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lia zhang vibes to some apparently, history + math girl, went to the think later and i am free-ty tour, found family no. 1 reader(pls give recs...), fake it flowers >>>
i can read you like a magazine: the naturals, grishaverse, anything chloe gong, elfhame, anything ann liang, the inheritance games saga, debutantes, seven days in june, a good girl's guide to murder, only a monster, anything alice oseman, the hunger games, the ballad of songbirds and snakes, once upon a broken heart
a video that i watch in my bed: criminal minds (s6), fear street: the trilogy, 10 things i hate about you, ginny & georgia, stranger things, to all the boys i've loved before, euphoria, the summer i turned pretty
like a never ending song: olivia rodrigo, taylor swift, gracie abrams, tate mcrae, conan gray, jade lemac, i-dle, izna, and a casual listener of almost everyone else
fave ships!: michaelia, striggs, zoyalai, kanej, wesper, benmars, augalipei, jurdan, oakwren, roikaye, aaronjenna, rohannah, nicksawyer, evashane, pipravi, joanaaron, aledaniel, everlark, evajacks, novacaine
fave characters!: veronica sterling, lia zhang, wylan van eck, zoya nazyalensky, inej ghafa, phoebe hong, marshall seo, jude duarte, rohan, savannah grayson, campbell ames, nick ryan, pippa fitz-amobi, frances janvier, aled last, lucy gray baird, penelope garcia, jennifer jareau, lexi howard
other series i've read: renegades, the poppy war, calloway sisters (not fully), divine rivals (not fully), the atlas (not fully), all of us villains, shatter me, tokyo ever after
other standalones i've read: xoxo + asap, the girl who fell beneath the sea, yellowface, five survive, normal people, alone with you in the ether, the love hypothesis, last night at the telegraph club, etc. (send me an ask maybe i've read it before)
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girl who needs to ask for reassurance would rather be stabbed than admit they have needs
GIRL GENDER FUNNY‼️ POST MADE BY MOST FEMININE HE/THEY SHUT UP‼️
#omg kiera no one cares#admitting u have needs and stuff is so embarrassing like I'm literally an adult grow up#like I'd rather go crazy then ask if you still like being around me and love me#unfortunately that's unhealthy and i gotta work on that but until thats complete i will think about being gutted like fish instead
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i don't know dahlia all that well yet since i've yet to play the interlude (i'm waiting for miss erika's lines to be patched in 🙂↕️🤞)
buuut based on the vibes i've been getting...
in the context of lunasmr's wedding audio, i feel like if dahlia ever found out his bestie venti here got married WITHOUT any officiant or witness? he would set off and FORCE him to get a proper ceremony at the church lmfao 😭
i can see it happening post honeymoon audio, once windblume and venti get back to their normal lives
venti's at the tavern as usual but still kinda riding the wedding bliss. while on break from his Very Exhausting job of entertaining the masses, he's chosen to sit with a bunch of his tavern buddies and dahlia. everyone at that point has noted how extra happy the bard is that night, and venti accidentally says the truth without realizing it's consequences, happily yapping about his marriage and honeymoon bc hehe hes very in love so why wouldnt he yap about getting married to his beloved <33
and everyone's just ?!?! but dahlia. ohhh dahlia. he's appalled and after a few moments of silence just sets off on venti. what do you MEAN you got married. with no officiant? no other witnesses?? just both of you??? your marriage isn't OFFICIAL YOU FOOL
venti realizes his mistake and tries to get him off his back but nope! dahlia's not having any of that! he WILL have a proper ceremony This wednesday (aka, the Latest gap in his schedule) and NO he cannot get out of this.
doesn't matter if he knows venti's barbatos or not, dahlia feels like someone who would tell off someone even if they're above him in whatever rank. as long as there's something wrong, he WILL correct it. so there really is no other option but to comply 🤡
sooooo venti has no choice but to tell his beloved windblume that uhhh Well. that second wedding he promised them they'd have if they wanted?? Guess It's Happening Now
and even then it's like, the barest minimum wedding with the deacon and two other witnesses (one from each side)
(unless his windblume wanted to invite more folks of course!)
all because he's annoyed about having to been told to do another wedding just because he was told it wasn't leGaLLy biNdinG 🙄😒
grumbles about it to his windblume as they both get ready that fateful wednesday morning,
"i'm literally god. i should be allowed to legalize my own marriage. why does the church have to approve of MY MARRIAGE. shouldn't have said it with dahlia around, i knew he was gonna nag ..."
"to be fair, he's got a point. i did try to tell you."
"NOT YOU TOO >:("
windblume kisses his cheek and tries to soothe their (soon to be?) husband, barely holding back a laugh.
"well, aren't you glad to be able to marry me again? you were the one excited about having a bunch of weddings!"
the pout from venti's face falls into a small smile.
"that's about the only good thing from this whole nonsense, anyway."
he leans over to kiss his beloved,
"you know i'd marry you every day if i could, my love."
bonus: the best man
let me preface this by saying that because it's mondstadt and because i say so, i believe any person can be elected as a primary attendant/witness regardless of gender. so, i think venti could (and would) have chosen literally anyone available (lol) for his side
but i think it would be funny if he chose diluc as his best man
i was mostly thinking of this in the context of my yumeship, but also? he would probably be chosen because he:
1) knows who venti is so he likely understands the full context of this out of the blue wedding
2) he can roll with the punches and adapt fairly easily
3) venti has a sense of humor
i'm imagining him just dropping by the winery and asking like, "heyyy master diluc, r u free this wednesday? yeah?? ok can u come for a little thing i got going on at the church, promise it won't take up too much of your time <3 k thx see u!!!"
just making it sound super casual like he's asking to hang out. which was super sus already especially with that location. but he got no other clue on why, so he just gets there and BOOM. it was. a weddign . and he's. venti's best man?????????
was So confused getting there early and seeing an unimpressed dahlia waiting. he thinks he got it wrong and was gonna apologize but THEN dahlia goes,
"are you one of his witnesses"
".. what?"
"the bard and [windblume]'s wedding. are you their witness"
(realization)
"...............yes"
and he just sits there waiting along with windblume's chosen witness while inwardly groaning and cursing out venti in his head
not because he had to play best man. he wouldn't have minded. but he would have preferred to have been told he was attending a wedding!! he should have been in a nice proper suit rn!!
he doesn't even have a gift for the couple! though he supposed that can always come later, it still feels wrong to be THIS unprepared and it's on what he thought was gonna be a Perfectly Normal Wednesday Afternoon
somebody save him
#tulip brainrots#lunasmr#venti x reader#i guess it deserves that tag#dahlia genshin#diluc ragnvindr#silly brainrot time#srs tho we've never gotten to tackle the aftermath of that audio LMFAO#like mond's favorite bard got married??? on a monday??? and nobody knew???#and luna's venti is saur in love you KNOW he yapped about it to anyone who would listen as soon as they got back#it really was only a matter of time before it reached the ears of the church. ofc someone in there would do something#mondstadters have all the time in the world to gossip anyway#anyway im just living for the apparent bestie vibes these two got going on and with that personality i just know dahlia's a lotta fun#esp with venti. but because theyre besties + know each other well they r also each other's worst enemies. simply bc they know each other /j#its done out of love tho!!! but damn that is kind of annoying and mindly insulting to venti#i would be insulted too if i was told my love alone isnt legally binding 😔✊#anyway i love making diluc an unfortunate victim to venti's shenanigans#chose him bc hes close to my sona but it's also just funny to mess with him like this#plus he's honored and would have accepted it anyway but goddamn tell a man so he can dress up and be pretty#and get u a nice gift#that's his main concern tbh bc hes got no business telling the couple how to do their wedding#i wanna support yall as best man but u gotta let me in on the plans first smh#feel free to imagine windblume's best person/person of honor and the shenanigans of explaining this situation#id love to hear takes on other witnesses lol#ALSO while they never explicitly invite anyone else i feel like after venti yaps about it at the tavern#they actually do get some guests! mostly those curious enough to see if it actually happens lol. but also to see their fave bard get married#so that church would be full of people after all so yayyy happy end#but also this annoys diluc further bc hes there in his everyday clothing and everyone else is at least wearing their sunday's best LMFAOOOO
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ok i saw somebody else i follow do this and now im curious because this blog is 10 years old. humor me
#polls#i was going to turn off rbs so only followers vote but im gonna rb it tomorrow and the day after. so those gotta be on#i think there's two fandoms on here that are going to sweep the rest but im curious anyway#also i tried to generally go in order but some things like fallout and tf2 ive posted a little bit for several years#so they're not phases as much as they are just. a thing that i draw#ive had more fandoms but im not counting things that i only posted a couple times. like i was super intro trigun but unfortunately#i did not post as much trigun art as i wanted to because i was busyyyyyy#if u followed me for my ocs im batting my eyelashes at u and giggling like a schoolgirl. teehee
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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listen i knowww theres lots of canon evidence of dick grayson being a chronically offline workaholic bcs he’s so invested in his mission but alsooo…i have so many hcs about his hobbies and the things he likes to do that i cannot bear to let go of at this time
#Unfortunately at the end of the day i am a 16 yr old girl and i got invested at this man at the terrible age of 14#And have projected myself onto him ever since#Like ik realistically tim fills the music-y nerd role#But i am not a tim girly so i gotta find ways to make it stick to dick#While i generally want people to correct me when im wrong with character analysis#If i start yapping about new romantic/alt dick grayson whos a category 5 geek#U gotta understand thats therapy for me. Its an au its an elseworld let me play with my dolls#He has so many friends he likes theater he runs a dnd club hes a good dancer he overanalyzes horror movies#my beautiful princess with a disorder#anyways. I think ill go to bed now bye bye everyone#dc comics#dick grayson#nightwing#detective comics#needle spins yarns
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I see your "Virion cries out for Ram when badly injured" and raise you "Virion rambles about his backstory when badly injured". The rest of nhw learning about what happened to him through slurred words he doesn't remember the next day, feeling guilty for listening but unable to stop
HEY SORRY THIS TOOK LIKE OVER A WEEK 2 ANSWER BUT LIKE. SUPER AWESOME ASK TO RECIEVE. brought this 2 the council immediately here r some loose thoughts <33 i'm like. always so so so down for this shit i think it's so good....... the thing is like. yeah. for early wards virion, like... Literally anything he could say that's not About Work would feel like such an invasion of privacy 2 dakota and wibby. i think maybe it's. Worse, honestly, if it's nothing big that they find out-- just. y'know. the names of people in his family, the way he talks when he's like, comfortable around people and not guarding every single word he says. maybe he kind of leans on dakota's shoulder and melts onto him a lil or something and he's Never willingly touched Either of them before that except in the context of like. quick clinical power copying for fighting & training. sudden and awful realization that he's human and he's a kid like them!!!! (there's also some vague wards-finding-out-his-Everything stuff we've got on the slow cooker... of course it is william can't keep his nose out of anything even when he should wisp making discoveries that he Really Regrets!!)
#I STILL GOTTA ANSWER UR NHW DAKOTA ASK. I KEEP THINKING ABT IT & GOING :DDD FUCK YEAH I GET 2 TALK ABT HIM.#unfortunately like. the everything u knw how it goes.but. waough. thank u.... it makes me so fuckign excited & happy when folks talk 2 me#n us abt our silly fucking au!!!!!!!#asks :)#new haven wards
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saw a post complaining abt the erik having a family storyline & how it’s ooc and garbage screenwriting… babes. it’s from the comics…
#x men#x men apocalypse#erik lehnsherr#like granted it could’ve been handled better#but as someone who also has a hard time not logic-ing the shit out of everything#sometimes u also gotta accept that ppl have nuances#even if it doesn’t entirely make sense#and unfortunately w films having to condense plots and characters so much#it’s inevitable that not all character development is going to get screen time#which is a DAMN shame#bc i personally would love to see erik pursuing a normal life#bc i think alot of it comes from charles telling him he is capable of good#but that’s a whole nother can of worms
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im the first to admit that sometimes i can be blinded by american centrism in research but its driving me fucking nuts how the british do their money. ive got multiple tabs open trying to figure it out because they expect me to understand that d. is a penny abbreviation. that makes no senseeeee <- in agony and hell currently. btw.
#well they dont hav#a grocery budget probably but what would housing and such be like#twist rambles#im just glad i found the info i needed but its like. so so hard. cause im trying to compare the wages here to like. avg laborer in london a#the time so ive been going back and forth between books and only just recently realized that d. wasnt like oh this is per day. or meaning#dime or something. like it genuinely makes no sense to me how they set this shit upppp but its ok im brave... its just like. indecipherable#to me atm which is why i NEVER try to figure out oc budgets but well. i love my little guy i gotta figure out what economical class theyre#in during their depression tour for a whole 100 years in europe. and unfortunately thats part of my hell and agony. bc like if YOU were a#600 year old vampire set loose with ur own money for the first time in 500 years. u would probably have a scary budget. so i gotta learn a#lot about it. which is awful for me <- pretty sure i have some form of dyscalculia or however u spell it. so its kind of hell atm. but we#are getting there :3 thank you to the one woman in the 1930s who was charting this sort of thing so im not having to go by looking at histo#but. we are getting there. its so so scary. sorry i have to oc post for an oc i know fully is not making it to tumblr (shy) but. my special#little babyyyy who has suffered for no good reason. and is sopping wet pathetic.
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trying to draw a new oc ive not drawn a lot before: why do you look ugly and wrong and bad
#its rough out here guys#poor sasha is going thru the wringer (my awful sketches)#abandoned my sketchbook once#gonna get food and brave it again in a bit#bc unfortunately i recognize this as the stage of pushing thru#gotta make bad art before u make good art
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damn why did i stop being an alcoholic being drunk rules actually i dont feel a single OUNCE of my burdens. i just feel the wine. and its pink.
#this post is mostly a joke OBVIOUSLY i dont wanrt to be a True Alcoholic again#ive been sober#(in the definition that i dont consider myself addicted - not in the definition of complete abstinence)#since 2018. and its been very good for me obviously#but damn i gotta remember that alcohol exists and i have some if i ever truly need to unwind#bc like. yk. i have a lot of trouble unwinding#i used to have this uhh#one of my grandmothers brothers. idk the word.#he always said that the world was so bright and loud and sharp. except for when he drank.#dgmw. i do think autism runs on my dads side#(and thats cool!! bc it proves autism isnt just a white thing!!!!! something thats unfortunately a popular belief :/)#but i think there was def a genetic susceptibility to it on my moms side too#like ofc i was going to be autistic!! look at my family!!!#which is interesting bc as far as anyone can tell my only biological sibling isnt autistic#i have two Additional siblings but thats a longer story. but i love them both just as much as my biological sib#i love having lots of siblings by choice#so many of my younger friends have said im like an older brother they need#and i love that tbh. i love that i get to be something i desperately needed when i was a terrified teenager#n e ways. if u read this far thank you its just wine drunk ramblings.#WHO want to run in the forest naked with me
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My old lady coworker giving me a little bunny easter bracelet was silver lining of today so far 🤢
#series of unfortunate events today but there’s that ew#she has an online shopping addiction lowkey hahah#she’s always getting stuff off infomercials#and temu! like girl how do you even know about this#she cute tho#also another older woman called me an artist because of my eyebrows#women love my fuckin eyebrows especially older women at this point I do it for them#it’s pressure but someone’s gotta do it#it’s every week at least I’m doing something right#I love old ppl so much#except when they’re evil cus there’s some of those here too#but overall#I shoulda done something career wise to help them i genuinely care so much about old ppl#and wanna make the rest of their life better idk this worlds ugly to them#probably from being glued to my grandma I was close to’s side as a lil kid#I’d actually go help her take care of other old ppl too#it’s instilled in me to luv em#they have the best stories too#like damn you lived through all that!?#go call ur grandmas rn and tell them u love them or i will
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man i have so many DMs to catch up with i know a lot of them are just ppl sending me posts but i literally am unable to keep up with all of them now day to day bc they will build up so fast, im considering closing dms
but on the other hand, i hesitate to do it because its one of the ways i interact with people and i like to be accessible (though I really havent done a good job of it lately at all)
to be honest my hours on tumblr have been reduced so much recently bc of my life changes. between jobs and friends and other stuff im not on this app as much as i used to be, especially when have free time i want to spend in other ways like videogames (which ive never really super gotten into before, ive been spending more time recently playing) or art projects (i dont have that much time to draw anymore since ive become so busy but i love sharing it still and im super excited to show more stuff)
most of my free time i spend with friends and partner now which is something i really didnt do/wasnt able to do before so im significantly less online in general
the reason im talking about this on my post about dms is because I dont want to just not be around or to be quiet and seem closed off, quite the contrary, I just cant keep up with everything ^^; so I hesitate to close dms because I wouldnt want to seem more closed off or distant than i already do
#i dont know if this makes any sense. its kind of wild how much less time i have for being online now in general#not being on laptop. just being online. i still use my laptop to draw and for playing. but im just scrolling less#and i unfortunately do use the app more whenever im bored haha#im still trying to find a good balance of everything you just gotta understand#ive missed out so so so so much on having friends and a group irl and going out for years so im putting all my energy into that#eventually i think things will settle down more... maybe. but if they dont then ill figure smth out#thats all i wanted to say#i hope its ok!! take care have a good day thank u for reaidng mwah#thunderclap
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someone get this man some brown eye contacts
#OOC *#one hundred and thirty six icons... a bajillion more to go#i still need to hunt down caps where he isnt so.... scruffy GDFJKLFD#unfortunately mr wayne u gotta look fancy Sometimes
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Had another silly thought, this time about AU Eda meeting Canon Eda and telling her how AU Raine went crazy and wants her to help them kidnap three very specific people, and Canon Eda's response is either "you can't kidnapp your own children silly other me" or just immediately pulling out sleeping nettles from her hair and turning Owlbert into a staff. (I believe she will also kidnap both Blight twins if that is something that is still necessary in your AU)
perhaps an even funnier concept: AU eda doesn't even have to tell canon eda that raine wants her to kidnap three specific kids, because the SECOND canon eda hears that luz is the empress, she's like "welp, it's been real, gotta go!! i'm getting that kid OUTTA THERE" and AU eda is like "YOU'RE JUST AS BAD AS RAINE. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF SHE'S EVIL!!!!!"
#eda's like listen i feel u other me. unfortunately u don't know the baby like i know the baby. i gotta GO#replies#toh#princess luz au#raine would have to be worried luz was in genuine danger to launch an actual kidnapping plot but the mental image is so funny.#eda clawthorne
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also i've been thinking i've been feeling guilty for not taking advantage of family being away and using it for livestreaming but actually i do not think it's guilt fdsjkl i think it's more just anxiety over not using my time to its full potential or whatever. streaming is just for fun and not smth i ever want to feel pressured to keep doing if i ever start to not enjoy it or simply don't have time to do, so i've been annoyed w myself for being stressed over not streaming rn but i thought it was guilt i was feeling fdsjkl. it is not guilt i don't think! i'm pretty sure it's just "u should be doing this thing bc it is the perfect time to do more of it since family is away and family won't be away forever so u are missing chances to use the time well with every minute that goes by" anxiety WAUGH
#i honestly do not know if i will be able to do much for streaming during this week fdsjkl#maybe in the last 2-3 days but i have so much cleaning to do before then#i think i am rly bad at organizing like... priorities. and so everything just jangles around in my head clamouring for equal attention#but that's noooot how things work in life sjfkl u gotta prioritize bc theres never time (or energy) for Everything#unfortunately. idk how to fix my brain irt that so i am just going to be very anxious abt things forever possibly LMAO#like i write out lists of things in order of priority. but my brain does not seem to be able to internalize the list#even when i am looking Directly At The List i will still be feeling anxiety over not being able to do everything.#its very goofy fdsjkl i just seem unable to comprehend things properly idk#🐑🌻
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