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update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

[terneism-a-blog]

update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

[terneism-a-blog]

update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

[terneism-a-blog]

update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

[terneism-a-blog]

update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

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(( half debating dropping nick as a character all together

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update

i decided i’m just gonna get off of this blog

it’ll be archived and i won’t be online here anymore

as for nick, he’ll just be gone for a bit. same goes for any oother of my active muses i’m sorry

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// D R O W S Y //

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i pour alcohol into the gaping hole inside my chest. it does not heal. not today. maybe tomorrow.

marina v., is hope still hope if it burns your throat? (via findingwordsforthoughts)

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im honestly probably gonna drop this blog it brings So Many Bad Feels !

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terneism:

i figured i should make an official post

i’m putting this blog on a semi hiatus. i don’t have the energy to be doing para rp on tumblr all the time, cause honestly, it’s fuckin stressful. i want rp to be a fun thing for me and that won’t happen when i’m stressing about replies and whose turn it is and whether or not my reply was good enough or if my rp partner got bored of me or whatever. i just can’t, honestly. it’s dumb and worries me and it makes me feel like Shité.

that being said, i will be on here occasionally, but it’s not a priority for me. things will get replied to but they will be slow. ask threads will be my go to for a while. im a lot more active on nicks ic blog and he’s. going downhill but this is what was gonna happen anyway. hmu for the url but trigger warning for drug use & self harm mainly

i’m sorry but i gotta do this for myself ! so peace out boys.

if you wanna still talk/plot/rp, my discord is: snail#0323 just say who you are and i’ll accept the request

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about my muse.

NAME:  nicholas taylor wargrave AGE:   21 ( verse dependant ) SPECIES:   human GENDER:   trans male RELIGION:   christian ORIENTATION: homosexual PROFESSION:  none currently BODY TYPE: slim EYES:   dark brown HAIR:   bleached white, mousy brown roots SKIN:  pale HEIGHT:   5′2″ WEIGHT:  90-100 lbs SIBLINGS: alexander ( michael ) wargrave,  PARENTS:  mother & father ( deceased ) ANY PETS?:  princess ( white cat ), barley ( mutt ) COLOURS:   cream / peach / periwinkle  SMELLS:  laundry detergent / freshly-baked goods / rose / cigarette smoke  FOOD:   baked goods / bread / pastries  FRUITS:   peaches / cherries DRINKS:  triple sec / vodka / rose water

ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?:   often FAVORITES:   going on walks, picking flowers, painting SMOKES?:   yes [ x ]  /  no [  ] /  occasionally [  ] DRINKS?: yes [ x ]  /  no [  ]   / occasionally [  ] DRUGS?:   yes [ x ] /  no [  ]  / occasionally [ ] DRIVER LICENSE?:   yes [ x ] / no [  ]

TAGGED BY: @hassenmarred TAGGING: anyone who wants to do this

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can you explain Nick's attraction to his adoptive alien father?

Uhhhhh not rly? well. kind of. 1) it’s not an actual thing like rriimsi never. actually. adopted nick. but it’s just a close bond like that ig? 2) nicks parents were killed when he was little and he was put into the foster system which just altogether left him with a big gaping hole where any love and support growing up should have been since none of it was constant. 3) fast forward to him as an adult he craves that now more than ever and along with being hypersexual he craves that love and builds a bond with people who appeal to him in that sense and rriimsi isn’t. any different in that situation. he loves nick with a depth that’s more than any romantic relationship and nick craves that. 4) nick knows it’s gonna go nowhere and he wouldn’t dare to act on it (sober at least) so it’s just kinda. a little twinge of pain. all the time. but he doesn’t expect it to go anywhere and he knows it’s dumb and kinda wrong but what can he do ya feel and finally 5) knots & big hands 💦💦💦

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@hassenmarred RJSSSKSHSKSHDDGDHBSDBSNSNSNS HE CANT HELP IT RRIIMSI SHOWED HIM LOVE THAT HE NEVER GOT GROWING UP AND DO U KNO HOW MUCH HE ROMANTICIZES THAT BC OF PAST TRAUMA? a lot. A Lot. HES TRYING HIS BEST HONESTLY JUST (covers nicks ears) LEAVE HIM BE HE'S SOFT AND GETS HURT EASILY AND HE'LL SAY HE'S FINE WITH SUFFERING SO!!!!! PLEASE PRETEND TO BELIEVE HIM AT LEAST!!!!!!!!!!

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nick, still slightly crushing on rriimsi: ........ah, yes. Pain is back,

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@boozerot ITS TRU?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!