#tryin to make a change
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Margulis is approaching, she looks determined, almost as if she wants to do something
Hey there, where's Pandora?
-@lightning-margulis
Oh, hey there! I uh.. I dunno, exactly, uhm.. should I know where she is all the time...? Wait, am I a bad partner?
[they seem genuinely concerned]
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..yeah... uh....still sorry about that....
Heyyy Lady Hera.. how are you doing?
@change-and-flourish
you mean since you stole my husband? 🤨
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go my five pebbles (wip)
#my art#art wip#rain world#five pebbles#rw five pebbles#i’m just tryin things out rn#me watching my art style change every piece i make (it’s a canon event and i can’t do anything about it)#i swear i always make things too desaturated#rip
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Cant sleep so im thinking about ayhalo
I think its like. one sided. qaypierre WOULD smooch that demon and take him on dates. qbad would not recognize anything as a romantic gesture. aypierre could throw a bouquet of chocolate roses at him and bad would just be like ! thank you :}
like they love each other, absolutely. they TRUST each other, to the point where i’d even say it gets in the way of bad seeing aypierre as anything more than a good friend. that’s his guy. The dude always in his corner. Friend resource label: team mate (coparent) (down to help kidnap people). bad doesnt do classic romantic relationships- all of his relationships are INCREDIBLY queer, but the closest he usually gets to what others read as romance is a classic chewtoy4chewtoy dynamic. He LOVES to fuck with people and he loves to get fucked with and if there’s a nice jawline or pretty muscles included?? huge bonus !!
he’s got something- not kinder, with aypierre? not calmer, either, but stable, maybe. pierre has proven, over and over again, that he’s on bad’s side. Spying on tubbo, encouraging bad’s pranks, the kidnapping- i can’t call it a reliable dynamic, not with how paranoid bad is, even when he trusts, but there is still a feeling of understanding that, wherever pierre’s limits are for when he cant support bad (or genuinely turn against him), it hasnt been reached yet
aypierre, on the other hand, i dont know enough about to be absolutely sure but there are some Vibes. ironically, i think hes feeling like his relationships are unreliable. max was going to have their baby, and then he wasnt, and then he left him, then max fucking died. plus whatever is happening with him and ayrobot, which probably leaves him feeling like he cant rely on Himself. like he had, if not a little crush on bad, at least some Interest in him, before. as well as several islanders. i remember the days of the Bed Threat.
but thats part of it, too? because those flings didnt have that emotional connection, and i always got the sense that he started looking for that with maximus, to Love and Be Loved rather than pure lust. To care about someone, genuinely, and be cared about in return. but he didnt get that with the flings, and We know that max was using him, but i dont know if he did, but maybe he had a feeling about it and maybe he also had a feelinf about maximus’ feelings towards bad and maybe- there’s something about that? A little push of not-spite-not-projection onto bad.
because bad IS that reliability, right now. he’s a fucking gremlin. a bastard. a prankster silly guy. he trusts aypierre and aypierre trusts him and they dont share everything but so often, when it comes down to it, it is them against the world. them in the corner, caught, aypierre shouting about kissing as a cover for their crimes while bad runs giggling away from him.
#qsmp character analysis#qsmp shipping#<- because i DO think bad would be down to ~fornicate~#but i dont think pierre drifts into that chewtoy zone enoufh for bad to get that Obsession#theyre kidnapping and escaping buddies !! who share food and secrets and strategies !!#but bad would do the same with the other french yknow#god i could go on for YEARS about how queer qbad’s relationships can get that demon is full of LOVE and that love is QUEER#i could make an argument that even his parenting style is affected by his queerness#in the way that he takes on all required roles for the eggs and cares for them SO MUCH#and SO OBVIOUSLY#as a dad/uncle that you dont often get to see in fiction#to the point where he is still in some way seen as a mother figure#but thats a whole different post#anyway this is part-analysis and part-silly written at ass-o’#clock in the morning#if i remember ill come back to tag the ship for filtering purposes but i dont wanna throw ‘i think its one sided and exacerbated by grief#and general yearning for love/stability in an ever changing world’ when prople are just tryin to make em kiss#i respect the kisser causers have fun yall im enjoying seeing it#god i need to sleep#ayhalo
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god the way ghost's voice drops when he tells soap, "you'll need to improvise to survive"
before that, everything he says is steady but when he acknowledges that soap'll have to do something outside his skill set, something he intimately knows to be difficult, his voice wavers
and soap does the same thing
when he's calling out for ghost on the radio, he's tentative, testing the frequency, then he's desperate; "ghost, this is 7-1, do you copy?”
then when ghost answers, he smooths out his voice; he hides the pain, the fear
they both try to hide things from the other to reassure them that they're alright, that they'll both get out alive
#how many times have i watched the alone mission and im still finding new things#he does the same when he says ‘welcome to guerrilla warfare’#its sombre and serious in a way he doesnt act for the rest of the mission#he keeps soap going#poking at him and making jokes#giving him tips and asking about his progress#he never lets him stop and take a second to think bc he knows the moment he does is the moment itll all hit him and he’ll get overwhelmed#by the betrayal by the pain the fear the deaths all of it will hit him and if that happens soap wont make it#he needs him to be a soldier through and through and he knows this is one of the worst kinds of battlefields you could end up on#and the only times he slips is when he acknowledges that fact#it happens again when he says ‘tryin to get you here alive and in one piece’#his jovial dark humour facade drops for just a moment when he has to face the potential reality of losing soap#and then he tries to pick it back up again with ‘one of us has to survive to tell the tale’#completely discounting himself as a survivor to try and rally soap#and soap who lets himself be poked and prodded towards the church needs to hide his own doubts#maybe he needs ghost to believe he’ll make it so he’ll believe it#‘what are my odds?’ ‘dont make me bet against you’ ‘think i’ll make it that long?’ ‘probably not’#hes all but begging him to tell him he’ll get through it#and if ghost knows just how bad off he is maybe he’ll change his mind#maybe he’ll think he won’t make it to the church. maybe he’ll leave him alone for good#‘you injured?’ ‘im good’ ‘lets find out how good you are’#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#soapghost#ghostsoap#soap cod#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#we’re a team. ghost team
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WOAH THAT'S SO COOL?? THAMK YOU!!
[they jump up and down happily, giggling]
[Mazi hands him a bag of cookies, grinning]
I heard you're a cool Zeus, here you go! :3
[@change-and-flourish]
"Why, thank you, Allamázo. I appreciate the gift... actually, hold on."
He hands the god a lightning bolt. "This only works for 5 strikes, so use this thing wisely."
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[Ganymede comes bursting into mazi’s room with something in his hand]
MAZIIIIII COME HERE
[He giggles like a child]
[@cups-and-men]
AH- What? What is it? Huh???
[They fall backwards off their chair at the desk]
You shouldn't even be here! If Zeus finds you he'll kill you! Or me! Or us!
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I’ve been taking hair skin and nails beauty vitamins for three days (christmas present) and already feel better about myself / feel less like I have the wretched skin of an old beast but it could be the placebo effect
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[the cat purrs and nuzzles his cheek, its little horns rounded so they're not sharp]
Mew!
[all of a sudden a cat lands on his head! this cat though.. has pink and purple calico fur? and little yellow wings? and little blue horns... what the hell???]
Meow!
What the-?
[he grabs the cat off his face and pulls it away]
Why you- OH MY GOSH THIS CAT IS ADORABLE
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the librarian/guardian ship dynamic is great but it's been done a lot now so i really hope they don't go in the direction of vikram/charlie. i mean vikram/lysa would be much worse, but i don't think they're doing that anyway. also, lysa/charlie is right there
#lysa has chemistry with charlie and connor#connor has chemistry with lysa and vikram#but honestly i don't really want any romance rn#not putting this in the tags because i ain't tryin to hate#like if you like it no judgement yknow?#also this isn't really a spoiler tag worthy thing anyway#gertspeak#i really dont think they'd do vikram/lysa but god they better not yknow#mcu sharon carter ass <- man who is not into mcu please dont yell at me#i know it's different in the comics but i dont know the details#the main point being it was weird to have steve lowkey be with/getting flirty with peggy's niece or whatever it was#ive been told in the comics sharon is his actual lois lane while peggy was barely involved but mcu changed that which is if true just.#tragic and kind of hilarious im so sorry sharon fans#anyway. ive gotten off track#my point being. i truly dont think they'd do that bc the'yre pretty good writers#but if they do lysa/vikram or actually make lysa anya somehow that would be. yikes.#i mean the second one could hypothetically be done in a nonterrible way but ive no clue what it would be and im not happy with the idea ykn
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so. everyone thank taylor swift. because i do not believe that this part of now that we don’t talk isn’t about stsg

#GREW YOUR HAIR LONG FROM THE OUTSIDE IT LOOKS LIKE YOURE TRYIN LIVES ON#I MISS THE OLD WAYS#YOU DIDNF HAVE TO CHANGE???#I GUESS I DONT HAVE A SAY NOW???#why would she ruin me like this#half the vault songs on 1989 r about heartbreak and being left n i can see stsg in all of them#none of the vault songs missed#she did what she had to do#anyway this could just be me making everything about them bc i’m mentally ill but we’ll ignore that#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#stsg#satosugu#꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱
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I've been feeling kinda anxious lately so i doodled me and my blorbos catselves hehe
#my art#doodles#fursona#selfship#ive always wanted to draw kitty guzma with my fursona but never did cuz i was always changing phoe (cat)#i was always changing her cuz i wanted her to be like me but i was so deadset on my sona being kumi and kept tryin#to make phoe / my fursona resemble kumi more but nothing felt right#so glad im not doing that anymore... i can finally draw kitty guz#and draw our kittyself adventures now ehehe#and i am still finding silly ways to celebrate my sona changes ;w;#my boi#asl#skullcandy#wildfires
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[the cat purrs and nuzzles his hand]
Mew!
[while Ganymede was asleep, suddenly he's woken up by something jumping on his chest! It's.. a cat? A cat with......purple and teal fur? And little yellow wings?]
-@change-and-flourish
huh??? What the heck...
[He sits up and looks at the cat closer]
Where did you come from
[He pets it softly]
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anyway. mrs. mann from ben 10 am i right
#ben 10#lenopan#she's everything#changed me forever#they were cowards making the daugther more humanoid#they tryin to hide the fact that the groom literly fell in love with a giant slime goo monster#he's a FREAK just like ME#let him live his truth!!!!
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Well, it seems that you've finally realized that your actions have consequences. How does it feel? Did it change anything? I'm sure it didn't. They still see you as the same monster. Do you recognize anything on their faces when they look at you? Fear, hatred, disgust, or pity? Pathetic. You're all alone, with only yourself to blame. - 🐍
Ye cannae hurt me anymore n' I've already hurt meself, so piss aff wit' it already. Maybe they do, maybe they dinnae. Tha' is no' fer me tae decide. I've made me bed an' noo I've got tae lie in it.
#tartan talks#tf2 demoman#it is lonely#lonlier than ye could e'er dream of#it gives me time tae tink#whether i like it or no'#it is me own fault ultimately#no amount o' bad upbringing can excuse such a ting#im tired of excuses anyway#if im gonnae try tae be better ive got tae be honest wit it#im tryin tae change even if ye dinnae see tha'#im no tryin' tae make meself look better#i want tae be someone Caleb can be proud of
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YOO, I didn't know you had Faith in your version of the AU! It's always fun to see that spooky ghost! Is her role and personality the same as the original, or has she been altered?
She'll more or less be the same, considering shes the original reason why Mike even survived the bite of 87!
She's more or less the same! :]
#The most we've changed is the timeline a little to something that makes sense to us#And like.. Probably some age stuff?#Other than that#We're tryin to stay close to original canon
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