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fantastic-mr-corvid · 12 days ago

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Need to kill the part of me that wants to write in a way that isnt open to bad faith readings and so wants to strip away the very point of the fic...

i'm having Rage fic thoughts... None of the character changes since counter whats written in fact they work with the themes perfectly but they do make the deeply uncomfortable well fucking everything even worse soooo. Hm. the question is how far am i willing to go and well really share.

#the Muros no good very bad six weeks fic #or well. Celias no good very bad six weeks bc pretransition...#thinking about Conficcare and Muros dynamic and the fic is sooo key to it but like hmm #i dont want to put it somewhere it can be misinterpreted but also who is randomly gonna stumble across it!#i just need to write a whole lot of Muro comfort to make up for the hurt...#reread it and damn. i forgot how good it was i really dont want to bury this #its far from a perfect introduction to Muro & Co but its a very good start that established a whole fucking lot about the characters #the distinction between something published with a purposful order vs something slolwy forming scattered across a timeline weighs heavy #its not a great introduction as an oc fanfic because they change so much but its great at establishing and its hooks #i dont dive right into the themes but they are the elephants in the room and they hint at further depth #there a lot Muro doesnt say or thinks around which is just as telling as what he thinks #i forgot how much i loved this fic... multichapters are hard but like. im trying my best and outch #three out of seven chapters to go and i have a step by step runthough or already written scenes...

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