#webs of opacity masterlist

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WEBS OF OPACITY: MASTERLIST

pairing: jungkook x reader (afab + she/her pronouns)

word count: 8k/?

chapter count: 1/?

summary: by your junior year of university, your five-year plan looks something like this: graduate summa cum laude from your journalism programme, get a job at the new york times and a sunlit apartment in manhattan with your best friend, yoongi, and secure the spot of best man (best woman? maid of best?) at namjoon’s future wedding to hoseok before jungkook does.

the key to all of that? an interview with spiderman for the university newspaper that could not only catapult your thesis onto the next level, and make you an established name in the field of journalism, but also make namjoon literally piss himself. (in joy, of course).

so there you go, spending every bit of your free — and not-so-free — time chasing a web-slinging vigilante around the streets of new york, hoping for the answers of four simple questions from the masked arachnid hero.

(getting tangled up in the webs of a mystery that you’re not quite ready to find answers for was not part of this aforementioned five-year plan, by the way.)

rating: M [for violence and sexual content]

tags: spiderman!au, friends-to-lovers, college!au, comedy, fluff & angst, slow burn, eventual smut, crime mystery (we all know who spiderman is, so where would be the fun that mystery hehe), descriptions of violence, gore, body horror, guns, character death (not MCD!!), bam (you’ll get it ;))

+ additional chapter-specific tags & warnings!!

CHAPTER ONE: The Wheel of Fortune

CHAPTER TWO: Two of Pentacles (Reversed)

[buntanteen]

svt fic recs list <3 - svt 10 year anniversary: vernon - sfw & nsfw

summary: 10 sfw & 10 nsfw hansol reader insert fics :)

contains: 18+ nsfw (mdni!!) majority is afab reader

✩ svt writing & fic rec masterlist ✩

✩ sfw section ✩

1. ❥ meanings of petnames w/ vernon - @babyleostuff

love love LOVEEEEE the pet names here and what they mean to him :,3

2. ❥ vernon soft hours - @wqnwoos

i adore the way he handles the situation here :,) so nonnie of him

3. ❥ through my eyes - @hannie-bees

the way i nearly threw my phone from the flower meanings??!? and they way vernon reacted to it?? :,)))

4. ❥ dating vernon includes… - @svtswhorehouse

bro and dude but romantically is EXACTLY how i am PLSSSS

5. ❥ because/despite - @studioeisa

crying sobbing they're so fucking soft for each other

6. ❥ vernon x acts of service - @gi4hao

acts of service kingggg (i'm obsessed with just how shy he is here?? and they're engaged and so so soft???

7. ❥ vernon bf texts pt.1 | pt.2 - @odxrilove

i love the peak chwe hansol vibes this emits (the banter between him and reader is sooooooooo enjoyable)

8. ❥ weave your little webs of opacity - @rubyreduji

i loveeeeee me a spidey au hehee

9. ❥ dating vernon feels like.. - @ssentimentals

comfortably being who you are is all i could i ever ask for :,)

10. ❥ the important part of cooking - @cheolism-archive

i'd love to cook with nonnie :3 (i cannot cook for SHIT)

✩ nsfw section ✩

1. ❥ virgin vernon - @hoshifighting

*nods* good stuff good stuff *screams into pillow*

2. ❥ fucking you at a party - @nsfwhao

bro can ruin me anytime anyplace anyday 😎👉

3. ❥ sub vernon - @mountainficss

you can rip the sub!vernon concept out of my bare hands...i love it too much

4. ❥ fingering + sex toys - @hoshifighting

whewjkgbk KGBKSFBKJGDBGKB KJGBREGJNGENHEGJUIEGIEGJIGEIEGR HIM1?!r? HE WUHHH

5. ❥ whiny!vernon - @sluttyminghao

whiny vernon is in my head now and will never escapeeeee

6. ❥ jealous - @cheolism-archive

.....when wuh wfjkbdskj (i'm sitting here in SHOCKKKK)

7. ❥ his friends and his dad hate me - @eomayas

fuck girl reader?!?!? with a down badish nonnnie?!! YESSSS HEHEH

8. ❥ distracting you from studying - @nsfwhao

bro can distract anytimeeeeee teehee

9. ❥ tit worship - @hoshifighting

i need him and his tongue on me now (pls :3)

10. ❥ sub!vernon x sub!reader rutting - @sluttywonwoo

i can'ttttttt get over the way vernon and reader are here?!!

[midniqhtt]

miguel o’hara

masterlist • oscar isaac characters • 11/22/24

˚‧⁺ ･ ˖ · ୨ৎ recs

𑣲 snow spider I @ichorai

you were the ice to his fire—and miguel was burning for you.

𑣲 infected I @my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction

An accident at one of Alchemax’s labs has led to Miguel being briefly contaminated with cA1m - a prototype drug that is meant to calm animals. However it seems to have a very different effect in humans.

𑣲 i’m loving you from a distance but the road is getting longer I @improbable-outset l

It’s been over a year since you split up, but unfortunately for Miguel, things are still taking a toll. Even after going your separate ways, you still have to see each other everyday. And if that wasn’t bad enough, Miguel’s turmoil is taking effect on his performance as Spiderman and his role as a leader. Having you work under him is proving to be harder than he originally thought, especially when you both are put in situations where you’re forced to be together.

𑣲 meet cute I @/improbable-quest

You didn’t expect the mysterious man that you met at a wedding to change your whole trajectory of the night

𑣲 moved by devotion and prestige I @/improbable-quest

During a company dinner party, you find yourself humiliated by your current boyfriend. Seeking some escape, you confide with your boss, Miguel, whose support reveals some hidden emotions you’ve buried.

𑣲 roleplay date I @slushycoookie

You and Miguel do some roleplay

𑣲 cloud nine I @fxllfaiiry

convincing miguel to do the spiderman kiss with you.

𑣲 you haven’t kissed me all day I @luveline

miguel assumes you're mad when you stop initiating kisses and tries to get back on your good side

𑣲 firefighter!miguel part 2 I @bluesidez

𑣲 its always been you I @xbellaxcarolinax

Jealous? Jealous? No, absolutely not. (Or the one where Miguel can't admit he's jealous)

𑣲 futile devices I @/xbellaxcarolinax

The deal was explicitly no strings attached. You were finding it harder to keep up your end of the bargain.

𑣲 grumpy x sunshine I @forever-rogue

𑣲 baker!reader I @bruisedboys

𑣲 shy!reader I @/bruisedboys

𑣲 I get mean when im nervous (like a bad dog) I @silkscream

you go too far in your defense of miles when you give miguel an ultimatum.

𑣲 civilian!reader headcanons I @certainlynotasimp

𑣲 not for us I @spideyheart

miguel o’hara found the face of the woman he had loved (and lost) in his office, donning a spider suit with a warm cup of coffee in hand for him. he knew there were no second chances, not for the both of you. still, he couldn’t help longing.

𑣲 secret relationship I @sunflowersteves

𑣲 webs of opacity I @inknopewetrust

what if Miguel didn’t learn the first time around? What if he keeps jumping to new realities to experience the life he deserved but never got?

𑣲 convergence I @/inknopewetrust

you are recruited to the spider society after conducting a batch of vigilante actions against the men who killed your husband, miguel and well... their leader isn’t like the man you remembered.

𑣲 what a mess I @runa-falls

𑣲 thought i dreamed her part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 I @asimplearchivist

you had already lost him once, and you couldn’t bear the thought to lose him again. little did you know, he had lost you twice.

𑣲 too slow I @ronwestbreeze

the both of you would come back from this. you would...right?

𑣲 dear reader I @beezusvreeland

Miguel took the reader’s love and friendship for granted. Something he learns reading her column, when it’s too late…Or is it?

𑣲 rule no. 19 I @neo-nomatrix

You were Miguel’s wife in another universe and he just can’t come to terms that you’re not his.

𑣲 misunderstanding I @ivystoryweaver

𑣲 after hours I @eyelessfaces

he's here again, like so many times before, standing in your living room in the middle of the night; you're not sure you can do this again, but he needs you to.

𑣲 nonviolent communication I @greensagephase

You don't show up to a meeting or report for other duties as a Spider Society member because of your period. Your boss shows up to your apartment.

𑣲 stupidly yours I @marroonwitch

you found your roommate stupidly annoying, from the girls he brought home, to the way he never cleans up. so why, all of a sudden, was he trying to get into your good graces?

[kjhbsies]

.˳·˖✶𓆩 Peter Parker Masterlist 𓆪✶˖·˳.

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spider-boy, king of thieves. weave your little webs of opacity ── ⋆

Oneshots:

The Waiting Game

[rubyreduji]

(🎤) — most popular, (🎸) — personal favorite

other masterlists

LEE SEOKMIN

★ color me crazy (for you)

➥ 2.4k, fluff ➥ you've had a bad day, a bad week, at least you have seokmin there to help you impulsively dye your hair

★ overworked

➥ 2.6k, fluff, ft. platonic!jihoon ➥ seokmin just wants you and jihoon to take a break

★ balancing life

➥ 2.1k, fluff, angst ➥ surprisingly, life and death go hand and hand

boyfie seokmin + face riding (smut)

dilf seokmin x daughter's teacher reader (smut)

boyfriend seokmin x small tits reader (smut)

KIM MINGYU

★ strike a pose

➥ 4.2k, smut, ft. minghao ➥ you’re korea’s top model and today you have a photoshoot with your old college friend, kim mingyu, and the famous fashion designer, xu minghao

★ take care of you

➥ 2.1k, smut ➥ even when you are going on a date, mingyu is there to take care of you

★ lick the bowl clean

➥ 1.5k, fluff ➥ late night baking heals the soul, especially when done with a friend

★ good to be bad

➥ 10.2k, fluff, descendants!au, ft. wonwoo ➥ moving to auradon brings many new things, good and bad

★ a sheep in wolf's clothing 🎤

➥ 7.2k, smut ➥ kim mingyu is the biggest player on campus, so why is he coming to you for sex help

★ work husband

➥ 1.7k, fluff, ft. wonwoo ➥ your two coworkers get a bit too involved in becoming your “work husband”

★ my boyfriend's in a band

➥ 4.2k, fluff, minor angst ➥ there are many things you hate about your boyfriend

★ beach boobs babes 🎤

➥ 1.3k, smut, chubby!big-boobed!reader ➥ mingyu goes to the beach to cool down, but things only heat up

★ ice cream(ed)

➥ 1.8k, smut, chubby!big-boobed!reader ➥ mingyu really does try to be respectful, but it’s hard when you keep teasing him with his two favorite things: food and you

newlywed drabble (flluff)

XU MINGHAO

★ strike a pose

➥ 4.2k, smut, ft. mingyu ➥ you’re korea’s top model and today you have a photoshoot with your old college friend, kim mingyu, and the famous fashion designer, xu minghao

★ opposites attract

➥ 1.8k, smut ➥ you and your best friend could not be anymore different, you two seem to make it work though

★ apple of my eye

➥ 2.4k, fluff, descendants!au ➥ minghao’s arrival to auradon changes your life as you know it, and not just because he’s the son of the woman who poisoned your mother

minghao buying you the moon

BOO SEUNGKWAN

★ caught on camera

➥ 7.9k, smut ➥ being a cam girl is great, that is is until you have to consider your roommate

★ at the top

➥ 2.8k, angst w/ a happy ending ➥ it’s always said that it’s lonely at the top, you just didn’t believe it

★ chicken

➥ 1.9k, smut ➥ the teasing between you and your best friend gets taken a bit too far

VERNON CHWE

★ high and fucked 🎤

➥ 2.8k, smut ➥ hansol is nothing to you but your ex-boyfriend’s roommate, but you still find yourself alone with him while you get high together

★ double fucked

➥ 4.0k, smut, ft. chan ➥ after your ex-boyfriend catches you hooking up his with roommate, he wants in on the fun

★ he was a skater boy

➥ 3.6k, slice of life ➥ your skater boy best friend asks for your help to get with the head of the dance team

★ like a deja vu of heaven

➥ 4.4k, angst ➥ you meet your soulmate in a dream

★ weave your little webs of opacity

➥ 3.4k, fluff, spiderman!au ➥ vernon hates keeping secrets from you, but there's one big one he can't spill

★ the valentine's day date

➥ 2.8k, fluff ➥ the guys are determined to find vernon a date for valentine’s day

★ i like you, do you like me?

➥ 1.4k, fluff ➥ vernon knows you two will be best friends no matter what, so why is it so hard to tell you he likes you?

studio sex ft. jihoon (smut)🎸

vernon + spanking (smut)

reacting to you limping the morning after (smut)

LEE CHAN

★ double fucked

➥ 4.0k, smut, ft. vernon ➥ after your ex-boyfriend catches you hooking up his with roommate, he wants in on the fun

★ concealed zippers

➥ 3.4k, smut ➥ you ask your best friend to zip your dress up

★ friends don't

➥ 3.3k, angst ➥ you and chan are friends, but friends don't do what you do

★ now spit, baby

➥ smau one-shot, smut ➥ you accidently send a meme to the wrong person, fortunately for you it sparks a conversation

★ do not touch

➥ 2.1k, smut ➥ chan loves his friends, he does not love when his friends are all over his girlfriend

★ sweat pumpin', heart thumpin'

➥ 4.0k, smut ➥ when you get horny at rehearsal you want nothing more than to go home and take care of your problem, but you get stopped when chan asks you to run a dance with him, in the end you find a way to help each other out

★ omega envy

➥ 3.2k, smut, a/b/o ➥ chan goes into rut while you two are wrestling and you offer to help him out

warm bodied chan x cold reader (smut)

[martiniblues]

nctdream masterlist.

— mark

i’d give up forever to touch you (part one)

all i can taste is this moment (part two)

if i was your boyfriend

weave your little webs of opacity

what a feeling

spidey boy

midas touch

— renjun

loading…

— jeno

i’ll be your (not so) temporary fix

— haechan

comin’ back for more

— jaemin

loading…

— chenle

loading…

— jisung

dance practice

more to come…

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hi!! i'd like to rec this fic from @rubyreduji for the superhero theme!

https://www.tumblr.com/rubyreduji/703929935369224192/weave-your-little-webs-of-opacity-hvc?source=share

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CALL OF DUTY

Back to December | Part 2 | angst, smut NEW!

[ex!Simon “Ghost” Riley x fem!reader]

Your new job as an assistant for the CEO of a big, shiny company was supposed to be a good thing. Instead your ex from uni who completely ghosted you out of nowhere several years ago happens to be one of your superiors. It doesn’t help that he’s only gotten more handsome over the years. But you hate him for leaving without an explanation, and he seems to hate you too. Everything is just fucking great.

MARVEL

One-Shots

Webs of Opacity | fluff, angst

[Peter Parker x Rogers!reader (adopted, of course), Steve Rogers x sister!reader]

On the eve of the annual Stark Halloween party, you’ve managed to gulp down too much alcohol and tangled yourself into intricate webs of trouble. Even glittering fairies can’t escape the drama, and handsome 80’s film characters can’t always save them from sleazy boyfriends and hangovers.

My Blood Turns Into Alcohol | fluff, angst

[bartender!Bucky Barnes x fem!reader]

Bucky Barnes doesn’t step out behind his trusted bar counter, no matter what goes on out on the floor. Until you, that is—the town newbie who stumbles inside the lanky old bar and won’t stop showing up in your pretty dresses and with that shy smile. Bucky is infuriated. Maybe that’s why he won’t let you pay for even one of your drinks, or why his coworkers won’t stop bothering him about you.

Braces Are Breaking | angst, fluff

[Peter Parker x sister!reader, Bucky Barnes x reader]

Peter Parker does not have much family left, and the small part he has he protects fiercely. When he suspects someone is dating his sister, he’s determined to find out who it is. What he doesn’t expect is to do so under such dire circumstances.

Barefoot in the Wildest Winter | angst, fluff

[Steve Rogers x agent!reader]

Being hopelessly in love with Steve Rogers does nothing to help you in your massive fight after risking your life on a mission. Steve Rogers being hopelessly in love with you might just help save your life when the heat goes off in your reclusive safe house in the midst of wild winter.

You Flower, You Feast | smut, angst, little bit of fluff

[Bucky Barnes x fem!reader x Sam Wilson]

Ever since you began your work as an agent, John Walker has treated you like shit and you have no idea why. Sending you to watch over Sergeant Barnes and his work should have been a punishment—turns out it was anything but.

Sweet Spot | smut, fluff, angst

[Steve Rogers x fem!reader]

Fed up with being the only one who can’t relate to the seemingly mind-blowing sexscapades everyone seems to be experiencing, your superior and great friend Captain Steve Rogers offers to help you with your problem. You should have never agreed to it.

Series

Resurrection Masterlist ON HIATUS!

[brother!mafia!Bucky Barnes x adopted!sister!reader, mafia!Thor Odinson x reader, mafia!Loki Odinson x reader, eventual Steve Rogers x reader]

Bucky Barnes was only nineteen when the lives of his parents and little sister were taken right in front of him by the ruthless members of the Odinson mob. His father’s mistakes have turned Bucky into a vengeful and cold shell of the charming boy he once was, now deeply rooted in the criminal lifestyle of the Stark mafia. Sudden attacks ignite the conflict between the two forces of the city, refueling the rivalry that has been rather tame for years. Nine years since Bucky’s life fell apart, he finds it shattering once more when what was supposed to be long dead returns to the living.

Anachronism Masterlist COMPLETED

[slightly feral Bucky Barnes x fem!reader, Steve Rogers x fem!reader]

Sprained ankles, snowstorms, blood-thirsty wolves and feral super soldiers. What was supposed to be a peaceful walk in the woods surrounding the cabin you're staying in with your best friend Steve quickly turns devastating, forcing your path to cross with a mysterious and burly man who can't seem to grasp social cues and the concept of privacy. His past is a puzzle that can't seem to be solved and your feelings for the sweet and giant man quickly develop from friendly gratitude to something neither of you can't quite grasp.

Stark U Masterlist

[college!Steve Rogers x fem!reader, college!Bucky Barnes x fem!reader, college!Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader, college!Sam Wilson x fem!reader]

Five people crammed into a loft just outside of the Stark University campus might have been a bad idea. Concussions, breakdowns, asshole hook ups and secret pining are everyday occurrences. Nobody is normal and chaos is constant, but what would you ever do without them?

Drabbles

You’re Gonna Go Far

[older brother!Steve Rogers x sibling!reader]

You’ve been acting different for weeks now and Steve is not having that at all. His little sister is his world, and sitting crying in your room without telling him why? Unacceptable.

Wildest Dreams

[Bucky Barnes x reader]

Song fic!! Based on Wildest Dreams by Taylor Swift

[icedcappujaeno]

i. unheralded salvation

Hebrew 13:6. “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” - except that he was no man.

→ genre: medieval, angst, fluff, smut (on later chapters) → words: 1,032 → pair: werewolf!jaehyun & postulant!reader

warnings (in this chapter): blood, religious things related to medieval christianity (should this be tagged...i don’t even know)

✭ 🕊 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔰 | 𝖔𝖓𝖊 | 𝔱𝔴𝔬 | 𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔢𝔢 | cont.  🕊 ✭

( a/n: aaa hello this is super duper delayed. this fic was supposed to be a one-shot super long one as i was inspired by a loop cycle of watching the sound of music - but i decided to split it into parts because...why not? i feel like i should have done this a long time ago. forgive me.  very important to read: please note that in this, the reader is a postulant, thus it will contain some religious matter and things along its web. this work is solely a work of fiction. thank you! a masterlist will be up soon, but now i have to rest because the need to post this first chapter is tingling. )

The sound of the roaring thunder accompanied by the flash of lightning outside was enough to keep you inside of your quarters, and you could only glance at the crucifix nailed on the wall before your bed.

Your fingers slowly ran through the circular, wooden beads as you recite your prayers, and in it your thoughts included for the storm to pass quickly. If it weren’t for the crashing sounds outside your windows, the whole scene would be a feast of solemnity between you and your god.

It wasn’t long that another loud crash was heard – loud enough to cause the tiny cactus plant standing by the porch of your window vibrated. It isn’t caused by thunder, you deduced. Piqued by your curiosity, a soft ‘sorry’ mouthed from your lips as you paused your prayer recital to check your window.

Slowly, you neared the closed, glass window pane of yours. Half of your thoughts told you it might only be the stray cat the nuns have been forcefully and unsuccessfully evicted from the convent, but as a naturally curious individual, you can’t help but tilt your head to the side to see further outside.

The glass of your window was blurred by the big droplets of rain that caused you to see almost nothing, and as you were about to dismiss to resume your daily rosary, a shadow – a human-like shadow tinted your windows, causing you to step back as your eyes widen in fear.

Run, your mind was dictating, but it seemed like your feet was frozen nor glued stuck on the floor you’re standing. The figure by your window leaned onto its glass, and you noticed the red stains clinging on its opacity. Blood, you mentally screamed, yet as a reflex to help people in need, your feet hurried to the pane and opened the window, causing the figure to fell on your cemented floor – rather loud groan escaping his lips but the roar of thunder masking it from the people nearby to hear.

He was a man, but that was still in question. His face was in great disdain as his hand clutched the sides of his torso from where the blood was coming from. Quickly, you opened your closet to get the first-aid kit the nuns provided and knelt before him, but when your hands tried to reach out to help, he took a step back and hissed at you.

His eyebrows were furrowed and clearly, he didn’t want to be touched by you, but the droplets of blood coming from his wounds accompanied with the water as he was drenched from the rain were dripping on your floor – and you weren’t going to have any of it.

“We need to stop the bleeding, otherwise, you’ll bleed out to death,” you said, and although your mind told you to remain calm this time, your voice betrayed you as every word you speak was laced with a shiver.

“It’ll heal…fast…” his breaths were ragged yet he still looked at you with scornful eyes and furrowed brows, but the pain stabbing him from his sides seemed to be unbearable that his face scrunch up in agony – making him look vulnerable. You took it as a signal and approached him, slowly, and when your hand graced with his arm –

The blinding flash of lightning from outside was enough to compare how fast he took you down as he held your wrist tightly, his body hovering above yours while he looked at you as if you were his prey.

“Don’t,” he whispered, and you could see the fangs protruding slowly from his bruised upper lip. “Don’t touch me.”

You closed your eyes in fear, yet you recall, was your believed god the only one to lay your fears into?

You could feel his hot breath nearing your face, and you could almost feel his predatory gaze upon yours even with your eyes closed.

“The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” you whispered, slowly opening your eyes to meet his surprised ones. His eyes were instilled to yours, and for a minute, you stared at his façade despite the darkness.

A low, baritone chuckle escaped from his throat and he slowly sat up, releasing the tight grip on your wrist. Once free, you winced in pain and glanced at your wrist, his grip leaving bright, red marks from its tight hold.

Your eyes wandered around his figure and noticed that the bleeding from the side of his torso have halted, and the dark, wine-colored bruises on his lips and the bright red scratches on his face and arms have already…healed.

He looked at you with an amused smile – terrifying as it may be, yet it was like a spell that came to your senses as…charming.

“Except that I am no man,” he chuckled once more, standing to face window from which he came from, and you noticed the thunder and lightning have stopped and the rain has slowed down into small drizzles. The clouds were dissipating to reveal the bright, glorious, full moon – its light shining upon the man in front of you.

It was ethereal, and even though the doctrines you’ve endlessly read and memorized by heart told you that no other being omnipotent but your god exists, the scene unfolding before you was enough to make you question everything about your faith.

“Then what are you? Who are you?”

You were almost out of breath, watching his skin protrude thick brown filaments, color same of his hair. His nails were elongating into sharp claws, white canines turning into viscous fangs. His built was steadily growing as well until he’s standing on fours. Before his transformation was complete, he glanced once more at your bewildered stand.

“My name is Jaehyun.”

His animal form took a step forward to you, boring the same brown eyes he looked at you with not a while ago for a moment, before dashing out of the window from where he entered – leaving only the traces of blood from your short encounter.

“Jaehyun,” you whispered his name – a name surely you won’t forget until the day of your death.

cont.

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Help Me Help You - Hatred Is A Sickness Of The Heart (23/?)

Character: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader / OFC

Chapter summary: Her inner demon is something Annabelle has not yet proven to be able to control. Fate thought it'd be a good idea to let her figure that out the hard way.

Warnings: Lots of violence, very graphic descriptions, attempted sexual assault, angst, flashbacks

Words: 1.8k

Previous Chapter // Help Me Help You - Masterlist

Once in the lab, Bruce examined her all while Bucky stood closely by her side, watching the doctor’s every move as he checked her pulse, cleaned her wound on her cheek and her bloody knuckles.

She was still crying, although quietly, sniffs rattling her frame every now and then, and Bucky’s thoughts had become violent.

He could see the man’s neck snapping in his mind and it felt good. He could feel his fist smashing into his nose, splattering blood on his metal arm. Oh, what joy he felt at that thought.

His knuckles turned white from clenching his fists too hard, his left arm whirring with the effort at the sight of the finger-shaped bruises that had manifested themselves on her skin. They were under all the dried up blood that Bruce had mostly wiped away.Her body was vibrating on the couch, still trembling from the fear that had shaken her core.

He followed the path of her injuries, the idea of what might have happened becoming clearer.

He thanked whatever god there was for the fact that her jeans were still intact and because she had been able to walk back to the tower.

Of cause it didn’t mean that she hasn’t had to fight off a sexual assault, though.

They saw the news. ‘Murderer and sex offender’ was what the woman on the TV had said.

It has had to be him. The bits and pieces of him still clinging to her clothing, and since he had hugged her so closely to his body, clinging to him as well.She just sat there, silent tears running over her face. Snivels were the only sounds coming from her while Bruce made sure to bandage her up.

“Okay, it’s all good now-” He started to talk, but Annabelle only looked at Bucky, who had his arms crossed, fidgeting on the spot with his hands clenching and unclenching at his sides.

She ignored the rest Bruce had to say about her injuries, nodding absentmindedly.

Then she stood up onto wobbly legs, walked into her room, closed the door in front of Bucky’s nose, and walked straight into the shower.

She stood under the way too hot stream of water while letting it clean her skin from all the blood and gore. She stared down for minutes, watching the pink water run down the drain. It didn’t seem to clear up again.

It had already seeped into her pores and it made her furiously rub at her sensitive skin, tug at the congealed strands of her hair until it all came loose and with another wracking sob she collapsed on the tiled floor of her shower.

Every atom of her being screamed in unison. She was hanging on a thread, traumatized beyond belief.

And she wondered if that was just what her life was like now.Just more and more memories stalking her to keep her up at night and she closed her eyes for a second, leaning her head against the cool tiles while her brain hardly stopped her from reviving the latest events.

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“We’re gonna have some fun, slut.” He rattled through his throat and with the rapid beat of her heart and the stars filling her vision, she suddenly felt lightheaded until something was beginning to take over.

It was anger that rose up, boiling deep in her system, as hot as lava. It churned within, hungry for destruction. She felt its twisting and winding starting in her chest and she remembered this feeling, knowing what came with it would, like the lava, be unstoppable and destroy everything in its path.

She knew it’s too much for her to contain. To tame and handle.

The pressure of this raging sea of hate and rage would force her to do things she had no control over, things she had tried to suppress for weeks at a time. Getting out of everybody’s way before erupting into this furious state.

Normally she knew the feeling would pass. Standing inside the silent, calm space of her bedroom, sure. But there was no space. There was no way out.

Only this man’s sweaty form pressed pressed against her that made her want to kick and scream, feeling the hard press of his erection against her hip and the only thing she felt besides the panic making her visceral, was the pure hate coloring her insides and her soul. 

It spread though her system like a network of poisonous spider web, filling her up to the brim until she felt it streaming out of her pores.She gritted her teeth from trying to remain silent, her face red with the effort of holding it back until it washed over her in tidal waves, shutting down all other feelings and becoming the only goal.She blinked once, twice, and she felt her vision changing, her focus concentrating on her one and only prey

.She still felt the change in her subconscious mind, saw the reflection of two black orbs staring into his eyes, and his grimace faded, along with the nasty thrill of anticipation she had seen glimmering within. He let go of her abruptly, her hunched form exuding an animosity that was like acid; burning, slicing, potent.

Deadly.

But that time was different. She knew what she was doing. She didn’t watch it through a spyhole in the back of her mind, locked up until she had the upper hand again.She was the upper hand. And she was screeching a demanded release in the form of violence, engulfing her moralities and she didn’t care one. Single. Bit.

She hadn’t even swung her first punch yet and she saw the man that had been towering above her only ten seconds earlier, humping against her like some fucking mutt, now all but a quivering heap.

How weak he was.The adrenaline gave her the power and it felt so fucking good.

He couldn’t control himself? Fine, then

I shall control you.

“You filthy” She stepped closer “Fucking” Another step. 

He had fear written all over his face, his back pressed against the brick wall in front of her 

“Piece of shit.” She hissed and closed her fist.She lunged out and felt the crack of his jaw underneath her knuckles, along with his shrill yell ringing in her ears. It felt almost orgasmic.

His form started to slump, both of his hands holding his shattered jaw, but she grabbed the fabric of his jacket covering his shoulders and just dug her nails into the taut muscle underneath and with one twist of her torso and a steady stance she used all of her force to whirl the man against the wall behind them.His cries and whines had been reduced to whimpers.

But this wasn’t cruelty, no. This was mercy and justice combined.

She would be doing the world a huge fucking favor and she would not rest until he had been beaten. Not just beaten down. That, she had already accomplished with the snap of his bones. She meant dead.She didn’t need him to suffer, just needed to see the opacity of his cornea. The blue-white haze inside his pupils that appeared after death. 

Anyone else might have thought that she overreacted, but his mistake was that he had underestimated.The opaque and dense gas-like shape that poured out of the palms of her hands and her fingertips felt like a relief as it had been built up underneath her skin, begging to finally be freed.

And with her hand pointing at him, her fingers twitching and twisting like they themselves were the creature that found itself a way inside of the gasping body, entering through his nose and mouth… She knew it was her.

Whatever that was, it had become a part of her, since she could feel the ripple of his throat, the slimy inside of his lungs, the raspy breath that tried to force itself inside, make space where there was none, more blackness already occupying it.But it felt not enough. She didn’t need him to suffer.So she made a downward motion with her hands gesturing as if they clawed at the air, another rapid gush of coiling strands followed after, more and more filling the man’s insides.

His belly swelled, his chest expanded. The veins in his eyes had popped like balloon snakes, his sclera filled with blood as he stared into the sky above him while her telepathic commands wriggled their way through his insides, goring through him like a red-hot dagger and making his lifeless form jerk from the inside out. 

She did not notice the lack of space in the already dead man’s body, nor did she flinch as it burst open to make more room for it, popping like an overripe watermelon that had hit the pavement.

She felt the splatter of hot blood on her skin, felt it soaking her clothes and the skin underneath. The stench of iron hung heavily in the air due to the ripped-open cadaver that was splayed out on the moist and cold ground. Her vision had turned back to normal and the second time she took a closer look at the scene, the lynching in front of her, there was no more hate flooding her senses, numbing her feelings and clouding her mind.

It was just her, the girl from the small-town.

The girl who had cried when she had stepped on her dog’s tail, the one who caught ladybugs and freed them outside instead of squishing them. 

She walked backwards, out of the alley and down the street. She wasn’t stopping for anyone, her lungs quickly filling with icy air, her chest constricting with the sight still resting in front of her eyes. Her clothes and hair stuck to her skin.Was it blood or sweat or a mixture of both?Her skin felt like it was roasting, the sting in her legs prominent, but she didn’t dare stopping. Running and running away from that nightmare.

Running until she had found back home.She laid into bed, her skin still burning with the ferocious scrubs she had made it suffer through.

She had stopped crying some time after her flashback in the shower. She knew that the worst part about what she had done was not that she did it, or even how wrong, how so against all of her morals it had been, but that she had enjoyed it.

She felt an unspeakable disgust for herself, a dirtiness on her skin she couldn’t rub off, no matter how much she tried.And it only made her curl up under the covers, hoping to flee from this devilish side of her that the serum had called up.

Or had it been inside of her the whole time? 

She couldn’t think of it or the images branded into her memory forever.

She just needed this horrible day to end,

was that too much to ask for?

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