#to interview different gang members personally walk through blood splatter and heroin needles and take pictures of it all
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#i kept having panic attacks today over the idea of going back to work and my grandma was like we’re going to listen to the recording of your#meeting (because of course I recorded it I protect myself) and go over how you’re going to address her hostile behavior and see if anything#improves or if you have to leave for your mental and physical health#because I’ve been having trouble eating and I don’t want to do anything but sleep because I forget about it all when I’m asleep#and i had a feeling so I checked my work email and I have the most covering her own ass email from my supervisor about our meeting on#Tuesday clearly from being told I called hr because my boss is friends with the hr director#and i listened to the video and it’s kind of worse than I remembered it to be#telling me that the level of my work needs to improve and that she and our boss have been having conversations about work not getting done#even though the only work that was not getting done was when I was out for a family emergency#and that i had a good annual evaluation like three months ago#it makes me want to go to sleep and never wake up thinking about going back to that job and I don’t know if I can even stand to do a two#weeks notice type thing or even for that matter if they won’t try to fire me first#like in the course of my work for this job I have had to see and do thorough breakdowns of people getting murdered people getting raped had#to interview different gang members personally walk through blood splatter and heroin needles and take pictures of it all#so much shit and I can’t even get treated with respect#it makes me feel like none of this is worth living#there’s too much going on at once and I’m getting pummeled by life
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