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announcing a new The Dynamic for 2025 which is “why do you get to be free” and “why cant you just be free”. All compelling relationships can be sourced to this single well
#everything is about rhaenicent except rhaenicent which is about glory to president ryan condal#if there isnt resentment what is the point of it all.#i have talked about this before but im starting to think it might be much more far reaching than my girls.#of course you can get one without the other but they will be off balance forever#a Why Do You Get To Be Free character is my favorite type of character ever. wdygtbf es numero uno#this is also jackennis and qhorinmance and a lot of things. let me think#and every relationship in black sails basically.#AND GELPHIE. THANK YOU TAGS
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me: i'm gonna clean up my desk so my sketchbook doesn't fall every 3 minutes while i draw today!
[3 hours later.]
me: ...i have made a miscalculation...
cleaning up my desk is proving to be a much bigger task than i thought, so here's an old comic i can't believe i haven't posted yet:







and a bonus ending:

anyways, i'll see you all soon after i clean up my desk
#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#dca fandom#Rain or Shine AU#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#comic#yknow how kids tend to lose things#that's what this comic is about#and to just draw cheery happy chibi sunny having fun#with or without his boot#i've had this in my draft for AGES#chibi Sunny's just been splashing in puddles without a boot all this time#my desk has been a mess since my artblock#but it's not just my desk it's the shelves i need to reorganize as well#i haven't touched the shelves in over a year#i really need to#actually use them#and then i can put away all the stuff that's currently on my desk#i will never have the cozy minimalist desk set up#(i'm too much of a hoarder for that lifestyle)#but at least i need space to lay my sketchbook flat#and not balance my mug on top of magazines
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some aimee outfits
#mostly yoinked from pinterest#i was pulling my hair as to what wardrobe aimee should have#bc its so hard to find good color palettes for lavender esp if im not going for the pastel route#def a skill issue on my part#i just went with a lot of dark colors to make her hair stand out#next time im drawing her she would be in trashier and sluttier outfits u_u this is too casual#but also without leaning too much into bimbocore bc i personally am not into it augh idkk i need to find that balance#aimee the heartbreaker#my art
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#shiguang dailiren#link click#時光代理人#shiguang daili ren fanart#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#aashi doodles#every dive back in time must get more and more difficult for lg especially trying to balance how warm vs how cold he should be treating cxs#cuz fundamentally he knows too much about cxs. without even intending his passive actions and mannerisms would probably be making#cxs feel closer to him and at a faster rate with each dive#anyways some slightly morose domestic shiguang#man the emotional wreck lg must be in every time he has to reset 😔
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sorry. hi. having a moment.
#the urge fascinates me so bad dude.#like some aspects of it are a light sendup of fic tropes most prominent of which is the ‘phil dies’ angle#but that doesn’t remotely detract from the ways that it is genuine or the points at which it is frankly extremely vulnerable#there are also some turns of phrase I really like! it’s well written and evocative without being overwritten. hits that balance quite well.#idk it has a lot of heart in it and that’s really remarkable to me given the time at which it was written#(also don’t get me wrong. I love the hand. I love weird shit. and I think it’s very well done for the genre it’s in.#I just don’t have as much to say about it)#anyway yeah <3#dan and phil#dan howell#get bamtwozled#the urge
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I feel like Kyle, Connor and Wally are those friends where they're all really smart on their own, individually, but when you put them together it's like they actively get dumber.
#Kyle Rayner#wally West#Connor hawke#note: this only applies to the three of them together#kyle and wally work great together#Kyle and Connor complement each others weak spots and actively bolster each other#Wally and Connor probably don't hang out together that much without Kyle and/or Roy#it's when you put all three of them in the same room that the triangulum of stupidity happens#Kyle is like the fulcrum of madness balanced between Connor and Wally's competence#i do think kyle lets himself go when he's not with the lanterns. he's like finally i don't have to stop hal and guy from#committing hate crimes on each other. I'm turning my brain off. i deserve this.#Connor is too busy studying kyle and wally to use his brain and wally is using all 200% of his speedforce mandated superspeed brain#processing power to antagonize Kyle
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Pictured: Loop being extremely normal as they lay in their shallow (homemade) grave as they meditate on existence and also if they have annoyed the Researcher enough THIS time for her to murder them and bury them alive.
(Spoilers - they did not annoy her even CLOSE to that much.)
And there is the required reverse image of Odile arriving - she's had a LONG day (i.e. previous loop), and due to this it will take ten minutes before she even acknowledges the shallow grave Loop is laying in, as she was distracted complaining about what Siffrin just did to annoy her.
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I'd say there's context for all of that, because like...there IS context? Here's the link to the series of fics that HAS that context even! But also...even with context...can't say that it's going to make any of this less weird.
Mostly Odile is looping because due to Loop's wish the universe got rewritten to make Siffrin's repression and emotional issues (the ones bad enough to get him stuck in a time loop in the game) 'someone else's' problem...or at least that's Loop's best theory atm!
Regardless, context or not, I'm quite happy with how the pics came out, and figured I might as well post them here too.
#isat#isat loop#isat odile#in stars and time#like a wheel ever turning au#odile looping au#my art#This was vaguely gesturing at the 'Siffrin gets woken up by Mirabelle' at the start of the game#but like#RADICALLY recontextualized to be near unrecognizable#also vaguely gesturing at the 'hanged man' tarot card because Loop's too fabulous to not pose dramatically in the grave they dug themselves#just to make a point#a point which odile then processed to ignore#Gotta say from the point that i got the vision of loop digging their own grave#the chapter basicly wrote itself#i love how much black humour In Stars in Time fanfics can have without it killing the tone by making it humourless!#It IS possible to write idiots in time loops dying horribly and still have it be a black comedy in pokemon#but LORD that was so much harder to keep the tone balanced with#....look.#i KNOW i have a thing for time loops#i imprinted on Steins;Gate when it first came out and was never the same again#that anime has it's many issues but also it rewrote part of my brain#...also...verbal ticks.#still say 'dootdeedoo~!' unironically#to be fair! I also would say 'nya' as a verbal tick - had to ACTIVELY unlearn doing it even so i'd stop doing it at lecturers in uni#why yes! i was REALLY easy to mock as a teen lol#anyway these tags got off topic#let's wrap this shit up
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hermie the unworthy should have been on game changer actually. the latest episode would do unfathomable things to his psyche
#game changer#dndads#surprisingly the joker thing would be the least impactful part of it#acting out sincerity vs letting your inner self being perceived in a consistent enough way?#having to figure out what about yourself can be kept and what can be shown without doubt?#he would perish i think#and of course the joker performance#also having to figure out what it means to be sincere in a role he literally remolded himself to fit?#what others see as true when it's never lined up with oyur own perception. and how to balance that with something so dear#it;s not so much being joker as what it represents. like the stage of life he was in and how much the act became the person#even quite literally with willscam#oh my god i need to shut up
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there are always like fandom specific “subgenres” of fic where there are a few really specific questions or big events in canon that a large percentage of fics want to explore. there are a few of these for taz balance fic but one of if not the biggest is “lucretia forgiveness”—which is usually about the question of how taako specifically feels about lucretia’s decisions post canon, and especially whether he forgives her. and while that’s definitely an interesting question, it tends to dominate, and it’s unfortunate because i find barry’s, davenport’s, and especially lup’s responses to lucretia’s decisions far more interesting
#not that focusing on taako is wrong since hes like. a main character and has the most vocal reaction to her in canon. it makes sense#but still!! the others!!#lup especially gets the short end because a lot of times people want to focus on taako or sometimes barry#and she factors into both of those so much that she just ends up supporting their stories rather than having the focus on HER feelings#(and because she forgives lucretia right off the bat so there’s not like. as much Drama)#but her feelings are the most interesting to me!! lup and lucretia’s parallels drive me crazy.#the guilt and martyrdom and noble to a fault and making a choice when there are no right choices sistersssss#and yet for all the similarities they’re still opposed when it comes to those decisions#i also hate the emphasis on forgiveness but thats my own thing#i think a better question than ‘does taako forgive lucretia’ would be#‘how does taako and lucretia’s relationship change in the future’#just a little more open ended and not so concerned with forgiveness. since i’m a big believer you can move on w someone without forgiveness#taz balance#taz#lucretia#mine
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I think the most amazing thing about Alhaitham's ironic question "How has realizing your ideals gone for you?" is that yes, on the surface, it pierced through the heart of Kaveh's feelings at the time and forced him to reflect on whether he still had enough belief to keep going, but--BUT--
This is also Alhaitham subtly asking: "Was your life better without me?"
Kaveh left their friendship because of his ideals.
Kaveh's attempts to realize his beliefs began in earnest during his argument with Alhaitham, who challenged him back then by suggesting that Kaveh didn't honestly believe in his ideals and was just pursuing them out of guilt and a desire to punish himself for his father's death.
Kaveh's attempt to "realize his ideals," therefore, spans the exact amount of time he and Alhaitham have been separated. When Alhaitham asks about Kaveh's attempts, he's asking very specifically about the course Kaveh's life took when he was no longer in it.
How did it go for you? Were you happier? Was it worth it?
I truly believe that Kaveh will be able resolve his conflict with Alhaitham--and come to understand Alhaitham's actual feelings--when he realizes that, in that exact moment, he should have turned the question around:
How did realizing your ideals go for you, Alhaitham?
Was your life better off without me?
No.
#genshin impact#alhaitham#kaveh#haikaveh#kavetham#Kaveh was so worried about whether he should keep his own ideals#that he never even noticed how much Alhaitham's changed#Alhaitham's line in Parade of Providence#about how being correct isn't the same as being right#was sooo telling#it's not about compromising your beliefs#but about learning how to pursue them without compromising yourself#both of them had to feel the sting of pursuing their own beliefs too far#to realize that you need balance#Kaveh's pursuit of ideals that cost him everything was Alcazarzaray#but Alhaitham's pursuit of ideals was the fight that lost him Kaveh#Sumeru was saved because Alhaitham learned his lesson about egoism#and Alhaitham was able to save Kaveh in turn#it's so fucking clean my god this writing#Hoyo cooked so hard with this ship not even Gordon Ramsey can complain
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Halflife ponies. Btw.
A warning to any MLP enjoyers: if this ends up on derpibooru or any similar site I'll gnaw you into splinters like a cheap plastic dog toy. I'm on the DNP lists under animatorfun and I'll request a new link for this blog specifically if I havw to. Please stop reuploading my shit 💀
Edit: i forgot to reenable the layer with Gordon's glasses it's so over. I was wondering why she looked weird oughhgggh
Edit2: fixed gordon <3
#no reposting#Barneys lack of a cutie mark is NOT because I forgot. it is a joke about his undecided major i promise#barney was gonna be a pegasus but i forgot to draw his wings and he looks better without them anyways so. earthpony barney#they feel more balanced this way anyways#an attempt was made to comply with the mlp gen5 design style...#i dont have much to say about Gordon and Alyxs designs#Gordon... i just drew Gordon But Pony tbh.. tweaked her colors a bit using colors picked from the apple family#i dont really like flesh colored ponies....#alyx.. im not completely satisfied with#shes Missing Something and i cant figure out what#giving her socks felt like too much#she feels half finished#especially with her mane so detailed xc#whoo knows maybe ill update her later (i won't)#aaanyways#half life 2#half life fanart#gordon freeman#alyx vance#barney calhoun#my little pony#half life pony au
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l is for looking at youuuu
#bonk.png#undescribed#ggg#great god grove#was gonna color this properly but then didn't so u get bisexual lighting instead#originally this was supposed to be a redraw of a frame from the pumpkin wine op (havent seen the anime just think the op's cute)#but i had SO much trouble trying to balance patience on top of godpoke without the proportions looking weird#so i tilted what i had n worked it to this
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Okay new take on the angst.
Neither Shanks nor Mihawk die (yay!) but Yoru shatters instead and Mihawk wishes it was him instead.
In a nice parallel to how Mihawk shattered Zoro’s two nameless swords like it was nothing Zoro uses these three great and kind of cursed swords to slowly and painstakingly chip by chip shatter the greatest blade in existence and even tho he’s still breathing Mihawk dies right along side it.
Honestly I don’t see a future where Zoro breaks mihawks sword and lets him live he has to much honor for that has to much respect for Mihawk both as a great swordsman and as a mentor figure. Knows what it means to die proudly with your blade in your hands so I think he’d think it quite cruel to shatter Yoru and then not give Mihawk the honor of death. So like even if he did I think it would be kind of on accident (like he wasn’t deliberately making precise blows to shatter the sword it just kind of happens) and Zoro has spent to much time with Luffy and shanks to kill Mihawk, has spent to much time with Mihawk has witnessed the boredorm and discontent he faces and it’s all complicated. So he Gives him the same lesson Mihawk gave him three scars down the chest from shoulder to hip tells him to come challenge him again.
Either way Mihawk is here scars down his chest for everyone to see and no sword and he has never been more scared or more empty in his life. But shanks is just glad that he’s here and that makes it so much worse.
Because now he feels like he’s just another thing Shanks has to protect. He’s weak and Mihawk hasn’t felt weak in a long time can’t remember a time when he felt there was a challenge that he couldn’t face. But living life after this might be the hardest challenge he has ever faced. There wasn’t supposed to be an after this was supposed to be it. His escape from the monotony a way to go out as honorable to the life that he had lived as he can be. And yet, here he is…..with Shanks, and he has nothing to offer him.
Mihawk is not a good man, not in the way Shanks and Luffy and even Zoro are. He’s selfish, capricious, haughty, callous, casually cruel and all these other adjectives that have never mattered to him before because he was also strong. His strength was all he had to offer and he has never felt as weak as he does now. Why would shanks want that? Why would shanks trade in an equal, a rival someone who could meet him at the top, why would he trade thay in for just another person to worry about. Mihawk wouldn’t (doesn’t think he would but he doesn’t know anymore) Mihawk left him at his lowest moment because of strength and he expects, demands, that shanks do the same.
Unlike Shanks he has nothing else to offer there is no deeper than this but Shanks is just glad that he’s here and what does it mean that he is still here?

Also this is very shanks to Mihawk coded because shanks has always know that this is exactly who Mihawk was there was no deeper (and maybe there where certain things he hoped he could learn) but Shanks has always known and has always accepted him for exactly who he is. There is no question in his mind that Mihawk will pick up a sword and get stronger again (maybe never as strong as he was but that’s okay too) not because that’s what Shanks expects but because that’s who Mihawk is
#mishanks#living past your expiration date will never not be an amazing concept for a character when done well#mihawks sword is this very real physical part of him and I wanted to kind of explore what he would feel like if he had to part with her#but still have to live on#I just kind of like the idea of Mihawk suddenly gaining all this self doubt and self consciousness#still on my journey to make my self sad as possible about these two middle aged men#all these things that he’s never really felt before because he’s always had his strength always been confident in it#and now he’s just floundering#he’s never cared if he was good enough for shanks because strength was all that mattered they matched strengths they were equals#but now the balance is all over the place Mihawk doesn’t have his sword doesn’t know who he is and now he’s scared that shanks will realize#he’s not good and he will have nothing else to offer him#and god watch me dig my own grave#also Yoru is Mihawk’s soul made physical form pretty sure he no longer knows who he is without the great blade#would actually be unrecoverable if something happened to her. Mihawk insane with grief#shanks of course is absolutely gutted as Mihawks very warped and confused ideas of love are all layed bare#but it does make alot of things and left arm gate make much more sense in hindsight#one piece#dracule mihawk#throwing thoughts to the void#op#hawkeye mihawk#akagami no shanks#shanks#red haired shanks#akataka#red hair shanks#roronoa zoro#zoro one piece#one piece meta#mihawk x shanks
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I have all of these extended thoughts on my head about the amazing way themes and character relationships are handled in Iruma-kun and the inclusion of queerness and the handling of the coming of age narrative in this shonen manga/anime
And every time all that comes out when I'm reccing it is "You should watch/read it"
Do it. Go watch/read Mairimashita! Iruma-kun/Welcome to Demon School Iruma-kun
Please.
#mairimashita! iruma kun#m!ik#welcome to demon school iruma kun#i just be ramblin#anime recommendation#manga recommendation#Like okay baseline on its surface it's an isekai anime about a teenage boy who is sold to a demon by his terrible parents and has to go to#school in the demon realm and live there without being found out (otherwise he thinks he'll be eaten)#But it's also a story about growing up and a story about a kid from a terrible situation learning what it means to (and being allowed to)#have goals and ambitions and wants#It's about a kid who gets all his needs met for the first time in his life (and a little spoiled) and figures out he wants everyone to have#that#It's about friendship and bonds and the importance of working together with others#It debunks that usual take about how humanity's base traits are evil and greed and the urge to murder and steal and whatnot through#the comparison to demons‚ who are said to be all of those things at their core and yet in actuality aren't beholden to it#It's about outcasts coming together not letting other people determine their worth and proving just how high they can reach and what they#can accomplish. they force the world to recognize them instead of assimilating#It's about what happens to outcasts who are taken in by bad actors vs outcasts who get genuine support#It's about kindness#It's about how adults should both help the next generation improve while also being their defenders from things they shouldn't have to#handle yet#It's even about the dangers of being fully selfless or fully selfish. How personal desire/the serving of oneself and kindess/the serving of#others should be balanced#About how desire is not inherently terrible and about how being constantly self serving stunts one's growth#And it's also about a human who got sold to a demon and is gonna be the demon king one day#Thinking about this manga makes me want to chew through concrete I love it so much#*how constantly serving others stunts one's growth
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Lucretia is transfem and I believe so because interpreting her this way genuinely just makes her struggles more compelling because they emphasize them. Lucretia spends most of her life being a follower, someone who shines light on the stories of others, but never herself. During her year alone, where she has nobody but herself, her resolve hardens and she becomes radicalized in her views of struggle and hardship. Adopting a “if no one else, it has to be me” attitude that so many trans people adopt… Her being black gives this 10x more weight.
#🦨#taz balance#i love lucretia#lucretia#Lucretia and Lup also mirror each other in so many ways. I think Lucretia being trans would add to this mirroring.#Lucretia as a black woman makes her fight to make change without being seen so much more meaningful at least to me#because she has gone her whole life not being seen. Of course this is just a trend for women in general#but Lucretia takes the brunt of this sort of treatment.#Lup and Lucretia both have these narrative roles that make them essentially invisible#and their experiences line up for me as those of black women who can never stop calling for eyes to be on them. Who risk being forgotten#and thrown to the side if they don’t claw their way into the limelight. With Lucretia being transfem and Lup being black this puts them both#on the same field that doesn’t diminish or uphold one of them over the other. Something that is very very important to me considering they#are the two characters that hold so much influence and importance over the story.
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Me, gasping awake: "Omg, I haven't thought about Rosinante in days!"
My brain: "No worries fam, here's a huge CoraHawk fake dating fix it AU."
Me: "Thank you :)"
*10 minutes later*
Me: "But you know we can't have Mihawk without Shanks, especially if this is set during their duelling times, and also I think Shanks and Rosinante would get on like a house on fire--"
My brain: "This is gonna be a polyamorous Rosinante/Mihawk/Shanks story before long, who do you think I am??"
#the brainrot is real#cora gets to live#law gets all the dads#i actually think cora secretly being alive wouldn't change too much up until marineford#if mihawk arrives just in time to save cora's life on minion island no one besides him and law and maybe sengoku would know he's alive#the marines wouldn't manage to stick doffy into prison without cora's evidence so he'd still be around and plotting#law still would recruit his crew and set out for adventure bc he's got the big question of his secret names that needs to be answered#really only difference is law being more emotionally balanced and having gotten a couple more lessons in swordsmanship and haki from mihawk#cora would only officially join law's crew when they enter the new world to let law grow on his own for a bit first#and law would absolutely be miffed with the knowledge that shanks is out there absolutely keeping an eye on them while in the new world#donquixote rosinante#rosinante corazon#dracule mihawk#red haired shanks#trafalgar law#mishanks#corahawk#corashanks#uuuh... idk how to good poly ship name#coramishanks#? feels a bit difficult to read and understand but i'm keeping it for now - open to suggestions tho#mihawk x shanks#rosinante x mihawk#rosinante x shanks#rosinante x mihawk x shanks#coramishanks fix it au#one piece
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