enough, a second Teia would simply be too much. There was a quiet scuff of her boot on the rock floor as she turned back around. The silent speed that had her matching his pace shortly after was unnerving. She seemed on the verge of saying something when they finally emerged back into the facility.
A group of Venatori had been desperately trying to set up the wards again, the blood magic causing his eyes to ache. The two Crows were in motion instantly, his daggers almost leaping into his hands and a crackling orb sparking to life in hers. Lightning magic explained her speed. Bellara was a few seconds slow on shrugging her bow off her shoulder, each assassin removing a blood mage before she had an arrow loose. The smell of ozone filled the room, like the air before a storm. He had expected the mage to fight at a distance, but she peppered the Venatori with quick bolts before lunging forward with the mageknife. Her magic jolted through their bodies at the contact, their writhing forms easy prey for his blades. And then she was shooting off to swipe the enchanted blade at the next target, sweeping their legs and falling upon them with a ferocious stab.
It had been some time since he last saw a Crow mage in a melee. Watching her parry a bolt of energy back at the caster before letting loose a scorching ray from the orb, walking slowly forward as the magic ate the man alive, quashed any doubts he had about her training. She danced and dashed among swinging blades, hunted down any mage that dared to fire in her direction, and was careful to curve her dagger around his and Bellara's strikes as they navigated the field. She was skilled. By the time the Venatori were dead, he had a seed of respect for her taking root. He had been afraid the flippant energy had meant he'd be babysitting another Illario in a fight. He had been wrong.
Smells of blood. Metal and sharp. Powerful.
Wiping his daggers clean on the tunic of a dead mage, he watched her sheath her weapon and shake her hands. Almost like she was trying to regain feeling in them. When she caught his eye, she gave him another wink. He frowned, turning away to pluck the key for the door from a corpse. She followed two steps behind him, quiet for a moment.
“You don't like the tactic.” Again, not a question.
“I was never fond of Teia’s method. It is more my cousin's style.” He rested a hand on the pommel of a dagger. “I prefer being direct.”
“Oh.” There was a note of disappointment coating the word. “Teia took me for a ride. She promised it would be funny, but she meant for herself, didn't she.”
He narrowed his eyes at her, busying himself with unlocking the door. “What?”
“Told me to tease you. Said it would be hilarious.” Was she pouting? “Now I just feel like a jerk and like I made a terrible first impression.”
“Would you have preferred I swoon?” The door opened silently under his touch.
She made a noncommittal noise in her throat. “If it made you a little less gloomy, sure. Laughing would have worked, too.”
Gloomy? He imagined he would look a little worse for wear, but gloomy?
She wants. A smile?
Ah. That felt beyond him.
“Rook messes with everyone.” Bellara chimed in, hovering several steps behind him. It made him wonder how long it would take to slip a dagger between her ribs from this distance. A few seconds, just a handful of quick steps. “Usually means she likes you!”
“Should I be flattered?” There was an almost bright note to his voice as he led them through to the next dilapidated chamber, perhaps an overcorrection on his part.
“Only if she stays nice with it.” She continued, her steps gaining an almost bouncing quality as they walked.
“Don't give away all my tells, Bell!” The mage feigned injury, hand pressed her chest, but the wide smile betrayed her intent. “I'll only look cool and capable until we get back to the Diamond.”
“Oh, was Viago not done? He sure yelled at you for a long time already…” Bellara gave her a sympathetic pat on the shoulder.
“He could berate me for a week straight and still have a bone to pick.” She shook her head sadly. “Such is my lot.”
The two continued their inane banter for a while longer, but he ceased to listen. Instead, he focused on the twisting pull of his would be phylactery. Normally its presence filled him with dread. It still did, as they drew closer, but there was a note of dizzying anticipation. The shedding of the final chain. Freedom. His steps quickened, pulling ahead of the two women. He led the duo toward his target, singular focus trained ahead. And then he stopped, staring at the wide chasm that yawned between him and a very enthusiastic stabbing. The path had collapsed at some point and he faltered. He didn't know the facility well enough to pick an alternative route, if one even still stood.
“Ah. Damn.” Rook muttered, chewing on her thumb. “I really hoped we wouldn't come back this way. I don't have a plan for this.”
Just walk? Path is right there.
“What?” He forgot to quiet his voice, too baffled by the suggestion.
Do you not see? Oh! A path. Just for Spite! Poor Lucanis. Needs help! The demon was definitely laughing at him. I can pull. The path through. Let me reach.
Rook had turned a confused eye to him and he groused under the gaze. “He says he can pull something through.”
“Who..?” She started, but he was already holding a hand out.
Spite had pressed itself into his body, the ghostly avatar layering over his skin. He felt the demon grab something, weighty and odd, and together they pulled. Phantasmal rubble sprang into being over the gap, an echo of what used to be. It felt draining in a strange way, an inkling that the path wouldn't stay forever.
“You can just do that?” The mage gasped.
“I'm as surprised as you.” He breathed before shaking his head. “I don't think it lasts, let's move.”
That seemed to light a fire under them as they quickly scrambled to the other side. The route grew more precarious as they went, large chunks of the facility sheared away from itself to form deadly chasms. Bellara had fallen silent, staring down at her feet as they shimmied along a crumbling wall. Rook for her part was almost trapezing along the rubble, lips curled faintly in a smile. She paused as they reached the next section of fractured flooring, head tilting.
“Demons.” Her voice was almost flat.
He stole a peek, sizing up the several prowling shades. “Zara’s pets. That’s what success looks like.”
She gave a hum at that before tossing him a wild grin. “I’ll get their attention. Looking forward to seeing you work again!”
Before either he or Bellara could object, the mage was vaulting over a broken pillar. Lightning crackled as her orb materialized, her mageknife rolling once in her hand. She took bounding steps, running the outer ring of the platform as her weapons streamed magic. The demons swarmed towards her like moths to a flame. Lucanis cursed under his breath, sliding down the slight incline to try and close the distance. Bellara had begun nocking arrows, firing into the mass from her vantage point. He wasn’t going to make it before the creatures reached the elf. Why did all his jobs go south?
He loosed a handful of throwing daggers, downing one demon and staggering another. That earned him a few more seconds. It might actually be fine so long as she kept running. Except she turned on her heel without warning, her orb shimmering into a second dagger as she lunged into the mass of monsters. She planted the two blades into the heart of one demon and then pulled. The air sounded like it was torn apart violently, a violet maw cut open with electricity and lightning slicing free. It floored several demons, easy prey for his daggers. As the magic fizzled away she was throwing out another spell, a carpet of thunder that sent her jumping backwards with a cackle. For a split second, the magic almost looked like a cloud of feathers before it too evaporated.
When the creatures finally recovered, most of them were dissipating back to the Fade. The stragglers went down easily to the dancing blades and patient arrows. He huffed as he pulled a dagger free from the steadily disappearing corpse under his boot. Rook was back to shaking her hands, bouncing from foot to foot for a moment. The sounds of rocks being displaced announced Bellara joining them on the lower platform.
“You,” he started slowly, pointing a blade at the mage, “are reckless.”
“But it tends to work.” She gave him a lopsided smile.
“Until it doesn’t.” He clipped.
“S’why I have you guys!”
“Rook…” Bellara cut in, her tone scolding.
The mage sighed, holding her hands up in surrender. “Fine, sorry. Proper plan before the next fight.”
“With any luck, our ‘next fight’ is Calivan.” There was a sharp edge to his voice now as he started to pick his way further into the facility.
She was silently at his side again with no warning. “Was there a specific way you wanted to deal with him? It is your contract, after all.”
“Oh, do Crows not usually work together?” Bellara asked, popping up on his other side.
Rook hummed, shrugging. “If you belong to the same House and your Talon tells you to? Then sure. Between Houses is more rare, but poaching a contract is frowned upon. Unless they super fuck it up, anyways. Besides just being rude and an insult, the buyer can use it to try and weasel out of paying which causes all sorts of issues. But since I’m here on a contract for the First Talon, I think we’re good. I don’t plan on trying to cash in on the Calivan contract either.”
“If you help me take him down,” Lucanis cut in quietly, “you would be entitled to the reward.”
She gave him a queer look at that, head tilting slightly. “Viago would likely take any gold I make. Besides, your whole thing is killing mages. I don’t want to get in your way.”
“And here I thought you had a fondness for attention.” He mused.
A wide grin slowly stole across her face. “Is the Demon of Vyrantium teasing me?”
“Surely not, I’m gloomy after all.”
“Bell, I need you to pinch me.” She extended an arm behind his back, causing every alarm in his mind to scream. “This has to be a dream.”
The sound of the other elf gently slapping her hand away with a laugh had him quickening his steps. They responded well enough if he played along, good to know. It kept them distracted, but that had its uses. He didn't fully trust having another Crow from an ostensibly rival House at his back, but he could only dedicate so much worry towards her right now. If Caterina had truly given de Riva the contract to rescue him, she was maybe safe enough.
He had a bigger target to focus on. Confronting Calivan had a few ways to play out. If they were lucky, he was holed up in a chamber with deep shadows and high perches. Dropping on the man from above to crush the air from his lungs as daggers bit deep would be ideal. Quick but brutal. Given the state of the facility, however, it was far more likely the mage would be in an annoyingly open area with next to no cover. Getting to punch him into submission had its allure, but it was messy. Unreliable. Dangerous. He did have a mage and ranged support, so a head to head confrontation would likely go better than usual. It made him uneasy, but a little trust would go a long way.
“When we find Calivan,” he started suddenly, voice even, “if he's in a place where I can take him down from stealth, that works perfectly. I think it more likely he'll see us coming a mile away with the state the Ossuary is in. Which means I'll likely be the distraction whether I want to or not.”
“I'll make sure to shock him within an inch of his life for you.” Her grin had a hungry edge to it this time, the job bringing a sharp focus.
“Helping with a Crow contract…” Bellara sounded almost in awe at the idea. “The Jumpers won't believe me.”
“We gotta find him first.” Rook hummed before she stopped suddenly, catching the edge of his leathers and tugging gently to have him follow suit. He almost wrenched it violently from her grasp, a year of bad memories leaping up at the touch. “Lots of Fade activity ahead. It's a mage at the very least, could be Calivan though.”
“Quick and quiet, then.” He murmured the little mantra, blades snapping into his hands as he prowled forward.
It was, unfortunately, not their target or his blood vial. Instead it was an underling trying to fend off loose demons. They simply waited for the mage to finish killing off the monsters before quietly approaching and putting an end to the Venatori. The next few chambers were just as disappointing. More demons and abominations to be put down to clear the path, the facility seeming to hold an obnoxious amount of them. The tug was growing more incessant and there was a sense of familiarity to the area. He'd walk this path many times on the way to the Venatori lab. His stomach twisted at the thought. That singular room held many horrors for him.
For us. Spite hissed.
There was a nagging worry as they entered the large chamber that functioned as a torturous lab. If they didn't want to break his phylactery, if instead they wanted to use it, would he have time to stop them? Would it be better to lead the way, forcing them to pass him to seize control, or hover behind them, daggers hungry?
He was playing and replaying the scenario in his mind as they took in the remains of the less fortunate subjects. When they quietly destroyed the many Venatori crystals locking them out, he was favoring the plan that let him bury a knife in each back with one strike. He let them walk in first, eyes watching their weapons carefully as they beheld the sizable phylactery.
“I’m guessing the monstrous vial is yours?” Rook offered weakly, trying to force a note of mirth into the words and failing.
His daggers slipped silently from their sheaths. “Destroy it and let's move on.” His voice was level, not quite emotionless, but peaceful. Encouraging.
“Should we-” Bellara started, but she cut herself off with a yelp.
The vial exploded without warning as Rook flung her mageknife at it. The loud shattering was the most beautiful sound he had heard in his life. She shifted a foot back, bracing, as the fiery laser leapt from her hand again. The blood concoction ignited, burning any lingering connection to a crisp. His daggers were sheathed in the next instant, eyes fixed on the mage. There was a familiar cold calculation to her features, the Crow focus brushing aside the lopsided grin. There was a deeper emotion buried in it, almost like a fury. That was interesting.
Free. Spite seemed to breathe the word. She freed us. She hated. The final chain. Why?
Maybe she knew something about being controlled like that. Maybe as a mage she simply had a dislike for phylacteries. Maybe the mere thought of dominating someone like that sat ill with her. He didn't have an answer for the demon. So he remained quiet as they boarded the elevator, focusing instead on carving his path to Calivan. Killing the man wouldn't make up for what had been done to him, but it would feel good. He'd take the scrap of positivity.
His mind turned back to planning, imagining sinking a dagger to the hilt in his tormentor. If they gave him the time, there were several places he could plant a knife before finally killing the man. A little payback would be nice. Some kind of retribution for the cruelty.
“So,” Rook's voice sliced through his murderous fantasy abruptly as Bellara seemed to huff next to her, “what's Caterina like, usually?”
Was she trying to fill the time? Couldn't she have asked anything else? He couldn't help the bitterness in his voice. “I've been gone so long, I fear I don't remember.”
She seemed to flinch, a quick hunching of her shoulders. “Right. Well… we’ll have you reunited soon enough it won't matter.”
The elevator thunking to a stop saved them both from trying to salvage the conversation. Rook led them down the crumbling hallway with quick steps, a sharp focus coming over her. She was almost darting forward, seemingly appearing on top of piles of rubble to look ahead. She had pulled the hood of her leathers up to hide her shocking red hair as she scouted. An unhappy hum escaped her as she bounded back to them.
“Big open space. Might be some side rooms, but… we should be ready for a fight with little cover.”
Iron and salt. Screams and curses. Blood for blood. Kill Calivan.
It felt like Spite was clawing at the world from behind his eyes. He rolled his shoulders, neck cracking. “Time to work. Ready?”
Bellara swallowed heavily, but gripped her bow tightly in hand and nodded. “If he doesn't know Rook and I are here, then that gives us an edge.”
Rook flicked her mageknife into hand, the blade glinting as her orb crackled to life. “Quick and quiet.” It was unto a prayer for their work, her features sharp and focused.
“Quick and quiet.” He echoed before he stepped into the open.
The Venatori mage was waiting for them, in a sense. A ritual circle was carved into the floor, a permanent fixture to the chamber. He had been turning a slow circle, observing the runes, when Lucanis stepped into the open. The jailer clicked his tongue in almost disgust, an exaggerated shrug lifting his shoulders.
“Of course it’s you.” He spat. “Zara and her little jests. ‘He’s already the Demon of Vyrantium! Won’t this be ironic?’ We should have killed you months ago when the demon never manifested. Waste of time and effort.”
The Crow didn’t wait, daggers in hand as he sprinted towards the man. If the monster wanted to taunt, let him waste the air. The Fade fizzled as glaring red orbs sprang up around his target, forcing him to spend precious time dodging left and right. He caught a brief blur out of the corner of his eye as his knife lunged out. The blade caught against the mage’s staff, his offhand punching towards the man’s gut. The burn of magic in the air stung his eyes, his strike missing as the Venatori fade stepped away. The scream that followed from the mageknife biting into his back brought a ravenous grin to his lips.
Rook had used his initial rush to dart around the little piles of rubble and crumbling pillars. Calivan had positioned himself directly in front of her hiding place and she had wasted no time capitalizing on it. Her magic sparked along his body, shimmering as it pinged off the barrier so common to mages. Calivan spun with a snarl, swinging his staff towards her, but she tossed out her own spell. The carpet of electric feathers blinded the man as she darted back into the shadows.
“You made friends. Was the demon not enough?”
The taunt was met with two daggers swinging for his neck, the barrier cracking heavily under the dual strike. He snarled, a wave of red crystals erupting from under his feet that left a flaming trail. It forced Lucanis to leap backwards, daggers held defensively against a follow up attack that never came. An arrow cracked loudly against the barrier and it shattered as Calivan half turned with the strike, a red line cut into his cheek. Spite surged at the smell of blood, a fury and glee rushing through his limbs with such strength it caused his hands to shake.
Blood for blood! Screams and curses! Iron and salt!
The manic chanting caused his head to swim, his step faltering. It earned him a crimson bolt in the shoulder. The pain grounded him and he let the attack’s momentum spin him into a low crouch. A throwing dagger was plucked from his belt and loosed in the motion, gifting the mage a matching pain. Two more arrows arced towards Calivan, a zigzagging shadow rapidly approaching from behind. His angry summons sliced through the air, the force of the Fade bursting open throwing the two Crows back as a lumbering demon took the mage’s place. That… that was a problem. Lightning crackled along its body as it clawed into the physical realm. Lucanis took two steps back, assessing, trying to find the weak point, bracing for an attack. A familiar mad laugh reached his ears, his gaze stuttering over to Rook.
Her orb was streaming magic again, held aloft like a beacon as a wide grin split her lips. “Now there’s a challenge!”
She was taunting demons again. It turned on her with a starved hunger, blade lashing out. Lightning arced along her legs, the air burning with her magic and she seemed to blink around the strikes the demon aimed at her. Her cackle matched Spite’s own echoing laugh in his mind. She was weaving closer and closer to the demon before her orb seemed to snap out, snagging the demon’s blade mid strike. It flicked the weapon back into the creature’s face and it staggered backwards. Three daggers and a flurry of arrows descended in an instant, the thing screeching. The next exchange of blows it managed were weaker, scattered, and Bellara managed to bury two expertly shot arrows into its core. It died with the sound of dry wood cracking.
Victory was short as Calivan manifested where the demon had stood, a look of pure fury on his face. The shimmer of his barrier was back and as he fade stepped out of the way of more arrows, several copies of himself popped into existence. They all smiled with his sickening grin, but the gloating ended abruptly. Rook had lunged forward into the center of the clones, two magic daggers sparking. The air was rended, a loud cracking of lightning heralding the devastating tear she had used earlier. Calivan staggered, alone in the center of the room and cursing. The line of spikes he sent out with a furious growl did catch Rook before she could recover from her casting, sending her staggering over a pile of rubble.
Two more arrows thudded into the man before he could chase the downed Crow. He spun with a snarl, launching a barrage towards the archer. It was all the opening Lucanis needed. He was behind Calivan like a dark shadow, one dagger slipping easily between the ribs to puncture the heart, the other drawing a quick line across the throat. The mage sputtered, hand grasping uselessly at his neck before he crumpled. Lucanis let him slide off his blade with a heavy thud.
“The Crows send their regards.” Was all he offered, bending down to wipe the blood from his daggers on the rich robes of the Venatori.
Cold and quiet! Heavy chains, scraping metal, sharp edges! Silent and gone!
The demon's celebration felt like it was rattling his teeth. Bellara was sprinting to where Rook was struggling to sit up, the mage rubbing her legs gingerly. Her leathers were singed, but she appeared fine otherwise. She was wincing as the elf helped her to her feet. With wobbling steps, she joined Lucanis over the body.
“Well, one contract down.” A lopsided grin settled on her lips.
Lucanis nodded, his response drowned by Spite.
Smells like blood. Ashes. Not done. Not yet!
His eyes narrowed as he stared at the demon manifesting at his side, to the point where he almost missed Rook's question.
“Lucanis? Are you good?”
Careful. They know. We're not right.
“You cannot see him. I had wondered…” His voice was tinged with weary curiosity.
“Alright, vaguely ominous. But more on all that later.” She waved it away. “I'm tired of the ocean, aren't you?”
An earnest laugh rumbled in his chest. “More than you know. Lead the way.”
She seemed to beam at his response. “Oh, does your plus one have a name or… title? How do demons like to be addressed…”
A wry smile tugged at his lips as they filed out of the chamber. “It's Spite.”
Requested Tags: @weaponizedvirtue
#me getting to thrive with writing a character with an annoying +1 that only they can hear again#gotta be my favorite dynamic to write-#anyways that post I made last month about how they put Lucanis on ice caused me to add 1k to the start of this chapter#so please enjoy that I think it otherwise didn't really change from the WIP I shared forever ago#next chapter has the Talons make their return so please look forward to it!#Rook#Rook de Riva#Rook Dragon Age#Renn#Renn de Riva#Bellara#Bellara Lutare#Lucanis#Lucanis Dellamorte#Spite#Spite Dellamorte#Dragon Age#Dragon Age Veilguard#Rookanis#DAV#writing#my writing#fanfic#Clipped Wings#I can finally tag the ship! I think!! we're getting there okay-#forgot to leave a preview paragraph visible on the last 2 chapters so oops lmao
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a-xiang 💕 (in modern hanfu)
#word of honor#woh#shan he ling#shl#tian ya ke#tyk#faraway wanderers#priest novels#cdrama#gu xiang#a-xiang#my art#art#artists on tumblr#never posted this from seven months ago oops
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I really like these sticky notes for doodling
#Zero Escape#Clover ZE#Clover Field#Art Tag#i was going to post all the other ones I've made with these but all photos beside this one were blurry </3#this is also from like over a month ago oops
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hi ummmm Gansey 🎵 ??
#i have a bunch of these from the ‘send me a music note emoji and a character and i’ll put my music on shuffle’ post#i reblogged it months ago and never did any of them. oops#but here u go. a polaroid of gansey and a song called maggie. how about that#trc#the raven cycle#gansey#richard gansey iii#wherefore art thou#this one looks diff bc it was a photograph of myself that i painted over. i’m in my experimental art era fr
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it’s apophenia!
#annabelle yellz#annabelle’s art#metal family#lif metal family#eye strain#i drew this like a month ago and forgot to post oops!!!#gonna try to draw some more metal family soon. just gotta stop being sick and recover from my horrible jetlag TwT
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having a tumblr blog of uhhh 13 years really gives you perspective. Girl look at the shit you posted at 22. Your mind was a fucking prison lmaooo
#I was looking for an old-ass post I remembered from way back when#and wow. being 22 is some fresh hell.#I was simultaneously the most insecure and most vain person of al time#I don’t know if it’s age or like being in antidepressants regularly or just having stability in life#…anyway. I did find the post#first semester of med school posting: oops! I really like pulmonology! catch me running your local icu in nine years!#… well that was 10 years ago. lol. catch me running your local icu in 6 months#alas.#I would never go back ever ever#if you’re 22 right now just know - wow it gets so much better#anyway! day off!!! I’m drinking my coffee and getting ready to write!!!!#eih as of yesterday=about 6k words.#🙌🙌🙌
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Can we ask about your attractions and experiences as a mostly aroace loveless system?
Individual headmate's feeling?
Thoughts on love culture as a whole?
Feel free to ignore if you folks don't feel comfy talking about is!
oohh this ones fun ! (and games)
interestingly - despite the vast majority of us being loveless - we do quite have a range of differences in our experiences and feelings regarding it ? :0c
continued below the cut - as this got quite lengthy ! o7
aslo's definitely the one who feels the most positively embracing and confident of their lovelessness. (more of aslo's thoughts regarding this can be seen in the poems they wrote here and here !)
they enjoy the company of trusted others without the need to have a certain 'pull' or emotion, as does ace who feels a bit similarly.
as for others- including myself ? to be honest - it can still feel quite.. isolating... admittedly.
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(cw: discussion of and references to aphobia)
and i can't lie - there's definitely a handful of us who do retain the lingering belief.. that those out there who experience love will eventually move on from us.
move on towards a romantic and/or other kind of relationship formed around a type of love in the future -
because we- i'm not able to show "care" in the same way those who feel love do. so im not as important.... yknow ?
and that's something i know. something i accept.
when you're surrounded, swarmed, by a culture that glorifies and places the feeling of love on a pedestal - it really forces you to see just how.. well. just how much you aren't that. how you don't feel, don't experience this feeling that most seemingly possess.
love.
and with the lack of awareness for lovelessness as a whole.. and even anattractional spectrum identities outside of aromantic or asexual..? (aplatonic, afamilial, asensual, etc..)
it can paint something worded with genuine positive intent.. sting.
"you are still deserving of love despite everything."
"there will always be someone out there who will love you."
"being kind shows just how full of love you are."
(end cw)
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i can't "love".
i don't want "love".
it feels pressuring - invasive. like im expected to feel something i had never felt - nor want to.
im content.. just like this ?
i think its like... cool to just... want to be kind ? without needing to love? i think its cool to just.. be casually content and want the best for others.
i like being able to feel a sense of trust towards others without feeling a 'pull' or 'yearning' towards them.
and to be honest ? the majority of us being loveless actually kinda makes it easier to decipher the bleed over feelings of those who do feel any kind of attraction in this system more noticeable - and easier to identify. (like a cheatcode.. hehehe.)
regardless... in general - i do believe being more knowledgeable and aware about both loveless and aspec experiences as a whole can most certainly help one in deconstructing amatonormativity and its expectations.
even to those who are not loveless or aspec - being rid of the expectations set by amatonormativity can help one make decisions and choices of their own on how they wish to tackle their own feelings - how they wish to define their own relationships freely without needing to follow a set obligation.
how they wish to shape what their definition of love is, or lack of.
and i think thats real neat - yeah ?
oh and.. before i forget to mention. i think.. knowing that there's others out there who are also loveless. who also don't feel love.. thinking about this helps make everything feel just less isolating.
less alone.
seen.
anywho - i accidentally popped off oops. sorry for hogging the post.
i hope this answer is satisfying.. we're always welcome to discuss further about any aspect of our lovelessness and/or aspec identities :)
(reminder: those who do not experience love or any forms of attraction are just as important as those who do!!!! be yourself! be you freely!!)
#⚫☁ post#literallyeverythinglol#(oops this was sent a month ago - apologies for the late response !!! ty for the ask <2)#(many thoughts requires many more typing and word processing spoons o7)#loveless tag#gonna add attractions and stuff from our system in a reblog later cause that'll prob also be a bit wordy o7
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NO CAUSE THEY'RE ALL IN LOVE AND THERE'S NO PROVING ME WRONG




#Shhhh I'm hyperfixing#my favorite trio#t h e m#Hanakounene#I'm rewatching the anime while also rereading the manga#It's how i combat depression#lolol#toilet bound hanako kun#i found this in my drsfts OOPS#i think i wrote nearly 2 years ago#oopsy#my baaaaad#I definitely wrote this and the earlier tags when i was 16#i am now 17 and less than 5 months away from 18#yeaaaaaah#okay posting this now since i still love them and was just re-reading stuff on ao3 the other day#im just no longer fixated
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Goddddddddd it's such a relief to finally post a fic. It's only a small one but I really need to commit to finishing more wips so!!!! It's a start!!!!
#the one i posted is from like. 4 months ago oops#but it's good to finally have one ready!!!! hating all my current wips so I'm glad i liked this one
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