#tis i... here 2 lov u

[ubemango]

i havent been here in so long and the first thing i see upon my return is ur otiyr 2 spoiler and wowie i lov u miss ubemango

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watched all of the untamed / cql in two weeks after my friend 1 told me abt mdzs a hundred years ago and my friends 2 and 3 tried to get me into cql for like two whole years and there are.

feelings.

very first scene is a very dramatic death in the middle of nightmare battle on sith planet land . i will forget abt it in the next tenish episodes and then will be very surprised when it becomes Extremely Painful

anyway magic flying gays and possession and human sacrifice! we are off to a great start

in retrospect, chaos goblin wei wuxian must have had a blast pretending to be so cRaZy and be as disruptive as he could as mo xuanyu lbr

listen. why is fire always evil coded. cant a magic clan wear red, black and orange and have flame motif while being wholesome?

For Legal Reasons These Are Not Zombies

i wish the politics of the sect were a bit clearer, especially at the beggining when the wen clan had sm power, was wen ruohan the chief cultivator? is that why they were so slow in responding to the attacks? im v confused by the pre yiling patriarch politics

fighting in the roof by the moonlight as way of flirtiiiiiiing. as i understand this is a wuxia/xianxia trope and honestly...... thank u for ur service

slight bullying and being a nuisance in general, as a way of flirting we love to see it

wwx: if i drink on the rooftop, thats not inside the cloud recesses! hmmm check and mate :D lwj: i will fuck u up so help me god   wwx: :0

i lov them

through hell or high water (quite literally) wei wuxian rem ains a trashfire gremlin till the end and i love him with my whole heart

in the pt subs wei wuxian calls jiang cheng a stubborn duck and i dearly wish that had come back

my opinions on almost every character goes from love to hate u - Hmm Me Like U - BABY. ILY. and i am Very Pleased w that. its been a while since i loved such a complete cast so much i think

no really. i WONT go into a detailed rant abt what i love about each of these characters and each of their relationships to each other. but i COULD. 

some lan disciples in the loudest whisper ever: YEAH THATS THE JIN BASTARD MENG YAO HEARD THE GOT SUPER HUMILIATED BY HIS DAD LOL SURE HOPE HE DOESNT TAKE SLIGHTS TO HIS CHARACTER TO HEART

lan xichen, immediately: i must Love him 

being into problematic ppl is in the Lan genetics, we come to realize

wen qing deserves so many awards for so many things but not snapping and just stabbing wen chao is at the top 

that scene at lan qirens class where wwx talks about using resentful energy to fight a violent spirit. exquisite.

 It establishes Good Student lan wangji, wei wuxian as curious and questioning and not afraid of taboo,  lwj sees that wwx is not, in fact, a dumb ass hes just a Dumbass,  shows us the audience (esp. a western audience) how shocking the idea of disrupting the dead/dying and controlling resentful energy actually is,  the theoretical foreshadow arguing, everyone else like ‘shUT UP’,  “and how could you ensure that the resentful energy would obey you and not hurt other?” “well i havent thought that far” and of course, lan qiren just straight up lobbing a hard object at wwx head,. chefs kiss

fellas is it gay to bother the hot rule obessessed nerd from ur school and make drawings of him with flowers in his hair and then hide gay porn in his book to antagonize him and ask him to hold ur hand and be ur friend and talk to him all the time and get him drunk and give him bunnies bc you know he likes them and give him a lantern and always want his attention and dedicate yourself to getting him to smile-

and after all of that wwx rly said oh i Admire him, aksd like yeah we all were there in high school buddy

i have Learned. caves = gay.

 accidental marriage +beint physically tied together with the sacred married ribbon+ gay panic+foreshadowing+bunnies! in the cave (1)

the story abt lan yi and baoshan sanren tho. i would like to see it

early days wen bros pull my heart strings like a guqin 

EVERYTHING about the lantern scene; disaster hets jiang yanli and jin zixuan; how wwx made lwj a bunny lantern. how soft and touched lwj was. wwx gleefully pointing out he was smiling and lwj IMMEDIATELY PULLING HIW SWORD ON HIM LMAO. tragically foreshadowy promises to do right by pepople, living without regrets. lwjs 'oh no do i love him??' face. just. all of it. 

i have it on good acc that in the novel lwj is explicitly Repressed Gay Panicked Big Horny which is delightful and rly Adds to the performance

 baby lwj is really just conceal dont feel dont let them know u have EMOTIONS (derogatory)

jiang cheng rly went "why dont.u go play with HIM if u like him so much"

jc and wwx have big BIG annoying sibling energy dont think too hard abt it or youll cry

lotus pier is soo pretty :((((((((((((((((

up until episode 13 you could think this could be a magical ancient chinese gays pride n prejudice w swords and shenanigans ................youre just not prepared for the game of thrones of it all

seriously ha ha ha i cried so much w this show my eyes genuinely swelled up . like. physically. fun timez fun timez

that being said, its hilarious that wen xu goes to cloud recesses like 'come out or ill kill all these hostages' and then DOESNT WAIT FOR AN ASWER AND KILLS THEM ALL IMMEDIATELY. do u know how blackmail works sir

 would like to make it recorded that from day one i was like 'CALL A GODDAMN CULTIVATION G20 THIS ASSHOLE SECT IS LITERALLY MASSACRING YALL!!' and it took them like 3 or 4 massacres to do anything and they STILL sent their heirs into their territory  LIKE

when wwx cites the gusu lan rules to wen chao tho. that rebel/attention whore/cutie pie 'look lan zhan i DID memorize the rules after all' ‘also a big fuck you to the wen sect :D :D’ sweet spot that scene achieves . delicious

all the cultivator young masters being petty af even though they are practically prisoners at the cave is hilarious and i love them

hurt and comfort + gay mistunderstandings + watsonian gay declaration music + accidental evil acquisition! at the cave (2)

its like where do i start? the fact theyre both trapped and kind of heavily injured inside an isolated cave with a murder turtle? wwx gay panicking lwj into coughing up bad blood? lwj being jealous as wwx babbles abt mianmian? telling him he shouldnt play with people and wwx saying he never played him? wwx going Oh. I See what is happening. YOU like mianmian, and lwj absolute done face ??? (iconic) wwx touching the sacred married ribbon Again? the telepathic communication? the sword? WEI WUXIAN ASKING LAN WANGJI TO SING TO HIM AS HE IS PASSING OUT AND LWJ SINGING HIM. THE SONG. HE WROTE. FOR WWX. AND THAT HE CALLED. THEIR SHIP NAME????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

they are SO insufferable pleeeeease

in the words of my friend 1 : “CQL is so gay we were all amazed how it got past the censors Ofc unfortunately it can't be novel level gay But they did their best And we love them for it”

in the theme of songs THIS OST. WUJI HAS BEEN LIVING IN MY MIND RENT FREE SINCE I FIRST HEARD IT the whole ost is so so sO beautiful.

 the costuming in this is also soooo exquisite. the embroidery? the fabrics? the details? how every sect and clan has a distinct style and architecture? (also ik they based each off of dif periods in chinese history which is REALLY fucking cool) just chefs kiss

the direction too!. i enjoy the unusual camera movements and i think they give it that Vibe, also their composition is PARTICULARLY good when it comes to telling the subtext through position of camera/position of character (like nhs off to the side in scenes he at first glance doesnt need to be/ how lwj is often centered when hes Jealous Yearning at wwx being affectionate w other ppl, wwx return from burial mounds etc)

ik madam yu is like Badass Milf Check and shes not getting any mom of the year awards but im delighted at how messy she is. IMAGINE that woman on tiktok

you better have enjoyed gay cave (2) bc its Just Pain from here on out! 

jiang fengmian and madame yu win the Most Dramatic Way to show they do care about each other, actually ..... ever :)

i thought jiang yanli jiang cheng and wei wuxian forcing themselves to escape yunmeng barely holding on after their parents are killed was going to be the height of pain in this show. ha. 

the family dynamics in general on this showwwww, both blood/ adopted/ found families, brotherly bonds and lifelong friendships just. rly. truly. fucked me up. theyre all so important and complicated and well rounded and beautiful and tragic

and beyond being a Win For the Gays im so glad the relationships w wwx and jiang yanli/ wen qing were NOT changed from platonic bc they are so much better like that imo. like maybe if we didnt Live In A Society it wouldnt be so, but the fact wwx and others can love and value them so much and theres nothing romantic or sexual abt it is like. so refreshing. especially @ jyl, with the way he and jc are overprotective of her and shes such a nurturing/care taker figure for them, it would just not vibe as well if they made it romantic

i love that this is a story abt Wei Wuxian, the Yiling Patriarch aka Actual Satan/Boogey Man/Village With/Public Enemy Number One , my dude is literally a necromancer who only dresses in black and has evil smokey black tendrils wafting out of him, but the really edgy one is still jiang cheng, pastel purple fashion icon

and speaking of best/worst siblings wei wuxian and jiang cheng *immediately starts crying* 

The Golden Core Transfer i just. no thots only tears 

wen qing and wen ning putting themselves in so much danger just.... to help them. wn saving jc from wen chao. wq finding a way to get wwx to transfer his core. like thinking about the monumental work these two did to help wwx and jyl and jc... jyl trying so fucking hard to be strong and keep on moving and giver her little brothers comfort after losing everything... jiang cheng. losing his parents and his home and his ability to do anything abt it and his complete desperation and lack of self worth and turning on them with agression  when he didnt realize all that they did for him ... hhhhhhhhhhhhh

me, pointing at the whole cast “i just LOVE them mom!!!”

its sad tho, that BARELY ANY of the women have like.... actual important conversations let alone relationships with each other at all in the story. and like wq and jyl have stayed at the same place for extended periods of time, where wq actively took care of her TWICE,  and still! not one measly convo, nothing! ................ .𝓌ₕᵧ

everyone in this show need a good sip of Self Worth and Stop Sacrificing Yourself juice 

ngl the sword flying looks very dumb 

“a-cheng, please bring a-xian back.” “i will, i promise.” ;-;

the whole calling each other by the More Intimate Version of the name, first as teasing and later as true intimacy. mmmhmmm yes

untamed where everythings the same but wwx evil flute song is eoeo

related that scene when wwx comes back from the burial mounds for the first time w demonic cultivation and he acts all formal and calls lwj hanguang-jun and keeps being evasive and distant and mean and soooooo................. facetious 

and how hes kind of desperately trying to keep intense lwj at bay (A FIRST) and avoiding actually talking to either of them and its all tension ughhh and then he MOCKS his and lwjs relationship, he jokes w him in this like... mean echo of their usual ~banter~ oof 

 and like!!! uncertain but so relieved jc who just HUGS him w no reservations for once and its not like he isnt just as worried as lwj abt wwx and what hes doing, but he chooses in that moment to enjoy getting him back first and mmhmMMMmMm yes (maybe my favorite scene in the whole show? MAYBE SO. ) 

highkey hurt me but also. i might be into mean wwx. i will take no criticism.

lan zhans sad eyes tho :((((((((( 

on one hand i wish we could have seen what happened at the burial mounds but on the other the timeskip adds so much flair to his return so im hnnn

also i love that hes been missing for 3 months reappears kinda melancholic and bloodthirsty and knowing malign tricks and jc is like 'so. are u sad bc of lan wangji'

when ur bae survived the war but he thinks ur evil/ might be evil so you cant kiss :///

hmmm talking at the rooftop under the moonlight not mentioning everything that stands between usssss

they are the two jades of lan and we’ll be the two heroes of yunmeng is the type of line u dont even need to know whats gonna happen to know thats gonna be sad

when they fight wen ruoshan at the nightless city i thought that was the battle we see at the first ep and its not and its so easy and theyre all like ‘yayy we won go wwx!’ i was just. SCREAMS WHAT is gonna HAPPEN

so like. post burial mounds/sunshot campaign pre yiling patriarch wwx is like. ultra arrogant, ultra mocking, peak lil shit and it gave me e v e r y t h i n g i wanted

even tho having the wen prisoners at the targets at phoenix mountain and still having wwx and jzx shooting the arrows was???? so.... tone deaf 

wwx: fucking w demonic energy   jyl: he has never done anything wrong in his life, ever <3 <3 (mood)

the parallels between meng yao/wei wuxian (and even xue yang a bit?) are Seen and they are Valid

wwx post burial mounds: can yall SHUT UP abt the goddamn sword (suibian left the chat)

LIKE truly, we talk abt the angst and yearning with wangxian. but what abt wwx and suibian. xianbian / xianqing angst and comfort 100k

take a shot everytime someone coughs up blood

zidian is simply the coolest spiritual weapon rip to suibian and chenqing and bichen and sendou and baixa........ but tis the truth 

cons: everyones families died in a nightmare war! everyones homes burned to the ground! everyone is traumatized! pros: everyone gets cooler clothes and weapons!!

wen ning and a-yuan and yanli bestest babes squad dont touch me rn

everyone: brooding and fighting                                                                wq and jyl: why dont you try some acupunture/drinking some soup and calm down huh? how abt that bitch?? 

showing the battle/massacre at the nightless city first was genius actually bc then everytime we have a cute scene w yunmeng bros and theyre like 'we'll be together forever! uwu' youre like oh. oh no. oh no no no. 

justice vs lawfulness vs means and ends 👁

jc: stay in the right path and practice the art of the sword                        wx: yeah thats not gonna happen chief

my reaction to wwx renouncing to the sect politics to help the wens was just that elmo burning gif in succession

the dramatic rain. wen qing desperately calling out to wen ning. the ghosts/puppets killing the guards. how terrifying wn actually was while wwx was controlling him :( lwj goeing after him to try and stop him and then he just; he Sees him and understands him even if he cant actually do anything about it other than let them go. 

“there must be somewhere in this earth we can go to :(((((((((”

"IF I HAVE TO FIGHT THEM, I'D RATHER IT BE YOU. DYING BY YOUR HANDS WOULD AT LEAST BE WORTH IT." oh my god oh my god oh my goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddd

also lwjs umbrella is white w black smoke.. .  . nice

yiling patriarch / demonic farming burial mounds settlement is like one of my favorite concepts. they an "EVIL" FARMING COMMUNITY LED BY THE VILLAGE WITCH COME ON

they planted TURNIPS and LOTUS FLOWERS and ONE (1) baby and made lanterns and a common hall :(((((((

wen qing and wei wuxian, baddest bitches and genius science best friends i absolutely LOVED to see it. they rly went ‘is anyone gonna sibling/project partner that’ and didnt wait for an answer

both wwx and jyl getting lotus ponds at the burial mounds and in lanling bc they miss lotus pier ;;;;;;;w

;;;;; wish jyl had actually gone into the burial mounds. we were robbed of jyl and wq meeting again and jyl meeting a-yuan and seeing the settlement and the homes and all ;w; at least jc did go, stab wounds and broken arms and all

wwx like... having thrown his whole life away to help the wens (yeah the sect leaders and jin guangshan in particular wanting his stygian tiger amulet was an Element but still) and not.... necessarily regretting it, but grappling with all of the consequences of it... becoming moody and drepressed at times, missing his family and lotus pier and his friends and probably simply missing being around people and causing trouble, extrovert that he is, lashing out at the wens and at a-yuan, just in general the whole messiness of that experience

the way the resentful energy does affect his temperament is rly nice bc its not too in your face,(i mean outside of the Shaky Hands of Rage) but like he clearly has a much lesser control on his anger and impulsivity (tall order) than both before bm and after hes ressurected

on that note A-YUAN BABIEST BABY BOY BEST BOY

lan zhan being like oh hey there wei ying fancy meeting u and our son here. just passing by u know how it is hmmmmMm and then PLOT TWIST having defied orders to go see him and being punished for it. oof;;

 they habent seen each other in like? a year? and now theyre tgt 10 seconds and are already parenting a child together

also lwj rly kneels down in the snow way too much to be healthy

wwx: calm down guyssss i wont lose control of demonic cultivation omgggg  .   spoiler alert: he loses control of demonic cultivation

did u enjoy cute children? good bc now the Real Pain Begins

jiang yanli and jin zixuan rly out there APROPRIATING both disaster gays AND bury ur gays huh ;w;

i KNEW jin lings birthday was gonna fuck something up but the GASP that left my body when wwx lost control of wn and killed jin zixuan .. . . 

im sorry and thank you aaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaAAAAaAAAAA 

when wen ning and wen qing were telling wwx their plan i was saying NO NO NO NO NO NO out loud in despair 

also can we talk abt how wq is definetely talking about only the both of them surrending themselves but then? everyone else just surrenders w them? IT MAKES NO SENSE LIKE WHY WOULD THEY what would be the Point

 sometimes there are some pretty gaping jumps in logic and continuity that are just like                     ?          ?

wwx: oh so when you try to murder me its justified but when i survive through dark magic and murder all of you its a "war crime"

unsurprisingly, his most feral, most spiraling moment talking to the sect leaders on the roof and attacking them and even fighting lan zhan is among my favorite scenes... its like, so painful to watch but also   so       thrilling   (and maybe my wen bbs dying arose some resentful energy in me what can i say) 

and its JUST, all they ever wanted was to do good but then... war. and trauma. and hubris. 

jiang cheng on the ground clearly thorn between what to do and feel is a Mood, lets just say

i was already crying when jyl showed up, but if i wasnt-

 i suffered SO MUCH through this series trying to figure out WHY jc would kill wwx. and when i understood. its somehow not as bad as i thought and also MUCH MUCH WORSE

a look into my group chat during the last flashback episodes:

SO ANYWAY. after the BLOOD BATH and RIPPING YOUR HEART OUT and FEEDING IT TO YOU  the untamed goes ‘ayy back to the present!! tu du dud ud du’ 

literally it ends a quarter into an episode and then KEEPS GOING i had to pause and stare blankly at the ceiling for an hour

babie cultivators and detective soulmates . i do need some cute after All of That 

(not that the pain is over LOL)

lwj is significantly less emotionally repressed in the present and its delightful. hes just ALL IN with wwx. and not just in the ‘i would and have killed various men and risked my reputation for you’ but also ‘ur tired here have a drink i brought it up cause i know u like it and it want you to be happy, always’

“when everyone praised me and wanted my power, you were the only one that challenged me. now that everyone hates me and wants me dead, youre the only one that stands by my side.” hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnnn 

and just filling in the blanks how lan zhan searched for him. for all of those 16 years he searched for him and was punished for it and raised a-yuan, the only survivor of the burial mounds settlement, as his own in gusu......

and jiang cheng.  being the tough love uncle . having raised the yunmeng jiang clan from the rubble all alone, his whole family dead, some of it on the blame of his own brother, his siblings, his closest friends gone.......and only jin ling there needing his guidance. 

THE PARALLEL BETWEEN JIN LING BEING A LIFELINE FOR JIANG CHENG AND A-YUAN FOR LAN WANGJI AFTER THE BATTLE AT THE NIGHTLESS CITY  

great now i made myself sad

and like . the fact! that lwj and jc dislike each other!!. jc projects blame onto him for wwx both “leaving” him and indirectly causing their families deaths and when hes so consumed by it he makes wwx an enemy, lwj is there now? trying to protect him?? and lwj, who can never understand the pain that wwx , indirectly or not put jc through, but who was right there when jc tried to kill him and will never allow him to hurt wwx again. and how they like. in a way project blame of their tragedies onto each other while dealing with some type of survivor guilt and in their own way still loving wwx through it all???  amd in way its kind of fundamentally selfish but also tragically understandable? and like when u put it against the fact that after he disappears during the sunshot campaign they were looking for him together and fought together??

JUST. THE CHARACTERS. AND THE RELATIONSHIPS IN THIS. MAN. UGH. GOD. 

and like i think thats what makes it so good? its such a sad and painful and violent story, edgy even, but its compelling bc at the center of it there are all of these relationships and different types of love and hope and. :( i love it

enough crying lets talk abt wwx sleeping at the jingshi with lwj and wearing his under garment for a minute 🙏

 jin ling just has that Was Raised by JC energy tho lmao i love him

babie cultivator squad is the perfect ammount of cute and comedic relief while still bearing the weight? of the narrative in a way, both from sizhui and jin lings existences, and also. like. how do i put this. they feel hopeful? they were born after a war, they came of age at a time of relative peace, they dont hold on so closely to the resentments of their parents/father figures, they are specifically shown as more accepting and open minded. and its like.... Hope for the future  

one of the ?? things  i love the most is the fact that the main cast are often in situations where theyre hunted/running but they like. never wear disguises... just going around in their gorgeous expensive clan clothes and hair ornaments and distinctive spiritual weapons.... maybe w a straw hat on, just for kicks

wwx teacher 🥺🥺🥺

so this is why its called Yi City Misery huh

a-qing is such. an icon. im so sad. my girl even knew to leave xys dumb self rotting by the road but no one listens to her thats why theyre all dead or sad 

her and xue yang measuring each other up was so entertaining lmao

 its the funniest thing when hes like. HERES MY SAD STORY. FOR WHY IM A SADISTIC MURDERER. I BROKE MY HAND ONCE. 

like ok someone broke his hand in a horrible way, and like Poverty, i get it but also like.......... that lost the brunt of a proper sob story like, 50 sadistic murders ago bby

and i love that xingchen does not entertain that for a second hes like ‘not ?????? good enough???’ and the best thing is he wasnt even like 'u hadto be the bigger person' or sth but ' well then break that dudes hand back, rip his arm off for i care, what do the rest of us have to do w anything???” 

anjo sensato :(

xue yang is like..... the sexy sadistic evil version of a himbo..... a meanbo...

the fucked upness of xy’s feelings for xxc/ xxc and sl feelings for each other... like my dude literally gave his bf HIS EYES. and xy getting so attached to xxc .... the fucked up fake domesticity.... having him hurt sl..... then desperately trying to bring him back ...................... oof

song lan........... literally had his eyes AND tongue removed, his bfs eyes put in place, was almost killed, turned into a puppet by his bf unknowingly, manipulated by xy, sees his bf killing himself in despair.... and STILL finds the strenght to get up from there, and keep on traveling and helping people and attempting to fix xxcs soul.......... like, my man. damn. 

wangxian looking at songxiao and seeing an Actually more painful parallel for themselves. ft. that Color Coding. 

THE A-YUAN/SIZHUI REVEAL PUNCHED ME IN THE HEART but in a good way for a change

should have know that he would be the Best Boy the cute one w all the braincells

the butterfly AND the bunny lantern. i see how it is

u know is very convenient that no one can see the stark black veins on wen nings neck, ever 

BAT WEN NING 

wns face when lwj comes into wwx room like ‘:0 omg did u two finally get your shit together? good for you master wei good for u’ 

(they didnt) (yet)

DISASTER DRUNK LWJ. JUST. THRUST SOME CHICKENS TO SHOW UR RESSURECTED BAE THAT U LOVE THEM.

i have absolutely no idea WHY they gave lwj the same punishment for fighting his own sect/allies to protect the burial mounds as when they got drunk on cloud recess class days.... like? its such a ... emotional continuity error again

also is lwj gonna get an actual friend besides wwx , ever

mianmian marrying and having a family and a cute life after saying FUCK U AND UR SYSTEM TOO in a much less unhinged and dramatic way than wwx......... fills me w joy

also lol the idea that like. her husband not knowing that shes friends w satan/the boogey man/the village witch is hilarious

i love nie mingjue bc hes the resident Though Guy but also the most dramatic bitch in this show and thats Saying Something

jin ling cant have one uneventful relative can he

the fact that everyone present already knew “mo xuanyu” was wwx at the stairs is so funny, their faces are like ‘oh............ wow. that. sure is a development. shock” 

in the tradition of extremely loud whispers wwx tells lwj with twelve guards standing like one meter away from them: HEY PSH LAN ZHAN PRETEND IM FORCING YOU TO STAY W ME DO IT

oh my god oh my god

the absolute Yearning on his face when he leaves wwx and a-yuan at the burial mounds and refuses to stay for dinner was already Enough but the fact?? they brought it back?? to this declaration of love?? their expressions??????? strike me dead right now just go ahead

lFor Legal Reasons We Cant Kiss but we will have a very sappy declaration of love and trust and look at each other in way that is the actualization of 💞💘💗💖💓💘💞💗💖💘💗💖💕💞

also icb all the sect leaders and guards are standing there watching them say they like like each other with a dozen swords pointing at their neck

i enjoyed the depiction of the fickle public perception and how easily it can be used to scapegoat people. when the sect leaders turn on jgy and wwx knows thats its more for convenience than anything else...

poor lxc is literally like 'oh so when YOUR problematic boyfriend gets called evil its a misunderstanding but when its MY problematic bf-'

ok like i cant get over nmj let jgy play a song that messed with his temperament at all, like maN u KNEW he might be shady wth

wwx: “hey dont say anything bad abt lan zhan hes not an arrogant dick, thats just his face. 

ME ON THE OTHER HAND"

the cultivators as wwx is poking holes in their narrative is literally *nazaré meme*

"wei wuxian-!" "what did i break your leg, too?" not to be problematic but i laughed so hard

not as hard as "you dont have the rank to talk to me " tho

i Enjoy that, over the course of story, wwx sees that... theres nothing truly to Do, but move on. he saw how his arrogance and his mistakes hurt others, and hes trying to fix what he can, but he already did die for his mistakes and there are things he cant fix and that's. just how it is. even towards jgy, the narrative doesn't go gleefully and completely with "lets make THEM pay bc theyre the big bad" bc its not that simple, and it wouldn't lead anywhere but more pain...

re him and jiang cheng and the wens and kinda. isnt that what nhs did? scheming to displace jgy out of revenge more than any justice and doing so in the most painful way?

idk if that actually makes sense im truly just babbling

i thought the scene at the lotus pond would be CUTE but the context was PAIN again

jiang cheng finding out about his golden core and his conflict with wwx at the guanyin temple .... destroyed me but in a nice way kinda.... same way it destroys him look at his face oh god

and. the fact??? he sacrificed himself for wwx?? first?? and he'll probably never tell anyone much less wwx???? keeps me up at night

i havent decided if the neckbreak transition between jgy does sth super Evil or does he he does OR Does He yes he does O R does heeeee is sth i dislike or not

jin guangyao and wei wuxians most interesting parallel is that... theyve both seen 'hmm hey this system is fucked up' and wwx went 'so fuck it all i will renounce it and challenge it' and jgy went 'so fuck it i will use all of it to my advantage and manipulate it to my goals and whims'

the fact jgys mom was actually great and he loved her and his whole issue w it was more than simply being ashamed of being a bastard kinda got me ngl

never trust a dude with a fan.

nhs and jgy: the first rule to a convoluted and decades spanning violent revenge plot is to have fun and be yourself! 

when a-yuan finally FINALLY remembers ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; wen ning has someone in his family back and a-yuan has someone to talk abt his wen family and wwx has him back bc he survived and lwj raised him anD HES THEIR SON. THEYRE MARRIED AND HAVE A SON. UGH.

and theyre allowed to heal. everyone is allowed to try and recover and be happy

netflix put all of the 3 endings on top of each other and it looks kinda weird actually BUT I DONT EVEN MIND :’’’’’’’’’)

the gasp that left me when lwj says ‘wei ying’ and wwx turns.........

there was also a screen with ‘thank you mxtx for creating these characters, we hope their wishes come true’ and i might. have cried then too. maybe. 

that was . a ride. as is proven by this behemot of a ramble clearly i just really needed and Outlet. i am currently trying to convince dumb monkey brain to not consume the other medias of mdzs immediately bc i REALLY need to like. live. a life. and take care of real responsibilities.  *longest oh boi ever*

[dnarez]

Chapter 12 - Sports Festival Part 2

She keeps running at a good pace, some other students had surpassed her.

Y/n was starting to hate Present Mic more and more.

"WELL THEN MISSY, IF THE FIRST BARRIER WAS SUCH A CINCH, THEN WHADDYA THINK OF THE SECOND!?"

Y/n was starting to breath kinda heavily. But could keep her pace, some students from 1-A were in front of her.

"YOU FALL, AND YOU'RE OUT!! IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT IDEA, MAYBE YOU CAN CRAWL!! IT'S..... THE FAAAAAAALL"

-

"It's just a glorified tightrope walk" she heard the frog like girl said then saw her go on the rope

Y/n took a good distance from the hole and sprinted to the tip, jumping in the last minute  to the other side.

She stood on the next platform in front of everyone that had arrived there.

Her powerful posture, determined e/c eyes and h/l h/c tied up framing her face perfectly, not even breaking a sweat, everyone that was there thought the same. 'She looks unreachable'

From behind she could hear a "THIS IS MY SUPER CUUUTE..... BABY!!"

Y/n keep giving big jumps from platform to platform, surpassing a few students. But the last one she gave her all jumping high enough to  get her to the end of that barrier. Being the first to reach the end, right in front of the half n half boy that was getting of the line. "Sup!" she waved at him, turned around and kept running.

The half n half boy was stunned for a few seconds, him and everyone else didn't think that this would happen, the first place was stolen in the blink on the eye.

"AND THE PLAYER IN THE LEAD HAS HIS PLACE STOLEN! CLASS 1-A MAY NOT HAVE THE BEST ONES?!" said Present Mic screaming like always

"THAT BITCH AGAIN?!" the angry ash blond porcupine screamed as everyone was back to running no longer stunned by that action.

The half n half boy caught up to Y/n and started to run by her side. "I thought that you didn't want the first place"

"I still don't want it, you can go ahead and have it for yourself" she looked at him for a second

"Why? Do you think that you won't be able to get it?" his cold voice really surprised her

"That's not it, my instinct is telling me to not get first place, nor any number under 40"

"Is that your power? To be able to predict thing?" they were still running, it was surprising of how they weren't running out of breath by being running and talking at the same time.

"No! Hell no!"

"So how can you trust your instincts so blindly?" he looked at her face with the most serious expression on his face Y/n had ever seen.

"My brother told me to believe in my instincts over anything else, and use my head as second player!" Y/n tapped herself on head and smiled at him "You better start to run faster, that Bakugo guy from your class is going to catch up any minute now, go on! Get the first place for me too!" She smiled wildly, giving him another little push and started to slow down.

"THE PLAYERS ON THE LEAD ARE SEPARATED FROM THOSE BUNCHED UP IN BEHIND! BUT I WON'T SAY HOW MANY ARE PULLING HEAD, SO DON'T GET COMPLACENT AND KEEP GOING FORWARD!!"

'Present Mic how many villains did you made deaf?' Y/n took a deep breath and looked at the next barrier.

"AND NOW WE COME TO THE HIDDEN FINAL BARRIER!! IT'S TRUE FORM NONE OTHER THAN... THE MINE FIELD RIGHT OUT OF RAMBO 3!"

'Yes! This will be so easy!!!' Y/n looked determined at the back of the half n half boy 'Let me give you a little show!' a sinister smile appeared on her face.

"IT'S SET UP SO THAT IF YOU LOOK CAREFULLY, YOU CAN SEE WHERE THE LANDMINES ARE PLACED!! STRAIN YOUR EYES AND FEET!! IN ANY CASE THEY'RE LANDMINES!THEIR NOT LETHAL, BUT THEY BANG BIG AND BRIGHT, SO YOU'LL DEFINITELY KNOCK A STOOL OR TWO LOOSE!"

"Obviously that depends on the person."

'Aizawa-san... I want you to be my teacher! You look scary but you were worried about me back then weren't you?... please let me be your student!!!'

Y/n saw half n half up front, but the second she was going to step in the mine field she heard the angry porcupine screaming again.

"What is it this time?" She smiled brightly at the thought that Bakugo was angry.

"HAHHAH! IT DIDN'T MEAN A THING TO ME!!" Explosion boy surpassed her and half n half boy by flying with his explosions. "YO, YOU THINK YOU MIGHT'VE ISSUED YOUR LITTLE WAR DECLARATION TO THE WRONG RIVAL!!?" he looked pretty pissed.

Mic took a deep breath, Y/n still hadn't moved in the mine field only observing the ones that were ahead of her. "AND THE LEAD HAS BEEN UPSET!! REJOICE, MASS MEDIA!! THIS IS JUST THE SORT OF DEVELOPMENT THAT YOU CRAVE!! WHY, EVEN THOSE WHO ARE TRAILING BEHIND ARE PUTTING SPURTS!!! HOWEVER, THEY'RE PULLING EACH OTHER BACK..." Bakugo was very close to Todoroki, the same was trying to pull him back. "WE EFFECTIVELY HAVE TWO KIDS IN THE LEAD!!!?"

Y/n looked at her side and saw a green haired boy digging for the mines, she got closer to him and tapped his shoulder "Yo!" The boy almost had a heart attack, "Do you need help? I know exactly where all the mines are" he looked at her stunned and nodded slowly "all right!" She helped him gather a lot of then "good luck!" She waved at him while he nodded and put his plan into action flying over everyone one else.

"HE OVERTOOK THEM! HE OVERTOOK THEEEEEM!"

Right behind him the angry porcupine shouted "DEKU!!!!!!! DON'T YOU DARE GO AHEAD OF ME!!!" He used his explosions to fly trying to catch up.

Todoroki created a pass of ice for himself.

Taking the advantage that he gave, letting everyone stunned she ran behind him surpassing everyone but the two that were in the lead that were already running.

As the broccoli boy started to lose altitude he put each foot in each shoulder of the male leads, with that weird metal snowboard that he had he smashed it on the floor and flew to the other side.

"IN NO TIME AT ALL MIDORIYA BLEW DUST IN THEIR EYES!! AND NOW HE'S CLEARED THE LANDMINE AREA ENTIRELY!!"

The h/c girl simply smiled while she kept running, with her eyes closed in the dust cloud that was supposed to blind her.

"DAMN, ERASERHEAD. YOUR CLASS IS INSANE!! WHAT ARE YOU TEACHING THEM!?"

"I didn't do anything. This is all the fruit of the fires they lit in each other."

"WHOO-EY WHO COULD HAVE PREDICTED THIS OUTCOME WHEN THE TRIAL BEGIN!? TGE MAN WHO HAS RETURNED TO THE STADIUM IN TRIUMPH IS NONE OTHER THAN..."

"MIDORIYA IZUKU!! HIS WILL BE A NAME TO KNOW!!"

Y/n was right behind the duo inside the tunnel, as they got closer to the exit she slowed down slightly.

"Yes!" She fists bumped the air and got out after Bakugo getting 4th place.

'One step closer!' She smiled and sat on the floor finally taking a breath and relaxing a little.

Midnight appeared on the podium again and began talking.

"And so it's over! Now everyone,  here are the results!"

1 Class A Midoriya Izuku

2 Class A Todoroki Shoto

3 Class A Bakugou Katsuki

4 Class C Takami Y/n

That moment made her realize her mistake, she was having so much fun that she forgot to get a place with less highlight. . . . . . .

--------------------------------------------- I kinda ran with this one sorry.

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Hi silent readers lov u❤

[mysticdonutcreatorcop]

LUCIFERS GARDEN

Do Not Blink. When Your "Twinkle" Is "Unseen" For That "Split Second",

It Will....😲

I Didn't Even Get A Chance To Tell You WHY You Shouldn't Have "Blinked". ( Be Linked ).

LINK THERAPY LIGHT(All Intellegence Linked)

IN THE TWINKLING OF AN EYE. (Achayra'-T)

RAPTURE = "OUR APETURE".

APETURE Means An "Opening", "Hole" Or "Gap".

It Is Defined As : A "Space" Through Which Light Passes In An "Optical" Or "Photographic" Instrument, ESPECIALLY The VARIABLE Opening In Which Light Enters "A Camera".

A BELL ROPE AND ARCANE RINGS ARABELL THROUGH THE LIBRARY BASEMENT DOORS.

There's Alot Of OPINIONS Circulating In Modern Religio'-Spiritual Dogmas, Occult And Meta'-Ta'-Physical Too, Regarding The "Nature" Of "Jealousy". One Can Divide This Word Into "Equal Halves", Then Sound And Re'-'Sound The Two Halves Listening To The Sound Of Each Word When Repeated. They Can Take On Literally Any Form Of Word Or Meaning Depending On The Nature Of Your Native Language And Dialect. This Is The Art Of

LINGUISTIC PHONETICS

Phonetics Is A Branch Of Linguistics That Studies How Humans Make And Perceive Sounds. The Following Is A Demonstration Of ACUTE PHONETIC ACCURACY~~~~~~~~~<

1. "Apple'-Call'-Lips" : The Phonetic Sound This Makes Resounds As "Apocolypse", A Very End'-Game Term Used By Fanatics (Phonetics)

Of Religious Dogmas, In Order To Educe A Fear Into The Masses. This "Fear" Based Tactic Has 2 Threats In Common. The Threat Of Excommunication, Or The Threatening Intimidations Of "YOU WILL GO TO HELL".

APPLE = A PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE.

CALL = PHONETIC RECOGNITION/EDIQUITTE.

LIPS = S'-'WORDS/WEAPONS/FOR SUBTLE WARS OF ATTRACTION, AND EDICTION, EQUAL SEDUCTION. 😏 "AH'-'WAR'-'HOUSE".

2. LUST SAFE HERE ( LUCIFER ) IS THE ART IN THE ESSENCE OF JEALOUSY.⌚👉👁️ 👜"D.E.S.I.R.E."🔑

Hollow Bone.

INTERST, TELL HER/ HELTER SKELTER/ "SOUL VERY" RARE, "GREG YOUR LATE" FOR HEAVEN.

( Co'-Age'-U'-La'-Ti'-So'-Lov'-Ed )

ARCANE AND JEALOUS OFF FEAR F'- OFF

WE OPEN THE SEAL OF SEVEN 😇👁️🙏👁️😇

🔥G'-ri'-q'-ri-V🔥 🖕© Gregory K Serpan

#llucifersensesecretive

Why Solomn Men Seal, l| Safe || A Que

[deathvsthemaiden]

Quarantine SURVEYYYYY~~~🤩 tagged by @makruh (thank you!! 🍒)

Name: Hiba!

Nickname: ur not my mom so :// you probably can’t call me anything but Hiba unless I know u. But this question reminds me my name means “gift” and that was a random coach in high school’s chosen nickname for me, I loved that! Miss him... 😢 he wasn’t even my coach he just roamed the halls a lot ahdjdndn. A bus driver in elementary school used to call me Curly bc that’s what my hair is like and I was fond of that too

Sign: not into astrology 4 reasons of religious nature

Age: EIGHT....teen. I feel 8 nowadays tho ngl

Sex: female

Favorite anime: I gotta choose one (1) ☝🏽 singular?? .....you get 5! Death parade, Houseki no Kuni, Fruits Basket (2001 version), Emiya Gohan and Megalobox 🥊

Favorite video game: umm do the ones on the modern telephone 📱 count 👉🏽👈🏽 F*te G*and O*der (Fate Grand Order) is my answer if so. Also I love animal crossing in spirit. Haven’t touched it in years but I still like it!

Favorite vitamin supplement: hmm. I liked flintstones gummies more than was probably good for me as a kid! I probably should be taking more vitamins nowadays but like.....Yeah I have nothing to say

Favorite addiction: sleep and pacing around aimlessly, also pasta and music

Favorite book: Jane Eyre and Words of Radiance are tied as my top 2 favorites of all time bc of emotional impact. Honorable mentions to The Overstory, Beauty by Robin McKinley and Keturah and Lord Death.

Favorite way to bathe: shower is my go to. A long peaceful bath? In a house packed with my immediate family? It’s just not realistic :////🚿

Favorite element: Water! But if we’re talking chemicals I guess gold isn’t so bad,, I love jewelry and shiny stuff soooo :P ✨

Last time I was in a body of sea water: My every single flaw, defect and negative trait can be traced back to precisely TWO ✌🏽 reasons! 1) genetics.....my family.... lov them but also they’re why I’m like this :P 2) it’s been too long since I’ve been near the ocean much less IN it!! I know it’s bad and I wouldn’t like it and it wouldn’t help me but I look at pretty gifsets of the sea on here sometimes and I’m like I wanna drink just a sip of that to feel whole again. I think periodically of every one of the beaches I’ve ever been to and enjoyed and....I regret getting up from their sandy shores. Why oh why oh why did I ever get UP what was I THINKING!! Fool move of the century!! Someone lock me up for being so dumb....what does land have to offer me that trumps the sea?? HAUDJSNSNNANA (little to nothing!) ok but honestly it’s been quite a few years and I’m sad about it. The closest I’ve come is late last year I went to a lake and spent the whole time waist deep in water, and then the next day I kept looking down while walking bc it felt WRONG not to be waist deep in water and I just miss the sensation of being waist deep in water sm :[ 🌊

Tagging: @k-amui @pinkafropuffs @kashilascorner @serduszko @sjouno @aochiro @ayuumaku @obsessedwithallthingsbooks @fruit6at @iwaizuml @palmtreeexpress @bluyuki @paimaana

[hamsolo]

blease ma’am can you write me a story about a jedi knight! idc what happens i just need more star war! also lov u and saw that you watch/read adow and i’m excited to badger you about that another time k bye

Of course! :) Sorry it took so long! I hope you like it and I hope it fills the SW shaped void in your life rn!

P.S. Feel free to badger me about ADOW anytime you want, friend!

send me an emoji for a SW story!

“Kell, behind you!” I looked over my shoulder and sure enough, another driodeka was rolling my way…followed by a couple battle droids. No one said that this life was going to be easy. That was for sure!

“On it!” Letting the Force guide me, I flipped over to face my newest opponents, ready to slice through them like nothing. 

After I finally bested all three, another four rolled into the corridor. “There’s too many of them!” I panted.

“Keep going, we cannot let them go further.” Master Ti managed to say before bounding off after a unit of droids. 

“Kell, watch out,” a sharp voice calls out as more blaster bolts ricochet off the durasteel walls of the Temple.  I lifted the blue blade of my saber just in time to block the attack and direct it towards the onslaught of separatist droids. What were they doing here? How did they get in past our defenses? 

I rounded the corner after Master Ti, saber up and ready to dodge another attack. 

An explosion rocked through the entrance hall, columns crumbled and when the dust cleared, more droids barrelled through a huge, gaping hole in the wall. Droidekas rolling through and battle droids moving through blasting everything in their path. I still couldn’t believe my eyes. “Come on, young Kell” I looked to see Master Plo Koon racing past me, “we must keep moving!”

I followed him, slicing through droids moving towards the youngling’s auditorium.

Another explosion rocked through the walls, the continued loss of life was harrowing. Voices silenced before they had a chance to live. 

The auditorium was full of blaster fire and erratic force signatures. The atmosphere was intense, to say the least...I was reminded of the battle on Geonosis...

How dare they come here? How dare they take our Temple!”

I ran through, a battle cry from my lips and my saber raised high. I wasn’t going down without a fight. I slashed through droids aided by the Force. I just kept going and going until...

Bodies were flying all over the place; Jedi, Troopers and droids alike. But it wasn’t until one body fell through the gaping hole in the roof of the auditorium that we all stopped dead in our tracks...

...it couldn’t be! Not him!

Master Windu...Master! The Jedi who chose me after the youngling tournament. The one person who saw potential in me. He is- was- so passionate. If I didn’t see his crumpled, bloody and mangled body before me...I wouldn’t have believed him dead. 

Time seemed to stand still as we all gazed upon the highly revered Master. I crept closer, trying to hold onto the fleeting Force signature. Tears slipped down my cheeks and body shaking, I collapsed in front of him...

Master Ti stepped up, “Kell it was the will of the Force-.”

“Don’t say that! He wasn’t supposed to die...he was supposed to be strong, he was supposed to-”

A blaster bolt ripped through the Torgruta Jedi master and within seconds her Force signature disappeared. But there were no more droids in the auditorium...

I turned and I was facing a Clone trooper... the barrel of his standard-issue blaster...

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Part 2?

[tanyuu]

end-eavor

Hi! This is my first article-style theory. It’s obviously not like an actual article, you can tell by the deteriorating quality and fact that I used my own headcanons in place of canon information, but I’d just really love to see an article written by a sleep-deprived reporter bashing Endeavor.

 That’s… all this is. It’s just a 7-page rant on why Endeavor is a terrible parent. And then it quickly dissolves into a theory on why Dabi is Todoroki Touya, so… good luck.

 The reporter who writes this (Ella) is me! I’m not actually a reporter or writer at all, but I work around books. So. I’m gonna call bullshit on myself and get INTO THIS!

  YEEHAW!

 Todoroki Enji, also known as Endeavor (#1 in PHR, but #-7,000,000 in our hearts), has at least three children. They are known as Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, and Todoroki Shouto. Shouto has been in the public eye for a while now, especially after he was accepted by recommendation into UA.

Shouto was confirmed to be previously the victim of an act of domestic violence. His well-known facial scar (over his left eye), covers a quarter of his face. The cause was confirmed to be his mother's unstable and rapidly declining mental health.

All three of the Todoroki children released statements in the following years to plead their mother as not guilty (and worthy of single custody.) Endeavor harshly refused these claims, and insisted that their mother had endangered his children. (though he did not call Shouto his child. the term used was 'masterpiece,' which implies... certain things.)

In all fairness, Endeavor's stance on the topic is expected. The safety of your children is important. It's a touchy subject though, so all you need to know is this:

 - Rei Todoroki (ice quirk), mother to the Todoroki children, poured boiling water onto her youngest child (Shouto)'s face.

- The cause was deteriorating mental health, but the cause of said mental state has not been released. Ever.

- Endeavor has potentially harmful opinions regarding his children, as well as near POSSESSIVE qualities with and to his youngest child.

Moving on.

Todoroki Natuso (quirkless), has cut ties with his father, for unknown reasons. Speculators and theorists claim that his father MADE him, as to not interfere with Shouto's "training."

He is now working as a doctor near Shizuoka Prefecture, and has saved many lives. His sister and brother are very proud of him. (and we bet his mother is, too)

Todoroki Fuyumi (sparking ice quirk) works as a preschool teacher. Though Natsuo moved out of Endeavor's "estate" (look up the square footage. we DARE you), Fuyumi has not. According to THIS (link) article, she will not until Shouto has graduated from UA. When prompted, she gave no answer.

Now, you're probably wondering: "Hey, Ella? If there's some kind of scandal, why don't you just go right out and say what you think is going on?"

That's the fun part! I legally CAN'T. Todoroki Enji (Endeavor, your #1 PUBLIC HERO) has ordered that no reporters are allowed to comment on 'how he runs his family.' And honestly, I value my job just a LITTLE too much to run the risk of the Hellflame's wrath.

Onwards, I suppose. And time for some (LEGAL) speculation.

If you recall, I mentioned how there are three confirmed children. That's because (and i did some actual digging here) there are FOUR legitimate Todoroki children.

Does anyone else remember the sports festival 6 years ago? The kid who had a CRAZY blue fire quirk? And then there's the fact that five-ish years ago, all of the footage from the semi-finals was deleted. Almost all of it.

Now, (I say with a grimace, here) I found one photo, and anyone with an eye on the news regarding high-profile villains would recognize THOSE piercings.

Why am I bringing up this blue fire quirk kid, anyway? Blue fire, blue fire, blue fire.

Todoroki Enji, ENDEAVOR. THE NUMBER ONE HERO. Lied about his kids. I'm definitely losing my job now, so... might as well just go with this, I guess. How do I know this?

 We're familiar with Endeavor's ultra-move, the jet-stream style fire blast. He used it in the Hosu attack earlier this year, just before he captured the villain 'Stain.'

 What color is the fire in that crazy powerful attack? B L U E.

Sports Festival mystery kid? Blue fire, spiky RED HAIR, turquoise eyes. It's like... younger, amped-up Endeavor.

 I brought up piercings already, right?

 The boy from the sports festival (let's nickname him v2 for now, short for Version Two of Endeavor. because I would pay SO MUCH to see this kid kick Endeavor's ass. i'll be linking a kickstarter for that later, too) has four piercings on his ears, and a triangle of nose piercings on both sides of his nose.

 Blue fire, spiky hair, turquoise eyes, a FUCK TON of piercings, and just LOOK at this smirk: <IMAGE ATTACHED>.

Now, who does this remind anyone of?

The leader of the Vanguard Action Squad of the infamous League of Villains (LoV). The villain's name is 'Dabi,' which means 'Cremation.' Coincidentally, I looked up what v2's quirk was named. After a HELL of a lot of digging, I found both v2's name AND the name of his quirk.

 Cremation.

And as for the name, well, I'd like Endeavor's official and public reason for keeping his FIRST and OLDEST child out of the public eye.

Todoroki Touya.

What am I implying, here? That one of Endeavor's children became a villain? A high-profile villain, involved with the kidnapping of a minor and attempted murder of at least 19? A villain with a criminal record longer than Shiozaki Ibara’s hair?

I'll provide a list of reasons why I (personally, and definitely not free of bias) think there's way more going on in this picture. Thank you for reading this far, by the way. It really does mean a lot, especially considering that this will likely be the last thing I'll... ever write, at least professionally.

To answer my own question, I'm telling you that Todoroki Touya became the villain 'Dabi.'

Now for the REALLY fun part. Why on Earth would Touya even become a villain? And especially as one of the children of such a well-known (but, frankly, not well-liked) hero?

 I have a short list of reasons why this may have happened.

- Todoroki Enji kicked Touya out (reasons unknown, date unknown, all unconfirmed)

- Touya ran away (reason unconfirmed)

- Pressured by villains (honestly? unlikely)

But, drawing attention to the scar patterns on Dabi (Touya?)'s arms and face. It's a fire burn, but not a REGULAR fire burn. From the looks of it, it wasn’t caused by an external force (you can tell b/c of his fingers). But this implies that Dabi did it HIMSELF, which... is a whole new can of worms.

(I swear all of this is relevant. I'm just... speculating. Diligently.)

In order to do so much self-inflicted damage, you would need a few key things.

1) High pain tolerance. (30% of Dabi's skin is scar tissue. That's... a lot. Have you ever accidentally touched a flame? It hurts, and keeping it there would hurt a lot more. Doing something like that and holding the flame there requires a lot of control.)

2) A high sensitivity to your OWN quirk. Now, quirk biologists have talked about how people usually have a natural immunity to their own quirks, especially emitter-types. But, if Touya THEORETICALLY had a body made for an ICE QUIRK (see where I'm headed?), it would explain why he was so easily burned.

But why would he have such a pain tolerance? And especially... towards burns...?

 Well, I'll let you decide that one for yourself, there. I'm not allowed to talk about that, remember?

GREAT! We've answered some questions! (some meaning, like, two)

Now onto a Fun Part™! (It's not fun. Honestly, writing this makes me feel horrible. The things pro heroes cover up, no kids should EVER go through ANY of what I'm writing about.)

So far, Enji's been in the wrong... probably 80% of the time? Some of it (20%) can be marked down as 'concerned parent,' but the rest... yeah.

Anyway! Let's address a concerning topic. There are a few things I'm going to be talking back and going back to QUITE a bit:

- Shouto's refusal to use his fire in the Sports Festival last year (earlier this year? time is a concept, and i'm not familiar with it)

- The difference in personality with the Todoroki trio. (i'd say quartet, but my boss says i'm not allowed to interview a villain, and also. all of these. are still speculation. please pay me)

- How Endeavor (#1 hero. i keep bringing that up just to reiterate who exactly is the current face of the hero world and WHY THE FUCK IS HE STILL TH-) addresses his children

Where were we again? Let me check.

Oh yeah, before I start yelling about Enji being a piece of shit, I'm going to say a few things about myself. This article is very unorthodox, and I shouldn't... technically do this? BUT I'm already gonna lose my job! So, onwards and upwards, y’all:

- My name is Ella.

- I work for a really well-known (and lovely) publishing company, as a writer and editor.

- I get paid XXXXX a year. Which is okay, and better than some other companies, but I'm still... not getting anything out of this, so you can't say I was paid to write this. If anything, I'm LOSING money by writing this. (but i'm in too deep to stop now, so...)

- My hands hurt a lot from writing this. I've written it all in about an hour, but the research has taken me WEEKS. W E E K S, I TELL YOU-

 Todoroki Shouto (15, Half-Cold Half-Hot emitter quirk, aptly named) is a student at UA. He is in class 1-A, the Hero Course. He's been involved with many mainstream villain attacks, such as the USJ invasion, the Stain + Hosu event, and All Might's last stand.

 Shouto's personality can be seen as cold and standoffish, and the media likes to depict him as an aloof pretty boy. Please keep in mind, he's... been through a lot. And I'm speculating that he's been through more than anyone's actually THOUGHT about before. Kudos to him.

 In the Sports Festival in Shouto's first year, his fight with Midoriya Izuku was ALL OVER THE NEWS. The green haired “no bones about it” kid had gotten Todoroki "I'm not using half of my power" Shouto to use his fire. Nobody knows the exact content of the fight, but it's worth mentioning that Shouto smiled during it. Full-on GRINNED.

(the more i think about that... the sadder it is? kid didn't look like he’d smiled very much. ever, actually. WHY COULD THAT BE-)

 Speculation as to why Shouto didn't actually use his fire during the first events (and according to his classmates Asui Tsuyu and Kirishima Eijirou, he hadn't used it all YEAR. not even during the USJ invasion) was rampant through hero forums. Popular theories included:

- Shouto didn't want to one-up his classmates, so he restricted his power to make it fair. (which is understandable, but.... hon.... how likely is that. the damn MOTTO is ‘plus ultra’)

- Shouto was told not to by his father, and didn't, as some kind of rite of passage. (which is a whole NEW kind of 'what the fuck, enji' and i'm just. not touching that theory)

- My personal and biased favorite: Shouto was rebelling against his father after being pressured to surpass him and be even greater. (which, fair. honestly, any kind of intense pressure ESPECIALLY from a high-profile parent is stressful. take music lessons, for example! kids are gonna give up if they're forced to do shit! come ON, endeavor)

Endeavor (in MULTIPLE) interviews, has referred to Shouto as 'his masterpiece,' or 'his greatest work,' or other terrifying names. Honestly. Children aren't property, and although quirks are tossed around like clothes in a washing machine, their uses don't justify the treatment of their people. Especially with all the stigma surrounding "villainous" quirks. (WHICH IS BULLSHIT, OKAY? quirks aren't inherently villainous. sure, some are a little less flashy and virtuous, but fear is irrelevant! it's what you choose to do with what you have that matters. choices affect content of character, not predetermined morality)

BACK ON TOPIC. I'm not sorry. I feel like I could write a whole separate article on why villainous quirks don't actually exist? Should I? Hell yeah. I will, eventually.

Endeavor's blatant favoritism of Shouto is highlighted by the way he talks about his other children. By that, I'm referring to the fact that he outright DOESN'T. Not one WORD on Natsuo's confirmed cure for quirk burns. Not ONE WORD on Fuyumi's (SIX) teaching awards.

 And, most concerningly?

Endeavor has refused to allow Todoroki Rei to leave the mental hospital she was put into (10 YEARS AGO) although she's passed EVERY SINGLE examination. (fuck, i'm not allowed to talk about that. OH WELL if i go i'm going OUT)

 Shouto has affirmed that he doesn't want to work under his father, and will likely be joining a separate agency in the event of immediate hero work after graduation. He sort of implied that his father didn't know when to stop, but then left the interview.

"Didn't know when to stop? Stop what, Ella?" Remember how I mentioned some kind of 'training' way early into this? Mmm-hmm.

 I'm going to do some extreme hand-waving here. This is ALL speculation, and as of now it's ILLEGAL speculation.  

Back to Touya for a second. The records I found said that he won his match, but lost the semi-final due to intense quirk backlash. The time of the first match was INCREDIBLE. 

 6.3 seconds. Holy... SHIT.

(great job, touya! we're all really proud of you!)

Honestly! That's crazy! Record-breaking, even. Second only to... Shouto.

Second to Shouto. Maybe that's... not the first time Touya's heard that phrase.

Anyway. Training plays a role in this, because the difference in control between Shouto and Touya with fire is barely noticable. They both copy a move (left hand swing and then a full-fire short range blast) from each other. Well, maybe not from each-other.

Let's look into the Hosu fight. Endeavor uses a blue-fire jet-flame attack (can't remember if it has a name, only that it's INTENSE and I would NOT like to be on the receiving end of it), but later with the LoV's monsters (they're called 'noumu'), he uses a very familiar move.

 Left hand swing. Full-fire short range blast.

Only this time, there's no eye flinch or subtle shoulder tense. Only cold, hard, fury.

  What am I implying?

Well, I can't legally talk about THAT, now can I?

Thank you very much for reading this! I picked up this style from a few meta posts in other fandoms; the writer has access to information the reader does NOT, in this case the lack of canon information regarding Dabi’s background and/or schooling. I added headcanons:

-Natuso being quirkless

-Touya going to UA

-Touya being a badass (that’s not really a headcanon, though. he’s related to fuyumi. of course he’s gonna be a badass)

[cruisinfdr]

~glendale parris~

hey this is glendale 4 @corporeal-ish !!!! who saiiid “henlo, id like to request a colorful beefy bear boy, like one of those big dudes with glitter beards and painted nails. i have all the packs n stuff and u can use whatever cc u wanna, im excited to see what u do!!”

so here !! im like. genuinely super attached to him after spending so long w him in cas so i have faith u will do him justice and lov him as much as i do jdsghkjsd

so i got carried away also and made 2 extra everyday outfits so pics of the extra 2 outfits r under the cut so u can choose if u want them or not obviously :’~) and theres some more of me babbling because like i said. i got carried away And attached so i came up w a strong idea of what kinda guy i think he is?? but obviously thts just my interpretation too u can roll w him however u want !

heres a song tht makes me think of him !! and a second one w a different feel !!

skin overlay / skin tone / eyebags / moles / nails / beard / hair (v3 w the widows peak) / body hair / lipz (neutral low opacity) / teef (lil gap) / brows / shirt 1 / jeans 1 / shirt 2 / jeans 2 / neckerchief / shirt 3 / i literally only used these slides for his partywear cuz i thought it was funny /

n for the beard also.,., i dont doubt that hes the kind of person to just. rock the flowers 24/7 but other than that u can put him in the regular base game beard :~)

anyway heres his tray files or u can get him on the gallery if u wanna :~P im bre611 !! n feel free to tag me if u use him i rlly wanna see :’’’~)

hes seriously so cute !!! i cheated a tiny bit cuz i used one of my favorite randomly generated townies as a base for him instead of a complete rando from cas but he looks pretty much nothing like the original guy except for the nose :~P so he might have skills since he was in my game for awhile ! but anyway:: i get the feeling that he lives in selvadorada now and like. he got shitfaced on a cruise dskjhfksjd and thats how he ended up there. like the cruise ship left him on accident lmfao but hes not mad cuz of the MEN there and he got a bartending gig so. tis a good life 4 him. and he’d totally be friends w angus i think !! i got that vibe from the get go that theyd be friends,., also while making him i was SUPER inspired by ramon from archer so theres a clip oh look and heres another one !! u can see where i got an outfit from

also idk if youll wanna do this but like,.,., u might wanna size his hands down idk if i made them too big or not cuz i was trying to figure out if they were proportionate but hes got some fkin MITTS now HSKDHF his hands are huge but its ok hes sweet

[sweetlemonsims]

5, 9, 15, 16, 38, 56, 73, 79 :-))) lov u

Okie here we go:

5. What is your favorite color? YELLOW. Because of bees but also its just such a fun color!

9. How tall are you? I’m a shortie so i’m 5″2

16. Favorite Movie? Jack and the Cuckoo Clock Heart! It’s originally French I believe but it’s such a good movie.

38. Whats the longest you’ve gone without sleep? 32 hours I believe?

56. Most used word? Oop or tis or aahabaha <– probably that one

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I try not to but yes. Someone has to tell them

79. Who was your first real crush? I had a cute kindergarten boyfriend xD Met him again years later and he looks the exact same but just with a bad personality :o

Okey that was all of them and I LOVE YOU <3

[whatdoesshedotothem]

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No kiss m[u]ch rain in the night and this morn[in]g and damp and a lit[tl]e sm[all] rain this morn[in]g and F[ahrenheit] 47° now at 8 50/.. a.m. sid[in]g

in my study till br[eak]f[a]st at 9 1/2 - A- [Ann] r[ea]d a lit[tle] Fr[en]ch – h[a]d Mr. Husb[an]d at 10 1/4 – spo[ke] to h[i]m ab[ou]t outdoor

etc for the Lodge – ab[ou]t the hay places etc. - A- [Ann] s[e]nt by h[i]m let[ter] p[ost] p[ai]d to Messrs. Heron and Dale ord[erin]g tea

and coff[ee] - out w[i]th Rob[er]t Mann at the dry wall arch[in]g till call[e]d in to Mr. Jubb at n[ea]r 12 - he w[e]nt w[i]th me

to see my a[un]t - I perceiv[e]d a change last night - Matty s[e]nt to sp[ea]k to me (thro’ Cooks[o]n) this morn[in]g –

Mr. J- [Jubb] th[in]ks the coffin h[a]d best co[me] tonight, and my poor a[un]t to be sold[ere]d up - the corpse may be

offensive bef[ore] tomor[row] morn[in]g – ask[e]d h[i]m to be so good as let Greenw[oo]d kno[w] - Mr. J-  [Jubb]

to call ag[ai]n in a few days to look aft[e]r A- [Ann] and Cookson - sat w[i]th A-  [Ann] talk[in]g and help[in]g h[e]r

to measure and cut out 3 serv[an]ts hall tab[le] cl[o]ths - took out at 1 and walk[e]d in the walk and on

the flags in front of the h[ou]se till 2 - then w[i]th Rob[er]t Mann + 3 at the dry wall-arch[in]g and

John Frier (co[me] to help Rob[er]t Mann) scarp[in]g the r[oa]d – Ingh[a]m and his man and boy n[o]t here today or

yest[erday] – wh[ile] w[i]th Rob[er]t who h[a]s h[a]d Joseph Mann help[in]g h[i]m today, Holt ca[me] to go and see the

Long goit - hopes the matt[e]r of Mrs. Machan’s coal will be settled on Tues[day] or Wed[nesday]

and he will call and let me kno[w] on Thurs[day] - Mr. Rawson h[a]s just s[e]nt and offer[e]d £400.

Holt h[a]d off[ere]d £500 to be p[ai]d in ten y[ea]rs at £50 p[e]r ann[um] or 5p.c. on the val[ue] allow[e]d for pay[in]g

the mon[ey] d[o]wn - I s[ai]d they w[oul]d nev[e]r agree to this if they und[e]rstood it - he m[u]st settle

the matt[e]r if poss[ible] - get the coal for the least poss[ible] sum ab[ov]e £400 - he h[a]d heard they

meant to ask me £2000 for the farm (coal inclue[in]g) - I s[ai]d I w[oul]d rath[e]r ha[ve] the coal

separ[atel]y - to manage it if poss[ible] - then w[e]nt to the gard[ene]r and Hemingway, the Wyke gard[ene]r, do[in]g up

the s[ou]th bank of the new appr[oa]ch r[oa]d thro’ the wood – st[ai]d w[i]th them till 5 3/4 when Greenw[oo]d’s man ca[me]

for the cart to go for the coff[i]n - Frank gone to the Long goit w[i]th iron rails – w[e]nt tow[ar]ds

Mytham - met h[i]m n[ea]r the gr[ea]t sycam[ore] and s[e]nt h[i]m off to H[alifa]x – dress[e]d – din[ner] at 6 40/.. –

coff[ee] upst[ai]rs – s[e]nt for Matty Pollard - Messrs. Duncan and Greenw[oo]d ca[me] ab[ou]t 7 – w[i]th their

peo[ple] 2 wom[e]n and men to sold[e]r up – ord[ere]d the corpse to be left upst[ai]rs – w[oul]d n[o]t ha[ve]

the bod[y] in the draw[in]g r[oo]m tomor[row] whi[le] the joiners are hammer[in]g at the hall floor - Matty

ca[me] for me to see my a[un]t - A- [Ann] wish[e]d to go w[i]th me, and tho’ rath[e]r nerv[ou]s and in tears, behav[e]d

bet[ter] than I expect[e]d - my poor a[un]t look[e]d so little chang[e]d, and all agreed (Matty s[ai]d) that there w[a]s

no necess[it]y for solder[in]g up for sev[era]l days, that I w[oul]d n[o]t ha[ve] it done – b[u]t h[a]d the lead coff[in] plac[e]d

on the bed and all made tidy - to ha[ve] the corpse in the h[ou]se, and be unab[le] to see it is doubly

melanch[ol]y - the solder[in]g up is to be done on Sun[day] night – Let[ter] 1 2/3 p[ages] ver[y] kind nice

let[ter] fr[om] L[ad]y St[uar]t Brafield h[ou]se - ‘the melanch[ol]y ev[en]t you wr[ote] to acq[uain]t me of hav[in]g tak[e]n pl[a]ce,

‘I trust and hope you look on rath[e]r as a bless[in]g, for one you so lov[e]d sh[oul]d be releas[e]d fr[om] her long

‘suffer[in]g!’ hopes I shall after a sh[or]t ti[me] be able to leave ho[me] – kind[l]y hopes to see me in

Lond[on] or Richm[on]d Park as may suit me best - the S- [Stuart] de R[othesay]s at Berne - going to Turin – gi[ve] up

Geneva on acc[oun]t of cholera - travel to amuse Louisa who is in low sp[iri]ts tho’ L[ad]y S- [Stuart] nev[e]r ob[serve]d it

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Let[ter] 2 1/2 p[ages] fr[om] M- [Mariana] Lawton – ret[urne]d on Wed[nesday] aft[ernoo]n and wr[ote] that ev[enin]g - she seems sor[ry] perh[aps]

shock[e]d at n[o]t hav[in]g seen my poor a[un]t once ag[ai]n! her 1st impulse w[a]s to co[me] ‘b[u]t a 2[n]d

‘th[ou]ght h[a]s made me pause, perh[aps] you ha[ve] all at this mom[en]t you best desire, and if you h[a]d

‘or wish you w[oul]d ha[ve] express[e]d it, in perf[ec]t confid[en]ce that the fr[ie]nd of your youth and affect[io]n, is

‘alw[a]ys ready to share your sor[row]s, and rejoice in your comf[or]t - call up[on] me as you may, and when

‘you may, I am alw[a]ys ready - Events ha[ve] ind[eed] made a wide gap in your affect[io]ns, b[u]t those

‘you ha[ve] lov[e]d best press forw[ar]d to help to fill up the void, and whilst Mary is left there is yet

‘one to love you ‘dearly fond[l]y and faith[full]y’........ I am sad, I feel ver[y], ver[y] sad – b[u]t, Fred,

‘I am faith[full]y and aff[ectionatel]y yours Mariana’ – Let[ter] als[o] 3 p[ages] fr[om] Mrs. Duffin York condol[en]ce - supposes A- [Ann] my gr[ea]t

# com[for]t , and suppo[s]es ‘your sist[e]r is als[o] w[i]th you who will feel the loss of a good a[un]t; at your

‘sa[me] ti[me] she will aid you all in h[e]r pow[e]r – rem[em]b[e]r me kind[l]y to b[o]th’ - i.e. A- [Ann] and Mar[ia]n –

ann[oun]ces h[e]r neph[ew] Mr. Geo[rge] Marsh’s marr[ia]ge 14 Aug[u]st to Elizab[e]th Frances eld[e]st d[au]ght[e]r of Archdeac[o]n

MacDonald of Salisbury - the young man just in priests orders and induct[e]d to the liv[in]g of

Sutton Beuger in N[or]th Wiltshire - E. [Eliza] Raine m[u]ch improv[e]d in health - wants to ha[ve]

m[u]ch talk w[i]th me ab[ou]t her - a surplus of inco[me] – th[in]ks her old serv[an]t Whiuray might

ha[ve] the £10 p[e]r ann[um] left to her in the will made in my fav[ou]r! – Let[ter] als[o] 2 p[ages] fr[om] Mrs. Bull

3 Friargate Derby – th[in]ks she has f[ou]nd a h[ou]sekeep[e]r to suit me – liv[e]d as lady’s m[ai]d and h[ou]se

-keep[e]r w[i]th Mrs. Evans the bank[e]r of Derby - wages £25 p[e]r ann[um] - a trustworthy manag[in]g

wom[a]n und[er]stand[in]g all sorts of cookery – Th[o]mas the York joiner do[in]g my dress[in]g r[oo]m

both yest[erday] and today – R[ea]d tonights’ paper and then wr[ote] all b[u]t the 1st five lines of today till 10 40/.. at w[hi]ch h[ou]r F[ahrenheit] 42° - damp morn[in]g

b[u]t fair fr[om] ab[ou]t 9 a.m. and finish tow[ar]ds noon, and ver[y] fine aft[ernoo]n and ev[enin]g for the ti[me] of y[ea]r –

[glowyves]

Can you do small introductions on each loona member? Or i mean not all of them if u dont want ik theres like 27 of them but just little descriptions of what u think of em would be cute

a chance? to talk abt the loves of my life? 

heejin: you knwo that friend who like if u fuck around during the school yr and need someone to help u out w notes and getting yourself together bc u know shes always on top of her game? thats heejin. girly is an all rounder tbh she can sing dance and as much as ppl like 2 clown her for her rapping shes really not all that bad. LIKE shes just so versatile. she showed that thru mixnine which lol i didnt watch besides cuts but if u watch her performing on there and then see her performing with loona 1/3 it’s like complete opposites but she manages to shine no matter what like it’s effortless for her. shes such a sweet girl too i really do feel like theres a reason she was picked to go first bc she has such a likeable personality. shes funny, hardworking, humble (but not to the point to where she downplays her worth), and just seems like a real ride or die type of friend

hyunjin: MY BABY i hav such a soft spot for hyunjin and it’s hard not to??? she comes across as a little quiet at first and she acts like she doesnt care but she does u know she does shes not fooling anyone idc how many times shes told yeojin 2 shut up on camera i know she’d be one of the first if not THE first girl 2 be by her side (and any members side) if some shit went down. shes such a determined little thing too and when she has her eyes on something she goes for it no thinking abt it no questions asked she just does what she wants and thats something so impressive for a girl her age to be able to do. i feel like shes the type of person to just sit in the back and watch more than participate bc she doesnt mind if the other girls take the spotlight like shes such a chill, laid-back soul. i aspire to be like her. and shes so fucking funny really it’s almost criminal how hard she makes me laugh. ALSO she has the best reactions it’s a disgrace more than anything that i dont hav a folder of just her making stupid faces

haseul: the absolute love of my life? THE jo haseul?? theres a reason shes the member i latched onto the most at the beginning and ultimately kinda the member that tied me down to loona for good. like i was onboard w them from the get but it’s her that sealed the deal. i dont joke when i say she really is their guardian angel and no matter what u think of her in the comparison to the other girls u cant deny the fact that shes born leader material. she makes the other girls feel good and at-ease yknow. like she was always around vivi in the 1/3 loona tvs and u could tell it was like 2nd nature to her being by her side as vivi navigated her way through a country and language she wasnt all too familiar with. and like w/ yves for another example like yves if all facts check out was only w/ bbc for a three week period before they debuted her so obviously she wasnt familiar with any of the girls which is why she was so awkward at first. but haseul? bless her soul she did all that she could to make her feel at home. and she has such a beautiful voice i feel like not enough ppl praise her for it. also fuck yg for making her feel bad during mixnine she deserves the world and he can suck my big toe

yeojin: miss thang miss thang. what 2 say what 2 say. first things first shes a trooper. shes a baby i mean a lot of them are babies but yeojin is an actual baby baby i almost fainted when i learned how old she is. but despite her age shes so firm yknow. when shes doing things she wants to do them right to the best of her abilities and shes always striving to be better which is so admirable bc for me personally at that age i was a goddamn mess i couldnt be doing and juggling even a third of the shit she does. and shes right next to hyunjin when it comes to making me laugh shes just so loud and full of energy even 2 the point where i get tired watching her and im loud and full of energy but her being loud and being full of energy kicks my being loud and being full of energy in the ass. if any of that made sense. but theres never a dry eye in sight when shes in the room and u can tell shes such a joy 2 be around as much shit as the other girls give her lol i just feel real protective of her bc shes just so full of life and laughter and i just want her to be out here living her best life

vivi: it needs 2 be said that i have such high respect for any kpop idol who’s from another country bc theres just so much thats going against them. miss vivi is away from home away from her comfort space away from her friends and family away from a place where she can speak proficiently and fluently bc shes struggling to learn a new language and?? on top of that shes doing all the other standard idol stuff. thats some tough shit thats some scary shit but she takes it all on with a brave face and an open mind. and being able to slowly watch her build up more confidence in the language and basically everything else has been such an honor. like when im out here on my weak shit feeling sorry for myself i gotta think 2 myself what would miss vivi do? how would miss vivi tackle this? i lov this girl honestly i would die for her she does so much and i feel like not all of it is fully appreciated but she’ll have her moment i know she will and it’ll only be a matter of time before ppl see how amazing she is 

kim lip: giiiiiiiiirl. lip is such a strong person. like in all aspects. shes crazy talented it’s a little scary to think abt how much she’ll grow once they properly debut as a group and she gets more experience bc?? she just has so much going for her. her charisma is off the charts she can easily pull a crowd if her solo being a real big jumping point in spreading the loona name says anything at all. and shes such a good pick for the oec leader she definitely has those vibes like u just cant help but listen to her regardless of whatever bullshit she says and she says a lot of bullshit but do i liv by that bullshit and eat it up like shes spouting out the new testament u can bet ur ass i do. lip is definitely one of those girls that u cant help but be drawn to like u just want 2 be her bff bc once u remove her from the stage she has such girl next door vibes i feel like she’d be the type of girl u see in the club and u make small talk by the bar bc u made eye contact by accident and all of the sudden before u know it youve spent ur whole night w her and u hav her phone number and plans to meet up next week bc shes so friendly 

jinsoul: i make fun of her a lot. but w good reason: shes easy 2 make fun of. shes so quirky but not in the ironic way like shes really quirky and a bit of a walking disaster but it’s charming and she makes it work. even if shes not ur fav? shes still? kinda ur fav? even if u dont know it? if i made a list of some of my fav loona moments i assure u she’d be included in about 80% of it like shes such a staple to the group i really cant imagine her not being w them i mean i cant imagine the group w/o any of them but jinsoul especially. sometimes i watch loona vids knowing good and damn well shes not gonna be in them but i still end up thinking where is jinsoul?? bc not 2 speak for everybody (i will tho) but no one can get enough jinsoul. also her voice? i love it it’s one of my favs in not only loona but kpop in general. both speaking-wise and singing-wise. it’s just so pretty i really did astral project the first time i heard sitr & love letter. true out of body experiences 10/10 would recommend the yelp reviews are in shes 100% worth It. what is the It shes worth? idk but whatever It is .. shes worth It.

choerry: i just want her 2 be my little sister wow. miss yerim really has my heart. truly the embodiment of :) . shes so smily and has such a strong energy u cant help but like her. in every loona tv shes in shes making someone laugh or smile and it’s no coinkidink it’s bc shes really just that much of a ray of sunshine and u cant help but fall for her. give her some time i pledge w my life that once they debut she is going 2 shine on variety shows theres no way she wont. she has such good sense and shes so flexible. and if lcm is anything 2 go by shes able to switch it up and kill different concepts and sounds at the drop of a hat. def one to keep ur eye on bc u just know shes gonna go far in the future theres no way she wont she has all the tools in her arsenal to make it big no problem. does she resemble the annoying orange? yes and i’ll hate kim lip forever for putting that image in my head but that wont stop her shes truly a force to be reckoned with.

yves: my baby! u didnt hear this from me but i lov her a lot. she was kinda just thrown 2 the wolves w/ her three weeks of training i can only imagine how nerve wracking it must’ve been for her. here is an army of girls bbc has as potential loona members whove been training for years/knew the other girls who were already chosen as loona members/have even gone along for the ride with the chosen loona members to film their mvs and yet shes the one who was picked to be added after three weeks of her being w the company. three weeks !!! thats a lot of pressure but despite that she gave us everything she got. she was real nervous in the beginning anyone could tell when u watched her loona tv arc but she got over it and by the time chuu’s arc rolled around she was joking around w/ the others like it was nothing. shes so funny too but in an awkward way. like she doesnt mean to be but she says and does shit that makes u ?? and u cant help but laugh. her gig with marishe? i have never seen anything funnier like that bitch really took 100+ photos all w the same face and w the same three poses if that’s not talent idk what is. and i dont think it’s been confirmed in writing yet but shes gonna be such a good leader for the eden unit i feel it in my bones 

chuu: when i tell u my heart has skipped a beat over this girl. im not saying it 2 be dramatic im deadass. my heart has skipped a beat multiple times watching her whether it be a fancam or a loona tv or even a selfie. i’ve watched that little instagram update of her in her pig onesie more times than i want 2 disclose. her voice???? oh my god im in love with it. shes such a strong singer like STRONG and u can hear that in heart attack and girl’s talk and see saw but if u listen to her covers shes done before being introduced as a member it’s like !!!!! wow. and she makes a lot of noises. like just incoherent sounds and its so cute i could cry. like i dont have the attention span 2 sit and watch a vlive if it’s not subbed … but i’d do it for her just bc i love hearing her talk i love her voice on any and all levels u could love someones voice. and all her little mannerisms are adorable and this could really turn into me typing a whole mla formatted essay on how i find her 2 be one of the cutest girls in the world but i’ll spare u. and ofc shes not just cute like i said before this girl is talented and i cant wait for loona to grow as a group so she can be on bigger and bigger platforms for more and more ppl to hear her sing bc thats just how it should be

gowon: i lov her i lov her i lov her!! i’d do just about anything for this girl if she asked but i feel like regardless of who u are u wouldnt be able to refuse her even if u wanted to. i latch onto every word she says everything she says is gold. shes so giggly and a lot of that giggling is bc she probably feels awkward but it’s still real cute. shes also lowkey highkey gotta mouth on her like she’ll really come for ppls throats if she feels it’s necessary and thats beautiful to me. she doesnt get enough credit but as pretty as she is more attention should be focused on her talents bc she is a talented girl. her vocal tone is high and ‘cute’ but i think it melds so well w/ the other girls’ voices and theres a lot of opportunity there if and when they decide to create new sub-units/have more duet songs. and my girl can dance im tired of ppl overlooking her bc?? her pre-debut vids are a little stiff ye but theres so much potential there shes such a gem and i cant wait for her to grow more bc i know theres so much she could be doing w/ what she has

olivia hye: when she said love myself today let u go today? i felt that

[dreamiebby]

NCT 127 as conversations I’ve has with my British Mum

Taeyong:

TY: So i told ur dad that u had chocolate and i want some so he told me to tell u to go to the shop and buy me my own chocolate Me: ok, but u could have mine bc i dont want it- TY: If u dont listen to me, istg ur eating tea bags for dinner ---

Taeil:

TI: pineapple tea soap Me: whut TI: why  dont you ever get my jokes? ----

Johnny:

Me: *is calmly listening to music out loud in my room* JN: *barges in* JN: shud i sell my cd remixes of beyonce ft. Big shaq? ----

Yuta:

YT: i dont know about u, but i think i look pretty damn fine erryday Me: u sure? YT: ok, but u tryna make me cry, im sensitive ----

Doyoung:

DY: i burnt ur pancakes but since u lov me i guess im forgiven? And if you  dont forgive me i  wont let u use my credit card to order any of ur shit Me: DY: thats what i thOUGHT ----

Jaehyun:

JH: *Pointing at a pint of Milk* Oh, that looks nice Me: We don't need more milk, nobody even uses it, its just rotting stop JH: I think we need more milk *picks up 2 pints* ----

Winwin:

WW: Me: Dont WW: Me: Pls WW: Me: i aint picking up that crappy load of god damn coconut ice cream

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Mark:

M: i accidenally ordered something on amazon last week and it here Me: it wasnt another 1000 hair clips, was it? M: No, i ordered 20 swimming shoes in bright pink M: I accidentally poured vinegar on them so i cant return them

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Haechan:

HC: That bastard ate my last dounut at work HC: Imma replace the sugar container on his desk with salt Me: Wait no- HC: Dont interupt adult business

[lovinglylau]

I posted 53 times in 2021

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Here you find me but in english, so I hope learn more than I know

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#2

today in English class I did a Einstein Riddle and this made me my mind explore from such thinking, it was good

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#1

Things I like about my career

Hello everyone or person who reading me, my name is Laura and I study Fashion Desing and Management, ik that I'm still in the first semesters (exactly in the third semester), so we designate the degree of study -or whatever that is called lol- in my country.

One of the things that I've reflected all this time is the time I have, or the time I don't have lol, the trut at the beginning was difficult bc before I was not used to have my time occupied in work, bc at school i did my work an hour before my class, my bad:(, but as I go forward I realize that everything I do (research for my work, drawings, dyeing, sewing, creating) I will do when I am working as a fashion designer, everything absolutely everything and I hope that (you who re reading me) soon u will be able to see me behind screens and for me it would be a great pleasure for u to identify w my clothes, following in the thread I was going, a very clear pov comes, the deigner -whatever his approach- is always creating.

Please love ur career, lov what u study, in my opinion it gives me a lot of happiness to develop step by step each thing I'm going to do in the future.

cu later n thx.

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[pepprs]

music note emoji !!!

HI AVA!!! here ya go!!!!

1. crazy for you - hedley https://youtu.be/LAObYuR9k-Y2. die young - max frost https://youtu.be/YDQd7wVh2Fc3. familiarity - punch brothers https://youtu.be/Sya6Jh2pwzA4. heart is a weapon - walk off the earth https://youtu.be/W-lt6zh2QcQ5. new rules x are you that somebody - pentatonix https://youtu.be/fC8gutkCu1c

OOO this one is interesting!!! songs 1 and 4 are rly high energy n kinda frantic almost and then 2 and 3 are kinda more subdued w/o losing intensity and i think 5 kinda ties it all 2gether rly nicely!!!!! my fav song on this is probably die young KDNGGKSJFKDJD it’s rly chill n i lov the arrangement!!!! (also warning #3 familiarity is like 10 minutes long but it’s rly rly good n worth the listen imo!!!!) TY AVA I HOPE U LIKE THIS!! ♥️♥️♥️💓💓💞💖💞💕💗❤️💗♥️💓‼️‼️‼️‼️

[hyunwoo-archive]

messaged some other people about this but what are your favorite things about each member and then fave body part :)))

JKFHSAJKHKA okay :0 ... jKFHJS if this gets ramble-y im so SOrry i always have too much to say abt the monsta boys

shownu: my favorite thing abt shownu is his compassion and drive !!! when he sets his mind to something he really goes through with it and gives it his all ?? nd hes so caring towards his members like theyre really on his mind 24/7 nd he just !!! he cares so much !!!!! its a little overwhelming ,,, thats why hes so big .. its bc hes holding so much love for his members :( nd my favorite body part,,,, his eyes jghsj i love how one is smaller than the other ?? its not obvious until he smiles nd then its like wow .... wowie.... u are Beautiful

wonho: his sensitivity :000 hes so like ... sensitive ? but its not bad ?? he has this like ,, attentive energy nd its truly his greatest asset when he uses it to support shownu as a leader bc he can offer a different viewpoint :0 plus jkghsj hes just really in tune with his feelings nd isnt shy to talk abt them at all ?? like :0 idk :0 thats just rly amazing 2 me bc he looks like someone whos like feelings whomst !!! but then he’ll spend an hour talking abt how much love he has .... also for body part his smile :((( he has the cutest most Energetic and vibrant smile ... he is rly the embodiment of the :D emoji...

minhyuk: his energy ??? hes truly like ... the moodmaker of monsta x ,, hes so vibrant nd happy nd so full of love nd he truly has everyone on their toes like .. how can we keep up with this energizer :0 its so infectious nd like ,,, he rly brings out the best in everyone ?? he knows how to work w their dynamics ?? hes jhfjas hEs so smart ... nd he really uses that to shape an atmosphere that’ll make everyone happy but comfortable .... nd his teeths ??? i love his teeths like jkghsdj when he smiles nd shows them off it makes me so happie like wow ?? ur the Cutest ??? uR TEETHS :((

kihyun: his wit !!!!! i feel like ,, w minhyuk ,,, they have this similar thinking process except kihyuns is a little more Refined for himself ? if that makes sense ?? he grasps situations quickly nd adapts to them accordingly nd its like ,,, if ur not paying attention u rly wouldnt be able to see the gears working around in his head as he looks at his situation ... nd also !!!! his sharp tongue ?? i dont mean this in a bad way at all but hes rly like ,,, it ties into his quick wit but he has such a sharp way of responding to people that its always like ,, woah ,,, it literally takes him no time at all 2 respond hgskj hes really ?? eloquent .... nd i love his eyesmiles :( theyre so ??? genuine ? nd crinkly ???? when hes happy u can see it So Much ,,, its really cute :((

hyungwon: HYUNGWON OK LISTEN !!! hes so caring ???? i kno a lot of ppl see him as like,,, a ~meme~ but hjghsjk please just Look At This Boy he is Overflowing with talent ... he picked up djing so quickly ? hes so dedicated to mbbs nd to mx ? he literally like ,,, would die for them :/ i feel like his brand of caring is ,,,, subtle but also . Not . like it’ll be the little things that ppl wont pay attention to but also it’ll b things like making sure everyones okay if they ever stumble,,, nd he really just genuinely doesnt want anyone to worry abt him he just :-( he wants to worry abt others first ..... god i love u chae hyungwon ... nd ok uM best feature for Me Personally ...... his eyes sorry gksh theYRE SO EXPRESSIVE .... ND BEAUTIFUL .... me,,, a chaebebe ?

jooheon: mister lee jooheon come nd get it i love him so much nd i love his dedication !!!!!!! he is truly the best idol rapper of our Century nd he got here by continuously practicing nd dedicating himself to rap like ,,,, wormie ?? u are ?? so good ??? honestly he really inspires me to do well bc he never lets anything stop him nd hes so ?? energetic and vibrant too ??? like he just exudes this positive nd beautiful energy that really makes me feel like i can do anything nd im sure it applies for everyone ?? hes just so fun nd !!! so himself :( i love it u know ... nd i love his dimples .... cheesy but ,,, his dimples ? are so deep nd so prominent when he smiles or talks ??? hes truly the dimple king ,,,

changkyun: my quiet nd mysterious nd introspective baby,,,, honestly hsdjk i can never tell what hes thinking but i do know he is a) very smart and b) a little on the introverted side nd c) philosophical ? nd d) mysterious . i got sidetracked but gjhsdjk im ... i adore his resolve .... he’s been through so much as an idol and as a person nd hes become so mature because of it ?? he really has this,,, wise,,, vibe to him,,,, but it doesnt stop him from being silly with the members too ?? i’d lov to be able to have a moment to talk with changkyun abt anything,, but especially music nd education jsut bc i think he would have some Incredible thoughts ........ nd also im in love w his smile ,,,,, his dimpled smile,,,, whenever it shows up my heart stops nd destroys itself nd i ascend nd feel At Peace ...

[mlstymonsoon]

for the oc ask meme mayhaps numbers 1, 2, 3, 13, and 16? :^D

!!!!!!!! thanks so much 4 asking :’) but im sorry if this reply is late i didnt notice this ask in my inbox until today aaaaa

also this got long. and i ramble abt my ocs a lot so Fair Warning but pls read bc i lov my babies

1. Meanest VS Kindest

i was gonna say arcane or mordecai for this since theyre my Iconic Antagonistic Toons i guess but then i remembered raelynn literally uh. kills toons. so! its gotta be her esp since she rly enjoys what she does for the most part n every so occasion she’ll frame a toon for a crime as an excuse 2 hurt them.

the kindest w/o a doubt is remedy!!……he lives 2 make toons feel better and refuses 2 be on offense in battles bc he doesnt want 2 hurt anyone, even cogs. he knows that puts his battle teams down 1 offense toon but he doesnt care, he’ll believe in his teams v much and he just wants 2 support them 2 keep going

2. Tallest VS Shortest

the tallest overall of my toontown ocs is emrys since hes a cog lol, hes 7′4″ ! my tallest toon currently is arcane at 5′11″ :^0 then my shortest toons are tied at 3′11″ and they are remedy and apple juice :’3 they are kids after all haha

heres a lil height chart w/ the tallest n shortest 4 fun :3c (didnt draw entire new full body pics tho lol im lazy)

it looks like remedy is offering arcane the toon-up and arcane is just like “ughhghgghhhhh” IM LAUGHING

3. Most humble VS Most arrogant

jejune is rlllllly humble tbh n he hardly attempts 2 draw attention to himself, despite being v out-there w/ his limited gags and bright appearance. he takes praise awkwardly n never knows what 2 say bc even just “thank u” seems strained 2 him so he usually just laughs it off and tries 2 slip away. when asked why hes so colorful/why he only carries trap, sound, n drop if he doesnt want attention, jj just shrugs bc he honestly doesnt know himself. sometimes he thinks its bc he deserves 2 feel uncomfortable. on the outside he tries 2 be as chill as possible, tho, and he’ll avoid eye contact w/ random toons constantly

sync’s parents (austere & verity) are definitely the most arrogant. they met by being petty after all asjkhfjkdhkfj not 2 mention they abandoned sync bc they were so obsessed w/ themselves. theres hardly a time verity or austere arent throwing each other under the bus when bragging abt themselves x___x they’ll both fight u if u dare try 2 underestimate them or disregard them n their achievements.

13. Most forgiving VS Most grudgeful

ernestine is probably the most forgiving bc she just wants 2 be able 2 get along w/ others and doesnt wanna have to stress over any potential grudges. they think it takes more energy 2 keep grudges than to not so theyre way likely 2 forgive u if u do smth bad (whether to her or not) ofc theres exceptions tho like w/ friends and family ernie may resent u 4 a long time depending on what happens. when they do hold grudges, its always over rly big things like…. ernie hates arcane bc when they recently met arcane once started a physical fight w/ monique and ernie was there so frantically she tried to get arcane 2 stop but they just hit her away. the attack was impulsive so some other toons saw and broke it off before reporting arcane but needless 2 say ernie was Pissed n monique had some injuries

the most grudgeful is ever so obviously mordecai, given that her life is focused around her grudge on monique 4 ruining her life as she sees it. even before then she was rather skeptical to others n always noted mentally of the times these individual toons would run into her or such. its the small petty things that would be what she used for a lot of her judgements. and in the end this grudge on monique goes as far as 2 essentially become her downfall

16. Most secretive VS Most open

arcane is rly untrusting due 2 their past feeling so fabricated and plus bc they didnt grow up around toons. they never feel truly comfortable telling any toon abt their past or even just general stuff about themself bc they know theyre different and dont like that about themself. if ppl ask abt their past arcane usually says they were a slow learner bc they got gags way later than most toons as well as the gags they had 2 earn w/ xp. they’ll only be willing 2 open up if they can tell the other person very likely will be empathetic (like w/ mordecai she mentions disliking toons and understanding cogs more, which arcane feels similarly)…………i wrote this abt arcane then thought abt raelynn whos also rly rly secretive for….. p obvious reasons like gotta cover up that murdering lifestyle yea….. uh so thought id mention her since its Quite Significant how secretive she is too lol. if she was open in the slightly she’d almost definitely get erased (how id imagine they refer 2 execution but its p damn rare)

so 4 most open um!! id say capsaicin bc hes always willing 2 speak his mind and tend 2 give out Too Much Information when its rly unneeded lol……. its part of his desire to be unpredictable and an overall wild dude!! tho it uh backfires a lot on him bc well lots of toons dont appreciate his comments and some even say “hes not unpredictable bc i can predict that he will try to be unpredictable.” it rly stresses him out if he overthinks how others view him negatively but he tries 2 ignore it by continuing 2 find out whatever he can say 2 others so they can be astounded