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Hey future me! You’re a weiner! And guess what? No matter what comeback or scathing insult you can come up with to give me in retaliation, that shit’s gonna fall on deaf ears cuz Past Me’s never gonna know what you’re sayin. Get rekt idiot

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you are a faggot and a pointless animal

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quit your job. join my emo band

ok writing my 2 week notice as we speak !

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Update on my situation, I am doing worse and frankly will probably not be getting any art done for quite a while. TLDR though is that I am under an immense amount of stress and it is making my physical and mental health even worse.

The biggest change is that my therapist accidentally outed me to my psychiatrist in her notes. He is VERY transphobic, which she was unaware of. I originally tried to discuss my gender dysphoria with him back when I was like 12 or 13, and he had a pretty negative response to this (including telling me that, statistically, most trans people regret transitioning, so much so that they commit suicide, which to this day I have no idea where he got this). Most importantly, he told me to ignore it, and that MAYBE if I still felt that way well into my adulthood and if I was no longer mentally ill at all, I might be able to consider it. Since then, I have not brought it up, and have done my best to do what he wants. He had been under the impression that I no longer feel trans for, like, four or five years now, and so he is not happy with me. I have family members, either my mom or my grandma, with me during these appointments, and he has been telling them to not let me transition. While I actually am going to be an adult relatively soon, my health issues mean that I am currently disabled to the point of depending on my family, so they still have a lot of control. I am extremely scared of him saying this stuff in front of my mother, as she is already very unsupportive. I can not stand him, and he has always been an extremely hurtful person, but my family does not want me to change him, especially since he's about the only psychiatrist we have access to.

Outside of this situation, I am struggling to manage school, and lately have been forced to stay at home every night, leading me to be very sleep deprived, as I am constantly in fight or flight mode there due to being extremely scared of my mother and stepdad. It also doesn't help that my family owns a pet rabbit, which I am allergic to, so I often am struggling to breathe. As I said, my physical and mental health is not good right now. The psychosis is back again, and most of my waking hours are spent heavily disassociated lately.

I forgot how I was going to end this post, honestly. As I said, the disassociation has been getting worse, and I'm struggling too much to keep trying to type. Sorry if I sound incomprehensible lol.

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the emo and the punk can't go wrong

their cartoon versions live rent free in my brain so now you have to see them too

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clearly he hasn’t watched the movie

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Also, not to out myself as trans, but my name may or may not be changing in the near future.

I've spent years thinking I was confident in the name Percy before requesting to be referred to as such, but my newest therapist has been working with me in regards to gender related stuff, with the goal that I will hopefully be able to begin transitioning outside of the internet soon, and I've come to realize that I'm actually not as certain as I thought I was. I have it narrowed down to Percy and one other name, and I am currently testing these two names with my friends until I can make up my mind.

I've also been working to start drawing again now that I have my computer back, and I recently received my narcolepsy medication, so if things go well, I will be able to start posting more art soon.

Sorry I fucking died, my computer broke. On that note, the situation with my health and my family is not exactly stellar right now, so I actually have no idea how much I'll be posting in the future. If I disappear, just ignore it, I'm most likely fine.

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Sorry I fucking died, my computer broke. On that note, the situation with my health and my family is not exactly stellar right now, so I actually have no idea how much I'll be posting in the future. If I disappear, just ignore it, I'm most likely fine.

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more egodar sorry ^_^ this was gonna be a gay little comic but i decided i hate making comics and putting images in a sequence so. just this.

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ancap lol

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my dog is like one of those fucking doctor who beasts when you look at him he just stares back at you wetly and if you turn around for one second then turn back hell be right fucking there behind you

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My mom just showed up to drop off my cat, told me I have autism, and left???????

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three trucks having sex when i get there

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Dear Haters:

You dont know shit and you cant fuck me!!!

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If you were dating me, I would make you go to girlsgogames.com, and we'd do a love test together, and then if we failed I'd blow up the entire fucking planet.

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me, trying to make any important decision ever: ceiling komaeda.. what do i do…

ceiling komaeda: