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Well two hours until the wrap of my 30th birthday
As a special gift i got myself a Single Chocolate Croissant, the first i've had in over a year, it was lovely.
I wanted to write a whole big thing reflecting on this time and the last decade but, like many of my original big celebratory plans i'm.. just not in a place for it.
But i also feel weird and bad not saying Anything so i'll just say this..
I want to hope my 30's will be better, I want to believe I can grow and change the ways i need to, and that i will stop stalling out and twiddling my thumbs and settling for whatever happens to be around me. I hope but i'm also afraid you know? Worried that it won't be... Better, that it will be the same the same the same
But you know 10 years is a long time
God know the last 10 years has been a fucking Eternity. Anything could happen, i'm just hoping i find it within me to believe it and act accordingly.
And so I become 30, the start of something new or just more of the same who knows, only time will tell. That's all I got really, and thank you everyone who wished me well, it would be a lot harder without out you all really and truly
#monster noises#i do just wish... i had spent time with my friends or something at least#i did want today to feel special#i wanted it to Be special#to be a noteworthy transition#and even if i couldn't execute my Big Plans#i wish i had said like 'hey come watch some movies with me' or something#like I still tried to have a nice time#but it's not the same thiiing#having a nice time alone#vs celebrating with loved ones#but i just couldn't do it#to... empty. right now#to do much reaching out#not enough fight in me to get over the ~anxieties~#but whatever#i'll try and get better for TCAF#and besides#i'm pretty sure my big year is gunna be 32#so i'll get another shot
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My Great Grandma who loved her babies very much
Reference that I used for the face!


#I was scrolling through pinterest and saw this woman and I was like: She looks EXACTLY like how I imagine Stan and Ford's mother to look#my art#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#ig??#caryn romanoff pines#caryn pines#mabel voice: she must have been one hell of a mother to have had to deal with Grunkle Stan and Grunkle Ford when they were kids!#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MIGHT HAVE DIED THINKING STANFORD AND STANLEY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO RECONCILE#DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PLAGUED WITH REGRETS AND WHAT-IFS OVER STAN BEING KICKED OUT- WISHING SHE COULD HAVE DONE MORE#DOES THE THOUGHT THAT STANFORD MIGHT HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO VISIT HER AT HER DEATHBED OR HER FUNERAL SINCE HE WAS STUCK ELSEWHERE??#EVER HAUNT YOU AT NIGHT???#DOES IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT SHE MIGHT HAVE KNOWN ALL ALONG ABOUT STANLEY- SINCE SHE'S THEIR MOTHER AND “WHAT KIND OF MOTHER CAN'T#RECOGNISE HER OWN CHILDREN APART“#THEY MEET AT STAN'S FUNERAL LIKE: “STANLEY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED- NOR WHY THAT CASKET AT THE FRONT IS EMPTY RIGHT NOW AND WHY WE'RE#CURRENTLY ATTENDING YOUR FUNERAL- OR WHY YOU'RE EVEN DRESSED UP AS FORD RIGHT NOW.“#“I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON STANLEY- BUT I DO KNOW THAT ONE OF MY SONS DIDN'T DIE IN A DITCH SOMWHERE IN THE FLAMING WRECK OF A CAR CRASH-#AND THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME.“#SHE GOT THAT MOTHER'S INSTINCT#stan twins parents
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Job promotion (now what?)
Comic 1: Interrogation



Caught him lurking in the background (he was being suspicious in their defense)
Comic 2: Everywhere you go.


#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#itachi uchiha#shisui uchiha#sasuke uchiha#yamato tenzo#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#my account turn one year todayy like wow didn’t see the time passing by#thought about doing something like would sketch request be fun or attempting to draw#thinking but my brain is empty right now#so silly post about kakashi promotion going the opposite way#doomed to be a sensei (in a good way)#having to deal with Itachi and shisui (and later tenzo when they’re older)#what could go wrong!#(his students are very time oriented when he simply wants to sleep in)#ps it’s also 25 posts yooo
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ghost
#this caption is actually a reference to Ghost (1990 film) wherein that lady makes pottery with that ghost dude and then (IM JOKING)#(... OR AM I?) (i probably am) anyway this is me finally executing on those poses i doodled out on paper a while back#. this has no subtext. none subtext left orange. i promise. dont even worry about it. im just drawing shapes its ok#lucabyteart#sifloop#artistic nudity#cw nudity#cw eyestrain#<- look at me being nice and polite. anyway im only gonna vaguely maintag for ppls blacklisting reasons#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#this is for the sifloop tag followers. hello freaks. whats up#if you remember the original doodle (which im PRETTY sure i posted. its also in that free sketchbook pdf i put out) thats why this is Orang#my orange. wait fuck god damnit . sure maybe this is also a reference to the poem room. sure. im deciding this right now#bangs gavel. this is about the orange poem now. and isnt just a random fucked up visual i latched onto it was meaningful the whole time#peel an orange open. what the hell man. could you do this with the bathroom door Locked at least. christ#but for real i drew this once again in brain turned off mode. as in i got to the colouring phase and went 'fuuuuck' because i hadnt thought#that far ahead at ALL. just no thoughts head empty canvas full of weird bullshit. anyway i think it looks baller as hell
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Honestly it's so funny to me how they all rush to advice harry in the swipe right job
Breanna (gets nervous and awkward around crushes and can't date longterm because it interferes with her work): harry you have so much to learn. from me
Sophie (cannot stop grifting for a moment): first of all choose what 'self' you want to use
Eliot (meets and parts with people in the most extreme situations possible): i meet my partners in the normal way
Parker (with the great expertise of the grand total of 1 relationship): pfft it's easy
#mind you it's a very successful relationship that may or may not include three people but still. one#leverage#my very own original post#all right that's all the leverage posts from my drafts i wanted post#goodbye until the next time i feel brave and my notifications feel empty#i'm an influencer now#the swipe right job
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Some day we’ll both wake up for good, I will try hard not to scream.
#Oh sing sing sing#For the dying of the day!#Sing for the flames that will rip through here and the smoke that will carry us away#Sing for the damage we’ve done and the worse things that we’ll do#Open your mouth up and sing for me now#And I will sing for you#I will sing for you 😄#I HATE YHEM SO BAD#I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATW THEM#DO YOU THINK VRISKA HATED HOW QUIET HER HIVE WAS AFTER HER AND TEREZI STOPPED TALKING#DO YOU THINK IT QAS TOO EMPTY FOR HER#JUST HER AND HER THOUGHTS AND THE EVER PRESENT BUZZINF IN HER MIND OF THE BIG HUNGRY THING RIGHT OUTSIDE HER WINDOW#UGHHFFHFHHFHFFHHFGHF#homestuck#homestuck fanart#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vrisrezi#vriska x terezi#They’re so Tallahassee the mountain goats coded#The album ever actually#I CANNOT stand them#at all#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#artwork#procreate#zack art
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stan replacing beers with a severe addiction to soft drinks to the point where he keeps manifesting it in his own mindscape
+ something that's not pitt cola


#the fact that he manifests it right next to the pic of the kids#alcoholism arc over soda addict now#man seconds away from whats effectively death: *thinks about what he loves the most and also the kids are there too i guess*#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#also stan using one of ford's billion pens to get folks attention at the party is something i only just noticed#not pictured: the billions empty cans lying everywhere in the shack#and also dipper and soos' own empty can hoards
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Danny talking to ghosts that can’t be seen well outside of Amity Park mixed with the idea that after Jason died there then started forming the beginning of the Ghost of Robin that gains strength and different form through more renditions of Robin.
Danny makes friends with this ghost, but due to the semi-cryptid nature of the Bats in Gotham, Danny just thinks this Ghost is actually Robin and chats with them when he thinks they have downtime on patrol. He’s thrilled about another ghostly hero but he’s not planning on infringing on his territory. (And he’s finally doing well and school and has an internship lined up! Why screw that up with vigilante hours again?)
They’ve been meeting on the roof of his building almost every week. Occasionally they’ll see the other vigilantes go by, waving if they look like they’re looking at them talking on the roof. Eventually Nightwing gets close though to notice that Danny appears to talking to someone and as a curious bird he goes to do some light investigating.
Only to find that Danny thinks he’s talking to Robin
#op#dpxdc#danny phantom#danny fenton#‘’what do you mean ‘that’s not Robin’? Danny asks. pointing to empty air#‘Danny. danny they can’t see me.’#‘what? but you’re Robin???’#‘I’m Robin’s ghost? I thought we went over this?’#‘you’re the ghostly vigilante Robin!’#‘I help where I can but there is for sure a real live Robin. he’s at [address] right now’#N: ‘I’m sorry. you’re talking to a ghost??’#D: ‘no! my answers first!’#lol
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So we've all been having fun giving him bug wings right
(I gotta mention that this post in particular inspired me here... they're so little. His ass is not flying anywhere unless he's thrown)
And I do see the logic here. He has the li'l antennae after all (and him being a lightning bug would be especially fitting). But I'd like to point out that as a Fleischer-esque mix-and-match creature, he does also have a pig nose... therefore I suggest:
Pig. Hoofs.
I rest my case.
Also a little bonus... the touch-starved Luxposting has gotten to me. Pet the creature
#✏️ rory draws#the fourth drawing could not be cropped in a way that I found acceptable. was genuinely tweaking there#so uh. I gave up for now#maybe I'll add it later (people deserve to see the rizz face)#mr. ring-a-ding#lux imperator#his wings fluttering as a form of expression would be so so cuteses..... like you know how pigeons/birds do lil happy flaps with theirs#next time (if I ever) draw him I'll make them longer though#real lightning bug-like#the hoof headcanon was just a fun little thought but it has stuck. permanently. this is how it goes with the nonhuman blorbos#if I don't give them peets I give them hoofs#apparently#(but I am always right & correct)#mildly surprised that I've never seen anyone do this before?? and I've seen a decent amount of fanart. I suspect that I am the first#I also didn't end up adding any surrounding small scribbles to make these look less empty. because uh. tired#get in the white void boy#he looks so soft... squishy... 'tis the curse of my artstyle unfortunately#next time I'll need to draw him unhinged & with rabies
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the journey we took for us to meet, through countless stories bitter and sweet, can't you see? together, we're destined to be — Destined (Tui Chayatorn)
THAMEPO (2024-2025) | EPISODE 11
#william jakrapatr#est supha#williamest#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thamepoedit#thamepo the series#thamepo#*gifs#thame's desperation absolutely broke me#he was literally begging po to remember how they got here and to continue on this journey together but po doesn't want to be his obstacle#emptiness is exactly what thame is feeling right now and i still have hopes that he won't leave mars or po — he won't be able to.#they're destined to be. all of them.
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Michael Keaton and Michelle Pfeiffer in Batman Returns (1992), dir. Tim Burton
#got it out of my system i can sleep now#this catwoman truly is as good as they said and pfeiffer is that good#i spent 30 minutes looking for gifs of this scene but came up empty#it cant be just me right??#batman returns#tim burton#michelle pfeiffer#michael keaton#*#film stills
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Rays of Sunshine
I like to think that after a hard mission, these two cuddle up in the nook of Price's cluttered office and take a nap in the afternoon sunbeams, like two overgrown cats ❤️
Isn't it great that the mw3 campaign doesn't exist?
#i wont spoil anything#but i will say that I'm empty inside now#so this is my way of consoling myself#soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghost x soap#soap x ghost#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#john soap mactavish#i love these two#bleeped art#this is sloppy but its all i can manage right now#I've been working on this for a while#saving it for a rainy day#and now is that time#so I decided that it would have to do as it is
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withering
#dsmp#c!tommy#ctommy#dsmp fanart#sketch#my art#I have a very big sense of deja vu right now looking at this#Like I've seen it before.#i'm even afraid to post it.#kinda empty too
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Well someone has to give it its driver updates, Gabriel
#driver design and development ft. gabriel#why do i keep making gabriel look like a tech nerd?#idk don't ask me#but come on they're robots they don't need just blood right???#ramble time#i don't know what i am doing about that rendering and that's all i'm gonna say about this topic#i don't really play ultrakill anymore#apex + d2 take most of my playing time i simply don't play any other games#their idea list was never empty tho#i like their contrast i guess#they can have a lot of argument#that tends to make coming up dialogues easy#yeah#i don't know why i ramble this much#maybe just because i don't really have the chance per se#but i really seldom do ultrakill stuff now#ultrakill followers best time to unfollow starts now#ultrakill#ultrakill v1#ultrakill gabriel#my art
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times ive drawn loop being used as a reading light: 2
#practicing my body mechanics knowledge by putting the scrunklies in a void yaaay#anyway idk if theres a name for this grouping yet. theres gotta be right. sifmiraloop i guess? tag empty..... whadda hell#sifmiraloop#mirasifloop#miraloop#mirasif#isat fanart#isat#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#isat mirabelle#isat loop#isat siffrin#someday ill do something with my hc that mira and loop pretend to be dating in a very theatrical manner at Events so nobody hits on her but#for now my beautiful vision of 'worlds funniest intentional antiwingman beard loop' lives in the tags only. moirallegience ass relationship#also the creature lovingly dubbed 'frog ass loop' returns. funny to draw them like this. no ass. negative ass. frog ass.
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