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i love being a piss freak!!!!!!!! it is genuinely wonderful to experience arousal from something so mundane but also gross. let’s be perverts. let’s hold hands. let’s wet each other’s jeans while we make out. break free of shame with me. pissed pants forever.

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How's the weather down there? I heard it's supposed to rain 😝💦 (he/they)

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But for reals tho, big areolas are just 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Like, seeing someone's areolas peaking out of bras or tiny bikinis drives me insane.

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I want to share something someone told me when I first started out as a dom because it was kind of a lightbulb moment for me as an emotional sadist. At the time I was doing aftercare but I didn't understand what psychologically recovering from a scene really meant. Then someone put it into dom terms and it just sort of clicked. So I thought I'd share in case anyone else needs to hear it.

As a degrader and a sadist it's so hot that some subs will be as pathetic as you want them to be... so don't fuck around with their emotions outside of that, that sub is already literally playing with and altering their emotions for your benefit and pleasure. You're overstressing the emotion muscle if you do and rest is essential to any healthy exercise.

You're not giving their feelings any time to rest and recover if you cause emotional distress outside of playtime and you're not giving them the safety and security to play with their emotions again. If you consistently play with humiliation, degradation, or other forms of psychological sadism, you need to be aware of this and plan accordingly.

Avoid big talks or heavy topics immediately after, and do things that will lift your partner's mood in the days following an intense scene even if their mood doesn't need a lift. While you can't see it, by doing that, you've essentially put an emotional ice pack on a sore muscle.

For physical injuries lift the area affected so it can circulate and heal better. For emotional ones it's the same process, lift their mood so positive feelings can circulate and help the recovery along.

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I promise you, relationship anarchy is a good thing. Tell your friends you love them. Go on dates. Domme them. Take them to weddings. Have a relationship with the sub from the dungeon where she does your taxes or you mow his lawn. Help your neighbor plant begonias and become their honorary granddaughter. Become friends with your partner’s partners. Cuddle with your book club and talk about Polysecure or something, idk.

I don’t care. Just stop expecting every relationship to follow a specific pattern and instead find the beauty you both want in your specific relationship with that other person.

Life is more than the nuclear family and strict pseudo-Christian mythological ideals.

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Cockwarming him while he plays games with his friends, my head next to his headset, so I try to stay quiet so his friends dont hear me. He says, "Hey guys, listen to this," before thrusting up suddenly, making me moan loudly. Now, all his friends are cheering him on to keep going while i whine and cry from pleasure and embarrassment. When he's done, i can hear him planning to host his friends here for a game night.

I AM A MAN. Any misgendering will be met with being blocked immediately.

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Casually demanding a sub repeat demeaning things <3 like...

"You love being fucked like a whore, huh? Say you like it." And they whimper back "I love it... love being fucked like a whore" in that cute little shameful way <3 It's so hard for them. Do it again.

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I dislike that sucking cock is always viewed as submissive. I'm can tell you for a fact that you will not feel in control while I hold your legs open and wrench your shaking hands away from me while you beg for me to stop milking orgasm after orgasm with my soft lips. hearing me pant and gasp for air when I pop it out of my throat should fill you with a nervous anticipation like a pretty little prey animal at the tip of a sharp spear.

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Tdick is so rad. I’m multiclassing my shit down there. I unlocked frotting and I can still get fingered. Fuck yeah dude.

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yk idrc if it's "tacky", or whatever people say, but ill probably always be obsessed with the idea of hickeys and bite marks and scratches and similar...the thought of there being glaring evidence of what we did hidden just under my shirt collar that could slip down at any time? or the thought of like fucking someone so good they have to BITE DOWN ON YOUR SHOULDER to cope??? that'll do it....THAT'LL DO IT. ima wear that shit with pride.

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Brainwashing via VR Headset is so incredible from either end~

On the subject’s side, just the idea of having dizzying, fascinating, intoxicating spirals overwhelm your entire vision—it is literally impossible to tear your eyes away from the enthralling patterns and subliminal messages beaming into your brain. Sure, you can try to squeeze your eyes shut and rip the headset off—but as your fingers brush against the sides, your arms feel heavy and limp, and you can’t quite remember what the problem with having the headset on is…your hands drop to your sides as your eyes flutter open, staring even deeper into the lovely spiral…

And on the hypnotist’s side, even before the conditioning starts, you get to see the subject with the headset on, covering their eyes, erasing their identity—a taste of what will happen to them when your program starts. You get to watch your victim’s mouth open wider and wider as they fall deeper. Drool start to build up. Body sinking into their chair. Mind reshaped into a perfect servant for your desires~

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reaches for something up high and u see a sliver of my tummy

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Oooh, noooo! Tboy! Don't go into that cave full of tentacle monsters! It's mating season! They're gonna stuff your cunt and ass full of eggs! They're gonna make your tits nice and fat with milk! You'll be turned into nothing but a broodmare! Constantly popping out eggs as you cum over and over! Tboy, noooooo!

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I am honestly still surprised by just how relaxing it was to close my eyes and listen to its pretty moans and whimpers. How loved and cared for I felt as I drifted into sleep, hearing it push its body for me. Gods, I just have the best fucking Toy.

P.S.: is it racist to call your white boyfriend a white noise machine?

Owner using Toy as a white noise machine by making it ride the too-big dildo and milk orgasms from its little cocklet

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Taking someone who's absolutely desperate to pee and fingering their cunt/hole, hooking your fingers to pound against their bladder from the inside, using your other hand to press flat down against their bladder bulge from the outside, compressing it from both directions like it's a squeeze toy while you force the pee right out of them

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No more depressing things in my dash. Only knots.

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if you spend enough time in spaces that love and celebrate trans and intersex bodies,

the tendency of everyone (even in “progressive” or “Left” or “body positive” spaces) to invoke the small penis as supposedly self-evidently signifying poor morals, incompetence, and undesirability

will start to stand out more and more as the fashy talking point it is.

a small penis? like hard fat tdick? like soft feminine estrogenized girl dick? like a clit/penis that doesn’t penetrate and so is easiest to pleasure in ways outside the specific kind of sex enforced on the world by the church?

like a shaft that’s a size eugenicist doctors are so invested in hiding the existence of (because heaven forbid people realize sex is a social construct) that they forcibly operate on infants?

that’s the body part you’re invoking as a negative symbol? what are your politics again?