#two ramble posts today... THATS CRAZY!!

[om340700]

i haven't even drawn belphie in airi's fear trad fit... im still drawing him in grievous lady tairitsu's and now i gotta draw sans undertale

[kenta-torture]

Heheheheh can you post another ramble if you have another idea i really love it take your time though >__<

take your time though.................->currently sifting through my brain for ideas. tips skull over and two snakes fall out. scratches head.

i think u people want a kenta mikoshiba character study. which is something ill probably do at some point actually but i need to finish the cds and loop through everything again. which i only do on school days so well see.

anyways breaking away from the kenta torture (hey thats my name!) the only kenta thing thats been on my mind lately is 2p and girl kenta. or like any aus. but 2p and girl kenta for today. its a ramble so there is no like end point here im spilling my brains

starting off with 2p. im a big fan of the idea of reverse/opposite characters because there are sooo many ways to oppose someones character. in the same way that there is no definitive opposite of happiness, you can argue that maybe anger or sadness or fear is the opposite, there isnt an objective way to make an evil kenta.

i say this all to say that i dont have a good grasp on 2p kenta actually. @/lechatalunette has a 2p(?) paradox live post that i consider like. one of the best ever (i also really like their art in general) which inverts the trait of him being a dickhead into like. an uwu poster. 2p kenta as a blogger to oppose how anonymous he normally is? taps head.

theres also a different direction(? kind of) you could drive 2p kenta into because there is like at least two main traits he has you could flip. what if he was tech stupid. think about it. you could also make him genuinely cruel/manipulative-> which is to say that normal kenta is not that. imo at least. like i think a lot of his bitchiness is a defense mechanism and he would prank/trick people into doing things but he wouldnt go that far. i think he just likes having control-> hey wasnt that director guy like an insanely major part of kentas character. which i get is the point of having a character have a trauma point(bad wording) but still thats kinda crazy 2 me lowkey.

moving onto girl kenta!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also have a hard time thinking about this because like. there are nuances i think im just not smart enough to think of them all. there was this post a while back of someone saying that when they do genderbends of characters it is the exact same. and no hate to that person like that idea doesnt harm anything it just bugs me. because imo a lot of a character writing/personality is affected by gender and like how society differs in reaction to them.

yaoi tangent thats in relation to this its just easier to explain what i mean with yaoi and yuri. obviously at its core they can be interchangeable like two girls who like each other that can be yuri but. there is always a sort of tension/comfortability that comes with gender that isnt always the same. like that one meme of girls who kiss or whatever could just be friends but its different for guys because that is a type of affection that isnt allowed for as much? i might delete this section later because this is with the nuances of gender that i do not get but there are certain things like affection that are seen differently depending on gender.

back to kenta. girl kenta. i think her behavior would be seen more as tsundere ism which i hate cant a girl just be a hater!!!!!!!! i honestly have no main points here i just think she should be even more annoying. i do think that maybe her backstory could be read a bit differently/i mean if you already see kenta's backstory to be that way it would just push it further ig.

rapid shot random kenta aus. i like to look at other series and see how to fit my favs in. milgram fuuta kenta. i think thats obvious from like t1 at least. if we were to base the rest of the au around this i say we have to make ryu amane. because i love kenta and ryu okay so like i read a take that kenta has an interest in ryu because he read alter trigger logs and saw that ryu was like one of the only ones to come out of it kind of normal. which is fine BUT i really like the idea that kenta is like blorbo attatched to ryu does anyone see my vision please please please. "god is talking on my birthday arent i blessed" that is how i talk about my muse my beloved my character of all time.

im into joseimukes if u couldnt tell... but the others ones i know are hypmic which is like. kenta is already a rapper. charisma house kenta is just charisma of. annoying. charisma of being a dickhead. im looking into boys be maids and like. you could put kenta there. he would be a shit maid as we already know though (butler but still...)

twst kenta would fall into iginhyde obv. he would probably bully tf outta idia if given the chance. twisted wonderland tangent but im lowkey a little pissed that iginhyde is only two characters. like the sidekick dumbasses from hercules are right there. and i get that their personalities dont really fit but AAAAAAAAAAH. pokemon kenta with a rotom who he tries to hack and make do things but it just goes "thats illegal ^_^" and kenta thinks of smashing it in with a brick.

anyways. im like out of ideas to talk about www if you have anything u want my opinion on or like to ramble abt. you can ask. it can be anything paradox live related i just know kenta (and. two other characters) best. im actually very surprised that there are atleast two people who like the rambles. i feel so thinker. kyaaaaaah

[frozenjokes]

tumblr is so fun because I can post about things no one’s cares about but me and TODAY I will be rambling about fanfic stuff!!!!!!

I write/have written two big fanfics (pirates and dragons) and I was thinking about doing cute little drawings of diff universe Grian/Scar/etc meeting each other and then I ran into a problem that being both scars and both grians would absolutely not be able to stand each other which is hilarious but if I drew dragon scar and pirate scar together it would just be dragon scar stomping on pirate scar BECAUSE THATS WHAT HE DESERVES.

the Grians are similar except that dragon Grian is a complete loserfail dumpster fire and ghost/pirate Grian would probably die of secondhand embarrassment. Honestly in my humble opinion I don’t think any Grian I ever write would get along I think it’s in his nature to puff up like a cat when seeing himself There Can Only Be One. Not that I have any interest in writing my fanfic portrayals to be in character ndbdbdnndjdj

pirate mumbo would like dragon Grian though!!! they both have ultimate autistic swag and would infodump for absolute hours together. This would drive pirate grian crazy btw he would rant about Stupid Dragon Version Of Him to the other ghost pirates (who would tease him in return for being jealous of a dragon)

Pirate Grian would get along with dragon scar for sure though!! They would be buddies very similar to canon desert duo

Pearl doesn’t have a huge role in the dragon fic but dragon Pearl and ghost Pearl would hang out they’d be so chill together.

Unfortunately dragon Impulse has only been mentioned by name literally like once BUT I think every impulse I’ll ever write will vibe similar to the way all my Grians will fight like cats.

Dragon Mumbo doesn’t really exist due to Third Life Fic Disease but that’s okay. I imagine a dragon Mumbo would be alarmed, concerned, and deeply confused by everything about pirate mumbo which is valid because pirate mumbo is all sorts of fucked up (thanks pirate scar)

if for some reason you read this and don’t know either of my fics my projects post is pinned and the fics are in the project post

[jadedresearcher]

wait whats the zampanio retro game?

oh boy is today ever your lucky day! @deadcellsman I get to tell someone about my very favorite topic. Let me grab my notes. Actually it might be easier to post a screenshot of the rambles first AND then go off on them.

Wow thats unreadable. Whatever. Good enough. POINT is.

Maybe two years ago? Right around the start of the pandemic, I stumbled into a WEIRD part of the internet. Lots of dead forums and ancient FAQs and a mostly abandoned discord server about a game that MAYBE doesn't exist? Full of contradictory claims about things this game had, and REALLY anachronistic ones too (come on I'm not gonna believe rpg elements were in a game that was a CONTEMPORARY of PONG) Lots of infighting among fans about whether a copy that surfaces is "real" or not, or if its corrupted in some way by fans adding their own content in, or taking liberties with translation, that sort of thing. APPARENTLY its a meme in the fandom for things to just suddenly vanish on you ,because next thing I know me and a few fans I managed to get in contact with were scrambling to collect as much as we could as forums and discords servers just up and left. '

Here's my favorite spooky image I managed to save during the purge:

(there's a vocal faction that claims the stuff vanishing is all part of the overhyped "mythos" and hates that people have to invent ghost stories and can't just "accept that it was an older, buggy, experimental game with a fucked up development history, and instead of talking about 'curses' and 'crazy coincidences', actually celebrate the game for what it was") (i dunno, i LOVE the vibes) (theres plenty of older buggy games with fucked up dev history. let me have this one to dream about, plz)

POINT is I don't care if there even IS a "real" version of zampanio, the fan works of it have had *immaculate* vibes and it really got me outta a creative slump. One I really liked WAS here but apparently it got vanished because that is just how this fandom *works* and i'd call it infuriating if it wasn't feeding me. I'm trying to see if I can find even one to link yall... Okay HERES a working link, sort of? https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/595060260

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you’re so right hyunjin would 100% write you literally anything you like or would just come up w smth new whenever he felt like it. also would def just give you artwork he made for you 🥲. imagine him giving you little pieces of your fave animal or his fave pic of you guys together </////3 god id be in shambles. also i did not realize malaysia was that hot ?? i couldn’t do it i hateeeeee the heat. but then i also hate the cold. like i’ll literally be going to school in -20C weather where i live😭😭 it’s so awful. so spring and fall are 100% my times of the year like i’m always happiest at those times bc the weather is just normal

so true men are just men. i think we got lucky w our skz’s zodiacs. bc changbin is the only leo man that can exist okay 🙅🏻‍♀️ he is nothing like these average ass horrible leo men. he’s bias wrecking me so hard lately like he’s literally fighting w hyunjin rn for the spot. i can hear them bickering in the back of my head 😒😒

ALSO RIGHT i can’t help but baby him 💔💔 same w seungmin i just want to squish his cheeks 💔💔💔 manifesting seungmo forehead rn 🙏🏼. SO IMPRESSED W THE BOWLING BTW THATS AWESOMEEEE. i hope you had sm fun 😋 i’ll have to try it again soon and lyk. most likely i’ll be shit but it’s worth a try. my day was not the besttttt i’m rly stressed out and have a ton of crap going on but seeing ur response made my day ^_^. i saw it and blushed and squealed not even kidding. ur the sweetest you always put a smile on my face. i hope your day is good today :)) i think it’s like 6 am there rn which is so funny bc i’m about to eat dinner. like it’s cool to think we’re doing our opposite routines at the same time. does that even make sense ?? 😭 this is what i mean w the rambling i’m just 💔 LOL

alsoooooo i’m gonna reply to your other post here too and say i’m so glad you moved on from those pos’s. relationships suck and that’s why i read fanfics like yours to fill the void 🙏🏼. i’m jk i’ve also moved on but im a lover girl at heart so not being in a relationship is legit torture. like i just want to talk to someone and be loved and like go on dates 🙄 KISSES AND HUGS FOR U THO you deserve all of them bae <33

- 🐈‍⬛ (spammed again omg what is my PROBLEM ?? you bring out the talk in me and most ppl can’t do that <33 i can’t help it ur too kind)

hyun <3 painting u <3 with a fond smile in his face <3 they don’t make men like him anymore!

malaysia IS hot bae. . . it’s located at the equator </3 spring and fall seems so pretty, especially fall!! like dawggg i wanna be jumping on piles of fallen leaves too mane 😔🙏 dress up cute ‘n stuff. i will be showing up everywhere lookin like rory gilmore 💯 everytime i see an autumn grwm i gotta stop myself from kicking and throwing a tantrum cs i don’t live somewhere with the four seasons 🤸‍♀ -20°C weather is insane i would literally drown myself in boiling water 🧘‍♀

the thought of changjin bickering IS SO FUNNY like those two istg. . . love how hyunjin rejects every single one of changbin’s affections LMAO i always laugh at them. binnie in the samsung ad got the girlies going CRAZY LIKEEEEE. . .

i get the desire to be loved tbh. likeeee feeling loved is so nice but at the same time i feel like i have no mental span for a relationship anymore 💀 i am so busy during the times i am in campus so having a bf wud probably be disastrous for me.

u need to come bowling with me i Will defeat u 💯 LMFAOOO. or maybe you, too, will find out that ure actually a hidden bowling prodigy. u never know ykyk. also yeah timezones are so odd but it is somewhat painfully endearing. . . ? just two people doing opposite routines but still being able to be friends at the same. isnt that so cute omg. i’m sorry your day was crap my love, here i giv u minho pics to hopefully make ur day today better than yesterday’s!!

mwahmwah sending u my love sweetheart <3

[tetsustation]

APPRECIATION POST !!

in another words, lina loves her friends a little too much & doesn’t necessarily know the right means of expressing it </3

cass [ @misutv ] — uh im in a sappy mood so if you’re not rockin with the sap please scroll! epic, okay. hi... lol hey. thanks for pushing me to do this. now i know you know that i love you, with my chest! from when we first started talking to all these months later, that feeling hasn’t changed (even though you took two months ALLEGEDLY to warm up). i think our friendship is unique in the sense that i really never expect anything from you, when we’re on the phone or texting it feels natural and when i think of you my first thought is that i want whats best for you. isn’t that crazy? i don’t think i say it enough, but i care a lot about you—about all of you, whatever your feeling at any given moment or whatever project you chose to pursue at the time just know i’m there to back it and never expect anything from you, besides just that—you. i hope this is making some sense, knowing me this might be a bit of a mess, a ramble even. still, i think your exceptional—inside out, i’m really glad to be your best friend even if its just through some silly little app. i appreciate everything you do for me, even if i’m shit at saying so, because its baffling that you feel so inclined to dedicate some time in your day to me—i could melt i think. fair warning, i’m gonna crush your lungs at the airport. all my love loser >:)

hesther [ @hesthermay ] — how many months has it been now? hesther, you are such a solid constant in my life and i literally cannot thank you enough. from our strangely comparative music taste to the oldest sister bonding, i really feel like your the one person i can really resonate with that i haven’t met in person (yet). even if it’s weird to say, i love reading your marvel drabbles and personal pieces because it’s oddly intimate in personal in a way that implies a lot of trust. i know i can rely on you if i need anything, and vice versa. every week i pull you into my world, and the next week you pull me into yours—it’s an entertaining constant that remains me i’m not alone in my silly little struggles. i’m really glad i met you, and i’m so grateful i get to call you my friends (and i get butterflies when you call me butterfly). not to be gross but please don’t stop being you, it makes me smile, thanks hes <3 love you. 

selene [ @hajigumi ] — hey whore (lovingly). we’re coming onto two months now and it doesn’t really feel like it but i guess i’ll take it. honestly, it feels like we’ve known each other for a really long time—maybe its the same timezone thing but you just feel so familiar. i get a little skippy when you tell me that i’m stuck with you because i really love being your friend, its such a comforting experience and i’ve grown such a fondness for you i don’t think will fade. you suck, frankly, for being so welcoming. i love hearing about your day, boring or not—and i’m grateful your always willing to be about mine. despite what anyone says, your a great cat mom and an even better friend... giggles... love you mwah.  

ly [ @kyotarou ] — i almost typed out the govt name help... babe i love you so much. it’s impressive how you put your heart into everything you do, and it’s really shocking to me when you yourself don’t realize just how much of yourself you put into the things you do. just today when you were making those little polaroids, the dedication that you had to finish them and package them all pretty was truly heartwarming. that, among many other things—including your work which is always quality despite the seemingly mass production of it. i know your younger than me, but i aspire to be like you in that respect. your wit never ceases to amaze me and i think you were one of the first people i felt comfortable thirsting with because our taste is so similar (daishou fucker solidarity i think). i have such a strong appreciation for you as a friend and i hope it stays like that for a long time. 

angela [ @oikirstein ] — i think i’m gonna take a step in the right direction and try to be civil (kidding) but bestie when you’re sending audio messages of you scream sobbing about manhwa i can’t help but giggle. something that drew me into you was your humor, because honestly, i couldn’t help but feel really comfortable with you? even one on one, its just easy to talk with you because theres always so much on your mind—so much so that it’d be impossible to be bored. NO YOU KNOW WHAT SIDETRACKING BECAUSE YOU JUST CALLED ME THE EVIL TWIN UM. angela please never change, i don’t think i could bare it. i tolerate (love) you... ig....stay swag. 

violetta [ @hikariakaashi ] — once again i am tempted to pull out the govt name HELP. that’s just how comfortable we are with each other, i think. you were one of the first people to interact with me on hq tumblr, so far back that you probably remember my red/black alyssa layout lol—but thats really shocking to me because our friendship has grown so much sense then. it makes me giggle to think that i can just text you about stupid stuff and you’d tolerate it. you’re another person i feel as though i know in real life, its just so easy talking to each other, and my only hope is that we get even closer. mwah mwah!

rissie [ @levbug ] —rissie rissie rissie! i don’t care how much we slander and tease you, i love you to bits. please because you’re so funny and easy to talk to i feel like we’re besties. i could listen to you ramble for like an hour i just wanna hug you bae, thank you for being the only armin lover in the room—it makes me feel very seen. we gotta stick together >:)

rheya [ @diorpieck ] — hey rheya twirls hair...i really have a lot to thank you for because without hq radio i wouldn’t have met over half the people on this list and it baffles me how close we’ve become since. you are such a natural leader and i feel so honored i get to talk to you (the fact that you handle me is just as surprising). thanks for looking out for me and everyone else, because i don’t think we’d be where we are without you. thank you :>

jade [ @iwaizoom ] — jade i honestly do not know how to say this but apparently i’ve followed you since like last july (this is news to me too) and i’ll spare you the speech—but in short there was some fan behavior. i truly love talking to you, its so smooth and your energy is beyond welcoming. laughing at stupid shit with you makes me giggle like crazy and i’m so glad i get to call you a friend. stay in school mwah!

issy [ @cafemiya ] — hey pissie <3 i don’t know what it is but your presence is so comforting i love just talking to you, being around you, interacting—it feels like spring if that makes sense. you’ve written a lot of my comfort fics on this hellsite and for that i am permanently indebted to you. please consider this the start of my reparations and just know your existence in and of itself makes me all bubbly (lovingly) KISS! 

nayru [ @luvoratomi ] — i feel like we’ve known each other forever even though it’s only been a few months. still, you’re so consistent which is something i really admire about you, your messages to ask me about my day or hanging out in the discord is so grounding because i know i can count on you—which sounds silly but just know despite the teasing i love you a lot <3

cal [ @lovekags ] — don’t tell anyone but you’re my favorite epic gamer cal, i know we just started getting close but you’re so incredibly cool and talking to you feels so natural! your raw skill in so many different areas is baffling to me and makes me all blushy lol, thanks for rockin with me and i can’t wait to see how that powerpoint turns out >:)!!  

[gale-gentlepenguin]

ML Fic: Soulmate Survey Part 22

(Master post)

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“Are you sure this is okay?” Luka asked.

“Of course, we saw Ladybug’s healing powers fix everything, therefore we should be able to go down the steps.” Kagami explained.

“I suppose you are right.”

“THATS WHAT YOU WERE ASKING ABOUT?!” 

Luka and Kagami were heading down the steps while Lila was being pulled by the end of her hair like a rope by the fencer.

“I am not even pulling, if you walked along side us, this wouldn't even hurt.” Kagami answered. “You owe several people an apology and I intend on making you pay for it.”

The three teens made their way out of the staircase.

“Alright we should find...” Luka stopped speaking when he noticed Marinette and Adrien at the end of the hall.

“Find them where? What were you... oh.” 

The two teens stopped to see Marinette and Adrien in a soft embrace, both so relieved that the other was okay. The two seemed to be in their own little world.

Lila looked to see why her two ‘Captors’ had stopped moving only to see Adrien and Marinette closer together. She felt a pit in her stomach. Did this event make them grow closer? Lila wanted to barf in disgust.

Luka took a moment, processing the two’s closeness. He was glad they were okay, he wanted to talk with them. He took a step forward ready to call out, but he felt a hand on his shoulder.

“I think we should let them have their moment.”

The musician looked at Kagami, he smiled to hide his broken heart, he could tell she was feeling the same feeling as him.

Lila noticed Kagami’s grip on her hair loosen and she used it to escape.

The two heard the frantic steps moving away, they both turned to see Lila running away and quickly went out of view.

“Should we go after her?”

“No, she isn't going to getaway with what she did in the end.” 

The two nod as they begin walking to the exit.

“So... did you ... want to get coffee or something? As thanks for your help today.” Luka inquired, he felt a bit awkward asking.

“I prefer juice actually.” Kagami mentioned.

“So Juice then?”

“I know a place.”

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Adrien did break the hug. Realizing how long he had actually been holding Marinette. His face as red as a rose.

“Sorry.. I kind of got carried away there.”

“I didn't mind... Nice was.. .It was nice.” Marinette corrected herself.

“Seems like the interview is pretty much scrapped.” Adrien changed the subject. “I will see if I can get a ride for us back now.”

“Okay, thank you.” Marinette answered.

It was silent for a moment as Adrien messaged his bodyguard to come pick them up.

“Pretty lousy date huh?” 

“D-date?”

Adrien realized what word slipped out of his mouth. Marinette was practically a tomato

F***Ing damn it plagg! You got me saying it now! I am such an idiot. Adrien mentally slapped himself. I don't want to freak her out. I need to play it off.

“You know, date. Like the day. An akuma attack on a Friday? Talk about a real joy kill.” Adrien tried to play off. Perfect

“Ohh.” Marinette tried not to sound disappointed. “Good point. The Attack really did ruin your big interview.”

“This would be a lame date anyway taking you to an interview about me. Seems pretty narcissistic on my part if you think about it. If I was taking you on a date, maybe a movie or karaoke would be something better.”

“Hehe you make a good point.” Marinette played off his words with a smile, still bummed she got her hopes up.

“Though, I don't really think you got a fun day out of this, considering the crazy akuma attack. How about I make it up to you?”

“Make it up to me?”

“Yea, since I invited you to this fiasco, you pick what we do next time. Ill even pay for anything if it costs money. Nothing is off the table. That is... if you want to.” Adrien offered.

Marientte processed what the blond was suggesting. Did he just give her permission to plan a date for them?

“Anything? Are you sure?”

“Absolutely... So long as I can clear it with my Father first.” Adrien explained, he did admit it felt kind of lame that he would need permission on this matter from his father.

“Okay. I will take you up on that. I am taking you for a whole day.... To hang out and stuff. Not like physically taking you.” Marinette flusteredly stumble at the end. “Well I mean I will be taking you to hang out in person so in that regard its physical but not in a...”

Adrien laughed at the girls cute rambling.

“Sounds like a plan, let me just check my schedule.”

Adrien smiled, happy with the idea. The model looks through his schedule. He noticed a rare blank spot in a calendar riddled with different activities, as if by some miracle, he was blessed with the upcoming Sunday.”

“Are you free this Sunday?” 

“Sunday? Yes! Yea, I am free.” 

“Alright great, I am all yours on Sunday.” 

Marinette could swear she felt her heart explode in her chest.

Adrien’s phone buzzed.

“I believe thats our ride. Shall we go?”

Marinette nodded as the two began making their way to the exit where Adrien’s bodyguard was waiting patiently for their return. 

Adrien sneaking a glance at her. The sweet smile on her face bringing a peace of mind. He thought about how he really loved seeing her smile.  He loved spending time with her.  Marinette was someone he was happy he knew

He couldn't help but wonder if she felt the same. He really hope she did.

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“I was surprised that juice can be this good.” Luka commented as the two of them sat at a table outside.

“I found this place with Marinette a few weeks back. The orange carrot juice is the best. Helps with eye sight, or so they claim.” Kagami explained.

The musician takes a sip of his juice, he got an apple pear mix that sounded interesting. Its sweet and refreshing.

“Well it is a great place to find.”

There was a quiet moment as they both tried to think of something to say. It was clear that both of them were not use to socializing much.

“I think I understand you better.” The fencer broke the silence. “I appologize about what I said about you earlier.”

“What do you mean?”

“I called you hesitant. I thought of you as a coward since you did not act on your chance to win over Marinette back at the ice rink.”

“Oh. Well its fine. I just thought back then was not the right time. Marinette was emotionally vulnerable and processing a lot of emotions...”

“Her feelings for Adrien?”

“Yea”

Kagami noticed the slight frown on his face.

“You have fallen for her?”

“Marinette is a wonderful, her thoughts are as clear as a music note. She is someone that I can't help but be impressed by and admire.”

“You clearly understand your feelings and you seem to understand hers. You could be someone very good for her, but you have a fatal flaw.”

Luka blinked.

“What is that?”

“You’re too selfless.”

Luka raised an eyebrow.

“Too selfless? Are you saying I am too nice?”

“No, you are the adequate amount of kind. You are too willing to give up on what you desire for the feelings of others. It is true that acting too early may have stopped you from gaining Marinette’s affection. But your actions or lack there of have let her fall right into Adrien’s arms. In this case, literally.”

“I did confess what I felt about her.”

“Did you proactively tell her or simply wait until she asked?”

“I confessed to her when I was akumatized. Then she asked me about it afterward and I told her.”

“And you asked her out? ”

“...Not at that time?”

Kagami did not react, simply watching him.

“I see.”

Luka did his best not to react negatively. He admits that in hindsight, that his actions to win over Marinette were mainly passive, but that did not mean he was wrong for the way he acted. Marinette was still figuring things out, was it right for him to step in and confuse her more? Was it fair to her not to try harder to win her over?

“I suppose you confessed to Adrien then?”

“I have stated my interest in him. but he only sees me as a friend. He is in love with another girl which he refuses to let go of.”

“Ahh.”

“I thought it was Marinette. If the events of today showed anything I believe I am right.” Kagami said before taking a sip of her juice.

“It was Ladybug.”

Kagami spat out her juice in a sudden motion.

“Ladybug? The super heroine of Paris?! Are you certain?”

“I noticed a few things, and it only made sense.” Luka answered without revealing what he was aware of. “Though I think he maybe moving on to Marinette now. Maybe getting over his hero crush.”

Kagami coughed as she recovered.

“I was competing against Ladybug? I had no idea I had such competition. Marinette was already someone I felt was difficult enough to go against.”

“Seems we both had competition that was much higher up then we expected.”

The two teens reflected on their respective ‘Rival’ for their love interest. Kagami with Ladybug, and Luka with Adrien Agreste. Both of them wondering if things had changed after what they had seen.

“So do you think that Adrien and Marinette have both fallen for each other?”

“Its hard to say. I couldn't really get a read on Adrien recently. So I couldn't really tell you. Do you think so?”

Kagami thought about it for a moment, trying to think that maybe it wasn't true. but she could see the way he held her. And her confidence that it wasn't the case started to crumble.

“I want them to be happy. But is it wrong that I feel sad?” Kagami asked. She seemed so unsure for the first time that Luka had seen her.

“I think its alright to be sad. You have no regrets in your attempts. Thats more then I can say.”

Kagami looked at Luka and took a moment to analyze him. His face didn't show his sorrow, but she could feel it. He felt the same way about all of this.

“At least, I have a friend that understands.”  Kagami stated, her face suddenly went red with embarrassment. “Oh, I am sorry. I spoke to quickly, we never established if we were...”

Luka put a hand on her shoulder.

“I am glad to have a friend that understands too.”

The two teens felt a bit of happiness in this rather sullen time. perhaps things aren't so bad, and they weren't alone.

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“Alya, Babe. You are scaring me a bit.” Nino stated as he watched his girlfriend frantically type on her laptop. “You haven't stopped typing for the last 2 hours.”

Nino and Alya had headed to her place after the fight with Fandoom, and after a brief greeting with her older sister, Alya had opened her laptop and started typing like a maniac.

“I am almost done” Alya stated, her eyes not leaving the screen.

“You said that half an hour ago.”

“I am almost done for real.”

“Can you at least explain what you are typing?”

Alya stops. She pushes the laptop towards him.

“Why don't you read and see for yourself.”

Nino takes a look at what she was writing. He realized exactly what it was.

“...Dude”

“Yup. You could say I felt inspired.”

“This is stuff from like... the first day Lila showed up.”

“Every single lie she has told that I could find, written down and debunked with cold hard evidence.” 

“How did you..”

“A mix of my memories and Marinette’s recording. Lila has stacked a pile of Bull the size of the Eiffel Tower. Our class is gonna know about it.”

“You are gonna send this out now?”

Alya shakes her head.

“Not yet, its far from perfect. I still have so much more detail to give to this. I also need to update the Ladyblog, take down those ‘true stories’ Lila gave me to post.”

“Well don't go overboard. Also you might want to answer your phone. Its been going off non-stop for the last hour.”

Alya looks to her phone which was charging on her her nightstand.

She gets up and walks over.

10 missed calls and 20 texts from Marinette.

“You might want to head off. I am gonna call marinette and...”

Nino gives his girlfriend a kiss on the cheek.

“I gotcha. Text me when you are free.”

“Promise.”

Nino heads out of the room and closes the door behind him.

Alya waited until she was sure Nino was out of earshot before dialing the phone.

“Talk to me.”

“OMG Alya! I have a date with Adrien!”

“Wait what!? Explain everything.”

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“Well that was quite a day you had Romeo.” Plagg stated as he helped himself to some Camembert.

They were back home after they had dropped off Marinette safely at her place. Adrien had headed up to his room, his mind clearly racing.

“Plagg... be honest with me. Do you think I should give up on Ladybug?”

The black cat Kwami stopped himself from taking a bite.

“Excuse me?”

Adrien was pacing past his bed, he looked antsy.

The cat blinked.

“You're serious?”

Adrien wanted to answer but stopped himself from saying what he was initially going to say.

“Cat got your tongue?”

“Its hard Plagg. I mean I know I said I would give it a try with Marinette, if the list said we were still on each other’s lists. But I think that isn't the main reason I want to pursue this. Were my feelings for Ladybug so shallow before?”

“I think you are overreacting.”

“I never thought I would have such a crisis over my feelings for Ladybug. But after that fight with Fandoom, I never thought what my feelings for Ladybug were actually based from. I just sort of jumped into it head first. And now that I am seeing Marinette in this new way... I just never would have thought I could like someone as much as I love Ladybug.”

“Adrien, are you saying you are in love Marinette?” A smug grin appearing on the Kwami’s face.

Adrien froze.

“Marinette is an incredible person. She is kind, creative, understanding, she goes to great lengths to help others no matter what. She is like an everyday superhero. She is incredibly selfless, to the point of letting me think a scarf she made for me on my birthday was from my Father. No one has ever gone to such lengths for me. Being around her... it makes me happy.”

“So are you saying yes or no?”

Adrien plops onto his bed.

“I dont know Plagg. I just know I want to see her again, maybe I need to get some clarity on it. Maybe I am just overreacting. Or maybe I am not.”

“Then do it. Go see her now.”

“I can't just show up at her door right after we just dropped her off at her place.”

“If Adrien showed up maybe. But what about a concerned cat hero that wanted to make sure the girl he saved from a fireball was completely fine?”

Adrien grabbed his Kwami and kissed his forehead.

“Plagg you absolute genius.”

“Finally someone realizes it. And Tikki claims I only have camembert for brains.”

“Double camembert for you.”

“Nice!”

“Plagg Claws out!”

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“...and that is pretty much everything.” Marinette exclaimed as she fell back on to her bed. She had explained to Alya everything that happened to her from the moment she got out of the car to the akuma attack (the parts where her actual self was involved with) to getting back home.

She was home now. She was up in her room safe and sound. After everything that happened today she thought she wouldn't have an ounce of energy, but somehow knowing she has a date with Adrien on Sunday has revitalized her. 

“Wow, Girl! I am so happy for you! But you sure you are okay? The crazy akuma didn't hurt you?”

“I am positive, Ladybug and Chat noir made sure I was safe and sound. Adrien was running to find me once the akuma was gone. Chat noir even said he had to promise Adrien he would keep me safe just to make sure Adrien stayed out of the fight. Adrien is so caring.” Marinette gushed.

“I am glad you are safe. Okay girl, so explain to me exactly what you mean by date. Like he asked you out on a date? Details on that part please!”

“Well... he didn't exactly call it a date. But he did say that we could do anything I wanted on Sunday, to make up for everything that happened. Adrien blames himself for everything that went down, it wasn't his fault, that naive beautiful boy. But he wants to make it up to me, so he said we could do whatever I wanted, just the two of us.” 

“I see, well still. You get two chances with Adrien. Hopefully no fangirls ruin the day for you this time.”

“I need to plan the most amazing spectacular day on Sunday. Maybe I can get him to see it as a date. A real date.”

Alya sighed with a smile on her her face.

“Do you want my help with it? I can call the girls tomorrow and...”

“Actually Alya.... I think I want to try this one on my own.”

“Oh?”

“I can't call you and the girls over every time I want to do an activity with Adrien. I think I need to do this one on my own.”

“Girl, I am really proud of you. You will kill it on Sunday. I know you will.”

“Thanks Alya.”

“Alright, but if you need emergency help with this, keep me posted. But I am an emergency call only for Sunday. This one is all you.”

“Understood. You are the best Alya. I love you.”

“Love you too, get some rest. You really should take advantage of sleep while you can.”

“Okay, you should sleep too.”

“Yea... I am gonna stay up a bit longer. I am working on something for Monday.”

“Oh? School Project?”

“Something like that. Its a social experiment. You will see how it all unfolds afterward. I think you will like it.”

“Sounds like it will be fun.” “Oh, I can guarantee it will be very satisfying.”

“Alright, don't stay up to late.”

“Goodnight Mari.”

“G’night Alya.”

Marinette ended the call and laid back on her bed.

“I don't think I will be sleeping tonight Tikki. I have less then 48 hours to plan an amazing day with Adrien to make him fall in love with me.”

The red Kwami floated over her head.

“I wouldn't worry too much Marinette. I am sure you will make a wonderful day for the two of you. Just remember to do things you both like. After all, this day is just as much about him as it is for you.”

“Thanks Tikki.”

A tapping on her  balcony door startled her.

“Hello?”

The tapping on the door stopped. The red Kwami quickly went to hide. Marinette got up from her bed to check what was going on. She looked at the window to see a familiar cat hero out her window. 

“Chat noir?!”

“Mind if I come in?”

_______________________________________________________________________

Lila had practically sprinted home. The day had been rather hectic and all of the suffering she had to go through had drained her.

She walked in to find a message from her mom. She explained how she would be out late tonight. She left her food in the fridge if she was hungry. 

Lila moved past the kitchen and went straight to her room. Despite all of her efforts, Adrien only seemed to be growing closer with Marinette. The designer had only gotten more bold since the incident. But she knew that would change soon. Marinette didn't have the recording of her anymore, and Lila still had the list. Marinette wouldn't be able to fight back. Lila would wait until Monday before she enacted her payback. She had a threat to hold up. She would destroy Marinette’s social life. She would turn everyone against her. 

“Hope you enjoyed your fun, because I will knock you down and you will stay there for good.”

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Part 22 is complete and Things are about to get very interesting. Alya is stirring up something for a certain someone. Marinette and Adrien get a second chance to hang out, and it seems that a certain Cat is up for a visit.

I really hope you guys are having fun with the fic even though the Fandoom arc is finished.  I hope you all still love it and I hope to keep things ready for you. Please keep commenting, I love hearing your thoughts. Also, please share the fic around, its hard for everyone to see it on Tumblr. I do promise to put it on A03 after its all said and done.

I adore seeing those notes and comments,  I will do my best with Tagging in the future, but I really wasn’t able to set up any new ones at this time either and I apologize. I will do my best to include them in the future.

I would love for this to get 1000 notes and keep the streak alive. But no pressure. Or some really cute fan art. If it does get 1000 notes. The next part will have a balcony scene.

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anyways im gonna listen to/read the fuckin...rise of the ogre shit bc ive been putting it off 🪓🥴 im gonna put stuff under the cut bc im gonna be TALKING n dont wanna make a new post everytime

piss

ok he performed for 2 pounds 50. which is basically $3 today i- well it was absolutely a power play on his father behalf that also had the promise of money so.

also lol he said Rejection fueled my ambitions which, yknow,, i already knew but it still hurts and i will continue to talk ab it xoxo

AH HELP. "...if ebay had been invented at the time he would've sold me online there and then,"

"man hands on misery to man, yknow"

THEN PROCEEDS TO CONNECT IT TO MUSIC/HIS CAREER. this man said :) the one thing i truly have a passion for. the one thing i fucking like.

oh yeah. bullied by students AND teachers.

oh god hes 42ish during this interview? ok.

the fuckin school bully saying he wouldve acted differently if he knew what hed become

getting called "faceache", then proceeds to call 2d that. jfc he really does just repeat what everyone says. really "treating others how i was treated/how they treat me"

maybe thats why? hes kinder to fans? bc :] you support me and like me so, ok ill return that energy

MURDOC GETTING HIS ASS BEAT N PARADING HOME LIKE WELL I WON BC 'I PISSED YOU OFF' SJDJD

a real rowdy boy. absolute nasty boy. fraud and arson... shooting ppls windows with his air pistols

black sabbath being a huge inspiration? fucking absolutely.

became a satanist n shit at age 16? "it fitted me like a glove" "heavy metal and devil worshipping became my favorite past times" ajsj funny that ppl in trying times often seek religion or following of some sort

heavy metal being his favorite, n loving the clash, while hannibals was more punk based

hannibal breaking murdocs nose for the 2nd and 3rd time for playing his music on hannibals turntable

he doesnt sound that bitter? ab hannibal? he doesnt sound incredibly fond but he talks ab how he got him into a lot of music. so, i imagine they we're a bit closer than i thought?

international baccalaureate in antisocial? anthropology?

MURDOC IS ACTUALLY SMART HE WAS JUST. NOT INTERESTED IN THE SUBJECTS? I GUESS? (also,,, he literally Built cyborg noodle and i think he had a PhD too lol. but its always nice to hear hes actually...yknow, interested or good at other things)

alright but murdoc having a fascination w/ other cultures - or at least some interests, that lead him to actually study the damn subject and "pass with flying colors"

'fuck college though. im gonna be a rockstar'

he sold his soul at 18ish? whenever the fuck he got kicked out but college was mentioned so my brain goes to 18ish idk

he lived with his father still and paid rent via low paying jobs one including 'part time dressing as santa'

help he was ab to take a Personal Job for quick cash and uhh well, "still made me call him sir though" he really said 20 dollars is 20 dollars, huh "that story was totally true"

alright, 1997,,,

2d stuff

loves zombie stuff? thats really cute, and is freaked out by the way they move. god he rambles

both he and murdoc are horses in the chinese zodiac

[[jfc ok if the official shit compares them a lot i understand why ppl ship them but Dont. its a narrative foil and that doesnt always mean Romance jfc.]]

SUMTHINK.

truly... a lil stinker. super cute bouncing baby and a "bit thick" which is stull so endearing to me. hes just a happy man!

excitable 10 year old and would dance around his room

jfc the fact he has normal/caring parents. i kinda forget how opposite hes supposed to be from murdoc but i think thats another thing jsjsysg (murdoc said why isnt my tragic story making me famous why does he get to be the Star. no wonder he acts like a loon)

i still dont get how gettin bonked by a tree branch made him go bald and also turn his hair blue

big tiddy nurse mommy,,,

went to the same school as The Cure and got decent grades despite hittin the noggin quite hard. WANTED TO BE A STORM CHASER... OMG??

oh thats really cute, hed bond with his dad by building keyboards toegther 🥺💕

messed around with paints and graffiti? artistic king

MURDOC AGAIN: QHDJ 'VILLANOUS' GANG HELP

oh yeah d day...new instruments, new band, new singer - and 'had to be the best or no dice' and absolutely CONFIDENT that his songs were bangers ajsjd

but on that same note, had absolute faith (or desperate) in 2d which i love

ransacked the fucking music shop jdjdj and 2d said he was Just Standing There behind the counter the whole shift hdhdh

"thats when your eye came out, yeah" "yeah!-" HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND SO HAPPY AB IT ?? yes he said ut hurt but he sounds...ok

jfc murdoc ragdolling this poor mf around. dunking him and slapping him around. actually? so incredibly terrible and abusive and i hate him for that 🔫 im sorry 2d stans. we dont condone that behavior here ong.

how and why the FUCK did 2d's parents allow that fucker near their child after that i??? help. wtf. his moms a nurse why didnt she just have murdoc sit in plain view of other people. god damn.

2d flying out the window n hitting the curb "whoops"

"just two black holes...[ah] it looked great...a blue hair, blacked eyed GOD- the girls would go wild-" "pretty boy looks" ???? HELP. HE DOESNT GO LIGHT ON THE COMPLIMENTS, HUH

RUSS TIME

oh yeah, he straight up kiddnapped this man help. idk how he managed that, russ is a Big Man??

AND MURDOCS MUSIC WAS SO FUCKING SEXY GOOD that russel said hm alright ill stay, :] out ifbhis owm free will im screaming.

"oh this is one of them febreeze commercials" "uh . yeah sure. *murdoc turning on his Sick Tunes*" but that either means? it was just his guitar playing the convinced russ? unless he and 2d recorded sumn?

"2d was the looks, murdoc the brains, then russel truly was the heart"

'while 2d and murdoc liked music, this man was a MUSICIAN' god fucking bless this book holy shit ny man russ getting some respect. he said back hurts from carrying this band.

murdoc basically heard this guy had big trauma that gave him So Many Skills n said "thats what i want" ok idk thats actually really? inch rest ting to me. seems that murdocs fine handing out compliments but i guess that where his charisma really helps out yeah?

"he was going to be in my band whether he liked it or not" ...murdoc-

HELP. 2D IS LIKE BRO GO ON IM LISTENING 🥺 despite hearing the story 50-60 times and murdoc said fuck off you lil shit.

ok irrelevant but i love his voice! its super comforting n nice to listen to 🥺

HELP MURDOCS SO BITTER. "NOTHING THAT HAPPENS TO US IS NORMAL" WELL YEAH. THIS IS TRAUMA CENTRAL.

idk how/why he sucked up all his friends souls though ... how are they all possessing the same person. they said "its my turn on The Russ"

DELL IS HIS ACTUAL, LITERAL SOULMATE...KING...😭

went to a private school,,, and was already possessed? and the thing where he gets bigger and smaller is a reoccurring thing?

was in a coma for 4 years?

hiphop machine...time and history...the ultimate set i guess.

his knowledge was infinite and hes a "Renaissance man" hes so fucking smart our king. jack of all trades but a master of drums. he said i know im good and what of it

PAULA.

HELP. HE RMBRS THE STALL: CUBICAL NUMBER 3 🥴 IF I DO RECALL 🤤

yes russel our king. fuck up his nose 5 more times. probably stunted his growth too. he shrunk after russ gave him a wallop im sure

why dies paula sound like tracer overwatch

also only dated 2d for 2 months before joining the band?

HELP SHE REALLY WAS THE FIRST MURDOC FUCKER: "but when i saw murdoc with his thick greasy hair, green teeth and yellow skin i thought 'oh this is the ine for me!'" "OH HES SUCH A DANDY-" HELP ME IM HQJDHD

sick in the head...like i want to hurt people help girl. shes fucking Crazy. but she rly said damn i didnt hear back from him again 😭 and my purse is gone JSHHD

MURDOC: SHE WAS DEPRESSINGLY UGLY *still fucked her*

NOODLE TIME

"small japanese person!"

2d: we werent gorillaz until noodle arrived!

im dying the reason he chose gorillaz. 'swinging through the jungle baring my ass'

noodle really said "im just happy to be here" and she balanced everyone out 😭 "she gave off pure love and the fact that she could laugh at murdoc REALLY helped too" RUSS... IS BABY

JFC MURDOCS SO FUCKING CONFIDENT IN THIS BAND IM LIVING FOR THAT. HE SAID YOU WANT US SO BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID. THE CHARISMA

2d rambling ab some girl he met and "ssSs" "whats the s stand for hawhaw" "i dont know!".

THE RECORD LABEL GUY.

one song is all it took i ❤ good for them

just murdoc talking ab the party that they threw for thier deal and saying "you dont know how much of a dick i felt like [when carrying one of those huge checks]" like oh thats whatll make you a dick? alright.

A FOOD FIGHT THAT WENT SO HARD THAT IT KNOCKED 2DS TONSILS OUT? WHAT THE FUCK

ahshdj damon and murdoc not getting along bc of Rival Band One Uppery + damon calling murdocs cuban heels crap since ge wore steel ones with gold spurs.

MURDOC FEELIN EMBARRASSED BC HES 'QUITE PROUD OF HIS SHOES'

but the band and damon getting over music and their ambitions and became a "paternal figure"

HELP MURDOC SAID AWIOGA @ RACHEL WHICH MADE HER THROW HER DRINK IN HIS FACE AND SPLIT FROM 2D. kinda sad actually, she said i still like 2d but murdoc kinda ruined it by trying to get it in with me, it put a strain in our relationship :/ oh god murdocs That Dude

nov 31 1998: started recording :]

40 tracks that got cut down to 15 holy shit

KONG STUDIOS 🤲

hooking up cameras in every room ejdjsu

webby artist of the year in 2006? holy shit

noodle learning ab kong studios omfg

JFC. YES I KNEW KONG WAS BUILT ON/IN A CEMETERY BUT I DIDNT KNOW PPL FOR THE FUCKING PLAGUE WHERE THROWN THERE HDJD

built in 1739?

the ghost of the first owners ghost still roams around in the kitchen in the early hours and moans 'aaa glass of water'

theres some rotting bullshit near the studios and in the summer its fucking TERRIBLE

the former owners were a biker gang, and they all died in a fire

murdoc said this place has bad vibes. i want it.

grim weather

the building feels impossible to escape from huHgg

[ateezinmymind]

I’M SOOO HAPPY YOU’VE BEEN WELL LOVE 🥺🥺 YOU DESERVE IT SM!! CEECEE ILYSM BYE YOU’RE SO KINDHEARTED AND LOVABLE 💗💗💗 SEONGHWA MY BOY 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! today is my 1 year ulting him day and i’ve never felt so sappy about a boy but suddenly this man appeared and i fell like SO HARD for him, how do you choose your ult?? hope ypu rested and eated well today!! did you see the teaser today?? ateez really said we’re going to make a cult or maybe is the origin of halateez O: like they said fever was the prequel of the treasure series and honestly all the theories are making my brain go crazy and THEY ARE SO MANY OF IT OMG the only thing i know is that i don’t know nothing, everybody is saying diary film part two but the clownery is so big and perhaps they’re going to post only photo teasers 🤡 oh god i rambled so much... sorry bubs 😅

My my my....SWEET FABU DARLING🥺💓💋💞💗*so many hugs and kisses* you are such a wonder. I LOVE YOUUU!! Eeeeekbb skdjksje!! Congratulations on your 1year ulting hwa anniversary!!!! That’s so AMAZINGGGGG!! He loves you~😌 I 100000% understand how you feel about having that unconditional love for them!! AHHHH THATS ME WITH YUYU!! I love him so much...he definitely is my ult...it has been for like maybe more than a year??? I’m not sure..it was a little after wonderland came out. HeheheHAAHHA!! But my ult...or i guesss like ult wrecker is changkyun from monsta x..oh my gosh. He was my first first love. Anyhoooo today was pretty boring but still good!! How has your day been?? Do you eat well!!? I hope so!💓💞💗💋 I CANT WAIT FOR THE COMEBACK LIKE. AHHHHH!!! I love their concepts so much...they’re so fascinating. ANDDDD UMMM SANNN ABSSS?!?!!?! I CANT FUNCTION. they’re going to be the end of me I swear. Anyhoo it’s so totally okay you rambled on because I loved it!! Sorry I wrote so much!!😅💓💘 I love you sweetness

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Todomomo Childhood-friends-to-best-friends-to-roommates-to-FWB-to-lovers Quirkless AU [Part 1]

This is an AU I wrote on the todomomo discord server eons ago. Since it’s forever buried in the server now, this is a copy-paste from the chat. 

Anything posted to this blog will be transcripts of old original work and not really edited, save for formatting. I have no guarantees if I will ever finish these AUs either so these will only be kept as an archive.

Originally posted: May 2018.

Part 1 (sfw) || Part 2 (nsfw) || Part 3 (nsfw)

Ok. Heres some garbage childhood-friends-to-best-friends-to-roomates-to-fwb-to-lovers quirkless AU that wont leave me alone for some few nights:

BASICALLY todo and momo knew each other since they were 5, coming from rich families as rich families do

(their moms were college friends or smth but then todo's mom got an arrange marriage w endeavor but idk lets just make enji's not as shitty of a father in this AU and doesnt abuse his family aghshcjfjsl)

BUT ANYWAY ye todo and momo grew up as childhood friends and their moms always arranged play dates for them

and momo's a super curious girl since day 1, and todo's his usual smol shy boy self

so during these playdates all the cute 5 year old shenangians happen like momo taking todo outside to explore her 20 acre backyard and them going on imaginary adventures, going through momo's mountain of books in their mansion's library, accidentally fall asleep together on the couch after a fun day n stuff

and todo slowly opens up from being shy but only to momo bc she's his first friend and a beautiful ray of sunshine and honestly who wouldnt love her

so with their families being so close they basically grow up together; todo and momo spending their summers together, always attending the same rich people balls and stuff that adults do but are boring for kids etc etc

they dont go to the same school so whenever todo visits momo she listens to him talk abt the weird stuff fuyumi and touya (dabi) get into bc theyre teenagers and honestly he doesnt understand

and at some point when theyre like 8 he talks abt how fuyumi is gushing over teenage shoujo romances and how kissing and all that lovey dovey stuff has gotta be weird and whats so special about it she wont shut up?

and momo listens intently but after todo's rant, momo, being curious as she is, is like "I wanna know what its like!!" "wat" "what its like to kiss someone!" "momo youre crazy" "No no seriously i wanna know! Can we try?" "WAT" "please :( kiss me :(" "..." "Pleaaaseeeee" "... ok fine one time"

he really cant say no to her

and so like, they have a little quick peck on the lips while theyre sitting outside in momo's garden on the swings

and a second later theyre like "..." "..." "... ew das weird lets not do that again" "yeah"

(Rmbr theyre 8)

so thats that until later.. 👀

when they reach middle school age momo moves with her family to america for a couple years bc of her dad's company

their moms still tried to let them telephone call or write letters to each other while apart

most of the letters exchanged were todo asking what momo's life was like in america, and momo rambling abt a new book or learning english or why on earth do american toilets suck (todo replies with a bunch of smug remarks and tells her to come home then)

momo checks up on todo to make sure hes making friends in middle school but ofc he tells her not to worry but really hes lonely orz

but then one day he gets a letter saying she'll be returning to Japan for high school n everything bc she and her mom are moving back but her dad is staying in the states. And she'll be attending the same high school as him!! 👀

and ya. That..  happens. LOL they meet each other on the first day at UA (prestigous school not for heroing) and theyre in the same class and they sit next to each other and wow this is too perfect

but also like, lets not forget, its been 3 years since theyve seen each other and well.

Puberty hit both of them like a train.

Welp. 👀

thankfully they havent lost their chemistry and (mostly) everything is the same.... but also different.

its like the aomine and momoi thing in knb; todo tells momo to call him "todoroki-san" instead of shouto and he goes back to (trying to) call her Yaoyorozu bc its gonna look weird to the rest of their class if theyre overly familiar w each other (especially with a wretched pervert sitting in front of momo)

but really they still call each other by name when theyre alone

(and also todo slips up calling her Momo a lot unconsciously still even tho it was him that suggested it in the first place)

and so, high school flies by with both of them being hyper aware of differences from when they were kids

shouto becomes more shoujo every passing year with fangirls and cherry blossom petals and everything and momo makes fun of him bc it was the exact thing he couldnt understand as a kid

they have a few moments of their own awkward suggestively shoujo moments too like in the home ec room on valentines day when momo tries to make chocolates but makes a mess out of the kitchen and todo passes by and helps clean up but they end up making a bigger mess and oops. Momo slipped onto the floor and todo tried to catch her but oops he slipped too and now theyre in a compromising position as aizawa walks in 😳

but does anything come out of it?... not really.

university applications come around the corner in their senior year and guess what. Their programs of choice are offered by the same university. And they both get accepted. Woohoooooo

and guess double what. Touya (dabi) suggests they rent a flat together bc why the hell not it kills two birds w one stone on their living situation (since dorms are offered to less.. wealthy.. students first or smth)

so they do. Theyre adults now. They've know each other for all their lives. Its good to have someone you trust nearby. It'll be fine, right? right?!?

WRONG.

neither of them expected to experience just how domestic they could be

ie. Momo walking into the kitchen in the morning to find todo, making breakfast, shirtless in just his pajama pants, hair still ruffled with bed head, offering her a cup of coffee

..... fuck since when did he get so hot. Wait what? Snap out of it Momo!! "three creams no sugar, here" "How did you know?" "Momo i've known you since we were 5. You like your coffee sickeningly pale that it shouldnt even be classified as coffee anymore" "..... thanks"

ie #2. Todo hearing momo calling him from the inside of the bathroom, while she's showering?!??!?!, like it was an emergency "momo what is it?" "Ummm i ran out of soap and forgot to bring a new one on the way in. Can you grab it for me?" "Wat?!" "Hand me the soap shouto. I bought a new one today, its in the kitchen. I left the door unlocked so just come in. Please!!" "... you trust me too much" he mumbles under his breath.

footnotes:

the ending of this is probably along the lines of oooo they realize some feelings happen and is it okay to fall in love with your best friend/childhood friend/roomate?!?!? and yes, the answer is yes

todo still does become friends w the deku squad while in UA

Theyve dated other people before the whole -to-lovers part (bc ya bet Imma throw in iidamomo or smth but it didnt work out) (gonna get reaaal awks when the fwb kick in)

somehow i'll throw in eri as dadzawa's daughter, some how

dabi knows

shouto doesnt even know what he knows, he just knows

> archives masterpost

[crystu-cii]

Thank you!! I had a lot of schoolwork so that's why I was so busy(cough and I definitely did all of it and didn't leave any of it for today since I stayed up til five am being productive, most definitely. Yep.) 💕💕

Moodd-- XDD

Oh wow-- okay but that reminds me of something- I've heard of adults taking on a "worksona" to get things done so you?? Basically did that?? You took on a persona that caused people to take you more seriously! I don't think it's cringey at all, it's actually super cool!! Especially taking on the attitude/mindset of a character? That's so interesting and neat!!

See that's ALSO cool, and evidence of it having a desired effect :3c

OOOOH-- me too tbh- or like a video game protag? But if I were a video game or anime protag, I'd better have or recieve animal ears XDD MAKE IT FUN AT LEAST XD

OMS XDD That's p h e n o m e n a l -

!!! ;w; aww I see what you mean- damn you're getting rhcb on your dash? Why am I not getting rhcb?? XD NOOO YOUR BLOG ISNT BORING-- I love it with all my heart and I think it's great, and even though breakfast seemed a little long that's cause transitioning is difficult and stuff, so that's okay :3

WAIT THAT'S SO SMART CRYS.... YOURE SO SMART WH??? YOUR INTELLIGENCE CLEARLY SURPASSES MINE-- XDD

Ahhh I wish I had an au ;w; but I d o n t, and I definitely don't have an ellie-centered one ;w; I really want to make an ask blog I'm just like- ah- no thoughts, head empty-

Also dw advice is g r e a t l y appreciated!! ✨💖💕💞❤️

omg same- i have a crap ton of work that i can literally do NOW and get it over with but im like "NAHHHHHHH" xD but i at least did some work of it- even tho im sure its not even good but its my teacher's fault for saying "something is better than nothing" a whole dam lot XDD

and ohHHH that might be what it is- yeah ! thinking back on it i also do find it hella cool- i was able to be the teacher's pet for some of my classes xD- but then if any of my classmates see me during lunch time i would be here loud ASFFF and also saying the weirdest nonsense ever- omg i can ramble about how cool school was WITHOUT the work yknow? like all the events- friends- and ALL that is awesome xDD and also thanks for thinking its neat! i kinda had fun messing around with people- god i feel kinda mean- XDDD

and HELL YEAH GIVE ME ANIMAL EARS GOD-- XDD omg whats funny is that i am in LOVEE with animal headbands- headbands are literally my comfort item at this point- when i go outside without one- i just dont feel the same xD one time at christmas my bro gave me a cat headband that has switch so it lights up- and i was OBSESSSED with it that i wore it literally everyday at school- and OMG YKNOW WHATS FUNNY: thats how people know who i am- because of my headbands- which is actually convenient cause NO ONE KNOWS MY NAME- like they would know me as a smart girl but they would have no clue who tf i am (because i am soooo not social in school xD)

and cause i wear the same headband everyday- people have kinda known me for it- and kinda just started calling me "cat girl" or "cat ears" or SMTH along with cat in it- it was funny XDD but also my brain tells me "people call you this because thats what happens when you dont have many friends-" and im like "yeAh i KNOW-" xD but after like a semester i stopped wearing the cat headband cause got new headbands! they are like pom poms! i had white ones and the other headband is black ones- i switch between them usually to match my outfit or how im feeling today xD

and AS YOU KNOW IT- i got crazy nicknames- and little did i know it WAS WAYY FUNNIER than with the cat headband- omg- i can list you all the things i remember:

"snowballs" "fuzzy ears" "white/black fuzz" "RABBIT TAIL EARS-" (THAT one was what my teacher called me before knowing my name and my friend witnessed it- in fact i got the audio recorded xD) and also names something along the line of "bear ears" or smth- gosh it went wild- i felt popular xD i would also have friends that would softly bap on of my pom poms just for the sake of messing with me- xDDD

but anyways- with rhcb OH BOY OH BOY- YOU SHOULD SEE THE HENRY STICKMIN CHARACTER TAGS ON INSTAGRAM- the cat ears on characters was WIILLLDDD- there were also so many neko reginalds and shit it was crazy but awesome xDDD

and yeah the breakfast arc i felt like it was the oppurtunity for the triple threat themselves to answer lotta questions- kinda a filler arc- but thank GOD the questions i got now were just boring- or it would be better for the toppats to answer- youd never know! and yknow what- ill just say it now- yknow how henry doesnt know all that much of stickcats? yeah- but guess what- reginald knows a whole lot more ( or well- supposed to) so i wished the people viewed it as reginald the master of knowing stickcats- i even thought of a spinoff comic series where when someone asks a good question about stickcats- it would trigger a class lesson as a jokey concept XDD with sensei reggie! BAHHAA sadly i think i, as the mod, already answered a lot of those questions- so sadly it might not become a thing xD

and YESSS I FELT BIG BRAIN FOR IT- and i think sending myself questions was what made the blog spread easily- cause when you make a blog- its going to be hard for someone to ask you questions first- especially since your post will takes days til it finally shows up on the tags- so may as well make your own questions! at first- i created the blog on my phone- and sadly on my phone it wouldnt let me ask my own blog( but i didnt know you CAN send yourself asks just by going on a computer or laptop- xD) so i yelled at two of my friends like "HRYHEYEHYEHEY THIS IS SOO OUT OF CONTEXT BUT CAN YOU GO ON TUMBLR FOR ME-" XDD and those two friends were the first asks of the whole blog! when henry woke up! (this is all- what i call- a pro gamer move-- /hj XDD)

and awhhh- i feel that- i literally also have the power to make an very suspenseful story with an interesting au- but what i decide to do? "HEY- WHAT IF WE ADD CAT EARS AND TAILS ON STICKFIGURES- " and what i tell myself? "OH- GENIUS- gonna start a whole ass blog-" XDDD but ALL of my AUs are just comfort AUs- i wrote stories of three of them(if you count the stickcat au) while the rest i just daydream- xD i could list them in the next post if you are somehow interested XDD

and thank gosh! i hope what i say would be considered advice- even though im just stating what i do and all xD but thank you!!! 💞💞❤️😭❤️❤️😭💞

[jennmakesitweird]

A thank you to my Tumblr dash

Pointless ramblings about my real life...

So, my brother (who is about a decade older than me) and I have been working a business together for the last 25 years or so. He is a sales agent for a large company, an employee of theirs but independent, if that makes sense. I’m *his* employee, as his sole support staff. It’s always just been the two of us.

He has decided to take his well-earned retirement at the end of the year. The business structure is such that I can’t just take over the business (not that I would WANT to - too much stress, and I am, quite frankly, fed up with the industry after 25 years of it). So, this means that I’m soon to be jobless for the first time in a quarter century. I myself am not old enough to retire, nor do I have enough spare cash or savings to become the Woman of Leisure that I’ve always aspired to be. 

I should probably be freaking out right now. I don’t know why I’m not. I have pretty wicked anxiety, a house, an 8 year old son (who is smart and cute and awesome and easy-going, so I’m lucky there), bills to pay... y’know, things I HAVE TO worry about. I’m sure I can find something. I’ve got mad office skills and a decent brain. I don’t see how losing my shit over this will accomplish anything other than making it harder for me to focus in the long run. 

I dunno, maybe it’s because I’m too old to worry? 

Anyway, I said this was a “thank you” to my dash, so I should probably get to that...

See, we’ve already started winding down the business. We’re not taking on any new clients and are just coasting through for the last two months. So I sit here today, as I have everyday these past few weeks, my personal laptop on my work desk, scamming the free WiFi from the library next door (since all the good websites are blocked on my work computer) , bored as hell. No phone calls, no clients. Just sitting on my ass for 8 hours while my boy is at school and the final moments of this interminable job tick away. 

Tumblr has been here for me - keeping me occupied, entertained, amused, and (relatively?) sane. I don’t know what’s going to happen two months down the road - if I will be forced to work every waking moment of my day to keep a roof over our heads, or if I will take on a new challenge that will limit my free time to the minimum - but for the time being, I am savoring my boredom on this godforsaken website, and I’m not the least bit sorry about it.

So, to @corpyburd, @soot-and-snide, @scienceoftheidiot, @omg-okimhere, @gaelicfiddle, @scribbledbyhand, @moreofmatthewmacfadyen, @gsera, @avatoh and all the other Ripper Street fans on here that I’m forgetting to mention (and I apologize if I miss you) - thank you all for accepting me into this crazy fandom, and for putting up with my Matthew Macfadyen obession.

To @effycx, @prolbems, @thats--numberwang, @monmouthblue and @queenofthegeese thank you for consistently posting crazy shit that makes me laugh out loud every day.

To @fairytalesandteddybears and @c-e-r-r-i-d-w-e-n - thank you for all the gorgeous images you reblog.

And to anyone else out there who follows me, and who read this whole thing - thank you for being out there, being you! I appreciate it.

[keep-your-feet]

WEEK 14 & 15 OF 'LOCK DOWN'

The weeks are just flying by, quite scary really. Especially when you think about how much has or more to the point hasn't actually changed.

There's still no vaccine, we still can't stop the spread, and we still don't know what to do.

But it's ok because Boris has said bars and hair salons are allowed to re open now and the 2m distance rule can go down to 1m - however Leicester has had to go back into stage 1 lockdown due to an increased infection rate - meaning schools are re shutting as are all but essential shops and travel.

This reminds me back when it all first kicked off in China and i saw a post of various ‘districts’ / ‘areas’ being ‘barrier’d’ off and manned by guards - people couldn’t leave their houses/areas without the correct documents. It sounds drastic - but for me seeing that take place calmed me as at least it helped  minimalise the spread. 

I’m not sure what they’re going to do here - there’s rumours that more districts will need be contained soon - and I’ve heard bars in my city are asking people to bring proof of address with them to prove they are in fact from this area and not from a district that has been ‘locked down’. 

you may note I say ‘we’ in the second paragraph - and it’s true, we have to play our part too. Luckily from what I've seen around me and my social network I feel that Nottinghamshire has been quite sensible. And a lot of people I've spoke to, don't agree with bars etc re opening, and aren't in any rush to be socialising. Even if it is restricted to 2hour time limits and has to be pre booked. I know I for one will be trying to stay away from crowded high risk areas for a long while. I am however looking forward to the campsites re opening again soon – we have our own water tanks and toilet so we wouldn’t need to see, do or touch anything other than our walking boots on the great outdoor floor! so fingers crossed we wont have to go back into lockdown so that we get to go - although - if we did i wouldn’t kick off as like I said above I feel we need to do what is necessary to stop the spread. I definitely don’t feel enough was done at the start - and now we’re in this mess of not really knowing how bad it is.  I still daren’t read the news stories - plus i don’t believe half of them anyway as they’re only telling us what they’re allowed to - or scare mongering - so who actually knows what is going on... i think that’s what scares me the most about the whole situation - my life, our lives are in someone else’s hands - who i don’t trust, and i don’t feel like there is anything i can do about it. 

What makes it even more frustrating for me - is I know that’s not 100% true, because if i looked into it more, i could join some form of group, or protest - learn more - to do more - but it’s just all so overwhelming i shut down - i mentally and physically shut down. And it’s not just this - the Black Lives Matter movement, the save the planet movement, not testing on animals, not eating meat, saving animals in need - saving the rainforests - the media is full of people and things telling me what i should or could be doing, how i should be feeling, and asking - almost demanding - that I help - and I want to - but it is all just too much for me at the moment, like where do you start? How do you start? and it makes me feel awful because i want to do my part - but i’m just too overwhelmed. 

I keep trying to tell myself to remember that I am on a long journey of self discovery right now… and step 1-  this blog, is the starting point of me ‘baby stepping’ out of my bubble that I built to protect myself many years ago and venturing out into the ‘real world’ - watching and taking note of what is actually going on around me - and trying to process it mentally - it sounds so simple but for someone who’s lived quite a sheltered, naive and privileged life - its quite a lot to take in.

And I feel like it’s getting worse - the more i break out of my bubble. I can't scroll social media, listen to the news, or text my friends without feeling anxious like I should be doing something more, because I'm now more aware of what's going on in the world around me. I don't understand it, but I'm more aware.

Step two - is me trying to form some sort of understanding to it all -  hence my crazy ramblings on here. 

Step three is then starting to make a difference - BUT remembering i can’t take on everything or fix everything all at once  – and that’s a real difficulty for me. For example, often if i can’t have both things I’ll just go without because i don’t feel it’s fair on the thing that got left behind - crazy i know! But hey thats me! And that’s another part of myself I need to try and understand.

Yesterday was the first time I’ve been into the office at work since the end of March, and it took so much out of me. I was proper anxious, even though I know they have safety measures in place, for example my temperature was read at the door, ‘sneeze’ guards were in place, doors were propped open where appropriate - cleaning has been stepped up - and certain toilet ‘blocks’ have been closed so they can monitor and keep them clean. But what I found strange was that sudden fear of ‘urgency’ that comes over me when I go to head office - like I didn’t eat or drink anything the whole time I was there because I felt like I was ‘too busy’ - and overthinking the dust particles in the air that will be contaminated from people going in and out - silly I know. 

But the thing is - when we do have to go back, I’ll be sat in an open plan office with 100’s of other people, breathing the same air, through the same air con, for 7hours or so - and I don’t know what those people have been up to, or where they’ve been - yet again my life is in someone else hands - it’s out of my control - and that’s what I’ve learnt I don’t like -  not being in control. 

Yesterday for some reason, i felt so emotionaly overwhelmed. Just stuck. Confused, Lonely, bored, scared, but when i truly think about it, it all comes back to this feeling of fear of ‘wasting time’. And what makes me feel worse is how horrid, and ungrateful i sound  – i am really lucky be where i am today, to have what i have, to of done what I’ve done - i have Dave and the Dog and a great family. I should be happy - but for some reason i just want more (for us - I'd be lost without Dave and Wander, there my rocks ❤️) and every now and again I get this horrid grey cloud over my head that i cant shift. It makes me feel numb - but at the same time - fidgety and like my insides are just vibrating/buzzing - like i’m building up ready to explode. Yet i have no motivation or get up and go to do anything about it.. which is SO frustratng becasue i know going for a run will probably help - I know getting up and tidying the shit that's annoying me would help - but i just can’t seem to do it some days. Even when i break the tasks down into smaller tasks, it’s like there’s just so much and i get over whelemed and don’t know where to start so i do nothing, and get then annoyed by it - it’s a visious cycle! Luckily I don't feel like this everyday, it’s just every now and again.

Works good on a day like this as it sucks you in as you have to do it - but in the same breath i hate it - becasue im bored and feel trapped - like it’s work that’s stopping me from doing what it is i want to do! when It’s not really - it’s me! 

A friend of mine has recommended some audio books which I’m going to give a go, as well as finishing Fearne Cottons ‘calm’ and other books I have - however it really was bad timing to try and do some self discovery right before one of your worst night mares comes to life - resulting in an ever so fragile mind state! 😂🤷‍♀️😭

Anyway, I  have amazing friends and family around me – so I know I'll get through it all and I will forever be grateful for that and them. ❤️

On my bad days, I often make lists or sometimes just think of them in my head of all the things I’m grateful for.. I’ll text friends or family and plan a nice dog walk. Mood dependant I might go for a run, or run a bubble bath! some days i eat my weight in chocolate! I might do anything I can to distract myself - or i might try and dig deeper and think about what is at the core of my ‘brain niggle’ and try to resolve it. There is no right or wrong, or quick fix - you just have to do you  ❤️

[acciofics]

Last Time I Checked. | George Weasley

A/N: I was Deathly Hallows pt.1 and crying when I thought of this but I changed it so it would have a happy ending without death eaters. Also, this is the first thing I'm posting and i love feedback and tips and whatnot. Word count: 1435 —_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_—_ I stood at the sink with Molly, helping with the dishes as we waited for everyone to get home. I picked at my nails instead of rinsing, deep in thought about their safety. George's especially. Five years we've been together. Five. Molly notices and put the plate in her hand back into the water, turning to face me. She wiped her hands on her apron before putting a hand on each shoulder of mine. "My dear, they're going to be alright." She smiled softly. I nodded at her "I know but that doesn't make me worry and less." I chuckled a bit "Y/N. Don't worry too much love, George would tell you." She pulled me into a hug, wrapping her frail arms around my shoulders. I hugged her back very tightly and buried my head in her neck. I've always loved Molly since I met her the first Christmas George and I spent together. She ran a hand down my cheek with a smile before turning back to the sink. We stopped when we heard the sputtering engine. Hagrid and Harry are here. They landed in the small pond. "Harry. Hagrid." Molly said as we went outside "What happened? Where or the others?" She asked "Is no one else back?" Harry asked incredulously "They were on us right from the start, Molly. We didn't stand a chance." Hagrid said and I grabbed onto Ginny's arm tightly, tears starting to sting my eyes. "Well, Thank goodness you two are alright." She smiled a bit "The death eaters were waiting for us. It was an ambush." Hagrid told us "Ron and Tonks should be back. Fred and dad as well." Ginny said as Harry walked to us. A flash of light from the field caught all our attention as we heard Remus yell "Here! Quick! Into the house!" While supporting one of the Harrys that had a bad bloody face. His ear has been blown off. Harry, the actual one, helped Remus carry the boy I could no longer see because Hagrid had moved into my view. We went into the house and I saw a bit of flaming hair on the couch "Oh my boy!" Molly exclaimed. Remus threw Harry into the wall next to the fireplace. "Lupin!" Hagrid yelled "What are you doing?!" Ginny hollered "Shh!" Remus told them "What creature sat in the corner of my office the first time Harry Potter visited my office in Hogwarts?" He was pointing his wand straight at Harry's face. "Are you mad?!" Harry screamed "What creature?!" Remus screamed right back. "A-A Gryndilow!" Harry yelled and Remus let go of him "We've been betrayed. Voldemort knew you were going to be moved tonight. I needed to make sure you weren't an imposter." Remus told us. There was another flash of light outside then Remus ran out. I looked over at the couch and saw George lying there. I couldn't bare to look at him so I closed my eyes and covered my mouth as I sobbed. The wave of emotion that came over me was so strong, my knees fell weak and I had to lean against the doorframe. I felt a hand on my shoulder as Ginny pulled me against her. I sobbed into her shirt as my body racked against hers. "He'll be okay. George isn't going that easily." She kept repeating. When Remus came back in almost everyone was with him. Kingsley, Hermione, Ron, Tonks, Bill, Fleur, Arthur and Fred all walked into the living room. Arthur being the first to come in with a grimace then Fred's knee hitting the floor in front of the couch as Arthur bent over to take a look at on of his identical boys. Everyone's silent and I make my way pass everyone and leaving Ginny. I push pass Bill and Harry, sitting in front of George, grabbing his hand. He squeezed tightly as I let out a sob. "How you feelin', Georgie?" Fred asked "Saint-like." Was George's groggy response "Come again?" Fred told him "Saint-like," George repeated "I'm holy. I'm holy, Fred. Get it?" He smiled, pointing to his missing ear and smiling at Fred. "The whole wide world of ear-related humour and you go for 'I'm Holy'. Thats pathetic." Fred shakes his head and laughs a bit "Reckon I'm still better looking than you." George says "I'll vouch for that." I rubbed my thumb over George's hand as he smiled at me cheekily. "Mad-Eye's dead." Was the next news we all received for Bill. It was silent for a moment as we all processed this. "Mundungus took one look at Voldemort and disapparated." Bill explained to us. ____________________________________________ It was after dinner and everyone was I doing their own thing, Ginny, Hermione, Ron and Harry upstairs talking about something. Remus, Tonks, Mr. and Mrs. Weasley and Kingsley all at the kitchen table talking about The Order. Bill, Fleur, Fred and Hagrid were outside, talking about Bill's time at Hogwarts and how he had known Hagrid all those years ago. We got George's head wrapped up and now he was just lying on the couch with his head in my lap. I was running my fingers through the hair that wasn't covered my bandages and listening to him as he rambled on about how I "should see the other guy" and how "this isn't even half of what he did to that squib". I laughed as he did a crazy hand motion with his wand. He winced and I suddenly stopped laughing. "What is it, babe? What's wrong?" I asked frantically "Nothing, love. It's just that my used-to-be ear was against your stomach and when you laughed it hurt a bit." He put his head back in my lap "I'm so sorry, Georgie." I said, taking my hands away immediately "Hey now, I said that it hurt when you laughed. I didn't say that you should stop playing with my hair." He looked up at me with a smile. I shook my head and smiled back, running my fingers through his once again. ______________________________________ I woke up in George's bed. I rolled over and was met with nothing but sheet. He must have already gotten up. I stretched and threw the blankets back, swinging my legs over the side of the bed, I got up. I sifted through my things and found the dress I was going to wear to Bill and Fleur's wedding. I quickly got dressed, stopping Hermione outside the twins' door so she could zip the back up, and went downstairs. The guys were just getting the tent up as I walked outside. "Bloody hell. What's the Minister of Magic doing here?" George asked to no one in particular as he walked closer to me. "I shrugged "Most likely to talk to Harry about Dumbledore." I said "You're probably right." He wrapped his arm around my shoulders "As usual." I smirked "She's got you there, George." Ron laughed "Oh shut it, Ronnikins." George shook his head with a small chuckle "How you doing today, my dear?" I asked, looking up at him "Much better. I'm even making a makeshift hole." He pointed to the toothbrush sticking out of the side of his head. I laughed "I can see that. It's working, yeah?" I nodded "Yeah, very well actually." He smiled widely. ______________________________________ It was dark outside but inside the tent it was bright and lively. It was laughing, clapping and drinking. Toasting, yelling and telling of old family memories. It was truly a magical night. I had a glass in my hand and was bouncing my knee to the music when George walked up to me. "I can't wait to have this night with you." He told me as his arm snaked around my waist. I was shocked "Really? With me?" I asked him "Last time I checked." He laughed. "I can't wait, Georgie." I reached up and pulled on his collar, bring our lips together in a sweet kiss. He rested his forehead on mine as he pulled away to speak, "I do have a question for you, actually." He said and my eyes went wide as only one thought went through my mind. He's going to ask me to marry him. He smiled as I blushed "What is it?" I asked him "Do you still love me?" I looked at him curiously. He did not just ask me that. "With my ear missing and all." He added due to the look I gave him. "Last time I checked." I laughed "Good, good." He laughed as he pulled me in for another kiss. ____________________________________________ Oh my God, it's finally done and I like it. I hope you guys do too 😊

[tumblunni]

aaaaaugh that was a weird adventure of a normal thing seriously wtf how did I Almost Die from just trying to pay my electricity bills?? the electricity went out at midnight and I was having a WHOPPING GIANT MIGRAINE and seriously i suck at talking to cashiers on the best of days but now i have to call a taxi at midnight and sit there feeling awkward for like half an hour while the guy drives me several miles away to the only electricity place thats open 24/7 and like five minutes in i realized OH SHIT THIS MIGRAINE IS MORE SERIOUS THAN I EXPECTED but like i was trapped in a car and trapped in an awkward social situation! so i was here all dizzy and disassociating and like it felt like the window was a computer screen?? cos im nearsighted a lot and of course its gonna get even worse when i have a dizzy migraine of death doom. i was just so out of it with pain and tiredness and the car shaking me about and just it felt like i wasnt really there but i was still in my house just watching all this on the tv or something. i had to look down at my hands cos they were the only non blurry thing, i had to remind myself that i actually existed and wasnt somehow being erased from the world and replaced by a film reel of some guy sitting in a car?? So I am like Absolutely Fucking Nonfunctional here, and being acutely aware of how i forgot to wear my glasses and apparantly also my socks. Tho in my defense it would have been hard to put them on in the dark anyway! and seriously THIS POOR CAB GUY! like it seemed english wasnt his first language and i felt so bad cos like how can i make it clear that I am the one messing up here?? dude you didnt mishear me i really am slurring everything i say and forgetting half the dictionary. HE WAS SO NICE! I wish i could have like.. been able to register any of his individual faceparts as a coherant whole. I have problems with prosopagnosia even on a good day, but like whoa man i did not have the energy left to concentrate on what this guy even looked like. i feel bad cos i dont know his name either, im gonna remember him as just this big helpful shadow void with a nice accent. HOW DID YOU PUT UP WITH ME EMBARASSING MYSELF SO MUCH, YOU WONDERFUL CABMAN actaully wait do you call them cabs in america aa im sorry this post isnt very america translated i try and generally self-correct to america english cos i know like 90% of my followers seems to be america for some reason i do not understand HELLO AMERICDA FRIENDS TODAY okay so i was Dying in a taxi which is also called a cab, and the company was Capital Cabs which is very good and i love them and they have an automated system so you dont have to talk on the phone and seriously that cut like 50% of terror from this terror day SO ANYWAY I WAS DYING we go all over the place looking for the 24 hours electric place, and then for some reason they are closed?? there was a line outside and i think actually the doors got stuck and the cashiers couldnt get out??? what happened?? i guess i will never know cos i had to leave that mini story behind and find another electric hilariously we found one LITERALLY ACROSS THE ROAD there was THE SAME SHOP ACROSS THE ROAD FACING EACH OTHER MIRROR IMAGE WHAT like seriously fuck im already in a dizzy daze floating halfway out my own body like i didnt need any more evidence im currently in wonderland i want to know this story too, dammit! are those rival stores?? of the same brand?? somehow?? or are they owned by the same person?? because why?? is it like the area was so in-demand of small 24/7 shops that they had to make two within five metres of each other? or is it like they’re the same shop but they didnt have enough space to build the full size they wanted so they purchased two smaller land plots? or something? DID IT JUST EXIST FOR THIS SPECIFIC CIRCUMSTANCE OF ME NEEDING THE SHOP WHEN THE SHOP IS CLOSED “tumblr blogger tumblunni will show up fuckin migraine stoned on the 9th of november, as the prophecy foretold” omg i just mispelled prophecy as prophey and that sounds like a cute ass oc name holy shit ANYWAY im here dissacoiating my ass off and trying and failing to stick my debit card in the card machine and all the time im like FUCKIN OBSESSING over how sauboh is a really better name. Like faba is still a cute name but sauboh is a COOL name! no name is better than sauboh! and why u wanna this evil man have a cute name anyway?? when u be all cruel in the anime and sand off even the slightest non horrible edges he ever had, like seriously im unreasonably upset that everyone hates faba even more now. when will i get my sneaky science grandpa guy who is not evil for once but merely misunderstood and then i adopt him and hug him many and the all is resolved so yeah im fuckin haviung trouble focusing on what im actually doing jesus christ then i stumble into the store and i pay for my electric and im like ‘no no no fucking shit this migraine is WAY worse than i expected, im going to fucking die’ so i ask if they have any paracetamol but i cant remember the word for paracetamol and its all super embarassing. and like THE GUY LOOKS AT ME AS IF IM CRAZY. He’s all ‘ugh why would we have that, geez’. like wtf?? i mean i know i couldnt remember the name of it but i said ‘headache medicine’ so im sure he understood what i meant. i had a long rambling discussion with the taxi man about how weird that was, he was like ‘no, seriously EVERY 24 hour newsagent sells that stuff’ and i was like ‘no seriously he was rude to me for asking, like wtf’ and then i repeated the story about three more times cos i was currently in the throes of brain death in retrospect maybe the cashier thought i was drunk or something?? or high? i mean you cant get high from headache pills but i dunno maybe they mix badly with booze and he thought he was saving my life. i like to think the best of people! i wish i hadnt jumped to the grumpy conclusion during that moment and then whined like a lil bitch to this poor cab man and seriously he was SO NICE! he was like ‘dude seriously we’d have to drive anothr five miles to find another newsagent shop, im trying to save you money’ and he tried to give me some of the paracetamol he had in his wallet and i was like YOURE SO FUCKIN NICE IM DYING, I COULD NEVER ACCEPT THAT but also in retrospect probably that was a good decision cos even if the guy seemed super nice and trustable its like Good Life Policy to not take medicine from people you don’t know. I am 100% sure tho that he actually was genuine and wasnt gonna fuckin murder me with fakeacetamol HE WAS SO NICE! HIM AND HIS NONDESCRIPT FACIAL REGION! why cant i remember ANYTHING about this man oh and also I was able to give some money to a lady on the street!! i don’t know if she was actually homeless, she said that she had some trouble with a hotel booking or something so she was just stuck sleeping outside for the night. i cant remember if she had any luggage so i cant verify if the story is true, it just made me really sad wondering if it WASNT true and its like she needed to lie or people wouldnt give her money?? like seriously homeless people are the most vunerable yet theyre the ones people have the least sympathy for! wtf having to like like ‘i need the money less’... anyway i also couldnt remember her face and was kinda slurring my words to death and i didnt have much money to give but aaaa i hope i helped!! so yeah fuckin SMASH CUT to the next newsagent place and seriously i swear i blacked out for a minute cos it was just like wow we’re there in 48 seconds yet the clock says a bunch more miles and THEY HAD PARACETALMOL AND I WAS FUCKIN CRYING IN A SPAR MART thenk u cashier man who was probablyh very confused at this guy with no socks also for some reason my mind was wandering to the topic of what i’d do if i got misgendered in a cinema, like holding this fuckin entire fictional argument with this manifestation of my own self doubt WHAT EVEN INSPIRED THAT THOUGHT PROCESS so i’m nigh passing out and the nice cab man takes me home and he tries to make me pay less than the fee on the clock and im like NO DUDE IT WAS MY OWN CHOICE TO GO 2 PARACETAMOL SHOP seriously he was SO NICE why cant i remember his faaaaaace and i usually like to give a tip to the taxi guy even though tipping isnt really a thing in my country cos just i feel like Being Nice Is Nice and i want to thank them for their nice but i DIDNT HAVE ANY MORE MONEY LEFT so aaaa i was only able to give him an extra £0.50 but thank you taxi man i hope you have a good night and good life and the universe rewards you for helping a migraine fucked bunbun this eve and now ive shoved medicines in my fave and im just waiting for them to kick in and i know i should eat something but i feel so nauseous aaarglefargle also nice taxi man told me a story about how the same thing happened to him once except the electric went out while he was in the shower. So he just got blasted by cold water AND had to stumble down the stairs in the dark, and then friggin buy electric while his ears were still fulla soap. Whoa dude your bravery in face of embarassment exceeds my own! i love you platonically mr cab man thanks for making me feel less nervous and such while i was Die so yeah hopefully i will be less die soon ok bye also sauboh is a best name and i need to steal it for an oc or something NINTEND U LET IT SLIP AWAY

[thedappleddragon]

Day 88 (Monday June 8)

i woke up from a crazy dream where my siblings ad i were traveling by car in some magic world and i was katara. i dont remember much, but i tried to press an entire treebranch like you would flowers between the pages of a book while the city law enforcement was chasing after us. at one point we walked in on a presentation and when they told me to get off stage i asked if ic ould please speak for a moment. they told me no, so i asked pretty please. i think that was a re-occurring part of the dream. 

i dont really rmember the specific order of what i did today, but here we go. i  spent some time outside today with my cat and ate a sandwich, but it was so unbearably sunny that we went inside. i later came back outside in the evening at like 8 pm when it was cooler and shadier and i brought a spray botttle with a little fan on the top. i sat on a towel in the grass and kept an eye on my cat and watched tiktoks until my phone died, so i switched to playing with the grass and making grass chains that kept falling apart. i spent so much time outside that my mom got mad at me for not responding to her calling for my help inside. at some point i could hear the neighbor kids playing hide and seek in their backyard. im always afraid that they think i’m spying on them, since i face their house because thats the side of the yard my cat likes to hang out in. thankfully theres a big minibarn in the way, so if im sitting in the grass i cant see any of their backyard. 

i was hungry and wanted potato slices, and then i remembered that we owned an apple peeler/slicer/corer combo thing and i thought it would be cool to try using that instead of cutting the slices by hand. the peeler part had too strong a spring, so it dug into the potato so i just moved it back lol. it worked really well other than that. i sliced it, put it in a pan with some oil, and then tried cutting up an apple with the thing, but the spikes that hold it in place just bore a hole into the center instead of pushing it into the blade, so i just cut it buy hand perpendicular to how you normally cut apples. i thought it would be a fun idea to try and bake one of the slices, so i put it in a pan with a little pad of butter longside the potato in the oven, flipping both ever so often while watching youtube in the kithen. i added a little brown sugar to the apple slice. the potatoe turned out good, its hard to mess up lol. but the apple tasted like ass. the butter i used was salted, and the apple was sweet instead of tart, so i just threw it away. im glad i only used one of the slices instead of like 3 like i had origionally planned. i think if i used unsalted butter and a granny smith it would turn out ok, but i dont think im going to try it again lol.

i took a couple driving practice tests in the morning, but i got frustrated that i didnt know stuff and gave up. i promised myself that i would try again later today, but i kept procrastinating whoops. its 2 am but i might give it a shot. i have to practice a lot tomorrow, because if i dont pass i probably wont get to take it again for like a month because all the bmvs are so busy and only taking appointments. 

i was scrollling through tiktok and found an audio i thought was funny and would fit one of my ocs so i did a really rough sketch animatic that i’ll eventually clean up. i would add it to the post but im on my laptop right now because my phone died and my sister borrowed my charger :/ i’ll add it in the morning if i remember. yall are going to make fun of my for having a teeth kink or something tho because thats the only part of the sketches i put any effort into (pensive face emoji  😔) (idk if that worked i just copid and pasted it lmao) 

i dont acually know much about my friend’s oc (Osimiri/Osi) that i’m shipping with my oc (Valka) other than she’s kinda grumpy so i scrolled back through our texts to see if she gave me a ref or any character description and i found a bunch of her cute art of GillFauns (thats thier ship name because Osi is a siren (gill) and valka is a goatfolk/tirfling so she has hooves (faun (even tho she’sa goat not a deer shhh))) and now im re-obsessed with them omg <3 and i also realized that i have no idea if i’m drawing her correctly/ how my friend intended her to be interprited. our art styles are SO different, and with hers i have to just guesstimate what she means with her character designs. (tbh she’s not that good at art but i still love her drawings because she’s so passionate about it and i love some of her ocs) but because of a combo of her art not being that detailed and me just drawing from memebery and not knowing the character that well, i have no idea if i’m taking too many liberties and stealing the character away from her. although on the other hand she doesnt really actively use that oc. she was meant to be a dnd oc, but idk if she ever actually went to ANY of the meetings. if she did, it was before marching band ended and i was able to join dnd club. 

anyway sorry this post is so long, i fing it easier to ramble and get my thoughts down when im on a keyboard than on my phone typng is much faster and a lot of fun so i always type more lol. but uhhhh its 2 am and i want to take a driver’s test or two before i go to bed, and get to sleep at a decent-ish time.