#unhuman BPD

[radiomogai]

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   ＠ Unhuman BPD

One with BPD who feels less or not human when they split.

Requested by @33teeth!

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[rosiebeetle]

Different beetlejuice headcannons I have depending on actor!!! Because this is my account and why not :3 (tw for mentions of hanging and homophobia a long with abuse. Iget very srs when it comes to my juice lore)

Justinjuice: adhd/hyper compulsive pan/non binary sowhere under the I don't give a fuck umbrella yk doesn't care what pronoun you use. He definitely was a human or "breather" before death but he died somewhere in the 1700s maybe 1600s (Pilgrim times you get the gist) he was sentenced to death by hanging because him and his lover got caught together once (kissing.. Get your mind out of the gutter) his past lover just so happened to look like Adam and have the same name. Past lover was able to escape while bj unfortunately did not. That is the reason he is so drawn to Adam but he doesn't know that because he doesn't remember anything from his past besides a few flash memories. (This hc based on me and my girlfriends au rp thing we have) Juno was absolute trash to him but still lied and said he was her son. Juno basically forced him into the human world to watch the maitlands since they were important and needed to die and go to the netherworld quick he also has BPD or bi polar because I say so and I like projecting

Brightjuice: autistic mainly highly sensitive to touch and lights and stuff also very needs to move at all times or he will start exploding (his head tilts t Rex arms ect) greysexual/bi and genderfluid (mainly he/her) he was definitely a born dead, Juno in my opinion TRIED to be a good mother but grew tired of his autistic meltdowns fast and quickly became a bad one. The reason why I think he's more of a born dead is because of his actions and maneruisms (idk how to spell it sorry..) He's very unhuman like especially compared to all the other juices (very buggy twitchy, not very good at being among the living)

Koberjuice: definitely a mix of audhd definitely on the spectrum there more sensory than hyper, hates fur like absolutely despises the feeling (very specific ik shush) but like the scratchy fur they put on those shitty stools at Burlington and the fur on short hair dogs (like pitbulls) but long softer furs like bunnys and cats is ok it just has to be soft. Very bi and doesn't really have a gender label he just likes he/she sometimes they and enjoys it when people asks what hes feeling today. Also a born dead but unlike brightjuice he never really spent much time with other dead people, Juno was a shit mother to begin with so to escape he hung around humans a lot putting on a humany look to avoid people hating him but in his early 20s Juno found out and cursed him (I unfortunately do not have a koberjuice gif.. So have this!)

Blumjuice (just what I've taken from the clips since I have watched a full boot so sorry if this is more out of character..): adhd like justinjuice very hyper likes to move and stuff and just very touchy he likes touchy touchy things yk the type of guy to go to a craft store or home Depot just to touch shit. Also bi but more he/they than she, it's very rare that he likes she to be used but there are times. Also was a human before dieing but he died more roaring 20s from getting involved with some bad people (hence the whole suit and style) stayed very connected with the world after becoming a demon though, not COMPLETELY dumb about technology but he does need help using it though (again.. No gif of hin.. Forgive me stolen from erynn COUGH)

[cryptids-coining]

INTRODUCTIONs ↷

Hello , We're the Split Cryptid Collection, a mixed origins system, and this is our introduction / lay of the land post.

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Collective Name(s) : Cryptid , Split Cryptid

Collective Pronouns: It/It's [Masculine, plural, and Non-Human terms]

ChronoAge: Adolescent

CisIDs: Dissociative Disorder , disabled (physically , mentally/psychologically , & neurodevelopmentallly) , autistic (level 2) , RAMCOA survivor , BPD , perma depressed (severe Major Depressive Disorder) , empathyflux , sympathyflux , artist , nordic , scandinavian , sleep-wake disorder , hip malformations , spinal malformations (lordosis + mild scoliosis) , OCD , BIID , Hard of Hearing , Harmed

TrisIDs: Sámi , Celtic , Plural , Trisabled , Mobility aid user , Trispluralflux , Disordered Plural , C-DID , PermaSleepy , PermaUnstable , Harmed , Dead ,

TransIDs: cryptid , entity , diagnosis , body , skinny , weight (lower) , underweight , pierced , stoner , voice , multivoice , accent , AGAB , race , species , streamer , japanese , severiplural , mixed , severiHoH , muscle weakness , Partial Paraplegia , severisight , severichronicpain , superseveriplural , System , headspace , AAC user , hyperphantasia , scars , skin , fangs , poisonous , face , faceless , pointed ears , Achromia , eyecolorfluid , white eyes , fluffy hair , creature , universe , Backrooms , redacted , pretty , unhuman , Intersex , genital , skill , ghostpower , near-immortal , declevitate (having control over when you can levitate) , LostFootage , Shapeshifter , Telekinesis , SirenSong , SingSkill , mentality , multiself , harmful (as a trauma coping mechanism and bc of intrusive thoughts + urges) , manipulator , InnocentHarmful , HarmfulFluid , controlling , Harmed ( mostly coping with body or source trauma (CisHarmed) , being fucked up at a young age , and/or with dysphoria/intrusive urges) manipulove , cultmember , harmedfluid , Demidead , Time , Temporian/TransChrono , 1700s-1800s , historical , anachronism , aesthetic , OverAccessorized , Fiction , Fictional , characterflux , characterfluid , OC , Anime (TransCharacter/Person) , Fictusbeon , TransCharacter , Anime (TransUniverse) , Transrealtic , Narcolepsy Type 2

Misc. IDs: Schrodinger's schizospec , pluracial , Verojapanese , acquirace , plurage , pluragefluid , tereage , gerascophobiage , multiage , Mutowheelchairuser , permasyssplit , Schrodinger's C-DID , Schrodinger's Plural , NullAphantasia , Permaskinny , Permaunderweight , EDweight , Skincolorfluix , multiappearance , Autiworldixure , Universefluid , Multiversic , PermaBandaged , TransIDcollector , Schrodinger's Intersex , Tersexphoria , Cifintersex , Humanointersex , Multisona , PermaSH , VeroFictional , Multisource , MultiIDfluix

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[uncanny-tranny]

you dont have to answer this as im sure you get bothered about this a lot, but, ive been seeing a lot of people lately discussing 'Cluster B' and was wondering does that refer to a group of disorders? or is it something else, thank you for your time

Cluster B is a grouping of different disorders. According to the DSM-V, this includes:

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD)

Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD)

These are personality disorders and occur for many reasons, and not always because people with personality disorders are Fundamentally Bad People. Many people with personality disorders are traumatized, deeply, and their disorder/s reflect that traumatization.

People have talked a lot more about Cluster B in part because of the stigma attached to the disorders under this umbrella term. Many people with these disorders are fear mongered as unhuman and so forth, and this furthers the marginalization of all mentally ill people, most of all those with Cluster B disorders.

[not-someones-shadow]

i did not spend hours upon hours researching BPD, splitting, identity diffusion, and borderline impulsivity and applying it to Vanitas's behaviors and dialog along with using the light novel i got for christmas literal years ago for this 8 page essay to NOT use it in my portrayal of Vanitas

so here we gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

below the cut for endless yapping about my research

content warning for discussion of abuse and neglect as well as impulsively (and sometimes unintentionally) causing harm to oneself

Ok so simple and clean but splitting is seeing things as either black and white, good and bad, etc. and is used as a psychological self-defense mechanism. It's frequently associated with BPD.

Borderline impulsivity is also associated with BPD and is basically doing sporadic in the moment things without thinking them through which can lead to harming oneself and others as its highest extreme. It comes about when someone for a majority of their life faced neglect.

Identity Diffusion goes hand in hand with splitting a lot and identity diffusion is essentially not knowing who you are and being confused about your identity and who you are as a person.

So how does this relate to my portrayal of Vanitas?

Hold on to your butts

starting from the begging, he's a shard of darkness, one of 13, which can connect via a hivemind. so he's basically fighting for his own shred of identity against the fact that he is also a part of someone else

then he gets thrusted into ven's heart then torn out, then given a new name, and a new face, also throwing the Unhuman identity (i did mention this was my version of Vanitas right?)

So it's just a mix of identity issues

then to bounce back to the splitting idea, he sees the world as black and white because of the whole darkness and light thing. he's darkness and ven is light therefore everything must be categorized like predator and prey and such.

then the BPD comes along from Xehanort's god awful teaching and abuse, which leads to neglect and therefore borderline impulsivity makes an appearance because of the neglect

so he does stupid shit like chase after ventus, try to kill xehanort, fist fight crabs, and more because he cant control it anymore but also because there's that subconscious that if he does xehanort or literally anyone will give him some sort of validation or attention

so yeah, i'm hyped up on sugar at 11:30 at night, have one more final and then the rest of my month is nothing but me time and work

if i did make mistakes on the psychological terms, let me know because i forget a lot when it's past 7 pm.

however i'm pretty confident in my knowledge. do you're own research though. i'm not an expert.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Tw for unreality and severe dissociation-

BPD + Schizotypal culture is dissociating so much that you feel like you wake up in a new dimension every once in a while because everything feels wrong and out of place.

Or you feel like another entity and unhuman. Like a robot, ghost, or ethereal being. Or maybe that the world isn't what people say it is.

Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one that exists. Other times I feel like even when I'm alone, someone is still there.

[woodbyne]

   ＠ Unhuman BPD

One with BPD who feels less or not human when they split.

Requested by @33teeth!

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