talentlesstangerine

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Hello :)

me when i really want more fictionfolk/alterhuman friends but im too scared to interact with posts (this is a cry for help/j)

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I CANT EVEN PET DOGS NOW?????

best thing i've ever made

original video here, i love let's game it out

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Started the danganronpa summer camp

ten minutes in and they’ve already started with the reserve course slander.

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Being a fictionkin of two characters from the same source

Being a fictionkin of two characters from the same source is so weird cause tell me why there’s whole accounts dedicated to shipping me with another version of me? 😭

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Look, I apologize if my post hurt your feelings and yet I also can’t help but find you immature. After that day I took a much needed break from the internet. The fact is that yes, my wording was rude. However, when you’re in a pitch black room, cowering beneath a desk and praying that the next bullet doesn’t land in your head, manners tend to go out the window. When you’re watching your mother cry because her best friend was shot and killed, manners tend to go out the window. I see one of your points is that a school that’s gun free is more likely to be shot at. For reference, every single security guard in our school has a gun, taser, and pepper spray. It didn’t change the fact that someone tried to kill us. The point remains that if teenagers didn’t have easy access to guns, and where I live they do, my school wouldn’t have gone through that, those two students wouldn’t be injured, and my mom’s friend would still be alive. As I said previously, I’m tired and frustrated so again I apologize if I offended you. The fact still remains that I am a child trying to process what I’ve been through and you are an adult who very well could’ve ignored my post. As I said earlier, I’m tired, I try to keep my account non political, and frankly I don’t feel like arguing online with a grown adult. Feel free to respond to this if you’d like but know that I’m not willing to debate with you and will not read it.

Gun control is out of control

So I normally try to keep things light and non political, especially on this account, but things have happened and I’m pissed the fuck off. Yesterday, my mom lost a close friend due to gun violence. Today we had a scare at my school. No students or faculty dead, and only two injured so we were lucky. Regardless, this shouldn’t have been able to happen. Adults, it’s your job to protect the kids. Government officials, it’s your job to protect the citizens. Do your damn job. All me and my classmates want is to go to school, and get an education. Instead, we fear for our lives and cower beneath desks. Supporters of guns, you dug this grave and soon enough it will be your kids lying in it. Imagine it was your friend, sibling, kid, partner, cousin, who came home injured or worse, didn’t come home at all. I don’t care what your political beliefs are, do fucking better. Because we deserve better. The college students deserve better. Us high schoolers deserve better. The middle schoolers deserve better. The elementary schoolers deserve better. The little kindergarteners deserve better. The staff deserve better. The teachers deserve better. The parents deserve better. The living deserve better. And finally, more than anyone else, the dead deserve better. Again, I’m scared, I’m tired, and I’m grieving. I just want to learn and apparently I can’t do something as simple as that safely. Do fucking better.

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Gun control is out of control

So I normally try to keep things light and non political, especially on this account, but things have happened and I’m pissed the fuck off. Yesterday, my mom lost a close friend due to gun violence. Today we had a scare at my school. No students or faculty dead, and only two injured so we were lucky. Regardless, this shouldn’t have been able to happen. Adults, it’s your job to protect the kids. Government officials, it’s your job to protect the citizens. Do your damn job. All me and my classmates want is to go to school, and get an education. Instead, we fear for our lives and cower beneath desks. Supporters of guns, you dug this grave and soon enough it will be your kids lying in it. Imagine it was your friend, sibling, kid, partner, cousin, who came home injured or worse, didn’t come home at all. I don’t care what your political beliefs are, do fucking better. Because we deserve better. The college students deserve better. Us high schoolers deserve better. The middle schoolers deserve better. The elementary schoolers deserve better. The little kindergarteners deserve better. The staff deserve better. The teachers deserve better. The parents deserve better. The living deserve better. And finally, more than anyone else, the dead deserve better. Again, I’m scared, I’m tired, and I’m grieving. I just want to learn and apparently I can’t do something as simple as that safely. Do fucking better.

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I don’t even know what to title this :/

Bro I just had the strange fictionkin experience of seeing a cosplayer making a thirst trap dressed up as me. Like I know I’m fictional and I can’t really judge them for it but like I would not fucking say that. You are not “mine”, I don’t even know you and even if I did, that sounds a bit possessive doesn’t it? (I’m not offended, this is just purely lighthearted, it caught me off guard is all.)

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Voice acting

As much as I love watching media from my source, there’s always that moment of “that’s not how they sound!” Don’t get me wrong the voice actors are incredible and sound great, they just don’t sound like my memories.

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Nagito is certainly something…

Caught in the constant internal battle of wondering whether I should give Nagito therapy or hit him in the head with a brick.

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Dawg

I miss my friends from my past life 😭 I need to find more fictionkin from the second danganronpa game. I want to see my friends again.

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The struggle is real

Me when I’m on the highest dosage of antidepressants possible for someone my size and they can’t increase my doses without causing physical damage to my body and yet I’m still having depressive episodes:

I mean they certainly do work some because I used to be deep in depression every second of every day and now it’s like I’ll have a good week and then be super depressed the next few weeks. The doctors don’t know what to do about it because they can’t increase the dosage anymore 😭

Edit: turns out I had been constantly forgetting to take my meds and those “episodes” were symptoms of withdrawal. I’m stable now.

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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Memories part 1: Friends

Yeah so basically I’m going to talk about what I remember the two people I was closest with were like.

Chiaki: At first I was a little unsure about her to be honest. She didn’t seem all that interested in talking to me but after a little our conversations began to flow more naturally. We were both introverts and full honesty we were a little bland compared to all the large personalities in the class so we both ended up getting overshadowed quite a bit though it lead to us getting closer. She was really comforting to be around as she was always calm and levelheaded. We tended to spend time together after each trial just to unwind a little. She truly was falling asleep all the time. At first it actually worried me and I wondered if she had narcolepsy but I eventually found out it was just because she was up all night playing video games! She showed me a lot of her games so I could understand her references. I played for a bit but I really sucked at games so mostly I just watched her play. Even though I had trouble understanding her at first, she truly was one of the kindest in my class. And then there’s Nagito.

Nagito: To say he concerned me would be a major understatement. I tended to get tasked with keeping an eye on his by the others. I didn’t know him well before the game but from what I’d seen, he was just as bad then. We all struggled especially after the games but I think he kind of had it worst. He wasn’t well physically or mentally but he was also stubborn, making it semi-impossible to care for him. It was like every treatment was a battle. He also tended to throw out insults casually. Some were funny but others hit kind of deep although eventually I became desensitized to it and wasn’t bothered anymore. After the game ended he had these episodes per se in which he’d get super obsessive over stuff. Sometimes it’d revolve around junko, other times it’d be kamakura (he once asked me to re-lobotomize myself), but most commonly it’d be hope, or extreme self deprecation. It took quite a bit of time and effort but eventually our class began to get to see the personality beyond just his obsession and mania. He was actually very good humored and considerate when he wanted to be. In full honesty, at first, I did not want to deal with him but eventually I grew to care about the guy.

Yeah so those are memories about two of my friends. Let me know if this post was good or if there’s something you’d rather for my posting style.

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why do you hate sakuramochi?

Good question! In this current life I actually quite enjoy it but as Hajime, I didn’t particularly like the texture and I really disliked floral flavors.

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Introduction Post

Hello. This is my Hajime fictionkin ask blog. Please feel free to ask me any (sfw) questions you may have. I have multiple fictotypes but this blog is just dedicated to Hajime. My memories are pretty recent and aren’t necessarily all that clear but I’ll do my best to make sense of them. I also will be posting about any new memories I gain. I can’t remember anything from the Kamakura days. Frankly I don’t have much of a dni list, just please be friendly and keep it pg 13 in here please. Any of my former classmates are especially welcome and I’d love to chat about memories and stuff (especially chiaki and nagito). I personally do not remember being in a relationship with anyone, I wasn’t particularly focused on that so any interactions I have with you guys will be purely platonic. I’m also completely fine with any jokes like orange juice, octagons, or 91 cms. I myself find these jokes funny and won’t get offended by them. Final important thing: I am relatively new to the internet and according to my therapist, I am autistic so if I say anything offensive, please just correct me. I’ll apologize and remove whatever it is.