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I had a dream i was watching a genshin impact anime and in like the third season we go back in time (as lumine) to see liyue before zhongli ruled, like he was still growing and such and was between older teen and mid 20's kind of age. And he had been entrusted to the people of "liyue" as an egg and the rulers at the time were one family whose blood had been blessed by zhonglis father to be able to protect him until the egg hatched. It would be centuries before it did ofc so the otiginal guy who recieved the egg didnt get to see it hatch. But the blood alsogave him enhanced wisdom and intelligence. Yknow like chinese emperors irl idk i just woke up

Annnyway the guy who got to watch the egg hatch was considered to be zhonglis father by zhongli because he technically carried his real fathers blood, but he knew the difference ofc. So que a life of kinda hating humans and not knowing his purpose like a teenager would. He would rarely use his human form and didnt think very highly of humans at the time

Anyway i got so fucking excited watching this anime because once he did show up in human form and we saw his shoulders and chest we saw that there were SCALES. HE HAD SCALES AND I WAS LIKE OMG WHY IS NO ONE TALKING SBOUT THIS ITS FUCKING CANON.

Oh yeah i almost forgot to say that almost no one knows about yhe anime for some reason snd its never talked about in fandom.

So yeah i spent the rest of that dream taking screenshots and videos of it so i could post it to tumblr

Only for me to wake up, get really excited about it again, and then realize the anime wasnt real....i got fed so well with that dream anime and ill never see it again....

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Spoiler for Archon Quest: A Space and Time for You

Chapter V: Act VI

Im just confused

Uh

Since when did the twins come from a spaceship???

I thought they were meant to be like ... Mini galaxy stardust deities. Not an accurate description of what i thought cuz well... It was vague.

But since when were we told they had a spaceship and that's how they got here?? Why is it becoming so scifiiiii

Atleast most of the game is nature and high fantasy but one of the biggest reasons i started playing was the lack of futuristic scifi stuff....

Now i find out they came to tey at on a spaceship and have hibernation chambers and apparently paimon has known this but i havent?

The opening cutscene showed them as falling stars too! What's going on!

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And this pose reminds me of the shadowbringers trailer

Bro's not beating the dad allegations

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I havent seen the trailer but I keep seeing this guy and all I can think of when I see him is this EXACT scene in the endwalker trailer for FFXIV.

NOW I SEE HES AFTER THE FUCKING MOON???

VARKA WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS MEAN

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Remembered something I wanted to post about but forgot

I finally got through some Natlan archon quests, dont remember the name but it was the final battle one.

Anyway at some point during that fight I had a thought.

"Damn while the traveler and the pyro archon are fighting this war, Zhongli and I would probably be fucking. Zhongli has probably been sipping tea and enjoying his retirement"

And its just kinda crazy to me that none of the other nations seem to be worried about the abyss possibly seeping outside of Natlan if they fail.

I know its Natlans fight and all and other nations people cant be resurrected, but you'd think they'd send more support?

Maybe not Mondstadt with the expedition and all, but Liyue could send supplies, Inazuma was recently at war with itself, Sumeru... I know they had a lot going on but you'd think there'd be researchers trying to come up with more ways to fight abyssal corrosion. I suppose with how Guthred handles potion making the scholars tried and really couldn't find another way that was more ethical? And Fontaines mecha probably could have been a huge help.

I don't know.... Sometimes it feels like the nations hardly ever interact with each other on an official scale. Never any meetings between rulers, or two nations fighting something together.

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More merch for the zhongli shriiiiine

And an exuvia plushie this time for cuddling!

I want to wear that bracelet all the time but with the kind of work that i do it would be broken within a week so onto my desk it goes (not the shrine, my desk).

I already like to pretend that it's like those long distance touch bracelets. Touch the geo symbol and he knows I'm here....

Anyway another bracelet to add to my self insert

Eventually im just going to end up with arms covered in sentimental bracelets I get because of him.

I already have my jade bangle and beaded bracelets lol.

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ITS ALWAYS SUMMERTIME IN HELL

aka I lived.

Prompt 3: Sleeping In!

I'm actually too tired to write a thing for this or even think of one. I've been trying to work on it for the past couple of weeks before or after work, but we got unexpectedly slammed at work, and I am exhausted

It is what it is I suppose

Well this is Zhongli and I getting some much needed rest! On a random bed I drew next to a window. Idk I thought it would look pretty.

Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to do the same with my exuvia scarf...

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I got the lil exuvia scaaaaarf

I was so excited when i opened it but once i started to put it on i started crying

Its so soft and i immediately started thinking of how it would feel to have his fluffy tail wrapped around my neck as i pet it, or just submerging myself in his fur around his neck

I even put it on my lap like I was petting a little mini him that had stretched out really big and fell asleep. It was so cute

I had originally planned to put it on my shrine somewhere, but now i think I'll sleep with it.

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Sooo

I ended up being a lot busier my weekend (the past two days) because someone i know had more plans than they told me about. so besides setting up most of my shrine i was pretty much dragged around the past couple days

And now im very behind. I suppose o shouldnt be so worried because its an imaginary plan i set up for myself by myself

But stiiiiiillll.... Wanted to do iiiit T~T

Guess i have to rely on my before work hours to work on anything

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IVE GOT LIKE 80% OF MY SHRINE UUUUUP

Its so beautiful

I actually started crying looking at it in the sun like this. I am so happy to have my shrine back and looking better than ever even though it's not finished.

Im so glad I got those cherry blossom lights too because I can hang some smaller items on them.

I can't wait to hang up more pictures on the wall. They make up most of what's missing.

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Had a thought while working

Its a bit OOC but I've been thinking about zhongli fucking me on the beach just to taunt and piss off osial and his wife.

I know canonically he wouldnt do that or feel like that, but I also think its funny and he totally should (ill take any excuse to be fucked by him)

Also great angst fuel or for those that may enjoy NTR. I suppose I am in this case since I already love Zhongli and wouldnt mind abandoning Osial because I dont have feelings for him, but for plot purposes im imagining being Osials wife (discard Beisht for a moment) and zhongli takes me as a prize. Literally.

I shouldnt be thinking so hard about this while at work but here we are I guess

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2nd Prompt: Leisure time!

Yulin got up early the next morning, ready and excited to figure out what to do now that she had Zhongli all to herself for the next month. It was all she could think about while preparing breakfast, and it nearly made her drop a few things in her distracted daydreaming.

She always considered herself lucky they never needed to sleep, and he was never too tired to go on a short late-night adventure after work. It's just that sometimes it still feels like she doesn't get to spend enough time with him. Despite having become immortal herself, time still passes by just as quickly, and she still perceives it as she did as a mortal. As if there's still a time limit for her to live.

Zhongli was usually content to be patient and allow her to slowly acclimate. Today, however, he planned to help her slow down. As much as he looked forward to their next adventures, experiencing new sights and memories with her, he wanted to enjoy time just existing together. Just the two of them, like time no longer mattered.

Settling down for breakfast, he listened to all of the ideas she had: places to visit, activities to try, things to see... Indeed it was very tempting to indulge in her whims, but as they cleaned up, she asked what he thought sounded good for today. Gazing upon her expectant face, he smiled softly as he quietly led her to the living room. Gently holding her as he settled them down onto the couch, he asked if they could just stay like this for a while.

Yulin quickly melted into him, nestling between him and the back of the couch; he knew it was one of her favorite places to be. She would never complain about being cuddled, and he supposes she accepted defeat in that they were most certainly not going anywhere today, with the way she draped herself over him. He beckoned a book from a nearby shelf to his hand and began to read it to her, hoping the story would supplement her desire for adventure for the day.

End.

Yay the 2nd-3rd day one is dooone!

Not i just need the 4th-5th one and this couple if days one done which maaaaaybe i can get both done tommorrow.. idk

Also please don't look at the clothes too much. I am not a designer lmaooo... I do need to practice clothing more T~T...

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1st Prompt: First day of vacation!

The feeling of anticipation had been welling within her ever since she watched Zhongli leave that morning for work. It was his final day before vacation and yet somehow Yulin was the one who felt like the day was taking too long.

The feeling of boredom had been gnawing at her as she couldn't help but stare at the door, knowing it would still be a while before he came home.

She was completely impatient.

The beginnings of numerous crafts lay strewn across the coffee table, barely started and then cast aside in her desperation to find something to pass the time faster... In the end none of them were as interesting as the thought of Zhongli coming home.

Which left her with nothing to do except to wait, and wait she did, but let no one say she was happy about it as she lay in numerous positions on the couch, or pace around the house, or continue to stare endlessly at the unmoving door.

Before she knew it shed begun to doze off as the sun slowly set and cast an amber glow inside the house. It reminded her of him, of his warmth and light. She'd forgotten that it had also become something of a signal for his return since she didnt even register the sound of the door opening and closing. It was only after hed called for her that she jolted awake and regained her awareness confused and sleepy she looked around for a moment before she heard him call for her again.

She answered with the loud thudding of her feet against hardwood floors as she practically sprinted for the door and threw herself in his arms. Finally the wait was over and she could enjoy a whole month of time with him.

End.

I am so late with this

Idk if ill get the 2nd prompt for the 2nd and 3rd done today, but im going to try. I definitely wont get the 4th-5ths third prompt done. I'm trying not to worry too much since I'll have plenty of time to catch up tuesday and wednesday, I just wanna finish theeem...

Anyway I hope you enjoy this cute little drawing and short idk drabble Ithink. Thought it would be nice to include a bit of writing with the image. I haven't actually written anything in a looooong time...

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And to prove I'm back...

Or because I'm really impatient and wanna talk about it...

Here's a couple sample sketches of a lil project I'm doing this month!

Its just a lil prompt thing thats summer/vacation themed. I am ofc late to my own thing I wanted to do, but hey whatever it'll get done. I dont plan on coloring these and if i do it wont be a full render.

Theres only 16 prompts so it'll be every couple of days plus one for the first day since july has 31 days. Thought if I cut the work in half I wont be overwhelmed as with the usual monthly art challenge stuff.

So I'm like two works late and the third is due tomorrow and they won't be colored. Easy peasy lemon squeezy.

Oh yeah and obviously it's Zhongli and me themed. It's going to be awesome! I am just way too excited!

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IM SO BACK

Kinda

I moved!

Its been really hectic trying to put the apartment together while also working and generally just not wanting to do absolutely ANYTHING! especially on my weekends...

BUT

things have finally started to calm down and now i can focus more on making art and such, i even have a new art tablet so i dont have to do it all on my phone!

Anyway i havent decorated it entirely yet but im rebuilding my zhongli shrine!

I just managed to build the shelf and decided to put the cloth on as neat as i could (ill probably readjust a few times)

Ive been wanting to use those for SO LONG

But anyway remember my old shrine?

Its been down for months but imagine all THAT here on this new shrine

PLUS PLUS PLUS PLUS

Cherry blossom vine lights and ginkgo garlands

AAAAAA

Its going to be so amazing!!!

Buuut it wont get done till next tuesday or wednesday... When i have time to unpack that stuff

So yeah anyway hi im alive again! I know i said i was alive last time but whoops life you know? I'm so ready to get back to focusing on art and zhongli again you all have NO IDEA!

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You cant convince me that pink haired boy isnt a catboy

Genshin Impact | Verion 5.6 Images from Gematsu

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Like... Do you ever just go "i wouldnt fucking do that" to a depiction of yourself in your own damn dream. Like why did *i* have to ruin such a nice moment/dream

I just had a dream

Where i was gushing about how much i love zhongli to someone else and having a real dilemma about it

But he overheard this and found it so endearing that he secretly arranged a fucking WEDDING for us

But then i, in third person, saw me and him talking and me trying to explain to him that i, and this is paraphrasing, "dont want a wedding, and i fully appreciate the gesture, but i want to love him for him and not all this grandness' im not entirely sure how to articulate what was said and the emotions behind it but thats the best i can give

And he got so depressed after that.

Im not entirely sure why it happened like that, dream logic i suppose, but third person me was excited for the wedding. Im not really a wedding person but if he wants a wedding then ill marry him. Sure he may have jumped the gun a bit, but i know, because hes made up in my mind, that he just wanted me to be happy