#tomorrowwillbebetter

[a-wild-geo-nerd]

What do I do with all gifts I got you but never got to give?

[rileyshobbiesandbooks]

💫 Daily Affirmation 💫 No matter how today felt, I believe in the power of a fresh start. Tomorrow is going to be better. I’m choosing hope, rest, and renewal.

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[juscallmetru]

No matter how long it takes you to reach your goals and dreams stay focused on them, dont worry about other people, believe in yourself, stay true to who you are and trust the process along the way. Don't give up so easily because the moment you do you'll miss out on your blessings, tomorrow might be the day you win 🙏🏾👑😎💙🏁🤞🏾💪🏾

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[adventuresofchick]

Ever had one of those two steps forward, twelve steps back kind of days where you would have been farther ahead at the end of the day if you hadn’t attempted anything? Maybe going to bed early will stave off any further challenges... #adventuresofchick #tomorrowwillbebetter https://www.instagram.com/p/CGiyzq_A0rb/?igshid=1firh5q8rgehr

[titiii93]

L’untore 😅 #MarcMarquez #Feel93Passion ♥️ #TomorrowWillBeBetter #IAM93 🐜 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByF_2N0oHyV/?igshid=l426v5ld04p3

[thevulgardreamer-blog]

My tolerance for bull$#!+ is low today. Naturally the forcast is severe bull$#!+ with a good chance of stupidity and flash floods of laziness...

[ryanjeong-hair]

#보람찬한컷 #tomorrowwillbebetter #💇‍♂️💆🏼‍♂️ (at Blackburn North, Victoria) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqfSxVcpCyFmU1HT0S0JOiYy4TXGLy3183dPco0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[coach-shmo]

"Things might be a little heavy, but guess what, that heaviness in your body is what makes you stronger." Today was a good day, but for some reason my workout wasn't. I just wasn't in the right mindset. But you know what? I still got it done. Nope it wasn't perfect, and nope it wasn't my best effort, but I am stronger because I did it, and I am still proud of myself. What did you do today that you are proud of? #strongertoday #findyourstrength #dontgiveup #tomorrowwillbebetter #truthbomb (at Fountain Hill, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuZ_8MNFTqR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pzdd5h961sbx

[kindafitcass]

The face of disappointment at the end of my not so great training "run". . I started out strong then about a mile in my abdomin cramped up something awful. Usually I can walk or jog it out but this time I couldn't. Even if I speed walked it would give me sharp pain. So I had to walk all the way back home. 2.5miles took me 40minutes. . Is this frustrating and disappointing? Heck yes. Will I quit and say I just can't run? Heck no. Tomorrow is a new day and I am sure it'll be better. . Things aren't always going to be easy, there will be obstacles thrown in your way and hurdles you need to jump but if you keep your eye on you goal then you will reach it. . Silver lining: I ran about a mile at a good pace and I was still up and moving and being active. . #newrunner #disappointedbutnotquitting #tomorrowwillbebetter #halftraining #trainingrun #ifwecanevencallitthat #dontgiveup #eyeontheprize #thisgirlsgotgoals #overcomingobstacles #iliveinthewoods #weouthere #nhliving (at New Hampshire)

[lindsayjmiser-blog]

Not my best day with this challenge. Struggled hard core with this piece that's from @ysl SS19 collection. Points for trying tho! #inktober3 #inktober2018 #ink #fashionillustration #challenge #progressnotperfection #trying #tomorrowwillbebetter (Tried to post this yesterday but realized it never went through...oops) (at Ohio) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bohlj4UBeOF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wjgyxfir3aym

[fuzzypoems]

Today I am dysfunctional because: gambling doesn’t always involve money #tomorrowwillbebetter #iswear #rollthedice #dysfunctional #igcommunity #spilledink (at London, Ontario)

[rezilient-m3]

Dec 12

So, a lot of changes has happened since my grandma's funeral. We came home that Monday. My sister C ended up getting sick with liver failure, from taking a shit ton of Tylenol & drinking herself stupid for years. This I will come back to.

In our home, Alex got upset at my eldest girl, T again (on the 29th). Flat out said to me, in front of all the kids, mind you, that "either he's going or she does." I said "okay, we'll go." I was so upset. I cried a little. Then, got busy on my computer. I looked for jobs and rentals. And I slept on the couch, without really saying anything to Alex. I told my girl, she shouldn't worry, but she did. I seen it in her face. That was the piss off part. Like, how dare you threaten our security, once again, especially knowing this is the one thing she's terrified of. Like, my kid has had it rough. She grew up problematic and got shit taken out on her. Her step-mom would tell her how bad she is, call her a bitch within hearing range, and always kick them out of her house. So, understandably, she has issues with trusting that she'd be welcomed here no matter what. He should know these things. He should know we have to try to make her feel wanted, and loved, and secure for her to start changing her behaviours. So, why say that shit to her? Geez.

Anyways, next day I went out and viewed a place, emailed a bunch of other ones AND got an interview. Alex carried on asking me if I was leaving, I said I'm trying to, he says I shouldn't "but should try to make her act better." 😒 Boy, I wanted to scream. I didn't tho. I'm so non-confrontational and that sucks about me, so I didn't say much. I slept on the couch again. Following day, he asks why I slept on the couch again. So, again, that bothered me, but I didn't say anything. We ended up carrying on, like nothing happened. I bet our counselor is gonna have a field day with that one, cuz I wrote to her the night of complaining about everything. I really thought we'd leave. Lol. But I didn't get the houses. "Too many kids" and no job. I tried to explain I was good for the money, which I would have been. Not the point tho, they can't just trust my word. Lol. Understandable. 🤷‍♀️ Weird thing about all of this whole situation is, I felt completely fine and maybe a little bit relieved at the thought of being on my own with my kids. I hated the thought of leaving my youngest here, and sharing him. But still, that thought bugs me now cuz I'm still here. Wondering what it means? Lol. Shit. Plus, he left for work. Today is Sat, he left Sunday. Even that, I was okay with him being gone. I get to chill out with my kids not worrying about him losing it again. He'll be back after Christmas break starts. On the 20th, I think. We still msg everyday, telling each other we love each other. Cuz we do, I don't doubt that. It's just all a bit confusing. We'll work on it. 🤞

I got the job tho. 😁 I'm a EA sub for the city's school division. I got the interview on the 4th, I got everything I needed to hand in that Monday the 7th, started working on the 10th. Could have been the 8th, but I put start day for the 9th, then said I was unavailable lol. But, main thing is I'm working now. Like, for real. Crazy. I'm 32, with my first real ass, legit ass job. I was emotional that first drive up to the city. Thinking about how differently I felt bout myself. It may not seem like much to most, but hf, I did it.! And best part is, the city is short on EAs apparently, so my boss offered me a contract, starting in Jan. She offered me before I even got dispatched, so that was on Wed. So, I'm waiting. Hoping I can get papers signed before the province decides to shut down schools again. Cuz everyone thinks they will. 😬 But we will see.

I'll either be saving for being ready to go out on my own, OR a life with Alex for an extension on our house. I hope it's all of us for the rest of one of our lives lol. But I just never know. I could be in love with him one moment, and the next, he just kills it with the shit he says. So, idk. I'll be ready for whatever.

& moving onto my sister. After the funeral, she went to the clinic, got sent to the closest hospital, then flown out here to the major hospital. They out her to sleep and breathing tube. She's had liver & kidney damage, and something about her gall bladder. (Idk how relevant this is, but this be the one that Alex first started dating, before we met lol). But we all thought we were gonna lose her. I was scared. Some how, she pulled through,and woke up after 10 days. She stayed in ICU for 3 or 4 days. Those days I was allowed to go visit. Then, last Thursday, she got moved to a floor where they'd monitor her, but ell enough to get out of ICU. What does she do? Check her damn self out of the hospital. And what did I do? Go fricken get her. This is the weekend Alex found out he was leaving, so we were really busy. I had no time to drop what I was doing to drive her home. She ended up staying on my couch for the weekend. Holy fuck, did she ever turn yellow. I was mad at her. But I still drove her home. I took her, and picked up my niece to come help me, so I can start working. Idk how she's doing. She says she's fine, but who knows for real? She has an appointment with the doctor on Monday. But that gets me mad. Like, try fucking living. We're all not ready to lose you woman. But, who really is "ready", right? Idk. We'll see.

And moving onto James' news. I found out from my girl's step sister, that he's been living at his grandma's. The same grandma that caused me so much stress in my life. Lol jk. I'll try not play the blame game. But, that bitch. (Srynotsry). So, I tried to call the lead investigator to tell her what I know. She was busy. That was 2 days ago. She was supposed to call me back but hadn't yet. Bitch, her too lol. Ugh, why do ppl suck?

And in other news, I got a ticket for being on my cell today. I might lose my.license for 30 days from being convicted. Long story, but I have a history of tickets. Got to a pint where, if I lose 2 or 3 more demerits, I get suspended. So, what to go dummy. My master plan is to drag it out and hopefully lose it during the summer months, so I could at least keep working. Idk man. Out of all the good things happening for me lately, it all went down the drain when this happened earlier today. I still feel like shit about it. Wondering whats gonna happen. I'm honestly scared. Fml.

But that's all I got for now. A lot to unload, and probably did a shit job telling it. Lol. But I'm tired. It was a long day, my dudes. G'night. ✌

[marziesreads]

Author Betty Smith’s (A Tree Grows in Brooklyn) Tomorrow Will Be Better reissues today and for the first time in audiobook. I read this so long ago and now I’m struck by its frank descriptions of marital problems and, surprisingly for a novel published in 1948, its inclusion of an asexual young man. #bettysmith #tomorrowwillbebetter #audiobookstagram #bookstagram #netgalleyaudio #readersofinstagram #caedmon #harpercollins #harperperennial https://www.instagram.com/p/CH_Eol-A2fN/?igshid=yrokirshvmzb

[huecompleteme]

Ever have those days where most things aren’t going your way? That has been my day unfortunately and let me tell you- I could really use a paper hug right about now and I’m sure with everything going on in the world I’m not the only one! These are the newest paper hug cards up in the shop and are the perfect way to check in on your friends and loved ones! #paperhug #baddaysbuildbetterdays #badday #tomorrowwillbebetter #quarantine #lockdown #snailmail #sendhugs #buyirish #itsokaynottobeokay #mentalhealthawareness #igotthis (at Portobello, Dublin) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHdrFtanoco/?igshid=1c5f92599i7xv