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The full set of all of my LOTR pieces! they are currently available at Gallery Nucleus!

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Trying to do some warmup sketch

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“The Priest of the Stars”

If anyone still remembers my painting “Priest of Taniquetil” that I once drew for Fingolfin (or rather, for Arakano!), before starting on that piece I actually had an early design sheet and a quick sketch of him.

Around that time I was struggling with an art block. So I started digging through my old sketches and WIP , and guess what? I stumbled upon that very draft! From its rough base, I began painting again, and out came a young priest - Arakano, dancing to bless the stars of Varda ⭐⭐⭐

Let me say a bit about the original idea.

At first, I sketched Fingolfin in a darker outfit, leaning toward a grayish-blue tone. His body was adorned with symbolic markings for good fortune, and on his head he wore a garland woven from snowdrops.

This is his first design priest outfit

But when I began painting, I thought: “Oh, our Arakano is still young, he’s blessing the coming of spring, we should dress him in something brighter instead!” (Though in reality, he was only in trousers and bare-chested, hehe :3 ). So I just kept painting and painting, and the final result turned out completely different from my original concept.

Besides that, I also redrew a clearer portrait of Arakano as a young priest. I kept drawing, and drawing, and before I knew it. there was another new piece. Two new works, all born from revisiting old sketches. How wonderful is that!

Oh my, I really want to see Fingolfin as a priest, dancing beneath the grandeur of nature with Fëanor watching! I’ve drawn him dancing far more often than wielding a sword at this point haha :”)))

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Baby Tyelpë I drew for a meme but I think it’s cute enough to share.

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唉我想看费诺和芬国昐反生，但是不是直接捏出成男肉体，而是就让他们从婴儿再长一遍，但是保留所有的记忆。费诺就会夹枪带棒的继续骂茵迪斯和芬国昐他们啊，不停的挑刺，芬国昐多活了那么多年也学会和费诺还嘴了，但是费诺是持续不间断普攻，芬国昐是憋暴击，很老套但是一直有用就是攻击他妈一直不肯回来，一瞬间就把他惹火了，眼看要上演肢体冲突，然后茵妈带着她那凡雅的圣女光辉轻轻分开两个小孩说不准打架，费诺被拎到空中开始尖叫，然后芬国昐也开始哭。茵妈叹了口气掏出奶瓶，芬国昐闻着她的味道很快就安静下来了，但是费诺就一边挣扎一边试图在语言和肢体上攻击她这个成年女精，说滚开你这个臭女人，不准碰我，我也不吃你的食物，我回归该是诺多的至高王你敢对我大不敬，茵妈并不生气，费诺正因此才讨厌这些凡雅族人，总之茵妈让小芬国昐趴在自己肩膀上，诱哄费诺，趁他不注意把奶瓶直接塞他嘴里，然后小费诺嘟嘟囔囔的不说话了，泪珠子也不掉了，茵妈摸摸他的背给他顺气他也不表示反对了，一时间这俩半兄弟分外和谐。当然等他们吃饱就又要干架了

而且从婴儿开始反生就很对劲啊，死得越早越先复活，七个儿子都能canon逆序了，到最后更是可以有两米几的成年男精低头管婴儿叫爸的逆天场面，想一想就觉得好好笑

(完全就是family guy看多了导致整个人素质都变低)

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Heraldry - Fingolfin

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Thorn and pain

P/s: Okayyy! I think I’ve ended up drawing something dangerous and a bit sensitive for this ship again 👀💦

I’m not sure if I can post the whole piece on Tumblr, so I’ll just add a warning tag and drop the link to X (Twitter) instead. The full art is available over there.

My X (twitter) account: @deifuran

Link: https://x.com/deifuran/status/1956606945281847329

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Baby Celebrimbor doodle in Fëanor's journal

For Tyelperinquar: (a grandpa's note) You call me "haru". The word feels strange sometimes. As if it belonged to someone older and gentler, someone who knows how to marvel quietly. You fit in my hand. How is that possible? My little flame, Your name is long, but your fingers are small, they grab my hair like you mean to keep it. You are Atarincë’s son. My Curufinwë. I loved him first, and I love you twice more. You have Káno's voice, and your father's clever hands. You have my fire — And your grandmother’s patience. I hope you are never in such a hurry to prove yourself. Grow. Laugh. Learn the names of the stars, and I will teach you how to make them.

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The Tale of Beren and Lúthien

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Schlocktober: A Fake Event Where Anything Goes

While other people are out here dropping Kinktober prompt lists with 9000 stipulations, I bring you this.

It's not a real October event, but it could be if you believe. The prompts are here for anyone to enjoy anyway.

Why "schlock"?

It means trash/junk, and that's the quality of content I'm striving for with these prompts. It's also fun to say.

But, y'know, if you want to take a prompt and turn it into a masterpiece of a whumpy longfic, go for it.

What fandom is this for?

Whatever fandom you want.

What ships can I write/draw?

Any of them.

Even [my fandom's most despised ship]?

Especially [your fandom's most despised ship].

What if I want to combine prompts? What if I want to write or draw things out of order? What if...

Go for it.

Are crossovers okay?

Do. Whatever. You. Want.

What if I want to create something problematic?

Send me the fucking link.

What does [prompt] mean?

You tell me. It's all open to interpretation.

Are there any rules at all?

Sure.

No AI use. If you need an LLM to write your schlock for you, consider a long walk off a short pier. If you need it to do your editing for you, use a beta reader instead. A stick figure drawn on the back of a napkin is better than soulless AI art.

Tag appropriately. 'Creator Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings' means anything goes. 'No Archive Warnings Apply' means your work is guaranteed not to contain any of the major archive warnings (non-con, major character death, graphic violence, or underage sex).

No irl bigotry. Your characters can be problematic as all get out, but if you try to post a weird pro-JK Rowling essay or something you're not going in the collection, bud. Don't kill the vibes.

What are the vibes?

Just have fun.

But other people are having fun wrong!

Shut the fuck up.

Are you going to be doing this?

Probably not.

How do I participate?

There's an ao3 collection right here:

Schlocktober on ao3

Otherwise, just hashtag #schlocktober or something, idk. I don't expect anyone to actually do this.

Text version of the prompts under the cut.

Day 1:

Quadruple Fisting

Inappropriate Use of Labubus

Sex-Related Injury

Day 2:

Quesadilla Cocksleeve

Taking Notes During Sex and Grading It

MyPillow Humping

Day 3:

Erotically Burning Hair

Nostril Worship

Fuck or Live

Day 4:

Gap Tooth Kink

Pegging with a Square Peg

Peeling Sunburn

Day 5:

Not Squirting, Not Pee, but a Secret Third Thing

Nipple Sounding

Enemas to Lovers

Day 6:

Defiling a Puritan

Room Temperature Play

Edging on an Edge

Day 7:

Bidets

Too Many Legs

Shallow Throating

Day 8:

Lingerie Made of Crabs

Not Water Sports, but Water Leisure

Masturbation Pollen

Day 9:

Nonconsensual Consent (NCC)

Afterneglect

Last Time

Day 10:

Human Centipeding

Ball Slapping

Fuck or Die Trying

Day 11:

Sex on Meth

Plucking Hair by Hand

Harem on Strike

Day 12:

Second-Hand Creampie

Haggled Use

Age Progression

Day 13:

Cactus Insertion

Antibreeding Kink

Mechanical Bull

Day 14:

Banned on TikTok

Predator/Predator

Prey/Prey

Day 15:

Scissoring with Scissors

Butterplay

Cannon (Artillery) Compliant

Day 16:

Dueling Gloryholes

Inedible Cum

Purple Nurple

Day 17:

Pimple Popping

Lap Riverdance

Pain Without Pleasure

Day 18:

Nonconsensual Soloplay

Weakness Kink

Genital Swap (Not Whole Body)

Day 19:

Chip Clip Nipple Clamps

Spatchcocking

Wound Fucking

Day 20:

Boot Blasphemy

Understimulation

Gamma/Delta/Sigma (G/D/S)

Day 21:

CBT (Cognitive Behavioral Torture)

CBT (Cock and Ball Therapy)

Asparagus

Day 22:

Autocannibalism

Actual Jackhammering

Extrasensory Deprivation

Day 23:

Going in Dry

Aroused by the Smell of Rubber Cement

Sterilization Ritual

Day 24:

Genitals Stuck in Zipper

Ennui Kink

Earwax Wax Play

Day 25:

Actual Handcuffs (They're Under Arrest)

96ing

Sex as a Sedative

Day 26:

Hospice Roleplay

Gas Station Sex Pills

Balls So Blue They're Practically Purple

Day 27:

Extreme Temperature Cockwarming

Promiscuity Cage

Salt Daddy

Day 28:

Sex with Crocs

Anal Toeing

Breaking a Sex Contract

Day 29:

Coming in Someone Else's Pants

Clowns

Cloning Gone Wrong

Day 30:

Lube As Spit

Pet Work

Clear Showers (Character Is Adequately Hydrated)

Day 31:

Pumpkin Seed Snowballing

Candy Apple Coating

Ghost of a Sex Offender

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His cutie kitty boyfriend

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#so cutieeee

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Fëanor and mini Curufin “reading” the morning newspaper. ✨📰 Excuse their hair and clothes, they just woke up …

When I found this photo I didn't have time to do this so I just saved the photo with the note. "This is very Curufin and Feanor coded, I have to draw it someday." Today's the day! Yeiiiii!

Baby✨

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“ok lets do warm up sketch”

“oh..”

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Maedhros and Fingon - winter and reminiscences at Himring

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soldier, poet, king

(thumbnail for a future video)

(art by me on procreate)

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How to Write in FIRST-PERSON in a Way That Sounds NATURAL

When I just began writing, I entered some kind of first-person phase, where all my stories were written in, well, first-person POV. Looking back at it, however, I didn't really know how to write in this narrative, so my writing felt cringe and my characters, for lack of better terms, rather 'pick-me.'

First-person does some things better than third (or second) person. Some might say writing in first-person is easier too, since you focus mainly the main character, who also happens to be the narrator.

The thing is, first-person is also difficult to pull off because let's face it: it's incredibly easy for this POV to feel awkward. It can feel like the protagonist is talking to a camera, creating a weird sense of breaking the fourth wall.

With that being said, if you're struggling with executing first-person POV without the choppy dialogue, thoughts, and storytelling, this is just for you!

1. Do Not Talk to the Audience

In first-person, addressing the audience is often both seen as informal and awkward. In writing generally, it's best to avoid talking to the readers, but in first-person especially most cases of "talking with the audience" feels odd to the reader because it normally occurs during internal dialogue or self-monologue in a situation where they are (or feel) alone.

These lines are meant to move the plot forward, introduce characters, etc., but they feel unnatural because your main character is thinking these thoughts that we normally wouldn't have.

Thus, the key when it comes to avoiding "talking to the audience," using thoughts, the best way is to ensure that they generally think about stuff that most would take note too.

If you're against this because perhaps your character is neurodivergent or processes things differently, that's completely fine, but I'm talking a very broad spectrum of "general."

For example, we notice people and their features. A natural observation could be "Oh, this woman is really tall." We think stuff like this often--with this line, you aren't reaching out to the readers. However, with something like "I have brown hair, blue eyes, and freckles," you're suddenly pulling the readers into the scene (not in a good way) because no one ever just suddenly describes themselves like that. The readers know this subconsciously, so now, you're talking to the audience.

But speaking of descriptions, this brings me to my next point!

2. Don't Let Your Main Character Describe Themself

Have you ever read a story in first-person that beings with something like: "My name is... I'm a student... I have dark hair... I like..., etc."?

Not only is that obviously talking to the audience, but it's also establishing early biases in the readers that might not exactly true. Of course, objective points such as ones about race, eye color, height and whatnot may very well be true, but their descriptions about their personality may not line up with what the audience sees.

So yes, when I say don't let your protagonist describe themself, I mean both physically and internally. Instead of making your character say, "I'm kind, I'm patient, I'm unique, I'm blah blah blah," let your readers figure that out. Let your readers determine what kind of character your protagonist while establishing as few presumptions as possible.

3. Actions Work Best

Alright, so if you can't let your main character describe themself despite the story being told from MC's POV, what do you do to expose their personality? Easy; you reveal it through their actions.

What a person does arguably tells the readers more about them than the words your character says. Additionally, it allows the reader to interpret the character's actions in their own way, instead of having an "objective" frame of them.

For example, if an employee is patient, you can show this by demonstrating how well they deal with a difficult customer. When the customer is raising their voice, the worker remains calm, direct, and listens. They don't lose their temper and try their best to assist the customer although the customer themself isn't being cooperative. Not only do you highlight this employee's exceptional patience, but you're also exhibiting their willpower, maturity, and equanimity.

That means so much more than a "I'm patient," "I'm calm," or "I'm responsible."

4. Your MC's is Untrustworthy

Let's face it: if any of us were to write a story of our lives (like a journal), it'd be filled with inaccuracies we might be unaware of.

This is the same for your story; your MC also has warped views. They might judge characters inaccurately and misunderstand situations because they have biases. Their judgement isn't always going to be on point.

5. Don't Be So Straightforward with Thoughts

This is a more casual suggestion, really, but it can be good to avoid excessive straightforward-ness with thoughts. Thoughts play a big part when it comes to writing in first-person because you have free access to them, but the thing is, with comments like "I like her shoes," "this food is good," and "that's a nice car," you're not really saying anything. It's too blunt.

Believe it or not, you can describe more by staying vague.

Let's say your character admires someone's beauty. While you could totally say "Wow, she's so gorgeous," you could also say something like, "I wonder what'd life would be like if I looked like her," "I wish I could look like her," or even better? Describe how people's eyes follow her. How everyone glances at her. At how the wind suddenly seems like some sort of photoshooting prop rather than the weather with the way it blows through her hair. These examples all reveal your protagonist's admiration for the woman's beauty, but also show envy, curiosity, and genuine interest. They demonstrate more than just the woman's looks; they demonstrate your protagonist's character.

CONCLUSION

The biggest takeaway here is basically to don't be so direct with the readers by not being too direct with your MC's thoughts. Honestly, I suggest trying to use as little thoughts as possible and focusing more on the bigger picture to make this happen.

Remember, your character is telling their story--it's not you who's narrating!

Happy writing~

3hks <3