#why did I choose engineering

[angebluee]

Finished my calc 2 midterm

Bright side I was able to answer most questions in 50 min time limit compared to last time.

But I still did shit like moments and center of mass shit got me fucked up tryna evaluate integrals

[crystalparkwgfvh]

Been having a terrible semester so far, why can’t professors show mercy on students or at least treat us like humans!!!! Honestly the course i feel like im about to fail wasn’t even the one I wanted but suddenly this year the university stopped giving us the choice for electives and everyone was forced to take this stupid embedded electronics course!!! Makes me sooo mad. :( Whats worse is the professors thinks we are not putting in any effort but what she doesn’t know is that we are all burnt out from not being given a summer break just so the stupid university could adjust their academic calendar. Im so tireddd. I feel like i cant do anything right these days.

[sapphichaewon]

i got this physics I test today and i'm so insecure and anxious about it :(

[putuponpercy]

clowning around instead of working

[dreaming-raven]

Drew him once more

[hindulivesmatter]

on today's episode of "will design college end me faster than nature running it's course" we have

YOUR GIRL WORKING ON HER PORTFOLIO WHILE SHE'S ON VACATION.

[udonli]

ELECTRICAL STUFF??? Who cares about oscar, I wanna see the notes

inventing electricity was the worst thing we ever did . peep the red bull tracker!

[natinkart]

doing ordinary differential equations in my geometry class... I don't even know why

the thing is, this is the second part of my geometry exam, but geometry I is called linear algebra and geometry II (what I'm doing rn) is called something like mathematic supplements BYT ITS BASICALLY JUST MATHEMATICAL ANALYSIS 2 OR WHATEVER THE FUCK IS CALLED IN ENGLISH

onestamente non capisco pk stiamo facendo analisi due a geometria due. che poi non è neanche geometria due, è il secondo modulo di geometria quindi in teoria è parte del singolo corso di geometria e quello che sto facendo adesso (che ripeto, si chiama supplementi di matematica CHE CAZZO STAI SUPPLEMENTANDO OH) fa parte dle singolo programma di geometria.

sto odiando ingegneria.

im hating engineering.

[pluggedintosaverockandroll]

born to have a million hobbies, forced to study

[ophelias-lamentation]

statics and circuits final on the same day somebody sedate me

[phlobotomy]

i am actually freaking out i dont know anything at all for my exam in two hours for literally the hardest class ever i dont even know what to do at this point please send me luck i need it

[abyssruler]

as much as i would love to finish this in this year’s october, i’m vv flooded with exams and workload. but! i’ll try to get one of these out. no promises though ><

5 SUNDAYS OF KINKTOBER

liturgy — zhongli, raiden ei, childe, kazuha, albedo, imposter albedo/subject two, scaramouche x fem!afab!reader

creed — i am so going to hell for this

communion — comment or send an ask to be added to the taglist!

1ST MASS ♱ zhongli & ei

homily — you’ve been the most devoted servant of the anemo archon since the end of the war, not noticing the heated looks by two gods that have followed you for millennia. in your moment of loss at the sudden slumber of barbatos after the battle with durin, they don’t hesitate to take the opportunity to convert you to their religion.

dubcon, power imbalance, sub reader, praise, subtle manipulation, fingering, oral f-receiving, dom ei and zhongli, implied venti x reader

2ND MASS ♱ childe

homily — he often wonders how you managed to end up as a harbinger. you’re so sweet and naive, letting your guard down around him and always inquiring about his health and wellbeing whenever he goes on lengthy missions, greeting him with a smile when he returns to zapolyarny palace. archons, you’re practically begging to be taken advantage of. he hopes the tsaritsa won’t mind if he temporarily takes her 12th harbinger out of commission for, say, nine months?

dubcon, breeding, mentions of pregnancy, humiliation, manipulation, oral f-receiving

3RD MASS ♱ kazuha

homily — he tells himself it’s fine that you left him. except, that’s not true in the slightest sense. he wants you back, needs you back like dying man in the desert looking for an oasis. now, if you had just stopped seeing that man who lives down by the road, he wouldn’t have ended up taking such drastic measures. you don’t want him anymore, but it’s fine, he’ll just have to make you see things his way. you’re so kind, he’s sure you’ll forgive him for it.

yandere kazuha, dubcon, hate sex, stalking, oral f-receiving

4TH MASS ♱ albedo & subject two

homily — your creator has told you countless times how dangerous the outside world is. blizzards and monsters and every bad thing you could imagine all lay outside the little cabin you call a home. however, albedo failed to include in his calculations just how curious you truly are. it’s fine, you tell yourself, he’s not even the slightest bit mad to see you out and about, except… there’s something strange about your master’s behavior today.

homunculus reader, dubcon, coercion, manipulation, voyeurism

5TH MASS ♱ scaramouche

homily — you look good when you cry in the middle of the hall after he deliberately humiliates you in front of everyone. but he thinks you look best when you look up at him through teary eyes as you choked on his fingers in the school’s public restroom.

modern au, college au, bully scara, possessive scara, noncon, manipulation, blackmail, degradation, humiliation, dacryphilia, oral m-receiving, semi-public sex, nonconsensual filming, spit kink

[ducksbuttocks]

i'm learning japanese btw. fuck it

[remi1863]

I am soooo tireeddddddd

[bitterpngs]

not me wondering if i should’ve chosen an architecture degree instead

[sunlight-shunlight]

ok so, bianca davri invented some automatic farming devices, as well as a spinning wheel! good for her. so. i'm nominating that she could have invented a printing press too!

which would even make sense to explain why varric's novels are such notoriously beloved hits, bc while also being entertaining, they were some of the first to be published, and presumably set the precedent for what serialized, mass-printed, non-chantry approved literature even looks like in southern thedas...

and i think varric being the pioneer of this makes sense!! bc everyone keeps going ''UGH his books are so TRASHY!!'' but the excerpts shown are... fine? and his first book even seemed like it was genuinely earnest, and he was working out some Feelings about being a dwarven criminal and having a shitty brother. so the bad reputation would make sense if it was a chantry policy to smear his writing a bit, bc they don't like that it's popular and not very Maker Honouring™.

as always i was thinking about it (thedas art history) and

i think actually the whole chantry situation would be significantly influenced by the fact that they have control over all the tranquil? and the tranquil are... literate, unpaid, tireless, detail-oriented labourers, who will never get bored or cranky or want to quit. so they would actually be like the backbone of how southern thedas makes any kind of printed material, in scriptoriums attached to the circles or whatever?

which is also really convenient for the chantry. since then they have a chokehold on what gets disseminated. any independent groups that make manuscripts or print material would be less efficient, since by necessity, they would need to... pay their scribes and give them days off, and occasionally have them goof up a page and waste time.

and this raises really interesting questions about stuff like the book of shartan and the heretical chant verses being spread around - can people quietly bribe a chantry official to get them to assign a tranquil to copy it out under the table? is there part-time scribe work going on in alienages to keep these texts circulating? do mages (also literate and have access to materials) themselves manage to do this type of thing covertly, or do they have enough loyalty from the tranquil that the tranquil would be willing to lie about it and help them make some contraband?

anyway, THIS is how the popularity of varric's serialized novels, spurring the development of the printing press, and therefore more secular decentralized sources of media, could create a Chantry Reformation Chaos Era, when the chantry loses its grip on information and archives-