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Book!Theon is Azor!Ahai, not Jon. It makes no sense narratively for Jon to be AA, and it’s the most stereotypical thing ever, and he’s already stereotypical, he’s the red flag for the audience. Theon’s chapters are full of hints, he has the perfect salt/smoke/stars/dragons thing at the end of ACOK, when he “dies”. His story is about destroying death, his entire narrative, with things that come from mythology and ancient literature, points to that. The show is trash, but don’t you think that it’s a little weird that Theon is there at the end and then Arya comes out of nowhere and becomes AA? And what ending does she get? Exploring the unknown SEA with SHIPS? Being free and on her own? Maybe it doesn’t make sense for her because it’s not for her. D&D already took everything else from Theon, they took this too. And even if he’s not AA, he’s still clearly connected to magic and all of that, he didn’t go though so much for nothing, he didn’t take his name back for the first time in his life, his name that literally means “godly”, for nothing. He has something big to do, and it’s about himself, not Robb and the Starks. And he’s also so clearly connected to the politics of the north and of the iron islands, a villain was literally created for him, so I don’t understand how can you say he’s not really important and all he’s got left to do is retire in a house and be sad. Of course he has a lot of trauma and that’s important, but I don’t like how people reduce him to that and act like just because those things happened, he can’t do anything else
anon with no ill will and I swear I don't want to sound pedantic or anything but I, uh, never came to the conclusion you say I came from - that said let's go in order even if I think I already went through all the reasons why it makes literally no sense if it's anyone but jon, but let's start with one thing:
It makes no sense narratively for Jon to be AA, and it’s the most stereotypical thing ever, and he’s already stereotypical, he’s the red flag for the audience.
it's stereotypical.... to us maybe, but it is not to westeros. like, you're looking at it through audience-lens because it has been years and the show confirmed r+l=j and we all figured that shit out, but to westeros, the idea that the prince that was promised is a bastard guy serving on the wall aka a state-sponsored prison where people go to not die and is filled to non-desirables to society is... the least likely option in existence? no really, but again:
first thing that should quiet all doubts, when melisandre asks r'hollor to see azor ahai bc she wants to see stannis, r'hollor shows her jon snow and instead of going like 'uh wait why am I seeing another dude' she's like 'I want to see stannis but r'hollor shows me jon snow there must be some disturbance on the line', like she doesn't even consider for a second that it might be jon;
no one else has brought WITHIN THE NARRATIVE jon up as a likely candidate - they said stannis, they said dany, they said whoever but no one ever said hey jon snow might be AA, because again no one even suspects that it might be jon;
other matter that you're overlooking here: if theon is azor ahai.... it means that the rebellion basically was for nothing? because like the entire shtick with rhaegar targaryen's bad life choices™ is that he was apparently a swell dude, then he read a book where somehow it was exactly explained how the apocalypse was gonna happen, he deduced that he was the guy who had to father AA/the prince that was promised and in order
- first he doesn't care about fighting but suddenly after that he starts getting learned;
- he immediately worries over having THREE children from which we can deduce from the narrative that as far as he knows in order to fight when the wights come he has to have three kids for three dragons and one of them is azor ahai;
- the moment his wife can't have more than two even if he's sure that he already had the right one (aegon) he still runs off with lyanna to make sure he has the third because it's that important that HE rhaegar targaryen fathers the three heads of the dragon... to the point of starting a civil war and most likely giving arthur orders to make sure that the kid lives at all costs even if he thinks lyanna's kid is NOT AA;
- let's remember that the entire schtick is also that 'he is the ptwp and his is the song of ice and fire' which means that this kid of rhaegar's is the person these books are titled after.
now, let's look again at tyrion's infamous quote which I always bring up in these cases but let's refresh our memory here
Prophecy is like a half-trained mule. It looks as though it might be useful, but the moment you trust in it, it kicks you in the head
now: given this, we can absolutely assume that no single prophecy in this book goes the way the person at the end of it interprets it... which means that rhaegar was wrong on a lot of accounts, but guess what, the thing is that one out of three of his kids is dead (if we count aegon as trueborn, if he's not then two on three but I think he's trueborn) and the one who hatched the eggs/has the dragon is DANY so he already was wrong on head of the dragon #1, and he can absolutely be wrong on aegon being tptwp which would mean mistake #2 and we should know about the prophecy, but one of his children being AA and his being the song of ice and fire looks a bit too much of a stretch to be incorrect and have AA being someone else's son also would be.... but if AA is jon ie the one he had for last that he was sure was not AA and who doesn't even have the targ name (nor the stark one) and no one suspects having that kinda ancestry then yes it fits exactly all the parameters and it still allows for rhaegar to have partially misinterpreted the entire thing even in large chunks but not enough to make it look like he was completely making shit up, which... I mean the long night is coming I don't doubt he had very good reasons to want to stop it;
also, anon not to beat the dead horse, but:
- jon's death fits all the prophecy parameters already there's the bleeding star, the smoking wound and the salt of the tears which btw is not obvious nor something you'd immediately do 2+2 about... which fits perfectly with the above
- jon died and came back to life in the godforsaken show like he's literally the only idiot who resurrected in it and we're supposed to handwave it the way dnd did?
- jon has a valyrian steel sword that he can handle while theon atm really doesn't
- we could argue that ygritte could be a possible nissa-nissa contender though I mean maybe it could also be that he and val get hot and bothered and it turns out it's her or someone else and that hasn't happened yet but surely there's more evidence for that with jon than with theon
- theon has like... povs in two books for a total amount of less than fifteen chapters, jon has at least ten chapters per book or so on, which just mathematically makes jon a main fiver character while theon is not and like I understand deconstruction and all but you don't make your ace in the hole mystical prince hero character someone who has had fifteen chapters total at most unless I remember wrong the amount he had in acok in comparison to someone who was a main throughout the entire thing
- like guys I say it as someone whose third-fave char is theon, theon is not a main fiver™ character and that's okay that's not the point, and with that I don't mean he's not important, I mean that he's not one of the five main ones that have most of the plot stuff on their shoulders and he's not THE main character, because if theon is AA then these books are named a song of theon greyjoy and considering that the main five are jon tyrion arya dany and bran I think it's highly not probable that at the end of it theon is the one character to rule them all
and that was for how jon fit the criteria, but theon doesn't fit them because again he doesn't have a number of chapters/povs that justifies such a plot twist, balon is certainly not rhaegar and I don't see how rhaegar reads a prophecy wrt balon and thinks it's about him, the heads of the dragon should be three and theon had three siblings two of which are dead and asha has no tie to the dragon storyline, this means that theon should be able to ride/command a dragon and we know that in theory just targs can and there's already three of them around - dany jon and aegon - and if anyone who's not a targ has a narrative reason to ride a dragon is tyrion not theon... and tyrion is a main fiver too, also there's the nissa-nissa/burning sword angle and as it is theon could absolutely use a bow again but a longsword with his hands maimed like that and no muscle mass would be a bit implausible, in order for the reborn prophecy to actually make sense it means his last adwd chapter should have smoke, salt and the bleeding star which it doesn't but jon's has so there's that
now, re what you said wrt theon:
Theon’s chapters are full of hints
not really? he doesn't have a tie to the magical storyline beyond his connection to bran. they have hints for a lot of things but that he's AA? idt so
he has the perfect salt/smoke/stars/dragons thing at the end of ACOK, when he “dies”
okay but then I could use the same argument for saying that AA could be davos when he survives blackwater because he says he woke up in wreckage of smoke in salty water, and then stannis has equally valid arguments bc he has the shiny sword and he's in dragonstone etc and we all know it's not stannis, also an AA death at the ending of acok when the topic has barely been introduced in dany's vision is entirely too early for me to drop that bomb
his story is about destroying death, his entire narrative, with things that come from mythology and ancient literature, points to that.
his story is about overcoming trauma and abuse and not dying in the process (which is why I think the show was trash) and okay but everyone in these books has something that comes from a mythology or ancient literature, like jaime brienne and c. all have arthuriana roots same as bran, doesn't make any of them a viable AA candidate
The show is trash, but don’t you think that it’s a little weird that Theon is there at the end and then Arya comes out of nowhere and becomes AA?And what ending does she get? Exploring the unknown SEA with SHIPS? Being free and on her own? Maybe it doesn’t make sense for her because it’s not for her.
considering that maisie williams was shocked that arya was AA and she also thought it made no sense and that dnd never thought theon had his own storyline while I can agree on the fact that it fits more for him as an ending than for arya, I don't think that means it makes him AA, same as I think that they gave sansa his storyline and possibly his confrontation with ramsay and I'm not 100% convinced on the last part anyway but that just means they didn't realize theon doesn't exist for the starks' storyline, also like.. in the show everyone but c. was in WF and theon was already dead when arya did her thing and honestly idt the battle of the long night will ever go like that anyway so idt even partially show truthing is bringing us anywhere
and even if he’s not AA, he’s still clearly connected to magic and all of that, he didn’t go though so much for nothing, he didn’t take his name back for the first time in his life, his name that literally means “godly”, for nothing
I never said it was for nothing which I'll elaborate in a second and ofc he's connected to the magic storyline... because he's connected with bran's storyline and his last round of atonement has to happen through bran in the sense that since he was the one basically forcing bran out of wf now he most likely has to facilitate bringing him back or smth (surely not dying for him), but like whatever magical stuff he has going on it has to do with bran dot, not with AA which I still think he doesn't have a stricter text connection to than davos has for that matter and idt davos is AA as I think I made clear
He has something big to do, and it’s about himself, not Robb and the Starks.
never said he didn't, and I also said that I wasn't going to speculate in detail about what theon has to do because I don't think there are enough text elements to say it now but there will be when wow comes out for sure, but like again I don't want to make predictions when I don't have the elements and wrt theon's themes/possible canon ending etc I always said that he most likely isn't going to inherit the islands but that he'll do something huge before the books are done which is gonna be tied to the northern storyline and possibly to bran because he has to go specular to acok - acok is his downfall, adwd is 'I'll find myself again', wow+ados have to be what would theon do if he decides his own thing while being his own person, or recycling my old THEON HAS HEGELIAN THEMES IN HIS STORYLINE acok = thesis, adwd = antithesis, wow+ados = synthesis so obviously he has something huge in the plans.... I just don't think it means he's AA
And he’s also so clearly connected to the politics of the north and of the iron islands, a villain was literally created for him, so I don’t understand how can you say he’s not really important and all he’s got left to do is retire in a house and be sad
aaand here we get to the point which is that... I never said that? I honestly never said that? I said he has to overcome his trauma and live and thrive and be happy after that. if he retires in a house at the end of ados after he does whatever he has to do in the main plot it's going to be because it's what he wants to do and most likely he and jeyne are going to be adorbs while doing it together or smth or if he goes back to the islands and advises asha then he's going to be happy doing that too, but like... the entire point of theon's sl is that he overcomes that horrendous abuse while not being a perfect good victim™ throughout and still be happy after and gain his redemption? that's what I always said. I never said that now he can just retire and be sad. trauma recovery is becoming happy after getting over your trauma. not being sad. and like.... sometimes not getting amazing mythological things but just being happy by yourself is actually a goal? again, grrm is a lapsed catholic. if I know that breed and I do, he doesn't think redemption and happiness are in shortage at the supermarket. and in order for theon to have narrative importance/weight/relevance he doesn't have to do magical mythological IMPORTANT™ things (even if I think he does have something cooked up as I said above), but like the entire point of his sl is the trauma recovery. he's there for that. that's literally his point in the plot and the fact that grrm created a villain for him means that he thinks it's an important thing to explore.
also I personally think that theon's arc is the best written thing in those books so like I don't want to undermine its importance, I just don't think that in order to be important™ then theon has to be dragged kicking and screaming into main fiver territory because there isn't the need.
. Of course he has a lot of trauma and that’s important, but I don’t like how people reduce him to that and act like just because those things happened, he can’t do anything else
I don't like that either esp. when coming from dnd who didn't even let him have it fully, but: and when did I ever do it? I never said that theon is only his trauma. my standing opinion wrt theon is that he's grrm's best written/constructed character (along with jaime) and his most innovative one (jaime following but theon wins it) because theon deconstructs the backstabber trope which I already went on about but:
again usually ppl who backstab the good protagonist™ get caught and punished and you never hear their pov
theon has all the povs
he's the main char in that storyline not robb
he has entirely understandable reasons that ppl decided aren't sympathetic just bc they don't want to admit that in his position they'd have done the same thing
the audience hates him for having contributed to robb's downfall but then he gets a comeuppance that's completely not what anyone would deserve for that and he gets the spotlight/the sympathy again
he gets narrative redemption saving jeyne so you can see he's not an asshole at all
has to get through horrific abuse for his entire life not just with ramsay, he's not a good victim™ but he's still written in a way that makes you want to root for him and at the end he actually comes through so you want him to keep on succeeding
which is smth that with the backstabber trope never happens
now the thing is that theon's there bc a) identity issues b) trauma recovery storylines that then get tied to bran's main one but like idg why just having the recovery storyline would make him lesser - saying he's not a main fiver doesn't mean he's not important, it means he's not a MAIN™ character... which in asoiaf doesn't matter bc even ppl without povs are important to the narration and are there to drive a point (see sandor and stannis), and I don't see why saying that the most important part of his sl/the one grrm wants to stick with the readers is the survivor part of it rather than whichever heavy magic related plot thing he has to play in the future means undermining his importance. and while I think he has that role, idt it's the most important one he has bc being a survivor is what sells his storyline/the entire arc of his character.
then if come wow I'm wrong I'll be like okay I fucked up, but: honestly, imvho there is no way that azor ahai is not jon snow, the fact that collectively as a fandom we think it's obvious doesn't mean people in westeros do, each single point of evidence is at jon and if occam's razor is a thing then it's jon and that's okay because as deconstructed chosen one as he is, jon is still the protagonist of these books and regarding the prophecy above, it makes a lot more sense that this series is titled a song of jon snow and not a song of theon greyjoy and I say this as someone who vastly prefers theon as a character. also, if smth is well-written, readers should see it coming, so the fact that jon is AA isn't predictable if it's true, it's grrm.... knowing how to write a book and plant his hints because if everyone guessed right then if he makes it suddenly someone else bc jon is too predictable then it's dnd making it arya bc SURPRISE WE NEEDED YOU TO GO LIKE WTF HAS JUST HAPPENED INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING THE NARRATION TO ITS NATURAL CONCLUSION, not 'it's too predictable' or the audience red herring the way jaime being the valonqar is an audience red herring. jon being AA should be absolutely obvious for the reader who paid attention and a total surprise for the other characters in the narration, the audience red herring is more dany than anyone else imvho and I'm dying on that hill for now, thanks for coming to my ted talk but like I don't see how it's anyone but jon personally X°D
#jon snow#theon greyjoy#janie writes meta#idk anon i've never said theon wasn't important#i said he wasn't a main char#and like.... my fave char is robb#who doesn't even have a pov#is EXTREMELY important to the narration bc the rw is the crux of 50% of the plot#and i wouldn't call robb a main either#and in asoiaf there are five mains™#and everyone else is on a level of importance#but like those five mains are MAINS more than the others#and jon is the main-est of them so X°DDD#like the fact that the protagonist of a series is the one that has to save the world isn't smth that i think grrm wants to deconstruct#he wants to deconstruct HOW he gets there#but that's mvho#peace
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Wed[nesday] 8 October 1834
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No kiss at my desk at 9 10/.. fine b[u]t windy morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 60 1/2° at 9 10/.. a.m. finish[e]d my let[ter] to M- [Mariana] bef[ore] br[eak]f[a]st at 10 – th[e]n aft[er]w[ar]ds wr[ote] to ‘Mr. Hutton
14 Park st[ree]t Grosvenor Sq[uare] Lond[on]’ say[in]g th[a]t for inadvert[an]ce the box h[a]d rem[aine]d unop[ene]d
till the morn[in]g of writ[in]g and I h[a]d writ[ten] in a hur[ry] fancy[in]g I h[a]d bef[ore] p[ai]d £8 for each pelisse
and forgett[in]g th[e]re was any extra and send[in]g h[i]m a check on Hamm[ersle]ys for the addit[iona]l
£2.18.6 – wr[ote] als[o] to ‘Mess[ieu]rs Ja[me]s Milbourne and son 195 Strand Lond[on]’ h[a]d rec[eive]d the prints
on Fri[day] the 3[r]d inst[ant] ‘ver[y] safe and ver[y] well done’ and enclos[in]g a check on Hamm[ersle]ys’ for £14.4.6
qui[te] satisf[ie]d w[i]th the charge – wr[ote] als[o] to ‘Mess[ieu]rs Hammersleys and c° Bankers Lond[on]’
begg[in]g th[e]m to pay Hutton the 2 checks for £8 + £2.18.6 and Milbourne – aware my
acc[oun]t is so[me] shil[ling]s ov[er]drawn b[u]t will order the paym[en]t of £200 int[o] th[ei]r h[a]nds bef[ore]
the end of th[i]s m[on]th – H[a]d Mr. Parker – out w[i]th A- [Adney] at 2 1/2 and left the ab[ov]e let[ter]s
and my let[ter] to Mrs. Lawton 3 Cliff Scarborough for Geo[rge] to ta[ke] to the post th[i]s aft[ernoo]n
A- [Adney] copied for me the material part k[i]nd let[ter] – she perpet[uall]y in my th[ou]ghts – ‘so long as you
‘ass[u]re me th[a]t my let[ter]s are val[ua]ble to you, you are the last who shall ha[ve] to compl[ai]n
‘of me as a correspond[en]t’ – alw[a]ys delight[e]d to hear fr[om] h[e]r and effect[ivel]y and earnest[l]y anx[iou]s
ab[ou]t h[e]r - ..... ‘you rath[e]r surprise me by the sent[an]ce ‘I can[no]t qui[te] ma[ke] out wh[a]t you
‘mean by say[in]g ‘fr[om] the mom[en]t I delib[eratel]y told you my determinat[io]n’ – D[i]d I ev[e]r tell you
‘any determinat[io]n? I d[on]t rememb[e]r it’ – of course, you know th[a]t by the word determinat[io]n
‘I meant the break-off, wholly and sole[l]y y[ou]r own do[in]g in May 1832 dur[in]g the week I th[e]re sp[en]t
‘w[i]th you at Lawton – If to the lat[e]st mom[en]t of my life I rememb[e]r any circumst[ance]s th[a]t ha[ve] occurr[e]d
s[e]nt Miss W- [Walker] of Cliff hill th[i]s morn[in]g
the pheas[an]t and br[ace] of partridges
IN- [Isabella Norcliffe] Langt[o]n yest[erday] –
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‘to me, sure[l]y th[i]s one circumst[an]ce in quest[io]n will be am[on]gst the n° - your ‘shadow of turn[in]g’ h[a]d
‘flitt[e]d acr[oss] our path twice bef[ore], when. heav[e]n kno[w]s, my Lond[on] fr[ie]nds c[oul]d ha[ve] noth[in]g to do w[i]th it
‘direct[l]y or indirect[l]y – if they h[a]d an[y]th[in]g to do w[i]th th[i]s 3[r]d and last ti[me], it is eq[uall]y unkn[o]wn to th[e]ms[elves]
‘and to me, and is on[l]y a mortify[in]g proof th[a]t I w[a]s n[o]t w[i]thout reas[o]n to compl[ai]n th[a]t even you c[oul]d bel[ieve] me
‘influenc[e]d by motives w[hi]ch I ha[ve] alw[a]ys and honest[l]y disclaim[e]d – B[u]t, Mary. th[e]re h[a]s ev[e]r been a
‘film acr[oss] y[ou]r eyes to me; and th[i]s, perh[aps], sh[oul]d just[l]y bear the blame – you ha[ve] fear[e]d where no fear
‘w[a]s - you ha[ve] doubt[e]d where no doubt ought to ha[ve] been, - and why seek farther for reas[o]n
‘of our pres[en]t posit[io]n w[i]th reg[ar]d to each oth[e]r’? I say, and th[in]k, you determ[ine]d wisely for us both,
‘bec[ause] our happ[ine]ss togeth[e]r w[a]s beco[me] too diffic[ul]t – Rememb[e]r how you yours[elf] despair[e]d of it, fr[om
]
‘the ti[me] of our ill-fat[e]d journ[e]y to Holl[an]d – Howev[e]r aston[ishe]d and mis[era]ble I w[a]s when you 1st told me th[i]s
‘I ha[ve] s[in]ce kn[o]wn the val[ue] of it, and been grateful – B[u]t, God bless you, Mary! I can serve you
‘bet[ter] now th[a]n I c[oul]d ha[ve] done bef[ore]; and I can on[l]y say, th[a]t you may safe[l]y count up[on] my friendsh[ip]
‘and reg[ar]d – I shall be delight[e]d to see you at an[y] ti[me]’ – the ab[ov]e dat[e]d Sun[day] 5th inst[ant] the foll[owin]g p[age] 3 and
the ends dat[e]d today – ‘you say I nev[e]r ans[were]d the quest[io]n you ask[e]d me so[me] m[on]ths back – I hop[e]d and
‘fanc[ie]d the man[ner] in w[hi]ch I h[a]d notic[e]d it, m[i]ght be suffic[ien]t – Th[an]k you, my d[eare]st Mary, for the wish
‘may you be as hap[py] as you ha[ve] been’ – all the rest bavardage – out w[i]th A- [Adney] at 2 1/2 in the
walk – left h[e]r gath[erin]g acorns (of w[hi]ch she aft[er]w[ar]ds lugged ho[me] a large heavy bask[e]t full – wond[e]r
how she g[o]t it along) and w[e]nt to Wellroyde wood – Pickells h[a]d hack[e]d up ready for ivy in the morn[in]g –
he was gone at 3 p.m. – call[e]d to see old Mr. Wilkins[o]n at Haugh – out – his wife ill – met him
aft[er]w[ar]ds – Jos[e]ph W- [Wilkinson] n[o]t go[in]g to get coal th[a]t he (old W- [Wilkinson]) knew off of – th[e]n saunt[ere]d al[on]g the
Godley r[oa]d to H[alifa]x – call[e]d to ask Booth the shoemak[e]r how he did – out – th[e]n to Greenwoods’
ord[ere]d wardrobe accord[in]g to the last plan – to be £17 w[i]th rods and holders but unlin[e]d – they calculat[e]d lining
(flannel und[er]n[ea]th and brown holl[an]d ov[e]r it) at £3 – agreed for the wardrobe at £17 the lin[in]g
to be th[ou]ght of aft[er]w[ar]ds or let alone – Greenw[oo]d go[in]g to Liv[er]pool th[i]s day week and Hull next
Sun[day] week – to inq[uire] ab[ou]r so[me]one like[l]y to manage N[orth]g[a]te h[ou]se as an Inn if I laid out
£2000 on it, rent to be £250 p[e]r ann[um] for house and build[in]gs – the land I sh[oul]d keep free
to dispose of as I lik[e]d – Greenwood s[ai]d anoth[e]r mark[e]t w[oul]d soon be want[e]d and th[a]t w[oul]d
pay well – w[oul]d buy th[a]t best Riga logs (oak) at Hull – the memel oak [?] all
ways – w[oul]d deliv[e]r me inch Riga oak b[oar]ds, keep[in]g the outsides of the logs hims[elf], at
6 1/2d. a ft. at Shibd[e]n (he s[ai]d 7 1/2d. bef[ore] b[u]t I s[ai]d I had heard of oak to be h[a]d at Leeds
I bel[ieve]d at 6d. and meant to go ov[e]r) and pick[e]d deals at 6 ½ a ft. – s[ai]d I lik[e]d 21ft. the best –
br[ou]ffhr ho[me] fr[om] Whitley Geolog[ica]l notes by De la Beche – ho[me] at 6 20/.. – din[ner] at 6 1/2 – won 3 hits and lost 3 –
1/2 h[ou]r w[i]th my a[un]t till 10 10/.. – fine but ver[y] windy day – F[ahrenheit] 61° at 11 p.m. –
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1834 May Friday 16th (part three)
For you m[u]st n[o]t forget, that, as a circumst[ance], w[hi]ch seems mo[re] partic[ularl]y to tell you the sect[io]n of your own heart, w[oul]d n[o]t then ha[ve] occurr[e]d, you m[i]ght still ha[ve] been ignor[an]t of it as ev[e]r; and I sh[oul]d n[o]t ha[ve] h[a]d the str[aight] advent[age] of being val[ue]d as at pres[en]t –
Mary! Is n[o]t this reasonab[le]? You f[i]nd trav[ellin]g insupportab[le] - you h[a]d oth[e]r int[ere]sts [unreadable] than mine - you c[oul]d n[o]t bear to leave Lawton - you ev[e]n made a point of my promis[in]g to set[tle] n[ea]r th[e]re - and you ab[ov]e all peop[le] knew how I w[a]s situate[e]d tow[ar]ds my own pl[a]ce where my fam[il]y h[a]d liv[e]d bet[ween] 2 and 3 cent[urie]s, I be[in]g the 15th possess[o]r of my fam[il]y and na[me] - Mary! The sp[iri]t of my unc[le] start[e]d up bef[ore] me, and h[a]d my life been the sacrif[i]ce, idolat[o]ry m[ust ha[ve] yield[e]d to hon[ou]r - Mary! My d[ea]r[e]st Mary, you th[ou]ght of me too lowly then, as you think of me too high[l]y now -
Reflect up[on] these th[in]gs - you will be happ[ie]r by and by - you will trust my fr[ie]ndsh[ip] and reg[ar]d implic[itl]y; and this will n[o]t be the least of the comf[or]ts that I firm[l]y hope will att[e]nd us b[o]th - ask me to wr[ite], or do an[y]th[in]g - I do n[o]t feel as if I sh[oul]d ev[e]r disap[poin]t you m[u]ch - I ha[ve] no feel[in]g tow[ar]ds you b[u]t affect[iona]te reg[ar]d; and my gr[ea]t[e]st anx[iet]y is for your welfare - B[u]t cheer up , Mary be comfort[e]d my d[ea]r[e]st Mary, if it sh[oul]d be b[u]t for my sake- How my pen still lingers on your engross[in]g subject!
I m[u]st answ[e]r the prompt of your let[ter] - James Clayton is no longer my serv[a]nt - he ca[me] to me on the 24th ult[imo] Refused to wear Thomas's liv[e]ry - on the 26th and left me on the 28th sorry probably for his folly , and n[o]t calculat[in]g That I sh[oul]d n[o]t retrace the warn[in]g giv[e]n at the mom[en]t - Mr Williamson, register office for serv[a]nts, Colliergate, (I th[in]k it is) York is the on[l]y pers[o]n I kno[w] of, like[l]y, to kno[w] an[y]th[in]g ab[ou]t the man –
You will see Fr[om] my last, as far as I can tell at pres[ent], wh[a]t I am go[in]g to be ab[out]- I shall prob[abl]y be in York By 12 on Tues[day], and off in an h[ou]r tow[ar]ds Richm[on]d – In my a[un]t’s pres[en]t state of health, I can’t be abs[en]t Mo[re] than a week – I do not exp[ec]t her surviv[in]g anoth[e]r wint[e]r – my fath[e]r’s life, too, is ver[y] precar[iou]s – He h[a]d a ver[y] slight paralyt[i]c affect[io]n, mo[re] partic[ularl]y in the left arm, 3 or 4 days ago – Mar[ia]n’s Attent[ion] to h[i]m is qui[te] exemp[lar]y- Her feel[in]g towards me seems altogeth[e]r chang[e]d int[o] wh[a]t is m[o]st Comf[orta]ble – God bless you, my d[ea]r[e]st Mary! You can’t poss[ibl]y doubt my reg[ar]d, n[o]r how m[u]ch I am alw[a]ys Ver[y] espec[iall]y yours AL’
writ[in]g out this let[ter] has taken me fr[om] 3 25/60 to 4 10/60 = 1 1/4 h[ou]r – what will Pi-[Mariana] think of it? I see three tears fallen on her paper - what a goose she has been – surely she never thought of losing – she played upon me too much – the history of our acquaintance maybe summed in she - accept[e]d refus[e]d marr[e]d offend[e]d refus[e]d repent[e]d-
The way AL trucates her vowels in the written form has me wondering if it was a reflection of her speaking voice. A tendency to speak far back in the throat and elide the vowels The thermometer scene when she speaks 'of VER[y] VER[y] bad memor[ie]s' springs to mind. But I'm sure that I have read elsewhere that Regency voices are closer to American North East pronounciation due to the Pilgrims not accents remaining closer to English as spoken then, so it is a mere idle speculation.
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#impfstrategy #immunisationstrategy #nothing #new @phoenix_de @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @snowden
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axiom : the virus clearly sticks on surfaces and clothes and bags. rigorous hygiene based on replac ing washing items instantly after outside is critical
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the critical factor is the R value the distribution of t he virus
and the hospitalisation rate
-does 1shot already d iminish the spreading already
andor
-does 1 shot already di minish the hospitalisation rate
this isthe ankle of the strat egy
all declinates fromthese
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diminished spreadin g + diminished hospitalisation
what the vaccine studies impl y about
e a r l y efficacy onthese two factors
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ie early stages of the trials
can those that get the vaccine latest take the spreading values of oenshot immunised if they spread virus still
a higher spread ing rate can still overwhealm the hospitalisation factor
ie nomatter howmany to hospitalise rate usually are averted, itwill s till overwhealm the healthsystem with a higher spreading
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the hospitalised survival rate is alot better of onegroup than the other, which doesnot reduce the overwhealm factor ofthe healthsystem, but c an still prioritise onthe most vulnerable
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priorit y mustbe saved lives of whichever age
triage mustbe averted
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if two shots fix these things early and take people out of the equation without sig nificant advantages early stages then two shots asap
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***********
axiom : the virus clearly sticks on surfaces and clothes and bags. rigorous hygiene based on replac ing washing items instantly after outside is critical
********* **
the critical factor is the R value the distribution of t he virus
and the hospitalisation rate
-does 1shot already d iminish the spreading already
andor
-does 1 shot already di minish the hospitalisation rate
this isthe ankle of the strat egy
all declinates fromthese
*******
diminished spreadin g + diminished hospitalisation
what the vaccine studies impl y about
e a r l y efficacy onthese two factors
*******
ie early stages of the trials
can those that get the vaccine latest take the spreading values of oenshot immunised if they spread virus still
a higher spread ing rate can still overwhealm the hospitalisation factor
ie nomatter howmany to hospitalise rate usually are averted, itwill s till overwhealm the healthsystem with a higher spreading
a ndor
within
the hospitalised survival rate is alot better of onegroup than the other, which doesnot reduce the overwhealm factor ofthe healthsystem, but c an still prioritise onthe most vulnerable
**********
priorit y mustbe saved lives of whichever age
triage mustbe averted
* *********
if two shots fix these things early and take people out of the equation without sig nificant advantages early stages then two shots asap
******* ******
if
it
is
an
intel
campaign
as ibelieve itis
the distribution rate is
n
o
t
dependent on the infected pe rsons only
is
this
what the rvalues showed
**************
it multiplies an attack value of allthe regular dispersion val ue above
I am Christian KISS
BabyAWACS – Raw Indepen dent Sophistication
#THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG
https://w ww.BabyAWACS.com/
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axiom: the virus clearly sticks on surfaces and clothes and bags. rigorous hygiene based on replacing washing items instantly after outside is critical
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the critical factor is the R value the distribution of the virus
and the hospitalisation rate
-does 1shot already…
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No kiss ver[y] fine morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 55 1/2° at 9 1/2 a.m. at w[hi]ch h[ou]r br[eak]f[a]st – sat read[in]g the 1st 20 p[ages] of the
Naturalists’ Journ[a]l artic[le] Lime etc. – Lime chief[l]y good as a manure on acc[oun]t of the wat[e]r –
it imbibes and its thus cooling the earth – w[i]th my a[un]t at 12 – A- [Adney] and I r[ea]d pray[e]rs and sat talk[in]g a
whi[le] – hav[in]g h[a]d Holt for ab[ou]t an h[ou]r fr[om] ab[ou]t 11 – 11DW. of coal in Mrs. Machin’s land
w[oul]d n[o]t gi[ve] mo[re] for it th[a]n £100 – can[no]t be got for nobod[y] kno[w]s how long – Mr. Rawson can[no]t
get it w[i]thout 1st go[in]g thro’ Joseph Hall’s farm – H[a]d bid h[e]r £100 for the coal – H- [Holt] th[in]ks she
can[no]t ma[ke] a title to it – they (so[me] of the child[re]n as heirs) are suing her for the wh[a]t she
g[o]t for the stone she sold – the farm lets for fifty guin[ea]s a y[ea]r Geo[rge] Naylor says sadly too
d[ea]r – to buy it, it sh[oul]d pay 3 1/2 p.c. or 3 p.c. w[i]th the coal = £1750 for £30 p[e]r ann[um] =
£1000 + £15 p[e]r ann[um] = £500 + £7.10.0 p[e]r ann[um] = £250 – B[u]t £1500 w[oul]d be en[ou]gh for it –
Mr. Rawson h[a]s b[ou]ght Mr. Sam[ue]l Hall’s coal at Lawhill 60DW. both beds = 120DW. for
one thous[an]d p[ou]nds £100 to be p[ai]d on sign[in]g the deeds and the rest by instalm[en]ts of £50 p[e]r ann[um] –
the contract on[l]y just made – n[o]t signed last Sat[urday] fortn[i]ght – giv[e]n n[o]t sold – one f[iel]d th[a]t R- [Rawson]
can get immed[iatel]y is worth all the mon[ey] – ga[ve] so[me] fr[ie]nd of Mr. Halls’ £20 to advise h[i]m to sell
at th[i]s pr[ice] and ga[ve] Sam[uel] Holdsw[or]th also a fee for advis[in]g and being chief[l]y instrument[a]l the sa[me] –
R- [Rawson] h[a]d put d[o]wn 2 engines of 5 horse power each – the low[e]e engine lifts the wat[e]r int[o] a
level th[a]t empties its[elf] int[o] the Halifax brook n[ea]r Thief br[idge] (n[ea]r Stony Royde) - ------- Garforth of
n[ea]r Bradford the Engineer and planner and putter d[o]wn of the Engines w[hi]ch cost £500 each – Mr.
Holmes h[a]d sold R- [Rawson] so[me] coal at £100 p[e]r ac[re] accord[in]g to Holts’ val[uatio]n – Mr. Ja[me]s Norris and
Jos[e]ph Wilkins[o]n go[in]g int[o] coal partnership – Holt ver[y] gl[a]d he and I escap[e]d Mr. N- [Norris] – H- [Holt] w[oul]d
n[o]t like to ha[ve] an[y]th[in]g to do w[i]th h[i]m – too m[u]ch coal now in the mark[e]t – mine will
pay for keep[in]g – R- [Rawson] h[a]s at Swan bank pit and the oth[e]r pit (coal of b[o]th br[ou]ght out at the sa[me] pl[a]ce)
32 colliers 14 at one 17 at the oth[e]r and 4 coll[ie]rs will get a DW. in a y[ea]r th[a]t R- [Rawson] gets
8DW. p[e]r ann[um] – th[in]ks they ha[ve] stol[e]n so[me] of my coal – s[ai]d I sh[oul]d be gl[a]d if they h[a]d – w[oul]d look aft[e]r
th[e]m – Determ[ine]d to get wat[e]r for Jo[h]n Bott[omle]y and Whiskum cott[a]ge – H- [Holt] to meet me ab[ou]t it, on the
gr[ou]nd at 3 p.m. on Tues[day] and th[e]n to shew me where to sink pit and gi[ve] me an idea of the cost –
sh[oul]d beg[i]n in spring – will be a y[ea]r in sink[in]g it – th[in]ks Staups n[o]t too dear – 13DW. of
coal th[e]re – Stocks w[oul]d ha[ve] br[ou]ght out coal by the Staups loose for 50 y[ea]rs to co[me] –
aft[e]r leav[in]g my a[un]t soon aft[e]r 1 r[ea]d a few p[ages] forw[ar]d Naturalists’ Journ[a]l and asleep till 3 – A- [Adney] and I
in the walk fr[om] 3 25/.. ab[ou]t 1 1/4 h[ou]r th[e]n in the gard[e]n and ca[me] in ab[ou]t (aft[e]r) 5, and w[i]th my fath[e]r and
Mar[ia]n till aft[e]r 6 – din[ner] at 6 3/4 – coff[ee] – r[ea]d a lit[tle] of Bardon’s costumes of the anc[ien]ts (th[o]se of the Jews) –
A- [Adney] w[e]nt to bed at 9 – I w[i]th my a[un]t 3/4 h[ou]r till 9 3/4 wr[ote] till 10 25/.. wr[ote] the ab[ov]e of today – ver[y] fine day – F[ahrenheit] 60° in
my study now at 10 1/2 p.m. -
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Mon[day] 6 October 1834
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No kiss fine morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 63 1/2° at 8 1/2 a.m. out at 8 40/.. till Holt ca[me] at 9 – John Mann and c°
ready to beg[i]n tomor[row] - Ga[ve] Holt one of the coal plans to set out the pit by – the sink[in]g to be meas[ure]d off
ev[er]y fortnight, and p[ai]d for ev[er]y altern[a]te Sat[urday] by Washington –John Oates stew[ar]d for Wilson so anx[iou]s
for his sinkers to get the job th[a]t they might be kept in the count[r]y, and ready to get Wilsons’ pit
d[o]wn to the low[e]r bed next summ[e]r – H- [Holt] saw Illingworth, Mr. Rawsons’ coal-stew[ar]d on Sat[urday] – R- [Rawson]
will now buy the coal – H- [Holt] to sp[ea]k to me ab[ou]t it - declin[e]d say[in]g an[y]th[in]g to me ab[ou]t it - Jos[e]ph
Wilkins[o]n told H- [Holt] he and Mr. Ja[me]s Norris were go[in]g to beg[i]n gett[in]g the upp[e]r brea coal - sh[oul]d level
next week – put d[o]wn an engine in the f[iel]d go[in]g d[o]wn to the brook, and bring the coal out at
the pit n[ea]r the h[ou]se if they c[oul]d free it of wat[e]r as they th[ou]ght they c[oul]d – Wilson want[e]d to buy
so coal of JW- [Joseph Wilkinson] wh[a]t d[i]d H- [Holt] val[ue] it at? ans[we]r £100 p[e]r DW. both beds JW- [Joseph Wilkinson] s[ai]d he w[oul]d n[o]t ta[ke]
twice th[a]t and th[e]n ment[ione]d he w[a]s go[in]g to begin gett[in]g hims[elf] – H- [Holt] s[ai]d he told him the upp[e]r bed w[a]s worth
noth[in]g - ver[y] lit[tle] sale for it - n[o]t fit for engines – it w[a]s the low[e]r bed th[a]t w[a]s want[e]d and th[a]t
w[oul]d soon be ver[y] scarce in th[i]s neighbourh[oo]d – a man of the na[me] of Robins[o]n ca[me] on the p[ar]t
of Mr. Edw[ar]d Alex[ande]r own[e]r of Belvidere to kno[w] if I h[a]d an[y] object[io]n to join h[i]m in gett[in]g
rid of the dye wat[e]r fr[om] the bl[a]ck brook, and wish[in]g me to wr[ite] h[i]m a no[te] - s[ai]d I h[a]d no
object[io]n on the cont[rar]y w[a]s anx[iou]s to get rid of the nuis[an]ce - h[a]d th[ou]ght it done w[i]th till the day
bef[ore] yes[erday] I h[a]d heard of it ag[ai]n - th[ou]ght we h[a]d bet[ter] the neighb[ourin]g proprietors to join us –
Mr. EN- [EA- Edward Alexander] to see Mr. Park[e]r on the subj[ec]t and ma[ke] to him wh[a]t propos[a] he Mr. EW- [Edward Alexander] th[ou]ght of it - br[eak]f[a]st at
10 - r[ea]d my let[ter] 1 half sh[ee]t full and 1 p[age] of envelope fr[om] L[ad]y St[uar]t de R- [Rothesay] and 1 half sh[ee]t full fr[om] Charlotte St[uar]t
ver[y] k[i]nd let[ter] fr[om] the form[e]r - begg[in]g to hear fr[om] me and concluding yours affectionately
for the second time in her life the once before being just before they left Paris L[ad]y Vere
en famille (enceinte) ag[ai]n - Charl[o]tte delight[e]d w[i]th the watch, all impat[ien]t to rec[eive] it –
sat talk[in]g to A- [Adney] till aft[e]r 11 – the glaz[ie]r ca[me] to finish tent-r[oo]m wind[ow] new glazing – Pickells in the new appr[oa]ch
r[oa]d mak[in]g good footr[oa]d for us – 2 masons and 1 boy at joiners’ shop wind[ow] - Mallins[o]n and 1 man and 1 boy
at Whiskum cot[tage] laying causeway alongside the h[ou]se - Ja[me]s H- [Howarth] w[e]nt to H[alifa]x for deal boards - Ch[arle]s H- [Howarth]
a lit[tle] of the morn[in]g and all the aft[ernoo]n hang[in]g pict[ure]s in blue r[oo]m – I busy w[i]th h[i]m all the ti[me] - din[ner] at 6 1/2 - coff[ee] –
won 3 hits ag[ain]st A- [Adney] h[a]d Mar[ia]n fr[om] 9 to 10 1/4 –
th[e]n w[i]th my a[un]t 10 min[ute]s - wr[ote] all b[u]t the 4 first 4 lines
of today till 10 50/.. fine day - F[ahrenheit] 64 1/2° now at 10 50/.. p.m.
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good one last night ver[y] fine sunny morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 58 1/2° at 9 a.m. - br[eak]f[a]st at 9 1/4 - H[a]d Thorp – then Washingt[o]n
th[e]n left th[e]m all – A- [Adney] to go w[i]th Thorp int[o]the walk, and set out flow[e]r beds in front of the h[ou]se, whi[le]
I spo[ke] to John Pearson who ca[me] to gi[ve] up the farm, say[in]g I h[a]d run off my prom[ise] - th[a]t I h[a]d s[ai]d at
1st he w[a]s to ha[ve] the farm at the pres[en]t rent dur[in]g my fath[e]r’s life, b[u]t the last ti[me] I h[a]d s[ai]d he
w[a]s to beg[i]n of pay[in]g £65 p[e]r ann[um] immed[iatel]y – they h[a]d talk[e]d it ov[e]r at ho[me] and he w[oul]d rath[e]r
gi[ve] up the farm now, th[a]n ha[ve] it at any pr[ice] – I told h[i]m I neith[e]r want[e]d h[i]m to keep the
farm n[o]r get it - th[a]t w[a]s indiffer[en]t to me – I on[l]y wish[e]d h[i]m to do wh[a]t he th[ou]ght best for hims[elf]
b[u]t I was annoy[e]d at his talk[in]g of my break[in]g my prom[ise] – I h[a]d done no s[u]ch th[in]g - explain[e]d –
spo[ke] sharpish[l]y – he s[ai]d he w[a]s sor[ry] for the misunderstand[in]g – it w[a]s his mista[ke] and he w[a]s sor[ry] for
it – and I s[ai]d I w[a]s satisf[ie]d - Howev[e]r he gi[ve]s up the farm – and Washingt[o]n being still in the h[ou]se just
told h[i]m to go to Pearson, and say he (W- [Washington]) w[oul]d val[ue] the tenant-right on my part - th[e]n settled w[i]t Throp
to hack up and trench the who[le] of Bairstow 2a.2r.9p. at 3/. per rood of 49 sq[uare] y[ar]d
+ 1/. for the sa[me] for acorns and sett[in]g and 20/. p[e]r DW. per ann[um] for tak[in]g care of the young pl[an]ts
so long (I s[ai]d 4 y[ea]rs at least they w[oul]d want it) as they sh[oul]d want it, or was long as I th[ou]ght they
want[e]d it - b[ou]nd Throp d[o]wn to ha[ve] all the acorns in by Xmas day - Washingt[o]n
told me, Mrs. Machin asks £40 p[e]r DW. for her coal, so he told h[e]r noth[in]g mo[re] w[oul]d be s[ai]d
ab[ou]t it – He s[ai]d Holt w[a]s mistak[e]n in say[in]g Mr. Rawson c[oul]d n[o]t get Mrs. Machins’ coal – now
th[a]t he h[a]d b[ou]ght the Law hill coal he c[oul]d get it all ver[y] well – asleep 1/2 h[ou]r till 1 3/4 - whi[le] we were out w[i]th Throp Ann
Lee and her assist[an]t Miss Fox and Ch[arle]s and Ja[me]s How[ar]th put up the Diaper tent-shap[e]d (the top seams b[ou]nd w[i]th
cord cov[ere]d w[i]th crimson carpet bind[in]g) in the upp[e]r kitch[e]n ch[ambe]r now to be call[e]d the tent r[oo]m - fr[om] 2
to 6 (b[a]ckw[ar]ds and forw[ar]ds the whi[le] ) wr[ote] 3 p[ages] and ends and 1 line und[e]r the seal to V- [Vere] kind let[ter] - h[a]d n[o]t rec[eive]d
or heard of h[e]r ‘sm[all] let[ter]’ till h[e]r own ment[io]n of it – ‘b[u]t I w[a]s n[o]t uneasy bec[ause] I knew you were hap[py],
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‘th[a]t you w[oul]d n[o]t fancy me less anx[iou]s ab[ou]t you, or less oft[e]n think[in]g of you, mere[l]y bec[ause]
‘chance h[a]d made one writ[ten] interc[ourse] less freq[uen]t – H[a]d you been und[e]r an[y] circumst[ance]s und[e]r
‘w[hi]ch I bel[ieve]d y[ou]r welfare less secure, you w[oul]d ha[ve] heard fr[om] me oft[ene]r; b[u]y my mind is at ease ab[ou]t
‘you, and I alm[o]st count up[on] see[in]g you bef[ore] next summ[e]r – one of th[e]se days, I shall be delight[e]d
‘to see you at y[ou]r own beaut[iful] pl[a]ce - b[u]t gi[ve] my k[i]nd reg[ar]ds to y[ou]r Don[al]d, and tell h[i]m I am impert[inen]t
‘en[ou]gh to say, he is right, n[o]t to let an[y] temptati[io]n, howev[e]r str[ong], lead h[i]m int[o] debt – Festina
‘lente, is an excel[len]t motto in th[e]se cases’..... gl[a]d she h[a]d been at Drumfin - c[oul]d ent[e]r
int[o] h[e]r feel[in]gs – heard all ab[ou]t h[e]r own lit[tle] Louisa fr[om] L[ad]y St[uar]t - th[ou]ght her (L[ad]y S- [Stuart])
‘look[in]g harass[e]d, and being mo[re] feeble th[a]n when I saw her in June’ - .... ‘I shall be here
‘dur[in]g the remaind[e]r of my a[un]ts’ life – she suff[e]rs a gr[ea]t deal, and is n[o]t expect[e]d to survive the
‘wint[e]r - b[u]t h[e]r hav[in]g contin[ue]d so long, is so extraord[inar]y, th[a]t her life may still be prolong[e]d
‘bey[on]d the calculat[io]n of h[e]r medic[a]l men’ - ha[ve] n[o]t giv[e]n up my north[e]n schemes - h[a]d a
delightful tour am[on]g the m[oun]t[ai]ns of Savoy - w[e]nt complete[l]y r[ou]nd M[on]t B- [Blanc] ..... ‘I need
‘n[o]t say how oft[e]n I th[ou]ght of you - th[e]re is an associat[io]n in my mind bet[ween] you and M[on]t
‘Bl[an]c, I do n[o]t eas[il]y forget’ – ‘I saw Mrs. Heneage go[in]g and ret[urnin]g She alw[a]ys reminds me of
Sibb[ell]a by a so[me]th[in]g in look and man[ner] I can[no]t descri[be] - h[e]r interest ab[ou]t you delights me’ –
sp[en]at an ev[enin]g and din[e]d w[i]th L[ad]y Charl[otte] Lindsay and the Miss Berrys – if n[o]t so nail[e]d d[o]wn to ti[me],
sh[oul]d ha[ve] been off fr[om] Geneva to join L[ad]y Gord[o]n for a few weeks at Munich – Love
to L[ad]y Harr[ie]t – dare n[o]t risk mo[re] let[ter]s fr[om] here thro’ the for[ei]gn off[i]ce b[u]t will wr[ite] by one
means or oth[e]r, when I ha[ve] anyth[in]g mo[re] partic[ula]r to communic[a]te – shall n[o]t forg[e]r h[e]r
kind[ne]ss wheth[e]r I wr[ite] or n[o]t ‘you kno[w] I am n[o]t giv[e]n to forget my fr[ie]nds – you us[e]d to tell me I h[a]d too m[u]ch heart,
‘so I hope you will nev[e]r th[in]k I ha[ve] too lit[tle]’ – to wr[ite] fr[om] Leamingt[o]n - let[ter]s alw[a]ys safe
here – ‘I h[a]d y[ou]r last near[l]y 3 w[ee]ks ago, and sh[oul]d ha[ve] writ[ten] immed[iatel]y h[a]d I n[o]t been ver[y] busy and wait[e]d for a lit[tle]
‘leisure to enjoy mys[elf] whi[le] writ[in]g to you - G[o]d bless you, my d[eare]st Vere! I fell as if I chang[e]d
‘remarkab[l]y lit[tle], and am cert[ainl]y n[o]t less th[a]n ev[e]r ver[y] aff[ectionatel]y y[ou]rs AL- [Anne Lister]’ din[ner] at 6 1/4 - aft[er]w[ar]ds
won 2 gam[mon]s and two hits ag[ain]st 2 hits - w[i]th my a[un]t 1/2 h[ou]r till 10 10/.. - th[e]n till 10 50/.. the who[le]
of th[i]s p[age] - ver[y] fine day F[ahrenheit] 60° now at 10 50/.. p.m. - seal[e]d my let[ter] to ‘The Lady Vere Cameron
Achnacarry Fort William N.B.’ – to go tomor[ow] morn[in]g - add[e]d und[e]r the seal ‘I w[a]s delight[e]d to
read the acc[oun]t of y[ou]r recept[io]n by the clan’ –
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very good one last night – fine b[u]t hazy morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 57 1/4° at 8 35/.. a.m. – at my desk at 8 1/2 –
Kind let[ter] to M- [Mariana] gl[a]d she h[a]d found but by means ov[e]r w[hi]ch I h[a]d no control th[a]t ‘I h[a]d writ[ten] even less
‘oft[ene]r to th[o]se who are perpet[uall]y heap[in]g up[on] me kind[ne]ss aft[e]r kind[ne]ss, and whose ver[y] situat[io]n in life ma[ke]s
‘th[e]m suppos[e]d to be the 1st obj[ec]ts of my consid[eratio]n’ - … if ‘n[o]t mo[re] heart, I h[a]d comm[o]n sense th[a]n
‘to val[ue] the th[in]gs of th[i]s world accord[in]g to the scale w[hi]ch h[a]s been laid d[o]wn for me – H[a]d you bel[ieve]d me
‘oft[ene]r, and kn[o]wn me bet[ter], it w[oul]d ha[ve] sav[e]d us b[o]th m[u]ch pain – B[u]t if heav[e]n h[a]s will[e]d it oth[er]wise,
‘let us n[o]t compl[ai]n – the fin[a]l ruler of ev[en]ts is wiser th[a]n we – I am deep[l]y sensib[le] of all
‘y[ou]r affect[io]n; b[u]t, fr[om] the mom[en]t of y[ou]r hav[in]g delib[eratel]y told me y[ou]r determinat[io]n, and the lead[in]g argum[en]ts
‘w[hi]ch ga[ve] rise to it, my chief endeav[ou]r w[a]s to be convinc[e]d and reconcil[e]d – Mary! you trust[e]d me
‘too lit[tle] for happ[ine]ss – Rem[em[b[e]r th[i]s, and be comfort[e]d – cheer up – trust me, you ha[ve] m[u]ch to hope –
‘m[u]ch mo[re] th[a]n you seem aware – the prosp[ec]t will bright[e]r by and by – I ha[ve] nev[e]r fail[in]g consol[atio]n
‘or the th[ou]ght, th[a]t you will be happ[ie]r in oth[e]rs, th[a]n you c[oul]d ha[ve] been in me – confide[en]ce w[a]s
‘too m[u]ch shak[e]n on b[o]th sides – Mary! the last blow on mine, w[a]s too severe – Be
‘comfort[e]d – be assur[e]d, th[a]t you ha[ve] act[e]d wise[l]y for us b[o]th – viol[en]t changes are gen[erall]y irksome
‘to all p[ar]ties at 1st; b[u]t, rememb[erin]g wh[a]t I mys[elf] ha[ve] suffer[e]d, I do n[o]t eas[il]y desp[ai]r for anyone –
‘I do n[o]t feel inclin[e]d to say m[u]ch on the subj[ec]t of our meet[in]g – the reflect[io]ns to w[hi]ch it w[oul]d gi[ve]
‘rise, c[oul]d on[l]y be painful – Do as you th[in]k best’ – Hope ‘h[e]r niece’ will exceed h[e]r
all h[e]r expectat[io]ns – ‘I can eas[il]y ent[e]r int[o] y[ou]r motive for call[in]g h[e]r Percy’ – pleas[e]d at the th[ou]ght
of h[e]r go[in]g to the Rhine next y[ea]r – on[l]y anx[iou]s ab[ou]t h[e]r choice of a compan[io]n – ment[io]n Geneva as a
fine town ‘hav[in]g man[y] lit[erar]y and econom[i]c advent[age]s’ and th[a]t a fam[il]y of 2 or 3 might live in
affl[ue]nce at Rolle for £250 a y[ea]r – date the latt[e]r 1/2 p[age] 3, Mon[day] 15 Sept[embe]r and say it shall go [as] last
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might, the herald of the sm[all] parc[e]l (stays, 6 laces, p[ai]r of Earrings fr[om] Geneva and b[oo]k, Coxes’
pict[ure] of It[al]y borr[owe]d edit[io]n of 1815, too old when last at Lawton Dec[embe]r 1833) to be s[e]nt off by me of today’s mails –
‘I f[ou]nd my a[un]t m[u]ch the sa[me] as I left h[e]r, and Mr. Sund[erlan]d told me, he th[ou]ght her gen[era]l health qui[te]
‘as good - b[u]t she is uncert[ai]n - th[i]s seas[o]n of th[e] y[ea]r, or rath[e]r lat[e]r, h[a]s gen[erall]y tir[e]d h[e]r ver[y] m[u]ch
‘and I fear, if she gets ov[e]r the wint[e]r at all, it will be ver[y] indiffer[entl]y – she suffers a
‘gr[ea]t deal, yet her cheerful[ne]ss does n[o]t forsake her – She desires me to gi[ve] her love, and say
‘how gl[a]d she shall be to hear you are bet[ter] – the 30 shil[lin]gs for Th[oma]s Beech’s gr[ea]tcoat
‘are p[ai]d, and I will pl[a]ce th[i]s sum to y[ou]r acc[oun]t – If you do n[o]t feel qui[te] sure of my und[er]-
‘-stand[in]g all y[ou]r wishes ab[ou]t mon[e]y matt[e]rs, tell me mo[re] partic[ularl]y wh[a]t you w[oul]d ha[ve] me
‘do - G[o]d bless you, my d[eare]st Mary! Ever ver[y] espec[iall]y y[ou]rs AL- [Anne Lister] – nice en[ou]gh let[ter] to
L[ad]y S- [Stuart] will consid[e]r ab[ou]t the fourgon ‘when I am mo[re] ab[le] to fix up[on] my next line of route’ – ‘I am perf[ectl]y astonish[e]d th[a]t I h[a]d y[ou]r let[ter] 12 days ago, and th[a]t I h[a]d been at ho[me] a fortn[i]ght
‘on Sat[urday] – I kno[w] n[o]t how the ti[me] h[a]s slipp[e]d away – I ha[ve] been so busy ab[ou]t my law-concern,
‘etc. etc. the days ha[ve] seem[e]d like mom[en]ts; and I ha[ve] s[in]ce been out of the h[ou]se – yet I ha[ve] oft[e]n
‘th[ou]ght of you, and wond[ere] how you w[oul]d set[tle] all th[]se disag[reablenes]s I w[a]s so griev[e]d to hear of…….
ment[io]n let[ter] fr[om] Vere – shall go and see h[e]r one of th[e]se days – at pres[en]t can ma[ke] no plans –
‘my poor aunt suffers a martyrdom; yet still she lives, and may live for sev[era]l m[on]ths –
‘It is a gr[ea]t comf[or]t to me to see h[e]r so pleas[e]d at my hav[in]g g[o]t a lit[tle] fr[ie]nd to ta[ke] ca[re] of me
‘in my trav[e]ls – I hope you will tell Miss Tate - B[u]t, d[eare]st L[ad]y St[uar]t, it w[a]s wh[a]t you s[ai]d th[a]t I ha[ve]
‘nev[e]r forgott[e]n; and it is you th[a]t I shall alw[a]ys th[in]k of, and thank w[i]t hall my heart –
wr[ote] th[i]s morn[in]g und[e]r the seal – ‘I do hope to hear fr[om] you soon, if it be only one line to tell
‘me you are bet[ter], and ha[ve] settl[e]d th[in]gs mo[re] comf[ortabl]y th[a]n you expect[e]d – Do n[o]t troub[le] y[ou]rs[elf] one
‘inst[an]t ab[ou]t a frank – I shall be delight[e]d to see a Norfolk postmark – I shall troub[le]
‘L[or]d St[uar]t w[i]th a note to L[ad]y St[uar]t de R- [Rothesay] and a lit[tle] no[te] to d[ea]r Charlotte ab[ou]t the parc[e]l fr[om]
‘Paris - Ev[e]r, d[eare]st L[ad]y St[uar]t, ver[y] truly and affect[ionatel]y y[ou]rs A. [Anne] Lister’ - Gen[era]l acc[oun]t of my journ[e]y to
L[ad]y S- [Stuart] de R- [Rothesay] hop[e]d for so[me] comm[issio]n in Paris - perh[aps] she doubt[e]d my abil[itie]s - c[oul]d n[o]t doubt how
hap[py] I sh[oul]d ha[ve] been to do my best – ‘I h[a]d a lit[tle] fr[ien]d w[i]th me wh[o]se good care soon set me
‘ab[ov]e Mr. Freeman’s medicines; and we h[a]d so[me] delightful wander[in]gs am[on]g the Savoy m[oun]t[ai]ns – I do
confess th[a]t my ‘bowels yearned’ tow[ar]ds M[on]t Blanc; b[u]t he w[a]s a lit[tle] surly, and the 2 Savoy and
‘avocats who attempt[e]d his summ[i]t, and s[ai]d, tho’ unbeliev[e]d by any, they reach[e]d it, were
‘gl[a]d en[ou]gh to get d[o]wn ag[ai]n – they h[a]d no reg[ula]r guides, on[l]y 1/2 a doz[en] peasants, two of wh[o]m
‘h[a]d made the ascent bef[ore] – and, h[a]d they been a few h[ou]rs lat[e]r, w[oul]d prob[abl]y ha[ve] been lost –
‘we made wh[a]t is call[e]d the gr[a]nd tour of M[on]t Bl[an]c’ ….. cross[e]d the Gr[ea]t and lit[tle] S[ain]y Bernard…
we h[a]d no Gollis-work – the lit[tle] Inns ver[y] fair[l]y comf[orta]ble ‘exc[ept] one in the vil[lage] de Ferret
‘where th[e]re were on[l]y 2 bedr[oo]ms for the wid[ow] and h[e]r 8 child[re]n. one manserv[an]t and 2 guides, our 2
‘selves, and 2 sick inf[an]ts the poor wom[a]n h[a]d tak[e]n to nurse, tout compris, at 6 fr[an]cs each
‘p[e]r m[ou]th – we ret[urne]d by the Savoy lakes and Chamberi – saw the pass of the Echelles, and the gr[a]nde
‘Chartreuse - sp[en]t 2 or 3 days at Lyons – tho’ man[y] of the h[ou]ses damaged or destr[oye]d in Apr[il] are
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‘alread[y] repair[e]d or rebuilt, th[e]re are still too man[y] traces of the émente - Sev[era]l opul[en]t
‘manufact[orie]s ha[ve] left the town, and set up th[ei]r establ[ishmen]ts elsewhere - th[e]re are 3 large ones just complet[e]d
‘at Voiron now communicat[e]d w[i]th Echelles by a fine new r[oa]d of 3 posts - th[e]re are sev[era]l new
‘r[oa]ds finish[e]d and in prog[ress] - th[a]t by S[ain]t Etienne io[ene]d 2 y[ea]rs ago (miss[in]g Lyons) saves 3 days’ journey to
‘Marseilles’ – 2 or 3 days at S[ain]t Etienne and 2 or 3 at Clerm[on]t – ‘the view fr[om] the Puy de Dome,
‘is one of the m[o]st interest[in]g and extraord[inar]y I ha[ve] ev[e]r seen. – a vast assembl[a]ge of cones of extinct
‘volca[noe]s – a vast coulée (sea) of lava - b[u]t the heat w[a]s so excess[ive] in walk[in]g up, and the air
‘is cold at the top, I on[l]y st[ai]d ab[ou]t 1/2 an h[ou]r – Do tell the girls, they nev[e]r saw s[u]ch a dirty fig[ure]
‘as I w[a]s on com[in]g out of the fine silv[e]r mines (op[ene]d 2 or 3 y[ea]rs ago) n[ea]r Pont de Gibaud - B[u]t
‘the coal-mine of Firminy, n[ea]r S[ain]t Etienne, astonish[e]d me m[o]st – It is exact[l]y like a comm[o]n
‘st[one] quarry, (open to the day, and work[e]d in the sa[me] way) b[u]t the rock is coal of excell[en]t qual[it]y –
‘It is on[l]y 3 y[ea]rs th[a]t it h[a]s been work[e]d in th[i]s way, and is the on[l]y coal-mine kn[o]wn of the kind –
‘the miners at the silv[e]r mine were chief[l]y Germans – Be the gov[ernmen]t wh[a]t it may, I nev[e]r saw
‘so gr[ea]t an app[earan]ce of improvem[en]t and prosper[it]y in the count[r]y – the écoles des mines ha[ve] done an
‘infin[it]y of good to the mining int[ere]sts of the count[r]y’ - din[e]d w[i]th L[ad]y CL- [Charlotte Lindsay] and the Berrys – ‘and w[a]s deligth[e]d w[i]th my
‘vis[i]t – all were in good sp[iri]ts, and were ver[y] agreeab[le], and k[i]nd – I h[a]d nev[e]r seen so m[u]ch of L[ad]y Charl[otte]’
(Lindsay) ‘who says th[in]gs so nice[l]y, and wh[o]se man[ner]s are so interest[in]g, she made qui[te] an impress[io]n
‘up[on] me – Miss Berry is really wond[er]ful – Thank you ver[y] m[u]ch for giv[in]g me th[ei]r addr[ess] – I w[a]s
‘qui[te] gl[a]d to improve so nice an acquaint[an]ce - unexpect[e]d pleas[ure] to see L[or]d St[uar]t – ‘wh[a]t
‘an enviab[le] tour in Norway! I wish a [I] knew a lit[tle] mo[re] ab[ou]t it – If I live, I mean to go
‘th[e]re one of th[e]se days – my a[un]t, as to gen[era]l health, is m[u]ch the sa[me] as when I left h[e]r - b[u]t she
‘suffers a martyrd[o]m fr[om] rheumat[i]c pains; and her medic[a]l men fear she can[no]t long survive
‘the wint[e]r – I enclose a lit[tle] no[te] for Charlotte - Bel[ieve] me, d[ea]r L[ad]y St[uar]t, alw[a]ys ver[y] truly y[ou]rs A. [Anne] Lister’
th[e]n wr[ote] on 1/4 sh[ee]t the foll[owin]g ‘Shibd[e]n hall - Mon[day] 15 Oct[obe]r 1834. My d[ea]r Charlotte – I s[e]nd you a ver[y] lit[lte] no[te], the herald
of a ver[y] lit[tle] parc[e]l, w[hi]ch Miss Berry w[a]s so good as prom[ise] to bring fr[om] Paris – I told L[ad]y St[uar]t, it w[a]s for you –
‘I alw[a]ys th[ou]ght of giv[in]g you so[me] sm[all] rememb[ran]ce on y[ou]r entrée int[o] the gr[ea]t world – I wish[e]d it to be so[me]th[in]g useful,
‘and on[l]y hope I ha[ve] chos[e]n well, and th[a]t you will like the watch for its own sake, and for mine – I hope you
‘are all enjoy[in]g yours[elf], and look[in]g qui[te] rosy and well at Highcliffe – I sh[oul]d n[o]t kno[w] it ag[ai]n – If you still
‘hunt for fossils, and care as m[u]ch as ev[e]r for the collect[io]n, you can fancy how disap[pointe]d I w[a]s to f[i]nd, on
‘reach[in]g here, th[a]t all my fine specimens fr[om] Auvergne silv[e]r-mines, and man[y] oth[e]rs th[a]t were pack[e]d
‘in the carr[ia]ge tool-box, were lost in Lond[on], thrown away as lumber, I suppo[se], by the c[oa]chmakers’ men, who th[ou]ght
‘antiattrit[io]n better worth – I oft[e]n th[ou]ght of you among the high alps of Savoy, and wish[e]d you were w[i]th me –
‘wh[a]t sketch[in]g for Louisa! Gi[ve] my love to h[e]r – I shall alw[a]ys feel ver[y] m[u]ch interest[e]d for you both; and
‘bel[ieve] me, my d[ea]r Charlotte, y[ou]r ver[y] sincere and affect[iona]te fr[ie]nd A. [Anne] Lister – my kind rememb[rance]s to Miss Hyriott’ –
w[e]nt d[o]wn to br[eak]f[a]st at 11 1/4 and s[e]nt off th[e]n by Geo[rge] my let[ter] to ‘Mrs. Lawton the Rev[eren]d M. Miller’s Scarborough’ –
br[eak]f[a]st – Mr. Parker s[e]nt the lease of ‘Lidgit’ to Mr. Lamplengh Wickham Hird for A- [Adney] to r[ea]d ov[e]r – she r[ea]d it al[ou]d to me –
the game reserv[e]d as in my leases - on[l]y allow[e]d to ha[ve] 7DW. und[e]r plough – penalty £10 p[e]r DW. - n[o]t to cut or
prune timb[e]r – 34DW. - n[o]t to und[er]let exc[ept] w[i]th writ[ten] leave – Rent £100, term 10 y[ea]rs – asleep 1/2 h[ou]r – at my desk at 1 5/..
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wr[ote] my no[te] to C. St[uar]t and at 2 1/2 h[a]d writ[ten] so far of today, and h[a]d fold[e]d and seal[e]d up in envelope my no[te]
4 p[ages] of 1/2 sh[ee]t to ‘The Lady St[uar]t de Rothesay’ enclos[in]g in the sa[me] my no[te] to ‘the hon[oura]ble Miss Stuar]t’
and enclo[e]d th[e]se and my no[te] to ‘The hon[oura]ble L[ad]y St[uar]t Whitehall’ und[e]rcov[e]r to ‘Lord St[uar]t de Rothesay
3 Carlt[o]n h[ou]se terrace London’ – s[e]nt the ab[ov]e let[ter]s at 7 p.m. by Geo[rge] – A- [Adney] and I out at 2 3/4
to Brearley hill to meet Holt ab[ou]t gett[in]g wat[e]r for John Bott[omle]y and ab[ou]t sink[in]g pit to enab[le] me
to look aft[e]r Mr. Rawson – gett[in]g the wat[e]r will cost ab[ou]t £16 to £20 sink[in]g and driv[in]g at 3/. to 3/6 p[e]r y[ar]d
ab[ou]t 100 y[ar]ds – ord[ere]d th[i]s job to be advertis[e]d next week for lett[in]g as als[o] the pit sink[in]g – H- [Holt] th[in]ks
the pit will cost ab[ou]t 40/. p[e]r y[ar]d sink[in]g ab[ou]t 100 y[ar]ds deep to the low[e]r bed – saw the place n[ea]r the
upp[e]r gateway just ab[ov]e Conery wood in the Park farm well f[iel]d – w[i]th a sm[all] fire engine m[i]ght
get coal th[e]re for man[y] y[ea]rs – eas[il]y road[e]d al[on]g the f[ee]t of Bairstow, out just bel[ow] Whiskum cot[tage]
int[o] the new bank to H[alifa]x – pit to be oblong 8ft. x 5.4 .:. ab[ou]t n[o]t qui[te] s[ai]d S. W. [Samuel Washington] tonight, 5 sq[uare]
y[ar]ds stuff will co[me] out at each y[ar]d depth of sink[in]g – 5 x 100 = 500 y[ar]ds of stuff cart[in]g d[o]wn
to the f[ee]t of the wall oppos[i]te the h[ou]se = ab[ou]t £20 – the wat[e]r of dirt band (36 y[ar]ds band) and four-
-score y[ar]ds band to be gath[ere]d up in sink[in]g and turn[e]d the conery clough separ[atel]y or n[o]t to the h[ou]se –
H- [Holt] s[ai]d the coal w[oul]d sell at 8d. at the pits’ m[ou]th – and [no] turnip[ke] to H[alifa]x w[oul]d ma[ke] a penny
a load diff[eren]ce – Rawson sells at 9 1/2d. in the town – we sh[oul]d sell at 9d. – w[oul]d av[era]ge 5 1/2 corves
or loads p[e]r sq[uare] y[ar]d – 20 loads or one score w[oul]d sell for 13/4 at the pits mouth –
gett[in]g . . 4.6 13.4 – 8 = 5/4 say 1s.3d. p[e]r sq[uare] y[ar]d profit .:.
pull[in]g and bank[in]g 2.6
say 3d. p[e]r load profit 1 ac[re] or 4840 y[ar]ds = £242+ £60.10s.0d.
Tools 1.0
Taxes 8.0 or 1/4 1/2 p[e]r sq[uare] y[ar]d profit = £302 p[e]r ac[re]
fr[om] Brearley hill A- [Adney] met me at Whiskum cot[tage] – th[e]nce d[o]wn the o[ld] b[ank] to H[alifa]x to the Bowling
foundry for fire-grates for n[or]th parl[ou]r n[or]th ch[ambe]r and tentr[oo]m – th[e]n to Miss Hebden’s – good acc[oun]t
of Charlotte Booth – th[e]n to Whitley’s – br[ou]ght ho[me] vol[ume] 3 [octavo] Lyell’s geol[og]y and Busby’s Journ[a]l am[on]g
the viney[ar]ds of Spain and Portug[a]l – and pamphl[e]t by Jo[h]n Travers on the Tea duties – th[e]n to Thorps’
ab[ou]t acorns and plant[in]g sett[in]g Bairstow w[i]th th[e]m – ho[me] up t he o[ld] b[ank] at 6 55/.. – din[ner] at 7 – coff[ee] – h[a]d
Washington – noth[in]g to be made of Mrs. Machin ab[ou]t the sale of h[e]r 11DW. of coal – b[u]t
W- [Washington] told he w[oul]d call ag[ai]n on Sat[urday] – A- [Adney] and I sat talk[in]g and read[in]g the newspap[e]r Geo[rge] br[ou]ght
b[a]ck th[i]s ev[enin]g – w[i]th my a[un]t fr[om] 9 3/4 to 10 3/4 – wr[ote] all b[u]t the 3 first lines of th[i]s p[age] till 11 1/2 p.m.
at w[hi]ch h[ou]r F[ahrenheit] 59 1/2° in my study – ver[y] fine day – no[te] fr[om] Mr. Wilkins[o]n Heath to say the front pew in the north gall[er]y nearest to the west gall[er]y was at lib[ert]y rent 1 guin[ea] a y[ea]r
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1834 April Tuesday 22 (part two)
Tues[day] eve[nin]g 22nd Ap[ril]
I ha[ve] been prev[ente]d finish[in]g my let[ter] so oft[en], it ma[kes] me qui[te] uncomf[orta]ble – I h[a]d a gr[ea]t deal to say to you, and m[u]ch I trust, that m[u]st be consol[ator]y b[u]t my ideas are so interrupt[e]d, I s[i]nce kno[w] how to manage them –
I w[e]nt to York, as I t[o]ld ] you I sh[oul]d, this day-week, and we ret[urne]d to a late din[ner] – of course I h[a]d no ti[me] to see an[y] bod[y] – b[u]t I h[a]d ti[me] en[ou]gh to th[in]k ov[e]r as I w[e]nt al[on]g, m[u]ch of the p[a]st and to hope and pers[au]de mys[elf], that hapip[ine]ss w[a]s still in store for you, and for us b[o]th – You may be well assur[e]d, that I sh[a]ll n[o]t soon or eas[il]y cease to th[i]nk of you w[i]th all the affect[iona]te int[ere]st you can desire – B[u]t it is sure[l]y useless to say mo[re] of th[i]s subj[ec]t, as co[me] wh[a]t may, you can[no]t doubt the deep sincer[el]y or abid[in]g stead[ine]ss of my reg[ar]d. You at least dur[in]g the life-time of your partic[ula[r] fr[ie]nds, can never be hopeless of all the bless[in]gs affection can bestow –
B[u]t wr[ite] to me ag[ai]n- you ha[ve] man[y] reas[o]ns for feel[in]g more settled, and at ease, then you c[oul]d poss[ibl]y do two y[ear]s ago – you can now calc[a]te pret[ty] secure[l]y on the sent[imen]ts of us all – For mys[elf], I can truly say, I w[oul]d do an[y] th[in]g in the world for you; and, howev[e]r fort[una]te you may be w[i]th resp[e]ct to oth[e]rs, there is no reas[o]n why the fr[ien]dship of 20 y[ea]rs stand[in]g sh[oul]d be less val[ue]d, or less true – I am satisf[ie]d en[ou]gh ab[ou]t my own happ[ine]ss – noth[in]g mo[re] is want[e]d than your being satisfied of yours- B[u]t, Mary, my hope for you is fresh and strong as ev[e]r – Rem[em]b[e]r wh[a]t your broth[e]r s[ai]d – I ha[ve] th[ou]ght on the subj[ec]t till I ha[ve] perf[ectl]y persuad[e]d mys[elf] , you ha[ve] done right, and y[e]t you ha[v]e n[o]t kn[o]wn 1st will suit you best- Rem[em]b[e]r all you s[ai]d to me ab[ou]t 2 y[ea]rs ago- Let me still feel you are as m[u]ch my fr[ie]nd as you were then, and I shall be satisf[ie]d – God bless you my d[ea]r[e]st Mary! My own happ[ine]ss can hard[l]y be independ[e]nt of y[ou]rs – Ev[e]r ver[y] espec[iall]y y[ou]rs AL” –
Foot[e]d the men (10 of them besides John Booth yest[erday] and 11 today Pickels and 3 men, Malling[ha]m and 2 masons, 2 glaziers fr[om] Mr Lawson’s, and Chr[is] and Ja[me]s How[arth] Pickels h[a]d Mr Geo[rge] Robins[o]ns quond[a]m man Matthew w[i]th h[i]m 1st ti[me] today), Miss W-[Walker] ga[ve] 5/. And I 5/. for the holly – and box – mov[in]g of r[e]st and today – Din[ner] at 7 – Coff[ee] - all the evening till nine and a half playing with and handling her on the sofa and lastly on the bed where she came and lay down she so well inclined for it all as to lead me on – w[i]th my a[u]nt fr[om] 9 1/2 f[o]r ab[ou]t an h[ou]r – fine day F57 1/2° at 11.20 pm -
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No kiss ready in an h[ou]r ver[y] fine sunny morn[in]g F[ahrenheit] 56° and out at 8 3/4 – H[a]d Mr. Husb[an]d – w[i]th Booth and 1 or oth[e]r –
Cookson and Sarah the kitchen m[ai]d poorly – w[e]nt to ask Matty Pollard to co[me] – b[a]ck and br[eak]f[a]st at 9 50/.. - Mr. Horner
ca[me] to A- [Ann] soon aft[e]r 10 - Mr. Jubb ca[me] bet[ween] 11 and 12 - my a[u]nt weak[e]r - A- [Ann] bet[ter] Cookson m[u]st ha[ve]
leeches appl[ie]d to her side for fear of pleurisy b[u]t w[i]th care will soon be bet[ter] - Sarah
m[u]st ha[ve] a strong emet[i]c and medic[i]ne – threat[ene]d w[i]th fever - told Mr. Jubb I th[ou]ght she
h[a]d best go ho[me] this aft[ernoo]n - he agreed – w[oul]d s[e]nd the leech wom[a]n to Cookson (8 leeches
put on bet[ween] 3 and 4 p.m. – d[i]d gr[ea]t serv[i]ce) and tell Sarah’s moth[e]r of her d[au]ght[e]r’s being to
go ho[me] – S[e]nt John Booth aft[e]r his din[ner] for a fly and the mother ca[me] and she and Sarah
(and the leech wom[a]n w[e]nt b[a]ck w[i]th them) off bet[ween] 4 and 5 p.m. - Longish talk out of
doors w[i]th the 2 Manns - I agr[ee]d that I h[a]d bet[ter] n[o]t sp[en]d m[u]ch mo[re] mon[e]y in phey[in]g at Walker pit
to find out Mr. Rawson’s trespass - to ascert[ai]n Hinscliffe’s, and then get the lit[tle] bit of coal I can
safe[l]y - serve mys[elf] and sell the rest, and ha[ve] the gin etc ready for Listerwick – ask[e]d the Manns to
gi[ve] me their val[uatio]n of the coal to let - and als[o] wh[a]t they th[ou]ght it w[oul]d ma[ke] if I kept it in my own
h[a]nds and ga[ve] an agent a cert[ai]n percentage on the clear profits p[e]r ac[re] - they m[i]ght natur[all]y
infer that I th[ou]ght of thems[elves] as agents – ask[e]d them to recomm[en]d so[me]one as an overlook[e]r of my st[one] quarr[ie]s –
Jos[e]ph Mann h[a]d co[me] to shew me a piece of the top bed stone found at 8ft. 4in. deep fr[om] the surf[a]ce of the gr[ou]nd (capit[a]l riv[in]g st[one]) tak[e]n fr[om] out of the
lit[tle] sq[uar]e hole sunk by Jos[e]ph Mann at the bot[tom] of the oat stubble at the bot[tom] of the gard[e]n - at Lit[tle] Marsh
then h[a]d Dav[i]d Booth - if the specim[en] of st[one] I shew[e]d h[i]m (fr[om] Lit[tle] marsh) w[a]s a 6ft. thick bed and had on[l]y 8ft.
4in. of baring, it w[oul]d be worth he agreed w[i]th me 9d p[e]r ft. cube of thick[ne]ss - a bed
6ft. thick worth 3 ti[me]s as m[u]ch as a bed on[l]y 3ft. thick - twice as m[u]ch for doub[le] thick[ne]ss
of st[one] and once as m[u]ch on acc[oun]t the sav[in]g the baring – saunt[ere]d out – ab[ou]t the h[ou]se and ca[me] in at
6 – dress[e]d – din[ner] at 6 3/4 - A- [Ann] sat w[i]th me a sh[or]t ti[me] and ate a ver[y] lit[tle] cold moorgame and then, as yest[erday], left me to finish my din[ner] by mys[elf]
coff[ee] upst[ai]rs - sat w[i]th A- [Ann] she r[ea]d 2 p[ages] of Fr[en]ch and I r[ea]d encyclop[aedia] of geog[raph]y artic[le] Germ[an]y till
9 10/.. then ca[me] to my a[un]t – h[a]d sat w[i]th my a[un]t 1/2 h[ou]r till 2 1/2 - she w[a]s sitt[in]g up in bed, and spo[ke]
a lit[tle], ver[y] lit[tle] - I told h[e]r Sarah w[a]s poor[l]y and go[in]g ho[me] - and she seem[e]d sor[ry] – b[u]t her th[ou]ghts are
now princip[all]y ab[ou]t hers[elf] tho’ she nev[e]r hints at n[o]t being like[l]y to contin[ue] long –
no ment[io]n of Mr. Musgrave, nor any on the subj[ec]t of relig[io]n - she is too ill to talk of these matters –
Th[oma]s the York joiner ask[e]d me this aft[ernoo]n if he might board and lodge at the Conery w[i]th the gard[ene]r - no! I want[e]d the
gard[ene]r to ha[ve] men of his own - for his own job - then ca[me] the explanat[io]n of poor Thomas’s griev[an]ces
Bligh and he dont go on comf[ortabl]y – Th[oma]s th[in]ks B- [Bligh] jealous of him w[a]s the subst[an]ce of his mean[in]g - I advis[e]d
Sarah w[e]nt ho[me] ill Cooks[o]n poor[l]y
St[one] fr[om] Lit[tle] marsh
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car[in]g noth[in]g ab[ou]t it - if Mr. Husb[an]d th[ou]ght it right, he (Th[oma]s) might ha[ve] the cott[age] rent free at Mytholm Jack
Green h[a]s just left and ha[ve] his wife and fam[i]ly (one lit[tle] girl) there dur[in]g the ti[me] of his work[in]g here for me –
workm[e]n Rob[er]t Mann + 3 Mark Hepw[or]th and one 1 h[or]se cart st[one] fr[om] Hipp[erholme] quarry and jobb[in]g and Frank d[itt]o and w[e]nt to H[alifa]x for the new grindst[one] – Rob[er]t Schof[iel]d break[in]g st[one] and mend[in]g the r[oa]d to the house Jos[e]ph (his man) n[o]t here –
ill – Ingh[a]m and man and boy topp[e]d up the dry arch wall[in]g ready for the centres and h[a]d Sam[uel] Booth help[in]g
to dig stuff out of the upp[e]r arch - the oth[e]rs of Rob[er]t’s men (Jack Green and Jos[e]ph Booth neph[ew] to John
B- [Booth]) mak[in]g excavat[io]n for out-door int[o] buttery cellar and jobb[in]g ab[ou]t - made inclin[e]d plane
for the carr[ia]ges to co[me] out on this side of the c[oa]ch h[ou]se – Rob[er]t jobb[in]g at all th[in]gs, and w[e]nt to H[alifa]x ab[ou]t the
grindst[one] – Ab[raha]m and J[ame]s put in the gr[ea]t st[one] lintel ov[e]r butt[er]y cellar wind[ow ]etc Jos[e]ph Sharpe and 2 or 3 lads (as yest[erday])
at the West tow[e]r steps – g[o]t the who[le] tan set up –wr[ote] all the ab[ove] the today (exc[ept] the 1st 9 lines)
whi[le] sitt[in]g w[i]th my a[un]t and h[a]d just done at 9 3/4 - then sat writ[in]g out mem[oran]da in my rough b[oo]k - and
just wish[e]d my a[un]t goodnight at 10 25/.. - on ask[in]g how she w[a]s she mere[l]y s[ai]d ‘ver[y] ill’ - fine day F[ahrenheit] 43 1/2°
now at 10 35/.. p.m.
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