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rentenier3148 · 2 months ago

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I Tried Not to Love You

Pairing: Thunderbolts!Bucky x F!Reader

Summary: You're an ex Avenger turned legislative assistant at the same time your ex boyfriend turned congressman. After avoiding him for years, Bucky calls you one night and asks for help. When a black void threat plunges the team, not only are you fighting the world—but also the versions of yourself you tried to forget.

Word Count: ~3.5k

Warning: THUNDERBOLTS* SPOILERS, So... so much angst, ex boyfriend and congressman Bucky (yes, it needs it's own warning), PTSD with a dark past, mentions of violence but nothing graphic, no use of y/n, not proofread

A.N: I did say I want to write something for Loki which is in the works! But I had to get this out of my head after watching Thunderbolts. Requests are open! I'll gladly make more!

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“Are you kidding me, Barnes?” You tell him frustrated over the phone pinching your nose bridge.

You’re sitting at home munching on some grapes you had in a bowl while you reviewed some pending bills waiting to be signed on your lap. The TV is on with a movie playing that you stopped paying attention to. It’s just some background noise to disturb the silence.

“I need someone who won’t flinch.” He said on the other line.

You haven’t talked to Bucky in years, you tried avoiding him after your break up. Until you found out he was running for congress at the same time you became a legislative assistant. Then the gala came that Valentina Allegra de Fontaine hosted is where you—unfortunately, but quite amusingly—encountered him again.

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The tux he wore made you gasp slightly and stand still for a good few seconds. He saw you eye him down and a small softness glazed over his face that nobody else would notice but you. Then you both looked away at the same time.

When you stood before the big ‘A’ he walked beside you. Quite frankly you didn’t notice him while you were reminiscing of your past as an Avenger. Maybe your keen assassin senses were starting to lack, or maybe his super soldier stealth was too good for you to catch up. You two were always butting heads about that.

“Didn’t think I would see you here.” He told you softly, he glanced my way but I stayed looking at the ‘A’. He pulled you out of whatever memory was playing in your head, and now you’re back to reality.

“Only here for the hors d’oeuvres and also my boss wanted me to gather information on others for an impeachment of someone.” You said with a sigh, like you were exhausted.

Bucky’s ears perked up. “Impeachment of who?” He asked but quieter this time. Hiding the fact he already knows who the suspected person is.

“It’s none of your business. Besides, why are you talking to me, congressman Barnes?” I say finally looking at him. I furrow my eyebrows at him, hoping it would scare him off but to no avail.

“I can’t compliment you and your outfit tonight, sweetheart?” He smiles the smile that makes you cause a flutter in your stomach. You hated it.

“No.”

“Well, you look absolutely beautiful tonight.”

You stayed quiet with the scowl on your face that’s contradicting with the blush slowly coming up your cheeks.

“Look, I know we ended things on bad terms back then. But since we’re in the same job now—why not at least be a bit friendly?” Bucky asks gently this time. That smile is still plastered on his face.

“I'd be more friendly if I was your assistant, but I’m not—aren't I? Plus if I was, one of us would've been dead by now.”

“I would love to be killed by you, doll.” He says playfully. I’ve had enough of his smile and petnames already.

“You’re infuriating.” You say as you quickly turn around and walk away. You didn’t notice the biggest breath of air he let out and his smile faltering as he remembers how much he loved you.

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“So… his name is Bob?” You ask. It almost sounds like a joke. On the other side of the line you hear a faint ‘Yeah, Bob.’ and a sigh from Bucky.

“... I’ll go.” You said after a moment. Bucky on the other side sort of hoped you didn’t agree so that you could stay safe. But he has no other option and really needed you to help him out.

“I’ll send you the coordinates so be prepared to leave soon,” he says until he goes softer, “thanks, by the way.”

You didn’t know how to respond to that. You both stayed on the line until you finally tell him that you’ll be on the way. You hang up on him and stare off at the TV huffing a big sigh. You cannot believe that you got yourself roped into this. But you needed a bit of excitement anyway.

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You are currently sitting in the back of a van on the way to the old Avengers tower—now called the Watchtower—where it held many fond and sad memories. You feel an ache in your stomach the closer you get.

Bucky and a bigger and older—though probably not as old as Bucky—man who you met named Alexei sit in the front while Bucky drives. You can slightly overhear them talking about being super soldiers and what kind of ‘super serum’ each one got.

“I don't know. Regular? Hydra.”

It’s an awkward silence between everyone else that you briefly met. You try to look anywhere else but at the others, but you guess the ceiling is quite appealing.

“How do you know Bucky?” Asks the blonde short haired girl. Yelena you faintly remember. You were best friends with her sister, Natasha. Yelena sought comfort in you after she died trying to find some type of closure. But you don’t think you helped her out much with that, and you get the sense she still feels the same way.

“We fought together when we were in the Avengers.” You intentionally kept it short and sweet. Yelena slightly squints her eyes at you—probably sensing I’m hiding more. A lot more.

The man with an odd copycat uniform of Steve’s Captain America suit—John—barks a short chuckle with a small shake to his head. You’re confused by his reaction.

A soft hum of acknowledgement from the other girl in the much cooler uniform comes out of her—Ava you think—until you crash into the tower.

You all get out of the van and start fighting the OXE group soldiers.

Then someone’s voice overhead speaks. It’s Valentina. She says that she intentionally left the doors unlocked and was expecting us. You watch Bucky headbutt a soldier as they hit the ground, making you slightly jump at the sight.

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Bucky’s arm is broken off as he is hauled to the wall. Bob—or Sentry as he is referred to now—sees you and comes towards you. You don’t know if it’s because of how terrified you are or because he is too quick, but he seemingly appears behind you and grabs your neck. Cutting off your oxygen supply and throws you hard against the wall making everything in your vision a bit blurry and feeling lightheaded.

You lift your head and see Bucky’s metal arm being picked up at the same time you are lifted by your feet and stumbling quickly to the elevator. The lights in the elevator are so bright that you don’t notice that Bucky was holding your side, gripping hard enough to not let you fall but supple enough to not hurt you further.

You all stumble out of the elevator and into the streets. The heated arguments commence between each other while you try your best to catch your breath. With your eyebrows knitted together, you take a look at Bucky as he reattaches his arm and does that swing thing to get it working again.

How it still makes your stomach flutter, but your emotions are so strong that you don’t notice.

“Are you okay?” He says to me with concern.

“James, what the hell was that?” You scold. “I didn’t agree to this, I agreed to help you get Bob and take down Valentina. Not almost die.”

“I… didn’t think this would happen.” he looks at me solemnly, a hint of regret behind that sentence.

“Yeah, like how you didn’t think I would be hurt after what you said that night.” You are full on angry and seeing red at this point.

It was bound to happen that you and him were to eventually work together. But not like this. You expected an office, writing memos and debate about the tax increase on produce. Quick, simple, and nothing more. This was more than that, and you were livid. Along with the past starting to resurface.

“What does that have to do with what’s going on now?” His eyebrows are now furrowed. By this point, everyone else had already walked away, you both were the only ones left in front of the tower.

“Oh, it has everything to do with what’s going on now. I really didn’t want to be part of this at all. And I really didn’t want to see you at the gala, much less have you talk to me. I wanted to never see you again because you let me go that night and I wanted so badly for you to come chasing after me… and yet you didn’t.”

A beat.

“I want to hate you so bad… but I can’t bring myself to do that sometimes…” you grew quieter with your head starting to hang low and your eyes staring at the concrete.

Bucky stood there listening to me. His eyebrows slowly unfurrowing and a sigh comes out of his mouth.

“I didn’t want to let you go that night. I couldn’t chase after you either, I thought that you didn’t want me around anymore. At the gala, you looked so stunning that I needed to talk to you. I couldn’t resist how beautiful you looked. I thought things were okay and that maybe I could fix things.” He spoke softly, as if he slightly raised his voice that you would disappear.

“Well obviously they aren’t okay. Especially now.” You huffed out, you looked up at him to fully see his sorrowful expression.

A quiet wave came over the both of you.

“I’m sorry, doll.”

“A bit late for that.”

Then suddenly a suspicious overcast started looming over you. You both look up with a squint and see a floating black figure, It’s hard to recognize who it is at all. Even the outfit and cape the figure wore was pitch black.

You see the figure stretch out their arm and slowly a black starts emerging from the ground. The moment it touched a person, it was just a shadow.

A panic crashes into you as you see people running, cars are crashing into each other, and a helicopter crashes into a building. The rubble starts falling, you and Bucky immediately run to rescue any standbyers who were about to be crushed.

Bucky saves an elderly couple by a car flying towards them with his metal arm sending the car flying over. I speed over to a little girl to grab her away from the falling rubble.

The blackness is starting to creep closer and closer.

From the corner of your eye, you see John trying to hold up a large piece of rubble from a mother and baby. You go over and try to hold it up as well, then everyone who had swarmed off came to help. Bucky was the last to join, you sensed his reluctance.

After saving the mother and baby, the six of you head over to find cover under an alcove in a building.

The blackness is quickly spreading, turning more and more people into shadows. You lean against the wall looking down at the ground, wondering what can be done. This is basically impossible, there’s no way to fight a thing that can turn people into shadows.

You’re taken out of your trance to see Yelena step out to confront the being. You stare off in shock when she's turned into a shadow. Something hits you on the inside which makes you realize what needs to be done—or perhaps a guess at trying to fix it.

You step out and follow Yelena’s footsteps immediately turning into a shadow.

You didn’t hear when Bucky cried out your name thinking that you had just made a suicidal decision.

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You jolt awake, looking around your surroundings. You recognize it too well.

You’re standing in the warehouse of your first mission during your youth.

The organization was a hybrid between the Red Room and Hydra, it essentially was the worst of the worst. Training you and rehabilitating you to become their most perfect assassin. Potentially becoming better than their Winter Soldier program and the girls who were trained in the Red Room.

You stood with a pistol in your hand that’s aimed at the temple of your older sister. You remember that your age didn’t hit double digits yet while your sister just turned ten. Your sister is on her knees with her hands tied behind your back. Your job was to execute your family to prevent you from being held back and expressing empathy.

Your sister pleaded your name and cried to let her go. You did not want to remember anything else so you merely closed your eyes as you heard the ‘bang’ that little you produced from the pistol. Your breathing staggers, then you open your eyes.

The same scene is repeated. You go over and grab hold of the gun to stop little you from doing anything else.

“Don’t do this, please.”

“You’re in my way, you need to leave!” Little you squeaks, quickly positioning the gun to your face and pulling the trigger.

You seemingly open your eyes again to turn and see the same scene repeat again. Before doing anything else, you see an open door with a white light emitting from the other side. You run towards it and step through.

As you step through, you open another door. You looked back and it looks like you stepped out of a small storage closet with the warehouse completely gone. You look around and it’s your room back at the Avengers compound.

You see ahead of you the scene play out. Past you and past Bucky in the most heated argument you’ve ever had. You look outside the large panned windows of your room and recognize it’s night time.

It’s that night.

“I can’t believe you did that shit! Are you too stuck in your Winter Soldier ways? Is that why you turned on me?” Past you scolded.

“You know I had no choice, you would do the same if you were in my position. I know how blood thirsty you can be…” He says with a scowl. You notice the blood stained knuckles past Bucky has and past you’s hair was slightly damp from sweat and stress.

“I’m not as bloody thirsty as you, Winter Soldier.” Past you leaned closer with her finger pointing into his chest.

“Winter Soldier or not, I would’ve murdered you on the spot if I wanted to… And I really did.” Past Bucky said with no remorse. Not even a change of expression, from your perspective you could see a hint of Winter Soldier peeking through his pupils.

Past you was mortified at his emotionless retort. With a small breath in, she looked deep into his eyes and said those words that you—and possibly her—never thought you would ever say in your life.

“I’m done with you.”

With that, past you storm out of your room slamming the door. You watch past Bucky bury his face in his and a long breath comes out of his mouth.

He didn’t go chasing after past you.

A single tear also falls from your face. You feel a presence slightly behind you. You quickly turn around and see it’s Bucky.

Your Bucky.

You can’t contain it anymore and the flood gates open. A hitch escapes from you from the sight of him. Bucky comes over and holds you so tight as if the entire world depended on it.

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry, sweetheart.” Bucky whispers so gently. You cry into his chest, unable to produce any other word. But you feel like Bucky understood what you wanted to say.

The scene starts repeating itself. Neither of us could help to look at it again. It was already too painful to experience it a second time.

“I found a way outta here.” He tells you once you started to calm down. You look up at him and see a few tears falling from his eyes as he wipes yours away. His hand stays there a bit longer cupping your cheek and you both give in to a kiss.

It was deep and emotional that it almost made you cry again. You missed this so much, you’re certain that he does as well since his hands didn’t leave your face. Cradling you so soft and so warm, despite his cold vibranium hand and his flesh one.

It feels like eternity when you both finally separate. Bucky’s hands graces down your neck to your shoulders, however the vibranium hand is the one that holds one of yours to guide you to the supposed exit out of this nightmarish memory.

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You wake up on the ground all sprawled out. Your head is pounding with a fading memory. The last thing you remember was holding back Bob from beating up his ‘Void’ with everyone else holding on as well.

Also when we all reunited within the ‘Void’ someone asked about how our pasts were and Bucky said a sarcastic comment. “Oh I have a great past, so I’m totally fine.” or something along those lines with that stupid smirk he sometimes gives.

You slowly gather yourself up and push your hair out of your face. You notice everyone else is getting up as well, then you see Bucky. You both embrace and lips crash. The moment was shortened when you overhear the others checking in on Bob who’s no longer the other ‘him’.

Turns out, he doesn’t remember a thing and is just happy to know that he’s back with his friends.

You all spot Valentina Allegra de Fontaine getting up from the rubble. We walk up towards her as she tries to defend herself and walks behind a plastic sheet. From behind it, we are encountered with the press. The flashing lights and shuttering noise of the cameras overwhelm you that you don’t even hear Valentina introducing the lot of you as the ‘New Avengers’.

But you do see Yelena going up to Valentina and whisper something in her ear—a potential threat—as she falters slightly.

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“I don’t think Avengers with a ‘Z’ is gonna cut it…” You say concerningly to Alexei.

“It’s so soft too! It feels like the bottom of a baby seal. ‘Lena touch it.” Alexei proclaims in his new ‘Avengerz’ jumpsuit as he walks to Yelena and stretches out his arm inviting her to feel the… softness.

“No. I don’t want to touch the bottom of a baby seal.” Yelena sternly says without looking up at him.

You sigh and lay back on the couch. You never would have thought that Sam—of all people—would have a lawsuit against us. He is Bucky’s closest confidant and someone he considers as family. You’re sure that Bucky feels a little backstabbed by all this.

You glance up at Bucky, his elbows resting on his knees as he looks down in deep thought. You place your hand on his lower back and draw circles of comfort on them. Bucky looks back at you and gives you a small kiss. This—unfortunately—catches the attention of Alexei.

“Wait, since when did you and him become… a thing?” He points between us trying to connect the pieces together.

“Since last year right? Our anniversary was a few months ago.” You say calmly while Bucky tries to—very poorly—hide his gentle smile.

“Months?!” Everyone says in unison.

You draw an awkward smile at everyone with a prolonged “Yeah…” and a giggle right after.

“So there was more of a history between you two, huh?” Yelena confidently says. Her suspicions a year ago were proven correct.

“A lot more history.” Bucky quietly says looking back at you confirming his statement. You just softly nod back with a hum.

“Wonder when we’ll know the rest…” Ava says quietly.

Silence hits the room, until the suction of Bob’s milkshake ignites a lightbulb in your brain. You stand up immediately.

“You know, if Sam is going to file a lawsuit against us he’s gonna have a good lawyer with him.”

Everyone chimes in, intrigued but confused at what you’re trying to say.

You start pacing the room with a finger on your chin, Bucky could probably see the gears turning extra hard.

“That means we’re gonna need a lawyer.”

“Well duh, how else is this supposed to go down? We represent ourselves?” John retorts to you while fiddling with the unlabeled buttons of his chair.

“I think that wouldn’t go well if we did, you know… since my other ‘me’ did that last year… um, yeah.” Bob says out loud from his secluded spot, then returns to drinking his milkshake.

Your pacing stops as you look at everyone in the room, a devious smirk spreads your cheeks. Bucky also smirks, but you don’t think he has the same idea as you do.

“I know a lawyer… a really good lawyer…”

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I really love all the engagement on my series so far! I promise I'll return to it soon. If you want to be tagged, just comment or pm me and I'll add you. Thanks for reading!! <3

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mrs-stans · 2 months ago

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@marvelstudios: Movie night on the set of Avengers: Doomsday. ⚡ #Thunderbolts*

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lirium-noir · 26 days ago

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Thunderbolts* ⚡

#thunderbolts #mcu #marvel #ghostwalker #winterguardian #boblena #john walker #ava starr #bucky barnes #alexei shostakov #yelena belova #bob reynolds #the void

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yandere-wishes · 3 days ago

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⌞ ⚡︎ ⋆ I could love you with my eyes closed, kiss you with a blindfold ⋆ ⚡︎ ⌝

⌞ ⚡︎ ⋆ Yandere! Thunderbolts X Reader⋆ ⚡︎ ⌝

𝓞𝓫𝓼𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓼 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼. 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓼 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓸 𝓪 𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓵 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓹𝓸𝓷.

ᯓ✮ Bucky Barnes - The Winter Soldier | باکی بارنز - سرباز زمستان

He hunts you in the snow, razor winds, and ice crawling over his body fule the primal senses within him. Making it so easy to revert back to who he used to be, what he used to be. Bucky -all of him, every broken, miserable piece- has loved you for far too long, his precious little doll, his darling angel, the first avenger, the first hero, heck, the first person to accept him. He finds you in the snow, fallen, hurt. You're a lot weaker now with your weapons, without the machinery you'd grown dependent on. His blue eyes pierce the tundra as he watches you curse and kick. It's adorable, really, like watching a lion cub try to fend for itself. He picks you up, from one cold to another, dragging you back to him...

There's a warm, practically melancholy nostalgia when he carries you back to the tower. Like trekking through the ashes of past lives. Bucky hugs you close, and you take the opportunity to slip a knife from his hip and try to lodge it into his cheek. He drops you unceremoniously before the blade ever even grazes his flesh. There's a chuckle that erupts from his chest, gibby and boyish, like you've just finished retelling an inside joke, "Really, doll?" he asks, eyebrow raised as he walks up the stairs to his room. You stare at the blade and jab it halfheartedly at your vein. "Don't even think about it." His voice rumbles from upstairs, and in your fractured mind, you almost think the walls are crumbling from the sheer authority of his voice. You sign before trailing up the stairs and entering his room. Bucky pulls you onto the bed, littering your face and neck with rouge kisses and bites. He's so utterly happy to have his doll back. Tucked away with him, save from the cruel world.

｡˚🕸˚｡ Yelena Belova - Black Widow | یلنا بلووا - بیوه سیاه

She has played Odette countless times, embodying the Swan Girl trapped within the rays of moonlight. It had been a fitting role, a fitting role for any widow. Albeit she hadn't quite thought of it that way when she'd been on stage. She'd been too busy being mesmerized by her sister's performance of Odilia's Fouettés en Tournant. It's only when -many many years later- that Yelena meets you, that she remembers that dreaded dance once more. The heavy tutus and tight shoes, the ceaseless patter of her heart, and pings of joy and dismay. When you smile, it's like she's back on that stage dressed in feathers. Only this time…this time she understands why Rothbart had ensnared poor Odette within a swan's body.

To Yelena, love, true love, is protection. And what better way to protect the one you love than to trap them in a swan's body, repressed to a lake hidden within a magical forest in a kingdom that everyone's forgotten? That's why she hides you in her room, within the highest level of the old avenger's tower. That's why she sleeps with one eye open lest you attempt to run away by moonlight. In the play, Rothbart turns all of Odette's friends into swans. So Yelena does the same; she slays your family peacefully. Leaving them in tranquil sleep. Burns the house to make it look like an accident. This way, you'll stop running; you'll have nowhere else to go but into her loving arms.

✮⋆˙ John Walker-US Agent | جان واک�� - مامور آمریکایی

His love is laced with violence, a deadly stab of a blunt knife. John ignores the fear in your eyes when he's close to you, the anxious squeak when he laces his fingers with yours. It's worth it, he thinks, whenever he has you pulled to his chest, the melodic tremor of your reverberating heart, it's maddening. To think only he can make you feel this way. Drum against drum as his own battered heart threatens to crack its marrow cage and detonate out of his chest.

John's knife slithers down your leg, the silver gleam blinding when it catches a rogue ray of light. His lips press soothing kisses around your knee, pulling you closer to kiss away your tears. "Don't," you beg, soft, anguished, like trying to approach a frenzied beast. "Please, I-I I promise I'll never…I'll never run away again". John rolls his eyes, and you can almost see him trying to smother his anger. His knife stops behind your leg, drawing figure eights and hearts along your calcaneal tendon. The world stills for an endless moment, holding its breath, not daring to move lest it upset the crazed hero. Then a sickly noise, a gritting tear, everything feels cold, you can practically sense the warmth escaping out of you, drop by drop. Your leg won't move, it's frozen, you try to scream but your throat only secretes a desperate whimper. John tugs on your leg, and the ripping noise vibrates again. "I know baby," he mutters, pulling you against him, heart to heart, "I know you'll never run away again".

₊⁺𔓎𔓎⁺₊ Ava Starr- Ghost | آوا استار - روح

To haunt is to love. To watch and memorize is like saying an 'I love you' that never reaches your ears. Ava has engraved your smile and the flutter of your lashes within her mind. Carved out how you like your morning coffee inside her heart. When you leave she slips through the wall, scratching her body in the lotion you use until the cream seeps past broken skin. Pulls your pillow to her chest and imagines it's you she's holding so utterly tightly.

She traces phantom kisses along your neck as you sleep. Cold and ominous as she slips over your body like a midnight breeze. Only this time, she doesn't flee when your eyes quaver open, when her solid body begins to form, you begin to awaken. Her grip on your wrist tightens. She can faintly hear the bones quivering and cracking. You try to push her off, landing a kick to her ribs that only goes through her. Her lips stifle yours, stealing the air from your lungs. She wonders if you were to die, would you ever end up haunting her as she haunts you? Your body struggles under her, as she phases in and out of being, dodging your attempts and freedom. In a flash, she's gone and you're left gasping for air, pulse thundering. She's gone, vanished. Yet her eyes still haunt you from behind the walls. It's hard to love when you're a ghost, nothing more than an eerie love letter, scribbled across your lover's corpse.

☽◯☾ Robert Reynolds - Sentry/Void | رابرت رینولدز - سنتری/وید

There's something twisted festering inside of him, like a grotesque amalgam of the Void and Sentry, like every part of him has morphed and mutated, agreeing on something, something awful. It hurts too, like being stabbed in the heart with a pair of dulled wooden safety scissors. And it only ever seems to happen when he looks at you. You're like his new drug, morphine, and heroin with little sprinkles of ecstasy. He loves the way you smile with so much energy and hope, only to crash and cry until your eyes turn red. You remind him so much of his pain, like falling in love with depression, like kissing the anthropomorphism of your pain, your sorrow. Bob wants nothing more than to keep you all to himself, to be happy with you, and to cry when you do.

To feed off your joy, your pain, you.

It's the Void who eats you. Gobbles you up one day when Bob 'accidentally' runs into you at Central Park. He wishes he could keep you inside him, locked away inside his head. It's romantic, Bob thinks, theatrical almost, like watching your life sprawled out upon a silver screen. You're sitting here with him, in the attic of his childhood house blocking out the noise with your questions, with your pleas to leave. "Yeah," Bob agrees, looking at you with nothing but pure adoration "I want to leave too...". He says choking on his melancholy.

The rest of the team is so happy for him, proud that their shy little boy has 'made a friend', he's a bit lost on the humor. But he's glad you're here, sealed away in his new room safe and sound. Void keeps scheming inside his head, ways to grab you, should you ever try to leave, and Sentry knows he can always find you if you ever 'get lost'. They'll take care of everything, all Bob has to do is enjoy you.

*❅* Alexei Shostakov - Red Guardian | نگهبان قرمز - الکسی شوستاکوف

He'll do anything for you. Burn the world, lay riches at your feet. Do anything to have you look at him, smile at him. It's only your approval that makes him feel accomplished. He can ever only find solace in you. The cruel thing that you are. But you'll just replace him; he knows it, there's never really been a reason to keep him around. Not back then when he'd been a great hero. Not now that he's merely a shell of his former self. Still, you play him, pulling him along and making him feel special. He'll do anything for a simple kiss from you. Anything to have you look at him just once more.

You can't escape him; he's always there. Menacing snowstorm, almost like a domesticated bear. You try to sedate him with small kisses and give him little tasks and favors to keep him busy. But it's never enough, he always wants more, to hold you close, walk around with your hands entwined. It's getting unbearable, you can't breathe, he's always there. Arm always around your shoulders, boisterous laugh in your ear. You're so sick of him. But every time you look his way, all you see is pure, persistent love.

‧₊‏꩜˚⋅ Tony Masters - Taskmaster | تونی مسترز - تسک‌مستر

Your presence chews at his mind. Like a lobotomy gone wrong. You were really only supposed to be a passing thought once. A minute away from all the pain, from all the shards engraved in his body that aren't really him. But that's the funny thing about Tony Masters, he may not even remember his own name, but he sure as hell can remember every microscopic detail about everyone else. Especially if that someone is you. Sweet darling little you.

When he kisses you, it feels more like he's taking you apart, analyzing your bones and tissues, and organs. You try to push him away, but it's all so hard when he's bound your arms so tightly. He's hidden you away in a safe house for now. Until the next mission and the next town, dragging you along like a cat with a dead canary. His teeth knaw at your lips, fingers bruising your hips. You whine and struggle only to freeze when he presses his knife into your thigh, softly at first, but the threat is there. He shushes you all so sweetly, the timber of his rough voice is almost hypnotic. In any other life, any other scenario, you would have even fallen for him.

×͜× Ghost | شبح

There are fingers laced across your throat. A permanent presence, like a second soul is haunting your body. You feel his kisses in the space between your breaths. He tells you he loves you when the lights turn off when you're all alone in the dark. He whispers it tenderly into your ear, like a crow singing omens of doom. You wake up in cold sweats to the melody of his sinister laughter. The painful push of his cold lips against your brow. You're being haunted, you're being loved.

The red sticks to your body intimately, fear lodged in the back of your throat. Ghost hovers in front of you, his fingers smearing the blood -your blood- across your body. Artist and canvas. "You look so pretty like this, babe." his fingers phase through your flesh, painlessly emerging covered in your crimson essence. You flinch, shivering as you watch his fingers disappear under his mask. "Have I ever told you how sweet you taste? Like fresh strawberries." The comment is too eerie to harbor any genuine affection, but as you've come to learn, the villain is nothing if not creepy. He floats closer, steel lips brushing your jugular, his kisses seep deep, kissing bones and muscles. He's melting into you, becoming one with your body and soul…

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averagewriter-inthedark · 2 months ago

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Thunder Couple ⚡ | Bucky Barnes

Marvel Masterlist

note: Just saw Thunderbolts* today in theaters and all I can say is Marvel cooked with this one. It's the best MCU movie in a while (up there with GOT3 post-Endgame) and the overall theme/messages throughout the film were portrayed so well. And I nearly jumped out of my seat during the second post-credit scene I mean I literally almost lost it. Anyway, I'm might even see it again tomorrow and y'all already know I'm sat for Fantastic Four First Steps. Get ready for some Thunderbolts* headcanons these next couple chapters.

content warnings: spoilers for Thunderbolts*!! (scroll if you haven't seen it yet!) overall major fluff

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Being in a relationship with Bucky Barnes while also being a Thunderbolt* would look like:

Having been a CIA operative turned rogue hitman for Valentina Allegra de Fontaine, you were 'a guest' in her little cleanup operation that ultimately resulted in your unorthodox team-up with fellow anti-heroes that in turn became the Thunderbolts*/New Avengers. Falling in love with former Winter Soldier turned Congressman Bucky Barnes was not in the plan, but hey you can't help what the heart wants.

The others constantly tease y'all and will be like "uh oh, mommy and daddy are fighting again," whenever you two argue during a mission or while planning an attack. Bucky is headstrong and stubborn, but you're the only one who can really get through that hard head of his. He respects you so much that honestly, there's no point in arguing, he's gonna do what you think is best.

Couples that throw hands against bad guys together, stay together. The two of you are an unstoppable duo when it comes to missions--watching each other's six, throwing weapons for the other to catch, throwing each other if it's necessary. "Babe, I know you're a super soldier and all, but can you try to be a little gentler when I ask you to toss me across the platform?"

Staying up late in the tower's penthouse going over files which just ends being you two cuddled on the couch watching a Met's game if it's on or catching Bucky up on another movie he missed out on. Star Wars, the Godfather, The Matrix, the Equalizer, Grease, etc. He's got so many questions and anytime you watch an action movie the man is criticizing the fighting technique.

You train together most days although the man tends to hold himself back because he's afraid of hurting you with his strength. and he's not available then you usually train with Yelena and Ava while he, John and Alexi do their super soldier showdowns. At that point you three just watch and take bets on who wins. Of course, your money is on Bucky.

Bucky will put his arm in the dishwasher to clean and you'll discover it when you go to load the dishwasher. "Bucky! Is your arm clean to your liking or do you want me to give it another spin?" "Another spin, darling, thanks!"

If his hair gets too long, you'll offer to give him haircuts because he's too damn lazy to do it himself or go to a barber saying, "We've got more important things to worry about than my hair." It gets to a point that after his millionth complaint you simply grab his arm and push him into the chair yourself. "Your ass is staying here until I'm done and if you get up while I'm working then it's your fault for the fuck ass hairdo you'll be rocking from here on."

Expect harsh kisses filled with relief after a job completed. Especially if there was a close call involving you. Bucky will grab your face in his hands and practically push you off your feet by the force of his lips claiming your own. And he doesn't give a fuck where you are or if his political reputation is reprimanded, that man is kissing you like it's his only way to breath. "Don't ever--." *kiss* "--scare me like that--." *kiss* "again, L/n."

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mrs-elsie-barnes · 1 month ago

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Laundry Room Mystery | Thunderbolts | Oneshot - 1k

Thunderbolts spoilers!

Bucky can't seem to keep his wardrobe full, so begins his laundry room mystery. His empty wardrobe is the clear victim, but who's the perp?

Warnings: Language and nonsense.

Notes: For @avengers-assemble-bingo AASpring Bingo - "Stop stealing my clothes!" Divider by @saradika-graphics ⚡ I was thinking about a ship while I wrote this but it didn't feel like enough to justify putting it in the description. Will probably write for it in the future, let me know what you think

Masterlist | Bucky Barnes | Spring Bingo

Bucky closed and then opened his wardrobe doors, half hoping the rail would magically fill itself with black t-shirts and jeans if he just wished hard enough.

But they were still starkly empty.

He'd been wearing the same t-shirt for two days, despite putting a load of laundry on, it just never seemed to make it back to his wardrobe before it disappeared. Almost everything was gone, t-shirts, jeans and combat trousers, most of his hoodies, even his socks and boxer briefs had gone!

He continued his search out into the corridor, hoping he'd perhaps just dropped the basket somewhere and forgotten about it during a call, but it was as empty as his wardrobe, still in the same white paint and tiled floor the contractors had chosen.

"Oh, hi Bucky, have you lost something?"

Bucky looked round to find Ava stood, leaning against the wall. There was something familiar about her jeans — he squinted at them, really really familiar.

"Just looking for my laundry." He looked towards the end of the corridor too, just the window out onto the New York skyline, but no laundry.

"I think I saw some of your things in the laundry room." Ava shrugged and turned to go back into her room. There, on the back pocket, was a frayed rip. Those were his jeans!

"Hey wait!"

"See you later, Bucky." He can't stop her phasing through the wall and her bedroom door remains firmly closed as well.

"God damn it." He sighed, he's torn between hating Ava for being able to run away so easily, and being consumed with jealousy that he can't just disappear through walls sometimes.

At least he has some sort of clue, maybe he had just left everything in the laundry room this time. He strode his way through the living room towards the elevator, coming to a stop when he spots his hoodie on the sofa tangled up with a pile of blankets and throw cushions. As he reached down to pick it up the pile moved, revealling a sleeping Bob underneath.

"Hey," Bucky stage whispered, he didn't really have the heart to wake the man. "Hey," he tries again, but Bob just rolled over, snuggling deeper into the neckline and Bucky gave up.

Laundry room, there must be something in the laundry room.

The elevator dinged open far too quickly, revealling a very warm and ruffled looking Yelena in her favourite oversized workout shirt and little black shorts

"Bucky," she smiled looking at his own compression shirt and the sweat pants he wears in the evening, the only clothes he had left in his wardrobe. "You are going to the gym? I could go another round." She laughs and Bucky smiles too, it's nice having Yelena here, someone who reflects some of the darker parts of his own history but with a dry wit and a newfound enjoyment for life.

"Not today, 'Lena, looking for my clean laundry."

"Ahh…" she looked around knowingly and then sniffs, a tell, he's noticed. She knows something.

"Would you know anything about it?"

Yelena shrugged and they danced around each other as she leaves the elevator and he steps inside. "Not a clue, Bucky." She smiles one last time, then lifts a corner of her shirt to wipe sweat from her brow and — for christ's sake those are his boxer briefs. His underwear.

"Yelena you can't just take —"

"Byeee Bucky!" She shouts and the doors click shut, whooshing down to the laundry room.

There's nothing in the laundry room.

Not his clothes. Not anyones clothes, which is somewhat concerning when he thinks about how many people live in the tower now and how much laundry they must surely generate.

With a resigned sigh he stepped back into the elevator, scrolling his phone to order some new clothes. It'll bankrupt him, at this rate, maybe he can bulk by those t-shirts he likes from the supplier.

The living space is busier when he returns, everyone's sat around on the couches, even Bob's awake and gives him a little wave, hands half covered by Bucky's hoody.

"Ahhh Mr Winter, returned from…" Alexei pauses, trying to figure out where Bucky might have been in his mismatched outfit.

"The laundry room." Yelena supplies and John snorts a laugh.

"It's not funny, Walker, I know Ava and Yelena have been stealing my clothes." Bucky puts his hands on his hips, attempting his scariest stare in an effort to retrieve his jeans and underwear.

"Not guilty," Ava says, waving a hand in the air.

"I know you're lying." He glares back and she simply sticks her middle finger up and goes back to her flipping through a magazine.

"I would never take your things, Bucky." Yelena said very seriously despite the fact it was quite clear her little shorts are actually underwear.

"That's gross, Belova."

"Bite me, Walker."

"Wait a minute." Bucky looks John over again. "That's my t-shirt isn't it?" He scrunches his face up and covers it with both hands to stop himself from leaping over the coffee table and wrestling the shirt back. "I don't know which of you is worse!"

"Pretty sure this is mine." John doesn't even look, just leans back and sips from his mug. Bucky could hit him, but his ridiculous banter is making Bob and Yelena laugh.

"Mr Winter, this is very disrespectful, what are you going to do?"

From between his fingers Bucky sighs again, "Nothing, Alexei, what the fuck am I supposed to do?"

"Forget it, join us." Alexei's voice was loud, but welcoming, and Bucky really can't be bothered internet shopping right now when he could be lazing around and reading his new book with a hot coffee instead. Alexei's buoyant company keeping them from falling into a real argument.

"Only if everyone promises to stop stealing my clothes and return them all by this evening."

The team go quiet, but eventually everyone nods in agreement.

"Good, then I'll join you."

Alexei shifts up, kicking his boots off and planting his feet on the coffee table as the volume starts to rise from everyone talking at once.

Bucky looks from Alexei's beaming face to his socks, one has a little Captain America shield, the other Joaquin's new Falcon logo.

"Are those my fucking socks?"

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thedevilsoftruth · 3 months ago

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☆《 James B. Barnes masterlist 》☆

Currently ongoing...

My marvel request box is open again. Please see my pinned post for my request rules and for additional information.

🔥 - Smut / ❤️ - Romance/fluff / 🖤 - Dark romance / 🥀 - Dead Dove / 🔪 - Angst / 🎭 - Comedy / 🌨️ - Winter Soldier / 🇺🇲 - Congressman Bucky / ⭐- New Avengers Bucky / ⚡ - Thunderbolts Bucky / 🤍 - TFATWS Bucky

Spice level will be ranked with this emoji 🌶️ with one being not super spicy and five being super spicy.

Oneshots

Spice level 2🌶️

I'm Gonna Win 🔥🤍

Rules are meant to be broken 🔥❤️🎭 (⌲ requested)

Spice level 3 🌶️

Just like heaven 🔥❤️

" Don't I Know You? " 🔥🔪(✰ first uploaded)

Bedtime Story 🔥❤️🎭🇺🇲 (✰ Bullets favorite)

Drowned in Lavender 🔥♥️🎭🇺🇲

Gorgeous and cinnamon 🔥🤍

Spice level 4 🌶️

Husbandly Duties [transcript. Not a fanfiction] 🔥🎭

Spice level 5 🌶️

It's not that hard, Dummy. 🔥🇺🇲

Professional - Deleted scene 🔥🇺🇲(ꗃ from Bullets archive)

What you need 🔥⭐(✰ popular )

Multi-chaptered fics (?)

Romania, I'll Be Back [Development currently paused!]

Short fics

Spice level 0🌶️

A love story for a bedtime story ♥️

Spice level 1 🌶️

Fade Into You ❤️

Spice level 3🌶️

Greed is a handsome man 🔥🔪🖤🌨️🥀

Steaming cold! 🔥

Rivers 🔥

Megalomaniac 🔥🥀🖤(ꗃ from Bullets archive)

As you like it 🔥

Spice level 5🌶️

That's what you get 🔥🤍

Say you're sorry 🔥🇺🇲

Best Mistake 🔥🇺🇲

Stress Relief 🔥🇺🇲 (⌲ requested)

Smooth 🔥🇺🇲 (⌲ requested)

Pretty when you cry 🔥🖤🌨️(⌲ requested)

Blurbs

Spice level 0🌶️

Playpen ♥️(✰ fan favorite)

Dad Bucky blurb ♥️ (✰ fan favorite)

Helping out

Spice level 3 🌶️

Dilf Bucky who...🔥

Spice level 4 🌶️

Nsfw blurb 1 🔥

Catch up 🔥

Bucky when you get shy in bed 🔥❤️

... From all the things I do 🔥⭐

Rigger 🔥

Spice level 5 🌶️

Noise complaint 🔥

Salt and Pepper 🔥⚡

Brat tamer! Congressman Bucky 🔥🇺🇲

Talking you through it 🔥⚡(✰ most popular)

"It's just a tank top" 🔥⚡(✰ Bullets favorite)

Denial 🔥🇺🇲

Headcanons

Spice level 2 🌶️

Nsfw alphabet 🔥

Bucky Barnes is very domestic ♥️🎭

Bucky's first time after Catws 🔪🔥 (⌲ requested)

#marvel #marvel mcu #marvel fanfiction #marvel smut #mcu fanfic #mcu smut #james bucky buchanan barnes #james bucky barnes #james buchanan barnes #bucky barnes smut #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes #the winter solider x reader #the winter soldier

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bongbongbangi · 1 month ago

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YELENA BELOVA’s birthday with the THUNDERBOLTS headcannons .𖥔 ݁ ˖ ϟ ⚡︎

(or the new avengerz)

all photos are from Pinterest !!

i wrote this during class 😀😀

before Yelena joined the thunderbolts, she spent her most of her birthdays probably drinking

might get herself a cupcake and then call Natasha ☹️

BUT THEN SHE JOINED THE THUNDERBOLTSSSSSSSS

Ava, bob and Alexei wanted to do something special

Alexei seems like the type of guy to go all out on birthdays

he decroated the entire living room with balloons and banners

[ BEST GOALIE OF THE WEST CHESAPEAKE VALLEY THUNDERBOLTS]

he stormed into her room singing at 7am with breakfast he made in hand

“LENA ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY WHY ARE YOU STILL IN BED”

“dad im gonna kill you”

the breakfast was ok tho, not the most delicious but it’s the thought that counts

Yelena couldn’t stop smiling the entire time (awhhhshdhhsshsjsj 🥺🥺🥺)

yes this was in fact another time Alexei set three towels on fire

Ava had the idea of surprising her with everyone wearing Yelena’s signature eyeliner

Bob and Alexei thought it was a great idea

John and Bucky were harder to convince tho

I think Bucky would agree to it if they beg long enough

would still sigh and grunt the entire time (possibly add an eye roll in there)

no but like imagine applying eyeliner on Bucky while sitting on his lap and his arms are wrapped around your waist with his greyish blue eyes looking into yours and he’s slightly smirking up at you-

ANYWAYS 😁😁😁😁 (I volunteer as tribute 🙋‍♀️)

Ava ended up applying it on John while he was taking a nap on the couch, newspaper on his lap and everything

she may or may not have also drawn a cartoon penis on his cheek

and possibly cat whiskers as well

midday however they got called on a mission

this was when thunderbolts started trending on twitter for looking like they either just walked out of an Avril Lavigne music video or haven’t slept in 4 months

YELENA LOVED IT THO(that’s the only important part)

everyone knows yelena loves mac’n cheese

John had an idea to make a Mac’n cheese cake with bob’s help (cuz i firmly believe that bob can cook amazing Mac’n cheese 🤞)

Bob kept telling him it won’t work

but of course John wouldn’t listen

“walker it’s just gonna come out like sludge”

“no bobby you gotta trust me if you bake it it’ll come together i swear”

it came out like Mac’n cheese pie

but the kitchen smelled like Yelena’s heaven

which she greatly, greatly appreciated

“what is thiss😋” AND HER LIL YELENA SMILE AWHHHH

they did end up getting her an actual cake tho

a confetti cake 🥰

however the best part of her birthday didn’t come until later

Yelena was told they had another mission

but when Bob came on the jet too she was like 🤨

“why are you coming with us Bob 🤨”

“well i uh-“ “emotional support😁”- ava

guess where they went

OHIO BECAUSE THATS WHERE THE WEST CHESAPEAKE VALLEY THUNDERBOLTS TRAINEDDD

there were already kids playing there

but they new avengerz being the cheeky lil bitches they are joined 🥰

they totally cheated btw

some kids were on Bucky and John’s back screaming

Alexei was yelling out instructions but no one listened 😔

“NO BOB MY LEFT NOT YOUR LEFT”

Bob was trying his best ok ☹️ we love you for that Bob <3

ava started phasing around to scare the kids

it actually worked and some kid ended up crying

and Yelena was on the ground cackling the entire time

when they went back to the tower they were covered in dirt and mud

convinced that Yelena drew a happy face on John’s back with the mud and everyone was laughing while John’s all like “what are you guys laughing about 🤨😔”

damn idk why people keep drawing things on John in this post

that night when it was time to cut the cake

and everyone was singing happy birthday

John was trying to sing in tune , Bucky looked so done (but he was enjoyed the moment :), Bob was singing along shyly, Ava was clapping while singing and Alexei was the loudest one

after they finished alexei threw yelena up in his air and did the cliche “MY BABY DAUGHTERS ALL GROWN UP☹️🥺”

before they went to bed Alexei told stories of Yelena’s childhood

stuff like her at football training and lil moments with Nat 🥰

she was constantly trying to stop him but the others were laughing so hard

Bob actually fell off his chair

“I didn’t expect you were the type to actually throw a rock at the other teams coach”-walker

“I WAS LIKE 5”

and when yelena went to bed that night

even though she was exhausted and slightly annoyed,

she finally felt like she was home

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